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1 Arrghhh
Being a woman is so hard, why must they teach us that being a mom is so great or that we must have children. This leads to abuse, and people killing their kids because they can't tell the truth to anyone. There is no support for people who can't stand their children anymore or who hate being moms. You...
2 I want someone else
I can't stand my husband. I have been pushed away by World of Warcraft.. it has become his obsession. My son and I are ignored constantly... he won't even eat at the dinner table with us anymore. I long for attention and love, and it is something I haven't had in about 3 years. I know an affair is...
3 I hate being married and I wish I had run the opposite direction
I hate being married. I like my husband (for the most part) as a person, but I regret marrying him. I have never been so depressed in my life. Before we were married I was going to college, I had a great job, I paid off my car, and then I got married and for 3 1/2 years I haven't accomplished one...
4 whats done is done... but not in my head
i cheated on my pregnant gf of 3 years with a minor. the wondering what if is eating me up. i pray but does it matter now?
5 confussed
I was once hurt badly in a relationship now I am with an amazing guy and all I know is for myself to be miserable i dont know how to let myself be happy!!He thinks maybe he is doing something wrong truth is I make there be something wrong cuz I am scared of him having power of my emotions!!
6 Two faced
I'm 19... I really need YOUR prayer... im addicted to a lot of things that are killing my relationship with Jesus... PLEASE Jesus help me, help me change my life. Help me when im being "dragged away and enticed" Lord be my strong tower, I trust in your word! Save me from what i have become, i feel like...
7 Back 2 be gay!
I am a 28 youth leader @ indonesia, i have been walking in progress to be out from gay tendency and all about pornografy since i received Jesus @ 18 yo, but know when i decided to learn about gay life n all about psycology @ my magister counseling class, i found my self fel in d same attraction n began...
8 masturbation
i watched porn and masturbated its is wnong i dont ever want to do it again
9 confession
I confess that for the last 5 years I have struggled with lust, porn, and masturbation. This is my first step in confession before I go to those in my life that I have to confess to.
10 It hurt so good to feel the blood on my hands.
Last month started to slt my wrsts. I have done it twice. I feels good. Really good. I cry when do t. No not the physcal pain. The emotional pain. The blood would run down my cheeks and fingers when i wiped the tears. Yeah im young and 12. Yet for the rest of my hopfully short lfe will have the pink...
11 I will never heal
We fell in love on our very first date, and never spent a day apart after. I was never so happy in my life. We got pregnant 5 months into our fairytale relationship and were so happy at first.. we announced it to our families and celebrated. Reality set in soon after and we got scared and felt completely...
12 gay pictures
im a christian in the last few days ive been attracted to gay porn young boys , even though i know im not gay myself this thing as gripped me please pray for me god help me i dont know what to do
13 Pornography
i am very embarrassed for watching porn and masturbating,Lord i am a sinner please i beg you give me strength to not look at things that make me aroused...forgive me...i also swear and get angry alot
14 what to do with my life
I don't know what to do with my life :(
15 Boastful Arrogance
I knew God, and do to an extent, but I boast alot about my knowledge, and therefore, am useless to God. I am my own enemy!! I am led away from God by my boasting! What a terrible blindness !!!! I am supposed to be talking about "God" but I'm not even in the right SPIRIT... what a horrible blindness.......
16 Fallen
used 2 preach on the street for Jesus, thought I loved Him, fasted, and controlled my appetites for Him, wanted to do everything for Him, would wake up with Him, spend all day with Him, go to sleep with Him in my soul. until I fell into the sin of complacency in prayer and loving food when I was supposed...
17 being online
i go online after work to check on the news and my email once a week i do the horrible thing of looking at porn and masturbating ...lord forgive me..
18 My dark passenger
i have done something that im ashamed of. I dont know how do i got to watch that. I have watched child porn and im so ashamed of that.I have also masturbated while watching it. I believe that it is the worst mistake i have ever made in my life. I want to leave that kind of habit right know because i...
19 voyeurism
im a christian but i have a problem, voyeurism watching girls by way of peeping is an obsession its so worryig ive watched so many girls by peeping and masterbating i need help please pray for my deliverence god bless you
20 masterbating
im a single man, im also a christian i want to love and serve jesus my biggest battle in fact all my life as been thinking of young girs and masterbating when the urge comes its very strong and i end up doing it, please...
21 Im Addicted to tattoos
I am covered in tattoos and like masturbation, and listening to heavy metal music. please pray for me
22 i got ditched after giving every thing to him
I have been in love with a guy who used me in every sense and i let him use me... I have been treated like a door mat but could never let go and kept doing all things that he wanted me to do with him..now he is with some other girl...i almost ruined my life just due to him...i see him daily...and always...
23 my love...
i can't have kiss time....
24 i need help
i masturbate too much please pray
25 shame and addiction
so I am not drinking but the addictive personality comes out. now it's because of harp practice and bugging the professors. anyways the teacher understood but now the rules have tightened and they apply to me. I feel ashamed. if I could get my own place and my own harp and a job to support myself,...
26 hiding the drinking
I have had at least one drink a day for the last year. I have found myself hiding alcohol from my family. My family knows I will have a drink or two through out the week, what they don't know is I am having much more than that. I really don't know why I drink. I enjoy the taste of some of it and...
27 please read
i find myself ashamed after many times of masterbation and porn. i know it is wrong and i go for periods of time without either one but i do stray at times with both and feel absolutely horrible. i feel at times its an addiction with my body and the urges it has. i ask for forgiveness over and over and...
28 please forgive me
i've had sexual thoughts (acts) and i will confess as soon as i can.
29 trying to stay positive for Christmas
I have been evicted from my home this year, my mom also died. I want to stay positive but secretly I'm an emothional wreck. I don't even have enough money for Christmas presents this year and my kids and I stay with the dad whom we don't get along with too well. This year has been a total nightmare....
30 The love of my life.
I'm head over heels in love with a man who is 48 years old and my teacher. Im only 18. It sucks I have never felt this way about anyone at all. All I think about is him, wondering how he is, where he is, what he is doing and if he's okay. Everytime I watch the TV and there is a kissing scene on I imagine...
31 Just in Cases
I have a playlist of songs to listen to just in case you break up with me. Its full of songs that will keep me company when you decide to leave.
32 my renunciation
I am christian since I was a child, and I´ve been watching porn on and off since I was at high school. There were moments when I got completly desperated, and feeling really far from God, that hurt me a lot because He showed me his love deeply when I was a chid. When I was around 20 I took a firm decision...
33 time and time again
Dear Lord, I have said I will stop watching porn and masturbation over porn. Before porn was intriguing, now it actually disgusts me. I can live without it but sometimes lonliness, boredom and feelings of arousal lead me to do what I dont even want to do. Lord I pray you do forgive me and DELIVER me....
34 upset and angry
i feel like nobody is listening. i have cut myself twice, i have thought of suicide many times. but because this is so common these days people make this out to be no biggy coz "everyone does it" to me it is a big deal. the pain i am feeling is real, it hurts. people ask me to describe it, sometimes...
35 i need to pray again
i pray because i no i should not because i want to or feel that it helps. it used to. i used to pray for hours off even just for seconds but it would help and i would feel Gods amazing love around me. i would do it at least once a day. now im lucky if i pray at all, i dont even no if you can call what...
36 ive lost my connection with God.
ive lost God. i want and need him back in my life. i dont no how but i have let my faith slip away from me. its like there are 2 sides of me and i dont no which one is actually me or maybe its neither. with my christian friends i act like a christian "should" but around others i act like i think i should...
37 prayer gone wrong
I was driving on the freeway, and spotted an accident on the sideway. As a good Christian, I started praying for them immediately, and at some point I guess I closed my eyes and the next thing I remember Is a collision noise, blood all over my face and the line bouncing in my head "you messed up the...
38 what happens after...?
My mom needs a kidney transplant. When I was a kid, she told me I wasn't supposed to be born, and now I'm donating one of my organs to her because I think that's all I'm worth.
39 Cheat
I was kissing with another guy last year. My boyfriend doesn;t know...
40 holidays
I hate the holidays, I try and do what I can for my kids but I am just not into it. I cry and feel depressed especally in the mornings. I love the Lord but I think the holidays have turned into a means for the evil one to hurt me and others. Lord forgive me please. I feel so alone, sometimes I just want...
41 masturbation
this is beginning to be an excessive problem i cant stop this its butting into my life too much i feel guilty and should be i pray but i dont think thats enough prayer to help me please anyone please pray for me :(
42 Pastor & Vicodin
My pastor is much more than just that - He's one of my best friends. I'm a teenager and he's in his early 30's with a wife and three kids and very happy. I found his bottle of vicodin while searching for a lid for his son's sippy cup. Every time I babysit (which I do for free) I steal a few pills. He...
43 PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PRAY FOR ME!!!
I CANT STOP MASTURBATING I NEED SOMEONE TO PRAY FOR ME I NEED TO STOP!
44 please help me
please pray for me i masturbate too much
45 I Can't Go On Like This.
I'm 59, my career is in the tank and have no friends interested in helping me. I hate my job. My daughter and grandchildren live with us and I love them dearly but my wife and daughter don't get along. I made some terrible errors in judgment - moved back to N.O. from a beautiful place in TX, took...
46 Lying
I've lied steadily to my parents and other people I love for years. When I was in middle school and high school, I would lie about homework and my grades, though I was failing out. I'm currently unemployed and have lied about looking for jobs, not wanting to give up my life of ease and laziness. The...
47 Teens
I'm a 24 year old male, and I cannot help but feel attracted to girls many years younger than me. My girlfriend just turned 20 and we have been together for more than a year. I still feel attraction toward her, but I can't help but look at younger girls. I can't seem to get past the fact that I'm older...
48 masturbation
please forgive me lord..... i am masturbating excessively.. please forgive me for what i have done.... i need help...
49 porn
I have sinned. I have watched porn, had unpure thoughts and masterbated.
50 Thankyou
You will never know that the text you sent me convinced me not to commit suicide. 'i miss you'. those 3 words made me feel loved again. thank you Meagan. thank you so much.
51 more than one...
i lie to my friends alot, its almost like im addicted to this fake persona i have created and i am suicidal, nobody gets me and i cant tell anyone cause everyone i know would judge me or think i was lying or faking to get attention. i am so tired of everything about my life, i wish i could start over...
52 the prison of myself
well my secret is this. I'm in a spot of leadership at a drug and alchohol regeneration program that is Christian based. i battle with lust,masterbation,and pornagraphy. i look at pornagraphy and try to lead in a godly way and my sins hold me down. i have not confessed to looking at porn to anyone....
53 therapist
I have 6 great years of college ahead of me, great grades, and awesome friends, but the person I will miss most when I leave this town is my therapist.
54 Im torn
My life has been a mess since I was in preschool. My brother had friends over I only have vague memories of it but my brother had me on the bed my pants were down and they were exploring. Im an emo lesbian because of one day.
55 I am ASHAMED
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56 I'm ashamed
I am a Pastor and I have struggled with pornagraphy most of my life. It started when I was In about the sixth grade. Some of my friends started talking about girls body parts and brought some pictures to school. One thing led to another. I received the Lord as my savoir in 1992 with a drastic conversion...
57 I am so ashamed
Please pray for me, I am having a difficult time as I war with pornography. I feel so dirty and ashamed, I need a clean heart.
58 Porn
I have been addicted to porn for some time now. I am a 21 year old married man. Although this problem started back when i was in middle school, it has now continued into my marriage. I started by finding a stack on porn in my dads room and started masturbation since. It went form there and into looking...
59 Does he Forgive Me?
I was young but still new better from wrong and right.He was sweet to me but i dont know i guess i was just jelouse that everyone paid attetion to him.I did things to him to make him sad and want to go back home.He was killed by a man who went into his house and was attmpting but he fought back and was...
60 HELP
Somone please help me i cant help myself, i am 18 years old and pornography has ruind my life. when i was around 13 i found a porn dvd im my brothers room i started watching it an became hooked. as i grew older i turned to jesus and gave it up, but my past always played in mind and i had no-one to talk...
61 I have been wicked!
Pornography, lieing has been my undoing. I have let the Lord down and my family in a big way - i am a consumer and love to spend money - it is evil and i repent in Jesus name! Please pray for me that i would be free of this bondage!
62 Defamer
I love you all but you keep hurting me. I try to help but you do not understand. You hurt me so much. Can you see not that life is good ultimately? Can you see not that we are all brothers? Can you see not that secteriansim will not bring us anywhere? "Love your brother more than you love yourself."...
63 Mast
im 19 year old.,and i think i have a poblem with mast,i try not 2 do it,bc i no God dont like it,idk wut to do,i work with the youthleaders from my church,i need help,i dont want 2 do it anymore,i no dat God wants to use me,but i cant get close 2 him =[ plxxx help me,
64 sabbotage
I've already lost it all once because of sexual sin, internet porn being a huge problem. Now I'm heading down the wrong path again. It hasn't gone that far this time. Not yet anyway. But it could easily. Loosing control. Please pray for me. I'm a pastor.
65 masturbation
I am ashamed to say that I love God and I work for his glory in a great way but but but I have only a grave silly single fault only so simple to say but I am deeply hurt when I regret doing it! that is masturbation, I have 24 hrs available internet online, finding a porn site is so easy for me! I do...
66 Heroin
I am a heroin addict in recovery now. ... In my addiction I have done some messed up shit. I had sex for dope at the age of 16
67 I prefer girls over guys
Sometimes I wish I have a girlfriend more than a boyfriend...currently I'm having a relationship with a guy.
68 I'm Sorry
She is leaving me to somewhere far far away, I shouldn't be sad because she never belongs to me. I want to speak but that would break my loyalty between me and my current lover. So I bury it deep into my heart and cried inside...You seems so far away from me now compare to the first day I met you...
69 masterbating
all my life before and after becoming a christian ive struggled to overcome masterbation im still trying to win over this habit but no matter how hard i try i always fail i need gods understanding and forgiveness
70 A New Hope
I led a sorry life, but now I see things more clearly. What I experienced now makes me bow my head in shame. By the age of 12 I was addicted to pornography. By 14 I had began to masturbate. I had an addiction to several things: lust, pornography, and masturbation. When I was 13, I told my parents about...
71 shame
I am having impure thoughts and control issues. I love my life. God has blessed me beyond what I deserve and I am afraid that it will hurt my wonderful family. Please pray for me that God will set me free and I can begin healing.
72 Love Affair
I've been involved in two affairs over this past year. I've ended one, but because I become emotionally attached to the other, I am finding it very difficult (almost impossible) to end the other. II can hardly even look at my husband anymore.
73 Pornography/masterbation
I have an addiction to Pornography, I really hate myself for it, and i want to stop but i just can't. I'm sixteen and I started this when i was only twelve. I've been trying to stop for 2 years now, and i did stop for three months once, but i fell right back into it. please pray for me, that i may beat...
74 No big deal, until it was.
I had plenty of porn magazines, and of course, the ultimate one - the internet. I thought no big deal. I pitched them or gave them to somene else some time later, though I still would occasionally visit free sites on the net. I wish I hadn't, some things with it stuck in me, especially the bondage sex,...
75 I insulted to the Lord
My secret is not secret to the world because i have betrayed and i have insulted people because my anger. I have took goods from people didnt belong to me and i have been rude in my thinking and my words. I dont deserve the mercy of the good Lord and of the Virgin Mary but i love them with all my heart....
76 porn
I am a Christian, a pastor's kid and i am so tired of watching porn and masturbating. i know it is an obstacle in my life and it keeps me away from a deeper relationship with Christ Jesus. I just want to stop having bad sexual thoughts and stop watching porn.
77 I want to return to the church, please help me..
I was sexuall, physically, verbally and mentally abused from the age of 4 to the age of 21. I am a 57 year old black man, and i'm 100% service connected Vietnam Vet. I suffer from PTSD - sexual trauma. I was baptised when i was either 10 or 11, and I finally excepted Jesus as my Lord and Savior in december...
78 God loves me even though i watched porn
i have been exposed to pornography and masturbation initially in year 7 at my school. i always feel guilty at the end of masturbating and now i know why. The devil always says to me 'you are a disgrace you'll watch it again so whats the point of asking for forgiveness?' this is why i need prayer, to...
79 lies in accountability
I've been addicted to porn since middle school. 13 years. I've had accountability for the past 2 years..I know that it's the best way to stay pure.. yet I'm still addicted to pornography. I've lied to those closest to me, and they think I'm making progress, yet all along I've stayed at this same level...
80 ocd, bipolar, porn addict....u name it
I am an unkissed virgin with ocd, bipolar disorder. I also looke at porn alot to make ups for my social anxiety and im about to lose my job because ive had outbursts at work that make people afraid of me. I sure do wish things were different. but the things i like to do are video games and are isolating...
81 back to the alter
Now Im back again. In Feburary I really felt this overwhelming need to get clean with my addition with porn. I confessed to a friend of mine who is a pastor. For the most part of my life I live lazly. So I confessed then I went on this roalercoster ride of weeks of being clean then times of benging on...
82 Unescapable
I am almost 27 and have been addicted to pornography since I was 15. The most I have ever gone without looking at it has been about 6 months and that was years ago. I was a pastor for 5 years and even then I was using my work computer to look it up and could not seem to stop. I know that someday it is...
83 deppression
i am a born again christian following christ reading my bible praying and serving in my local church, i also suffer from huge temtations from a rocky past what people see is real i just hide everything else, i'm infact very angry, sexually frustrated, always wanting to run i have huge issues with drugs...
84 power within
i am...and forever will be, the king of awesome...i admit i sometimes forget to turn my awesome down...so that i may hear others talk, my awesome aura if left unchecked has the power to turn impossibilities into factoids. see that sentence normally wouldn't make sense, but because of my awesome aura...
85 I Think I Need Help
I am such a terrible person. I have cheated several times in my marriage, I ache for sex with strangers, I fantacise about having several partners at one time fighting over who getts to have sex with me, I am sick and I feel hopeless. I love sex of any kind! I was molested as a child and raped by...
86 molested by my brother
when i was 4 or 5 my older brother masterbated me. i remember it as clearly as last week, it is what i believe is the source of my homosexual attractions. yeah i am attracted to guys, im really hurt and disgusted by how i do this. i really dont know what to do, there were times that i have thought about...
87 stuck in a rut
I fell in love with someone ugly, ghetto and with a lot of emotional baggage while I was having marital problems (still do, don't love my husband and wish he would divorce me) .. planned on running away and it didn't work out, because the other man wanted to get closer to me before I saw him in person....
88 No one knows...
I became a high class prostitute a few months ago after I was let go from my job. This came after a heart wrenching break up with my boyfriend who I found out was bisexual and seeing other men behind my back. I no longer trust myself to date again and I'm not ashamed of being an escort. I'm a good...
89 unforgiveness
i grew up in an abusive home. i saw my father hurt my siblings and my mother till they were severly bruised. one time he hurt my mother so badly that she threatedned to turn him in but she didn't.. i find myself secretely wishing that she did. though it was in the pasthe never apologized for any of it...
90 I'm so sad- my husband is destroying us.
My husband confessed to me, he lies about EVERYTHING. He also steals from me, even when I was pregnant. I've stood by him- but I don't think I can continue. He doesn't want to be intimate- for almost 2 yrs. He's addicted to porn- he spends all of our $ on it. We get utilities shut off. We shouldn't....
91 Fallen Servant
My pride, laziness and cowardice led me to a great spectacular fall (in the spirit) and I've dragged down multiplied millions of people with me, and so I understand how we are one body in yet a greater way... I am sorry to all who have fallen because of my fall, but know that if God still accepts me,...
92 more than one secret
only 3 people know this - myself and 2 others. when i was 13 i was going through a REALLY bad time. each day i would wake up and think of the tv shows that were on that night. that was all that i thought that i had to live for. pretty sad, eh? well, one afternoon i decided to hang myself. i had...
93 books
i read constantly. it's my preferred form of escapism. i read mostly fiction. not such a bad thing, you say? well, i also read romance novels. some of those are pretty hardcore porn. they can be very graphic. when i was 23 i started to masterbate while reading those books. i can't stop. i've...
94 Can't seem to get happy
I feel that I can't provide for my family and it affects everything I do. I really want/need a FT job and I hate complaining to my husband about and I feel I'm not happy enough for my daughter sometimes. I try not to get so down but I can't see light at the end of this tunnel. I really want another...
95 porn and masturbation
i am a christian but whenever i get hurt or angry or overwhelmed, i masturbate,,,now i watch porn and then i masturbate.. i need help pls pray for me.. this is evil and must stop i do not belong to the devil i belong to God.. i need help i need to be free.i have masturbated since i was 6 and now i have...
96 emotional affair (online & phone)
My husband had an affair last year while deployed, he had a profile on craigslist and was chatting with a few differnt women but "serious" with 1. He had an online/phone affair with her, I found out during a family day celebration 4 months after they left for training. It was devistating, I blamed myself...
97 Im scared, i just want to cry every time i think of it
I just want to cry everytime i think about it and its true,it happened and wasnt a dream...why couldnt have just been a dream for God's sake.im just 14 and my lifes already heading into a big mess.Why did she do it to me i was just 3-6 years old , how could my own cousin do it to me. I bet she cant even...
98 Leading a double life
I was first exposed to porn in the fourth grade at a friends house. In sixth grade i would think terrible thoughts about other girls in my grade. In high-school i could not wait to get home to indulge in my lust. I was open about it. I got saved and was ashamed because it had not stopped. I kept...
99 Need forgiveness and prayer
I watched porn again and masterbated. I feel terrible, which is good. Please pray that I be completely healed from this and all sexual sins, disobedience and rebellion.
100 newyorknewyork
I had pudding with lunch. I shouldn't i'm trying to stay skinny but I just always order something extra. I hate over eating and it bumms me out. Is it a sin to feel and act like this.
101 I'm a Pastor, and I Kissed Another Woman
While my wife was across the country visiting her family, I met another woman on Craigslist. We sent messages via email and after about 30 minutes, started talking on the phone. Then, after a brief conversation on the phone, I was headed over to her place to pick her up for a night out. We drove into...
102 Watch porn
I watched porn today even though I got an exam tomorrow. I told myself that it's just for relax. But after doing this I only found more guilty.
103 Me , Myself ,and the tears i cry
Its said guys dont cry but i go to bed and cry for hours each night over stupid things ... that i said to you
104 sexual sins
Sometimes, I think about being with other women. Having a 3 some or just me and another woman. I don't know why. I have no desire to be with a woman, but sometimes I do in my fantasies. Sometimes I can't get thoughts out of my head. I've never told anyone this. I used to watch porn a lot when I...
105 Porn addiction
I have been saved for several years now and have left behind so many of my old ways. I have turned to christ and he has renewed my heart and mind and given me new life. Satan still however has this incredible vice over me in the form of an addiction to all pornography. I have no self control at times...
106 Fighting for Love
I'm in love with a married man. And, at first I felt bad. We stopped talking for several weeks, but I'd fallen in love with him 4 weeks after we met. We were friends more than anything. After 8 months our relationship blossomed and became sexual. The thing is I didn't know he was married. I found out...
107 what do i read?
i have several secrets... one i don't know how to speak to anyone about. i like to read. i read constantly. i read a lot of fiction books, including romance novels. for the last 15 years i've read these types of books - among others. i've found that there are many types of romance novels. they...
108 need the forgive
I commited an abortion, lie, had sex with men, steal,and comulgue without being able to do it a lot of people used me, and i suffer a lot. Already go in in a process of change, in my life. But need to confess me thanks
109 Enough is enough
I am a pastor for a recovery church in ohio. while i have overcome alcohol addiction I still struggle with the lure of pornographic images and content. As a result some of that content was left on my laptop and came incredibly close to destroying what God was doing in my life and others. I am confessing...
110 sexual urges
im a christian and im 52 yrs old everytime i think ive beaten masterbating it comes back i read a book by derek prince and he says its an evil spirit that attacks us, pray and read the word its the only way but jesus...
111 Tired of the secrets
Im 18 & I've been seeing somone who is nearly 11 yrs older than me. Not only is the age difference odd.. Im also great friends with his wife. Neither of us know what to do, we wish we could run away but his kids are too important for that. I would never ask that of him. I hate doing this but I love...
112 Deception
We're on fire for each other.. We wanna run away & be together If we did, I would be leaving my Senior year. He would be leaving his wife & two kids.
113 Strawberry Gashes
I know you think I stopped cutting. I didnt. its gotten worse. I dont want to stop. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I hate you dad. I hate you for abusing me and telling me Im not good enough - All becuase Im a girl. I hate you for leaving and never bothering to call me again. Your 13 year...
114 I
I am ashamed. I keep having thoughts that I get arrested for something I did years ago. Credit cards r the DEVIL. I racked up my CC debt to where there was no turning back. I was making enough money or so i thought...to pay it back....and then I lost my job....now i owe about 20K in CC and stopped making...
115 Hopeless
I have battled a food addiction all of my life. It rules over me. My every waking thought is about food and what I will consume next. It has effected ever aspect of my life and has brought me to where I am now. Isolated, lonely, anxious and severly depressed. The depression is resulting in the loss...
116 social workers
I hate social workers! They are useless and nazis. they think they know everything and they don´t accept any critics. They spoil other´s lives, forcing them to do what THEY think it´s better to them and never listening to they one they think they are helping.
117 argh
he's watching me write this, he just never stops watching
118 Shame
my friends don't know what i was in prison for and i am too ashamed to tell them. I served time for aggravated sexual battery. I no longer live this way, but i cannot forget it or forgive myself. I feel like i am unforgivable. like the one with the millstone tied around his neck and cast into the sea....
119 I Confess
I confess that I masturbate imagining I have sex with various women and never visualise my wife to be one of them. I feel sorry I have not been sexually satisfying her and taking care of her sexual needs and am satisfying myself, that too thinking about other women. I feel sorry for her!
120 what that nasty man did to me
i was 7 my mum was going out with someone she had met his name was simon. mum was learning to drive so he baby sat for her. for some reason the day i was grounded. so mum went out as usual and i was sent to my room. after abut 10 minits since mum left my step-dad came up stairs to my room and asked me...
121 financial crisis
I'm poor and I need help. Pray for me
122 My Nephew
I am a twenty-nine-year-old, recently divorced mother of two teenaged daughters aged nine and eleven. I also have an elder sister who has three teenaged sons, aged from eleven to fifteen. There has always been frequent contact between our families, and my sister's sons have always been regular visitors...
123 dear lord
Dear lord, There are times when i feel worthless and lonley. I know that in these times i feel this way that i can rest in your promise of peace and joy. I have been through so much in my life , disapointed so many times and hurt to the point that i lost all hope for myself and couldnt figure out how...
124 so much pain
sometimes i wont to kill myself because he wont come back
125 I hate him
I hate him .... only because he doesnt love me
126 unforgiveness
Sometimes i wish i could hurt him as much as he hurt me but i dont want to hold unforgiveness in my heart
127 pregnant lies
I told my ex-boyfriend i was pregnant and that i didnt want anything to do with him so that he could feel as much pain and heartache as i did the day he broke up with me
128 My confession
I have kept this to myself for five months no. When it got to tonight I could feel it in my heart that I could no longer keep this dark secret to myself. At first I was going to tell my parents but I imaagined all kinds of pessimestic results if i told them. So I decided to confess online. My secret...
129 pornagraphy,masturabation,same sex issues, acting out
im in a battle for my soul, u name it ive done it, from porn, masturatbation,same sex issues, acting out....this is my coping mechinism when i feel rejection, and lonelyness....I know the Lord forgive my sin when i ask and confess, but i have a problem of forgiving my self and recieving His Love... So...
130 Let go
I have been in love with a man who used me and i let him use me... I have been treated like a door mat but could never let go and kept doing all things that he wanted me to do with him..i am of a marragable age and i fear that i would not get close to anybody...i want to be set free, feel loved and be...
131 A Life Wasted
I was messing around with a married man, got pregnant and had an abortion.....The only people that know are me and my sister.
132 i can never say it enough
i love you i love you i love you i love you
133 ....
GROW UP and i dont mean by partying with upperclassmen...
134 "we only accept the love we deserve"
I finally put this quote into my life. thank god that i have you! I will never find a guy i love as much (and i love that i got the same response!)
135 to be or not to be
I want to live him, and i want him to UNDERSTAND it's his fault. I gave him everything, I put my dreams under his feet, the only thing i have left is my dignity, and he wants it under his feet as well. Nothing is enough for him, he wants moer, and more. Will he ever understand, IT'S ENOUGH!
136 Battling The Beast!
My secret is that of sexual sin....I've been struggling with pornography (The Beast) since my early years and a couple of months ago, I got into a program that I've developed faith in. However, the struggle hasn't been easy and 4 days ago, I fell into watching it again.....I know that what I did was...
137 Messed Up
i have struggled with porn, masterbation and homosexuality for 20 years. I want to be free of these things and bring my focus back to God and my wife/family. It is very difficult to get rid of the desire for masterbation and viewing porn sites or sites featuring homosexual activity. I pray for stregnth...
138 My struggle with porn!
I feel I need to confess this!!.....I compare to eating some awfull food and I need to vomit it out!!!! I know that my addiction is bad and I confess it......The only thing that keeps me going if GOD! I have again fallen, BUT I'M GETTING UP STRONGER EVERY TIME, IN THE NAME OF JESUS!!! HE WILL...
139 Depression and Addiction
Am a final year med student suffering frm depression loneliness and hooked on internet porn.Please I need help
140 rape
i was rape with when i was 17 years old im now 23 and i still tell people that Im a virgin....truth be told i dont know what i am..
141 Gambling Habit
I have a gambling habit that has cost me thousands and thousands of dollars and resources that could have been used for many good things. Pray I have the courage and power to over-come this awful sin. Also, sexual thoughts are not too or healthy. I am looking to the Lord to deliver me as I confess and...
142 I Love God, love Kids, and love Porn
I work in Childrens Ministry and love the kids I minister to-in a Godly way. I love the Lord with all my being, but I have had an addiction to pornography since I was in second grade. My "head injury" occurred when I was even younger, as my friends, cousins, and neighbors would play the "you show me...
143 Dark Past
since it was my first time that i will be alone without my parents, i do everything that i never do before.. i was like a bird flying after a several years from a cage. the taste of freedom is like a taste of finest food in earth but i abuse it , i cut my class just to go out.. being wasted then i realize...
144 My it clear so i can live!!!
as a kid I was molested by my oldes brother, this happen for a long time and no one was paying attention, finaly I decided that this was not normal and it stop, a few years late I found out that he has hiv and so do I, how unfair is my live, I feel lke killing my self, my mother will not talk to me since...
145 want forgiveness, purity, faith, hope, and love
I think women are an idol to me. I do not want to have them as an idol. I lust, covet, commit adultry with my heart and mind. I sometimes watch porn and masterbate. I have been in situations I should not have been in and have done some things I should not have done. God has always protected me from going...
146 Pastor Porn Addict
I have dealt with a failing struggle with porn since I was 13 yrs old. I am a Sr. Pastor now and go through very long periods of victory followed by severe binges followed by massive depression and self hate. I am scared. I preach the freedom that only Jesus can bring. I preach the power of the Holy...
147 Aunt
I don't think out Aunt want us(me, sister, brother)to come over to their place. For some time, i asked them or.. my sister have and they never gave us a direct answer.. and they just talk about something else. Well.. my brother is a little monster-ish, i can understand her because if we all go then our...
148 ARREPENDIMENTO
Hi. I am a brazilian man. But the sims and the porn girls is in my life. I love Jesus and your word. Please i need help. I love my wife and my son. But i dont have force for resist this.
149 My brother
He is the WORST. I can't stand him! He just eats and eats and won't stop and he eats everyone's food! RIGHT when i thought he was starting to turn out good... no.. that's not the case-_- Nothing is good about him. And he is a liar! He lies all the time too! He lied to our parents! And he only comes out...
150 Stop doing that, Mom!
Our Mom or Dad ALWAYS lets our brother eat! Like my brother already ate but then a few minutes later, he says he wants to eat again but then parents are suppose to stop them from eating because he already ate! There's no point of him eating again! His just taking other people's foods. The people that...
151 forgive me
Dear God, please forgive me for my sins, I have had sexual relations with someone that is currently married. It was breif, but wrong. I stopped almost as soon as it started and got up and left having felt disgrace and embarressment for something that i didn't really want to do in the first place,...
152 Lord, let me forget
Even though we broke up over three years ago, I still am inlove with you, and think about you everyday. You hurt me, emotionally and physically, and I pray each day to forget you. But I can't. I am ashamed that I still love you, and can't forget about you, You canged my life, and I became stronger, and...
153 Can
I've created an awful sin and i am sorry for it. I don't want to admit that i actually did those things like the other people but i know what i did wrong. I'm sorry, God. And i'm sorry for keep saying 'sorry' too.. but i really want this to be between you and me, God. Just you and me and i want this...
154 lustfull thoughts
i love the lord jesus but i have a broblem fighting against sexual thoughts and the temptation to masterbate im single male and its very hard trying to win i need to pray and read the word of god. ive not masterbated...
155 Gosh.
Secrettv is a place to reveal your secrets to feel free but why is there so many sexual things on here? Is that the most thing that people make mistake on? Not to be rude, just wondering.
156 I don
I have a memory of my parents fighting and my Dad was very angry. I was crying. Then all of a sudden, Dad yells at Mom to come into this small room that we had. Mom refuses, i think. So Dad didn't give up he grabbed her whole hair and dragged her to the room, ONLY using her hair. Thinking about it, it...
157 Darkest memory.
I have a memory of my Dad being very mad at my Mom and i was watching them fight(what could i do?). Then all of a sudden, Dad picked up a knife and pointed it at my Mom, i was so scared and it felt like a nightmare. My Mom was cornered and so i thought i needed to help her and i jumped in front of Mom,...
158 Pretty close..
This is from my past but when i wasn't strong in Lord, when i would have a tough time, i would think about suicide. I knew it was bad but yet, i thought it was a good solution at the time. I thought about getting guns, knives or maybe falling? But i knew it was going to hurt. I would often think about...
159 One word: Unnie.
I have a few younger friends at church and there is this friend that is a few months younger than me but the younger friends call her "unnie"(describing an older sister)but they don't call me that and i've been friends with them for so long. It doesn't seem big of a deal but it is for us, Koreans. It...
160 Dad.
I love my Dad but he can sometimes be !@#$& because he makes Mom feel bad by just getting mad at her, releasing his stress on her. I wish he could stop doing that, Mom isn't his stress reliever. It's his wife. Mom works too so she probably has stress of her own. And Dad always makes excuses like, "I...
161 Parents.
My parents always tells me to do this and do that but there's also little brother and little sister too! Why don't they ask them too?! Why always me?! And i actually do them! But i guess that isn't enough since my parents always asks me for more, i'm not Cinderella. And why me and my sister get blamed...
162 Brother.
I don't like brother. This past week, his been so mean to me! Made his hands into a gun and shot at me, won't listen to me and yells at me. I think he wants to die because its been crowded with the swine flu and he just won't stay in or wash his hands with soap when told! I tell him to go and he says...
163 Eat, Full, Eat.
I think I have an addiction to food. I'm sorry to God but I always get myself occupied with food. When I am full, I still tend to eat more because it is good and God told us to take care of our bodies. I am trying to cut down now and I think in some ways, I am succeeding but I wish to do better. I am...
164 Disliked.
I have always disliked my "friend". Because she's bossy, ignorant, rude and sometimes selfish. The "friend" I know of was always worshipping God during service time and had everything ready for service, I even looked up to her. But one day,(maybe its puberty)she was totally different, she even whispered...
165 School.
There was this thing at our school where we had to have a grade(in 1 class)above C and if we do, we go to McDonalds as a prize(it was elementary time, please understand). So i worked for Math(hated subject)but i got a C and i thought maybe the teacher didn't put my grade from the test that we took(which...
166 I don
Well there is this girl.. i'll just call her "T809"(there is a story behind that nickname). T809 use to go to the same church as me and she was a good friend to me too. There was also these other friends in our youth group that were friends with me and T809 but they were closer to T809 more. And then...
167 Secret Fantasies
Since a few years back I discovered porn and masturbation. It weirded me out and fascinated me. And now I rarely ever do it, but when I'm really stressed, I'll find the need to just release somehow and it ends up like this. It makes me feel nauseated to think that I can't stop myself. Not only this,...
168 i
i might be on the way to becoming the alcoholic my father is. i just can't seem to find a way to cope.
169 Lied.
About two years ago, I began developing symptoms of depression and anxiety. I was a teenager and everyone just thought I was acting about, and everyone wanted a reason why. I came up with a horrific story of a rape.. that never occurred. But everyone still pitied me and felt so bad for me. It was just...
170 i feel controlled
i feel like something is always talking to me and telling me that i belong to it and just now i was listening to a message and it just spoke to me that whatever i am planning to do i shouldn't try to get it out. this is no longer imaginary.. it has to stop...help
171 I am afriad I will cheat on my Husband
Like the other women who post here, I myself am married to a wonderful man. He is everything I have ever wanted. He opens my doors, carries my bags, and does the laundry and the dishes... ( yes you should be jealous! lol) My problem is that he never wants to have sex. Never. I am the sexual aggressor...
172 My sexual fantasy and transexual thoughts
For many years at least 17 I have had fantasies of being a woman for a day and experiencing sex as a woman. I have dressed up as a woman. There have been seasons when I have been free from it and then I get stuck into again. I have masturbated using this fantasy on countless occasions. But want true...
173 Too fat to love
My wife has become so fat that I can't stand to look at her. We no longer have sex because the idea of being sexual or romantic with a woman as fat as she is makes me ill. I masturbate now because I know I can never leave her. A marriage vow is forever. Don't condemn me for masturbation. I have no other...
174 forgive me
dear God, im sorry for the day i went out drinking with my friends, and when i needed to pee i went up to and old mans house, knocked at the door and pretended to have been attacked and needed to clean up. i know you've forgiven me already but i need to feel like i've actually told you. i promise to...
175 Fear of Love
When I was a young child my brothers sexually mollested me. When I told my mother she would spank me for telling on them. This went on for years. And now after therapy I am still afraid to Love a man and Marry. Im fear that he will hurt me and this time I wont have the strenght to Live through it.
176 hate this
I watch porn and know I shouldn't. I hate it and feel terrible while im doing it. If i dont stop now I feel I never will please pray for me.
177 For of all sad words of tongue or pen, the saddest are these: It might have been
I am addicted to pornography and I can't stop. I will never give up hope. I'm trying to find the power inside me, I've told people, trying to get help. I'm inconsistent, cowardly, lazy. It's hard for me to remember things like promises. These aren't excuses, I'm working on these flaws, and I look forward...
178 virginity
I am going to lose my virginity to a stranger from craigslist.
179 Complicated Situation
I have a paternal uncle that I haven't seen in 16 years. Last November I found out that he was locked up and I decided to write him. I really enjoyed our conversations and I felt we had so much to catch up on. In May, I didn't hear from him for at least two weeks and I wasn't sure what the problem was....
180 Second life sex
I started exploring the virtual world of second life. At first it was innocent just exploring making mostly female friends and dancing here and there. Then I disovered you could have avatar sex and did that a few times. I found myself staying up real late to find a partner for virtual sex. I found that...
181 Porn.
I am a follower of Christ, but still, i struggle with porn and masturbation. Sometimes i can go for months without even thinking of porn, but then... it happens and i fall again and again and again. I don't want this, i hate having this secret, i want total transparency. I just feel horrible. Please......
182 No Title
I don't recognize myself from a year and half ago. I made the mistake of starting to abuse drugs and alcohol and today it almost has a complete hold of my life. The drugs have thrown me into a depression so deep I don't know who I am anymore. I lie to everyone trying to hide my addictions. I'm barely...
183 Trapped
I'm a sixteen old girl from Romania and for a whole year I've been trapped by pornography and masturbation. it started with masturbation and few weeks later I started looking at pornography online. I tried so many times to unchain my life from that because I know that it stops me from growing in God's...
184 Financial Irresponsibility
Dear God, I apologize for getting caught up in the frenzy of the real estate bubble. You know I didn't want to sell my house when I did. It was a mortgage I could afford. Instead of being grateful for the windfall proceeds of selling and go back to being a renter and saving money I sank every last dime...
185 lair/cheater catches a liar/cheater
I had an affair with a married guy I'm married. We both have families. It was most of the time email/text related. We saw each other handful of times. He was big on telling me how great,wonderful,amazing,sexy,witty,funny, on and on all things married people with little kids forget to tell each other....
186 addictions
my brother recently told me he is addicted to pornograpy. my sister has turned to a life of alcoholism
187 masterbate
i cant understand why if god loves us so much why he lets our body experience sexual desires so we fall into sin, ive tried so hard to stop masterbating but it always gets the better of me please god deliver me from...
188 Alone
God.. I'm tired of being alone...I'm 33, I want to be married, I don't want to be alone anymore. I'm tired of being fat, I wish I was anorexic/bulimic so that I'd be thinner and people would look at me....help me trust you, I want to be ok with Your will for my life....help me accept Your will for my...
189 Preoccupation with food and sex
My brother started abusing me (verbally, physically and sexually) when I was 13. Since then i've had a preoccupation with sex and have struggled on and off with masturbation and pornography. I also became preoccupied with food, I first stuffed myself then I became anorexic/bulimic and in the last few...
190 sex/lust/porn
I am excessively addicted to masturbation & online porn. I spend hours everyday when I'm home alone as a way to cope w/unemployment and financial struggles. If I don't look during the day, I look at night and stay up until 5-6am looking intently at all sites that are free and available. It is killing...
191 Please take this burden
Heavenly Father, The agony of knowing I made the wrong decision regarding buying a house weighs heavily on me. Whether it was greed or the enemy blinding me, my own ignorance or some other reason, I can't stop thinking of the money that slipped through my hands. I ache at the loss and fear for the present...
192 why me?
a few months ago my parents got me engaged to a guy. i was 19 then. i jst turned 20. i think i'm too young to get engaged or married. n more importantly i dont like this guy, he is 6 yrs older to me. i have told this to my parents but they insist that he is the one for me. but i think he is totally...
193 Stolen
I stole someone else's hat. I was compelled to do so by the circumstances nevertheless in retrospect it was wrong and I regret ever having done so. Please forgive me lord
194 masterbating
ive tried so hard for a long time to fight my sexual temptations but i always end up losing , today i masterbated watching videos on a website i found that shows hidden camera footage it turn me on so much to watch young...
195 I yearn for your peace
Dear God, I've prayed to you as honestly as I could. I've confessed my sins to the best of my ability. I'm seeking help in a 12 step program and therapy so I am doing the footwork. I ask for your peace... just a touch from you... PLEASE ease my emotional and spiritual pain! Please make yourself aware...
196 I've been humbled
God, I ask for forgiveness for my pride, arrogance and greed. I have been arrogant at work but have now been humbled and I am in pain. I had the opportunity to have money in the bank in 2004 when I sold my house but bought another house instead which I regret with all my heart. Please forgive me and...
197 rihtjirthjmopm5
i think about being anorexix all the time. i'm a little over weight for my age and nothing looks good on me. i hate myself. i cry when i look in the mirror.
198 Secret shame of gay porn
I am addicted to masturbation and pornography. Really the latter has become a way to feed the former. I am addicted to sex outside of marriage, rebellion against my God, and am unable (unwilling?) to turn away. About every other night for the last year I have looked at pornography and masturbated, hiding...
199 Mental Anguish
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200 Struggling with porn and rejection
porn and lust I go into binge and purgeing with this I will go days alright fighting then fall right back I know what I am doing is wrong and I do not want to do it any more! I need prayer
201 I need God back in my life
I was raised a Christian and certainly believe in God. I, however, indulge in pornography viewing a few times a week. I have had this addiction for years and have wanted and tried to stop so many times, but always go back to pornography. I want to have this burden off of my back, please pray for me....
202 Sorrow Pain Misery Fear Regret
Dear Heavenly Father, I ask you forgiveness for I have sought worldly things. I've made so many mistakes in this life and I regret so many of them. I seek your love, forgiveness and mercy. Whatever time I have left before the world ends or I die I hope you will put a desire in my heart to serve and love...
203 hurt
I hurt my close friend. i fell in love with her and without understanding her position, started to express my feeling, ending up annoying and discomforting her to a point where she hates the meer mention of my name. she means a lot to mean, i really do care for her. I am extremely regretful of my...
204 hurt a friend
i hurt a dear friend with my insensitive, irresponsible behavior. i made her loose the trust she had in me, i lost her forever. i am a horrible person who sincerely regrets his mistake. Is there a redemption?
205 Forgiveness
Heavenly Father, I ask you for forgiveness for my materialistic and selfish pursuits. You gave me so much and yet I squandered it away. I've pleaded with you and begged you for mercy and have found no relief. I'm so sorry for not living a better life. I feel this global economic collapse is a sign that...
206 my almost mexican man
steven, i still love you and want you to have my vriginity
207 Christian Leader Alcohol Addiction
I have been a binge drinker over the last 10 years and have only drank at home. I work in a Christian environment and shared my secret with a friend. He told my boss who then suspended me. My boss twisted the truth and made me look worse. My shame made me isolate and not defend myself. Now I am...
208 Lusting/ Pornography Addiction
I have been struggling with an addiction to porn for almost a year now. It started when I was just sitting in my room alone with my new computer. I began looking at random websites and wandered right into the arms of the devil (porn). I seen people doing things and wondered how it felt to make them do...
209 The Lonely Road
I am a man who is very active in my church. I am enrolled in college, studying religion. When I was young one of my older sisters and I used to play the, "I'll show you mine if you show me yours game." This was the first exposure that I had to sexual sin. I also had an encounter with an older man...
210 Lost everything
I am the person who has no drems now? i dont want to live because my life (My wife) has left me due to her family pressure..after spen two years with her now i am helpless. I am crying last 3 days but what can be happend. i am feeling very weekness insinde.
211 I love my wife
she is awesome
212 Too far with boyfriend?
My boyfriend and I have been together for a little over a year. We love each other and plan to get married as soon as we graduate college. Everyone thinks we're the perfect couple, but we've failed sexually. We haven't gone all the way, but I feel shame that if my family found out, then they would hate...
213 my deepest secret
i go to work everyday feeling the deepest fear of what i might say wrong to others. the fear is slowly killing me..... this has caused my confidence level to go so low that people stopped believing in me- i speak so softly that no one can hear what i want to say, and when that happens my mind get muddled...
214 Transgendered or Trapped in the wrong body.. HELP!!
Ever since the day I was born I have felt like this.For the longest time I have felt like I was ment to be a boy.I am a girl but im not happy with my gender.I was the hugest tomboy ever!But that was when I was little.When I started changeing a became depressed.I was always wishing I were a boy and everything.About...
215 my own lover
I masturbate almost on a daily basis. And I still don't think it's a sin. And hey, I'm a girl.
216 Confuse on my sexuallity... and porn
Please pray for me, I am confuse about myself... I have seen gay porn, and I like it... I am not gay, and I dont want to be a gay! I am going to stop right now! Please pray for me!! I am going to try to stop it today!
217 Masturbation and porn (gay porn) :S
I am addicted masturbation... and sometimes to see gay porn. I am not gay, but I cant stop this!
218 forgiveness
i have looked at porn and masterbated and i hate myself now
219 Lust
Since 8th grade(8 years ago), I have sinned over and over again. I masturbate often, and ask for His forgiveness, and tell him I will quit, yet then I do it again and again. I have tried quitting hundreds of times, and I have succeeded for only very short term. Lately, I have been making it a max...
220 Abuse, Abuse & More Abuse
I have been sexually abused since I was 2 years old. It continued throughout my childhood. I was in care & those who cared for me did it. As an adult I married a man who abused me. he slept with a knife under the pillow to get his own way with me. I turned to the occult for help & almost committed suicide...
221 Believe it or not
Demons and angels walk the earth like any other person would. You will not recognize them, because they don't want you to. Only a few can see them. Pray you never have to. Seeing holy manifestations are good, but seeing evil would literally make you insane, or posessed. It is real. It means eternity...
222 Supposed Perfection!
I'm a Christian Teen who struggles with pornography. Every one around me supposes I'm the golden child, who never does wrong. I even want to go into Youth Ministry. However, this bondage to pornography is taking me away from a close relationships tonight. I'm sick of porn, I've always been, however when...
223 AHHHH!
No one cares about me, ever.
224 I hate my husband
Even though I promised to love and cherish him when we took our vows 2 years ago, over the time my feelings have eroded with his repeated verbal attacks. He refuses to go for help. He hid these behaviors from me while we were dating and after we were married they came out full force, beginning on our...
225 Life itself.
I hate myself for not being able to let go of the one person in the world who made me hate myself in the first place.
226 Giving Up
Sometimes I've wished for a message from God to tell me it's OK...but how I feel after porno and masterbation won't let me rest. I find when I'm stressed and get a chance to be alone it's what relieves some of the anxiety. And when I think I've completely gotten past it it comes back, leaving me discouraged...
227 im HIV POSITIVE pray 4 me
infact im HIV POSITIVE i seriosely needur prayers bcos iwant to be healed through my lord and my seviour jesus christ i know God will do it 4 me if you pray 4 me
228 wife into cocaine
I just found out from my sister that my prim and proper wife used cocaine in college,and was quite a party girl.For some reason,this turned me on instead of making me mad.We went to a party soon after I found out,and sure enough things got wild and I told my wife to go ahead and use coke if she wanted...
229 Uh oh
I'm married to my ex-husband's brother... and I'm having an affair with my ex-husband.
230 my confession
i was molested. There, i said it.
231 porn
i'm a new church youth worker for a relatively large church, everything in the job is going really really great, but i am lonely and being recaptured by pornography. I need saving, graceful help
232 Love that Hides in the Shadows
'I secretly want to talk to you; I see you laughed and smiling with your friends, you are happy, and I still have feelings. But I fear your rejection, so I say nothing.'
233 I confess
I read the confessions at mysecret.tv to assure me that my life is better than others. The more pathetic, addicted, cheater you are, the better I feel about myself.
234 Scared of friends
I'm affraid that if I make friends I'll leave my wife.
235 Black woman for sex!
I am a very white man and I want to cheat on my wife with a black woman.
236 Starting over.
I've prayed that my wife and child would die in an accident so that I can start all over with my wife's sister.
237 I stole from my boyfriend
we were due to get married at the end of the month and 7 weeks before the wedding he turned round and told me he didnt want to get married ! i lost alot of money as i had payed for the hall booking and i wont see it back even tho he said he would give me the money i lost as it was his fault ! he is...
238 Cheating in College ( I am a shameful)
When i was in high school 10 years ago and in college, I've cheated in quizes, homeworks and tests because i was scared to fail and scared because people will laugh at me. I've graduated with an Associate degree in 2002 and Business degree in 2006 that I'm not proud of, but i did my work sometimes but...
239 just today
I played while the cat was away. I'm scared I'm not stopping until I'm found out... How can it feel so good when you know you're about to hurt someone you love?
240 We Need Pastors Who Preach Against Sin w/Love
I have struggled with porn since discovering my grandfather's magazines when I was 8 years old. I am now a 46 year old father of three grown children. I have never paid for online stuff and God has been gracious enough to keep me from falling too deep. It has truly been his grace. The danger of course...
241 Please Stay
It’s been really close to a year since we fought. Those songs you put up after made me feel funny. My stomach— because emotions really are felt there instead of a heart— seemed to do this weird little flip-flop thingie every time I thought about it or heard one of those songs. Then you had a rough...
242 He Loves Me, Loves Me Not
You say you love me. Me. The girlfriend that loves you back SO much, don't you understand? I'm scared all the time. Scared that you'll leave me one day--leave me because I wasn't good enough for you. What scares me even most is the prospect that you'll leave me for her. Or that if she finally realizes...
243 Internet Sins
I look at porn way too much- a lot of them have to do with homosexual acts.
244 Once an addiction, always an addict?
No, what a lie! I used to struggle with pornography, masturbation and homosexual issues. Through the grace of God, setting captives free (online ministry) and good accountability I can stand and say "Whom the Son sets free is free indeed!" I am free and others, I know, can experience this glorious...
245 I hate my child
i always wanted a son from the time i was a teen. over the years with new experiences i always thought i would be a great parent. when i reached my late twenties i was living it up and feeling totally free. then at thirty i got knocked up. i was looking into adoption but i opened my big mouth and told...
246 Addiction to Transexual Porn
I am addicted to transexual porn. I work hard to keep from looking and then I go on a binge for a several days/nights. Then I will stop. I pray all the time for a cure to this. I have already lost my job (not due to this), I gave up my apartment as I am literally broke, I have filed bankruptcy and I...
247 my bad night
i am sorry i went out with my friends had alot to drink and i went to a brothel i spent over £500 i got sucked in i am not proud what so ever i just want forgiveness i also had to ask my dad for a lend of money untill the end of the month. please forgive me
248 The life of a building secret.
Im in love with with 3 of my exes, Im dating My current boyfriend, and I want to have sex with someone I dont even know. I lied to my most recent ex, and I am lying to my current one. I dont know what to do anymore, its getting way out of hand.
249 Tired of Lies
I've been addicted to pornography and sex off and on for the past 7 years. I'm a full-time minister and I've struggled with continual shame, condemnation and self-hatred. I've lied to people I care about, telling them that I've been pure. Every single time that I look at these things, I feel sickened,...
250 Social life
I feel like i cant connect with others and make friends normally like most people. I feel like im different than other people. My parents are divorced and my life has been pretty messed since. People at school often say im weird. I dont exactly have 'friends' at school. I dont talk much. People think...
251 my messed up life
my parents got divorced a few years ago. Me and my sister wanted it to happen. she was abusive, swore at us all the time, and has mental issues. Every since then life has been a mess with police, counseling, and new girlfriends. currently i live with my dad and his girlfriend. my sister went to live...
252 horrible Im so ashamed I want to change. Forgive me Lord.
Lord, forgive me for my sins. I believe in your word, your gospel, I believe in you and love serving you. Mi sin is so shameful that I feel that if I confess it my church leaders will think awful of me and never let me serve. I know this is not the best way to confess, bur right now is all I have courage...
253 I'm a sinner, a lier, and an adulterer.
I found the Lord this year. After reading the bible and finding that there is more to life than a flesh in which we hold temporary, I repent and thank the Lord for his sacrifice to have a chance to an eternal life. after his flesh died on the cross and on the third day his pure spirit have risen to...
254 I know it's wrong and I cry to Jesus but how do I stop.
I was a cathlic all my life, but became true christian two months ago, November of 2009. I found myself reading the bible and found my self looking in the past at all the things that I've done wrong and actually for the first time cried with mournful tears and felt ashamed with so much guilt. I have...
255 So confused
I was very confused as a child about sex and sexuallity and at the age of 7 was sexually abused. This injury to my body effected not only physical aspects of my body but my psychological mental frame of mind was really messed up. i would experience with other neighborhood kids about sex and even with...
256 Childhood Pain
I remember being only in about the 2nd grade when I was sexually assaulted. My mom's friend babysat me and my sister while my mother worked and her son who was in about the 7th grade was the one who sexually assaulted me. I was so confused at the time and he told he not to say a word about it. One night...
257 all out confession
I am happily married to a great man, I sometimes get lustfull thoughts about other men. I have never acted and never intend to but I feel horrible just in the thought of it all. I have lied to my husband and other people whom I care for dearly. WE have kids and i am a stay at home mother, my husband...
258 I love you, but.....
It upsets me so much to know that all of my close friends are addicted to drinking and drugs, but i pretend it doesn't bother me in order to keep the peace.
259 Family infidelity
I want to forgive my dad and step mom for breaking up my family. A part of me is so upset with both of them for what they did to my mom and our family. I have been holing on to the hurt for a long time and I want to let it go.
260 Selfishness
I sometimes hope that if failure happens to me it will happen to others as well. I know this is wrong and selfish of me. I am seeking god to help me rid myself of this evil.
261 Fear
I live in fear constantly. Mostly of what will come in my future. My faith in God diminished greatly after my struggles this summer with a nursing exam. I am getting ready to take my nursing board exam and I am trusting God this time. I think Gods purpose for me is to help other through nursing and if...
262 Molested
I was molested by my cousin when I was younger and I'm afraid to tell anyone that the fact that it happened still bothers me to this day. My family knows it happened but since my cousin is a girl and so am I they just laugh it off. I am angry b/c of this and scared that if I tell anyone else they will...
263 How Time Told
I am nothing like I used to be. I barely recognise your face. I would walk past you in the street. Maybe I will never see you again. Do I even want to? My vision is deaf.
264 Again and Again
I tried so hard to forget, I've tried to hard to forgive. Time after time, I said it was okay. It's not okay anymore. I can't forgive you anymore. And I try and try to open my arms with love like any good daughter would. I wish I could. And I feel horrible that I can't. I don't know how else to help...
265 Confession on my Dirt
I am a minster, and I struggle with Porn! I dont know why I can't shake this bondage. I have done it since I was 11 and I don't want this passed down to my children. I believe it was a gateway for my ex-wife to cheat on me with 9 men and marry a man that was close to me. I hate everything about it, the...
266 ME
God, Please continue to guard,shield, and embrace my soul. I am the perfect, imperfection. I appear strong, but my internal Callousness makes me weak. Many people say " I don't give a ____ . Well God, you know that I am slowly moving into that direction. I have tried to do right. I help those who are...
267 confession
I masturbate and look at porn regularly, even stuff that is very perverted and inappropriate. I have also let myself fantasize about other men, people I know (men and women), and other more inappropriate fantasies. I have also lied to my therapist who's helping me about how often I have done these things....
268 life of secret's
im 18, Male, and i cant stop looking at porn... i know its wrong, i know i can stop, but that burn... that lust that takes over my mind and heart...and i fall into satans hands. My "SPIRIT IS WILLING, BUT THE BODY IS WEAK." Pray for me, pray i turn to Jesus when i am "DRAGGED AWAY AND ENTICED" and he...
269 A forlorn life
Hello, For the past 11 years I've lived a life of rejection. I've moved from foster home to foster home, from school to school, and I've never been able to call any one place home. This is attributed to my fear of making emotional connections with others. I've always let other people connect to me,...
270 Sexting
I sexted i feel bad about i won't do it again god forgive me
271 Youth Pastor with two lives
My addiction to internet pornography has been consistent for some time.. and now being 25, I look back at close to the majority of my life being controlled by my addiction. I am a youth pastor whose heart is to reach young people for Christ, but somehow over the years I have learned to compartmentalize...
272 No more
I'm tempted often to look at pornography. I am saying "not any more!" I'm taking back my family, my thoughts, and my actions.
273 Pray for me
I have been struggling with lust (porn, lustful heart, dirty thoughts). I love God, and I wish I had the power not to lust after women, but I do. I am constantly begging God for forgiveness, and it makes me feel like I am smearing God. Also, when I pray, I get sexual thoughts that flash by my mind....
274 my sister
forgive my hate how she hurt me how i want her to stay away from my life and family
275 help me!
i think i masterbait to much and i know it a sin and i think im addicted to it!
276 Still Struggling
I have walked through a healing process for the last several years. I took the big step - confessed and repented for a physical relationship with another woman. But still today I struggle - not so much with the physical, but missing the relationship. And I don't know how to tell my accountability people...
277 Cheated on my girlfriend but want to get her back:
I cheated on my girlfriend of 2 and a half years with a couple of women while we dated and her friends told her. I desperately want her back because I am in love with her but she apparantly doesn't feel the same because she can't trust me. I am at the point in my life where I would marry her today if...
278 Masterbation
I can't stop it, I really need help, there is no one I can talk too! Doing it causes soo many problems, it feels soo good but I can't stop, been doing it for 4 years!!!!!
279 pornography
I deliberately searched out and watched pornography video clips this morning when my wife left the house. I knew it was wrong and felt the conviction rising up; but I stiff-armed the Holy Spirit and did it anyway. It was rebellion; and now (again) I feel sick and filthy. I despise myself, actually, for...
280 work for love
I am afraid I will never find someone to love, or someone who will love me. I focus so hard on my work because I'm afraid I'll never know love.
281 I commited adultery and accepted money for sex.
I have had numerous affairs - in my 10 years of marriage. Two seperate men, one ruined my friendship with him since I couldn't stand to face him again. The other, I can't even stand this guy and he goes as far as to pay me for sex. I can't remember when the line blurred. Try as I might to sever this...
282 A Teachers Mistake
I teach a pre-k class which is four years olds. I am normaly a very quiet and easy going person and very loving to my students. I don't know why i lost it one day but I took a child who was screaming and throwing a fit and spanked him on the bottom. I didn't do it hard enough to hurt him but the quilt...
283 internet site
i went to this stupid website and lied about making a confession.
284 obliviousness
she doesnt even realize what she is doing she thinks that she is just gettin her way all the time and that she is winnin n that i will thank her one day but really i cant see that day in the future at all. i cant see how she is helpin me i really just think that she acts like this because she wants to...
285 Strike 3
I've committed masturbation and pornography these past two weeks.. this is the third. im tired.. i tried drawing the line after the second one. but it seems i succumbed. help.
286 It's not all about me!
If there is one thing that I can't just stand about myself, its how self-centered I can be. I do make everything about me. I think everyone should stop in their tracks or bend over backwards, or make a sacrifice to help me out. But, I can make excuses not to do the same and its okay. Ill easily point...
287 The man I must become....
through all the years of my life since i was 12 I've had problems with porn,masturbation,hopelessness... it is hard for me to become the man that God sent me to be, when i so weak.. i feel lonely and for way from God. im so confused.. im living a lie and the people that i love most dont even know. i...
288 Confused
Im a young women dating my bf who has been depressed for many years, I stick to stay with him because I love him. Im confused because we have no future together. Im lying to my parents about him having a job which he doesn't. Im sooo confused in love.Should I stay or go?
289 Cheating
I cheated on my fiance shortly before I proposed. I never ever thought that I would do it, but under the influence on alcohol I did. The worse part is that two nights later I cheated again with the same girl. I was far away from my fiance at the time and for some reason the distance made it seem unreal....
290 smokin
well i going to confess i been smokin dope i additcted to the internet and it been bothering me to get balance in my life
291 Assault
Years ago I was lured into a one on one counseling service with a man of clergy. I then found myself in a fight for my life as he sexually assaulted me and attempted to rape me. I fought like crazy and barely escaped with my life.That did something to me! My heart has been broken, my thoughts are distorted,...
292 Continuing the punishment,self injury
I was abused and neglected from day 1. Abuse came in words,actions,it was physical, it was sexual, it was emotional, every form of abuse came to me. It continued into my adult years. I began to self injure at the age of 15 to block out and "control" what was done to me. It's a terrible addiction that...
293 Four Letter Word
I don't believe in love. Not for me. I used to feel that no one could ever love me forever... the older I get the more I realize it's much more likely that I will never love. Anyone. Ever. Forget forever. I get a lot of satisfaction from being alone. The only worry is that someday, maybe I WILL be...
294 Pastor in Porn
I've been addicted to pornography for years, experiencing some long periods of victory but always going back . I am having a child in 2 months and I desperately do not want him to fall into the same sin that I have. I want to cleanse my home of the filth that I've brought into it. What's more is that...
295 unloyal friend
I “told on” a co-worker and friend to the boss. While my friend was not full filling her responsibilities and causing me and other customer’s frustration I probably shouldn’t have told on her :(
296 Hypocrisy
Father God, you know how I have struggled with porn and immorality before marriage and now after marriage. I have not committed physical adultery, but have come too close. I have committed adultery in my heart and inner desires. I confess lust, immorality, lack of integrity, iniquity, procrastination,...
297 Porn addiction
I am addicted to porn. I saw it for the first time in 6th grade and it has unfortunately always been a part of me. I am to the point where I know it's damaging and I want to stop. I've told my wife and she is very supportive. . . but I still struggle, especially when I am alone. There are times...
298 sinner
committing emotional adultry
299 Only 23
I regret every second of the pointless money that went into that pointless wedding that lasted only a few pointless hours. The years that followed were nothing but abuse, regret, and affairs. I'm sick of it. And I'm only 23. I'm so incredibly ashamed that signing my name on that dottted line will haunt...
300 so ashamed
i actually entered this site.........its crap and i am........see title
301 Addicted to SL and pornography
I have tried to leave SL many times over the last 2 years, and have had about 20 avatars during this time. I get rid of one, and days later I have to get another avatar, going straight to the pornographic content I tried to forget after the last times. It is affecting my family, though they don't know...
302 confession
Please pray for me. I have been battling with porn and masturbation for more than 8 years. im married and im too ashamed to tell my wife.God please deliver me from this sin!
303 I can do it but I won't
I used to get beat up by a boy at school for 2 years every day I was in school. I know in my mind CJ is not that boy- and I am in love with him. He is my friend, I know he likes me, and I know I could make him love me too. But my stupid fear will not let me. What if all I can think about is the horrible...
304 I Cant tell him
My ex is a complete idiot. But I still love him...I didnt want to hurt him, I just wanted to kill him. And now I cant tell him...
305 confesssion
i want people to pray for me because am dealing with lies and also living a lie. Also dealing with masturbation i thought i got free from it suddenly creep into my life again. please pray for me because am in a relationship with the girl i love so much because we trying to get marry i don't want this...
306 Right or Wrong
I am addicted to porn&masterbation for a number of yrs. now. I have found that it HAS interfiered with my past relationships. I have restarted my walk with Jesus, but find myself backslideing on a regular bases. I have read both here and other sites that it is normal and healthy to masterbate, as...
307 please pray for me
i have lusted on the internet by looking at porn and lusting..i masterbated and im looking for repentance and forgiveness...please pray for me and a change in my life...god bless
308 No More
I don't know how it happened but a few years ago I got addicted to pornagraphy and masturbation. Thinking it was something I could keep in control I continued to watch and do it. Without realizing, it became a strong hold. Even though for the past year I have only given into it a few times, I still struggle...
309 Does Porn Habit Die After Marriage?
Marriage is not your safe harbor against the desires to look at and masturbate to porn. Don't build up that false hope. The only hope you have is in trusting Jesus and keeping in His Word. Aka. dust off that Bible and read it daily. Don't do this as some religious obligation, but seek God in all things...
310 counting on God's help to fight it
I am a 21 year old woman who loves the Lord and has recently decided that it's time to fight my sexual urges. I've always wanted to feel wanted, so I've always fantasized. It became a serious problem when I became a teenager and started to have sexual fantasies. Every time I meet a new guy who I think...
311 My children
sometimes I don't want my children and wish I could send them off to their dads and sign away my rights. I'm sick of being a mother.
312 I'm a terrible person
I cheated on my girlfriend 10 months ago and it resulted in a baby boy. My girlfriend found out and forgave me. I was drunk on Friday night and ended up sleeping with her friend. I think I might be addicted to sex and alcohol as I'm struggling to stop drinking and masterbate about 4 times a day and...
313 I need Jesus, not Psychics
I have recently broken up with my girlfriend. I was so torn up about it that I started calling psychics. I know that this is a terrible sin and that it it breaking one of Gods commandments; THOU SHALL HAVE NO OTHER GODS BEFORE ME. I am just so not my self without her. I keep telling God this is the last...
314 work slut
i am sleeping with my married coworker, he is using me i think he has already moved on with someone else. I hate him but in some strange way I need him..he validates me. I am a stupid whore.
315 ive have exposed myself to my little cousin when i was 15.
i feel so ashamed of what i have done in my past i exposed myself to my little cousin. and ive lived with the guilt and shame of what i have done for years.i am a born again christian now and live a normal life i have never done anything like this ever again.but im haunted by my past i know im forgiven...
316 Shy
I'm in love with my best guy friend. He's smart, sweet, athletic, romantic, deep... He doesn't like me the slightest bit. He's crushing on one of my friends and they have continuous flirting sessions. He spills all his secrets to me and I hang on them like they were the Bible. I'm so hopeless.......
317 Can't Help It
I've been in love with my best friend since a very young age. I can't seem to get over it. He's also my friend's boyfriend and she is convinced she is in love with him.
318 liar
im in love with a boy who i lie to all the time he thinks he loves me but he just loves my lies, ive lied about almost everything..im afraid to tell him cause i cant lose him or i will lose myself
319 Secrect Side of Me
i have struggled with pornography, masturbation, lustful thoughts, sexual perversion since i was around 11-12. i am 17 now. i have never confessed this to anyone before. this is an area that is deadly to me. if i continue i will end up dead. i am a Christian, gave my life to HIM this year. but this area...
320 Small Group Facilitator
I am addicted to pornogophy. I have gone through several steps, including blocking my computer fro such web sites, but I am still addicted.....so it is a constant fight.
321 i need help
i belive in god and jesus i have even been baptized in water but i still fall to porn and self sexual pleasure. I need help and prayer. I pray to god for help but it still seems that i fall please help
322 Oriental Fetish
I have an infatuation and interest in Asian Women. So much that it consumes me to be scared of them because i think of them as sexual Beings. Now I love Asian Women and thinking about a relationship with one but i can't do that with this burden on me. Oriental Pornography also got as well. It seems like...
323 Too far
I watch porn and I hate it but cant stop. I started as a youngster and now i am middle aged. I quit sometimes but am lured back. Satan lets me go to church and sing and pray, but he knows he has me. i've gone too far. I felt the spirit ripped from me when I had sex for the first time after taking a...
324 Trich
I have Trichotillomania, I pull my hair out by the roots and eat it. I pull out my eyebrows, and pubic hair, I am completely bald
325 Married and Alone
I love my husband. But he is SO not for me. We have no sexual attraction. I miss good sex. I will leave him somday when the kids are older.
326 Still Hurting- 10 Years later
I had an abortion 10 years ago. I still feel remorse, hurt, weak and stupid because of it. I can't talk about it with anyone. My husband cant deal with it. I am always unhappy. I don't want my children to have an unhappy Mom.
327 incess
had incess relationship for almost 5 years and to be fully delivered from it so i can go to serve the lord in sincerity and truth
328 sad
i am sad
329 my konfess
i am a pimp , drug dealer, i kill some 'people i stole money
330 i continue loving my "ex"
i continue loving my ex i cant stop look at him and i hate his new girlfriend
331 Sex molested, hurt by men, now sex business escort
I was molested as child and was very promiscuous growing up. I became a Christian and good girl and married. He divorced me and I felt so betrayed. Then more guys hurt and used me. After that, I felt I could not trust men again. I fell into escort biz, I am still active, that was 12 yrs ago. I liked...
332 All that i can take!
i'm 18 and lost. I cant stop looking at porn... I confess to you reader and to God. Lord, Help me! I want to be done with this forever, all i want to do Jesus is spend everyday with you.
333 addicted
im addicted to porn and i dont know who can i tell i tried GOD and im still praying for help
334 Truth is Unavailable
I am A liar. I do not know myself, I only know the character I have made myself to be and everybody loves her including me. She has such a beautiful soul that I cant bare to get rid of her. I dont think I will ever be me. She inspires too many for me to be me. I wish I was her.
335 Mind games
I like to get inside of peoples heads and get them to do what ever I want. I have grown to be very good at it. and I have realized that the people I do it to are mostly woman that I would have no chance with in earlier years. but I get with them and mess with there heads until they are about to break...
336 Unfaithful
I'm an unfaithful wife.
337 Forgive me Jesus
I had sex with my girlfriend and nobody knew about it,and she took some pills for not be pregnant, i feel sometimes that i want to watch pornography, but i ask God don't let me fall.. i' been lying. i just ask God forgive me i don't want to do this anymore i want to please Him.
338 addict to porn
I am an addict to porn and i would like to stop seeing it. i need to quit and i need to start working in other things
339 bad
i took the virginity of the daugter of my cousin and i feel bad of it
340 I'm a liar
I'm suppose to be an example to the rest of my fellow young singles, but I am living a lie. My girlfriend and I are leaders at a local church; however, we are struggling with sexual temptation and we wash it under the rug and pretend like it doesn't exist. We act like we are not doing anything but the...
341 Love and betrayal
I still love my ex. I always have done. I always will. We would argue, squabble, make up, fall out, make up again, laugh, cry and sing together. He cheated on me when drunk. I pretended I had an affair, just to hurt him back. I lied that I was pregnant with another man's child and he still wanted...
342 I'm addicted to pornography and masturbation
I've been watching porn and masturbating for three years. I've tried to stop many times but I simply cannot bring up the willpower to stop. It happens several times a day. I'm still glad that I've only watched "normal" porn (man-woman or woman-woman), which is still better than bestiality or anything....
343 God's love saved me
I had a brief relationship with a married man. We were friends long before. I knew it wasn't right and I ended it before it got extremely serious. God gave me the strength to stand for what is right. I am so blessed by his love.
344 lust
I want this lust to go in the name of Jesus!!! I don't want to masterbate no more!!! God please deliver me in the name of Jesus-Thank You
345 Gay married alcoholic
In addition to being married and having gay encounters, I've also been addicted to alcohol which has helped me mask the guilt. It's been my false crutch of confidence and daring for gay encounters. Alcohol has clouded my judgement and messed up my relationship with my wife and kids. I love them too much...
346 married and gay
Been married (3 kids) many years now. I've dealt repeatedly with my desires for intimacy with men. I've watched porn on and off. Since 11 years I've had gay sex off and on with guys. My wife probably does not know, but these gay distractions have become obvious in our relationship. We've become less...
347 I'm in love...
I'm in love with my best friend's boyfriend and everyone, including him, knows, except her. She tells me all the time how she wishes he would do all the cute things he used to do. Little does she know, he still does. Only they're with me, instead of her. Oh yeah, and did I mention that he's also my...
348 masturbation
ive been on and off masturebating since i was 11 i wished i never started i found god for real but i still cant stop. im a girl and if my friends would ditch me for sure i jst need help so bad i hate myself wen i do it i just need god to come back to love me
349 im in deeply in love with a guy.....
basicly the title says it, but i am christian also, at least thats what we both want to believe. we are both christian and love each other but sometime's we wonder if it can be different.. we are really in love
350 gone
im in love with somebdoy who is 7 years older than me and we secretly shared love and now he dosent want me :( hes just left me in a pool of doubt
351 dealing with my controlling mother
I've had it, once again. now it's the air conditioning. i don't want to live in this woman's house anymore. I pray to be qualified for a good job and where I lack, God will make up for it. I pray for grace to deal with her. I need my freedom and independence, I pray for forgiveness for lesbian tendencies,...
352 thief
I used to be a nurse and I used to steal off my patients, I left the profession because I realised it was wrong and I shouldnt be there, but there is not a day that hasnt gone by in the last 15 years that I don't remember what I did and feel shame to very fiber of my soul,
353 weight
i am a grown woman. i weigh 82 pounds. i am terrified of gaining weight, but i am going to try. i can't live this way anymore, and i'm going to die if i don't change.
354 i need help
Everyone has lied, yes. Every day that i live i am living a lie. I have let temptation take over me. Every day i lie to myself saying that im okay. I am sick and scared of dying young. I just want to be cured. Other days i just want to be dead. I am a thief. I am a cheater. I am an alcoholic. I do drugs....
355 I am tired of this
secret, I have confess this codependency to porn and look for help, I know God will help me, but I am afraid of been catch while looking at porn and I do not know how to stop. I am 34 year old never been married women and I think this secret have kept me from having a relationship with a man.
356 porn
I struggle with porn. I have tried to quit & can't seem to get free. I love Jesus, but so often give in. I need deliverance. Please pray for me. J
357 I can't help myself
Whenever I go to social events or partys I always end up drinking far too much than I should and I embarrass myself and the people I'm with. I never mean to get so drunk and say to myself to try and drink less but I just get carried away and make a fool out of everyone. I feel so ashamed. Please pray...
358 The 3rd time
I am 15 years old. I am a model christian, representing Jesus in my high school that is practically Sin city, I am a role model to some and an inspiration to a few. I have a problem with pornography. I never thought it would b this difficult either. I loved it when I was in ignorance, because i didn't...
359 He over me.
I want to kill myself, but I can't. I know my ex-boyfriend would feel guilty and I'm afraid he would never recover. I'd rather live unhappy see him sad.
360 Giving In
The man I have been in love with 30 yrs came back into my life after 27 yrs. He was married and he divorced his wife because of an affair he and I had. We are now seeing one another and I have given in to sexual sin. I have made this man an idol and have given in to his needs and excused it because...
361 I am proud to say it becuase no one else knows
only a week ago, i had passionate sex with a man other than my husband. He is a good man but i feel like i was tricked into marring him. i was 2 months pregnant and once our familys found out him and i had nothing but pressure to marry each other. I was tricked! i agreed. i regret it. he leave me alone...
362 I did somethig i should be ashamed of but i am not
i went to a training in atlanta. I met a man there who was able to listen and understand me in ways i never thought possible. we had sex and it was the most amazing sex of my life. i am married. I am misserable in my marrige, i feel like the only reason i married him was because i was pregnant.
363 I hate White People
I hate white people, but I love white women.
364 I'm a lying cheat of a girlfriend
I'm 20, I've been with my boyfriend for just over 3 years, about 2 years ago I cheated on him with someone i thought I liked, but it was in fact lust, I told him, and we managed to overcome it, but over the last month and a half, I have been straying elsewhere and have cheated on him several times, all...
365 need prayer for masterbation/transexual porn
I keep falling into watching transexual porn.I feel so convicted and then repent.but then it catches up with me.i stopped 4 about 6 months and now am starting to fall back into it.i had a problem with masterbation since i was very young. i was touched when i was a child and ever since then struggled...
366 masterbating
its been at least 3 months since i gave in to the temptation, but it happened again i gave in and masterbated the sexual urge after so long was to strong im afraid of how the lord may judge me when i meet him, please...
367 request forgiveness and prayers
I have committed adultry with my eyes and heart. I have coveted, lusted, masterbated. I have evil and wicke thoughts. I do not wish to do these things any more. Please forgive and pray for me.
368 My secret
I am addicted to pornography. I use Proxy sites to get to it. I am so ashamed. Sometimes I really think about killing myself. I don't know what to do. I have filters, accountability partners... I just feel defeated.
369 sexual abuse
as a teenager, I touched 2 cousins and a friend inappropriately.
370 im addicted
no matter how how much i don't wanna look at porn i still find my self doing it, i am addicted by definition and i need help
371 I think Im in the right way but my objective is very far
Im trying to become the best version of myself to get to my objective. But sometimes I fell like I will die without finishing my objective, cause human beings live only 100 years. My objective is to contribute positively to evolution of the human race and enjoy life during this.
372 i hate my mother
when i was 6 i was molested by my uncle and half sister. when i told my mother she didn't believe me.she walked in on my brother being forced to give oral sex to that same uncle. she made him stop but never reported it or got counseling for him.my brother went on to act out the abuse on me for many years.later...
373 Two-Face
I'm sitting here at the computer with tears running down my face as I look across the room at our son. I've failed him and my wife by looking at internet pornography, I like so many others have had this "secret" for some time. At one moment I feel like I've been completely set free...then I fall back...
374 Food Addiction
I am addicted to food. It is all I think about 24/7. Everywhere I go food is on my mind constantly. I had gastric bypass surgery last October to lose the weight. It went well for the first couple of months after surgery, however now I am back to my old eating habits. I have gain weight back after losing...
375 Impossible love
I'm deeply in love with my friend's best friend. I spent the last night with him, taking care of him because he was sick, we even slept in the same bed, and nothing happened and I just can't stand it anymore. I don't know what are his feelings for me and I don't know if he's found out mine. We are close...
376 after two months gave back into the addiction
i can't believe after two months of being sober i gave back into the addiction. i have to say that i am not a failure i had a silght set back but i am not going two allow that eo stop me from continuing the fight because i am more than a conquer through Jesus Christ and i am not going to let the enemy...
377 I am married and have always been in love with my best friend.
I have a wonderful best friend. I have known her for over 10 years, and been in love with her just as long. Timing has always just seemed wrong for us to be together, and we have both had a series of unhealthy relationships with other people. I have been married once before, it was a travesty. During...
378 Salvation
I believe I lost my eternal salvation. My life has been torment and agony for one year. I am in bed or on the sofa. I can't function. I lost my business, my singing career, my church, my ability to pray or read the Bible. My sins were pride and lust. I am insane. I am a mad woman. My hope is...
379 sexuall temptation
ive been close to the lord for a long time and very spiritual but today my mind was full of sexual thoughts i got very close to masterbating but stopped myself and prayed this will never stop but god always leaves the door...
380 Anon
I am struggling with lust in my heart
381 youth pastor
have been struggling with porn all my life and can not shake it. i know what and how to over come it but my sin controls my mind. wanting to get married but afraid my sin will enter to my married. please pray that God would move this sin from my life. i want to become a Godly leader and man,but this...
382 Double Life Addiction
I'm a married man seeking freedom from pornography. Porn has ruined the sexual relationship I have with my wife and its hurt me to a point I cannot describe. Please pray for me and I am going to tell my wife tonight my addition to pornography in hopes she will forgive me and that we can tackle this problem...
383 So alone
There are times when I can be in a room full of people, and feel completely alone - not because I don't have friends, but because I don't have a special woman in my life - someone to love, and someone who loves me. I've only dated Christians, and been lied to, cheated on, and used. I couldn't take it...
384 What am I doing?
I'm a happily married man with a wonderful family. But lately I've been fantasizing about this woman I met who works at a local store. It's gotten so bad that today I even went to her store to see if she was working so I could tell her how I felt about her. I don't even know this woman! Luckily, God...
385 Masturbate
I have dealt with this problem for about 4 years now. I dont look at porn or have sex, but I still feel horrible about what I do. I recently listened to your series on baggage n I owned up to my problem and I confessed it to someone.I have not done it since, but however tonight I failed. I want to know...
386 when people let me down....
when i make plans with someone and they cancel on me, or even worse-just don't respond when it's time to get together, it infuriates me. i feel extremely angry, hurt, and disappointed to the point that it takes about 2-3 days of constant anger before i really start to get over it. i don't like that...
387 Married and having gay encounters
I am married, have a beautiful family and I can't get my mind and actions off of having encounters with other men. I scour craigslist and the internet in hopes of a hook-up. I've had a half dozen or so encounters. I don't know where to go or get help. I'm broken and have cried out to God, but it's...
388 So many lies....
I have exam resits, and have not revised for days. I have told everyone i am revising. I am lying to myself as well. I hurt from this, because i cannot face the truth. I am regular church goer, and I dishonour my own body by my own hand. I beg for forgiveness God.
389 My struggle
I struggle with pornography and masturbation. I have a foot fetish that is my biggest stumbling block. Everywhere I go there is temptation, because its so easy to see feet. I've went about a month without masturbating, and i did it today. I am hoping I don't go on a binge. I've only told one person...
390 Feeling two faced
Don't have the guts to share with my home friends but i know God tells us we need to take it out of the dark and into the light before it's put in the light and breaks your life. something on those lines. The internet, Porn, Sexual, temptation masterbation . I was exposed to porn so much as a child and...
391 Daily Strugle
I am 31 and have been dealing with sexual sin since I was 14. I am married and have three wonderful boys. I am an active elder in my church and love the Lord with all I have but I can not seem to turn away from sex. I look at porn atleast three times a week and flirt at work with more than one woman...
392 i ought to know better...
pornography masturbation lying to my wife pride that my sin does not really matter
393 Addict to Porn
I am a Christian and I cant stop looking at porn, on and off on and off. I am happily married and my wife loves me amazingly. Its like im two different ppl.
394 I masterbate
I am a christian but i can't stop.matserbating.Lord have mercy upon and by pray ic anstop
395 confession of sin, masturbation and forgiveness
i masturbated again last night and fell guilty event though I have asked for forgiveness and am sure God understands my sexuality. I also ask god to bless my finances even though I went out and bought a mocha frappuccino. I stole some lotion form the gym, but returned it. I want to get past limiting...
396 messed up
I just messed up about a few minutes ago with pornography, I was going well for about a month but then I messed up. Please pray that I would be totally free from this. Thanks, anonymous
397 Not what it seems
I just got married a few months ago and am pretty sure my husband cheated on me with an escort right before the wedding. He denies but I just don't believe him. Everytime I look at him I want to vomit. I don't know what to do. Everyone thinks he is the greatest guy but if they only new :(
398 Anger problem
I am always angry, mostly at my mother who i am living with. She is helping me save money, buying me groceries and not charging me rent. I get to go to school, play the harp and work out, yet instead of being grateful, I grumble because of the invasion of privacy, which is the price I pay for living...
399 sexual sin, masturbation
I try to live a godly life, but sometimes I succumb to masturbation and feel guilty afterward. I confess this sin and realize I am sinning with my body and I pray for forgiveness and cleansing from all unrighteousness and be purified and a vessel and channel for the Lord.
400 Andrew
I'm 22 years old and I have been secretly addicted to porn for the past 7 years. I have spent my whole life in the church and my dad has been a deacon for a long time. I know what I'm doing is wrong and it makes me sick every time I think about how far compromises have made me fall. I know that I cannot...
401 Too many sins
I have had premarital sex, i have had homosexual sex, i have commited adultery. I have Lied, and stolen. I have lied about being raped. I have commited almost every sin possible to commit short of murder. I was to ashamed to confess and turned my back on my religion. I hope you forgive me God and accept...
402 In love with my best friend
I am a girl, in love with another girl. I always thought I was straight, but I love my best friend and I have done for months. It kills me to see her with other guys and I wish I could tell her how I feel but I don't want to ruin what we have. Not to mention my family... the thing is there is a part...
403 I lust after my boyfriend's best friend
I've been with my boyfriend for almost five years and we're complete opposites. I feel myself lusting after his best friend who I have more in common with and who I feel is more attractive because he's in shape, eats right and works out. My boyfriend has some medical problems that hinders our relationship...
404 confused
my boyfriend and i have been together for 5 years and i have lied and cheating in our relationship as i did not believe in him or us that he really loved me but really it was myself. My childhood was messed up and i have put up walls and lived in fear ..just recently i recieved a phone call that he...
405 i dont want 2 have dark kids with a big nose
im black, my soulmate is black 2......and too dark, with an enormeous nose. I love him , but a dont want 2 have kids like him, ....i feel horrible
406 HATE
I don't like God. I don't like church. I don't like myself. I'm a pastor. I was laid off from a large church staff because income is down. I intellectually understand the decision, but my self esteem is in the toilet right now. I just feel hopeless. We just gave a tithe from our last check...
407 Can't Stop Cheating
I have bipolar disorder, and one characteristic is in times of stress and euphoria, people feel there are no consequences to their actions. I'm 28 and I've spent my whole life picking up the pieces of horrible things I've done while manic. The biggest one is towards my boyfriend of almost five years....
408 MAsturbation isn't greater than God
I've been masturbating for a long time now, but im not the type of person that masturbates three times a day or so i masturbate maybe once in a week or two weeks and i dont do it looking at pornographic content...but i feel the need to stop doing this and I want to stop living this double life and lack...
409 i dont know why i am like this....please help me.
im a 18 yr old christian. who is a closeted gay. noone knows. i just want it to stop. ive slept with 2 guys, but 1 guy i slept with twice. ive had numerous boyfriends. i feel disgusting. i feel that i try to be a good christian. giving. humble. ect. but these gay feelings keep coming back into my head....
410 I'm a real loser
I've spent my life wandering around in a daze. I have urges that sometimes take m to action and then ultimately shame. I have not controlled my desires to the extent that I should. I have cheated on my wife, myself and my God so many times that I can hardly keep up with it all. If in fact our lord does...
411 Vomit
I am about to be engaged. I am actively involved in preaching, leading worship and youth goups, yet pornography continues to be a stumbling block in my life. It has damaged me. I imagine other men having sex with my girlfriend and find it hard to get it out of my head. I thank God that he can heal me...
412 Leader and Porn
I am a leader in my church and I have been masturbating on and off for years. I hate myself when I do it and this is my cry for help. Please pray for me and see my confession.
413 hair
i hate my hair. i know its not that bad but i cant help but feel depressed because i used to have it long and now its...not. i am so looking forward to a year from now when it is longer, but i cant wait. I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT. i cry almost everyday and i cant even watch tv without feeling bad...
414 Love too much
I'm a happily married man and I deeply love my wife, but I have a female friend that has been on my mind all the time recently. I don't necessarily think about her sexually, but I feel completely drawn to her. I mention this here because I need to confess to SOMEONE, but I don't want to tell this woman...
415 My Double Life
Let me start off by saying I am 16 years old. When i was 13 years old I was searching something random on the internet when it took me to something i was not seeking.. porn. I quickly turned it off, scared out of my mind wondering if my parents would find out. About a day or so later i remembered how...
416 Who let the dogs out?
It was me. May God have mercy on my soul.
417 Wasted Time
I wasted untold hours praying to an imaginary friend. Don't make my mistake.
418 He's been my world...
I was so close...I used to think my life was meaningless, 2 failed relationships, divorced parents, no money, abusive step brother... I thought it would be so much easier to pay the bills if I wasn't there... At the age of 12 I tried to hang myself...I didn't quite understand it then, but I really...
419 Years of acting
I am A young man who is married with my first child, i have been given a amazing wife and ministry. looking back at life i was molested by an older cousin which killed me. later on in life i was exposed to freinds black box ( free cable with porn access) and thats where it all started this rollerocaster...
420 i so afraid...
i need to know who is calling me every single time the phone rings... otherwise im afraid she'll call and ruin my life. on the otherhand, ill have a real excuse to kill myself. i dont know what to do. im so afraid
421 I cheated on my husband
Dear God, I am leaving my husband tonight. I wanted to leave him for about a year because he never talks to me or looks at me. Two weeks ago I slept with my ex-boyfriend. I love my husband so much and I love my ex-boyfriend so much. I hope my husband will be okay after I leave him tonight. Please make...
422 body
I look so confident and walk as sophisticated in front of people, but not in front of people I dislike my self. When i look in the mirror, i wonder why am i ..me?
423 failure
I failed again God, I repent I'm tired of the cycle. I need help. Please don't leave me Lord. I confess I haven't beat this, pornography is destroying me. Please forgive me
424 Eggs & Tomatoes
The biggest mistake i've ever done in my life, mixing Eggs with Tomatoes, since then i couldn't stop myself from eating eggs & tomatoes ( bid ou maticha ) why why ? because of that meal now i am ready to give up anything studies, work, my girlfriend even Fish & chips noooooooo that's unfair
425 i'm sorry
i have done a few terrible things lately mostly abusing my friends and family and even a neighbor who is innocent of any wrongdoing....now i have crossed the line of just bad behavior into the sinning side...nothing physical but hurtful and mean...please if you can forgive me as i cannot forgive myself...
426 i watch porn almost everyday
hi, im indonesian, sorry if my English is bad. since I'm 14, I've been watching/ reading porn. now I'm 27.. porn is easier to get and i watch it almost daily. last time I was very sure that i will stop doing it after i get married. (im getting married in 4 month) now i know i was wrong. im so scarred. - i...
427 Pornography
Dear God I am a sinner and I have lived a life of Sin...I am unworthy of your love although I know that you love me. You have never given up on me and for that I am so greatful. Words cannot describe my gratitude for your blessing over my life. I find it so difficult to fight the temptation of...
428 i have a problem
i have alot of problems.....i am not depressed but i am addicted...not to drugs but to masturbation... i have a fetish...a foot fetish to be exact and i havent told anyone in my whole life other than one person who i may never meet again... i have many problems that i would like someone who cares to...
429 please pray for me
i am a christian and i am addicted to pornography.... please someone pray for me...it is addicting and its tearing my life apart...please help me....i dont want this....
430 please pray for me
i am not joking...i am addicted to masturbation...i have tried plenty of times to help my self but i have failed.....i even stayed away for the computer for a while but that makes me urge for more...please pray for me...it really damages my emotional, physical, and spiritual ways....when i do it...i...
431 Torn
I love my boyfriend more than anything in the world yet need attention to make myself feel good.
432 Seeking peace and a pure mind.
I am about to be a senior in high school. I always want to be good and pure. I am always trying to be a better christian. I am addicted to pornography and masturbation. I even lust after men. I try to stop all of the time. It is so stressful on me. I pray all of the time for help and forgiveness. I haven't...
433 lost someplace in the nite
i've been carrying this sin for more than 15 years......when I first got to know a girl who was a slut at that time....since then I cannot resist.....im a catholic faithfull who goes to church, having a decent family with two kids and still i cannot resist sluts and whores.....now im very desperate since...
434 For such a time as this...
I am painting pictures of egypt. And leaving out what my lesbian and drug infested world lacked. I feel like I KNOW I am not this person, but I fear she has no where else to go. I just got out of the hospital for depression. They put me on a number of meds. I fear I will not be able to deal at all. I...
435 large sizes
I really really hate fat people. I find them revolting to look at and lacking in respect for themselves and those around them. A person must really hate themselves to allow themselves to get to the point where they are actually offensive to look at.
436 HELP
I have sinned. I am addicted to porn. the main thing that keeps me from giving it up is i do not hate it as i should. im enslaved in guilt by my knowlege that it is detestable in gods sight and i will be punished. I know its not unforgivable though. But im locked in by my lack of desire to give it up....
437 My Secret
I have looked at porn for a long time on and off, I was very young when I first saw it. When I was 16 or so I started to masterbate to porn, I'am now married and have a little girl and my wife is pregnant with another girl, I'm so sick of my sin, I will quit for months then get dragged back in and will...
438 Bound to Sin
I struggle with masturbation, and it is destroying me on the inside. It has infected my relationship with my family, my friends, and most importantly, my God. Ive been addicted for over four years now, and I feel like I am slowly sinking in quicksand. I have once gone over 100 days straight, but have...
439 temptation from anger
today i was angry because i had bad news and it caused me to want to look at porn and masterbate i stopped myself but still feel guilty and hurt please pray for me
440 My Secret
I've been struggling with watching late night softcore movies for a long time. I've been looking at craigslist to find women posting naked pictures of themselves. Please God forgive me help me let go of this poison. Im a pastor of a small church. I don't want to be another stat. Please pray for me...
441 in every single way
i want my best friend, and i love her, in every single way that one person can love and want another person. she is in my every thought and action, and she is the reason i consider suicide and the only reason that i have stayed so long. every moment with her is a gift, bittersweet for the pain that follows...
442 Drugs/Sex
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443 Danielle
im in love with a girl named, Danielle. I wish she loved me too. :/. It's been a long time since I seen her, about 4 years, but she has been on my mind everyday. Love doesn't just go away...
444 Is my husband enough?
I have been happily married for more than 10 years, but have in the past had a physical relationship with my best friend (same-sex). We are both Christ-followers, but when we are together I sometimes struggle with the desire to have more physical encounters. I don't know how to deal with these desires,...
445 Romantic
I 21 and I am a hopeless romantic. I fall in love with every guy my age that I meet. No matter who they are, give me a day of constant exposure and I'll be completely in love with them. Trust me, its for real. I have so much love to give and I'm so ready for a boyfriend or marriage but no one likes me....
446 Ready to be free
I am a 21 year old girl and I have struggled with pornography and masturbation since I was a little girl. I was first introduced to it by my father at a very young age. The images that I saw way back then are forever burned in my memory. Because of that exposure I became very confused as to what real...
447 I'm Sorry
I don't even know if I can post my secret. I have many though. I am sorry to God and to those that my secrets would hurt. Please forgive me.
448 Unhappily married and talking to a long time friend I use to date
I have been in marriage for 13 years. Thoughtout the years I've suffered physical emotional abuse my husband walked out on us several times. He has been a heavy alchol user and marijuanna smoker over the past 13 years. He tried to turn his life around but fell off the wagon recently. im so tired of this...
449 porn adiction
I was an active christian musician in my church , until I starting to have problems in my marriage due to pornography , now is very hard for me to let it go, I don't feel god in my life anymore ,I don't have the desire to go back to church , i feel dirty, my life is mess ,I have lost everything my...
450 Confession
I misplaced important document in the company,due to which my colleague stayed in Jail for few days.I was unable to help him .After some days i lost my job for another reason.Now i am without job for eight months.I face rejection where ever i go inspite of my high qualification &experience.Its very difficult...
451 porn
God I've cried, fasted, confessed, shared, studied and even preached sincerely about my struggle to porn. I realize it's where I turn when I don't trust you or believe you're here. Fear, anxiety, loneliness and pain have been the agents used to invite me into the arms of Porn's deathening grip. But...
452 crank caller
I confess to have made a crank call to a police station in Fullerton in the past
453 My name is Mark and I'm addicted
I am 21, and I am an addict to my feelings which in turn causes lust and finally sin through pornography and masturbation. I don't know what to do.. I feel like i've tried everything.. I will not give up but i am getting tired by the fighting.. Please pray for me..
454 Faithful Christ follower who can't kick masterbation.
I'm a college age student and devoted Christ follower. I have grown up in the church and wouldn't trade it for anything in the world. The devil however isn't seeing it that way. I have a secret. I am addicted to masturbation. None of my brothers and sisters in Christ knows this. In fact, No one knows...
455 Scared
I'm scared. Scared that every decision I make is the wrong one. I'm scared that if I let go of you, of us... i will forever regret it. But I'm going to. I don't deserve to be treated as you've been treating me. I don't deserve to build my trust over and over again, only to have it broken once again....
456 The Lord of My Life
I haven't made Christ the Lord of my life.. yes.. by mouth He is God.. but in my heart.. I have myself as my god. Sorry Lord.. Reign once agin in me. If you have to break me.. break me. I am yours..
457 Not fully pure
I fantasize about people I've dated, people I've found attractive, and in general. I make up ideas and scenarios in my head. Sometimes I act afterwards, and sometimes I don't. I sometimes act even though I know I'll hate myself for it, and sometimes I forget and still do it anyway. Sometimes I'll binge,...
458 im sinking fast
im christian,gay,porn here there,my mouth runs away with me,i go to church when i can if i want,pray for me people,i want to serve jesus,always,help
459 Wanted to Die
A few fridays ago I had finally planned to go home and kill myself, as I'm walking out of school this girl I knew comes up and tells me how I'm her friend and that she doesn't care what people say she still likes me. That literally saved my life.
460 Addiction to lust, porn, and masterbation
I have been addicted to all of these for probably 3 years now. At intervals I will overcome these but then i fall back right into them. I need to fully give these up, Please pray for me.
461 SEX PROBLEM
I WAS RAPE WHEN I WAS 8 BY MY STEP BROTHER HE RAPE AND ABUSE ME TILL I WAS 11. I GOT GANG RAPE AT 13 GOT PREGNANT AND MIS CARRIED. I HAVE A SEX PROBLEM NOW THAT I'M 19 I SLEPT WITH OVER 100 MEN AND I CUT MYSELF BECAUSE AFTER I HAVE SEX WITH A GUY I FEEL DIRTY,USE,AND UGLY WHAT DO I DO???
462 My affair with a married man.
I'm married. He's married. But I was stupid and fell in love with him. I know he just used me for sex. I broke it off with him and told him to never contact me again. My poor husband has no idea why I am grieving and upset right now. I just wanted someone to want me again. I wanted to feel beautiful...
463 Control and Cure
For twenty-one years my Dad lied to my entire family and controlled us, while abandoning us for at least 8 years of that time. Recently I was told that he had a 2nd life slept with another woman and had a child with her. The emotional pain of my experience is unbearable and I don’t know how to move...
464 Please My Lord ,forgive me
i am in relation with a married woman(we love each other so much),and we both know that it isnt right to do that!! and we both pray and ask forgiveness from JESUS.wr so addicted to each other (and we both have partners)!ITS MY FIRST TIME A LOVE SOMEONE SO DEEPLY(GOD KNOWS THAT WE BOTH HAVE WEAKNESS 4...
465 forgive me
im a boy i hate masterbuation i hate porn sites i m leaving bad things for ever
466 Addicted to Porn
It seems as if every time I get a handle on this, it comes right back again. Please pray for me. I am addicted to porn and so badly wish to be free.
467 porn/masturbation
i cant stop looking at porn and masturbating, i do it at least once a week, im sorry Jesus
468 What else can I give up?
For my wife and children I gave up smoking, smoking weed, partying, all my friends, my career of choice, a great sex life, the city I loved, the hobbies I loved, EVERYTHING. And for God, and my family, I know it's right. I know it's worth it. But it's made me miserable. Now, instead of being a happy...
469 I want to walk away from all of this
Since I got married I have regretted it every single day. I gave up being an artist and now I'm a pastor. When I was an artist I was doing incredibly well and I was truly fulfilled. I told myself I wouldn't let marriage stop me from doing what I love. But it did. I find myself going to a job that I would...
470 I hate being a mother.. period.
I am a mother to a defiant teenager, he recently moved in with my mom to another state. I hate being a mother so badly to this kid that at times I wish I could kill myself.
471 voyeur masterbation
ever since i was teenaged ive had an obsession about peeping, ive watched my sister masterbate through the crack in her door i became a christian in 1992 and ive tried so hard to stop but it keeps bouncing back at me ...
472 Killing myself with food
My compulsive overeating has led me to develop Type II Diabetes and I am playing Russian Roulette with my life because I cannot stop eating sugar, eating compulsively, eating all the things I shouldn't eat and I play with my medication by not taking it consistently. Why can't I stop acting out like...
473 Can't stop masturbating
I am a Catholic who loves everything about my religion but I cannot stop masturbating and justifying it and I have such sick fantasies when I masturbate. It's keeping me away from Mass because I can't bring myself to confess it because I feel like such a hypocrite. I am so ashamed and I feel completely...
474 the sudden urge to restart
So i know its not right for me to even feel this way, but, it happens...like any addiction there are relapses. It has been a year since the last time i did, but as this new leaf turns its withering. suicidal thoughts have come back, with depression, with all this comes shame and pain. I want it all to...
475 i dont want this
i had gay thoughts, but i really dont like seeing those, i really want to be with a girl, and fall in love with her and have a family in the future with her, but the thoughts make it seem like i would be a homo.
476 Living for God
I am a unmarried woman who struggle with internet porn particulary lesbian sites. After each view I feel sick to my stomach, maybe that's my guilt because I have quenched the desires of my flesh. However, I continue to watch it. It doesn't fuel my life but I tend to view these sites every once in...
477 "Have a Freedom Filled Day"
I got introduced to porn and masturbation at a very young age by a friend at a sleep over, since than I've looked at everything . . at 16 became sexually active and due to a very open minded girl and my curiosity I loved making my fantasies come true, I found Jesus and have been looking for freedom ever...
478 Pornography
I am addicted to pornography, and it is getting out of control. Please pray for me.
479 MARRIED WOMEN WITH A SEXUAL ADDICTION
hI, i LIKE TO WHIP, INFLICT PAIN, MASTERBATE, WATCH PORNO, JUST ME, NOT MY HUSBAND. i HAPPENS EVERY NOW AND THEN, YET I FEEL SO UNWORTHY TO MY CALLING, iM A MINISTER/PRAISE LEADER
480 temptation
all my live even before i became a christian the power of sexual thoughts have overcome me, its been a long time since i masterbated, but god is helping me more and more to intercept the thought process by praying when the temptation...
481 idk
I think I really like someone that I know almost nothing about and have never met
482 Cybersex and Masterbation keeps Me from GOD
My life is spinning out of control. I have let online connections suck me in from my Christian life to a life of destruction. I am on my knees in Prayer to get out of this mess and today I will begin to put put only the WORD of GOD in my mind and heart and leave the rest behind. I am a Christian sucked...
483 Nude Women
One time I was chatting to a big belly woman and she made a video for me on youtube, I was shocked at first because shye was naked but I masterbaited of her video but she said she made that because she wanted me too. I then went into too much temptation and asked her to make a special video for me and...
484 Pictures
I have badly sinned from temptation. I have masterbaited over pregnant women. I know I shouldn't but I can't help it. Please help me
485 Addiction
I have been masterbaiting and looking at porn of different sized women (Aged 18 or over) for about 5 years I cannot help but feel the excitement like there was a women was there with me. I know I need to stop and I have lied to God so many times that I would but its not that easy, I need help and I told...
486 Not good enough
all my life i have never felt that i was good enough. Between being denied by boys and being made fun of, I have never felt as though anyone really loved me. Now that I am getting married, i keep having feelings that i am not good enough for him, either. all i want is for the flashbacks of my past...
487 anger urges
when i get really angry, i think about killing some of the people near me. i actually see hands stabbing, choking, or punching them. i'm afraid that someday i'll actually crack and kill someone. because of that, i try to stay away from people. i don't want this fear any more!
488 I have been watching lesbain porn since I was 10 or 11
I am now 14. I feel sick about it because I have to lie to my family and friends. I've tried to stop, but I can't. I sometimes masturbate to it, which makes me feel worse.
489 want to stop thinking about porn
i can't stop thinking about lesbian porn. it all started when i saw a sex scene in a movie my family was watching. it makes me feel sick and i want to stop!
490 my testimony
Hi i gave my life to Christ on March 29, 2009, but there are some things that I still need dealing with. Before i fully realized my salvation on that day I was struggling with porn and masturbation, but since then those two things are no longer a problem, but i do tend to lust in my mind from time to...
491 Sex Addiction
I have been battling a sex addition my whole life. It all started when I found my dad's porn videos when I was young. Then, It evolved into paysites on the internet. Now, it has escalated to strip clubs and seeing escorts. No one knows...My wife, mom, dad or sisters. I am truly sorry for my sins....
492 Knowing wrong
Please releats me from sin i did when I counsiously chose to look porn rather than wait for my wife a day or two. I was wrong. I knew I was wrong. Yet I did it. I could have said no. Or could have I not? I could have I think. Yet I didn't. So I beg for forgivness and aprooving of new life. Life in goodness...
493 selfish
I wanted the wedding more than i wanted the marriage.
494 Afraid
I am too afraid to love someone else so i pick at every single flaw in everyone. i think it's just a way of finding a reason not to love them, so that i'm not open to the risk of my heart getting broken. I'm lost.
495 a witch
I have been accused of being a witch and have no idea what being a witch consists of. It's really not nice.
496 hurts
I love someone who doesn't love me and it hurts
497 Lieing
I tell lies so my wife wont be upset and worry. I am trying so hard to break this habbit. I am also wanted by the law for bad checks. I lost my job and have no way to pay for them right now so its just a matter of time before it all catches up. I have prayed the God help me in this matter. I need...
498 wanted
wanted by the law on bad checks
499 yes
I'm a lesbian and I'm to shy to tell the world what I really feel
500 the bottom fell out
i was doing really really good for several days. Then i got busy in the mornings and i had forgotten to spend quiet time with the Father and because of the that the past several days the bottom has fallen out. I started masturbating again. i yesterday masturbated until i caused physical pain because...
501 Once in, Never out...
I'm 24. Single, and I live at home with my parents...Yeah! I'm a model of success. I've been addicted to porn for the last 12 years of my life. I am a virgin, however at this point in my life that seems like a mute point. I've never had sex with any of my girlfriends, and for that I am thankful...However...
502 ashamed
The summer after college, I was really confused and scared about the future and a guy I knew started talking to me. I was so confused at the time that I ended up getting sexually involved with this guy, although we never had intercourse. He put his hand inside me, and I have fought with intense guilt...
503 married
i have been sleeping with a married man for 3 months now. we have been friends for about 3 years. one day it just happened. i love god and i really do try to do everything i can to follow him and to what is right and good. in the beginning of this affair i felt very bad and shared this with him and...
504 Fornication
Wow, I'm a screw-up. Thankfully, I'm not alone. We've all sinned, and God doesn't classify one sin as worse than another, Anyway... I got saved a year ago, and everything was going well until I met my current girlfriend. (I'm not blaming her) Suddenly I became the most easily aroused guy ever. It went...
505 Despicable Act II
Why do I keep doing this?? He's my friend's husband-- 22 years. I know he's had many, many affairs and that seems to justify it in my mind even though the drop in a bucket theory doesn't work in my heart. I enjoy selfishly every minute we can get together. I know it can never go anywhere. If he was available,...
506 love
i am in love with someone who is EXACTLY 10 years older than me. i am 14.
507 cofuse
I am sad
508 torn in two
my boyfriend doesn't love me. I'm not sure if he ever will. I know he feels it's a relationship of convenience and sex. He often speaks about sometime in the future when we are no longer togethor like as if it's inevitable. Yet I still adore him. he's an amazing man and we never fight.... and I mean...
509 Confession of a sex addict
I have been steeped in sexual sin for 15 years, that is more than half my life. I sit here now for the first time truly seeking change in my life because of a desire to know God better. Preciously it was to please someone else (i.e. parents, wife). It took my wife leaving for me to wake up. Although...
510 Marley
I am still in love with my first love. He touched me sexually in my sleep, and i knew the whole time. I was awake every time, playing along. Then I realized how messed up it was, and pretended to wake up, blamed him, left him, left college, and miss him everyday. Not one single day has gone by that I...
511 Greed and Selfishness
Father God, I have been so caught up in self that I've been blind to the needs of others. I deserve to face the consequences of my actions which at the very least will be losing my job, home and car. I've been praying for You to let me know who You are and what You want from me. I have mental health...
512 I cheated in an Online Contest
I joined a contest in one of the online yellow pages in the philippines, and i keep on registering myself. I cheated because it's for the macbook. if ever i will win, i hope they will not check my IP address.
513 bill collectors
I am being tortured
514 Masturbation and Pornography
I started masturbating in 1988 as a curious youth and I wish I has never started. It became and remains a problem for me as I am now married and a father. I selfishly masturbate to images of women other than my wife. I do it in privacy and need to stop closing the door. Please pray for me as I continue...
515 Addicted to gay porn
I am addicted to gay porn and masturbation. I cannot help myself, every other day or so I will watch porn until I masturbate. I always promise that each time will be my last but it isn't. I see it destroying my relationships but feel helpless to do anything. I have grown bitter against my friends, separated...
516 affair
I have been Married for almost 14 yrs, I thought of having an affair MANY times,I had a very slow sex life with my wife and kinda would "validate" my behavior. some days I would have had the affair if it would have just happened. I would masturbate often, online porn, checkin out every other girl id...
517 Broken relationships turned into sin
I allowed broken relationships of the past to hurt me. As far as I know they dictate how I go into other relationships. Because of this and pornography...I allowed a one night mistake with a married woman to be apart of my story. God please have mercy on my sould as I have ask forgiveness from her and...
518 Love for a best friend...
If you ever read this, I want you to know that I loved you more than anyone...I thanked God for sending me you every night...and the the hardest thing to do truly is watching the one you love, love someone else...
519 I hate how God made me
I hate my body so much. I've never met a guy as bad as me before. I'm overweight, I'm ugly, and I'm shortsighted below the belt. I thought God was a creator of beauty? Why on earth would he make something so detestable? It doesn't help that I'm absolutely girl crazy either. Its funny that people always...
520 Tired of the Cycle
I have a wonderful wife. I have a fulfilling job. But for whatever reason, when the opportunity presents itself, I find myself throwing my alone moments completely into porn. I feel so pathetic, immature, and deceptive. I've tried over and over to give it up, but even after a serious attempt to rid...
521 Luke warm
I'm 18, Male, and I have been looking at pornography for the past 3 or 4 years... I also have a problem with masturbation, I cant remember when I started doing that... no one in my family know my secret, so I want to confess to you. I am a Christian, and I actually run a ministry on MySpace, I have...
522 HELP
I'm a Christian, and I'm 18... I know the Word of God, and believe it with all my heart... but I have a problem with pornography. At first it was HBO and other TV shows, but now in the last year or so I have started to look at porn online... it has been a daily struggle, and sometimes I feel strong,...
523 shame.
i can't stop looking at porn and it makes me want to kill myself.
524 Adultress
I have been married for 6 years to a great man, we have had a hard couple of months but have worked through them. But last night he left to go on an camping trip. While he was gone I got on the internet and started chatting with men. Finally this man close to my age invited me to view his web cam. We...
525 I am in shock
i can't believe that after sever months i went and looked at porn again then after i got sexually aroused i had to masturbate until i reached an orgasm. I hate myself so much. i have had problems for the past several days with giving inot fantasies but they never resulted in getting physical with myself....
526 today i stole
i stole a $12 book from Borders. I had enough money to by i but i was just greed. Im sorry.
527 Proverbs 28:13
I have had a problem with porn for along time I don't view "porn" websites anymore because of a filter I found out a few months ago about craigslist I went to it to check it out and started viewing the misc encounters section and wow! It brought back a flood of excitiment I confessed the sin to God then...
528 Confess Indeed
I wonder if it is a healthy thing this feeling or need to confess. I am feeling it now. I have changed in a lot of ways for the better yet there are still patterns of behavior that I yet to let go of. It's like they are some sort of safety net of the familiarity that I cling to. Yet I feel isolated...
529 living in God's grace from day to day
Today i am really struggling with wanting to masturbate until i reach orgasm. i have battled this for several days now and i have managed not to give in. But i have to be honest and say i would really love to have an orgasm right now just like a cocain addict needing his "fix" but i can feel God's...
530 Prayer Needed
I am a married man who has always been struggeling with porn. I struggled before marriage and after. My wife knows that I struggle but she doesn't know that I am still trapped in the sin of porn. She is pregnant with our first child and I don't want to be the kind of father who has a porn addiction,...
531 Still watching pornography
i am a christian and i know that watching pornography is a sinful but i can't just help stop watching it. i want to stop it but i keep finding myself in the act. please i seriously need your prayers.
532 psychic addiction
i have been in deep waters lately and i have been anxious about my future and how my life is going to turn up. i have been consulting psychics and although most of their predictions are way off, i seem can not stop doing it. please pray for me. i am a baptized christian who goes to chuch every sunday...
533 Cleansing My Soul
I have started to watch lots of pornography, especially the kind where women are degraded, spit on, raped, and have sex with several men at once. I am a Christian and I love God, but I was recently divorced and some how I feel guilty, because I I let God down. I was supposed to love my husband, yes,...
534 Masturbation
Lord, I have masterbated even when I was living in your name. I don't want to continue it lord. Even when I sit here looking at the secrets I get tempted to do it again. But I didn't because i know that I need to start living my life right father. I love you and when I masturbate I feel like I leave...
535 abusing my body
i have done this for as long as i can remember. i do it because i need to know that i can still feel pain. I pull my toenails out by the roots and feeling the pain and seeing the blood allows me to feel pain and know that i am still able to feel something. i have never confessed this to anyone besides...
536 13
i am 14 years old now and when i was 7 i convenced 2 of myy friends to have sex with me. HOWEVER i have realized that it was totly wrong. what do i do
537 masterbation
im the father of a 10 year old. one day for some reason he asked if i could masterbate with him and one his friends(who is also 10). so i said no and did nothing thinking it would never come up again. so a few days ago he had this friend over and i went out side to some yard work and left them alone....
538 abuse
I am being abused by this whole world. It really feels like it.
539 the constant battle
I am a christian but sometimes the constent battle of fighting the sexual addiction wears on me and i have to so strongly rely on Jesus like crazy because i know that without him i cant do this on my own. I thank God for this website i had to use this to confess alot it has helped to be able to write...
540 Adultery
I regularly commit adultery with one other partner. I know it's wrong and I've been trying for a long time (a few years) to stop. However, it seems that I cannot. I pray and I vow to stop, but I keep going back. What do I do? I'm going to keep trying,but I need help and prayer support. I don't want...
541 Best Friend
I lost my best friend in high school because he accused me of "liking" her. He had no idea we had been sleeping together for 3 months though.
542 mother alcoholic mentally distant and mentally abusive
I have a mother who is an alcoholic severly depressed and emotionally distant with me. I have no choice but to live with my parents due to a handicap. But she has shown she hasnt really wanted me by her actions and the way she treats me. When she is drunk she is very mean to me. I have tried talking...
543 I just don't know what to do anymore.
I am now fourteen years old, and yeah i bet you all are thinking "oh she's just a kid, she doesnt know what she's talking about." but i do. Here's a bit of my story, i just cannot confess it all. When i was younger my dad would abuse me and my mother then he randomly left one day. In about 3rd grade...
544 Turning to easy pleasures to relieve stress
I'm married. I'm a Christian and a leader in my church. I am involved in way too many activities, otherwise "good" things. When I get burnt out, tired, or anxious, I turn to porn/masturbation and sugar/sweets for pleasure, to relax. It feels so good. I've lied to my wife and friends, hiding my weaknesses....
545 Single Parent
My ex boyfriend left me when he found out i was 3 months pregnant. I've never seen him since and he's never met our son. That was 3 years ago and i'm petrified that one day he'll come looking for his son. My little boy is the most amazing thing in the world and i am so proud. I don't ever want to share...
546 Hell
I only shoplift because if i go to hell I won't be for being gay.
547 Endless Cycle
I've been dealing with a porn and masturbation since I was eight years old. I've looked at so many different types of porn and have incredibly damaged my view of women. I even went as far as touching my sister when we were children - I am thankful that it didn't last nor turn into anything horrible....
548 Love Letters
I am going through a divorce, separated for a year. I moved from California to Florida on April '06. In the summer '06 my wife asked me to write a love letter to her. I wrote one, but i must admit I labored at it... I tried to summon all the reasons why i should love her in our nine years together. When...
549 I'm turning into an alcoholic.
I turned 21 less than a month ago. Before my birthday, I would maybe drink once a month if even that. Now, I already know the regulars at a bar that I've been attending. I broke down and asked God to come in my life the other day. I felt His presence and begged him for forgiveness. I told him that I...
550 I just want to be normal!
But the more things that shoot me down because of my mental health past the more i stop eating, So one problem causes another. i just want o be normal!!!!!!!!!!!!!
551 Masterbating and confessing.......
im a catholic and have been since day 1, ive had my encounter with god about 5 yrs ago and still trying to get out of the vicious cycle of masterbating..... recently i have found it easy to just masterbate and go confess saturday evenings, but i know that this is also a sin, i dont want to keep doing...
552 Words I can't take back.
I got in a fight with my wife and lost control. I told her I wished she were dead. I've never said anything that hateful in my life. Now I feel like crap and no amount of apologizing can make up for what I said. I hate myself for saying those words to her...wish I was dead.
553 To much sex.
I am not a big believer in god but I have found that confessing gets issues like this off my back. I am only 18, and I had an affair with a 40 year old man who was married. Even thought no one knows I feel like a jerk. I feel like that "bitch" who ruined a good household, and furthered an unstable marriage...
554 Forgetting God
I sometimes forget God during the day, and only turn to him at night. Or I only remember him when I tell someone else about Him. I know I'm not following His plan, because I'm too lazy or scared to take the steps needed, and it's caused me to step aside my path for a while. And even though I see it,...
555 ACHING HEART
THINK THIS IS THE FRIST TIME IM ACTUALLY IN LOVE AND I MESS IT UP. I REALLY AND TRULY CARE FOR THIS GUY AND MISS HIM LIKE CRAZY, BUT I GOT REALLY ANGRY ONE DAY AND BASICALLY TOLD HIM, HE CAN'T CAN PLEASE ME AND IT IS OVER. DID IT ON HIS VOICE MAIL. IT IS A LONG DISTANCE RELATIONSHIP AND FELT LIKE HE...
556 porn
i became a christian in january 1992 before then masterbating with dirty mags or porn was nornal but eversince i found jesus i know its very wrong sometimes i fight it for months on end but then it just gets the better...
557 adultry
I cheated on my wife hired a prostitute did not have sex but asked her to leave but the thoughts are haunting me please Lord forgive me and renew my mind
558 confused...
So i cheated on my husband about a week ago. After it happened, i started having stronger feelings for him than my husband. Needless to say he completely blew me off. I feel so rejected, this had caused me to go off the deep end. I started drinking and flirting more and i even slept with my husbands...
559 Sex addiction
I am addicted to sex. I am married, and have a child....I rarely have sex with my husband, but am easily led into having sex with other people. I have cheated on my husband with 2 different people, and have a desire to continue to do so. I love being wanted, and enjoy the excitement. I know its wrong,...
560 I
As a child, as early as I can remember my sexual desire was awake and motivated. I learned to masturbate early and as a teen ager I began to regularly look at porn. When I married and had children I stayed away from it for years. Then I began to look at porn again. This time I moved into gay porn....
561 God save me
I really don't know how I got to this point. I am a follower of Christ, but i'm ashamed to call myself this because of the sinful cravings. Not only a follower, but a Bible College student. I've stumbled into sexual acts (not including sex) with brothers in Christ. This has happened more than once with...
562 slave of the pornograpy
I,m pastor for teen years but I suffer with the pornograpy. how I do to be free about this? please, pray for me.
563 Homosexuality | Not A Sin
I am a young, married, heterosexual male and I do not believe homosexuality is denounced in Scripture (yes, I know all the arguments - I went to a very conservative Bible college). I am very afraid this will cause my separation from the church I participate in, which I love very much. I don't know what...
564 sin
I hate myself, i have done sin, porn and everything involved with it. I need prayer. pray for me.
565 torture
my family is being tortured and no one will help :(
566 What to do?
I am a single. It's over a month now since I slept with a divorced woman who has 2 children. She became pregnant. Now she wants to abort the baby. Everything got so complicated that I dont know where to start. I don't know how my friends (including my family and church) will react to this. Please advice...
567 I don
I'm married to a wonderful man. But for some reason I think about past boyfriends or lovers on a daily basis. I love my husband and even though our relationship could be better it's not bad. I don't want to cheat on him and I don't understand why I can't stop thinking about them. Also, I used to love...
568 new start
I have cheated on my girlfriend since we've been dating. I know it's wrong and I will stop, but I need forgiveness and a chance for a new beginning
569 My Secret
I am so grateful and happy for having friends,a education,a dog, a house,horse happy family and everythilng in the house. When i grow up i'd love to have a big mansion, happy family, horses (all breeds), stables, arena, be a Millionaire, Range Rover (white), all other sport cars (e.g. Ferrari, Lambo,)...
570 hope
after reading an article about rich people committing suicide, I thought, how much braver it is to face life and to be grateful for what I do have and that I have an inner core and inner strength, a God who is my base so I don't have to do myself in. and that i have hope that my future will be great...
571 Still
why won't it go away? it's been almost 3 years. i can't get over it. it always comes back up. i was raped and sodomized. by someone i thought i knew. he got away with it. they let him go. why can't i?
572 wedding
I want to get married outside of the country, not because I think it will be romantic, but because I don't have anyone to be my bridesmaids.
573 BDD
I pretend that everything is fine, but I wouldn't wish Body Dysmorphic Disorder on my worst enemy.
574 i still love you
I pray that one day you will wake up and say to yourself...DAMN! that girl really did love me.
575 clothes
I change clothes in my car, because I don't want my conservative parents to know that I dress like a slut.
576 adultress
I confess that I have cheated on my husband. I have been having lustful thoughts about my boss at work for a couple of months, and the other day the oppurtunity was there and i took it. I havent been sexually or physically satisfied for a really long time. My husband has no sex drive. i dont know what...
577 I can
I'm about to graduate from college and like I predicted I've never had a girlfriend before. I can't wait any longer. I need to love and feel loved. Besides with the way things are today if I ever do get married she most likely won't be a virgin. Why should I be the only one in that partnership who has...
578 I wish I loved my dad
I never had a relationship with my dad and now I almost feel like I hate him, only worse. I really am just indifferent. If he died right now I wouldn't care. I could live the rest of my life without seeing him or talking to him and be just fine with it. I am so angry and bitter towards him for never...
579 Not Completely Happy
I got pregnant before I was married and my parents pressured me into getting married the week after the baby was born. I felt so ugly and fat at my wedding and I was miserable. I just did it because they told me it was the "right thing to do". Now, a year later, I wish that I could have stood up to my...
580 Secret Sexual Fantasies
I have been married for a year now and I cheated on my husband before we were married. When I was young, my dad never had a relationship with me and I was molested by my older brother and a cousin and some of their friends. These experiences have caused a lot of sexual issues for me and I am constantly...
581 a sign?
i tied a rope to the ceiling and tied it around my neck i was just about to jump when i got a call on my cell, it was a friend he asked me to come hangout . i said i'll be there in awhile and tied the rope on my neck and was going to jump again. this time there was a knock on the door, it was another...
582 I can
I met this guy 2 1/2 yrs ago. He told me he was singal. There was something about this guy that felt completely different than anyone I have ever met. It wasn't lust. It was much different. As I got to know him more, I knew I wanted to be with him. In fact, I thought he could be the one. Then I...
583 Behind the light
I confess to committing masturbation and looking into pornography. I know this is not God-glorifying. I choose to make a stand now, not to let the devil gain ground by letting Jesus deal with the root problems in my life.
584 Praying Every Single Night
I cry when I pray. Not because I'm hurt or unhappy - but because I don't think He cares anymore.
585 There
Last night, I tried marijuana for the first time. I'm sixteen years old, and I NEVER do anything that puts me under the influence. As wrong as it felt at the time, I don't regret it.
586 its been years since i last confessed...
so here goes. i have lied so many times now, that i kie, and dont even now about it. i have masturbated almost every night since i was 13 (im 16) i flick off my parents behind their backs after they have yelled at me i have watched porn i have have let my dog lick my genitals i fantasize about...
587 Pornography addiction
I have been using internet porn for about 20 years now. I have tried so many times to stop but at best have only hit 2 weeks. With sites like youporn it is so tempting. I try to convicne myself that I am just looking at peices of flesh and it is not really interesting but still I come back. I am...
588 abuse
It struck me the other day... I was probably in one of the first waves of children to have been sexually victimized over the web by a predator much older than me. I turned 15 during that time period. He told me, at 15, I was a woman.
589 my life isnt right
wow i never thought that i would be spilling my secrets to anyone.i know that no ones life is normal but i realized that somethings in my life just aren't right.i used to think that everyone had a really hard and sucky life but i have been opened to different peoples lives and i see that my is not right...
590 I am being selfish!
I feel so selfish these days. I am unemployed, in debt and lonely and scared. I have always lived a charmed life without cares or worries and now am dealing with this on my own. I AM fortunate in that I have God in my life and He has shown me that there are such wonderful people in the world. A lot...
591 Live
I gave up everything that I own so that I could move to a third world country and do humanitarian work. I hope to get as much out of this as any of the people that I will be helping. I pray for this everyday.
592 Lonely
I moved here to run away from my relationship, I don't want to deal with the fact or being Hurt. I feel sorry for my 2 Daughters that I left behind because of RELATIONSHIP THAT FAILED. I gave myself a 2 year goal to get it together, I must first make it right with GOD and then I can make it right with...
593 In The Closet
I'm bisexual... I fell in love with a close friend of mine who is a lesbian. She broke my heart harder than any other ending relationship has. It's been 4 months and I still can't look at her or talk about her without feeling completely empty inside.
594 Loss
Over the past few years, I have lost too much. My father, my house, a car, financial well being. My mariage is at risk and I am tired. I don't know how to move forward and most of all a faith that I thought was very strong is ;eaving. The trust I use to have in God is going. Is he still there? ...
595 why are they fun?
addictions, although wrong and hurtful to self and others.....are FUN! I guess thats what makes them so hard to quit. Still, what to do?
596 Laura
I am in love with LF. I've been with my girlfriend for a year and a half, and she's been with her boyfriend for three years.
597 Repentance of fantasies :PS
After I wrote the post “Repentance of fantasies I couldn't finish as needed to leave & later when I thought how bad my sins were I felt even worse almost as if I was going to hell. I also really need to confess having looked at sadomasochism porn sites & also fantasying ect which could be...
598 I wonder
I am depressed, but my family doesn't know. Nor do my friends. No one does. I seem happy, normal, but really I spend most days trying not to cry. There is one person who makes me feel better. I have known him about three years, but never met him. He is my best friend, though no one knows that, and I...
599 Repentance of fantasies
I confess a porn addiction and having really perverted sex fantasies of which I repent.May the lord have mercy on me and please pray . I did write a long email which I deleted by mistake. Will repost that later as have to leave this computer now.
600 addicted to porn & impure thoughts
I look at porn on the internet, Ive been addicted since i was very young. I have impure thoughts of having sex with women. I am married & feel this is hampering my marriage, but most of all its killing my relationship with my Savior Jesus.
601 husband
I confess that I am not attracted to my husband and do anything I can to try and get out of having sex with him.
602 The pain I cause.
I have been addicted to pornography for years. I have been married for four years to a wonderful woman. We are now expecting our first child. During our first year, I was able to abstain from pornography, but as the years rolled on, I began looking at more and more porn and masturbating. Whenever,...
603 Trapped by Addiction
I have never publicly admitted this before but as I struggle to find the vision I have on my life, I feel the need to make drastic changes and free myself from the secrets that I keep buried. I am totally addicted to pornography. I have known this for many years now and yet I feel like I am not strong...
604 Regret
I lost my virginity when I was 15. I regret it more then anything because I can't get it back and I'm judged and I judge myself for it.
605 Abstinence
I have been abstinent for 10 years and recently that came to a crashing hault. It was a combination of alchol and lust. I did not handle this temptation properly. The worning signs from God went unheard. Instead of staying away I walked right into the arms of sin. I have prayed and know that God has...
606 Dream and Life
I pray my dreams come true and that my life works out well. I pray to play the harp, get my own harp someday, have people in my life who share my values, am never afraid to express myself, people who lead me to grow and be better than I am today. I pray to find a job that I will enjoy and that contributes...
607 struggle with lesbianism
i am a Christian but struggle with lesbian tendencies. I think it's because I have a strong dominating mother and haven't had good experiences with men. and part of me wants to be protected and strong, and strong dykey women represent that to me and it turns me on, because I want to be that strong...
608 mother, life, forgiveness
my mother is ill and I am not worried. I prayed for her, but a part of me is detached. she has hurt me a lot and I need and am willing to forgive because those areas are unhealed in me and I pray for that healing. the reason i am detached, is not because I donot care, I do, but know I can't do anything...
609 sleeping pills
I am totally dependent on sleeping pills, it has come down to me stealing them when ever i get the chance, I don't know what to do anything that is a downer I love and take them all the time. I have two lil boys and never have energy but i feel numb when i take them all the time, I don't know what to...
610 confession time
God, I am wounded. i have been dealing with masturbation and porn for as long as i can remember. I'm only 14 and this has taken over my life. I WANT IT TO STOP! my thoughts and life has been torn by this. I need you to heal me!! I am a fake to all the people who know me... i can go for a very long time...
611 confess
i wach porn today even i am married ..i am sorry...god gorgive me!
612 Drowning in Debt and Lies
I'm 150,000 in Debt, not including my mortgage and I lie about everything (finishing my dissertation, my love life, etc...). I'm also 208 pounds :(
613 Sins of which i hate myself for
My life has been full of bad language mistemper and other things. I look at porn and it hurts me but i cant stop and i hope that in confessing my sins i will find the power to stop and restrain myself. I have hurt people lied masturbated, stole, commited the sin of gluttony and have constintly used...
614 Doubts
I have doubts. My life is not fully handed over to christ and it hurts. because i just want to know that its true. I also spend a lot of time lusting and have done horrible things. I want change but i know no amount of words could possibly invoke this. I need change i can change. With god i can change....
615 Multiply Effect
Im 17, a good standing student, known in a good way around my school, and I play a sport but, when peoples backs are turned or im alone....Im a whole other person. The other side of me lies, cheats, steals, looks at porn, takes pills and drinks.
616 What overeating is to me..
I LOVE over-eating. I love eating to the point that I feel so full that my already fat belly is bulging out. I get so turned on when I'm full and I really want a guy to make love to me while I'm completely full and feeling like I'm gonna explode. Sometimes I feel bad about it and I hate how fat I've...
617 pregnant
i write provacative things on bathroom stalls, just to see what people say. i told people i'm pregnant for the attention.
618 The weak way
i've been an alcoholic for awhile. i first drank 1 year ago when i was 14 with my best friend. we got really drunk and had sex. At first i just wanted to drink. then i just wanted to be with her and if drinking let me be then i would. i tried to tell her i was lesbian. but i couldn't. She went to god....
619 suffering in silence
For as long as i can remember alchol has allways been part of my life as a child growing up, to my own adult life, im now a mother who from day to day feels the need to drink the poison of hell ... it brings guilt to myself missery to my family, and it takes you into a life which, i dont want to go,...
620 Back and forth
My life I have been a christian. I follow God and one day i was on the internet and no one was home. So i looked at porn. I didn't really know what it was or why i was doing it. The whole time i didn't want to but i did. So i was hooked for a while. Then i went to a youth conference and i stopped for...
621 i like the color blue
i like blue but my mom says i can only like red i am disobiedient to her
622 confession
I have entertained sexual thoughts and acted out on sexual practices of the most extreme nature i know this isn't who i am but somewhere along the line I was distorted i have a wife and family now and even though i havn't acted out on these extreme behaviors i still find my self thinking about them,...
623 honestly...
im trying my hardest to be someone im not. an angel in the eyes of my parents but a girl who is addicted to sending pictures and hooking up in everyone elses eyes. ya i ask god for forgivness and tell him and my friends ill stop, but somehow when i try the word no never comes out. sometimes i wish my...
624 Sorority Life
I'm pledging a sorority where all they do is yell and scream at you for not completing tasks. It doesn't matter what you do, they're always going to find something wrong. We've been doing this for over two months, pledging that is. I'm failing two classes and never show up on time. They keep us late...
625 cant escape
i have had an addiction to porn an masturbation since i was 9 years old. it has consumed me, it has twisted and disorted my mind. i am so imbarassed and ashemed, but just after my 20th birthday, i just suddenly started to struggle from same sex attraction, its like a switch just turned in on my mind,...
626 a guy ashamed (part 2)
this is a continuation of another one. I really want to cheat on her to because like the only reason we are dating is because she is really sweat. I wish that she would want to go farther than she does. I want at least oral sex, maybe sex. ALL my friends have already had sex with a ton of girls. I want...
627 prayers needed
i need Gods help. i keep getting sucked into bad things with boys, sexual things. i want to say no. but every time i get the chance to the word no isnt their to say. ive prayed millions of times for it to stop. its out of control. my parents have no clue. im fourteen and this all started when i was in...
628 a guy ashamed of himself (part 1)
Well I am actually really ashamed of some of the things I have done. When I was younger I did some oral sex stuff with the same sex, with two guys. I have told and talked a lot about this with a pastor at my church, but I still think about it a lot, especially sense I go to school with one of the guys....
629 Pornography Addiction
I am a pornography addict. I am ashamed of it. I started masturbating when I was 14 years old. Over the years I started mixing in pornography with masterbation. I now look at pornography once a week. I've tried to go long periods of time, but once a week, the urge comes back and I can't resist....
630 i dont know how to stop
I spend my money and get myself in debt and trouble, I worry about it and then get sick over it, then turn around and do it all over again.
631 I
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632 Touch Me Lord.
I have been addicted to pornography for a long time now and I plan to become a mercenary for your name. but My heart is wicked and unpure. How am I supposed to tell everyone about Your word if I am nothing but sickness and sin? Lord. Cleanse me. Please rid my heart of the devil and his ways. Please pray...
633 Jesus take the wheel
I'm turning 16 & recently I've given my life to Christ, but I have struggled with masturbation and porn in the past. Now that I've begun my walk with Christ, satan has hit me harder than before. I don't struggle with porn anymore, but masturbation still tempts me. Please pray for me! I can't be a part...
634 I wear dentures
All of my teeth are fake. My friends don't know. But my girlfriend does. She was there when I had my teeth pulled. She sees me with them out, and it doesn't turn her off to me. I talk with a lateral lisp because of them and she finds my lisp sexy. She makes me feel sexy, no matter how ugly I've been...
635 Tired to commit suicide
I am 15 and tired of being called fat and smelly. No one would go out with me or talk to me. I only had 3 friends since I was 12. I stood on a busy street but no one would hit me. Everyone in my town is to nice. I jumped in front of a car and it did not even hit me and they called the police. I have...
636 I
I'm so lonely. I've never had a date and I feel like I'm too ugly for any girl to ever want me. I think God has abandoned me so there is nothing left.
637 confession
i am have been addicted to porn and masturbation since i was in grade 7. i would fake sick so i could stay home and do it. I can go weeks and even months with out looking at it, but i was tend to go back. and it has effected ever relationship i have been in. i hate it. i can't stand the feelings of...
638 Drinking seems to be my only cure
N public I'm very reserved, shy, boring. I hate it. That is not who I am. Only my family, and one friend knows this. I drown in loneliness so I give in to going out and partying on the weekend. It is the only way I can meet people. Why? That is when I get to drink. I recently met this guy who I really...
639 wanting a chance to change
I am a cmplusive liar, I have a wonderful man who is about to leave me due to my lies and deceit. I have been in a relationship with him for seven years where right from the begining i lied about my past relationshis when he asked me for my honesty. Through out the relationship i have had many emotional...
640 I ask for forgiveness
Dear Lord my saviour, You gave me an opportunity to prove my self. I had everything , yet I sinned I hurt many people, commited adultry and stole. I pray for you forgiveness and acceptance. I’m sorry I let you down. Please bless me with courage. I want to change my life for good. I have hurt...
641 despicable act
About 3 weeks ago I spent the night with a good friend who was in town for the night. He used to flirt 20+ years ago in college, but he was my room mate's boyfriend. Now he's her husband of 22 years and they have 2 teenagers. To further compound the guilt, I've now slept with the love of her life (another...
642 im a christian who hates to masturbate
im sining against my own body my body is gods temple i know im dE file ing it i dont like to dont to want but feel the need to do so i fuel my thoughts with porn to finish then feel empty and dirty and got to start from scratch like in a biulding 100 floors high fully adult christian being on top 1st...
643 THE struggle
I am an up and coming youth evangelist. God tells me every day how much he desires to use me in a mighty way. While I have wrestled with many sins, and been able to overcome many struggles, pornography has its hold on me. I desire to be free. Desperately.
644 I am such as a LOSER! No girl fancys me.
I am the biggest loser in the world! I don't know what there is about me but NO GIRL LIKES ME. I have never been out with a girl in my life and BORED AS HELL!
645 A pastor's confession
I have watched porn for many years and I recently stopped for about five months but I fell again and watched it today.
646 but what do you really think of your mother
It's not like I hate her, but I do. I hate her values and how she spends money on trigles and lets the dog just be sick instead of taking her to the vet, how she watches way too much TV, is idolatrous, hypocritical and I just do not espouse the same values as this woman. I really really want to get...
647 brandon
seven years ago my best friend killed himself. everyone tells me that it isn't my fault and in some ways i know that is supposed to be true. but deep down i feel like i know he would still be alive if he never met me. i am an unspeakably terrible person who has done and said so many terrible things....
648 ashamed
i have never told any about my sex perversion. only God and the people involved know about. dont know what ill do if it got out. it has been bobbled up inside me all these years. it fels good to get it out, finaly! i havent even told my wife about the two guys i had oral sex with. i dont know if i ever...
649 Married and about to give up.
I have been married for a few years now with a step daughter that drives me crazy. The mom (my wife) seems to just let things go with he. I know I let the enemy in and open doors of bitterness and resentment and God knows im trying. But it has gotten to a point where the best thing to do is just find...
650 Another addict, how bad ?
I've been in the same predicament for about two years. I wish I could say it's gone away, but I've chiseled away my self worth, including my possessions, my self esteem, and my finances, slowly, and haven't stopped yet. Sure there were brief periods (up to 3 months) where I've stopped and started rebuilding...
651 honestly....
i cry myself to sleep every night, thinking everythings wrong with me. i never had a low self esteem, till my mom called me fat and started bitching, never having anything good to say. sometimes, i wish i were never born or i were anorexic which sounds really bad. but if my mom cant accept me for who...
652 I Tried to Kill myself, and Failed.
I ran out of room in my last post, and I thought it was a foolish way to end the story. Anyway, I got very very sick from the carbon monoxide. No one knows about it. I told her I just had a stomach flu. My mom just thinks her car is out of gas because I took it and went driving around. I got grounded...
653 I Tried Killing Myself, and failed.
I have been in a deep depression ever since I was 8 years old because of my father mental and physical abuse. I am 14 now. I tried to find the most painless, peaceful way of killing myself. I wanted to Start the car inside the garage. I had it all planed out. I was at my Moms house, Her and my sister...
654 I just can't stop.
It's the feeling, I have manic depression and the feeling of hitting that sexual high just makes me feel so happy. I am an atheist so I can't just think that it is a sin. I look at porn almost everyday. I am 14 Years old which is even worse. I started looking at porn when I was about 11. I already know...
655 I Caint help it
All it hink about is sex i caint help it. i need god!!!!
656 depress
im doubt if i still love my husband, and if he still do too. our marriage is in chaos. Now the way i see it were only together because of the kids. i want to be separated from him, but im afraid he might get the kids from me because i had psychosis before. i guess i still love him that i can still swallow...
657 Cheated
Hey i'm a youth leader and i'm married with a kid on the way. But before i started working at this church, i wasnt faithful. I knew i was wrong and even stopped it because i hated it. But i also felt bad for the other person involved, so i'd give in out of feeling bad. It's done now, and i'm not headed...
658 Blasphemy
God, I just had to write an essay for my college Biology class. I didn't disagree with evolution, even when given the
659 cyber sex
I have been having cyber sex with this person for awhile.She is married and I have a girlfriend.who I love just cant help it.then every time she (my girl friend)I think im gonna get caught. mr.no name.
660 confession and request for healing
Jesus said whosoever looks at a woman wifth lust, has committed adultry. I confess that I have committed adultry through coveting and lusting and even masterbation. the Word of God also says that a person who commits adultry destroys his very soul. My thoughts, mind and emotions are not good at all...
661 guilt is served
i have been raped and i liked it. i got pregnat and lost the baby. im only 12 and i love sex i have had it 7 times already i cant stand it i need help pray for me
662 I'm Sorry
I have an intense problem with porn. I live 2 different lives one I have bymself that no one knows about. I have tried to quit for a year and a half now but the devil keeps me ensnared I am still fighting the fight but have this intense problem please pray for me because i am sickened with myself and...
663 It feels good to confess.
I was molestated by an older cousin at age 8. This opened a major door to sexuality. I then molestated a younger cousin of mine. Nothing was ever done to my molester,, the whole ordeal was swept under the rug. I started masturbating around 11 i think and engaged another cousin in some of the same...
664 hurt and shame
all my christian life i have struggled to defeat masterbation , this time i have been close to the lord for a long time and each time i tell my self i will win against this temptation i feel hurt and dirty i am now...
665 Engagement
My boyfriend and I have been together for three years. When he comes back from Rome I want him to propose to me. I can't tell anyone because the more I say it, the more I want it, and the more I'll be crushed when he doesn't propose.
666 please pray for me
I looked, lusted, and masterbated while looking at porn on the internet and tv. I also lust when I look at the opposite sex. Please pray for my healing and forgiveness and that I live a righteous life through Christ.
667 What is my problem
I am an unhappily married woman of 10 yrs who masturbates frequently, look at porn sometimes and mostly look at the women. I'm not attracted to them, I just want to see their bodies, weird, I know. My husb doesn't know any of this. I'm not attracted to him, and not in love with him either. Seems like...
668 Lost
I am lost. I have always felt alone, even as a child. I am married, with kids. No one seems to ever be there for me, I am always the one there for everyone else. I give and give, but when I need help...no one of flesh and blood is there. It is lonely, I sometimes fall into deep depressions that only...
669 i like someone.
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670 I cant say a word
My best friend is treating me really bad and i dont say anything I just let her do it. The sadest part about it all is that I thought i was strong i thought i could stand up for myself. But I cant. (Edited content)
671 Paranoid for no reason
Just got this new gf & everythings good, she really likes me & vice versa, only problem is I've had bad relationships before where I've been hurt & one I didn't feel was right (So I ended it), but this one is genuine & special. I'm just paranoid that she's gonna do something (Even though she's not, she...
672 Fraud
I feel like a fraud. Everyone thinks I am a great, strong, faithful military wife and devout Christian. They don't know that I fell in love with someone else. Someone married, with children. Someone of great influence, who is also a Christian. Someone much older. He fell in love back. Nothing physical...
673 I want to be free
I have struggled with porn and masturbation for the past 6 years. it all started with a suggestion of a friend, now i cant stop. I feel like it has taken my life. I just want to be right with the Lord, He cant use me like this.
674 break me free of my life of evil
im a liar , im a sinful man , that allows myself to things i know that is wrong. but i do it anyways, i dont know way i do these things, but , its something i need let go, but i cant because of my life of sins, and now i let to creep in my life , i have adiction to porn and masterbation, , and been...
675 am i baptized ??
i dont know if i received the Babtism of the Holy Spirit MAYBE i did not and i show the world around me that IAM HOLY SPIRIT FILLED Pls pray for me for the babtism of the holy spirit (edited content)
676 shame
i'm 26 years old youth minister who considers herself to a prude but is madly in love with a single pastor who apparently is not romatically interested in me... i have been interested in him for the last 3 years( unknowly to him). we started making out and havin oral sex ...because i was extremly curious..untill...
677 Forgive Me For My Sins
Dear God, Please forgive me for my sins! I am a 30 year old male with addictions to marijuanna, cigerettes, porn and sex .Please forgive me for acting out on temptations and for living in sin and lust! I want to become a better man and follow God's path...I'm truly sorry from the bottom of my heart and...
678 Can sin change the weather?
All day long they've been calling for 3-5" of snow in our area. My wife and daughter were ecstatic. My little one has never seen snow before. But it hasn't happened yet, and it may not. It's snowing all around us, but we haven't even seen a drop of rain at our house. And I blame myself. WHY? Because,...
679 I am lonely
I am so lonely I could die, I love a man I cant have and it is destroying me
680 20-year old virgin and depressed about it every waking day
I'm 20-year old male college student who is still a virgin. I hate it, I hate myself because of it, I get depressed often about it, and I have thought of suicide more than anyone EVER should many times cause of this one fact. The irony is everything else in my life if going fine, I have perfect GPA,...
681 Decade long porn addiction
Since 1999 I have been strongly involved in Internet pornography. It started with watching the scrambled porn channels on cable. Then it progressed to magazines and then a bout with a phone sex hotline where I ran up nearly a thousand dollar phone bill. Then once we got a subscription to the Internet...
682 Helpless Porn Addict
Please pray for me. I am a Christian and I have been addicted to pornography for the better part of a decade and I am sick of it. I am confessing it so as to get it into the light. I need prayer, so please pray for me!! I just cant seem to get free.
683 My Breaking Point
I got hooked into porn at age 10 by a friend who had it. I began to masterbate and look at porn on a regular basis. The internet came along and now I am in my early twenties and still hooked. The biggest problem is that I have just finished 2 years of bible school and am a missionary, and cannot beat...
684 Married for financial reasons not love. Big mistake
I married a man that I wasnt in love with for financial reasons. I am by no means financially better off but instead indebt $30K more due to either misunderstandings that he was going to help with his share or poor judgement. Each wrong investment I made to please him landed me further and further in...
685 Sexual orientation.
all my life i was raised that if your a girl you go with a boy..and vice versa..im recently discovering that i might like girls..i even watch porn sometimes..and i find that i egt more turned on by the girls then the guys..i'm only 15..and i fantasize about girls..im not sure if i'm curious or if im...
686 addicted to porn, objectifiction of women, and masturbation ...
I'm just starting to try and get to know God better, but I'm struggling with a homosexual act I had with my brother a few years ago, and with a porn/masturbation addiction... Pray for me, I don't really know where else to turn
687 live to masturbate
29 year old male i try to stop masturebating from porn on net but can't seam to break this dam habite.
688 Hacking Gone Too Far
I can't stop hacking into my whole families and ex-boyfriend's email accounts. I'm obsessed with knowing what they're doing,
689 I hate my twin
I hate my twin. She is selfish and conceited. I dream of a life with only me and my elder sister.
690 My pathetic life.
I'm 21. I'm a virgin. I have and continue to self harm. I don't want to anymore. I'm scared of death. I get so scared that I have panic attacks. I'm scared of what's next. I want to believe. I don't have a job. I'm starting to get fat and that scares me. I don't want to be fat. I hate my family. I'm...
691 is there any hope!
I've talked to others about their sin... they actually come to me for advice... the irony is that I seem to be the one to need help. I can honestly say that it's not cause I haven't tried to stop... cause I have. I actually go in and out of this freedom. I just can't stay free... I can't seem to chuck...
692 elderly mom and abuse!
My mom has als and my veteran brother takes care of her and he is slowly going insane.He doesn't want her in a nursing home so he has decided to do everything himself.My kids and I cannot be around him because he has turned into a complete jerk.The hospital is trying to get us help but it is definitly...
693 A huge mistake
I was robbing a house, there was a man beating a women in the house, i lost it, i killed him, i became addicted to coke, i had to keep on robbing houses to pay for my habit, i killed a man... i had an other mans blood on my hands, she didnt call the police, probaly because i was so young, I paid her...
694 Falsely accused and life as a Doctor may permanately end
I am deeply in love with a doctor who has been falsely accused of an act he did not commit. Today I shared the movie the Secret with him and although parts were painful, the movie gave him hope. He has been found quilty by the Medical Boards Hearing Officer but the Prosecutor at the AG's office has been...
695 The Sin I want to get rid of...masterbation/lust
It's been hard to admit this, but I have a problem with masterbation and lust. I so want to get over this, but it always seems to come back from time to time. Like others, I've asked God to forgive me and I'm sorry, but then I go right back n do it again. I'm so sorry, God! You've helped me b4 and when...
696 Insecurity
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697 I´m pregnant with my teacher
I´m in college and had sex with one of my teachers for about two months. Yesterday I found out that I´m pregnant. I´m going to have an abortion and no one will know, but I´m still very scared. I can´t sleep and I feel like crying all day long. I wish I had never done it
698 secretly craving for something to happen in my life.
I'm secretly cravng for something to happen in my life , I'm maried to a wonderfull guy because its easy , he has a nice and steady income we live in a great house , I have a'n important job ,..... I'ts all so boring , Behind his back I dream about a sexy encounter with a college or a perfect stranger...
699 Porn Addiction
I have been addicted to internet pornography for at least 6 years. I have masturbated since I can remember, but couldn't get hold of much porn or eye candy until the age of 15 with the internet, & then going to college & getting mags or whatever. I'm nearly 21, and I resolve to let the Holy Spirit guide...
700 UNFAITHFUL PORN
I am writing this to confess that I have been unfaithful to my wife. I hate this. Since I was about 13 years old I first saw pornography at a cousin's house. Never could quite shake it off and now at 43 years old, I have been unfaithful to my wife several times. Doing and acting out things she would...
701 (am I really writing this) Affair
I have had an affair for several years, which of course is wrong - and i go through phases where we don't see each other or talk to eachother and then someone goes out of town and it all starts again. I am afraid of the Vow series now because I know that it will bring my already overwhelming guilt to...
702 Unfaithful
Yesterday I was unfaithful to my wife. I am disgusted with myself. This isn't the first time. I need out of this slavery. I have struggled with alcohol since high school and now I am 43. I need help.
703 Death I want to die to never sin
I have had homosexual urges for the longest time ever I don't want to give in anymore I hate my life and everything in it other then the fact I know HIM I know truth I know that it's not a sin to kill yourself that would be contray to the lord Jesus gift of eternal life I have tried to kill myself soo...
704 In God I trust
I really need to trust in God in my situation. I have a friend that I really care for and love but right now he seems to be ignoring me. I would talk to him face to face, but we don't even live in the same state, so it's hard to talk to him when he won't reply to any of my messages. I don't even know...
705 broken
I am not close with anyone in my family, and as far as I know, both my sister and I have contemplated suicide. My sister has been abused physically by people outside of our family and I've been abused verbally. My past is so emotionally dark and troubling that I never talk about it because of the shame...
706 I can
I can't tell my lover I love him. It's just too hard. Today, he showed a sign that he wants to love my enemy. I started asking him why he wanted to be with her. He said he tried to make me jealous. I felt like kissing him, but instead, I'm going to make him jealous.
707 free
Lord I come to you right now completely fed up and burnt out. I am a single 23 yr old female and for most of my life I have been I have been addicted to pornography and masturbation. I know that this has hindered my walk with you and gotten in the way of the the times that you have wanted to use me....
708 Sexual Deviant
I have been struggling with pornography ever since i was in high school...ever since then..it has escalated to extreme hardcore porn. I have watched so many fetish movies and am really interested in watching bondage, female domination, and foot worship. I really need help. I am also a voyeur and I masturbate...
709 Help Now
About once a year I get the urge to watch porn then it leads to masturbation then depression and guilt. I need help!
710 My drug addiction is out of my control
My use of prescription drugs is running my life. I can't control how many I take and don't want to live when I don't have any. Suicidal thoughts are strongly with me today. I've even researched suicide on the Internet. Please pray for me to find deliverance from these devils and let me live a life...
711 Pleading for prayer
I am a 44 year old man that has struggled with sexual addiction since I was about 10. I found some porn my father had and a friend of mine showed me his fathers stash of porn. At 14 I gave my life to Christ but still struggled with the desires of teen life. I love the Lord allot, but am ashamed to come...
712 stuck
I lied to god and my family when I said that I would love her till death do us part.I hate being married to her.I've all ways wanted to be married with a family.I cant stand her and my son is the only reason to stay.She feels the same about me,what should we do oh lord,what should we do????
713 Infidelity to Fiancee
Last week I got drunk and had a on night stand with a woman who I met at a bar. I didn't even know her name. I am engaged to marry a wonderful woman, and the guilt and sorrow over what I did has made me physically ill. I have also been 'the other man' three times, twice with married women and once with...
714 webcam porn
i have looked at porn from a young age when a friend found his dad's porn mags.when i could got on the internet i started looking at pictures than stated to chatting to girls sexually.this continued to when i got a cam,i would expose myself to girls. i than found cam sites that I would talk to girls...
715 slacker, pesimist
i am so lazy i don't what to do sometimes with my life. everything that i planed to do is often never done. i always stop in the middle of everything that i do. i am very scared without any cause when faced to a new situation. i tend to avoid tasks and responsibilities because my uncontrollable fear,...
716 Ashamed and Guilty
I feel sick and ashamed of myself. I got involved in drugs, pornography and increased masturbation in college. Although the drugs stopped after college the porn continued on and off and led me to feelings of incest and acts of voyeurism with my mother. I have also struggled with deep feelings of insecurity,...
717 Wash Me White As Snow
This week, I participated again in all the office gossip and all of the office complaining. I was of this world not above it. I gossiped about church issues and didn't pray for those involved. I was angry with Matthew and started a fight with him for no reason--except to give me a chance to let...
718 im a failure to myself
im 15 and i feel horrible about the sexual things i've done. Last summer my exgirlfriend and I were very sexual. We would hook up in private most of the time, but many times we also did this in public. I enjoyed this most of the time but at the end of the day i felt dirty. I couldn't look at myself in...
719 Hypocrite
I am in my 20s and I work in youth ministry. The youth students are ages 12-18, and I confess some of the girls are objects of lust to me. It has frequently led to masturbation while fantasizing about them. This kills me inside because I'm such a hypocrite. I feel guilty when I'm teaching God's word...
720 Just a mom
Im a alcoholic.Im a single mom.My children are my blessings.I have been through detox,and I went right back to whiskey.I have a very blessed life, I would give anything for one day without this lie I have believed for so long.I can drink infront of anyone and they dont see it. But I feel it, and my life...
721 porn
I got addicted to porn when young looking at magazines at my aunts place. Then I got a computer and internet and spent so much parents money on porn once. I stopped spending on it but got addicted to free porn for years. I thought marriage would solve it but it only decreased its occurence. I though...
722 Lord forgive me for I have sinned
Lord please forgive me for I have sinned. I have been addicted to pornography and masturbation since the age of 15, I will turn 46 next week. The addiction started with me reading Playboy and Hustler magazines, that belonged to my dad, then progressed to watching porn videos. It has now progressed to...
723 Cheating Ex BF
I am 14 and my first boyfriend i ever had cheated on me and i feel lonely and sometimes i think that it is my fault..i know i shouldn't but its weird i just can't help it. I am a christian and i have been confirmed even though i have a good walk with The Lord i can't seem to stop watching porn and masterbating....
724 im a cheater and had sex
im a bible college student who was in relationship for 3 and half years. at the start of it i slept with another girl, a friend... we confessed it to God but didnt to my girlfriend. we planned to get married, but i ended our relationship.... last year. Its only just come out tht i cheated on her and...
725 My Life Is a Fraud
Everyone likes me. I have lots of friends. I'm the life of every party. I attend a top 10 grad school. People always tell me how cute I am, but no one knows the real me. I like porn, like alot, as much as any man and masterbate several times a week. I've had not two abortions. The first one wasn't...
726 Trying To Love More
I have not loved enough this week. I haven't shown enough love to my co-workers, to Matthew, to people at church, to friends, to strangers. I've been selfish and I've let anger, greed, selfishness, and pettiness control me. I haven't focused enough on God--or trusted God enough. I've believed...
727 Lesbian Lust
My husband found comfort in another woman by choosing her coversation rather than mine. I felt horrible and he had little remorse. So I decided to get him back... the only person who cared enough to listen was another woman. In text messages, one day we somehow got on the idea of "liking" each other....
728 Frustrated man
I am a 39 yr happily married man and an associate pastor in the pentacostal church. I have been addicted to masterbation for years. It has grown since then and includes porn, of men, at times. I'm extremly ashamed and strongly desire for this to stop. I have told my wife about this struggle but not...
729 Stumbled
Today I stumbled again on the journey out of addiction to pornography. In moments of weakness I allowed myself to watch a few short video clips on the internet. The guilt was so overwhelming and I new it would be, yet I caved in. Afterwards, while praying for forgiveness, I felt God tell me that even...
730 My Confession
I survived a horrible domestic violence marriage. Now other sick memories have surfaced (some 40 years later). I was molested as a child. I'm not sure why these memories have surfaced now, but I am just sick about them. The first memory I have involves a sleepover at a friend's house - I was about...
731 lust
as i wright this ive just watched porn and masterbated im ashamed because i promised the lord i would not do it again but i have and i feel such gilt and i dont know what to do i love the lord and dont want to hurt ...
732 porn is driving me crazy
I started watching porn when I was 12 years old. It has only increased since then. I hate it and sadly can't get enough of it either. I want to stop but can't. I'm afraid because now it's not as exciting, and I'm craving more. Please pray for me, porn has such a strong hold on me. It's embarrassing and...
733 guilt
One of my bests friends is pregnant.. she always said she would never abort.. but now she sees how hard it is for a teen to work and study w/out the help of her babys dad. everyone keeps telling her to abort.. i feel SO BAD because I AM a christian and i know abortion is a sin.. but i can't help but...
734 hate
i hate my father! i wish he was dead!
735 all alone
Everyone I have ever known in my life has abandoned me. though i have friends, none of them are close to me. i have no one in my life who is capable of understanding or even listening to the way i feel. my depression consumes me. it has become my identity. there is no one to turn to. I honestly believe...
736 I think im a compulsive liar
Im 23 years old and I lie to everyone about almost everything. I lie about little things like what i ate for breakfast, if i had a soda, going to the store, etc. I never do it to hurt anyone, its almost like it comes naturally. I remember lying in the 5th grade about where i was born, i remember lying...
737 I need help and prayer.
I am a member of a religious organization. I have been a member for 15 years. My confession is I am addicted to TV and internet poro. I know it is wrong. But I find myself going back to porn constantly. I recently purchased some adult dvd's. But I made a decision to disgard them. I am trying to break...
738 Confession 1-24-09
I didn't love. I thought mean thoughts about people and didn't consider everyone to be beloved brothers and sisters in Christ. I was selfish and didn't show Matthew the love that he deserved. I was rude to him and I took him for granted. I gossiped about other people at work and got myself caught...
739 Lost
I don't know what I want to do with my life. I started out college knowing exactly what I wanted, but now it feels like I just hit a wall and suddenly I want to change everything around. The problem is, I don't know what to change too.
740 What am i doing!?
I have been masterbaiting for 3 years and i always lie to god promising that i will stop yet i can't. Im too scared and embarrised to tell me parents and yet i have been seeking help online but there r no good anwsers. I really need help bad because every time i can't stop i feel sick and ugly of myself...
741 MB
I have been masterbaiting for some time and i need help to stop. I feel uncomfortable telling my parents, i need someone to tell me without my parents knowing.
742 Confession
I guess I need to confess that I still harbor a resentment against my mother and need to be willing to forgive and stop ruminating on the injuries. it's like i am addicted to anger. also, I confess these lesbian tendencies even though I am a Christian. and I wonder if I am lazy and slothful, and...
743 confussed
i am always confussed when i want to do something new
744 Porn and Masturbation Addiction
I must admit I;ve never thought I would be addicted to something like this, but like many others I am, I've tried and tried again to stop, but It seems like the more I put my foot forward to stop, the more I indulge in this unGodly behavior, I reaaly wished I've never layed eyes on porn of any kind,...
745 I'm In love
I'm in love with this girl . She is amazing and love her so much. I love you Nicole
746 work at a church
I am a personal assistant at a church. I struggle with snooping, sex and anger. I struggle with porn whenever i am sad and hurting. My ex and I are still involved sexually. He has been behind my back sleeping and be involved with someone else. I am so paranoid about what he is still doing to me that...
747 I hate myself
I hate myself and worse than that I hate being hispanic more than anything else in this world. I hate bieng hispanic so much that I want to kill myself for that reason along with everything else that comes with self hate. I Hate Being Hispanic and I would rather die then live the rest of my life in this...
748 I Love my Mother, But...
I love my mom but every day I make efforts not to become like her. She let herself go and became a fat, badly dressed, bitter and manipulative woman who would say harsh things and spank for almost anything. I am married with two beautiful children now....I am scared to death to become her. I want...
749 What's left of me?
I was happily dating a guy whom I was very crazy about, and all of a sudden a new older guy showed up. Before I knew it, I liked talking to him more than I did with my own boyfriend. So finally I broke up with him. Months later and I'm still single. However, the guy and I still flirt. I've been told...
750 HELP ME!!!!!!!!!!!!
I was first exposed to pornography at age 10 and i am currently 15. REcently i have been having bisexual tendecies. To make things worse my mother is an evangelist, and her sister is a prophetess and thier brother-in-law is the pastor at our church. I have become addiceted to homosexual pornography...
751 Sick of Lust controlling my Life!
I have hurt myself, strangers, friends, my children and my wife thur my self centered belief that my sexual actions are my concern only. I have stumbled thru life and somehow have come across a woman (my wife Julie) that is a true example of Gods love for his people. I confess now that I can not heal...
752 married girl who feel for another girl
i am married . apparently only self absorbed if i try to even profess my love for anyone it will be jaded for the following reasons, i have been in an affair with another women, ..i am not gay, (i cant be) i just know i did what i did , and am still doing it.
753 HELP ME!!
Im 30 yrs old and i have a major problem with lust and masturbation. I have been doing this for so long. I WANT TO STOP and a part of me does not want to. I love my sin and when it's tempting me I cannot resist it. Help me PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE
754 i will never know now
over a year ago i slept with someone for the first time. i fell in love with him and he left. he never knew how i felt and never tried to tell him because i was pretty sure he wouldn't feel the same. i pretended like he died, then he called me last month and started to talk about that night and me....
755 I can't get over this one.
When I was in my early '20s, I abandoned two cats. They had done nothing to deserve it. I drove them to a strange neighborhood and dropped them off. I have volunteered time and goods to shelters to try to atone for this and it doesn't help. I have three cats now and I try to do what is best for them,...
756 Talking About Christmas
Pastor,I See Nothing Wrong With Christmas To Me,Christmas Is A Time ,Not Just To Give To Others,In A Way,To.But To Spend Time With Your Family,Relitives,Neibors,&,Friends.As Much So,As We Care For Others In A Way,In That Way,To.And If I Did Something,Really,Really,Wrong.I Would Go To Bed,MAD That Night.But...
757 A life ruined
I had an abortion before I was married. Never felt guilt or shame. Then I suffered from miscarriages. As a married woman, I got pregnant. My husband informed me he did not want this child. The end resulted in an abortion & now I am childless & resentful of my husband & living in regret, guilt & shame...
758 why me
I blamed my sister for evrything
759 Steal, Lie
I stole from my employer a long time ago.(20 years ago) I am working on trying to pay them back. They do not know that I stole from them. I have sent some money to them anonymously. During this time period, I broke up with my boyfriend (broke his heart actually) and still feel horrible about this....
760 Can't quit porn
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761 Masturbation
I am aticted to masturbating and porn and need to stop but im so spiritualy confused right now i can't find the roght path please pray for me.
762 Again
I have been paying to have sex with different women in my area.
763 porn addiction
I am addicted to internet porn and the more I study the Bible, the harder it has become to stop. I know that God is doing something, but I can't stop the addiction even though I hate it and it is destroying my life. I am in my 30s, married, with 2 kids... when I was young, I had a friend sexually do...
764 one month
My husband and I were only together for one month before we got married. He made me feel special and loved, something no man had ever been capable of doing. I love him with all of my heart, but I regret alot of haste decisions. I know in my heart that this marriage is wrong, but I couldn't ever leave...
765 addicted to sex?
I'm seeing a guy I really like and when I'm with him, I really care about him. However, he's quite emotionally distant, so our relationship is not going the way I would like it too. And then there is the other guy, whom I met much earlier and we've been friends for a while. He is in a relationship...
766 Bonds Broken, Unwilling to Leave...
I am living alone right now, and have recently got into the habit of viewing soft porn on the internet. I want to get this into the open and stop it now, before it gets worse and affects others. I hate that I do it, but even though the spirit is willing to give it up, the flesh is weak. I need the Lord's...
767 ... I just gotta get away
Gotta get away from it all, I seem to find nothing but bad luck here at home when it comes to relationships. Found this okay girl who after bothering me, I gave in and started going out w/her and while my sisters believe she's just her, my friends think shes fake and trying to use me, not sure what...
768 Sinned, want forgiveness.
I recently got married to my love, my sweetheart. The woman that i love and that i am going to spend the rest of my life with. I am 20 years old, young for marriage, but my heart has been taken. I made a mistake, we had a very rough patch at the end of 2008 and i sinned. My Wife lost her father this...
769 praying that this is the road to freedom
I am addicted to internet pornography - hardcore stuff, gay, lesbian etc. I masturbate whilst watching. I am disgusted with myself, I feel shame, I feel guilt, I feel repulsed. But I cant stop it. I'm well and truly addicted. I am a christian - and above all I want my relationship with Christ to move...
770 Oh Lord, set me free from...
I am a single man serving the church as a youth pastor. Sometimes I struggle with porn. I look at porn a couple of times per year. Every time I view, it ruins my spiritual life. In addition, I have been struggling with masturbation for last two months. This is the first time I really get into it for...
771 sorry, again, forgive me
I fell in masturbation and I feell dirty, forgive me please Jesus
772 Doubting my love
I am starting to doubt that I love my husband as much as i used to. Why? He continually accuses me of wanting other men. Maybe i should look. He is accusing me of it any way. If he doesn't straiten up, I'm going to leave him.
773 confused pastor
I have a habit of drinki almost every night. I smoke ciggaretes secretely as well. I've been praying to God to remove these "thorns" for years and I'm beggining to lose my faith in him and in my calling.
774 His Forgiving Love is without end
Lord am so sorry for all atrocities I have committed against you and myself, I have gotten to the lowest level in my spiritual journey, My sexual relationship though I promised you I will live purely a decent life. God give me the grace to be faithful to and to my partner. God my Father I know u re loving...
775 NO Room for a BREAKDOWN
I have so much anger inside for my mother. I lost my home last year which was devistating to me. She encouraged me to move in with her and my father instead of getting an affordable apartment. After all the expense of moving and trying to get re-established in a poor ecomony, my mother has put me and...
776 Masturbation
I'm suffering from Masturbation since 8 years, and I'm trying so much to stop it, but then I do it again. Before I do it, it feels good, then I do it, it feels good, but then I've done it, and than it feels very bad, I feel very depressedn and like a sinner. This is really terrible.
777 ?
I hate what this world has become
778 broken heart
My heart is broken beyond repair ~_~
779 I love eating, but i hate the result.
I'm a 14 year old girl, 110 lbs. I love to eat, but i hate gaining weight. I eat so much in front of my friends and they wonder why i don't gain any weight. The truth is, i throw it up. I hate the feeling of having food in my stomach. I was anorexic for a while, but I just couldn't keep up with the whole...
780 What Do I Do
I met this guy last year. He liked me a lot, but at that time I didn't like him that much. But now I like him a lot. I told him my feelings and he said that he likes me as well. He is out of the country and will be back on Jan 22. But the problem is that he is a senior in college and I am a freshman....
781 Needing hope
I just recently realize that I am addicted to porn and masturbation. Its ruining my life with my wife and kids. I havn't been able to see them for two days and its tearing me apart. I've sinned against them and God in the worst way. I never physically cheated on her but I feel like I have mentally....
782 Anything and everything i ever done that was not good.
A serious confession. I have in the past done some bad things and as i get older i think about the people known or unknown that these actions directly or indirectly had on them. Overall it would have been negative. I think about them most days and wish i could take them all back but i cannot. I...
783 Happy Secret
I am in love, not just a fling, not just lust but full blown in love. But I am also very scared that he is not in love with me so... I opened an facebook page with the picture of a very pretty boy.... I started to flirt with myself in hope he will get jalous and finaly make a move... ... Well...
784 Lord Forgive me
Lord forgive me for i have sinned once again. I keep praying that I can overcome my addiction to masterbation and porn. I came by some sites accidently and it turned into my darkest secret. I feel that this is keeping me from you and i don't know what to do to stop. Everytime I try I find myself disappointing...
785 Cyclical sin
I have been brought up in a Christian home, and even went to bible college. However, I can't seem to shake sexual sin. If I seem to overcome pornography and masturbation, sinning with my girlfriend (now fincee) sexually seems to take it's place. If my fincee and I are doing well with purity, I seem...
786 why i masturbate
it all started wen i was 13 at a friends house. he always was interested in masturbating and even wanted all of us too also. so we did. that night i returned home and did so but this time i finished. nut i didnt know i would be starting an addiction that i could have until i'm 80 years old. i'm 18 and...
787 Struggle with SSA and gay porn
Since I was young I struggled with same sex attraction. At some point as a little boy I stumbled upon nude photographs of men on the internet and that only solidified my attraction to men. Despite my SSA issue, I got married last year (2007). Being best friends with my wife for a few years prior...
788 HYPOCRISY
I am a liar, cheat, an adulterer, gossip, slanderer, I act hypocritically. I have committed fornication and now adultery with a ten year old girl. I beg you Lord to forgive me. I cannot face the congregation with this shame. I steal. Yet I am born again. I am bedeviled by masturbation and lust. Dear...
789 Adult life wasted
I was born into a Christian home and accepted Christ at age 7. I loved my church friends and school friends. At about age 13, our church had a falling out and we quit going. At age 16, I started smoking, drinking and doing drugs. I am now 48 and have not had a period of sobriety longer than 6 months...
790 wife into occult
I can not believe this what my life has become.Afew months ago,some friends gave us aouija board,and we started fooling around with it.It seemed harmless at first.Then we started to do it every day.Then we started asking it who we could have sex with.It said the couple who gave us the ouija board.we...
791 Truly feeling Romans 7:21-23(the msg)
I am a college student who is VERY active in my church. I grew up in the church and have been going ever since I was 5yr old. I attend EVERY Wednesday night & Sunday for Bible Study & Worship. I even help out on Sunday morning's with serving communion, greeting, usher, and even children's church. But...
792 Putting myself in debt!
When I was younger I made poor financial decisions. I don't think I knew how wrong it was and why I shouldn't of been thinking like I was. (Now I know!!) Image!!!. I've had people in my life who have treated me so crappy. And I figured if no one was gonna care for me I might as well. Now everyday is...
793 Need to regain my honor.
I have let pornography and fornication be my god for over a decade while at the same time claiming to be a Christian. I am so ashamed and absolutely despise myself. I believe that integrity and honor are the most important aspects of a man's life and I have none. I desire to stand up for what is right...
794 Addicted to literary porn
Hello. I'm a 22yo male seminary student who is addicted to literary porn. I also struggle with masturbation sometimes. Please pray that God would break the bond that I have to these things so that I can become more focused on Him
795 So Alone
I have such a nice life.. Nice family, friends, house, nice school.. But I feel so depressed and alone.. I don't know why..
796 3 long years..
We broke up almost 3 years ago. He's a womanizer and he has hurt me so much. But I still can't get over him. I've thought about him almost everyday since and I get jealous of anyone near him. Very occasionally when he's drunk, alone and jealous he will tell me that he still likes me too. I can't bring...
797 Will this ever happen
the only thing keeping me alive is the hope of finding passionate romantic love
798 Im so scared
i wish i had the power to go back in time so i didnt give my virginity to you now im scared that i have an std
799 hi
Over ten years ago I had my first pepsi. I like the taste. So the next I took a break I had another one. It started to affect my stomach but I was convinced that the pepsi made me feel better. Before you know it I started to drink one evrery day. I am addicted and I think I can not live a day without...
800 I am so sorry
Lord forgive me. Forgive me for the wrong things I have done. Forgive me for having sex - even though I am not married. Now I might be pregnant; I guess I deserve it. I am sorry Lord for going against your commandments. I know that I have done wrong and I am here asking for forgiveness. You have been...
801 cruel love
I want to marry a man who has a girlfriend and a child ~_~. Love is cruel to me always. I want him. He should have told me no in the begining!
802 Abusive sister
I have let myself be verbally abused, mentally blackmailed, spoken bad about to my friends, all in the name of religion and teachers. Oh God, Oh God help them relise what they made me do. WHat king of mental anguish I had to pass through. And it all for helping the victim. What kind of persons they are....
803 Haha.
My parents control everything in my life. They shouldn't I'm a good kid... I don't do anything illegal, no drugs, no boys, no broken curfew, awesome marks... nothing! Yet, they constantly tell me I can't do something (like go to a friends house) just to see me cry and get upset. Their reasoning for not...
804 Am I Allowed?
I always caught him giving my body disapproving looks. I wasn't even chubby! But still, I hated the way he looked at me, it made me feel gross. So I stopped eating. And it made me feel better when he touched me. About 2 months later, everyone started noticing and commenting on my "disorder". He claims...
805 Love Or Something Like It
I thought I was in love with you. But I never forgot my first love, the sweetest man I'd ever been with. Or my second love, the most arrogant, rude, perverse man I ever fell for. A woman can't have that many loves, so I can't possibly love you, right?
806 in love
I really like someone and I can't stop thinking about him. I think about him every day. many times a day. I am a single christian and so is he. but I am afraid.... to be hurt again.
807 Doing what's wrong
I love Jesus, and I fail him all the time. I smoke weed at least once a month. After each time, I swear to myself that I will not smoke again, yet somehow I break my promise. I feel like I am destroying my relationship with my girlfriends since I have kept this secret from her. I pray that I can stop....
808 I'm in love with..
I'm in love with the person who raped me..
809 being stalked
uhh, I think I'm being stalked What does it mean when a 800 # bill collector calls and asks for your son like this: me: hello Her: May I speak to "name" Me: May I ask who's calling Her: BcR Me: Vcr? Her: Bcr! Who am I speaking with!?! Me: Just a minute Go tell my son about the call and...
810 i haven
i haven got over you even if i try i can't forget you and that hurts.. because it's so rong for me to love you. I have a boyfriend and you have a girlfriend... but still i say to my self that your not the one but seems like i don't get that. help me please forget a love that wasn't meant to happen but...
811 sex
i had sex and the condom broke, I cant afford a child right now, pray that gods will be done.
812 Please pray for me
I never thought I would end up asking for prayer for this, especially since I've grown up in a Christian family but I think I'm pregnant.I usually plan out when my next period is going to be & I've missed the due date.If I am pregnant I don't know what I'm going to do! I'm still in school and I already...
813 I can't tell her
A friend of mine has a boyfriend. He's cheated on her with at least two different girls. One being his ex, the other being my ex. I've known about both for a while, but didn't want to get involved in other people's drama. I knew that she wouldn't have trusted my opinion at that point of time and I would...
814 My Christmas present
I'm praying for my old maintenance guy to be my Christmas present for the seventh year of praying :(. I'd like him to be the Santa Claus that kisses mommy under the mistletoe this year and every year there after. Even though he may deserve a lump of coal instead ~_~.
815 Daydreams
I daydream about sexual activity. I do it to the point that i'm disgusted by myself. I've tried to give it up several times, but it never seems to work. I go for weeks without doing it, but then it pops up again. I know God forgives me, but i'm tired of breaking his heart. I want to stop. Please pray...
816 Loving a guy who is 41 yrs older
im almost 18, hv been with a guy who is married and tht much older than me for 2 years, i dunt knw how to give him up. he gives me all the love an support i lack...
817 My Dirt Little Secret
I have struggled with porn and masturbation since my childhood. I actually confessed to my wife and even got professional counseling, but now I have started all over again. I don't want to tell my wife because I don't want to drag her thru this again. Dear heavenly Father please heal me and help me...
818 my cheating heart
This past year has been a difficult one in my marriage. I have fallen away from my practice of my faith--I keep coming back, and then back sliding; I have a problem with porn--and I don't view it online--but I have my own pix; and have physically cheated on my spouse twice in a 10 month period. But,...
819 Pornography and Masterbation
I for the past couple of years have dealt with an addiction to pornography and masterbation. I used to use masterbation to relieve the stress from a long day, causing it become a normal part of my day. Since giving my life to God this temptation has been the one thing that I have felt separate me from...
820 Stop porn = start pray
Dear God. You know me so well. All my personal problems, and all my dreams about getting your name lifted high here in Denmark. You see that every time we are most close I fall and watch pornography on the internet... Plz.. Send people to pray for me and please God heal my mental injury... I'm despreate...
821 Pastor wants to quit
I have only been a youth pastor for 6 months and I already want to quit. I am tired of my life being scrutinized for every little detail. There is no excuse I can give. I have the degree and I have the ability, I just am truly hating the little things of this job. I love being with my students, praying...
822 Back again
Lord forgive me for I have sinned again. I remember telling you that I was going to stop but I just can't. Lord I pray that you will have mercy on me. I need your help to fight this demon, to fight this temptation. I once again was watching porn and masterbating. Please God don't give up on me. Lord...
823 my heart in prison
My heart feels like It's been sentenced to a life of imprisonment without the guy i love in my life anymore. I miss him everyday of my life and it does not seem fair. All the time I feel like dying but i don't want to die. So I live...in hurtful misery. Every year around this time I wish and pray for...
824 Good Girl
I am 18 years old. Everyone knows me as the "good girl" because of the involvement i pursue at my church.They look up to me and show thier love for me everyday. What they dont know is that i watch porn and masturbate at least 2-3 times a month. I have never talked to anyone about my secret because i...
825 A Preacher
I'm a preacher who smokes weed, drinks occasionally and has cheated on my wife several times. I am very sorrowful and regretful of all my ways but I have struggles that I can't talk to anyone about.
826 i love her
im seeing someone the same gender as me and its really good but i cant help feeling its wrong even though i love her very much.
827 SECRET
I was molested as a child by a priest at our church. I've had to live with this baggage hanging over my head for over 20 years; everyday I want to kill myself for what he did.
828 my addiction
Hi, im 21 and an active church member and youth pastor in australia. I love life and know God has amazing plans for me but I have struggled with porn and masturbation, lust, for 8 or 9 years, and its the one thing I havn't let go of. Sometimes I feel like I dont know how to just let go, how to stay...
829 sneaky way to get to porn and masturbation
It has taken me a awhile to admit I have a problem with pornograpy and masturbation I was addicted to pornography from the age of 12-19 I got saved at 19 and did not watch porn for about three years but in the midst of those three years there still were images, and thoughts, and feelings. I watched...
830 I
I have been addicted to porn since I can remember now and I'm only 30 yrs old. It has been something that I have compartimentalized in my life. I have become the ones