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1 No big deal, until it was.
I had plenty of porn magazines, and of course, the ultimate one - the internet. I thought no big deal. I pitched them or gave them to somene else some time later, though I still would occasionally visit free sites on the net. I wish I hadn't, some things with it stuck in me, especially the bondage sex,...
2 My sexual fantasy and transexual thoughts
For many years at least 17 I have had fantasies of being a woman for a day and experiencing sex as a woman. I have dressed up as a woman. There have been seasons when I have been free from it and then I get stuck into again. I have masturbated using this fantasy on countless occasions. But want true...
3 counting on God's help to fight it
I am a 21 year old woman who loves the Lord and has recently decided that it's time to fight my sexual urges. I've always wanted to feel wanted, so I've always fantasized. It became a serious problem when I became a teenager and started to have sexual fantasies. Every time I meet a new guy who I think...
4 Repentance of fantasies :PS
After I wrote the post “Repentance of fantasies I couldn't finish as needed to leave & later when I thought how bad my sins were I felt even worse almost as if I was going to hell. I also really need to confess having looked at sadomasochism porn sites & also fantasying ect which could be...
5 ive struggled with masturbation and porn for many years and hope to help others with confessing and by sharing things i have learned
i struggle with masturbation. i dont need porn to satisfy my addiction. i can simply close my eyes, pick which girl or fantasy i want to place my self in and then satisfy myself. there are times when it becomes far more disturbing then others, i have had times where thinking of girls is not enough i...
6 how do i stop fantasizing?
i fantasize. when i was younger, my sister and mother agrued violantly, i would in my room, turn on the radeo and vented energy in my head. a tv show or a recent movie i watched, i would insert myself into the show as a character i made up and interact with them.im now older and grown out of those shows,...
7 Voyeur of Teen Step-Daughter
I have a 15 year old step-daugher who is quite beautiful. Our household is relaxed and she feels comfortable walking around in little more than a thong. I have also seen her completely nude after her shower. I feel so guilty, but I get aroused seeing her. When I make love with my wife, I often fantasize...
8 Free Me From Porn/Masterbation
When I was 13 yrs old I seen my first porn magazine and that was all it took for this addiction to porn,lust,masterbation to grab a hold of me. I was shy and had masterbation over power me to this day at 45 yrs old. I am free from going to strip clubs,looking at porn magazines,going to porn sites on...
9 Why does this control me?
I fantasize about being spanked and sometimes watch videos of other people being spanked. I stopped for a long time but sometimes I still slip into it. I've never told anyone and I hate this about myself. I don't even know why this would fill some need for me, I never want to do this again. God, help...
10 Recovering Sex Addict
I have been in recovery from porn, masturbation, fantasy, and lust for 6 1/2 months now. I used to be two separate people. The public version of me who was ambitious, caring, supportive, and above all moral, and the private version of me who would stalk girls, look at internet porn for hours at a time,...
11 Sometimes the flesh still becomes so pulling
Women were my god, then I thought God became my God. I went back to women being my god. I have and now still do sometimes covet, lust, idolize, pornography, fantasize, and masterbate sometimes when the desire gets so strong, even though I know how much my past sins and choices have already harmed me....
12 Naughty Fantasy
I'm sixteen and I have a fantasy of being controlled by my boyfriend. I want him to force me to have sex with him. I want to be tied down and made to enjoy it.
13 Fantasies about my best friend
Two years ago I slept with a friend's dad. I only did it once, and I get grossed out just thinking about it now. However, the past few months I have been thinking about another friend's dad -- more specifically, my best friend's dad. I look at his picture on the internet all the time, and masterbate...
14 impure thoughts and actions
I have been doing better since I first posted my sins on here. I think the prayer has really helped. Thank-you. The problem is I have recently watched porn again, lusted, coveted and had fantasies and masturbated. I also have a fantasy that keeps coming back to me. It is something that my flesh wants....
15 Lustful thinking
I mastrubate often to release stress. I fantasize while mastrubating about a married man that I work with and or multiple partners that I am attracted to. I feel so relaxed after I climax that I think it is a good thing. But I know it is wrong in my heart. I try to rationalize with God that I am not...
16 Unreal
A character in a series based on complete and utter fantasy has not only saved my life- but changed it for the better as well. I wish I could say my husband did the same.
17 fantasy
i fantasy about kissing girls younger then 18, i hate to do that for real but i fantasie and dream about it, thats why i hate myself.
18 Fending off lust
I am a 35 year-old man, great marriage, two kids. I have been saved for nearly seven years now and desire a strong walk with God. However, I can't stop lusting! I frequently lust after my wife's sister, whom we see often. My wife recently discovered this fact when she found a bible study I was doing...
19 i can't seem to stop
everywhere i go i lust about anyone and everyone. i don't why i keep doing this. i wish i could stop.
20 pornography masturbation
am born again 32 year old husband to a beautiful wife and father of two beautiful children, I have been watching to porn, having sexual fantasy and masturbating since my freshman year in high school I have tried stopping without success. There are times I stay away for months only to fall back into...
21 Cheating
I have been married for 2 1/2 years. I have been cheating on my wife with my computer. I need prayer. I am now fantasysing about female co-workers and I find myself looking for a reason to cheat. I know I already have in my heart, but I do not want to physically too. Please pray for me.
22 Can
I am am 34 yo female and I am addicited to beastiality. Daily I enjoy smoking a joint and masturbating while looking at animal sites on the web. My orgasms while I do this are so extreme that I can't seem to want to stop this. My husband of 5 years who glances at a site every couple months has no...
23 Jazzzzzz music
I am married and love my manz, but met a girl and lived out the ultimate fantasy.....and it's still going. She's amazing, and loves the Lord and we both do but gave way to our lust and now we're very "attached" ...it wants to get more and more intense but God is really carrying us through this....we...
24 lesbian sex urge
Please help me to gain control of my urge to have sexual relations with another woman. The problem is that I have experienced it, and it was so exhilarating that I want to do it again. If I had never done it, perhaps it would be different. But since I know the feeling of it, I don't know if I can...
25 intense lust
I am 34 yrs old and having a very, very, serious problem with lust. I think it stems from the fact that I don't feel evil when I think these thoughts. I like them, they're fun. It's not like killing or stealing, where I have a strong, solid sense of its wrongness. I am married, but I see so many...
26 bad thoughts
I have impure thoughts about my 16 yr old niece. She dresses very provacatively and sexy. she has a hot little body, and I think she catches me looking sometimes and flirts a little to tease me. I would never..EVER do anything to her...I just enjoy looking and having my fantasy moments....I just need...
27 confess
I have never done it but I sometimes thought of molesting young girl and have fantasy of having sex with other person than my spouse. but I always pray to God to keep me away .These things are in my mind only and I am trying to do away with these.I beg God to help me.I have such a guilt of doing masturbation(...
28 Masturbation
After 31 years of wonderful, happy marriage, filled with awesome sex, we now often choose sleep over sex. We attempt to have "planned" sex on our day off, but home and family come first, so that doesn't happen. So during the week when I have a day off, in between laundry and vacuuming I retreat to...
29 Aiming For Change
I'll be 19 in a month and every since I was 14 I started watching porn, and started masturbating, when I found out it was wrong the need for it when away and I stopped. Later on through middle school and high school, I would get depressed, I started eating a lot to make me feel better but after a while...
30 FANTASIZE
I confess to God that i have had sexual thoughts about adolesents and teens. I lost my virginity very early. and began masturbating and looking at porn much earlier. probably around 8 or 9. Please pray for me. I need healing. I need these thoughts to go away. I need to quit masturbating. God delivered...
31 Abusive Husband, Drug addiction, Porn Fantasies
I am a 41 yr old man. I have had Drug addictions and internet porn addictions. I have lied and had sexual fantasies about straight and gay sex. I have Abused and hurt everyone. But the one I hurt thr most was my wife. I have anger problems and masturbation problems. I have not worked for a long time...
32 secret fantasy
i engaged in lesiban sex much younger in my life but i have not have a relationship since then. i am serving full time in church now but i occasionally will fantasy and masturbate on those images. i feel so gulity about it but there is nothing much i can do but to confess after i did it and move on....
33 All I ever really wanted was a Dad...
I became a Christian when I was 15. I was serious about loving Him and following Him always. I was not raised in a Christian home and was exposed to pornography at the age of 7 at a neighbors house. Later I discovered my fathers stash at the age of 13. I began fantasizing and masturbating at a young...
34 I am a 41 yr old Christian woman...
I am a 41 yr old Christian woman whom got saved7/28/86 & have been in and out of the church but have been faithfully in church the last 7 yrs but I go through periods of times where I get lonely & depressed & have a low self esteem & I have sexual desires that come & some times I am able to pray with...
35 I want a life that I will never...
I want a life that I will never have. I want a relationship that cannot exist. I love a man that will never be mine. I think about him all the time. We have been friends for so long, and we both have the same beliefs in God. We both have things that each other is looking for in a relationship, but anything...
36 I am struggling sexually with lust....
I am struggling sexually with lust. It's very tuff. I am terrified. I am stating that today, I will walk away from this practice of sexual\fantasy life and become a pure man of God. Please pray with me for strength to sat in my word and be an overcomer and a DOER of the word and to stay connected to...
37 I'm sure this could fall into a...
I'm sure this could fall into a number of categories, and I'm not sure where I should start. For the past five years, my public life and my private life have been like two sides of a coin. In front of the world, I'm an outstanding citizen. I run a restaraunt and both my employees and customers love me....
38 I am not sure of the category to...
I am not sure of the category to put my confession. I chose adultery (but it could be shame, lust, regret, etc) because whether real or fantasy I sought out women other than my wife. For most of our marriage I never really thought about having an affair, then it happened, a woman seduced me and I went...
39 I gave my life to the Lord 4 years...
I gave my life to the Lord 4 years ago, have 3 kids and my now husband has 2 , he is much older than i , and we come from a very premiscuous background on bothour parts, but we'de given this to Jesus and all was good , right? WRONG!!! I have always had the girl on girl fantasy , and gave it to God...
40 when I divorced a number of years...
when I divorced a number of years ago I was left with 2 children, no support and no car. My mother offered to buy me a used vechile in good condition if...I would make a fantasy come true for her boss. I did. As I was driving my 'new' car home I felt as degraded as a human being could...
41 Hello brothers and sisters in Christ...
Hello brothers and sisters in Christ Jesus,I dont know how to begin this and this is really hard for me to do. I have a huge problem with lust. I can remember it starting back when i was a kid from both finding my father's pornographic videos and once when a baby sitter allowed me and another boy to...
42 I am/was addicted to movies. Not...
I am/was addicted to movies. Not bad movies, just usually movies about relationships---chick flicks, mainly. Movies about men loving women. I want that in my life because I often don't think my husband loves me. I imagine myself in the story, being loved. I will watch some scenes over and over again....
43 I have lusted after men way older...
I have lusted after men way older then me. I mean men like in there 40s, 50s, 60s even and even some married guys. It all started when I was in the 7th grade and I started crushing on one of my teachers. It became so obvious and my school found out that I had to sign a paper in front of people saying...
44 I have a secret that has taken...
I have a secret that has taken over my life but that I've never told anyone. My secret is that I think I have some sort of mental illness. I suffer from unbearable mood swings, strange obsessions, and anxiety. I've always spent a great deal of time alone, constructing an elaborate fantasy world in my...
45 I am married but like to have phone...
I am married but like to have phone sex with women I meet on line but that is it I won't do anything for real just phone. My wife isn't as sexual as I am and I think doing that keeps me from cheating for real. I do fantasy about a woman I have known for 10 years (I've been married for 5 years) I just...
46 I am engaged to a man that I love,...
I am engaged to a man that I love, We have been together for 3 years, but, I recently started having fantasys about being with women. I have a crush on a woman that I use to work with, (she has a girlfriend though)and she is my first woman crush. The woman that she is with is HER first woman. I never...
47 I had a very satisfying two-week...
I had a very satisfying two-week correspondence via e-mail with a man I met on an online dating site, in which we both felt a budding chemistry and the potential for a meaningful relationship. We exchanged photos and spoke on the phone, agreeing to meet relatively soon, but I disclosed something which...
48 To look at me you would see one...
To look at me you would see one person but on the inside I am so torn apart. I am RN who takes care of so many people and really do like what I do. When I am home I yell and curse and throw things. I have fantasys about homosexual sex I masterbate almost on a regular basis, I fantasize about guns and...
49 I am writing this in the hopes...
I am writing this in the hopes that my confession will bring me some sort of sanity, and a way out. I have been praying to God that I will fall back in love with my husband, and quit lusting after his best friend. I know it is only a fantasy, I would not really be able to deal with him in reality and...
50 The subject of sex has plagued...
The subject of sex has plagued my life since I was a child. My mother used to accuse me and my sisters of being dirty girls when adult men would hold our hand or have us sit on their lap when they would come to the house. These men were trusted men, from church and school. When growing up, my uncle...
51 It was real young when I was exposed...
It was real young when I was exposed to sex.I had thoughts about sex real young and even had had inappropriate homosexual contact by a friend when i was young that happened one time (but it has haunted me since).When my dad ran out on our family for the second time..i felt like he really didnt want me....
52 I have problem with masturbation...
I have problem with masturbation and when I do it I usually daydream of having homosexual sex. I usually daydream of having sex with men that I know. Sometimes I daydream of having sex with my best friend. From time to time I watch gay porn as well. I have a fiancée but I can’t tell her that what...
53 I remember it like yesterday. I...
I remember it like yesterday. I saw my first porno film when I was 14. I still have the visuals of the tape in my head even 11 years later. Ever since then, I have been addicted to pornography. I would watch the "soft-core" shows on late night cable and would even record them so that I could masturbate...
54 I cant stop ... I look and I Look...
I cant stop ... I look and I Look and it eats away at me. I can be having a good day... Good thoughts and then i see someone. Someone I cant seem to stop looking at. She may be wearing items to tight.. too small... that reveal too much. My mind then dives into lusting fantasy. I think wrong thoughts...
55 I have been wanting to be a stripper...
I have been wanting to be a stripper since I went to a strip club 2 weeks ago...I know that it is wrong, but the fantasy about it all...is addictive...having men look at me like I am the hottest girl in the world seems like it would overcome any of the shame and doubt that I have in this desision that...
56 I am a single woman that lusts...
I am a single woman that lusts about men constantly. I have a very active fantasy life that never seems to back off, and I pray that when I finally get married it will go away.
57 Addiction to meaningless images...
Addiction to meaningless images and thoughts...why? I've asked myself a thousand times. Am I attempting to satisfy a physical desire without involving or hurting anyone else but myself? Am I temporarily replacing this feeling of emptiness and loneliness with fantasy and self-gratification? I control...
