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1 I will never heal
We fell in love on our very first date, and never spent a day apart after. I was never so happy in my life. We got pregnant 5 months into our fairytale relationship and were so happy at first.. we announced it to our families and celebrated. Reality set in soon after and we got scared and felt completely...
2 need the forgive
I commited an abortion, lie, had sex with men, steal,and comulgue without being able to do it a lot of people used me, and i suffer a lot. Already go in in a process of change, in my life. But need to confess me thanks
3 A Life Wasted
I was messing around with a married man, got pregnant and had an abortion.....The only people that know are me and my sister.
4 Still Hurting- 10 Years later
I had an abortion 10 years ago. I still feel remorse, hurt, weak and stupid because of it. I can't talk about it with anyone. My husband cant deal with it. I am always unhappy. I don't want my children to have an unhappy Mom.
5 What to do?
I am a single. It's over a month now since I slept with a divorced woman who has 2 children. She became pregnant. Now she wants to abort the baby. Everything got so complicated that I dont know where to start. I don't know how my friends (including my family and church) will react to this. Please advice...
6 I´m pregnant with my teacher
I´m in college and had sex with one of my teachers for about two months. Yesterday I found out that I´m pregnant. I´m going to have an abortion and no one will know, but I´m still very scared. I can´t sleep and I feel like crying all day long. I wish I had never done it
7 My Life Is a Fraud
Everyone likes me. I have lots of friends. I'm the life of every party. I attend a top 10 grad school. People always tell me how cute I am, but no one knows the real me. I like porn, like alot, as much as any man and masterbate several times a week. I've had not two abortions. The first one wasn't...
8 guilt
One of my bests friends is pregnant.. she always said she would never abort.. but now she sees how hard it is for a teen to work and study w/out the help of her babys dad. everyone keeps telling her to abort.. i feel SO BAD because I AM a christian and i know abortion is a sin.. but i can't help but...
9 A life ruined
I had an abortion before I was married. Never felt guilt or shame. Then I suffered from miscarriages. As a married woman, I got pregnant. My husband informed me he did not want this child. The end resulted in an abortion & now I am childless & resentful of my husband & living in regret, guilt & shame...
10 How can God want me?
I'm 57. I was born when my parents were 45, 18 years after my sister. She'd moved out and my mother was also going to leave my alcoholic, unfaithful, abusive father...but then there was me. I've heard that my father raped her, or she had an affair, or that he tried to get her to have an abortion. Whatever...they...
11 so many sins
I've committed so many terrible sins which I am sorry for. I lost my virginity at 12, and between that age and 24, I had about 50 partners. I had 2 abortions, which both times my mother encouraged me. I can't believe I did that- it was so evil. I am no married and I have 2 children. I also worked as...
12 finally confess anyway...
sexual dirty, abortion, arrogance, lying life...
13 Damaged Student
I dated my unmarried Professor and found out that I was pregnant two months into the relationship. I was really hoping at the time that he would provide me with some form of support and reassurance that we could both pull through this together. Instead he would say that "no one could force him to be...
14 Blamed God for my decision
My deepest desire in life is to be married with a family. When God sent my current boyfriend into my life, I thought it was meant to be and jumped into the relationship with both feet. Because his father is a pastor, we knew better than to live together, but we did/do. Once, I suspected I was pregnant...
15 Self Loathing
I binge on food over and over and over again..gaining weight constantly. I can't stop myself and deep down know its because I feel like I don't deserve to look in a mirror, or even live for that matter. I have had 2 abortions (one when I was 18, one when I was 25) I hate myself so much and now fear...
16 Love Lost Long Ago
I lost my one true love over 30 years ago...I got pregant at 18 and had an abortion because I thought at the time that it was the correct thing to do....I became so depressed and upset and I Pushed Him Away. I was too proud or stupid to understand that I was just depressed and I lost him. I have been...
17 Enormous REGRET
27 years ago I had an abortion. I didn't want to do it but was pressured into the choice. But I could & should have said no. I can't blame anyone but myself. I have begged God's forgiveness & believe it was given but I can't forgive myself. How am I going to face this soul in heaven and explain what...
18 guilty
i am a woman that has had 3 abortions and i hate the fact that I did that to my unborn chidren, to my living children. each time a part of my soul leaves me. no matter what i will never do this again...under no circumstance and i pray that god will forgive and does not hate me for this. the pain runs...
19 Terrible secret
I had an abortion at 22...I was raped, but it was by a man I had been dating, so I felt like I really couldn't call it rape and tell anyone. It was the worst decision I have ever made. I felt like I was in a fog and had no one to talk to. I grew up in a very faith-filled home and wondered how could I...
20 Lost what they most wanted
I want to tell good that one year ago I had a relationship with my ex-boyfriend and after 3 months became pregnant by .. Was the first time I loved someone and know that when I was pregnant I wanted to have this baby and the family was against abortion and what .. I had moral support ... came back and...
21 forgive
I had an abortion 2 times from my former lover, I really did not know what to, I was very scared, I was only 18. *This post has been translated
22 I was 18 weeks pregant
I was 14 when I frist had sex and became pregannt right away I hid my pregancy because i knew my family would want me to get an abortion my mom found out about it and encourages me to get an abortion. i didn't want to but i agreed of my won free will. I am so sorry! I think about it all the time and...
23 Just say you are sorry
I told someone an awful secret about me and one of my superiors. This person lost everything after that, job, position, benefits, etc.I feel bad and I shouldnt because this man lied, deceived and used me and a lot of other people. All I ever wanted from him was an apology. I had an abortion because...
24 Forgiveness for Abortion
When I was 22 years old, I lost my virginity and ended up, pregnant. I chose to do the right thing, I felt at the time and have an abortion. I didnt have sex until 4 years later. I met someone who told me everything I wanted to hear, I thought the relationship was going places. I got pregnant once...
25 Where do I go from here?
I am 18 years old and a freshman in college. I was raped by my stepdad when i was 15 and i got pregnant. My mom and him encouraged me to get an abortion and thinking it was what was best i did it. I have never felt such guilt or shame in my life. After the abortion i felt hopeless, worthless and i desired...
26 In love with him
There's this guy that I am completely in love with. He is engaged and when I found out he had cheated on her (and told her) I was happy that they broke up. Well, that never killed the relationship, and they just got pregnant and are happy as can be. Up until recently when she lost the baby. It's...
27 sinner comes clean
I had an abortion, I like porn, and I only ever believed in God when it worked for me
28 Abortion
I'm Getting a Abortion. I feel so guilty, but I don't think I'd be able to tell my kid his father raped me. I only hope God will understand.
29 Please forgive my sins.
Last year, i had an abortion, my partner did not want a baby, so i done it to sae our relationship. i regretted it the moment i done it and suffered depression afterwards. I fell pregnant again recently, and had an abortion. I have no family, no friends and no one to talk to. My heart is broken and...
30 Abortions
In my 20's I had 4 abortions. I have never told anyone. The first pregnancy happened when I was on the pill, but the other 3 happened because I was to shy to tell the guys I was sleeping with that I wasn't on the pill. This secret has been like a black spot on my sould for almost 15 years. I am married...
31 I am the reason CHEERLEADERS are known as SLUTS!
I am 18 years old. I am a cheerleader, make straight A's, attend church EVERY sunday with my family, and am known as the teacher's pet. The past year and a half I have fallen completely apart. I dated a gorgeous guy for 3 years who i cheated on twice. We broke up and i started drinking and partying....
32 Done it all
Reading though these posts I am ashamed to say that I have done most of the things that others are ashamed of also. I have gotten an abortion, abused others physically and mentally, lied, cheated, fornicated, did drugs, smoked, drank alcohol excessively, been selfish and any other things you could think...
33 Abortion
I have had two abortions in my lifetime. One at 17 & another at 21. I beg God to forgive me every single day. I am ashamed & remorsefull. Today I have two beautiful children and I often wonder why God has blessed me so much when I know that I don't deserve it.
34 Addicted, Confused
Sexually abused as a child I grew up sexually promiscuous,paid for a girlfriends abortion, and later addicted to pornography. I've got two wonderful kids now and after being caught with porn by my wife I've been able to receive her forgivness and confess to my parents and siblings. My wife has fallen...
35 Why does the church make people hate?
I love Jesus but I hate the church. The fact that fundamental christianity has turned church into a place for hate and judgement makes me sick. Jesus said "Let he among us without sin be the first to condemn". No one is perfect. Yes, I believe that things such as Abortion and Homosexuality are wrong....
36 Abortion
When I was 15 years old I got pregnant. I did not know what to do. I was so afraid. I wrote a letter to my best friend and left it for my Mom to mail for me. She sensed something was wrong with me and something was going on so she decided to open it and read it before mailing it. She immediately told...
37 I died that day.
I am a nanny and about to get married and yet when I found out that I was 15 weeks and 5 days pregnant I ended it and now I just want to die to stop the pain. I am suppose to act like that is our first child, NO it isn't and I hate myself for taking my little boy away from myself I would have been 18...
38 I can't forgive myself
My (now ex)fiance and I got pregnant when I was 21. We had planned the pregnancy. I loved him so much and he loved me too. I don't know why, but I had an abortion. I was scared of so many things back then, but there's no excuse for what I did. I lost the baby, and I broke the love of my life's heart....
39 abortion 16 yrs ago
i had an illegal abortion 16 years ago. i still remember the pain... i didn't regret it at all and still consider it to be the correct move. or else, i won't have the life i have now. i'm so in love with a guy now and hope one day we could get marry. when talking about having baby, i'm so afraid...
40 Facing an unwanted pregnancy
I am the mother of a 5 month old baby and i just found out that I am 10 weeks pregant again! I feel overwhelmed and I really don't want another baby and i've contemplated abortion even though i am happily married i want to focus on my career. After reading some of the confessions on this page i have...
41 Baby
I know, if I stayed pregnant right now, I would definitely have an abortion, without even thinking. My worst fear is that I'll soon actually be in that situation.
42 Grieving for my lost little one
I am a woman of God and I KNOW BETTER. Less than a year ago, I found out I was pregnant with my third child. My husband and I have two children together and they are my world. I have no excuse for doing it other than selfish disgusting reasons, but I aborted the pregnancy. I have sought peace for my...
43 Many Sins
I have hatred in my heart. I have lust in my heart. I need help to conquer the lure of porn. Lust is not something I am proud of, nor would I want my wife or daughter to know the sick extent of the porn I haved viewed. I want to be a better man than that. So much of my life has been wasted on porn,...
44 Why not confess.
I became pregnant at 17, had an abortion with the help of a friends mom. I have never confessed this to anyone and just wanted to tell somebody.
45 can't forgive myself
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46 Living with regret
December 2006 I had an abortion. My boyfriend told me that if I didn't end my pregnancy our relationship would be over. I was so afraid of losing him that I did the unthinkable and had my pregnancy terminated. Now I hold such deep resentment towards him and feel that I can never forgive him for forcing...
47 my worst mistakes
God, I hope you can forgive me. I cheated on my wife, and now we are divorced. The person I cheated with ended up pregnant, so we got an abortion. Then a few months later she was pregnant again, so we got another abortion. I can't believe I did this. I was raised in the Catholic church and always...
48 Abortion, Masturbation, Fornication
I have tried every which way I know to have a successful relationship & have always turned up alone, hurting and broken. I have had two abortions (just so he wouldn't leave me), I have fornicated & pulled the usual desparate moves. Now, I thank God I am free, healed, delivered and restored. I am writing...
49 Forgiveness
I had an abortion and it ruined our relationship. Truth is it wasn't even yours. I'm sorry ... I hope one day you will be able to forgive me and maybe then I can forgive myself.
50 I'm Sorry
I lied to you. I never had an abortion. I never cheated on you. I never thought you cheated on me. I was never abused. I was never pregnant. I made those things up, so that you would stay with me. I’m so sorry.
51 Abortion
I willingly had an abortion even though I knew it was wrong. I have had to live with this sin all these years. Please pray that the Lord will cleanse me of this sin and I can counsel others not to abort precious little babies
52 Somedays I hate myself!
I broke up the man who is now my fiancée, & I dated my close male friends, we always had a connection & we decided to try to date. While on vacation we slept together & I got pregnant. We started to have some problems & I realized I loved my now fiancée & had to be with him. I didn't know I was pregnant...
53 no more ties
1 month before getting married I found out I was pregnant. I already had children and so did he.I was entering my last year of a Master's program. I had an abortion. I never told him. Then the following year I found out I was pregnant again. I had an abortion. He still doesn't know. And we have since...
54 I hate myself.
i want 2 die so bad that i can taste it. i wish i could never wake up. i'm so ashamed and i feel that my life will never change. i've been depressed 4 as long as i can remember and i'm tired of living. i've read in the Bible that GOD will not give me more than i can bear. i can't bear this. i know i...
55 i did it again
i just had an abortion 2 wks ago & i feel like i've committed the worst sin. i don't really care if i can't have kids, it's just that i disappointed GOD in a way i never thought i would do again (had an abortion more than 10 yrs ago). the only reason i got the abortion was to get revenge b/c my boyfriend...
56 i'm disgusting.
i've tried to convince myself that i am in love with someone who is addicted to crack cocaine, but the truth is - i'm afraid 2 leave him for fear that he will hurt me more than he already has. i've disrespected and hit him thinking he will hit me back and then it will become clear 2 me 2 leave him. but...
57 I was raised a Christian. I always...
I was raised a Christian. I always known right from wrong. At the age of 19 I was having sex with my boyfriend, which I regret. I became pregnant and I had an abortion. He did not want me to keep the baby because it was going to change our future. I was really into him that I did what he wanted. I remember...
58 I dont know if I really love him...
I dont know if I really love him or if I am in love with being in love. I want to get married but he told me that he doesnt ever want that even though he says that he loves me. I am always dissapointed. I had an abortion last year and I am not over it. I feel so alone and sad and he doesnt understand....
59 Ive had a hard life.i was born...
Ive had a hard life.i was born 2 1/2 months premature.my real dad left before i was born leaving my 13 yr old mother and her one yr old son to fend for thier selves on the street. no money for abortion my mother had me the same day that my big brother died by a drive bullet. Then my mother got remarried....
60 I had an abortion. The sad thing...
I had an abortion. The sad thing about it is I don't regret it. I am not proud of myself but I really don't think I am a horrible person for it. I knew it was the right choice and it was my choice. I am glad we have a choice in life. Its not anyone else to judge me for my choices.
61 I believe that my baby would have...
I believe that my baby would have been a girl. I would have named her Alayna Lee. TELL WOMEN THAT ABORTION KILLS TWO LIVES!!!!!! I am DEAD inside.
62 I was seeing this guy back in the...
I was seeing this guy back in the spring of 1998 for a couple of months while I was married to another man.I didnt regret cheating on my husband, because he was a real jerk.I got pregnant by this guy.He wanted me to keep the baby.I got the abortion.He left me.I am no longer with my husband.Ive remarried...
63 I don't where to began, I have...
I don't where to began, I have been with my husband for 14 years. He has cheated on me over and over again. When my daughter was born the first two years were perfected it seemed. The truth is that he really neglected my daughter and myself. One of my closest friends and I had began an emotionally relationship....
64 I had an abortion when I was 15....
I had an abortion when I was 15. I was about 5 1/2 months along and I can not forgive myself for it. I pray that god is taking care of my lil baby boy/girl in heaven.
65 i had an abortion and no one knows...
i had an abortion and no one knows about it. i did it to cover up my cheating. i was not ready to let him know about my cheating ways. pray for me.....i am a people lover and wouldnt do anything to hurt my children now i just didnt put a lot of thought into how i was felling.
66 I withheld information from my...
I withheld information from my ex. We began having sex, using condoms, then he stopped wearing them and didn't withdraw. I didn't care because I had cervical scarring from an abortion (age 23) that was performed too early. My doctor said it was affecting my ability to concieve. I had been trying for...
67 long story short: pregnant at 16,...
long story short: pregnant at 16, no food no money. had child at 7 months, only developed to 5 months. she was malnutritioned and only lived 13 hours. after 2 abortions, conceived 4th time at 28 yrs old. scared to death, i ate everything in sight - gained over 100 pounds. that child is 21 years...
68 This has been so hard, I had 2...
This has been so hard, I had 2 abortions about 30 years ago, and sometimes I cry just thinking about it.I also had 2 miscarriages and I was never able to have any children. was I being punished because of the 2 abortions I had?I am so ashamed and I want God to forgive me.I am so very sorry and I wish...
69 I became a Christian 6 years ago....
I became a Christian 6 years ago. About a year after I was saved I started going out to clubs and bars again and ofcourse I was drinking. I did well keeping my intergiry for about 3 years and remained abstinent. I met my boyfrien at a bar and after 3 dates I had sex with him. I got pregnant. Everyone...
70 I am a young teenage girl and just...
I am a young teenage girl and just yesterday my moms boyfriend came over and we usually wrestle and play around like in a kidding way. But one night he came out for food and we started to wrestle but he pinned me. i thought he was going to let me up again but he didnt. he grabbed me and started to...
71 I regret not telling my husband...
I regret not telling my husband I did not want a abortion. He told me the choice was mine but I believed in order to save "us" I had to have the abortion. Minutes before we were walking out the door I had a severe anxiety attack and knew I did not want to go, yet I kept my mouth shut and went on. I regret...
72 I really don't know where to put...
I really don't know where to put this so I am putting it under hurt. Its more scared than hurt though. I found out today that the girl I have been messing around with is pregnant. The big problem though is that it could be mine, a friend of mine, or her husbands. I knew how she was when I got involved...
73 Almost 8 years ago I had an abortion.I...
Almost 8 years ago I had an abortion.I married the father of that child 3 months later.(He knew,he paid for it).God I was so stupid,I didnt want to do it.I dont even believe in abortion.Its weird how our beliefs change when we are making decisions for our life.So often I can remember the horrible noise...
74 This is hard to type... I had an...
This is hard to type... I had an abortion about 3 weeks ago.
75 I had an abortion when I was 16...
I had an abortion when I was 16 years old. I never even questioned the idea of having the child. I just knew i had to "get rid" of it. Now many many years later and a mom several times over i realize that I was so young and naive, I was so immoral and led a completly immoral life, I never questioned...
76 When I was sixteen I had an abortion.This...
When I was sixteen I had an abortion.This has haunted me all these years. I now have 3 wonderful children and i often wonder what my first child would have been like. I had no idea what joy and love a child brings to your life. I didn't know that then. All I knew was that I had to get rid of "IT" ..I...
77 Back in 1998 I had an abortion....
Back in 1998 I had an abortion. It was a anguishing decision and one that I knew was wrong. I recall praying to God about it, even though I knew I would never gain his approval for what I was about to do. At the abortion clinic, they did routine ultrasounds. The tech called the doctor in and as I was...
78 I´m 17 years old. I have a great...
I´m 17 years old. I have a great problem. Since I was 16 I´ve been sleeping with many men. Even I don´t know how many there had been. Everything started when I started going out with my friends. They flirted a lot, and I liked it, but they never got as far as I did. I just couldn´t say "NO" to anyone....
79 Of the 18 choices to confess under,...
Of the 18 choices to confess under, I could choose fully half. I must start by stating that I am saved and I know that Jesus Christ is my savior and my only hope to get into heaven. My story begins when I was eleven, I was being molested by my eye doctor, this continued on for several years. This...
80 I pray inconsistently and I do...
I pray inconsistently and I do not go to church allthough I liked church as a child. My parents never went to church and my foster father later became angry an God (and still is). I remember my life from about the age of 2. My mother was addicted to drugs, alchol, and violent relationships and my father...
81 I have a 12 yr old boy (diagnosed...
I have a 12 yr old boy (diagnosed with bipolar at age of 3) and have had 4 abortions after his birth. I also am bipolar amoung other mental illnesses. It runs in my family and as much as I want a baby (4 attempts) my bipolar kicks in and I abort. I'm 33 and my hubby of 11 yrs. and I want a baby of our...
82 My confession is I had an abortion....
My confession is I had an abortion. I was raised catholic and knew this was a grave sin. It has been eating at me for years. I know it has kept me fighting a weight problem. I hope to claim a victory by admitting this sin. Please forgive me.
83 when I was 14 I got pregnant. ...
when I was 14 I got pregnant. my mom made me give my daughter Ashley up for adoption. i thank God i hid it for 6 months or else she would have made me get an abortion. it was the hardest thing i've ever done. it took a long time to forgive my mom . i do and we are close now. i'm sure she thought that...
84 Last year I had an abortion because...
Last year I had an abortion because my boyfriend said he was not ready to be a father. I didn't want to do it but I knew I could not raise a child on my own. I am deeply ashamed and fearful that God will punish me forever for this terrible thing I did.
85 I have been with my husband for...
I have been with my husband for about 10 years, we have lived together for 4 years before we got married and have now been married almost 12 months. I never wanted kids before we got married, but afterwards, almost straight away i had an urgent desire for them. My husband always said clearly, that he...
86 Wow this has been a long time coming....
Wow this has been a long time coming. When I was 25 my girlfriend got pregnant and I told her to get an abortion because I didn't want any kids. I was also a full blown acoholic at the time. That was in 1978 so that baby would be about 28 now. Then in 1983 I got another girl pregnant and she was teacher...
87 hi i am a 47yo white single female....
hi i am a 47yo white single female. you name it, i've done it. 1. abortion x 7 2. alcoholic 3. cocaine addict 4. arrested 7 times 5. smoke pot (not all the time) 6. done ectasy, pain pills, acid, everything but heroin, and i would have done it if i came across it. i was saved in 2000. but,...
88 I have to admit I'm a little angry...
I have to admit I'm a little angry with my mother-in-law. I recently found out she had an abortion after having her 4th child; my husband. I am infertile. She got rid of a child when I can't have the one I desperately long for.
89 I don't even know which category...
I don't even know which category to pick or where to begin. I have been lying for so many years I don't even know where to begin or which sins to specifically ask forgiveness for. I pray for forgiveness of all of my sins and lies. I love God and truly believe in the power of God but I feel so disconnected...
90 Abortion is a terrible thing. All...
Abortion is a terrible thing. All I want is my baby back. I have a gut feeling that it would have been a girl, and I named her Isabelle Rose. Please pray for my tiny baby girl.
91 When I found out I was pregnant...
When I found out I was pregnant last year my entire family was very happy for me, even though I wasn't married, I wasn't even in a relationship! I didn't want a child and the thought of abortion kept crossing my mind. When the time came that the decision had to be made I chose to abort. I couldn't tell...
92 I had 2 abortions when I was young....
I had 2 abortions when I was young. I now have 3 wonderful children with my high school sweetheart and we've been together for 15 years. But these 2 abortions in my past haunt me. I wish I had made different choices. I wish I had known better. I wish....
93 I had an abortion a year ago, I...
I had an abortion a year ago, I still think about it often. I got pregnant on my 19th birthday and ended the pregnancy a month later. My boyfriend dumped me as soon as he found out, and I felt like I had no one to turn to. The horrible thing is, I was a drug addict, I knew I couldn't stay pregnant without...
94 i just turned 17 in july, and right...
i just turned 17 in july, and right after my 17th birthday, i had sex with a guy that i was "talking" to. after we had sex i knew in the back of my mind that i was pregnant, but didn't want to believe it. i found out for sure that i was pregnant 6 weeks later. i was scared, and not sure what to do, but...
95 I had an abortion and the second...
I had an abortion and the second the process was done I have regretted it and still do to this day. It has been about three years ago since my wrongful sin and I still hurt and cry about it. I have praying forgiveness plenty of times and I just don't know if it is enough. Now I am pregnant again and...
96 Years ago, my sister got pregnant...
Years ago, my sister got pregnant with her husband. At that time she was having problems with him they were close to getting a divorce. And thats when she got pregnant she was going to have an abortion because she couldn't amagine sharing a kid with hm. She had asked me for my input and even though I...
97 I had an abortion when I was 16...
I had an abortion when I was 16 and one when I was 18. I named these babies Hope and Faith and I have constant guilt and regret for what I did. I pray for God's forgiveness and I desire to see them in Heaven and ask them to forgive me.
98 I began cheating on my husband...
I began cheating on my husband about 2 years ago. I told him I had a gay guy friend at first I had no intensions on doing anything with this man I just needed attention cause my husband worked alot. I needed a friend, I am a stay at home mom and took home school so I didnt get to meet very many people....
99 I sm 27 years of age and have been...
I sm 27 years of age and have been married for 10 years now.For so long, I have been carrying a big load over my shoulders. At times like now, I look back at my life and wish my past were different. To start, at the age of 17 I was having an affair with a man who was my co-worker. I soon turned 18, and...
100 When I was 15, I got pregnant....
When I was 15, I got pregnant. I did not want to have an abortion and adoption was also out of the question. My father convinced me to have an abortion, while my mother tried to talk me out of it. I decided to go ahead with the abortion. When I got to the clinic, they were playing hot steamy romance...
101 I am always sad and depressed,...
I am always sad and depressed, always thinking suicidal thoughts. I have two wonderful, beautiful children and I love them very much, but I don't think I'm a good enough mother to them because I yell at them a lot. I love their father, but am not in love with him. I pretend for the children and it makes...
102 I've had multiple abortions
I've had multiple abortions
103 I have had two abortions. The first...
I have had two abortions. The first when I was eighteen. My boyfriend told me we had to do it. It was awful. The second abortion was two years later and was a late term abortion. I feel evil and regret these actions every day. No one can forgive this atrocity.
104 I am a christian woman and had...
I am a christian woman and had been celibate for a while, however I did use masturbation from time to time to compensate this. However I meet this guy that I thought was going to be good for me because he confessed to be a christian also, however he just wanted sex and more sex. After a month of giving...
105 Four abortions. Please forgive...
Four abortions. Please forgive me Jesus.
106 It's hard to categorize this confession.....
It's hard to categorize this confession.. Shame is the best category, I suppose. Let's sum it up - two abortions around 1994-95. I am so, so sorry I had to do that. I didn't want to hurt my family any more than what I already had, and I didn't want to shame myself any more than I already had. It gets...
107 I left home at fourteen and went...
I left home at fourteen and went to florida. I slept with so many men that I cannot even remember their names. I didn't really know any better since I was sexually abused, which is why I left home. My adopted father touched me several times and once almost raped me. Due to all of my promiscuity, I became...
108 I had an abortion a moth ago its...
I had an abortion a moth ago its somthin that i will always regret.... I always ask myself "What If"
109 Some time ago I was married to...
Some time ago I was married to a woman and she got pregnant. I wasn't happy about this and I convenced her that a abortion was the best choice for us at that time. We divorced shortly after and I regret both the convencing her and the divorce. I have been asking God to free me from this and I pray...
110 I had an abortion while I was still...
I had an abortion while I was still married to my now ex-hisband. We were separated and I was seeing someone else. I have never told anyone AT ALL what I had done, and most times when I think about it, I am truly ashamed. I feel dirty, and a sinner in God's eyes. If my family had found out, they would...
111 Two years ago my girlfriend had...
Two years ago my girlfriend had a miscarriage and I was relieved, because it was going to cost alot less than an abortion.
112 When I was in high school I dated...
When I was in high school I dated a very abusive boy. My father at home, was very verbally abusive. My dating relationship was verbal and eventually became physical. I was afraid to end the relationship,but, finally I did. After ending the relationship, the boy asked me out to dinner on the basis of...
113 I have had three abortions. I...
I have had three abortions. I did not have them because I wanted to but because if I didn't my boyfriend would leave me. Stupid yes, but please God forgive me because it has weighed on my heart over the years and I want to srtart anew.
114 I'm 38 and have been feeling guilty...
I'm 38 and have been feeling guilty for years because I had an abortion when I was about 24. Previously I had always been totally against abortion. My parents and I were both very active in a church. I didn't want my parents or me to have to be ashamed. I didn't want anyone to know that I was not...
115 I had an abortion when I got preg....
I had an abortion when I got preg. in college. I was sure my parents would be disappointed in me. I now feel like I am never going to get married or have kids and I let the 1 chance of having both slip by, due to me being selfish. I have always wanted to get married and have kids and in that...
116 My fiance' and I have been together...
My fiance' and I have been together for a year. About a month ago I found out I was pregnant. We both agreed that we couldn't keep the baby so I got an abortion. I love my fiance' and I now think the pregnancy was a blessing instead of something to be afraid of. My fiance wanted the abortion because...
117 when i was 16 i became pregnant...
when i was 16 i became pregnant and had an abortion. I didn't know what to do. I had to turn to my parents because naturally the guy disappeared and my friends were scared that their parents might find out so they kind of kept their distance from me somewhat. I grew up catholic and was really faced with...
118 ...there is so much to say, and...
...there is so much to say, and so little space to say it. In the past, I have stolen from my parents and family. Had one child out of wedlock,2 abortions, had an affair with a married man, fornicated, lied, knowingly created a debit (without any intension to repay)and I'm sure there is much I am forgetting....
119 I hate my mother. She has been...
I hate my mother. She has been physically and verbally abusive yo me my while life. She is crazy and controlling and I need to get away from her before I go mad and kill myself. It's either her way or no way. I am always wrong and I can't ever make mistakes or I am labled as worthless. I can't forgive...
120 I can't see my exgirlfriend .....
I can't see my exgirlfriend .. but I felt so overwhelmed she says because of her job she can't marry and doesn't want to have a family. But I had heard so many stories about abortions.. I cant stop thinking that she had suffered an abortion .. and she may use her career and studies to cover the real...
121 I have had several abortions. When...
I have had several abortions. When I was young
122 When i was in my 20's and i had...
When i was in my 20's and i had several affairs with married men. I had so much hurt and anger inside i wanted to make everyone hurt the way i did. I saw what i wanted and just took without any regard for but myself. I am not talking one or twice that i hooked up with married men. SIX TIMES! I have never...
123 When I was 16 I had my first abortion....
When I was 16 I had my first abortion. I was terrified to tell my parents. A friend supplied the birth certificate to say that I was older. I went to the abortion clinic by myself. My child would be 29 years old now. I often wondered; boy or girl. I had my second abortion at age 22. I foolishly...
124 My biggest reqret is having my...
My biggest reqret is having my abortions.......I often wonder if God is punishing me because I am 55 and have no family........i am all alone and it hurts
125 I used to look at pornos/magazines...
I used to look at pornos/magazines in college, and had a very sexual perverted mind. I think my past choices have affected my marriage sex life. My husband and I both had abortions with our girl.boyfriends at the time. I feel like God has totally forgiven me with much grace, but I hope He will now heal...
126 My heart aches over an abortion...
My heart aches over an abortion that I had 32 years ago. I was 20 at the time and my mother was the one that insisted I have an abortion. I had no place to go and no money, so I did what she wanted me to do. I have regretted that action everyday of my life. I wish I had had the courage to choose...
127 I had an abortion because I was...
I had an abortion because I was ashamed of what people would think of me. I want a daughter; that may have been my daughter that I terminated before I gave life to. I hate myself for that.
128 i had an abortion when i was 26,...
i had an abortion when i was 26, it had been about a year after my divorce and i quickly got with another man and had been dating for about a year, but the kicker is it wasnt his baby, i didnt love him so i went out on him one time with a guy i hardly knew and got pregnant, i told my boyfriend it was...
129 i have had 2 abortions and i am...
i have had 2 abortions and i am scared that god will never forgive me
130 Shortly after I turned 21, I was...
Shortly after I turned 21, I was at a bar with a bunch of friends. A male friend of mine decided that I was unable to drive home and he offered me a place to stay at his house in a spare bedroom. Needless to say, he didn't have a spare bedroom and one thing led to another and I had sex with him. A few...
131 when I was twenty even though I...
when I was twenty even though I was married I didnot want to be pregnant. this was 1960s no abortion, I on numerous times banged my growing belly trying to have a miscarriage. to no avail, by the time my child was born, it was severlly brain damaged. the baby died after 28 months. the guilt the...
132 I was "between" relationships last...
I was "between" relationships last year and was sleeping with 4 different women at the same time. One I wanted to be with, the others were just "recreation". One of them got pregenant, and she happened to be the one I like the least. I told her I wanted her to put it up for adoption or have an abortion...
133 This confession could be in many...
This confession could be in many of the categories... self harm, abuse, lust, hurt, regret, and shame. So many. In my early 20s I was a serial monogamist. Meaning I would go from one girl to another girl in quick succession. During this time I was responsible for 5 abortions with 4 different women. I...
134 When my husband and I had been...
When my husband and I had been married for about 7 years, we hit a very rough patch. I started having an affair and after a few months, I decided to end the affair and get back in a relationship with my husband. Not long after that, we found out I was pregnant. We decided to abort the child because I...
135 I had an abortion and at the time...
I had an abortion and at the time didn't know who the father was so I had both of them pay for it so the other one didn't know I was sleeping with someone else.
136 I had not one, not two, but three...
I had not one, not two, but three abortions during college. I was lustful and irresponsible. I did not want to mess up my life with the responsibility of a baby. I always had this huge fear that when I grew up and married, God would punish me by not allowing me to have any children when I wanted them....
137 I found a girl i loved very much...
I found a girl i loved very much and she loved me and she was my best friends best friend and my best friend is a girl. She wanted a kid but i wasnt to thrilled with the idea because shes got so much to look forward to. One night i got drunk and she became pregnant i still loved her and wanted to be...
138 You know i well should have a heading...
You know i well should have a heading with everyone of the titles i have done so many things wrong in my life i have cheated on a really great husband and father who did not diserve what i did to him now he is gone and everyday i wish i could turn back time. i have had 2 abortions because of my cheating...
139 18 years ago I lied to a boy that...
18 years ago I lied to a boy that i had sex with and told him that i was pregnant with his child but that I wanted an abortion and that i wanted him to help pay for half of the cost and that my aunt was going to take me to have the procedure. I was trying to get some cash from him and today i don't even...
140 please pray for me i am an alcoholic,...
please pray for me i am an alcoholic, cocaine user, i've had abortions in the past, hepatitis c, many one night stands. i am one very messed up woman thank you and God bless you
141 when i was 15 my boyfriend got...
when i was 15 my boyfriend got me pregnant. i never told him because i was so afraid he would leave me. i already knew he was cheating on me and i wanted desperately to keep him as long as i could. i thought i needed him. so i had an abortion. i never told him. he still dumped me for that other girl....
142 I was harshly judged when I went...
I was harshly judged when I went to Planned Parenthood to evaluate my pregnancy options. I never got an abortion, but I also never wanted to go to church again. I love God, but I think the church is full of hypocrites who should be the first to go to hell.
143 At 16 years old, I was forced by...
At 16 years old, I was forced by my mother to have an abortion because the boy I got pregnant by had my father murdered. I lived with the pain of having had an abortion for many years. While at 42 yrs old today, I feel it was the best decision at that time, I really regret having gotten pregnant in the...
144 After my divorce I felt completley...
After my divorce I felt completley useless and ashamed because my husband had cheated on me with several different women. I bounced around from man to man for almost a year. I did start seriously daing someone. After dating for about 1 1/2 months he had to leave for a year long deployment to IRAQ. We...
145 At the age of 13 I accepted Jesus...
At the age of 13 I accepted Jesus Christ as my Lord and Savior. At the age of 19 I fell deeply in love for the first time with the preacher's son. We dated for a time, but a few years later he broke up with me and married another. 6 mos. after his wedding he came to me and told me he made a mistake and...
146 I am now a proud mother to a six...
I am now a proud mother to a six month old child, but 6 years ago, I had an abortion. I got pregnant by someone I didn't even know who got me drunk. I cannot use alcohol as an excuse. I made the wrong decision to even have sex with him. I regret not telling him that I was pregnant. I regret having the...
147 I am newly 46 years old. I grew...
I am newly 46 years old. I grew up being sexually abused by my mother's best friends son and my cousin. I still feel to this day that she knew.My mother tried to kill herself several times over my childhood, finally dying when I was 18. My father was an alcoholic who could barely hold a job and my paretns...
148 When I was in college, I became...
When I was in college, I became pregnant with my long-term boyfriend's baby. I was terrified that he would want nothing to do with being a father or husband. I was also scared of losing the future that was nearly mine. So I had an abortion without telling him. We stayed togethter for a couple more years,...
149 During my younger life, as a teen,...
During my younger life, as a teen, through adulthood, I had had several abortions. I was very promiscuous and was not sure why. I later discovered that I had been abused as a child and had somehow repressed the memories until my 40's. I regret and I feel shame about them. I belive that the abortions...
150 When I was 18 yrs old I had an...
When I was 18 yrs old I had an abortion. I am 40 now with no children and am convinced I missed my only opportunity to have children. I know god is not vengeful, but do feel I am being punished for my mistakes so long ago. I did marry my then boyfriend, and only wish he would have been stronger to convince...
151 I'm in love with a man who is a...
I'm in love with a man who is a sex maniac. I know he has affairs behind my back (or at least he is having sex with other women). He chases me around the bedroom and constantly wants sex. I love my husband, but I feel insecure and not able to open up to him in an intimate way. I guess this is why he...
152 a few years back, i was a young...
a few years back, i was a young and immature boy and had sex with my girlfriend. she ended up getting pregnant and i didn't know what to do. i was so scared.i knew there was no way i could raise a baby and she had told me she wouldn't get an abortion. one day i just snapped and couldnt fathom raising...
153 I have been married going on 11...
I have been married going on 11 years now and 2 years ago I cheated on my husband and felt shameful about it but did it anyway. To make matters worse I got pregant and to hide the fact that I was pregant I had an abortion so I did not have to answer the questions of "is the child my husband's or my boyfriend's...
154 I have had several abortions, 4,...
I have had several abortions, 4, I think. I have tried to put them out of my mind.
155 I have had one abortion. I have...
I have had one abortion. I have a 2 year old daughter. I am pregnant again, and I have an appointment to have another abortion Monday.
156 I guess this is lying, but since...
I guess this is lying, but since the first time i wanted to be with somebody, things never worked out for me, and through all this time I've been cheating guys, trying to have a somewhat feeling for them, but not really. I think I have a big confusion in my head about love and the right person,...
157 It has been 3 years since I had...
It has been 3 years since I had a mid term abortion of my only child, the doctor's told me and my husband that he would be born with out kidneys and there was no way that he could survive without being in my body to sustain his life. We found about this when I was 20 weeks pregnant and I had never been...
158 When I was 18 years old I had sex...
When I was 18 years old I had sex while a sophomore in college. I had protected sex but it wasn't protected enough apparently b/c I ended up pregnant. Two of my friends took me to get an abortion. I can't say I regret it b/c I couldnt then nor now handle a child but I do know that it went against everything...
159 I had an abortion in April because...
I had an abortion in April because I was scared my mother would never forgive me for getting pregnant. I wanted that baby more than anything....
160 I had an affair with a married...
I had an affair with a married co worker and became pregnant. I never told my partner that I had an abortion. I did it so quickly I didn't even give myself a chance to think about it too much or change my mind. Of the few people I told, not one told me that things would be ok. I knew it was wrong. I...
161 I'm against abortion, but when...
I'm against abortion, but when I was 15 I thought I was pregnant and would punch myself in the stomach. It shames me to now tell people not to kill an innocent life when I am guilty of the same thing.
162 back in the 80's when i was very...
back in the 80's when i was very young i had two abortions.i can't every forgive myself for it , i feel like i will go straight to hell no matter how good i've lived my life since then.thinking about it brings many tears to my eyes.' I HATE MYSELF FOR DOING IT"!!!!!i was influenced by who i was wtih...
163 When I was 13 years old, I was...
When I was 13 years old, I was sexually experimenting with a boy while I was menstrating. This person then proceeded to tell everyone in our small hometown, and made my life a living hell until I went away to college. I am now in my thirties and wish I could find it in my heart to forgive this person...
164 have stolen from my mother, shop...
have stolen from my mother, shop lifted, lied without regard for consequence, practiced sexual promiscuity, cheated, blasphemed, defamed others for my own personal benefit, emotionally and physically abused my children, wallowed in self doubt and misery, given up when I should have persevered, took credit...
165 abortionpornmasturbationlyingstealinglazinesspoor...
abortionpornmasturbationlyingstealinglazinesspoor steward of my moneypride
166 Thank you for this site. I have...
Thank you for this site. I have been full of shame and regret for years. I have an emotional problem for which I take medications and I am now in control of my actions. During my 20's I have had 4 abortions, at the time I never thought of it as taking a life. I am so ashamed and feel that God will never...
167 I feel for everyone in my situation....
I feel for everyone in my situation. When I was 17 I got pregnant by my now husband. We decided that we could not have the baby. Mainly I believe because of pressures of family. I was supposed to go to college and his parents are very stright laced and we would feel like failures to dissapoint them so....
168 I had an abortion at 16. I regret...
I had an abortion at 16. I regret it most of all because I feel my parents pressured me and I didn't stand up for my baby. I've wanted to be a mother since I was a little girl. Now at age 30, I can't have children and I feel I could just end it and it'd be better than living with this. I would never...
169 In November of 2005, I had an abortion....
In November of 2005, I had an abortion. I was 6 weeks pregnant and was afraid of losing my boyfriend and not being able to get insurance to help pay for the expenses associated with the medical care I needed to receive. I was unmarried, in college, and scared. I regret it more than anything, especially...
170 I have had 6 abortions with five...
I have had 6 abortions with five different woman. I have been ashamed of my actions and have decided that I do not deserve to be a father. My last one I begged my girl not to do it but she did anyway. She made the appointment without telling me and I was with her as she took the abortion pill.
171 Back 2 years ago in august I had...
Back 2 years ago in august I had an abortion. I am so ashamed and have not told but a handful of people.
172 I come from a very strict Irish...
I come from a very strict Irish Catholic background. There are many big "no no's". One of the biggest is getting pregnant and not being married. I sucessfully did this in high school. I lied to my parents and told them I had no idea I was pregnant, but I knew. They forced me to have an abortion. I sometimes...
173 In 1958, my then husband kidnapped...
In 1958, my then husband kidnapped my daughter, only a few months old, and took her to Spain.I was only a teenager and had no resources to follow.I never heard from her until she was 19. When she was 21, she mailed me and told me she was pregnat, andcould she come to the U.S..I was overjoyed, both to...
174 I am 28 years old and i am continuously...
I am 28 years old and i am continuously filled with regret. I don't know why for the life of me that i continue to make mistakes over and over again. Or should i say bad choices that impact my future for the worse. I don't know where to begin other than to confess that i truly do not know who i am in...
175 I have had three abortions.I hate...
I have had three abortions.I hate myself for letting it happen....When I realized my biological father was attracted to me, I had sex with him.I hate myself for being so disgusting...I am a binge eater.I hate myself for being fat...I feel hopeless most days and fear I may never have a happy life.I hate...
176 I had five abortions in my lifetime....
I had five abortions in my lifetime. The last two, I can recall a feeling as if I should have kept them. I didn't have any family support and tried to find love from men. I was told that they were just fetuses and not babies and I believed that it was "normal." But almost 7 years later, I am very sad...
177 I have had 2 abortions and now...
I have had 2 abortions and now I have to deal with them everyday. I feel that no matter what I do, I, and my husband, will burn in hell for all eternity for these. GOD PLEASE FORGIVE ME AND MY HUSBAND!! and to the 2 babies I aborted, PLEASE FORGIVE ME!!
178 When I was 17 years old I had an...
When I was 17 years old I had an abortion. I had been with my boyfriend (now ex-boyfriend) for 3 months before I had become pregnant. He was very pushy about me getting an abortion. I was young and dumb and I trusted him. I agreed to the abortion while being 2 months pregnant. He paid for everything...
179 I had an abortion when I was 26....
I had an abortion when I was 26. My baby would be 8 years old if I hadn't decided to play God. At the time I just wanted to be rid of him/her. It was inconvenient, the father was abusive, I was starting a new job -- the excuses were plentiful. I didn't realize how it would haunt me. I dream about the...
180 I had an abortion 30 years ago....
I had an abortion 30 years ago. I was desperate and single, the usual story, and had no idea there might be community resources available to help me. I not only ask God to forgive me, almost on a daily basis, but I am ashamed of it because I used to be a diehard atheist yet now I'm a very conservative...
181 I had 2 abortions when I was younger....
I had 2 abortions when I was younger. I at the time felt like that was the best thing for me to do. I was to young to care for them, but to be honest- I should not have been having sex in the first place. Now I cannot have children. I had a subtotal hysterectomy and can't concieve for myself. I have...
182 When I was 17 I started dating...
When I was 17 I started dating my first serious boyfriend who at the time was 21. I foolishly gave away my virginity half under pressure and half of curiosity. A few months later I became pregnant and had an abortion when I was 5 weeks pregnant. Since this incidentI have been completley numb with no...
183 Just to let you know that I am...
Just to let you know that I am a devoted follower of Jesus Christ and I know that he has forgiven me all my sins. I know that in my head and in my heart....I just can't forgive myself.I was very young when I became pregnant. No, I did not have an abortion but I feel that what I did was just as bad. I...
184 I began dating the man who is now...
I began dating the man who is now my husband when he was still married to another woman. I justified it by telling myself that they were seperated and divorce was an inevidability, also that she had hurt him so bad that he had every right to leave but now we're married and we've moved several hundred...
185 There are so many things that I...
There are so many things that I feel ashamed of I am not sure where to begin. I started having sex when I was 17 with a boy I hardly knew and I am not even sure why. From that point I had sex with virtually every one I was ever "with". I can hardly even remember their names or their faces, it has to...
186 I am ashamed that I had an abortion....
I am ashamed that I had an abortion. For the past five years I think about it almost daily.I have had a hard time with forgiving myself. I had just lost my baby and almost died giving birth to her 2 months prior. I was devasated. While my health had a lot to do with my fnal decision, I feel like I should...
187 i regret that at a very young age...
i regret that at a very young age i was sleeping around and had 3 abortions. i have asked the lord for forgiveness but it still is inside me like a dull ache. i have had 2 beautiful children since then but i need prayer for a healing to be evident in my everyday walk with the lord.i want the dull ache...
188 i have kept a secret that i had...
i have kept a secret that i had 2 abortions when i was young. i feel shame and guilt that i did this. if i had to do it all over again i could have given them up for adoption. i need your prayers that i can quit lying and start living a true life like jesus wants me to. Now that i am going to church...
189 i have a very promiscuous past....
i have a very promiscuous past. i've had a lot of premarital sex with many different men...some with boyfriends, some just guys i knew or was friends with, a few one night stands, and even a few married men. i often slept with guys just to show them i liked them, or to get them to like me. i always felt...
190 I dont even know where to begin,,,my...
I dont even know where to begin,,,my life has been filled with nothing but shame and regret. When I was 15 I willingly had sex with a guy I wasnt even attracted to just to lose my virginity, because my friends had already and I wanted to "get it over with"...year after year and man after man followed...
191 When I was in college my boyfriend...
When I was in college my boyfriend (who is now my husband) lived together and during that time I became pregnant. He wanted me to have an abortion and I did (mainly because I was too embarrased to admit what had happened) this happened in september the following febuary I became pregnant again while...
192 I had an abortion 2 years ago....
I had an abortion 2 years ago. I can't seem to forgive myself. I still have nightmares about what I have done. The reality is, I killed my child. I still think about it everyday. The most pathetic part is why I did it, I had only a short amount of time to make the decision. I was with someone who wasn't...
193 I had two abortions in my early...
I had two abortions in my early 20's both with my boyfriend. I would have never had either abortion If my boyfriend would have wanted the children. I had a very hard time dealing with what I had done and I could not forgive myself. I suffered from panic attacks and was in counseling. I know that ultimately...
194 I had my son out of wedlock. I...
I had my son out of wedlock. I continued to see his father. His father met someone and I saw him on and off throughout their relationship. They got married and I continued to sleep with him. I got pregnant and was too scared to have another baby and he said he didn't want his wife to find out which hurt...
195 I had an abortion at the age of...
I had an abortion at the age of 17
196 I had premarital sex. I had an...
I had premarital sex. I had an abortion. I kissed other girls. I lied. I said a lot of things that I shouldn't have. I used drugs. I'm not proud of any of it, but I am extremely overjoyed to know that I have been forgiven by my Lord and Savior Jesus Christ.
197 Before college I had never experienced...
Before college I had never experienced alcohol, drugs, or sex. I first began drinking when my roomate introduced me to it. From there the drinking escalated all throughout college and led to drug use. I became a completely different person and even lost my virginity. I experimented with homosexuality...
198 Fear of rejection, needing to feel...
Fear of rejection, needing to feel loved, fear of lonliness and just plain selfishness led me to do the following in my past:sexually active at 17live with a guy at 18abortion at 19affair-after marriageRegret - for the rest of my life
199 I am still hurt and angry over...
I am still hurt and angry over my son's biological father. When we met, he was a recovering alcoholic, but shortly after moving in together he was drinking all the time, verbally abusing me, breaking things in our apartment. I wasn't using birth control when I got pregnant, although I was so ashamed...
200 I have had 3 abortions in the last...
I have had 3 abortions in the last ten years. If I could reverse any of them I would. Im afraid God wont let me have another child because of what I've done. Please forgive me lord.
201 I am not a religious person. I...
I am not a religious person. I believe in God, but my faith in the church has been crushed by years of repeated hypocricy, lies, betrayal, abuse, cover-ups, scams, and deceit.I have spent over an hour looking at this site. I saw the sign for it driving home earlier this week, and then on my way to work...
202 My life is a mess. Not on the outside,...
My life is a mess. Not on the outside, although there are signs, but on the inside. Beginning with a controlling and violent upbringing led to promiscuity, drugs and deceit in high-school, then an early marriage to the "wrong guy". My husband cheated on me while all of my friends knew and then he left...
203 I had 3 abortions when I was younger.I...
I had 3 abortions when I was younger.I had a relationship with a married man when I was younger.In the past I have been sexually active with too many individuals.I cheated my way through college.I have asked for forgiveness for all of these. I truly believe that God has forgiven me. The guilt is still...
204 I would love to feel like things...
I would love to feel like things were not my fault...but I can't get past feeling so guilty. I think men started sexually manipulating me around the age of 4 or 5. My uncle let me "drive" his car with my hands on the wheel and his in my panties. In kindergarten a man in our apartments always had me sit...
205 Many years ago I was pregnant and...
Many years ago I was pregnant and the guy I was with I thought I loved but he freaked and I got scared. I was already a single mom with 2 kids. I didn't think I could do this again. I had an abortion. I think about it all the time. There are only 2 people on the planet that know but I live with guilt...
206 I had two abortions when I was...
I had two abortions when I was young. I have asked God for forgiveness, however, I still feel guilty and shame for killing those babies.
207 When I was younger, in high school,...
When I was younger, in high school, I got pregnant with my long-term boyfriend. We decided to have an abortion, and I think it was the best decision because my boyfriend was not a good person. I had a 2nd abortion in college with a guy I barely knew. I don't even feel bad for doing it; I have pretty...
208 I lived in sexual sin so long that...
I lived in sexual sin so long that it has cost me heartache, regret, and made me feel like I could never be close to God. Due to my selfishness I have had 3 abortions and I hate myself for it. Nobody knows about this. I have given my life to God and I have three kids and I am trying to be a better mother,...
209 I've had 3 abortions - years ago....
I've had 3 abortions - years ago. I can't imagine confessing this to anyone I know now, because it was so long ago, and I know that everyone would look at me differently. No one would ever think I was "that girl." I especially don't want it affecting my marriage relationship (he thinks I just had one)...
210 I was not a Christ follower growing...
I was not a Christ follower growing up... however, I grew up in a great family, good community, great friends.. went to college.. did everything the way everyone else did. In college, I never partied a lot- I worked a LOT, and I had a steady boyfriend.. we dated for over two years when I became pregnant...
211 I am a Christian and have been...
I am a Christian and have been so since I was a little girl, but I live with shame of my secret. I lost my virginity in my late teens and followed a lifestyle of active sexuality for years. I knew all along it wasn't right, but was somehow always able to just ignore those feelings of regret, as if it...
212 I started having sex when I was...
I started having sex when I was 13 and continued to sleep with many men until this day. I was married at 17 and had my first child at 18. The problem is that it wasn't my husbands child. Most of the family knows the truth including my ex-husband, but not my child. One day this will catch up with me and...
213 I had an abortion the day after...
I had an abortion the day after I turned 18. I regret this every day of my life. I have asked God for forgiveness and this has helped incredibly. Although I still feel guilt daily and need prayers continually to just give this completely to God. At the time, I was having sex with my new boyfriend of...
214 my husband thinks I was a virgin...
my husband thinks I was a virgin when we married. not only was I not a virgin, but I had an abortion when I was 19. now we can’t get pregnant. I’m afraid God is punishing me for my lies. please pray for me. I don’t know what to do.
215 I had an abortion and I never thought...
I had an abortion and I never thought I would ever have to go through that. I do regret it. This is how I will forever have to remember my very first pregnancy. I'm suppose to have a child right now, but I don't. I feel bad about that. When I get married one day and decide to have children, it will be...
216 Ever since I was 15 I have been...
Ever since I was 15 I have been sleeping with every boyfriend I had till I was 19 about 12 guys now all in a 5 year span. So 9 months ago I found out I was pregnant. Abortions weren't illegal where I'm from but just really frowned upon. So I thought about it for about 2 weeks and then one day just called...
217 When I was 20 years old, I decided...
When I was 20 years old, I decided that I was going to have sex before I was married. I don't know if it happened the first time but within the first month of sleeping with my boyfriend, I was pregnant. He didn't care. He told me to take care of it. I didn't have the courage to tell my parents. I was...
218 I had an abortion.I also had an...
I had an abortion.I also had an affair with a married man.
219 In college, I drove my roommate...
In college, I drove my roommate to get an abortion because no one else would. I ignored God the entire way there... I didn't ever stop and ask her if she was sure she wanted to do it... I thought I was loving her through something when I should have loved her enough to ask the tough questions. She now...
221 I had sex for the first time with...
I had sex for the first time with my first love boyfriend in his car in my parent's driveway. He had come to visit me that summer after my freshman year at college where we met. He had graduated and was planning a trip to Europe with our art professor over the summer. Afterwards, before he left our house,...
222 I let my daughter have an abortion...
I let my daughter have an abortion because of my past mistake. I did not want family to know she had made the same mistake I had made.The young man was abusive to her and I wanted him out of her life.I wish I could make it up to her. This has caused her alot of pain. I will regret this the rest of my...
223 I was in a dysfunctional relationship...
I was in a dysfunctional relationship for many years. The only way I knew how to get away from it is by lying to him. I told him I had an abortion and that the pain of living and being with him was to much to bare- that eventually it would NOT work. He finally left me and I was able to move forward from...
224 i've had 5 abortion's. I've never...
i've had 5 abortion's. I've never admitted this to anyone and sick just seeing myself type it. I"m an awful female for doing this... I know so many people who can't have children and look at how selfish I am. Makes me sick... I'm very sorry.... please forgive me for taking your angels.
225 When I was younger I had an abortion...
When I was younger I had an abortion to hide the sinful life I was living. Now I have the desire to help young girls to stay pure but I'm too ashamed to b begin this ministry God has placed in my heart. Please pray that I have the boldness to do God's will in my life.
226 When I was 23 I had an abortion....
When I was 23 I had an abortion. I think about it alot. I am now 38 and am having problems with my reproductive organs. I am worried that my future mate will not accept me 1. for the abortion 2. If i am not able to reproduce. I have asked for God's forgiveness and prayed over this thing that locks...
227 I'm lonely! I am in my 30's and...
I'm lonely! I am in my 30's and single. I have been in relationships before, but it has been 10 years since my last real boyfriend. I think my family has given up on the hope that I will ever get married. When comments are made, I just say that the bible says not everyone is supposed to be with someone....
228 I was 19 year old about to get...
I was 19 year old about to get married in July of 1994. That April I found out I was pregnant. My fiancé' and I decided at the time it was best to get an abortion. So we made an appointment and got it done. We did get married that following July and are still together 12 years later. We have 3...
229 I regret with my whole body, mind...
I regret with my whole body, mind and soul, helping my girlfriend get an abortion. I feel responsible for "legally" killing another human being, and it has haunted me every day since.
230 The very first time that I had...
The very first time that I had sex, I knew I was doing the wrong thing. I had waited a few years longer than most of my friends, but was being pressured because "it was no big deal." So I gave in...and guess what, I got pregnant. The guy was Catholic, and although I had accepted Christ, I certainly...
231 After college but before I "settled...
After college but before I "settled down", anything went. A married girlfriend of mine was having an affair and got pregnant. We lived in a place where abortions were illegal, but she knew a doctor who would do it. I held her hand as she aborted a two-month old fetus. Four months later, I found myself...
