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1 I want someone else
I can't stand my husband. I have been pushed away by World of Warcraft.. it has become his obsession. My son and I are ignored constantly... he won't even eat at the dinner table with us anymore. I long for attention and love, and it is something I haven't had in about 3 years. I know an affair is...
2 I hate being married and I wish I had run the opposite direction
I hate being married. I like my husband (for the most part) as a person, but I regret marrying him. I have never been so depressed in my life. Before we were married I was going to college, I had a great job, I paid off my car, and then I got married and for 3 1/2 years I haven't accomplished one...
3 Porn
I have been addicted to porn for some time now. I am a 21 year old married man. Although this problem started back when i was in middle school, it has now continued into my marriage. I started by finding a stack on porn in my dads room and started masturbation since. It went form there and into looking...
4 Love Affair
I've been involved in two affairs over this past year. I've ended one, but because I become emotionally attached to the other, I am finding it very difficult (almost impossible) to end the other. II can hardly even look at my husband anymore.
5 I Think I Need Help
I am such a terrible person. I have cheated several times in my marriage, I ache for sex with strangers, I fantacise about having several partners at one time fighting over who getts to have sex with me, I am sick and I feel hopeless. I love sex of any kind! I was molested as a child and raped by...
6 stuck in a rut
I fell in love with someone ugly, ghetto and with a lot of emotional baggage while I was having marital problems (still do, don't love my husband and wish he would divorce me) .. planned on running away and it didn't work out, because the other man wanted to get closer to me before I saw him in person....
7 I'm so sad- my husband is destroying us.
My husband confessed to me, he lies about EVERYTHING. He also steals from me, even when I was pregnant. I've stood by him- but I don't think I can continue. He doesn't want to be intimate- for almost 2 yrs. He's addicted to porn- he spends all of our $ on it. We get utilities shut off. We shouldn't....
8 Can't seem to get happy
I feel that I can't provide for my family and it affects everything I do. I really want/need a FT job and I hate complaining to my husband about and I feel I'm not happy enough for my daughter sometimes. I try not to get so down but I can't see light at the end of this tunnel. I really want another...
9 emotional affair (online & phone)
My husband had an affair last year while deployed, he had a profile on craigslist and was chatting with a few differnt women but "serious" with 1. He had an online/phone affair with her, I found out during a family day celebration 4 months after they left for training. It was devistating, I blamed myself...
10 I Love God, love Kids, and love Porn
I work in Childrens Ministry and love the kids I minister to-in a Godly way. I love the Lord with all my being, but I have had an addiction to pornography since I was in second grade. My "head injury" occurred when I was even younger, as my friends, cousins, and neighbors would play the "you show me...
11 My it clear so i can live!!!
as a kid I was molested by my oldes brother, this happen for a long time and no one was paying attention, finaly I decided that this was not normal and it stop, a few years late I found out that he has hiv and so do I, how unfair is my live, I feel lke killing my self, my mother will not talk to me since...
12 I am afriad I will cheat on my Husband
Like the other women who post here, I myself am married to a wonderful man. He is everything I have ever wanted. He opens my doors, carries my bags, and does the laundry and the dishes... ( yes you should be jealous! lol) My problem is that he never wants to have sex. Never. I am the sexual aggressor...
13 I hate my husband
Even though I promised to love and cherish him when we took our vows 2 years ago, over the time my feelings have eroded with his repeated verbal attacks. He refuses to go for help. He hid these behaviors from me while we were dating and after we were married they came out full force, beginning on our...
14 Uh oh
I'm married to my ex-husband's brother... and I'm having an affair with my ex-husband.
15 all out confession
I am happily married to a great man, I sometimes get lustfull thoughts about other men. I have never acted and never intend to but I feel horrible just in the thought of it all. I have lied to my husband and other people whom I care for dearly. WE have kids and i am a stay at home mother, my husband...
16 Married and Alone
I love my husband. But he is SO not for me. We have no sexual attraction. I miss good sex. I will leave him somday when the kids are older.
17 Still Hurting- 10 Years later
I had an abortion 10 years ago. I still feel remorse, hurt, weak and stupid because of it. I can't talk about it with anyone. My husband cant deal with it. I am always unhappy. I don't want my children to have an unhappy Mom.
18 I am proud to say it becuase no one else knows
only a week ago, i had passionate sex with a man other than my husband. He is a good man but i feel like i was tricked into marring him. i was 2 months pregnant and once our familys found out him and i had nothing but pressure to marry each other. I was tricked! i agreed. i regret it. he leave me alone...
19 Not what it seems
I just got married a few months ago and am pretty sure my husband cheated on me with an escort right before the wedding. He denies but I just don't believe him. Everytime I look at him I want to vomit. I don't know what to do. Everyone thinks he is the greatest guy but if they only new :(
20 I cheated on my husband
Dear God, I am leaving my husband tonight. I wanted to leave him for about a year because he never talks to me or looks at me. Two weeks ago I slept with my ex-boyfriend. I love my husband so much and I love my ex-boyfriend so much. I hope my husband will be okay after I leave him tonight. Please make...
21 Is my husband enough?
I have been happily married for more than 10 years, but have in the past had a physical relationship with my best friend (same-sex). We are both Christ-followers, but when we are together I sometimes struggle with the desire to have more physical encounters. I don't know how to deal with these desires,...
22 Unhappily married and talking to a long time friend I use to date
I have been in marriage for 13 years. Thoughtout the years I've suffered physical emotional abuse my husband walked out on us several times. He has been a heavy alchol user and marijuanna smoker over the past 13 years. He tried to turn his life around but fell off the wagon recently. im so tired of this...
23 My affair with a married man.
I'm married. He's married. But I was stupid and fell in love with him. I know he just used me for sex. I broke it off with him and told him to never contact me again. My poor husband has no idea why I am grieving and upset right now. I just wanted someone to want me again. I wanted to feel beautiful...
24 MARRIED WOMEN WITH A SEXUAL ADDICTION
hI, i LIKE TO WHIP, INFLICT PAIN, MASTERBATE, WATCH PORNO, JUST ME, NOT MY HUSBAND. i HAPPENS EVERY NOW AND THEN, YET I FEEL SO UNWORTHY TO MY CALLING, iM A MINISTER/PRAISE LEADER
25 Despicable Act II
Why do I keep doing this?? He's my friend's husband-- 22 years. I know he's had many, many affairs and that seems to justify it in my mind even though the drop in a bucket theory doesn't work in my heart. I enjoy selfishly every minute we can get together. I know it can never go anywhere. If he was available,...
26 Adultress
I have been married for 6 years to a great man, we have had a hard couple of months but have worked through them. But last night he left to go on an camping trip. While he was gone I got on the internet and started chatting with men. Finally this man close to my age invited me to view his web cam. We...
27 Cleansing My Soul
I have started to watch lots of pornography, especially the kind where women are degraded, spit on, raped, and have sex with several men at once. I am a Christian and I love God, but I was recently divorced and some how I feel guilty, because I I let God down. I was supposed to love my husband, yes,...
28 To much sex.
I am not a big believer in god but I have found that confessing gets issues like this off my back. I am only 18, and I had an affair with a 40 year old man who was married. Even thought no one knows I feel like a jerk. I feel like that "bitch" who ruined a good household, and furthered an unstable marriage...
29 confused...
So i cheated on my husband about a week ago. After it happened, i started having stronger feelings for him than my husband. Needless to say he completely blew me off. I feel so rejected, this had caused me to go off the deep end. I started drinking and flirting more and i even slept with my husbands...
30 Sex addiction
I am addicted to sex. I am married, and have a child....I rarely have sex with my husband, but am easily led into having sex with other people. I have cheated on my husband with 2 different people, and have a desire to continue to do so. I love being wanted, and enjoy the excitement. I know its wrong,...
31 I don
I'm married to a wonderful man. But for some reason I think about past boyfriends or lovers on a daily basis. I love my husband and even though our relationship could be better it's not bad. I don't want to cheat on him and I don't understand why I can't stop thinking about them. Also, I used to love...
32 adultress
I confess that I have cheated on my husband. I have been having lustful thoughts about my boss at work for a couple of months, and the other day the oppurtunity was there and i took it. I havent been sexually or physically satisfied for a really long time. My husband has no sex drive. i dont know what...
33 Not Completely Happy
I got pregnant before I was married and my parents pressured me into getting married the week after the baby was born. I felt so ugly and fat at my wedding and I was miserable. I just did it because they told me it was the "right thing to do". Now, a year later, I wish that I could have stood up to my...
34 Secret Sexual Fantasies
I have been married for a year now and I cheated on my husband before we were married. When I was young, my dad never had a relationship with me and I was molested by my older brother and a cousin and some of their friends. These experiences have caused a lot of sexual issues for me and I am constantly...
35 husband
I confess that I am not attracted to my husband and do anything I can to try and get out of having sex with him.
36 despicable act
About 3 weeks ago I spent the night with a good friend who was in town for the night. He used to flirt 20+ years ago in college, but he was my room mate's boyfriend. Now he's her husband of 22 years and they have 2 teenagers. To further compound the guilt, I've now slept with the love of her life (another...
37 depress
im doubt if i still love my husband, and if he still do too. our marriage is in chaos. Now the way i see it were only together because of the kids. i want to be separated from him, but im afraid he might get the kids from me because i had psychosis before. i guess i still love him that i can still swallow...
38 Fraud
I feel like a fraud. Everyone thinks I am a great, strong, faithful military wife and devout Christian. They don't know that I fell in love with someone else. Someone married, with children. Someone of great influence, who is also a Christian. Someone much older. He fell in love back. Nothing physical...
39 Married for financial reasons not love. Big mistake
I married a man that I wasnt in love with for financial reasons. I am by no means financially better off but instead indebt $30K more due to either misunderstandings that he was going to help with his share or poor judgement. Each wrong investment I made to please him landed me further and further in...
40 (am I really writing this) Affair
I have had an affair for several years, which of course is wrong - and i go through phases where we don't see each other or talk to eachother and then someone goes out of town and it all starts again. I am afraid of the Vow series now because I know that it will bring my already overwhelming guilt to...
41 Lesbian Lust
My husband found comfort in another woman by choosing her coversation rather than mine. I felt horrible and he had little remorse. So I decided to get him back... the only person who cared enough to listen was another woman. In text messages, one day we somehow got on the idea of "liking" each other....
42 A life ruined
I had an abortion before I was married. Never felt guilt or shame. Then I suffered from miscarriages. As a married woman, I got pregnant. My husband informed me he did not want this child. The end resulted in an abortion & now I am childless & resentful of my husband & living in regret, guilt & shame...
43 Steal, Lie
I stole from my employer a long time ago.(20 years ago) I am working on trying to pay them back. They do not know that I stole from them. I have sent some money to them anonymously. During this time period, I broke up with my boyfriend (broke his heart actually) and still feel horrible about this....
44 one month
My husband and I were only together for one month before we got married. He made me feel special and loved, something no man had ever been capable of doing. I love him with all of my heart, but I regret alot of haste decisions. I know in my heart that this marriage is wrong, but I couldn't ever leave...
45 Doubting my love
I am starting to doubt that I love my husband as much as i used to. Why? He continually accuses me of wanting other men. Maybe i should look. He is accusing me of it any way. If he doesn't straiten up, I'm going to leave him.
46 hi
Over ten years ago I had my first pepsi. I like the taste. So the next I took a break I had another one. It started to affect my stomach but I was convinced that the pepsi made me feel better. Before you know it I started to drink one evrery day. I am addicted and I think I can not live a day without...
47 my cheating heart
This past year has been a difficult one in my marriage. I have fallen away from my practice of my faith--I keep coming back, and then back sliding; I have a problem with porn--and I don't view it online--but I have my own pix; and have physically cheated on my spouse twice in a 10 month period. But,...
48 Trapped
I feel so horrbile inside i am a lovely person but i have to many hang ups. I wanted to be married to a wonderful man who would except me. My husband verbally &physically abuses me. I want to leave he tells me he'll 302 me i am afraid and scaried. I am not in love i've lost respect dignity and trust...
49 fear of failure & doubt
instead of leaving things in God's hands and having faith. I have grown to doubt that my husband will succeed in our life endeavors. I feel as if everything he talks about accomplishing will fail. I am only half way done with my education and feel as if he is holding me back. he joined the army because...
50 I Dont Want to....but i do
I Am Married to a wonderful man and I Have Sexual feelings for another man. I try not to be alone with him, but when I am and he makes me hot. He pulls me close to him, and Embraces me in a way he shouldnt. I shouldnt let him, but it feels good to be wanted, and i know thats a sin. We almost kissed...
51 I told my Husband no more porn
I just told my husband that I wasn't ok with his porn addiction and asked him to stop downloading pics, talking online and watching videos. He told me that he loves me more then that and that he will stop. I feel like it won't be that easy. He has been doing this for years. I love him and I know that...
52 Nacho
I am now a 50 year old woman, at age 28 I was going to a community college taking my general ed classes and I was taking a piano class on Friday's. There was a student in my class, not a tall man nor a extremely handsome man but there was something about this guy, his energy he was a pleasant and funny...
53 Hate
My husband had an affair with my "friend". Then lied about it. He said it was just emotional- and now he tells me they were sexually active- I hate them both so much I could take a bat to them. I wouldn't do that, but I just have so much rage from this. He wants to have his family back- It makes me sick...
54 Too many secrets
I have secrets that I have kept for years. I was molested by an uncle when i was 8 or 9-years-old. I told my mom about it ( he was her youngest brother) she told me to tell him to stop it. Because of this molestation I have made horrible decisions when it came to personal relationships in my life....
55 I married the wrong man
My husband doesn't love me. He never really did, and he reminds me on a regular basis that he wouldn't give a crap if I walked out the door. I can't get over my ex-boyfriend. He loved me. He really did. We broke up because of his jealousy. When I broke up with him, I really thought I could make...
56 I would leave my Husband of 10years for my ex.
I have been with my husband for 10 years and have always wished that i had married my ex-boyfriend and still talk to him and think what it would be like to be intimate with him again. I almost kissed him one night when he was at my house making drinks and wish that I had gone through with it (he was...
57 I am insecure
I am so insecure with myself that I hide behind being a smart mouth class clown. I shield my true feelings behind a false armor. I don't trust anyone because I am the queen of all liars. I am jealous of everyone and everything but I hide it by being overly nice to people. My true venomous feelings eat...
58 so many sins
I've committed so many terrible sins which I am sorry for. I lost my virginity at 12, and between that age and 24, I had about 50 partners. I had 2 abortions, which both times my mother encouraged me. I can't believe I did that- it was so evil. I am no married and I have 2 children. I also worked as...
59 What to do in a world of no direction
I cheated. I had what I thought would be a little affair. But what ended up happening was that I fell for the guy. I can't live a day without thinking about him. But I can't leave my husband because we have kids together and it hurts more to imagine my children being torn between us than my suffering....
60 ...About Marriage
I don't believe in divorce unless my husband abandons me, or commits fornication. My husband has been the most degrading, manipulative, insensitive, rude, slanderous, and egotistical person sense day ONE after the honeymoon. He has his entire family thinking I am the that needs the help and that I am...
61 Help
I have been having a hard time this week with masterbating. I have done this off and on since I was 12. I do it when I am stressed. This week, especially, I have done it two times in one week. I need help. I know that God forgives me but I feel that He must have a limit. I need prayer. My husband knows...
62 Marriage
I'm not in love with my husband. He is a hypocrite, and though I have forgiven him for hurting me, I can't forget the pain he caused, and how he has not acknowledged it. I feel stuck. Every day hurts.
63 how do I cope?
I was molested by people I believed in all my life, even my uncle. i never told my mom who is a preacher because i was was afraid of disapointing her. i got to the point where i just "gave it up" because i felt if i did not do it willingly, they would take it from me anyways. i blocked out my past,...
64 One Day at a Time!
Please pray for me as I'm trying to get back on my feet from having an affair with a very close friend of mine and my husband's. After he ended the affair cause he's married also, I fell apart. I've thought about ending my marriage because I feel like the love has died. I don't know how to get that love...
65 need your mercy
I knew I should've never started this, but I was stupid enough to fall into it. I thought I was strong, but I am so weak. I can't take this anymore. I feel like I can't breath. I have to put a front with my husband and can't pay attention to my kids. I'm the worse mom, wife, and worse friend. I'm sorry...
66 In Need of Help
I am the wife of a minister. I have beautiful children but I have a secret life. I am in secondlife, having an affair and living the life completely opposite of what those around know. I have found that this is feeding to other things like porn and so forth. I have failed the Lord, my husband and...
67 Confession of a Minister
I am husband, father, and minister. I was introduced to sexual impurity when at a young age. I was molested once and my father's porn collection. For 15 years i have been addicted to pornography. My passion for Jesus Christ is failing and i have become lazy at work. I am ashamed very time i looked into...
68 neglect in marriage
I found my husband in the beginning of an affair, emotional and some physical. I turned to God and he changed my heart in a matter of hours to where I fell deeply in love with my husband and we shared awesome sex for the first time. But he's been neglected by me for so long that I thot sex would fix...
69 Trust
I know my husband has a porn addiction and I have caught him in the act, but he denies it. I also know he steals and I can not confront him. It's tearing away my trust in him and our marriage.
70 Adulterer to Forgiven
Well, I am here again. I remained unfaithful to my first husband. I divorced him in hopes that I would be together with my lover, which didn't happen. However, God is merciful. He took me out of the situation. He took me out of the situation and away from it. I praise him for it. I am married again-to...
71 my husband is addicted to porn
i haven't been married for even a year yet and sometimes i have the feeling that i want to give up. two months into our marriage my husband told me that he was addicted to porn. i had seen all of the signs, found things on the computer, but always believed every lie that i was fed. i felt so betrayed...
72 adultry
I have cheated on my husband 6 times in the past for years. I am sorry I did it. I am full of guilt and shame that I can't get rid of. Jesus, please forgive of my sins, all of them, even the ones I forget about and wash me new. Help me to break away from those things in my life that make me want to do...
73 I dont want this life
My husband is becoming a pastor and we are becoming missionaries. Sounds great, right? It is, but I dont want to be a missionary or a pastor's wife. I dont want any part of this. I feel smothered and like my voice doesnt count anymore. I hate how our life has turned out. We used to be best friends and...
74 I want my wife to sleep with other guys
I want to be dominated by my wife. I want to be a cuckold husband. I would work and do all the chores. She would control the money. She would have other lovers while I remained monogomous. I would be allowed to please her but would get no reciprocation.
75 I'm sooo sorry
Me and my husband were going through a really hard time after our second child was born. It was a traumatic experience as our son was 3 months prem and had be in an incubator for just over 2 months. During that time i found out that my husband had had sex with another a younger girl, but it was only...
76 religion
I was virgin ,pious and religious girl,when I got married and my first expereince was of physical abuse .My husband tortured me for his pleasure until I cry.I left him and then my life was all down.I was raped,Then I found work and started living on .As my boss was doing dirty things with my body too.I...
77 Scared Mom
My husband is an alcoholic. My life consist of lies and no trust. I can't have any time to myself because that would entail leaving him with my children and I wont. I am going into a nursing program feeling insecure, stupid, and that my attempt will fail just like my life. I can't help but wonder if...
78 hate what my life has become
i dealt with his ex, raised his 2 kids, had 2 of our own, worked more then 1 job at a time. He cheated and i think i hate hime now. seeing if time will heal but i doubt it. i exposed her and hope she is going through hell. why should i deal with their secret. i don't keep secrets well. six years...
79 guilt
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80 I need healing. I need accountability
I was first injured sexually when I was 5; then by my brother at 10; then by teenage boys; then by abusive husband. I am now a 45 yr old single woman who is deeply in love with Jesus. I also masterbate on a regualar basis. I started looking at a porn site more than 2 yrs ago. I don't want to bring my...
81 I love my husband..and my best friend that's a guy.
6 yrs ago I met a guy friend of mine at college. We fell in love, dated for a yr, and then became best friends due to all the research he was involved in. I still loved him regardless of who I was dating but didn't think he cared for me anymore so I faked being "just friends" and lied to myself. I even...
82 Sham
I am a woman, and I was sexually abused by two of my older girl cousins when I was 6. A year later at age 7, I sexually abused my younger girl cousin. We thought it was like playing doctor or "pretending" to be boyfriend and girlfriend, but as I got older, I realized it was wrong and I am ashamed that...
83 Living a lie
God please forgive me. I am a liar,cheater, thief and worthless human being. My life has been one disaster after another and I hope someday that all will change. I just pray that God hears my prayers. I have made so many mistakes in my 50 yrs that there is not enough room on this post to confess them...
84 Tough.....
I love being a stay at home mom.....but my husband makes me feel like if I want to get involved in anything else, including joining choir.....that I am a bad mom or ungrateful. Sometimes, I just feel like leaving......I never would, but that's where my heart goes sometimes. I am a passionate person and...
85 I married the wrong man
I am in love with someone other than my husband. I cringe during sex with my husband unless I close my eyes and think of this other man. I am an adulterer, my mind strays, therefore I am. I wonder if this is it for me, is this all I get? A life without true love because I got pregnant and felt obligated...
86 My ex boyfriend
When my then boyfriend and I broke up I was heartbroken and in pieces. After which met a wonderful man who later became my husband. He has helped me heal and deal with all the emotional problems of my past relationships. However my ex bf and I are very good friends now, although we don't see each...
87 Sorry Excuse of A Husband
My wife left me and is now divorcing me because I struck her and never showed her the love she deserved. Not only that I refused to get help. And the second I did is the second she left me, I don't blame her, but lately I doubt God is real, I doubt his control and in general I just blame him. I have...
88 sexual experimentation
i once experimented with homosexuality and it didn't take long for me to realize I wasn't gay and that I was never meant to be gay. i think i did it out of loneliness and a deep desire for male intimacy, but i somehow sexualized that. looking back, i don't know how I could have done it... i was so...
89 I want my husband back.
We have been separated for four years, married for twelve. I love him so much, and we have three children. We are trying to work it out, since he just began telling me the truth after lying to me for years about everything. He wants a divorce, and I am praying he will change his mind. He says he...
90 Marriage
I hate being married. My husband is boring and inflexible. He is uninteresting and I have no desire for him. He wants to have kids and so do I. The problem is, I don't want to have kids with HIM. I want a divorce. I hate when he comes home.
91 torn
My secret is this. I have been viewing porn for a while now. I was saved about 3 years ago. And it seem that I find myself falling right into it maybe about once a week. I've find myself being full of guilt after doing it. I'm married. i love my wife very much but can't seem to stop. I could go...
92 I hate being married
because I'm married to someone who woo's me, but doesn't totally respect me at the same time. I often withhold sexual intamacy because it doesn't feel right. We have been married for 11 years and have 2 children together. What's worse is that I've allowed myself to get comfortable in this lifestyle...
93 Falling out of love
Long story, but to cut it short, for 10 years, I've been an "emotionally battered husband". It's kinda hard to explain. I've just been trying to patch how my wife has been doing. Then suddenly, about 2 months ago, I suddenly imploded. I felt that I had enough and I suddenly lost all the feelings I have...
94 Failure of a Husband
I met my current wife 10 years ago, while being married at the time (good start huh?) and fell in love. After my divorce, we married before building our freindship and relationaship to where it needed, since then I have done nothing but lie, decieve, and cover up any mistake I might have made in order...
95 Can't Forgive
I cannot forgive my husband as he cheated on me for the first 4 years of our marriage with multiple people in secret. He came clean putting everything on the table. He apologized and we have gone to marriage seminars and counseling but I cannot forgive him. I try to forgive him... but the thoughts of...
96 Cheating Husband?
I can not trust. I doubt and am afraid all the time that my husband will cheat on me. He has done this before and although he swears to his faithfulness. I react daily in fear that he is cheating. We have children together. And I know, I put to much trust in him. I know I need to trust God but find...
97 Non-loving husband
I love my husband...at times. There are other times I wish I were single again. He's not a romantic or an affectionate person, but I knew that going into our relationship. I know that he loves me, but he doesn't show it. I have cheated on him twice since we've been married. Although my heart wasn't in...
98 my husband doesn't have
I don't like to have sex with my husband anymore. I am resentful that he has a small penis. It's so small. I can't take it anymore!!! I know that's mean. I love the guy, but he doesn't do it for me anymore
99 i hate being married
i wish i had never brought my husband here from another country. it's a pain in the * having to teach him life here. i wish he would go home to visit and never come back. *This post has been edited for content
100 I'm meeting the other woman today
And not for anything bad. Rather, I feel the need to share with her the peace that can be found only in a personal relationship with Christ. And I'm not even a very good or strong Christian. But this has been put on my heart that the poor thing (she's 20 years my junior) is a lost soul. And while...
101 I´m a very bad husband and father
I´m very angry with may family. I´m very jaealousy with my wife. I don´t like that their can be happy, because of my egoism.
102 I
Some years ago I was a a very romantic girl believeing in love. I thought I fount a very good man. I married him 6 years ago and I gave birth to 2 wonderful children. He comes home only late at night just to eat and go to sleep and I'm completely alone. He doesn't care for me at all no matter how sad...
103 are emotional affairs bad?
I have been in love with another man for years. I talk to him on the phone all night usually when my husband is out of town or at work. i tuly love this man with all my heart, I have never loved anyone the way I love him. I am married and I do love my husband very much but the friendship is not their...
104 These are my confessions..
As I stand reluctantly ready to be confirmed this Sat along side my wife I confess my sins to god in the presence of other sinners who repent with me.I have commited adultery. (I accept that god has forgiven me and I let go of this sin)I have lied I have lusted I have stolenI have envyed (cant spell)I...
105 I am sorry
Dear heavnly Father I have sinned against you.I have commited adultery with my husband uncle.. Iam so sorry pplease forgive me
106 Stuck
I am not in love with my husband. I stay with him because I cannot afford (financially) to support myself and my son without him. My husband doens't make enough money to support us and himself if we divorced. We currently live paycheck to paycheck and have a lot of debt. I want to be happy, but I don't...
107 Tempted by the fruit of another...
I'm married and I have a crush on another man. Whenever I see him I get butterflies. I think he feels the same way. We haven't done anything or even mentioned this whole situation. I love my husband, but I get such a thrill from seeing the other man and it's so nice to be flirted with. I can't stop...
108 lesbian porn
i like lesbian porn. i'm married, and i love my husband, and we have a decent sex life. i just get turned on by watching lesbian porn and i haven't told him.
109 past relationship
before i started dating my husband, i got close to an old friend online. i was going to move out to be with him and marry him. he was also talking to another girl, and at the time i was ready to move out there, he told me he had a secret and that it would make me mad, but that his fiance was moving...
110 I ruined my husband's career
My husband was accepted into a doctoral program, but I wanted him on Active Duty in the Army. I was lost and depressed and hated my job, so I made life impossible for him. He couldn't take it anymore, and to save our marriage, he returned to active duty. Now he is in a branch he hates and I am still...
111 My life
I have caused alot of harm through my 26 years. I have also made it a point to ask forgiveness from all those that I have hurt including 2 ex husbands, many lovers, my parents and family even a teacher. Through this though I have also forgiven my self. I feel more at peace than I ever thought I should....
112 Cheated on Husband
I have cheated on my husband on numerous occasions. I like to think this has something to do with my being bipolar. I am on the right medication now and believe it will end. All of my adventures began with alcohol and I no longer drink. Hopefully, this is the end. I could never tell him because then...
113 So angry with my husband
We're trying to have a baby. Or, at least, I'm trying. He can't get an erection during my fertile time. Any other time, and for years before this, no problem. But suddenly, when it's something that I want, he can't perform. I'm so angry and frustrated with him. I made him see a doctor, and there's...
114 Confession
I cheated on my husband with two different men. He only thinks it was one guy, but no, it was in fact two.
115 Pastor Husband
I hate my husband. Everyone at church thinks he is wonderful, but at home he ignores me and puts me down. And so every Sunday morning I have to put on the happy face and pretend. He choses the church over me and his family.
116 lustful thoughts
i confess that i have had sexual thoughts about someone other than my husband. He is one of my husbands best friends. When i think about him i get really nervous but kind of excited. And any time we all go out together, we usually drink, and i think that just makes it worse. but he is always hugging...
117 spouse addiction
i live as though it doesn't exist to others & family but my common law husband does look at porn, pu prostitutes, etc.. i had a private detective check it out and confirmed it. This has been my secret that he doesn't know about. i want so badly for him to stop doing this we have kids and a good life,...
118 Husband "blows" off affair
My husband & I've been married for 12 years and have 3 children together. Although, I can't prove it, I suspect my husband is secretely gay (or bi-sexual). We're both Christians and try to live a Godly life, but I believe my husband will take it to his grave that he IS only heterosexual. We are intimate...
119 ashamed
My secret is shame: for not loving God, in spite of the fact He saved me from death twice--once when my car was hit by a train and I had only a 50/50 chance to live, and once when my ex-husband nearly strangled me to death. Instead of joining a church and rejoicing in a miracle, I committed adultery...
120 Once Again...
I just looked at pornography on the internet. I have struggled with this all my life. I feel like I am good, overcoming this sin and then am in a situation where I get overwhelmed. I am a youth pastor and a husband. I am enslaved to this, to visual sexual stimulation and I need You - Jesus. I want...
121 Confused By Affair
I'm a 33 yr old woman & I'm on my second marriage. The first marriage was "forced" by my parents due to an unplanned teenage pregnancy. Married at 17, I decided 2 years later that I was unhappy. I took my 2 year old son and became a single mom at the age of 19. By the age of 21, I met a very successful...
122 Wish he'd just go away
My secret is that I wish my ex-husband would just die. He cheated on me while I was pregnant. My son is now 18 months old and his father wants more visitation rights. I cannot stand the thought of missing out on time with my son. It's not fair. I know that my son deserves a relationship with his...
123 Don't want to stop
I married my husband for all the wrong reasons, I am not happy and I want out. I can't say it out loud because we have worked hard to build a life together. So now what?
124 long time sinner comes clean
I have abused drugs for most of my life, I cheated on almost every person I have ever been in a relationship with including my ex-husband. I had sex with a woman, with married men and women. I am a compulsive liar, and I have stolen a few things throughout my life. In a nutshell I am a terrible person...
125 Affair
I got married young & have been married for 20 years & have had several affairs. I feel horriable what I have done. I am married to a wonderful man and he does not deserve this. I am currently having an affair with one of our friends. I know I should not be doing this & I can't seem to stop myself....
126 Confessions
I've lied to my husband! I told him that my last and only boyfriend before I met him tried to rape me, but in fact I only said that to get attention. The situation was actually that my previous bf and I just got farther then we ever had gotten before and that was the first time I almost had sex before...
127 Haunted
I've spent my life being “in charge� of determining my self worth. Needless to say, it was one self-destructive disaster after another, and as an adult, I felt used and less than everyone else. Mostly, the way that I proved my worth to myself was with sexual relationships - being desired. I fell...
128 Pornography
I have a lot of anger towards my husband's addiction to porn. We never have relations and I know he masturbates, sneaks off to adult stores and uses inhalants while he masturbates. I honestly wouldn't care if he could/would have sex with me but he prefers his porn, so my confession is that I've been...
129 lust
i want to love my husband whole heartedly and be content with whatever we have. Oh lord help me to conquer the adultery element in me at times i find my self dreaming about other men wanting to sleep with them and imagining all the sinful acts. I cant take this anymore this has to end. I want to be...
130 rape
I was raped by my boyfriend when I WAS 17 abd did not tell anyone. Iam now 36 and married by another man but this rape is still tomenting me I regret the incidence and always blame my self for letting it happen. I feel bad for breaking my virginity before getting married. This issue worries me a lot...
131 adultry
i cheated my husband in 2006 and 2003 i feel bad about it and its haunting me i keep on praying to the lord by it seems i cant stop this cheating at times i find myself commnicating with these men i had affairs with. Oh God Help me i dont want to do it again . i love my husband and i want to keep on...
132 hubby
I secretly am no longer in love with my husband after he cheated..
133 cheater
i cheated on my husband...many times before we were married and once since we've been married. I am genuinely sorry.
134 Homosexual Acts and Adultery
Lord please forgive me of the past and recent homosexual acts and acts of sexual immorality. Forgiving me for leading other into my disgusting life style. I felt it was wrong and did it anyway please lead me from temptation. Please forgive my unfaithfulness, unforgiveness, and resentment toward my beloved...
135 sex with my brother in law
I was 18 when went to visit my sister. I started a relationship with a brother to my sisters husband. I have never been able to stop it even though most people in the family do not approve of it. Rather, i want to marry him and even relocate to another country. Please help.
136 The Guilt of my Texting/Messaging Unfaithfulness
I have an old friend from high school whom I have gotten in touch with in the last 2 years via the internet. We were good friends in high school and tried on various occasions to have a relationship; it never panned out. I met the love of my life and got married, 14 years now. We have 3 gorgeous...
137 Abortions
In my 20's I had 4 abortions. I have never told anyone. The first pregnancy happened when I was on the pill, but the other 3 happened because I was to shy to tell the guys I was sleeping with that I wasn't on the pill. This secret has been like a black spot on my sould for almost 15 years. I am married...
138 I have trouble with my husband's family
I have many troubles with my husband's family, because he leaves me alone to stay all his free time with them. I feel I don't like them at all. I think that this situacion is getting me apart of a good relationship with the Lord. I wish we can move far away from them.
139 Ashamed
For the first few years of my marriage I would go to bars and end up having sex with strangers. I always justified this by telling myself that it was not that bad because it did not mean anything. The last time it happened the guy left a mark on my neck and I had to burn myself with a curling iron...
140 Unreal
A character in a series based on complete and utter fantasy has not only saved my life- but changed it for the better as well. I wish I could say my husband did the same.
141 Almost a Year
My husband is a whole different person now. I am not in love with him anymore. I hate our conversations. I hate that we have nothing in common. I don't want anything to do with anyone in his immediate family ever! I wish I could take our entire marriage back. I can't though. I am stuck with him for life....
142 im finally pregnant
i'm finally pregnant, after a miscarriage. only told my husband. I'm afraid to tell family members because god forbid something, i will not be able to bear witness to their grief again. that pain was worse then the miscarriage. praying for all to be well this time and to share the good news with those...
143 Need prayer
I continually seem to fall back into sexual sin. I also try to get my wife to join me and talk to her about things that are innappropriate. I also have recently had dreams that told me I am going to die soon because of my sins, and that there is no more hope for me. I also want to be a better husband...
144 Words I have said
I made my husband feel bad about the size of his private area. I didn't mean it the way it come out but he still thinks I meant it the worst way when I just didn't say it the right away. I pray that he will forgive me for this. forgive me for this.
145 Unfaithful to my Common Law husband over & over
The last 6 years have not been good for me and my husband. I have slept with other men. I have fallin in love with another man. I have had threesomes and multiple partners cause of my job as I do work in the adult industry. I have supported my family on the avails while he sat at home cause I made to...
146 Codependent
I am codependent. This basically means that my self-worth and self-esteem is so low that I take others problems and responsibilities on myself to confirm that I have worth in this world. I have been a Christian for 12 years and have yet to truly experience God's love because I even feel inadequate...
147 I can't stop lusting about my sister-in-law
I'm 35 with a beautiful wife and two kids. However, I can't stop lusting about my wife's sister. I also frequently fantasize about my wife having sex with other men. Occasionally, I masturbate to internet porn or while elaborating upon complex fanatasy storylines involving my wife, her sister, and...
148 I want to die
my life was ruined when i found out my husband was an alcoholic & misused all our money on porn & booze. i lost my house that was my family home & that i loved very much. i never believed that there were wounds that couldn't be healed until then. now everything that reminds me of my life before makes...
149 adultery
I fell into sexual temptation and had oral sex with a married woman. My sins are before me. I have sinned against God, myself, her, and her husband. I regret what I did and I will not speak to her anymore because I know she wants to be sexually involved with me but I am so disgusted with what I have...
150 Adultry
Well When my Husband Went to Jail, For 3 Months i Met Someone, And we Started Out as Friends at First This Man Knew i Was Married i Had Told Him Many Times, But One Night i Let Lust Win, And Committed Adultry, i Was Afraid to Tell my Husband, i Did Not Want to Loose Him, so One of His Friends Ended up...
151 Too Many to ever list
when I was younger I did horrible things - including stealing from stores... but my worse secret is how I fetish over having sex with another female .. I have never done this, yet I yearn to do it. I feel sick to my stomach everytime I imagine it. Sometimes it's the only way I can have an orgasm with...
152 Backslider
I met the lord when I was 15 teen in a girls home and had a really close relationship and came home to find out I was having a hard time fitting back in this world being scared ran back to old friends and past sins to fit back in.Now I am 38 and have three children and desperately what that relationship...
153 trapped in my mind.
I just watched the video about sexual sins. You mentioned this site and I felt drawn to it. I am a father, husband, son, and a Christian. When I was in my earily teens. i stumbled into porn which lead to different types of porn. In college in met a guy online and also messed around together. The...
154 I am a mother and I masturbate my son
Most days I masturbate my beautiful young son. If it's a school day then I give him hand before school to relax him and again in the evening before bed. I love to put my hand on his boy part and tickle and stroke it until he wets, as boys do. He absolutely loves the feeling of being masturbated and often...
155 screwed up my life
i have lied, stolen, cheated, abused my kids, purposefully driven away husbands ( yes husbands) done drugs ( sober now for 30 days ) gambled away hundreds and hundreds of dollars when I was unemployed and while employed. I immersed myself with the dark side for years and it brought nothing but more pain...
156 lonely..
i've been married for 11 years, the last 2 years i've been seeking relationships online because i'm so lonely...my husband is content but i'm ready to leave...i've never committed sexual sin, but in my heart i have no desire towards this man i married...i desire a godly husband...but in my heart i know...
157 I never thought this could happen....
I was looking on the computer last night. We have a SpectorSoft on our computer and I just downloaded it again on the computer. But haven't told my husband because I thought he wasn't hiding anything. He is watching videos of gay men porn and saving the files on our computer. I don't know what to...
158 Masturbation
I have masturbated on and off since I was about 12 and now a married mother of 2, I find myself masturbating especially when my husband and I have just had a row. I know this is a sin and terribly want to stop doing it but don't know how.
159 My marriage sucks...
I feel like my marriage really bites. I'm sure this is normal and I've probably got it better than many, but I also don't feel like I should be happy because I don't get beat or cheated on. I also feel betrayed by God because I knew (or thought I did) that my husband was "the one"... and I don't want...
160 baby
I love my baby, but I feel my life is falling apart. Since I had him I am always angry. I do not feel like I am a good parent. I continue to love and care for him. My relationship with my husband is falling apart. We had sex up until the night before I delivered it was wonderful. We had such a...
161 Husbands
I think I hate my husband. He's the most thoughtles, heartless human being, adn every time I try to leave he acts "crazy" and I stay, so i have stratd hitting him with frustration.
162 Losing everything
My husband and I got into swinging with other couples. He arbitrarily decided that this was my fault and has now left me over it. It was sexual depravity, but now that he is gone, he is trying to take our 4 year old from me, because he says if I can do that then I am an unfit parent.
163 Alone But Not Lonely
It happened. What my husband and I hoped would not happen actually did. As a result of something he did long before we met my husband is now serving a short jail sentence. It's up to me to make sure everything is 'settled' on the home front. He is a believer, and we know that God is walking through...
164 jealousy
I am jealous of all my friends at church. Their grown children seem to be happily married with children and good jobs. My children are struggling with relationships and direction. I can't stand it when people in church ask me how my daughters marriage is doing. Or when is my son going to find a wife....
165 Lost Trust
My husband works and lives 4 hours away, 5 days a week. When he is home, he always seems to be text messaging with someone. He keeps the bank account and I am sure the money is not always being put to good use. I feel like an after thought, he is not mean or intentionally hurtful. I feel hurt just the...
166 abortion 16 yrs ago
i had an illegal abortion 16 years ago. i still remember the pain... i didn't regret it at all and still consider it to be the correct move. or else, i won't have the life i have now. i'm so in love with a guy now and hope one day we could get marry. when talking about having baby, i'm so afraid...
167 jealousy
I have a great life. I have plenty of everything I need and want. I have a great husband and enjoy my life very much. My secret is that I still get jealous of other people. I hate it because I know that it is so stupid.
168 liar,cheater,fornicator, selfish
I live a white Jewish man who is not my husband. I have an African American lover who is sometimes abusive. I have been in this double life for 15 years. One is aware of the other. The other pretends he does not know. They are both awesome men who love God and love me, I know this lifestyle hurts...
169 It wont stop
I KNOW this sounds stupid, but it wont go away. I constantly worry about how I look and am always worried about what I eat. I constantly am consumed with my image and feel ugly if I eat "bad food". I think about how many calories are in food even if I do not want to. I used to be anorexic and went from...
170 i really don't like my husband.
my husband is young, fit and attractive. i can't stand to be around him. he's the laziest person i've ever seen. he doesn't show that he loves his family, even in non-materialistic ways... tho we are broke as well. we argue constantly, but he won't even let me speak most of the time... he just...
171 Disrespect
I call my husband mean names like fartface and poopyhead. But I think he kind of likes it...is it still wrong?
172 Cannot Forgive
My wife had an affair with one of her best friends husbands and I cannot forgive her. She keeps telling me to get over it and I cannot. The worst thing about it is her friend told her son who told my childern and all of their friends. What a cluster. The only reason I am sticking around is for my...
173 Cannot forgive
I find it difficult to forgive my ex-husband for divrcing me and friends that have offended me.
174 Marriage for life?
I am a christian and have been married to my husband now for 11 years. He is a Christian as well. I wonder if we should have gotten married. We were married as unbelievers and have since became Christians together. He loves me, but shows it in a funny way. I just see other married couples and think...
175 Adultery
i have been marred for 2 years. My husband is wonderful and i love him, but has no idea what kind of person i am. I have had sex with 6 people since we were married. Five of the men were in a 3 week period. I wanted to be used because i felt worthless & empty. A part of me has always felt dark and dirty....
176 just wanna go.
i'm married with 2 kids, and i want to leave them all. not for a fling or something. i just want to go. disappear. be alone forever. no friends, no family, not even pets. my marriage is in trouble anyway, my kids... they'd probably be better off - tho i feel like a bad mom saying that. i don't really...
177 my marriage is fake
I got engaged because I wasn't ready for the relationship to end, the next thing I find out I'm pregnant, and walking down the aisle. It's been a little over two years and I feel like I'm in a downward sprial of disappoinement and disaster. I am afraid to leave because I know I can't make it on my...
178 Baker's Wife
I had sex with a married friend whilst her husband was out fishing one Sunday morning, we locked the doors and spent the day together. We're now having an affair, somtimes having sex in their house, sometimes outdoors. Her husband owns his own bakery and I often wait until I see the lights go on before...
179 Needed Jesus/forgiveness
I had no self-esteem when I was young. I was very angry all the time and then I meet someone who became my husband. He drank and so did I , but after we married, he turned from me and drank with his friends, then drugs and so on for 15 years. But my confession is that I turned to other men to make myself...
180 pornography masturbation
am born again 32 year old husband to a beautiful wife and father of two beautiful children, I have been watching to porn, having sexual fantasy and masturbating since my freshman year in high school I have tried stopping without success. There are times I stay away for months only to fall back into...
181 confessions of a pastor
I am a broken pastor whom is need of strength to help with my addiction. But not only am I a pastor, I am a husband and a father of two beautiful and innocent children; but I am also addicted to impure thoughts and internet pornography. I wish so badly that I could stop, however I can't. I wish so...
182 Secret Shame
My husband and I were seperated for a year and a half. Because he cheated on me and we were in limbo working through all the emotions. We have 3 children together and didn't want to rush into any decisions. I felt like we were on our way to divorce. It was almost Christmas. I was feeling empty and...
183 in love with someone esle
I recently got married to a wonderful man he spoils me rotten and everything is great except for the simple fact that i love someone esle my ex and i have no idea if he still feels the same way its gettting to me bad cuz i still love someone esle. then to make matters worse i have been lying to my husband...
184 Grieving for my lost little one
I am a woman of God and I KNOW BETTER. Less than a year ago, I found out I was pregnant with my third child. My husband and I have two children together and they are my world. I have no excuse for doing it other than selfish disgusting reasons, but I aborted the pregnancy. I have sought peace for my...
185 Prayer Help
After trusting and exchanging personal Law career investments for family and 15 years of home schooling, husband loses everything. (home, job/trade, credit, etc.) Worst loss (when needed the most) is the once, personal and intimate spiritual life and walk. (Can not even hear anything, anymore.) Despite...
186 LIed to my husband
I have lied to my husband about smoking again - this is not the first time but it has to be the last or our marriage is over. I got caught last night and I feel so scared that I have screwed things up again!
187 I busted my husband
My husband has been the perfect Christian for the past 3 years that we have bneen married. Or so I thought. We have two small babies together so I'm stuck with him now. Just recently I found tonns of porn on his computer. He stopped wanting to have sex with me two years ago for various excuses like bieng...
188 Dirty Mother
Something I could never lose is my husband and son. I am so ashamed for what I have done in my past I feel incredibly dirty. After I had my son ( I gained 65lbs. when I was pregnant) I felt ugly and unwanted by my husband (in a sexual way). He never wanted to make love to me and ignored me until I...
189 transform my life
I was molested by an older brother and then a cousin as a young boy. My mind has been injured for many years, and I have allowed the infection to fester. I have led a life of sexual immorality. I am ashamed of flirting with sin and binging with porn and masturbation. I want a renewed relationship with...
190 Wayward Wife
I'm in love with another man. He is my husbands friend. He loves me too. It hasn't gone any further than acknowledgement. I can't stop thinking about him sometimes.
191 I am in love with my husbands best friend
My Marraige has always been hard and I started to be attracted to my husbands best friend . He felt the same though nothing was ever said about it. I know there is still an attraction and I find myself thinking of him all the time and now sexually. He is apart of our lives and my children adore him....
192 Two loves...
I am in love with two men. I have kind of gone between them for the past two years. I am now married to one of them but still talk to the other. The night before my wedding I slept with the other guy. We still talk and talk about meeting and being with each other. I can't seem to give up either of them...
193 I'm Letting It Go
I am a single woman who has been having an affair with a man for almost 5 years, the last 3 of which he was married. I have never even thought I was the kind of person who could do something like that especially since my ex husbands affair caused the end of our marriage.I think I did this because my...
194 I cant control my mouth.
When I am angry or frustrated, I yell and curse alot. I have children and I often curse at them. My husband hates my language. I am a christian and I feel that what I am doing is wrong but I just can't find a way to control it. It happens without thought. I have prayed about it but I havent yet found...
195 no right to happiness...
i'm so alone. i've begged my husband quite literally for time and attention and i always come in second. or third. or not at all. he seeks out pictures of women online, but i suppose that's because they look so perfect. i'm not. if i had a "10" body, and were beautiful, then maybe i could have...
196 illness
I just want to run away. my husband and I both have health that is failing. Both of us could die at any time. Im depressed and on medication for it. Im not sure I have the strength to go on. Please pray for strength for both of us. I feel unable to help us. I cant run away from myself!!
197 Can
I am am 34 yo female and I am addicited to beastiality. Daily I enjoy smoking a joint and masturbating while looking at animal sites on the web. My orgasms while I do this are so extreme that I can't seem to want to stop this. My husband of 5 years who glances at a site every couple months has no...
198 I've failed as a husband
I am married to the most faithful, beautiful woman a man could ever hope for. She loves God and has been the rock in our marriage. We have two beautiful children that I also know are God's blessing. We have been married for 7 years, and I have failed my wife miserably. I have betrayed her trust and...
199 I'm scared
My husband has had a long history w/ porn. His secret is becoming obvious to others, and there are consequences. I love him and have promised to stand by him come what may. But, I'm scared.
200 I'm not sure Iove my husband anymore
I have been married for 13 years we have 5 children...I am not even sure I love him anymore. He has an addiction to porn and it has hardened my heart so much that I can't feel love for him. I am so spiritually dead too. I can't pray with him...and I don't even bother to read the bible. Honestly, I...
201 My husband makes me sad!
I love and appreciate my husband, but after his sickness I don't enjoy being around him like I used to! I feel like I am more afraid than anything! I want to get away from hiim, and I need to be with him, he and I are ONE! I feel like a sinner, but I still serve God whole hearted! I wish there was an...
202 My Guilt
I recently lost my wife. I know that this is part of life but she was such a great wife and I was an idiot. Although I never abused her physically or otherwise, I was not a very good husband. I never really appreciated her until after she had passed on. I look at my three sons and see what a great mother...
203 I am 18 and don
Umm I am 18 yrs old and a Female. I have a problem with Porn and just thinking about sex... I am a virgin... But Just thinking sex makes me want to go up to any guy and have sex!! I have Promised to Myself & God not to have sex till Marrage but Boy is it Hard! I have Prayed to God & He has forgiven...
204 MARRIED WITH A BOYFRIEND
I'm a young married women who decided to have a relationship with my bestfriends husband. i dated him before they were married and we continued to date for almost a year. I felt a little bad but now i don't because me and his relationship is much closer and we understand eachother better. we are now...
205 FULL of resentment
Anytime my husband needs money for something we spend it. I am tired of having things that need taking care of and they are ignored. My health will not allow me to work so I am stuck. I refuse to ask family for help. I just want to get out of this hole. The anger has taken over my life and I have tried...
206 Need to get this under control
I am a wife and mom and I drink way too much. I have anxieties and take on too many problems and it's my way of escaping. It's too much now. I'm missing out on my life, my child, my husband and I hate myself. Please God, I need this cross lifeted from me now. Please pray for me. I want help now.
207 lust
When my husband was away I went out with a friend and met a young sailor at a bar. He said I was beautiful. He loved to dance; he didn't hide how he felt. It turned me on so much, I've never been so hot. I barely managed to leave, but because of the intense lust that I had for him, I can't stop thinking...
208 mercy Oh Lord
I'm a church leader but found myself in a relationship with an unbeleiving man, a family friend. though we never "went all the way" there was heavy petting and I knew it was wrong, have confessed to God but still feel guilty, having been unfaithful to my loving husband. Oh that the Lord will deliver...
209 Temporary borrowing money by stealing
I was burnt working for a boss ,had enough and decided to run my own business. I convinced my husband to sell our house and kept the profit in the bank for him to managed. I had stolen that money without my husband's knowledge to this very date to use as a capital for my business. I had also stole money...
210 mother rejected
my husband is cheating on me with people online, and he refuses to admit it-here's the hook...we just had a child.
211 Cheated on ex-husband
My ex-husband was very mentally unstable. We didn't know that he had bi-polar disorder, multiple personality disorder and paranoid schitzophrenia. But he did. He was terrible to live with and miserable to be around. I felt that he didn't love me or our child. He tried to commit suicide. Every day...
212 Got what I deserved?
I lost my virginity to my husband, before we got married. He cheated on me, before we got married, and I knew about it. He cheated on me while we were married and I ignored it, lied to myself, and pretended it wasn't happening. I started working outside of the home, became good friends with a co-worker...
213 Cheating
Like others, I have been married for 9 wonderful years. But after a cervical cancer and loosing my "female parts" my husband treats me like glass and we might have sex 4 to 8 times a year!! I fell into sin and had an affair one time, but that one time is killing me. My husband and I started to talk...
214 feeling for another while married
i have a friend that i have known for a few year now. he told me the other day that he is in love with me and has been for some time now. i am married and have been for several years. at one time i did have feeling for this friend and my feeling where strong like his. i never thought that it could happen...
215 sexuality
dear my lord i am 20 yrs of age and have a 2 yr old daughter and i am worried about my sexuality towards women. my husband left me 4 another man my best friend from school. the fact of the matter is though is i wasnt bothered about him leaving i just feel sorry for my daughter because her dads gay and...
216 Affair question
I had an affair 7 years ago with a lady at my church. Everything blew up in our face. The affair got exposed in front of the whole church by my pastor. The crazy thing was this lady was in our wedding on my wifes side. Well her husband divorced her but my wife and I stayed together. The lady got married...
217 Masturbation
After 31 years of wonderful, happy marriage, filled with awesome sex, we now often choose sleep over sex. We attempt to have "planned" sex on our day off, but home and family come first, so that doesn't happen. So during the week when I have a day off, in between laundry and vacuuming I retreat to...
218 SEX ADDIT.
I'm a happily married man with three kids and loves my family, but I have a problem with sex. I am so embarass to admit it but over the course of my marriage I have not been faithful. I have cheated with several women and hates myself for doing so. I want to ask GOD's forgiviness for this terrible act...
219 My husband is addicted to porn.
My family thinks he's perfect. He seems perfect on the surface. But he's been addicted to porn for years. I caught him the first time on the computer the week returned from our honeymoon. He always had magazines as a single man, but I thought that's what single men did! Of course, now that I've caught...
220 Still Think About Him
A few years ago, my neighbor and friend of my husband and I came on to me at a party. He was drunk. He said he wanted me. I turned him down and told my husband. He confronted this man and he apologised to me, but I secretly liked it. I was lonley, with a young child at home, while my husband worked....
221 lusting for a man other than my husband...........
recently someone I work with had been giving me attention. Something that my husband hasn't been giving me in a long time. We started emailing each other and flirting. What started out as meaningless flirting turned different. I was starting to enjoy it and wanted more. He wanted to meet and I wouldn't....
222 Shame, Infertility, Sex
I've been dealing with a lot of shame for a long time. I was diagnosed with infertility at 20. After graduating from a Christian college, I started a NSA relationship with a guy. This lasted for a year, and I felt horrible the whole time. In order to break free, I moved out of town. Then I met my...
223 lusting for another....
My husband hasn't given me attention in so long and the problem is that someone else has. What started out as flirting turned into cybersex and I wanted more. I have put my marriage and children at risk for someone who only tells me what I want to hear. But it felt so good. I wanted so bad to just...
224 I have no libido
I've been married for five years and have a one-year-old son, but since I gave birth I've had no interest in having sex or even allowing my husband to touch me very much.
225 Lost & Searching
I am a wife and mother of 3 amazing children. I love my huasnd very much but I was weak. I had an affair for over a year and developed a strong bond and friendship with that man. He's my soulmate. There's no question about it. My affair was discovered nearly two years ago. My husband has stayed...
226 betrayal
i am married not happily just married. my husband and i have no communication. he does the craziest most hurtful things i feel a husband can do to his wife.almost every word out of his mouth is a lie. i believe with all my heart that he has cheated on me numorous times. i have found evidence like numorous...
227 I can't get him out of my mind
I have been married for almost 26 years. My husband had an affair about 10 years ago. It devastated me. We worked through that. Now, my secret...I work with a man that just went through a messy divorce. His wife was cheating on him. He confided in me because we are good friends. I told him I knew...
228 Unforgiven
I am in love with my ex husband who says he's forgiven me for leaving him but that we can never be together again. I wait and wait and have been waiting now for seven years for him to change his mind and take me back. I feel I don't deserve anyone else, anyone better, or anyone at all. Not only b/c...
229 Wife with a broken heart
My secret is one that my husband and I share. He is a childrens pastor, and although he fights, and wins many battles, he still gives into pornography. My heart has been broken many times, yet Christ continues to heal me. I love my husband, and I know he needs help. I dont know where to go.
230 Marriage is evil
I can stand being married!! I'd rather die than be married one more day. Actually I just want to leave my husband and live alone for the rest of my life!!!! I have no desire for a significant other to order me around and tell me how to feel and how not to feel. Being that annoying purposely and willingly...
231 Damaged goods
I was 14 last year. with a boyfriend. On our 11 month anniversary we decided to have sex for the first time. I am still with him, and have been for almost a year and a half. I regret having sex with him. I wish we would've waited until marriage. That way if we break up, I can give my husband the respect...
232 Lust
I have a very serious problem with lust, especially to unavailable men. I have committed adultery with my exhusband, my current boyfriend and with married men and other girls boyfriends several times in my life and I am not very proud of it! I want to be set free from this and I want to be forgiven....I...
233 I am a pastor's wife and a mess
I am a self absorbed, prideful person who has sought selfish desires in the past and present. I have had an emotional affair with a man outside of my marriage (5 years ago, but it still haunts me. I have confessed it to my husband and cut all ties but still wracked with guilt), a problem with pornography...
234 Abusive Husband, Drug addiction, Porn Fantasies
I am a 41 yr old man. I have had Drug addictions and internet porn addictions. I have lied and had sexual fantasies about straight and gay sex. I have Abused and hurt everyone. But the one I hurt thr most was my wife. I have anger problems and masturbation problems. I have not worked for a long time...
235 no more ties
1 month before getting married I found out I was pregnant. I already had children and so did he.I was entering my last year of a Master's program. I had an abortion. I never told him. Then the following year I found out I was pregnant again. I had an abortion. He still doesn't know. And we have since...
236 Cheating at will
Iam a married woman and I have cheated on my husband with many men I lost count of how many men I've had sex with,I love my husband but he's so weak has man in bed so I sex is best friends,co-workers even his brother a 17 year old , I come som homesometimes at 5 in the morringn and invent some excuse...
237 Feeling guilty
Last summer I made the mistake of cheating on my husband. I know that i hurt him deeply but at the time we were going through alot. He has cheated on me twice, once before marriage and once during. Many days I feel like I dont want to be married anymore. We've been through so much (he has physically...
238 My Commitment
I had an affair with a co-worker. I slept with him twice. I feel like a whore who deserves to die. I risked everything, a wonderful life with a loving husband for cheap sex. I won't do it again.
239 Lust for cousin
My cousin and I had inappropriate relations when we were both younger/adolecents. We never had intercourse, but done everything else. She and I have not talked about that since. Now, almost 30 years later, she and I talked about it. I appologized for my role. Then she told me that she cannot get me out...
240 So many lies...
Noone knows the real me. When I was a kid, my dad had a stash of Penthouses-I don't know how it happened, but he came home to take a shower & I stayed in his room-almost urged to flip though these mags, dad walks back in after his shower-exposed. He encouraged me to "touch" it. I didnt & left the room...
241 Just married
My husband is already completely different then how he was when I married him which was like a month ago... I miss how he was so considerate and cared so much about my opinions. Now he doesn't hesitate to call what I think stupid. He acted like he liked the stuff I did and enjoyed doing some of the same...
242 sad ! ohio lady
that i found my husbands porno books and i sold them to the trash man i guess he needed them more than my husband just need god to help me out and to show my husband that porn magazines are a nasty habit and break familys up please pray
243 Im an adultress
I've been married with my husband for 13 years and we have 3 wonderful kids.. .. 3 years ago I met a handsome, younger guy online and personally met with him that time, we had a very strong attraction with each other and found myself continously talking to him, and visiting him once in a while.. I'm...
244 my marriage
well my husband left me and our children I am also pregnant. I tryed to open up to a leader in my church and she treated me like I had the plague. I'm praying that he'll come back but that I won't be so weak next time.I have no one to call, no friends or family (all of my family is in another state)...
245 abused as a child
i was sexualy abused when i was young but 5 on a family vaction. it was by a teenage boy that was apart of a camp that i went to on the beach. i'm not actually sure that this happend or not because i think i blocked it when i was younger and didn't know what was happening, but now i can not get close...
246 cheating
i have recently cheated on my husband from being way too drunk and not knowing what i was doing....i have done that in the past and told him and he was able to forgive me and we have recovered from that..I just don't know if he could forgive me a second time...It was horrible and I cried the whole time,...
247 my marriage
I consistenly forget things and my husband gets so angry he yells at everyone. He just says it's over and wants to leave today. I do so much work in our home and pour out all my time, energy and strength and still it is not enough.... Other woman always flirt with him, he never returns it. But sometimes...
248 cheating
My husband cheated on me over a year ago and everytime i see certain things or hear things i remember and that hurt feeling comes back and get sick to my stomach. I get mad,sick,hurt and depressed. So depressed i think i did something wrong like i was at fault.
249 cheatin
I think my husband had an affair and i don't know what to do to make myself feel better...I feel like i can't trust him and i think that hurts more then the infertility
250 Numerous partners
To this day, my husband thinks that I have only been with a few sexual partners. He doesn't know that I have probably had sex with at least 70 men before I met him. I used sex as a way to feel "loved" and good about myself because someone actually desired me. I have Vaginal Herpes and PPV. I found...
251 The worst thing..
I have been suicidal for months, if not years, on and off. I have a husband and two kids. What would happen to them if I killed myself? What is truly going to happen to me if I kill myself? Will I just be reliving my own private Hell and pain for the rest of my existence in the afterlife?
252 The worst thing..
I've faked several pregnancies and faked subsequent miscarriages to "save" my marriage. If not save it, to create attention for myself so that my husband truly notices me. Has it really saved it? No...I have just been prolonging the inevitable, I'm sure. If my husband wants to leave, I should just...
253 i secretly feel that sometimes...
i secretly feel that sometimes i hate my husband.
254 Hi I want to confess this secret,...
Hi I want to confess this secret, I have known about my husband's unfaithfulness for a long time, he has been unfaithful not once but sevral times and always keep quiet, I do ask him about it when I suspect, but he always denies it. I ahve been sufering with this for almost 30 years. Now, I know that...
255 I cheated on my husband when we...
I cheated on my husband when we were first dating and I don't think he ever forgave me. He constantly goes through my person stuff. He is in the military and deployed alot. On the last deployment, I started talking to an ex from high school online. We talked for months then he came to see me and I cheated...
256 My husband is a premature ejaculator...
My husband is a premature ejaculator and he won't do anything about it. We have talked about it but everytime he goes to the doctor, he refuses to go through with the treatment prescribed. Then, everytime we have sex, he gets angry. It makes it worse when he does that because I can't comfort him, and...
257 I don't have any friends. I realize...
I don't have any friends. I realize that it sounds like I am whining. It seems that way to me sometimes too. My husband claims to be my "best friend" but I don't tell him a lot of things because I can't trust that he won't make a big deal out of it. The female friend that I was just starting to become...
258 I'm a married woman, 24 y/o w/...
I'm a married woman, 24 y/o w/ lustful thoughts of other women w/ my husband. This is no secret to my husband, the trouble is he shares the same desires. We've frequented strip clubs together & blown 100s of dollars on VIP rooms. We've even solicited ourselves on the internet, but were thankfully unsuccessful....
259 I am married but when i drink,...
I am married but when i drink, I become flirtatious with men and have sex with them. I am filled with guilt. I feel loved by these men I give myself to, at the time I feel special. My husband loves me but I find it difficult to let myself become close to him anymore. He deserves better than me. I am...
260 I am a 51 year old female. I struggle...
I am a 51 year old female. I struggle daily with addiction to internet porn and masturbation. I was sexually abused from age 5-10 by an uncle. It happened almost on a daily basis and no one had ever had the good touch/bad touch talk with me so when he lovingly started touching me I didn't know it was...
261 At 23 I divorced from my husband...
At 23 I divorced from my husband of 3 and half years. I thought after losing my dad not even 6 months before, that nothing could get worse. I was wrong and confronted by my now ex husbands addictions to young, single women from the internet. I received phone calls, almost on a monthly bases, informing...
262 I have been hiding debt from my...
I have been hiding debt from my husband. I HATE credit cards!!! I haven't used them in a long time, but my husband does. I have been hiding 60,000 of debt for 3 years. He doesn't want to know. We have over a million dollars, but I can't get to it to pay the bills off without him knowing. I wish...
263 my sister is of my age and looks...
my sister is of my age and looks like me.she has 3 children and myself 2.she was like a mother to me. somehow she got involved with my handsome husband.this went on for 4months and was caught redhanded.i loved my husband very much.even i am good looking but have never strayed in my entire life.i dont...
264 I have been married for a little...
I have been married for a little over a year to a wonderful man who loves me more than life itself. However I married him even though we didnt have sexual chemistry. I don't know why I did it. I am contintly fantisizing about past BF's and 1 in particular that I was madly in love with but broke up with...
265 my husband and i have been married...
my husband and i have been married for 22 years. We have never been emotionally connected. I tried but he says that is not something he needs in his life. That has been very painful for me, lonely. I guess one day i died inside and i had an affair, I really regret this and will always be haunted by it....
266 Sometimes I resort to self-gratification,...
Sometimes I resort to self-gratification, even though I'm married, because I feel lonely...I am married, but my husband is stressed and tired, and I miss us being together intimately. I feel guilty asking him to take care of my needs, even though he should be meeting them, as my husband...it's very...
267 I was seeing this guy back in the...
I was seeing this guy back in the spring of 1998 for a couple of months while I was married to another man.I didnt regret cheating on my husband, because he was a real jerk.I got pregnant by this guy.He wanted me to keep the baby.I got the abortion.He left me.I am no longer with my husband.Ive remarried...
268 I've been married for ten yrs....
I've been married for ten yrs. To a man who is addicted to porn. It's caused us lots of problems. He can't seem to stop and I don't think he wants to. I long for a husband who needs me just me. I want to know how it feels to know that I am the only woman my husband looks at and desires. There is an emptiness...
269 I feel so ashamed I want a relationship...
I feel so ashamed I want a relationship an a husband, but from two past marriages, and the hurt and pain left its scars, emotionally and physically, I'am ashame of the scars, maybe this is vain but here goes, from childbearing, has left my breast in embarrassing condition. Men look at me and I look...
270 I was physically and emotionally...
I was physically and emotionally abused for many years by my alcoholic husband.I had him arrested for physical abuse and it has now stopped after anger management classes and doing community services at the church helped alot.I am a christain and my husband hates that on a daily bases but I still live...
271 My husband and I have not had sex...
My husband and I have not had sex on a regular basis for ten years. I have tried everything to get him interested in me again. I finally have given up. I have filed for divorce and have started having an affair with an old acquaintence. I feel guilty about it. But I have no interest in staying married. My...
272 I regret ever thinking romantic...
I regret ever thinking romantic love was real. That it was worth leaving my husband and leaving my children. I regret that I was so stupid to think that he was worth losing everything about myself. If I could go back, oh I would.
273 Im infatuated with my friends husband....
Im infatuated with my friends husband. I dont want to think about him, but my mind keeps thinking bad things.. I hate myself for this.I want to be able to control my feelings, but i cant. I feel like such a bad evil person. I love my friend.. and still i think like this about her husband. Please God...
274 forgive me god for wanting to kill...
forgive me god for wanting to kill myself pray for me and my husband i cannot be divorce I cannot live without him please god bring him home and heal my marriage
275 I have been married for almost...
I have been married for almost two years. My relationship with my husband was great while we were dating, but the second that we got married, things started to fall apart. He is not physically abusive towards me but he is however very distant towards me in every aspect. He plays video games all day long...
276 I don't where to began, I have...
I don't where to began, I have been with my husband for 14 years. He has cheated on me over and over again. When my daughter was born the first two years were perfected it seemed. The truth is that he really neglected my daughter and myself. One of my closest friends and I had began an emotionally relationship....
277 I feel like I am leading a double...
I feel like I am leading a double life. I am saved. I go to church faithfully, I have read the bible through and through. I homeschooled my kids. But, every weekend, also as faithfully, my husband & I go to our local brewery and drink beer. Not just one beer, mind you, but all four that we are allowed...
278 I have the greatest husband. He's...
I have the greatest husband. He's my best friend, and we've been together 12 years. Recently, a guy I had feelings for way back in high school (whom I'd lost touch with long ago), found me online. Suddenly, those repressed feelings came up again. I don't regret marrying my husband AT ALL, we are happy,...
279 I am divorced. I met my ex-wife...
I am divorced. I met my ex-wife while she was separated from her first husband. We starting seeing each other while they were separated. She has a daughter from her first marraige. I felt very guilty for dating a woman who was married with a child. They eventually got divorced and we eventually got...
280 I've spent over 20 years cheating...
I've spent over 20 years cheating on a wonderful husband whom I love, and with more than a few men. I don't know why and I don't know what I hope to accomplish. I love my husband and our daughter so much, and I'd be crushed if he ever found out and left me. I'm supposed to meet a lover in 10 days and...
281 I love my husband so much, and...
I love my husband so much, and I know he loves me too... He sometimes doesnt realize the stuff he says... We live with a big family, and sometimes I feel like he is insulting me in front of everyone. I am really upset, cuz i am so lonely here, I dont have anyone here. I live with his whole family, and...
282 I just got married.... I love my...
I just got married.... I love my husband alot... The biggest problem that I have is that I live with his whole family, I have no privacy, we dont have an intimate life anymore, and most of all.... his attention is all on his family.... I want to be with him forever, but I am unhappy.
283 I'm attracted to my brother-in-law...
I'm attracted to my brother-in-law (my husbands brother). I think it may be mutual, though I would never act on it - it would destroy our families. I've struggled with this for years now, I seem to overcome it for awhile, but before I know it, it's back. It haunts me even in my sleep. I cried when...
284 I am a 40 year old, a wife of 21...
I am a 40 year old, a wife of 21 years, and a mom of 3 kids.I told my husband that he could still do what he wanted when we got married. I was 19. I thought if i was a great wife he would love me. It didnt work that way. Its been rejection and pain for at the time 18 years. I found the internet, starting...
285 My bestfriend annoys me so bad...
My bestfriend annoys me so bad sometimes. I hate how she takes care of her house and kids and everything sometimes. You cant tell her that she is wrong because she does not listen and she always has an excuse about everything in her life. Her husband is not happy with her either and other friends she...
286 Im married and i am in love with...
Im married and i am in love with a man that I had an affair with, the affair has ended but I can't stop thinking about him. I think about him atleast once a day and would gladly leave my husband for him if I thought that he felt the same way about me. I would do anything to have him hold me in his arms...
287 I have had a struggle with porn...
I have had a struggle with porn all of my post adolescent life. Even when I have not had access to porn my vivid imagination allows me all of the pictures that I need to fill the lust in my heart. I love my wife but my lustful thoughts seem to be out of control. I thought when I got married I wouldn't...
288 My husband committed adultery almost...
My husband committed adultery almost two years ago. I have not been able to forgive him. I often imagining awful things happening to him as I am so hurt and angry. What made it worse is that he is living a lie by covering up and saying that he did not commit adultery. I confessed something in my past...
289 After ending my marriage of 6 years,...
After ending my marriage of 6 years, I am now in a relationship with a man I had a 2 year affair with at the end of my marriage. My husband had had multiple affairs early in our marriage and I used this to justify my actions. I have come clean with my x-husband and my parents-have sought church and...
290 my husband doesn't care about...
my husband doesn't care about me. Every time I tell him my feelings he literally walks out the door. He leaves for three days and then comes back and acts like I owe him an apology. He never holds me or says he needs me. He never says sorry for hurting you sweetie. Instead he says that I talk wrong...
291 My husband and I are separated...
My husband and I are separated and would actually be divorced if he weren't currently in Iraq....I ended up sleeping with another man (thinking I needed companionship) and now I am pregnant with his baby. I realize what I did was wrong....I also know God would not not give me more than I could handle....
292 A couple of years ago my husband...
A couple of years ago my husband and I hit a major rough patch in our marriage. My husband rejected me sexually and emotionally for so long I was in alot of pain. During that time I turned to alcohol and men to dull the pain and to try to feel accepted, attracted and loved. I had sex with many men...
293 For months now, I have been fantasizing...
For months now, I have been fantasizing about being sexually involved with a coworker of mine. We were out of town and I had a little too much to drink. I told him how I fantasized about him and how I wanted him and I was lonely because my husband is out of town for months. I basically came on to him....
294 My husband and I have been married...
My husband and I have been married for almost 4 years. He is obese, and suffered from low self esteem that affected our love life. He stopped touching me and we began to fight daily. But, for better or for worse I am commited to him. He decided on a weight loss surgery and has since slimmed down, but...
295 I've been married for over a decade...
I've been married for over a decade to an alcoholic, liar, drug user & cheat. We have one child together. Six months ago I started having an affair with my brother-in-law whom I've known longer than my husband. His relationship has been rocky from the start & he wishes he'd never married "her". I had...
296 I have been married for 18 years;in...
I have been married for 18 years;in the past 3 I have been unfaithful. It started with a 1 night stand while away on business. (A coworker who went along showed me how easy adultery could be and i followed suit.)I got such a charge in having that "new territory" in my life that i craved it. Since then...
297 Hello, I cannot believe I am here,but...
Hello, I cannot believe I am here,but I have to tell someone. I am a 44 year old woman and I have been drawn or should I say addicted to porn for a long time. It started by my husband and I watching it to help our marriage or so we thought. But through the years it just made me feel cheap. But the images...
298 I am currently cheating on my husband...
I am currently cheating on my husband of almost 4 years, together for a total of 8. I hate lying to him. It sucks. The other thing that sucks is how unhappy I am in my marriage. But that is no excuse for cheating and I know it. But I have to be honest and say that the way I feel with the other man is...
299 Punishing self for 4 marriages,...
Punishing self for 4 marriages, 1st husband was unfaithful, 2nd one was psychologically unbalanced, had to put in psychiatric, 3rd one died after 20 yrs from 2 strokes, 4th one married for 3 1/2 yrs, a spender of my Dad's inheritance, grossly obese, about 380#,a 1 1/2 pk a day smoker,died 16 mo after...
300 i have had a relationship with...
i have had a relationship with a married women,but at first she didnt tell me that she was married and was staying away from her husband after a fight.I couldnt stop that relationship even after I knew the truth.But I never had sex with her.I am confessing it here.Now i stopped everything and i have...
301 I have to put this under shame...
I have to put this under shame because there are so many things I am ashamed of. I'm overweight. I've gained 140 pounds in the 9 years I've been married. I hate it and want to lose the weight but I never follow through. I also have trichotillomania. It's where you pull your hair out. I pull the hair...
302 i am 25 years old and i have been...
i am 25 years old and i have been married for 6 years, i constantly cheat on my husband with several different men and i also have a sexual relationship with his son and his daughter, i am having the urge to leave my husband for his son
303 This secret has bothered me for...
This secret has bothered me for years and years. I am from Central America and when I came to school I met my husband, we lived together before getting married and I know that it was wrong for me to do so, especially, because I kept it away from my mother. They never knew that, I never told them and...
304 I grew up with pornography. My...
I grew up with pornography. My view of sexuality has always been heavily distorted, not at all likethat of my creator. I'm sorry Lord, that I am so far from your truth. Before my marriage, my fiance ran off with her gym instructor, only for sex she said. She begged for my forgiveness, and i gave it to...
305 Ok i am a 20 yr old female and...
Ok i am a 20 yr old female and my soon to be husband of age 27 just told me a big secert.. He told me that hes older step brother had raped him at the age of 8 and that he never told anyone im the first to know.. i dont know how to take it .. cause that answers alot of my questions about how he is.....
306 My husband and I were married just...
My husband and I were married just two months after we met. We have now been married for a few years and I love him with all of my heart and soul. For the first year of our marriage he was stationed overseas, during which time I (twice) slept with a friend and have never told my husband. I have completely...
307 Last spring, a dear friend of mine...
Last spring, a dear friend of mine commited suicide. She had been a very close friend for 20 years. Her husband died 7 years ago in a car crash. She never got passed it. The last year of her life, she had basically became an alchoholic, addicted to drugs. She had run the gambit of anti depressants even...
308 I have sinned when it come to having...
I have sinned when it come to having to be a man. I have sinned and carried the shame of being a man. I feel the shame that I did not have a dad, who could show me how to be a true man and fulfill my husbandly duties without feeling inadequate or not ashamed of who I am (I could not see these because...
309 my husband of 18 years cheated...
my husband of 18 years cheated on me. we were together 20 yrs. I tried to forgive him, but he wouldnt end it with her.I cant get over it. Im humilated, hurt, mad, sad and scared.Im trying so hard to be nice, & forgiving but I just cant. If I was a voilent person I would punch him in the face. Now...
310 This has been so hard, I had 2...
This has been so hard, I had 2 abortions about 30 years ago, and sometimes I cry just thinking about it.I also had 2 miscarriages and I was never able to have any children. was I being punished because of the 2 abortions I had?I am so ashamed and I want God to forgive me.I am so very sorry and I wish...
311 I need to confess, that I was unfaithful...
I need to confess, that I was unfaithful to my husband twice, this was about 25 years ago.I never did it again, but I always think that God has not forgiven me, eventhough I am sorry and I regret it with all my heart. My husband has always been unfaithful to me, and I thought that I would feel better,...
312 I hate my husband. He's mean and...
I hate my husband. He's mean and I often wish he would die. Car accident would be nice.
313 I am not in love with my husband...
I am not in love with my husband and have not been in a very long time. We have a 2 yr old and I'm the primary care giver....I want to divorce my husband but I'm afraid to tell him....out of fear of physical and emotional abuse....I have lived like this for so long but now I'm determined to make some...
314 I became a Christian 6 years ago....
I became a Christian 6 years ago. About a year after I was saved I started going out to clubs and bars again and ofcourse I was drinking. I did well keeping my intergiry for about 3 years and remained abstinent. I met my boyfrien at a bar and after 3 dates I had sex with him. I got pregnant. Everyone...
315 I am a 58 year old female who has...
I am a 58 year old female who has walked in relationship with the Lord for 43 years. In the last 5 years I have come to recognize that I am addicted to buying things. It is very hard for me to admit that I have an addiction. I am in ministry and I have confessed it but everyone seems to think that I...
316 not supposed to be shame since...
not supposed to be shame since Jesus died ... but i guess i feel like shame all over ... from early life being treated like i was nothing then getting yelled at really loud as i grew up always made me feel like i was the worst thing and no one would ever want to be near me. like i was smelly or something....
317 I have been leading a double life....
I have been leading a double life. I am a good Christian Guy, Great Husband, Head Of Ministry and Father on the outside but on the inside I have been struggling with sex addiction. I watch porn and go to strip clubs without anyone knowing and I'm afraid I will go further. I want to change, I really do....
318 I cheated on my husband 3 times...
I cheated on my husband 3 times ..But I blame my husband because he never paid any attention to me...I cheated with an ex- boyfriend then with a friend I met from my ex- bestfriend then with one of my husbands friends.. But eventually he found out I had sex with his friend through people....I told him...
319 I cheated on my husband with his...
I cheated on my husband with his brother. God forgive me.
320 I hurt deep inside and I dont know...
I hurt deep inside and I dont know if it is my own doing or if it is my husband that does it to me. You see we have been married 6 years and this is our thrid marriage for both of us he was single for 15 years . And I am afraid he was not ready to get married.It seem like every time I try to tell him...
321 I have been in love with one man...
I have been in love with one man for over 38 years. We attended a Bible college. He was studying to become a pastor. Things did not work out-he married another,so did I. We lost touch until 3 years ago. We became fast friends again. He was a pastor. Then he fell, lost his job. He had an affair with the...
322 I have 3 young sons and am an attractive...
I have 3 young sons and am an attractive woman. My problem is self esteem I have let my husband emotionally destroy me to the point of being diagnosed with PTSD. Everything I do is judged. Innocent things are twisted in a way to make me feel guilty, for talking to family, for wanting friends, for wanting...
323 I love to cut my self. I love the...
I love to cut my self. I love the rush. I love knowing deep down i know i am hurting my husband because he knows i do it. He no longer looks for marks and he tries to over look the scars that i have. Ive gotten really bad. To the point i need stitches. I'm afraid one day i will cut the wrong place and...
324 my husband cheated when i was pregnant...
my husband cheated when i was pregnant 3 years ago and i'm completely obsessed with finding everything out about it i call her and hang up and i even found a picture that was taken of both of them i know every little detail there is to know about it it makes me sick when i find these thinngs but i cant...
325 My husband has accused me of having...
My husband has accused me of having an affair. I have not and the fact that he thinks I would do something like that repulses me. It makes me think that he doesn't even know me at all. We are now getting divorced for other reasons, and it kills me to think he thinks I am that type of person. The person...
326 I left my husband and I am in the...
I left my husband and I am in the middle of a divorce. We are just looking for different things. I just want this to be over with so I can get on with my life. I stay up at night agonizing over this, and dream about it every night. I know I made the right decision, but it is still hard, I was the one...
327 i have been addicted to drugs and...
i have been addicted to drugs and alcohol for almost three years. i started out smoking pot and drinking. it then went to presciption drugs. i was addicted to adderall for almost a year, but finally stopped.i still drink, even though i don't feel it is a problem, i realize that every night is a problem....
328 I am a believer with a wonderful...
I am a believer with a wonderful wife of nearly 38 years. The first few years of our marriage I worked as a musician. I was a heavy drinker and had sex with several women normally when I was drunk. I joined the Navy. Yesn a Christian but a drinker working as a hard charging diver. My final trist was...
329 I am in my second marriage. My...
I am in my second marriage. My first marriage ended not because of something I did. I found out he was cheating on me. I also cheated several times on my first husband but I would never ever admit my affairs to him. And I never felt bad about having affairs. Now my second marriage I am having thoughts...
330 i've been restricting myself from...
i've been restricting myself from what i eat and purging for months now. out of desperation, i tried to talk to my husband about it for those months...but he didn't listen at all. in fact, talking about it made it worse!!! so i stopping eating all together. dropped weight extremely fast and caught the...
331 I hate my husband too. He is so...
I hate my husband too. He is so selfish about everything. I work so hard to make money, minister to people and he sits in his shop all day doing pretty much nothing. In the last month, he has maybe worked 15 hours and he gets mad if I suggest him getting a job rather than owning his own shop. I can't...
332 I'm not attracted to my husband....
I'm not attracted to my husband. I married him because I love him deeply, and if hadn't gotten married, he would have had to move back to a violent, war-torn country. I couldn't let that happen to him. But now here I am, married to someone I don't believe I'll ever feel passion for. I'm afraid I'll never...
333 I got married at 19,a virgin. My...
I got married at 19,a virgin. My husband never like kissing or hugging. By the time I was 42,I was still wondering what it would be like to make love while kissing and caressing.I met a nice guy and went to bed with him two times. I felt so remorseful and dirty and ashemed. Later on I had problems with...
334 I am frightened of my husband....
I am frightened of my husband. I am a highly educated, professional woman who has always thought of myself as strong and capable. But my husband has a violent temper, and if I ever even slightly criticize him (simply telling him that something he did hurt my feelings) he flies into a rage. Over the weekend,...
335 My secret is that I don't want...
My secret is that I don't want to have sex with my husband and that I fantasize about being with other men. I want to fall in love with other men and have other relationships. I know that these fantasies are just a distraction from me doing real inner work on myself and dealing with my own issues including...
336 i had a work party in a hotel where...
i had a work party in a hotel where me and my boss got so drunk, when the party ended up me and some coworkers went to his room to keep the party but after 5 am all of them left and I stayed there to wait for a friend but I could not help it and felt sleep even he tried to wake me up he could not. The...
337 is it adultery to think about having...
is it adultery to think about having an affair? my husband is away in bootcamp and i havent slept with or even had any sort or innapropriate contact with another man. but his recruitor stops by alot and calls my cell phone i've begun to have terrible thoughts of cheating on my husband with this man....
338 I have had sexual fantasies for...
I have had sexual fantasies for a long time. The fantasies rarely involve my husband. Please pray for me and I want to quit thinking these things in my head. I know it is wrong.
339 I regret not telling my husband...
I regret not telling my husband I did not want a abortion. He told me the choice was mine but I believed in order to save "us" I had to have the abortion. Minutes before we were walking out the door I had a severe anxiety attack and knew I did not want to go, yet I kept my mouth shut and went on. I regret...
340 I thought I was a Christian and...
I thought I was a Christian and was strong enough to say no. I slept with a married woman when she was separated from her husband. I felt so ashamed that I left the country to get away. Now they are back together (thank God), but I feel exiled from my home and live in fear that her angry husband will...
341 I have been masturbating for more...
I have been masturbating for more than 12 years and am sick, tired and scared of it. I want out but I can't seem to stop. I have so much in my head from pornographic movies and books I ever allowed myself to view or read. I hate myself and it is affecting my self esteem inwardly. Oh God and somebody...
342 I really don't know where to put...
I really don't know where to put this so I am putting it under hurt. Its more scared than hurt though. I found out today that the girl I have been messing around with is pregnant. The big problem though is that it could be mine, a friend of mine, or her husbands. I knew how she was when I got involved...
343 I have had a lifelong battle with...
I have had a lifelong battle with depression and guilt. I know I have a chemical imbalance but a childhood of neglect and abuse didn't help. I have had a past of cutting and trying to committ suicide on 2 occasions. It' weird my biggest fear is death, but all I want to do is die. I feel like I am worth...
344 I'm having an emotional affair...
I'm having an emotional affair with an ex-boyfriend from high school. It was entirely accidental. I'm married with two children, he's married and currently deployed. I just came to the realization that our friendship has become something deeper, at least for me. I've not spoken to him about it, I don't...
345 In the early years that I was married...
In the early years that I was married to my husband, I had several relationships outside of marriage that involved sexual contact, although not sexual intercourse.I don't know why I did these things, and I wish with all my heart I hadn't.After a time, I and three of my children were struck with a chronic...
346 I cheated on my husband. While...
I cheated on my husband. While it did involve a physical affair, the emotional aspect is what is most troubling to me. I regret it every single day of my life. I have asked God for his forgiveness, but am having a hard time believing that I can be forgiven. I can't forgive myself and it is eating me...
347 I have been married for three years...
I have been married for three years almost and have cheated on my husband four times two of which he knows of and only one was sexual. I feel as though I will never be forgiven and that I am most certainly going to hell. I love my husband and I have no idea why I keep making the same mistake. Please...
348 please pray for me. i have an addiction...
please pray for me. i have an addiction to narcotics and have for many years. no one knows. i think some suspect, but thats because i have stolen drugs from them. they are my best friends. my family. some are strangers. i know i am betraying my family, my friends and most of all God. i used to be a strong...
349 I am married and completely desire...
I am married and completely desire another man, a married man....he is everyting I have ever wanted in a husband. He is extremely intelligent, funny and passionate. My husband is a good man and I love him, however he has no desire or passion. I cannot let the other man go, I know in order to save my...
350 my husband had an affair with a...
my husband had an affair with a woman who said she was my best friend for years, I cannot get the resentment off my back..I have prayed for forgiveness to stop the resentment, but it just keeps coming back. What I really want to do, is beat the crap out of this woman, but it's not my place to do that,...
351 I have looked at porn and pleasured...
I have looked at porn and pleasured myself, while I convict my husband for doing the same thing. I ahve to learn to reap what I sow, and we both need to get help for this unhealthy addiction. I have been living a double standard lief, and have been horriblely mean and accousing to my husband, and I am...
352 While I knew my husband was a emotional...
While I knew my husband was a emotional affair, with a close friend, and I confronted him on it several times, and he did not stop---I went and found the same thing, and particiepated, in an affair. He does not know this. I ended my affair due to way too much guilt, but my husband continued his for two...
353 I was humiliated by my tenant who...
I was humiliated by my tenant who screamed in front of me to write a deposit check return. My daughter was there and my tenant scolded me, said I was crooked. My daughter's husband was there and heard everything. I was humiliated. I can never forgive her for her behavior. It eats me up inside just thinking...
354 I have been married for 6 years....
I have been married for 6 years. i love my husband. but i still love my x. he was the love of my life. i have thought about him everday for the past 8 years. i miss him so much. i still keep in contact via email. i have never felt for anybody the way i felt for him. sometimes i still cry
355 My husband and I have not had sex...
My husband and I have not had sex in years.
356 I have a marajuana habit that I...
I have a marajuana habit that I don't want to let go of. I hate what my husband has turned me into. I need the marajuana to live with him. I hate this state that I am in. I confess it as sin.
357 First of all I would like to extend...
First of all I would like to extend my prayers and support to all of those who are struggling with sharing their own pain and life struggles with others. By the grace of God we will all be healed. I love my husband with all of my heart. I have failed in being able to have children - 4 miscarriages and...
358 When I was 7 or 8 years old my...
When I was 7 or 8 years old my cousin sexually abused me. My husband knows about it, however he is the only person that knows about it. My cousin is now in jail for molesting another little girl. I feel like it is my fault that that little girl got hurt because I never had the courage to come out and...
359 I have been married to my high...
I have been married to my high school sweetheart for four years now, but our marriage is in trouble and I really feel it's because from the time I was 12 till I was about 17 I slept with my uncle. I am so ashamed. I can't tell because it would ruin so many lives in our close knit family. Now I truly...
360 I have been married for almost...
I have been married for almost 10 years. My husband and I got married when we were sixteen. I love him so much but the need for new and exciting is overpowering. I crave the attention of other men and I have cheated on him many times. I was such an ugly duckling in high school and I feel I've finally...
361 I have been married for 19 years....
I have been married for 19 years. My husband has no desire for me and we have not had sexual contact for over eight years. My self esteem was in the toilet until I met someone a long time ago whom I had an affair with. Two more men followed. I feel terrible because my husband is a good provider and...
362 I chose relationships as my category...
I chose relationships as my category because my problems ultimately affect my relationship with my wife. I could have accurately chosen pornography, adultery, lying, past humiliation, or lust as well. My marriage is 99% perfect. I'm an attractive 27 year old with a beautiful 25 y/o wife and a wonderful...
363 I have been married for 22 years....
I have been married for 22 years. But about 4 years ago started flirting with a single man in my church. He was flirting with me as much as I was with him (in fact he actually started it). And yes, he knew I was married! But about 2 years ago I suddenly realized that I was actually IN LOVE with this...
364 My parents seperataed my sophmore...
My parents seperataed my sophmore year of high school. My mom moved my brother and I 350 miles away from the life and friends I'd always known. My brother managed to find the best kind of friends. They would come over stoned, while my mom was at work or out with her boyfriend and sexually molest me as...
365 This would probably fit under several...
This would probably fit under several categories, but "double life" seems the most true. Here we go: I am married to an amazing man, but have a CRUSH on a woman. This has led me to seek out information on homosexuality...there is a lot of info out there! I feel like one can be BOTH a christian...
366 I have been with my husband for...
I have been with my husband for over five years, I love him very much. But I have been having this lust-ful feeling for his brother since the start of our relionship. I tried to defuse the situation by being cold and hurtful to his brother, but inside I had all these feelings. I cant stop thinking about...
367 I have been married for 15 years....
I have been married for 15 years. I had an affair & have ruined my life. I have two beautiful children 2 & 3 years old. After the children, my husband would not spend time with me and the kids. He worked and went with his friends a lot. felt my life changed and his didn't. When I asked for help...
368 my husband and i have been smoking...
my husband and i have been smoking for about 3 years now non-stop. we decided to stop, told our family. he stopped. i didn't. i don't want to keep smoking. but i can't seem to stop.i keep telling myself this will be my last pack, but then all i think is that i need another ciggerette. my family thinks...
369 I've cheated on my husband for...
I've cheated on my husband for the past 2 1/2 years with his best friend. (who's also married)When my husband found out 6 months ago, at first, he was angry. But the idea of me being with another man excited him. So now I'm allowed to sleep with his best friend only. Except, I don't like my husband knowing...
370 I have been married to a wonderful...
I have been married to a wonderful man for the past 5 years, I love him and want to spend the rest of my life with him.....he has three children from a previous marriage and I love them dearly as well. My problem lies in my relationship with the children's mother. I have tried and tried to make things...
371 My husband of three years constantly...
My husband of three years constantly lies to me about drugs. He is addicted to smoking coke. I would leave him if only for my little girl. He knows my threats to leave aren't serious. I'll go in a locked door only to find him looking "high". Last night he said he wasn't doing anything "bad". After looking...
372 My husband used to choke me and...
My husband used to choke me and throw me over furniture. He broke all of my valuables and gifts from friends and family... he has flipped my coffee table in a fit of anger. He is taking Anger Management, but now there is another kind of abuse... he ignores me and always puts his friends before me....
373 Im a doubleminded woman Im a leader...
Im a doubleminded woman Im a leader in various things at church i lied 2 my pastor and church members about having a job just so i didnt have 2 go 2 church havent gone n 3 mnths i left my church many times and came back im ashamed 2 have fallen again ive recently married a man i dont love and cheated...
374 I have been married for 8 years...
I have been married for 8 years now and I'm a very attractive and beautiful, recently I met another sutudent in my class who happens to be also married, I have a crush on him and I can't stop thinking about him, both of us together hugging and kissing you know, I guess all what I'm looking for is romance...
375 I smoked weed a few times since...
I smoked weed a few times since I was a teenager, but now my husband and I have been doing it for the last week. I know that it's something I shouldn't do, and when I do it, I always regret it, but I just can't stop. I want to and I am trying, I need prayer, I don't want to do this anymore...
377 I recently left my husband and...
I recently left my husband and his kids w/my child from a previous marriage. All we did was fight. He would say something about my child and I would ignore it. Since we have moved I have seen all of it and more that my child is doing. I broke my husbands heart. He told me if I moved out that he...
378 I've been happily married for 8...
I've been happily married for 8 years and I am struggling with lust and masterbation. I secretly lust after another man and fantasize about him while I masterbate. I know this is wrong. God, please help me fight this temptation. It is so hard. My husband is a wonderful man and loves me dearly and...
379 I feel horrible because I lust...
I feel horrible because I lust after a man I work with. I am married and he is engaged. I can't help but fantasize about him constantly. Sometimes it consumes me and I imagine what if we hooked up in some secret rendezvous. I know its wrong and I try to stop myself but I can't, because it feels so...
380 I am divorced now of a 20 year...
I am divorced now of a 20 year marriage. My husband rejected me and was unable to "show up" emotionally. He was addicted to pornography and lied about finances. I was faithful until the end. I almost had an affair one year before we separated. I resisted but almost had a nervous breakdown. I confessed...
381 I´m a 30 year old woman. I tend...
I´m a 30 year old woman. I tend to lie a lot..I even turn an ordinary sunday dinner into a cover-story and I hope that my friends will be jealous about it. Here it goes...last monday I was shopping with my husband. It was just an ordinary grocery shopping, but when my friends asked me how I´ve spent...
382 I have been addicted to porn &...
I have been addicted to porn & masturbation for many years. At least 16 years. I am a youth pastor of a church and a husband and it is something that I feel constantly guilty about. It has drastically affected the sex life of my wife & I and I can't seem to stop for more than a few days. I constantly...
383 My husband won't let me leave our...
My husband won't let me leave our marriage. I've been together with my husband for 12 years married in 2001 and we have a 10 year old son. My husband is abusive both physically and mentally. I belive he has mental issues, it runs in his family. He is also an alcholic. He's just destoryed our lives financially...
384 I had an affair on my husband between...
I had an affair on my husband between March and May of this year. It started as a one time one night drunkin deal well neither him nor I could do this. So we kept it up. My husband was very suspicious of us but never had any proof and he will never have any. The worst case scinerio happened and I fell...
385 I have been lying my family and...
I have been lying my family and husband all the time even about stupid things. I don't know why but I have to do it. I even have to tell some lies to my collegues at work now is like a normal thing. I need to be free about this. Please pray for me.
386 I am married to a wonderful man....
I am married to a wonderful man. He is my best friend. Together, we have 4 children. I had one child from my preivious marriage and he had two from his. We have one child together and one on the way. A big family! All is well except for one thing, I cannot stand one of his children from his previous...
387 I have been married almost 7 years....
I have been married almost 7 years. And i have had one night with another man. my husband will never find out. But I can stop think about that one night. dont know if i would do it again .
388 Of the 18 choices to confess under,...
Of the 18 choices to confess under, I could choose fully half. I must start by stating that I am saved and I know that Jesus Christ is my savior and my only hope to get into heaven. My story begins when I was eleven, I was being molested by my eye doctor, this continued on for several years. This...
389 When I was married, I met someone...
When I was married, I met someone online who lived 30 minutes from me. It started out very innocent, talking only online and via phone. My husband read the e-mails and filed for divorce. He was convinced it was more than that. I met this married man many times and we e-mailed or texted each other...
390 10 years ago, while I was married,...
10 years ago, while I was married, I began an online friendship with a married man, who was also married. He and I agreed to meet since we were only one town away. My husband found the e-mails and misinterpreted the content and he was led to think I was having and affair and violating our vows. He...
391 I am a horrible mother. I try to...
I am a horrible mother. I try to get my kids to do simple things like clean their rooms or do their chores, or even stop touching each other. After a while I lose it and I hit them. Not punch but I will smack them and be really mean. Why can't I control my temper? I really want to let the little things...
392 I need to get it out. No one knows...
I need to get it out. No one knows the whole story but me and it is eating me way inside. Someone out there needs to know. I'm too frightened to tell. I'm not completely sure if this is a confession or not. It is about a secret that I learned a few weeks ago about my husband. What I need to say falls...
393 I am So angry. I defended my country,...
I am So angry. I defended my country, i was a good husband and father, and soldier. i betrayed my wife one time home on leave to get back at her for doing this to me early in our marriage of 9 yrs. She did the same to me while i was in combat. I found out on my return. I am riddled with guilt of not...
394 When I was younger, I was molested...
When I was younger, I was molested by a family member, because of that I became very sexually interested. I was about 10 and started becoming sexually curious with my sister as well as my cousin. I was older than them, though not by much. I should've known better. I shouldn't have done that. I...
395 I am not ashamed to admit that...
I am not ashamed to admit that I am Pagan. Paganism has to be one of the most misunderstood religions out there, but I am proud of what I am. The problem comes from the fact that my husband doesn't want his family to know about my religion. He's afraid they will look down on me and stop accepting me....
396 The story craig shared recently...
The story craig shared recently about the adulterous relationship the lady in the airport had on a business trip WAS God using Craig again to talk to someone else. ME! I was sitting next to my wife in church and had chills and hot flashes at the same time when I heard the story.I recently returned from...
397 I stongly feel my husband is keeping...
I stongly feel my husband is keeping secrets from me. I wish he could talk to me openly with honesty -holding nothing- back. I rather know then not know, giving me the opertunity to love him, understand him, help him no matter what. I don't care if we have to go to hell and back aslong as we are together,...
398 I gave my life to the Lord 4 years...
I gave my life to the Lord 4 years ago, have 3 kids and my now husband has 2 , he is much older than i , and we come from a very premiscuous background on bothour parts, but we'de given this to Jesus and all was good , right? WRONG!!! I have always had the girl on girl fantasy , and gave it to God...
399 For the last year, I have been...
For the last year, I have been cheating on my husband, drinking, and watching porn. the sad thing is... i don't regret any of it... what is wrong with me???
400 I have something to confess...... I...
I have something to confess...... I have been chesting on my husband of 5 years. Our realtionship is sooo bad.. I don't know what to do! He is an abuser and a drug addict. I never meant to meet someone else it just happened!!! My nine year old daughter is the only reason why I stay.. my parents raised...
401 I am so afraid, so confused. I...
I am so afraid, so confused. I have had so many life changes in the past 2 years... My middle child died of an overdose, my invalid mother(I was the full time caretaker of her for six years) died 3 months latter and then 4 months after that I found out that my husband of 25 years had been living a double...
402 I fantasize about my friend's husband...
I fantasize about my friend's husband all the time. I dream about him. If the opportunity came up, I would fool around with him, I won't lie. They are in a very stable relationship and very much in love. I would never want to do anything to change that. I think I am really jealous of them because they...
403 My secret is not your normal secret....
My secret is not your normal secret. It's a secret that I have kept for over 10 years. I've put it in such a deep vault with chains around, so my daughter and I could have a normal life. Ten years ago, my life changed dramatically forever. I wanted to be delivered home by the fire, but instead God wanted...
404 I pray inconsistently and I do...
I pray inconsistently and I do not go to church allthough I liked church as a child. My parents never went to church and my foster father later became angry an God (and still is). I remember my life from about the age of 2. My mother was addicted to drugs, alchol, and violent relationships and my father...
405 I have several afflictions: homosexual...
I have several afflictions: homosexual tendencies, addiction to pornography, double life and have committed adultery. I had sought counseling for homosexuality when I was in college. I guess I thought it was over, but around 5 years after I got married I fell into an addiction to porn. It started with...
406 3 years ago I slept with my husbands...
3 years ago I slept with my husbands step brother. I told him about it a week later. He forgave me, but I have been unable to forgive myself. Since then I've had 2 other affairs. Once with a friend that lives across the street, and once with a man I really didn't know. My husband doesn't know about those...
407 I have a constant fear that my...
I have a constant fear that my husband will leave me. So much so that I have let him sexually abuse me and said nothing.My anxiety is so consuming I hardly ever leave home. I am now trying to move forward and not to be ashamed.I pray for guidance as I work to learn and live the difference between submissive...
408 I regret having sex before I was...
I regret having sex before I was married. I regret not telling my husband that I had been in sexual relationship before him.
409 I was sexually abused by my father...
I was sexually abused by my father as a child. He used me from age five to age twelve. It only stopped when I got old enough to empower myself to avoid the situations where it could happen. I confronted him when I was twenty, and he apologized with words, but not his soul. His apology emphasized what...
410 I've been married for 22 years....
I've been married for 22 years. My husband is a good father, a good provider, does not abuse any drugs,alcohol, or me, & I don't believe he's been unfaithful to me.My problem:He pays absolutely no attention to me. He spends a lot of time at work and when he's home he sits in front of the TV totally...
411 i have cheated on my husband many...
i have cheated on my husband many times. we are a young couple. the first time i cheated on him was with my ex boyfriend. i have had sex with 6 men since then. i fell in love with one of them. and another of them was his brother. im cheating on him with someone right now. this other man is in love with...
412 I've been lusting after my brother-in-law....
I've been lusting after my brother-in-law. We have actually kissed once and now I feel terrible but I can't stop thinking about him. I love my husband. Please pray for me.
413 I cant take this any more! I am...
I cant take this any more! I am a married woman, with kids and there's this man I can't get off my mind. every day we always flirt with eachother when I drop off my kids at school.at first it started off innocent, but now it's to the point that he asked me for my phone number and I gave it to him and...
414 I have been bulimic since I was...
I have been bulimic since I was 16 years old. My weight fluctuated wildly while in college until I hit an all time high of 177 pounds. After that I started exercising like a maniac. I lost 30 over the summer. I felt good at 147. I felt strong. My weight creeped up to 155 over the next few years. Something...
415 I'm here to ask for forgiveness....
I'm here to ask for forgiveness. I know I have did something terriable. I don't know how to stop. I have been stealing from my employer for sometime now. I feel terriable everytime I do it, yet I continue to do it. I love my job, I love my boss. Our relationship is more like father/daughter than...
416 I have been married to my husband...
I have been married to my husband for 20 years. Like every married couple, we have had our share of problems in our marriage. I think I got married expecting a fairy tale life. Some days i sit and try to remember the feeling of innocence when I was a child. I came to learn my husband has an obsession...
417 I have never slept with or even...
I have never slept with or even kissed any other man while married to my husband. But for a while I had an emotional affair with his best friend. We would talk about everything and we understood each other, he knew me like no other, better than my own husband and I knew him. I stopped talking to him...
418 My husband and I haven't had sex...
My husband and I haven't had sex in over three years, and it kills me. I pray and pray about it, but God doesn't seem to answer. Why wouldn't he want us to experience that closeness in our marriage when it is part of His plan? I also struggle with viewing pornography and masturbating. I find myself...
419 I lied to my husband about my ability...
I lied to my husband about my ability to have children.
420 I'm a Christian man that suffers...
I'm a Christian man that suffers with sexual fantasies with women other than my wife. I have never acted on my sinful desires, but I feel like it may soon get out of hand and I will give in to my desires. I'm aware of the potential loss yet I continue to flirt with temptation. Many times I have rested...
421 We are having our 2nd baby in a...
We are having our 2nd baby in a few weeks. We both work and have for the most part equally supported our family but when our first was born my husband quit his job of 5+ years and was unemployed for 6mths while I was home with our newborn he even had to file bankruptcy. Luckily we had good savings from...
422 I was Mormon, and married in the...
I was Mormon, and married in the temple. I was a virgin when I married. I was a true and faithful wife until I was 41. I had been married for 23 years. I had a affair and then another and another. I can't even tell you have many men there were. And I wasn't in love with them. I felt terrible about myself....
423 My husband and I have been married...
My husband and I have been married for about 6 years. About 4 years ago our sex life began dwindling til there was none. We haven't been intimate for over 2 1/2 years, because my husband has told me over and over that he had no desire or drive. We had tried everything including having him see doctors...
424 I am married to a man who is wonderful...
I am married to a man who is wonderful in almost every way, and we have two children. Still, I recently chose to rekindle a relationship with my first love. He and I have been corresponding for the past 9 months, and have had two sexual encounters during that period of time. He is also married but...
425 I am scared. I was abused as a...
I am scared. I was abused as a young child by my birth father and later adpoted bu by step-father. I love both my father (that adopted me) and my mother very much but I am lost. I got pregnant at 16 while i was still in high school. I have my daughter now. Back in 2004 I got married to my husband and...
426 I am 57 and wishing I could just...
I am 57 and wishing I could just fade away. I am not suicidal, but I often think of how ridiculous and worthless my life has been. Drama and pain and failure define nearly every moment of my life. I live with absolutely no emotional support from family or friends. I have done that since I was a child,...
427 I am still very hurt by my ex best...
I am still very hurt by my ex best friend. I feel like she turned a friend that I was like sisters with away from me. I quit being friends with this other girl and belived everything she said . She always played the victum then she trying to turn me against another friend all the time pretending to be...
428 i feel like my husband and i are...
i feel like my husband and i are strangers. i dont know how long we can keep being like this.we both love each other i know but is that enough? he doesn't see me we fight all the time and we never have sex. we are Christians and we know God wants us together.we' ve been together 10 years and have been...
429 My relationship with my husband...
My relationship with my husband has turned so bad that I wish he had been killed in the postal shooting last January. Our Children and I would be better off without all the problems his gambling, cheating and lying have caused. I am truely stuck in this god awful marraige. I am ashamed to admit that...
430 I am having an affair on my husband...
I am having an affair on my husband of 3 and a half years. I am gonna leave him for my lover. God please let me be strong throught this.
431 I dont where to begin. I have a...
I dont where to begin. I have a controlling father that drinks to much. A mother that has always been totally dependent on men. I dont have one childhood memory that isnt filled with hurt pain and stress. my father cheated on my mother when I was five or six. I can remember looking out the living room...
432 I have been married for 5 years...
I have been married for 5 years next month. For the last 3 and 1/2 years I have been miserable. Two years ago, an old boyfriend came back into the picture. I hadn't seen him in 15 years. At first, I thought that we could just be friends. I realized that he needed to be ministered to. By the...
433 I am ashamed of everything about...
I am ashamed of everything about myself. There is so much that I hate. I have debt, I am untalented and overweight. I am incompetent in work and a bad housekeeper. I have overbearing guilt in my marriage. I know that I am not good enough for my husband. I contemplate ending my life so that he can be...
434 My husband doesn't treat me very...
My husband doesn't treat me very nicely. All looks good on the outside but behind closed doors he verbally abuses me, calls me stupid, lazy and makes fun of me. I feel stuck because I am disabled I cannot hold down a full time job and am financially dependent on him. I confess that I enjoy the time he...
435 I have been with my husband for...
I have been with my husband for about 10 years, we have lived together for 4 years before we got married and have now been married almost 12 months. I never wanted kids before we got married, but afterwards, almost straight away i had an urgent desire for them. My husband always said clearly, that he...
436 My finance admitted his pornography...
My finance admitted his pornography addiction to me a few months before we got engaged. I feel like if I marry him, he might fall back into the trap and we'll have a miserable marriage. But if i leave him, I feel like I wouldn't be showing forgiveness and love. I don't want to share my husband with other...
437 I cheated on my husband with several...
I cheated on my husband with several different men and I have no regrets. I care for my husband, but I know I don't love him anymore. I lie to him saying taht I do, I am scared if I tell him I dont love him anymore he will get very upset and maybe do some horrible things. I need strength to get me...
438 I have been married for 9 years....
I have been married for 9 years. Out of those 9 years, 6 of those years I have cheated on my husband.
439 Sorry for my poor english. I have...
Sorry for my poor english. I have 40 years old married and with my husband I not have sex about 5 years, more or less. I dont know why. Since, when we had in loving always though that he is was homosexual.And now I feel that my first impression was not wrong. We have 4 childrens and know I have 67 years...
440 I would like to confess the fact...
I would like to confess the fact that I had an adulterous affair before I chose to leave my husband of 16 years. After I left him, i tried my best to put all the blame on him for my marriage breaking up. Even though my lawyers told me to never confess to adultery, it has eaten me alive that I never had...
441 I cheated on my husband several...
I cheated on my husband several times with the same guy and I loved it. I would do it again if I had the chance. I need help.
442 I am in a troubled marriage. When...
I am in a troubled marriage. When my husband was deployed to Iraq, I honestly thought that my life would be better and easier if he were killed in action. I love my husband, but we have a lot of problems, and I am not in love with him. I do not feel passion for him. We fight a lot. We have children...
443 I am married, but I have had an...
I am married, but I have had an affair with my ex, who is also now married. We have even had sex in the bed I share with my husband. I did this while he was deployed. I feel guilty, but there was never closure with myself and my ex.
444 I have to admit I'm a little angry...
I have to admit I'm a little angry with my mother-in-law. I recently found out she had an abortion after having her 4th child; my husband. I am infertile. She got rid of a child when I can't have the one I desperately long for.
445 I did not have premarital sex with...
I did not have premarital sex with my husband. Sometimes I am proud of myself for this decision. Sometimes I wish I had so maybe I wouldn't have gotten married so young and maybe I would have gone to school and made something of myself. I deeply love my husband though and do not regret marrying him,...
446 I have just cheated on my husband...
I have just cheated on my husband of almost 10 yrs. First it was a very emotional relationship and now we kissed but I said no to sex. I also feel bad for this guy since I had to keep rejecting him. I'm feeling guilty and confused now and hope I can be forgiven.
447 I lust after my best guy friend...
I lust after my best guy friend who introduced my husband and me. The only reason I began dating my husband was because the friend didn't return my love for him. I honestly do love my husband, but I find myself constanltly having sexual thoughts about my friend, and wish that he and his girlfriend...
448 My husband was in jail for a year...
My husband was in jail for a year before we got engaged. We were still dating and I wrote him faithfully every single day and told him everything that I did each day... I only left out that I was lonely and found comfort in sleeping with many men. I lost my virginity when I was 14, much to my regret....
449 When my husband and I first started...
When my husband and I first started dating, I found out that he had cheated on me while he was drunk at a party... In a heartbroken attemp to be close to someone, I slept with his best friend and it broke my heart. Even though he had hurt me, I still felt so awful. Two wrongs don't make a right. ...
450 I have been married to my husband...
I have been married to my husband for almost 6 years now and for the first 5 years I have cheated on him with a guy friend from my past.I have not been unfaithfull to him for over a year now. It's hard to explaine realy, I love my husband with all of my heart but I don't feel the same love from him....
451 I am in the midst of a divorce....
I am in the midst of a divorce. This went all in harmony and smoothly. I cried out a long time ago that we needed therapy and for over two years he just left it behind. Now there is no chance of recovery and we are in a divorce. However I betrayed my husband half a year before I definitely made a choice...
452 I feel really sad. I don't think...
I feel really sad. I don't think my husband loves me, I really don't think he ever loved me. We had this real phyiscal attraction when we first got together, I had just moved to a new town and he was always there for me. We fight about everything and I feel like he doesn't help me at all. We have...
453 I got pregnant with my daughter...
I got pregnant with my daughter so my husband wouldnt make me get a job
454 Lord, I've done it again, I've...
Lord, I've done it again, I've lusted and cheated on my husband; but, unlike the other times, the feelings for the one I lust for haven't gone away. I've known this man longer than I've known my husband and I do not know where these feelings are coming from; but, please give me the strength to fight...
455 I just need help. I don't know...
I just need help. I don't know what to do. I found out on 9-5-06 that my husband has had an affair. I am having a hard time forgiving him. I spoke with the other woman on the phone just for understanding and made sure that she understood that I was not out for revenge. They both say it will never...
456 I am really not sure how to begin....
I am really not sure how to begin. I have been married to a wonderful man. But have lied to him several times. To the point the trust is gone. I love my husband and don't understand why I lie to him. I just got caught in a lie, a couple of days ago. I told him I had a job interview for a managemnt position...
457 I have many things to confess....
I have many things to confess. I have had affairs while being married. I have taken drugs to numb myself to the problems I was having in my marriage and my life. The drugs also numbed my morals. I can never confess these to my husband. I have asked the Lord for forgiveness and know it is said that if...
458 I am a "pastor" in name only, at...
I am a "pastor" in name only, at the moment, because I am certainly not behaving like a pastor: I am having an affair with a member of my church. She is separated from her husband but did not leave him for me; I was divorced years ago and recently ended a multi year relationship, but not for her. My...
459 My husband says things all the...
My husband says things all the time, small things that cut me down. i recently helped my daughter with a substantail amount of money. i told my husband if we cant help our kids who can we help and he said you can help yourself, like i am a loser and dont help myself. He and i dont live like one, my money...
460 I don't have much of a secret other...
I don't have much of a secret other than I cannot trust my husband. I have tried to talk to him about why (I think I know the reason), but he just doesn't listen. I honestly don't think he cares. We got married because I got pregnant in high school. I was stupid, and I have never told anyone and...
461 Sometimes I hit my husband, and...
Sometimes I hit my husband, and he hits me back. I was abused as a child by my grandfather, and then again by my uncle. I don't think I have ever dealt with the pain, and it comes out. Sometimes I drink, and when I drink I become a different person. It is at this time that I am physically and mentally...
462 I really hate my mother-in-law....
I really hate my mother-in-law. She has never accepted me into the family and blames me for EVERYTHING her son does and every CHOICE he makes. She'd be shocked to know that it's not me that doesn't want to come over...it's always been my husband and he blames me for it when she asks why we don't ever...
463 I am currently separated from my...
I am currently separated from my husband of 8 years. The past few years have been absolutly miserable. He never wanted to come home and he would lie lie lie to me about everything all the time. I recently started going to a new church. My Pastor's wife divorced him 6 years ago because she decided that...
464 i was raped at age 14 by a boy...
i was raped at age 14 by a boy that my mother thought was just it....we never dated...he was our paperboy...i never told anyone until i had been married for 25 years....it still haunts me everyday not so much the rape but the fact that i didn't do anything about it...this boy's brothers all knew what...
465 WOW, Im not sure where to start....
WOW, Im not sure where to start. I have been a christian since I was five, my dad is a southern baptist preacher. I have been a member at lifchurch for a year and lead a life group with my husband. I have been married for 8 yrs and have 3 kids.I have so many things in my past(not so long ago) that I...
466 I have not had sex with a man for...
I have not had sex with a man for almost 5 years and as a result I have masturbated a lot and in the last year I got involved with porn on the internet. I am so disgusted with myself it makes me sick, so I quit for a while a few months or so then I go back to it. I have had about 3 episodes of porn,...
467 I am a married mother of 2. I...
I am a married mother of 2. I dont' even know where to start, or how not to sound like I am self-pitying. My daughter who is now 19, went through several years of being addicted to crank and other drugs. She had been clean and appeared to make strides in going forward with her life, until she took...
468 I am a random bulimic... and no...
I am a random bulimic... and no one, absolutely no one except God knows about it. And I have cried and asked for help so many times. I got married and it's better but then when it happens still, I feel even more guilty because I feel I am lying to my dear husband. I hate it!!
469 i am 35 years okd and have been...
i am 35 years okd and have been married for almost four years I married a man I didnt love.I married him because i thought he would be finacially stable for me and my son. I really wanted to make me marriage work for the first year i really tried my husband was a good provider. but he was emotionally...
470 When I was sixteen years old I...
When I was sixteen years old I had sex with two different men on the same night. My mother, myself and some mom's friends went to a lake for a 4th of July celebration. My mother and her friends were drinking beer. She let me drink too and I got real drunk. Later that night I was down on the dock and...
471 I waited for marriage to have sex,...
I waited for marriage to have sex, but my husband cheated on me 6 years ago so I sent him on his way. He treated me badly. We never got a divorce. I've been with many men since then and have loved a few. I have met my mate for life, and it seems like I have had the opportunity to start over. I feel guilty...
472 I am no longer in love with my...
I am no longer in love with my husband and I am afraid to tell him. We have a 2 yr old.... If I could just get past that...I'm afraid he will hurt me if I tell him. He is verbally, mentally and physcially abusive. I hope I get the courage soon.....I hope God helps me out with this one and helps me...
473 I knew that I didn't love my husband...
I knew that I didn't love my husband when I married him, I just wanted to give my kids a father, problem is he isn't a good falther so now I am stuck with a man that I don't love and I have to have sex with him. he has a lot of porn and I don't even care. I would rather he look at porn than me. I pray...
474 I have had relationship with two...
I have had relationship with two married men. One was a one time thing and the other I let go on for a year. I don't know why I did it, I had a boyfriend at the time. I just ask LORD please forgive me. I want to ask the wives of these men to forgive me also but I don't want to be the to have to tell...
475 I am a 25 yr old mother of three....
I am a 25 yr old mother of three. My life is pretty normal. I have a wonderful husband, I'm a youth leader in my church and a youth choir director. Everyone thinks I have it together..... No one knows that I am a recovering drug addict (meth) and an alcoholic. The other day, while I was drunk, I ran...
476 I love my husband, but I don't...
I love my husband, but I don't think I wanted to marry him... He saved me from the darkness my soul had been engulfed in when my father's wife beat me and then forced me out of their life at the age of 16, but I think I married him out of gratitude, not love. I don't know how to tell him this so I go...
477 I am successful and established...
I am successful and established now, business owner, mother...I talk so sweet, look so nice...everyone loves me...I'm perfect...so everyone thinks, everyone but my husband. I am so harsh to him whenever I think he even looks at another woman. I belittle and berate him verbally. I punish him, when the...
478 I am lusting after my husbands...
I am lusting after my husbands friend. I am imagining myself with him and he taking over as the father of my children. I am always thinking of him and want to have sex with him. I sometimes think of him when I have sex with my husband. I don't want to cheat on my husband, but I can;t get this guy...
479 I have cheated on my husband. Emotionally...
I have cheated on my husband. Emotionally and sexually. The actions of the sex and guilt drove me to confess to him. He said he forgave me and then told me that he had cheated on me years before. Wasn't ever going to tell me about it for the fear I would leave him. I forgave him but it never leaves my...
480 I am what I thought "On Fire for...
I am what I thought "On Fire for the Lord". My husband is not the church type and he feels if he lives a life that is pleasing to God- he is acting like an old man and he still wants to have fun. Anyway, we have a lot of issues with our marriage literally fist fighting in front of our kids, cursing,...
481 I have been struggling my entire...
I have been struggling my entire life with addictions. I have "mental issues", and the doctor's cannot find the right "prescription cocktail" to help with my symptoms. I've been diagnosed as bipolar, told I may have multiple personalities, etc. I have suffered an addiction to alcohol, tobacco, food,...
482 My sister-in-law is the most hurtful...
My sister-in-law is the most hurtful person I know. The hate I feel towards her for the years of abuse overwhelms me. She is a sick, evil women. I often think of divorcing my husband so I would never have to see her again.
483 I have been having an affair with...
I have been having an affair with my collage professor for 20 years. My husband confronted me and I agreed to stop it.My husband moved us across the country to make sure it would stop. We didn’t, now, I just fly back there to see him. He is coming here to see me in a few months. I want to stop...
484 I CHEATED ON MY HUSBAND BEFORE...
I CHEATED ON MY HUSBAND BEFORE WE GOT MARRIED. AND IT WAS WITH ONE OF HIS BEST FRIENDS I DO FEEL ASHAMED OF WHAT I DID BUT SOMETIMES I CAN'T HELP BUT THINK ABOUT HIM. I KNOW HE THINKS ABOUT ME BECAUSE HE TELLS MY BEST FRIEND. I DON'T LOVE HIM BUT I FEEL A VERY STRONG FEELING ABOUT HIM THAT I WISH IT...
485 On July 31st 2006 I took an overdose...
On July 31st 2006 I took an overdose of methadone,percaset,and xanax. I was depressed over losing my house, having no relationship with my parents, over so many things it was overwhelming. I was found about 7 hrs later, near dead,absolutely amazing that I was'nt is what I have been told. I think they...
486 When I was about 9, I was being...
When I was about 9, I was being sexually abused by the son of a family friend. When I told my mom about it, I don't remember her doing anything. I know that I stopped playing there after that, but I don't remember it ever being addressed again. I got that impression that it (I) wasn't worth getting upset...
487 i am a married women who has been...
i am a married women who has been married for 11 years 6 years ago i met a man online and i talked to him for several months. i then went to a bar with this man and fell head over heels for him and i slept with him. i then kicked my husband out and i continued this relationship for several months but...
488 I cheated on my husband and I am...
I cheated on my husband and I am not sure if one of my children is his or if my child is the "other mans".
489 Even though I could be alot heavier,...
Even though I could be alot heavier, I don't like the way I look. I have put on extra pounds in the last few months, and the changes I see in myself, make me not like other things about me like my hair, facial features, etc. I don't like the way that my family (mom, aunt, grandma) is shaped. They are...
490 Years ago, my sister got pregnant...
Years ago, my sister got pregnant with her husband. At that time she was having problems with him they were close to getting a divorce. And thats when she got pregnant she was going to have an abortion because she couldn't amagine sharing a kid with hm. She had asked me for my input and even though I...
491 I am married and my husband can...
I am married and my husband can not have sexual relations due to health, I am only 38 and at times it is very difficult. My confession is that I have lustfull thoughts of other women and being intimate with them. I hate that I have these thoughts, I love my husband with all my heart. I don't understand...
492 i regret being selfish after leaving...
i regret being selfish after leaving my husband. i was too young when we got married. i thought i was doing what i should've been able to do. my selfish, childish acts cost me custody of my children. now their 6yrs and 7 yrs, and i only see them 2xs during the school year, and all summer! i miss them...
493 I had sex with my husbands best...
I had sex with my husbands best friend. He was also the husband of my best friend. I have everyone convinced it was terribble experience that I hated and regret. But I liked it.I dont want to want it. But it lives in my head though my heart is with my husband. I pray to God to take this from me as though...
494 I have been attracted to my brother...
I have been attracted to my brother in law since I met him one night which led to a bike ride and no exchange of names. I met his brother four years later,not knowing it was his brother as I never saw him again. The lust that I feel towards him causes me to dream about making love to him. It is obvious...
495 I began cheating on my husband...
I began cheating on my husband about 2 years ago. I told him I had a gay guy friend at first I had no intensions on doing anything with this man I just needed attention cause my husband worked alot. I needed a friend, I am a stay at home mom and took home school so I didnt get to meet very many people....
496 I sm 27 years of age and have been...
I sm 27 years of age and have been married for 10 years now.For so long, I have been carrying a big load over my shoulders. At times like now, I look back at my life and wish my past were different. To start, at the age of 17 I was having an affair with a man who was my co-worker. I soon turned 18, and...
497 When I was 15, I got pregnant....
When I was 15, I got pregnant. I did not want to have an abortion and adoption was also out of the question. My father convinced me to have an abortion, while my mother tried to talk me out of it. I decided to go ahead with the abortion. When I got to the clinic, they were playing hot steamy romance...
498 I cant seem to get away from it.....
I cant seem to get away from it.. it is like it clings to me. I dont want to do it and the whole time I am not satisfied and disgusted for it. God is too good for me to be doing this. I dont know how to make it stop. It is sick and makes me want to vomit. I really need help and my husband thinks I am...
499 I used to: drink heavliy ( I still...
I used to: drink heavliy ( I still have a beer now & then very rarely), use drugs, was sexually active, comitted adultury with a married man & when I was married, watched porn, masturbated, curse (still do) and addicted to cigs, still smoke pot, steal, lie, regret me first marriage to a drunk,...
500 My one of many shameful secrets...
My one of many shameful secrets (and the one that consumes me the most!) is that I realyy hate my husband. The things I've had to endure with him make me wish I had never met him. And we have a daughter together that I wouldn't give up for anything in the world. Yet, I wish her dad didn't exist! It eats...
501 I had an affair on my husband....
I had an affair on my husband. We have worked past it and he forgives me but I feel terrible. I have asked for forgiveness and sincerely meant it and will never do it again, but I don't know if God truely forgives me. This has been hanging over me for 2 years.I need to know I am not going to burn in...
502 I had been living in sin, I am...
I had been living in sin, I am a father and husband. But I had a relationship with a man for 7 years on regular basis. Lord has saved me and called me by name. So I deceided to give up the bad relationship. The Lord is guiding me further, to stand against the sin.
503 I am married and have been for...
I am married and have been for 14 years. I married young and haven't ever really been happy with my husband. I felt it was my duty to stay for the sake of our son. I am still in the marriage, but have another life that I lead. I joined a web site for swingers with my married boyfriend and we have sex...
504 I'm a married woman and I had oral...
I'm a married woman and I had oral sex, before I got married, with my boyfriend (now husband's) best friend. I still think about being with him. We work together, my husband, him, his wife, and myself. We spend all of our time together. I think how nice it would be to touch him again. To see that look...
505 I have been a very sexual being...
I have been a very sexual being since I was 5 or 6 years old. I used to get my "boyfriends" over to my house and mess around with them. I started masturbating around then too. I got into the 6th grade and when wrestling around with one of my friends, I realized that I was very attracted to girls as well...
506 It started out as abuse from my...
It started out as abuse from my oldest brother. Then wenton to include my other brothers. My whole life I have felt that I was unworthy of love or caring. Then as I grew up it went on further with men who were friends. It was as if I had a sign on my forehead that said abuse me. Then came my husband...
507 I was pregnant when I got married....
I was pregnant when I got married. We told no one and lied about the date. My husband of 23 years after a fight when asked would he have married me anyway said he didn't know I started an affair with my first love 4 months later that was 2 years ago. No one knows but God because you have to be an idiot...
508 i have been in a monogomouse relationship...
i have been in a monogomouse relationship with a man for 18 years we have a beautiful child, and a happy life together, he treats me with love and respect, and i trust him implicitly, i met him when i was still in my teens, after the death of my mother, at the time he was in his thirties, married, with...
509 I cheated on my husband just before...
I cheated on my husband just before our 3rd wedding anniversary. He had left for military training and I became so lonely just longing for his touch. I was a back-slider at this time in my life. I ran into my best friend's ex-husband. He was very flirty and asked if I would have sex with him....
510 My husband's ex-wife cheated on...
My husband's ex-wife cheated on him with two of his co-workers. She is married to one of the co-workers now in another state. She continually lies to their husbands daughter about why the divorce occurred and my husbands relationship with his daughter is very strained. I secretly have thoughts of ruining...
511 I have been married for four years....
I have been married for four years. This is my second marriage and I do not want a divorce, however, I am sure that my husband will soon find out that I have been having a "phone" affair with another man. We have not met yet, but I think we soon might. I do not love my husband, and haven't for a long...
512 I can't stop my feelings of wanting...
I can't stop my feelings of wanting to cheat on my new husband. I've only been married since last year and I've secretly told my ex that I would meet him for sex when I go up to the state where he lives in November. I feel so bad about this but I can't stop flirting and dreaming about a man who I never...
513 As a teen, I had an ongoing affair...
As a teen, I had an ongoing affair with a married man. I also had an affair with another married man. Since I have been married, I have been drawn to 2 different women. I had sexual encounters with one of the women.I have not told anyone. I thought I was in love each time but I don't think I really knew...
514 I am so scared of my husband cheating...
I am so scared of my husband cheating on me.. because i did it.
515 i'm a minister's wife. my husband...
i'm a minister's wife. my husband put the church, people in the church, and everything ministry related in front of me. i wanted attention, and found it in another man. for the last 8 years i've had an off and on again realtionship with this man.no one would ever suspect that i would be capable or would...
516 I am a married woman of thirteen...
I am a married woman of thirteen years to a very warm and loving husband whom I love very much and would not want to cause ANY pain! The problem is that I have become attracted to my boss. We work very closely together and I have had some sexual dreams about him that have caused me to look at him in...
517 I can't stand my husband. He thinks...
I can't stand my husband. He thinks it's ok to hit me during sex or to hurt me to make his experience better. I almost always end up crying after sex. I sometimes feel he is like a Jekyll & Hyde. He'll feel bad about hurting me but does it again the next time. He also wants sex all the time. If we...
518 I am not sure it is adultry but...
I am not sure it is adultry but it probably is. I am having an emotional affair. My husband is only with me for the sex it feels. There is no real talking or disscussion unless it involves us and sex. I have an old friend with whom I talk on the computer about day to day stuff. How I am doing and things...
519 My husband of 25 years divorced...
My husband of 25 years divorced me for another woman. I married again 6 years ago. I am still in love with my exhusband. the man I am married to is wonderful, I just wish I loved him like he deserves. I am a christian and when I took my vows in both marriages I believe I meant them. I did not want the...
520 I have cheated 4 times on my husband...
I have cheated 4 times on my husband and I feel extremely quilty but I will take it to my grave
521 I hate my husband.
I hate my husband.
522 I married my college sweetheart...
I married my college sweetheart after an 8 year hiatus during which time I had married another man and he had been engaged, but never married. We were sexually active in college, and again when we reconnected later.After dating for about 18 months, we moved in together with my 4 year old daughter. Eighteen...
523 I lie to my husband. I'm not in...
I lie to my husband. I'm not in love with him. I'm in love with someone else. I will never be in-love with my husnad again or our life together.
524 I was sexually molested by my brother...
I was sexually molested by my brother for a summer when I was 7. I remember it like it was yesterday. I was also sexually molested when I was 10 by my best friends much older brother. I ran home and never told anyone.I was later sexually abused by my mothers old firend that came to stay with us on his...
525 I should be happily married. But...
I should be happily married. But the truth is...I am not....I feel as if my husband doesnt listen to what is really important to me. I feel like he ignores what is important to me. I feel so alone....
526 a few months ago I had a miscarriage...
a few months ago I had a miscarriage and it bothers me. its not uncommon in my family history to happen...but ever sinces my husband now (the child i losts farther) seems like he is stepping farther away from me.. we have myspaces and so when i get on i talk to my friends and he has his to talk to his...
527 I am surprised and somewhat relieved...
I am surprised and somewhat relieved that I am not the only woman in this category. I have been masturbating since I was 8 years old, since I was sexually abused as a child. I was sexually involved (not really intercourse, though) when I was 13 and 14, and full-blown sexually involved with guys throughout...
528 I am a 30 year old wife and mother...
I am a 30 year old wife and mother of 3. over a year ago I suspected my husband of cheating. I was hurt and angry I then turned to one of his close friends. We began an on/off affair for nearly a year. during this time I discovered my husband was cheating he moved in with a young girl he was seeing....
529 My husband wont have sex with me....
My husband wont have sex with me. It makes me feel very undesireable, and unattractive. I dont know why he wont. We use to have sex all the time, and now it has just stopped.
530 I am afraid for my daughter. Before...
I am afraid for my daughter. Before I met my husband, he had an addiction to child pornography, and almost molested a young girl. I know it was while he was doing methamphetamines. he is sober now (going on a year and a half now!), and I know that is all behind him, but I was scarred and now, deep down...
531 My husband gave up everything for...
My husband gave up everything for me, above all a well-paid secure job. He is now doing a work not corresponding at all to his qualifications and I am really sad to see him suffer (psychologically). He is very courageous though. In our relationship he is a very strong-minded person, perhaps even dominating...
532 I really consider myself a good...
I really consider myself a good christian person I had and affair on my husband with another man and I have done lots of other things im not proud of. He has hurt me to many times so i use that as my excuse for what i do. I have ended the affair but I feel like I love him so much. I also love my husband...
533 ...
I become unfaithful to my husband
534 I feel guilty for hiding my binge...
I feel guilty for hiding my binge eating from my husband. I take diet pills and throw-up about 3-5 times a day and he has no clue. I don't binge eat while he is at home for fear he will catch me "in the act" sometime. I feel unhappy and worthless if I gain to much wieght and feel undesirable to my husband....
535 I am confessing harboring hurt...
I am confessing harboring hurt feeling anger for my exhusband. NH..during our marriage he was sexually active with my then 10 year old niece for 3 years. This has been over 18 yrs and I still carry this pain around with me. I have since forgave him but I can;t seem to let it go completely out of my life....
536 I regret having ever met my husband,...
I regret having ever met my husband, ever falling in love with him, ever marrying him. He is not physically abusive or anything like that. He worse. He has no hopes, dreams, ambitions. I finally grew up. He didn't. He cannot give me what I need and I do not even know what it is he needs anymore. Every...
537 I go out about once a month to...
I go out about once a month to do a HOBBY of mine. I love it more then anything but, the thing is I take things to my work station and say I need to think about them and I end up just putting them away with my things. I really need some prayers on help stopping this I know it is wrong. I was caught at...
538 My mother and sister have defrauded...
My mother and sister have defrauded the bank over 3,000.00 and they can't cash there checks on the first of the month from ssi and I have now been elected to do it for them and I am sick of being used.I don't even get as much as a thank you for it.I feel if I break my relationship with them I am the...
539 I don't know where to start with...
I don't know where to start with this it is a hard thing for me to even admit but, it is my frist step. I cheated on my husband with a friends brother. He was going threw hard times and so was I. I feel as if I was taken advantage of at a weak moment but, at the same time I totally feel I could of stopped...
540 I lie to my husband and tell him...
I lie to my husband and tell him our relationship is fine when it isn't ,it's far from fine and if consoling this week doesn't look like it's going to help I am done.
541 My husband won't hold a job, it...
My husband won't hold a job, it hurts my bills can't get paid on time,I have 2 bills in someones name that they don't know about.I have no choice I have kids I need to tend for.My eletric as of this week may be shut off.I have had to have people help with food,bills,rent and I am just sick of it.
542 I have cheated on my husband more...
I have cheated on my husband more times than he knows.
543 My husband cheated on me 4 years...
My husband cheated on me 4 years ago. We went to therphy and I told him I forgive him but I DO NOT. I stay with him for our sons sake and no longer love him like I used to. I'm tired of this obligation but to lazy to make a change now. I figure if I don't allow myself to love him anymore he can never...
544 Seven years ago, I contracted herpes...
Seven years ago, I contracted herpes from my ex-husband while we were married. I have had multiple sex partners over the past seven years and I've only told one of them about my condition. I am too ashame to tell the truth though it was no fault of my own.
545 I have been with my husband for...
I have been with my husband for 11 years and I love him very much. I don't understand why but I have had 8 secret affairs with 8 different men since we have been together. but if you ask my husband I am the best wife and mother a man could ever ask for. He doesn't suspect a thing and I am the only person...
546 I love my husband a little less...
I love my husband a little less each time he takes another drink, each time he threatens something violent, and each time he says it will never happen again. And I'm starting to hate him more and more. I pray that something will change. I'm going to get help, but I can't make him do the same. My father...
547 Well I had agreed to a threesome...
Well I had agreed to a threesome with my husband and my best friend. I thought if I did what he wanted then he would stop asking. When the time came I could not do it but he did anyways. I still have that sound in my head and although I had said I forgive you a million times , I really don't think I...
548 I have been adulterous many times...
I have been adulterous many times over my life. My children's father had an affair when I was pregnant with our first child; I didn't know anyone could hurt me that much. We stayed together for another child and finally got divorced. Some time later, I went with a married man for 4 years until his wife...
549 This is so very hard to do, but...
This is so very hard to do, but I feal I have to. I have cheated on my husband more than once. After he had an affair I wanted him to hurt the way I hurt. I cant forgive him or myself, I just want out. I dont even know who I am anymore. Please pray for me.
550 I love my husband, but I'm not...
I love my husband, but I'm not in love with him. I haven't really ever been in love with him but i just don't know how to tell him. Today is our 7 year anniversary and the one thing I wish for, is that he would leave and never come back because I'm too much of a wimp to do that myself. I hate to look...
551 It is sad but I lie about everything...
It is sad but I lie about everything in my life, and have for more years than I can remember. People think I am a very successful woman. Since I "work" at home they haven't a clue that I really do nothing but read or watch TVor shop online all day. I do have a housekeeper. I am very intelligent, can...
552 well you'v always heard it said"like...
well you'v always heard it said"like father like son" I was married 23yrs and my husband hated his father for treating his mom bad(verbal abuse,leaving for weeks at a time,lazy,mean, just hateful) and just guess who walked in his dad footsteps,yep you got it "my husband" I thought if I hung in there...
553 I feel that I lead a double life...
I feel that I lead a double life sometimes one as a mother and wife, the other as cheater. I'm cheating on my husband.
554 I lie to my husband about my whereabouts,...
I lie to my husband about my whereabouts, I lie to my family and friends about my finances.
555 I am a married woman and I constantly...
I am a married woman and I constantly lust after other men, I've had emotional affairs and I've had two long term affairs. It seems so overwhelming at times, I feel like I want to act out my fantasies. I am not attracted to my husband, he and I rarely have sex. These thoughts consume me, I don't know...
556 my past has so much in it that...
my past has so much in it that it is realy hard to pick a category But i guess shame is where it ends up. i was molested when i was real young and for years i thought it was something i made up but it was to vivid of a memory not to be real i cant remember most of my childhood it seems i can only remember...
557 I'm 38 and have been feeling guilty...
I'm 38 and have been feeling guilty for years because I had an abortion when I was about 24. Previously I had always been totally against abortion. My parents and I were both very active in a church. I didn't want my parents or me to have to be ashamed. I didn't want anyone to know that I was not...
558 This may be in the wrong catagory,...
This may be in the wrong catagory, but I am going to put it here, there is a fine line because of what I did at first I did not think that it would be adultery. The reason I am saying this I will explain. I am married, I love my husband dearly, I had an affair, it wasnt with another man but with another...
559 I am a married woman who is in...
I am a married woman who is in love with another man. I want to leave my husband, I never wanted to marry him in the first place actually. I know divorce is wrong, but I am so unhappy.
560 When I was 22 I got married. It...
When I was 22 I got married. It only lasted 6 months, as I walked in on him cheating on me. I lost everything, though, because he knew I was bisexual and threatened to tell my family if I didn't give everything up to him. My Granpa is a Pastor, and to this day, I know he is baffled and disappointed...
561 I cheated on my husband before...
I cheated on my husband before we were married, and I shouldn't have married him. I cheated after we were married, and he was a good husband. If he knew I had cheated on him, even once, I believe he would kill me.
562 After my abusive husband went to...
After my abusive husband went to prison, I slept with his brother to get back at him for all the horrible things he's done to me.
563 For years I have worked to make...
For years I have worked to make sure I have asked forgivness of those I have harmed and given forginess to those who have harmed me. After a sermon on the topic, that used some 12 step rules. . .I took inventory of my heart. I made adjustments and asked for forgivness of many and also forgave. . .but...
564 I got my husband on meth i lost...
I got my husband on meth i lost my kids. i was a prositute.I need god but dont think i am worthy.
565 This weekend is the fifth anniversary...
This weekend is the fifth anniversary of my failed marriage. I have been clean and sober for two years. My husband and I have been living apart for two years. This summer, I finally gave up hope that he would ever change into a mature, responsible man. He's been trying to spend more time with me of late...
566 I'm 18 years old, and having an...
I'm 18 years old, and having an affair with a married man almost twice my age. He has a wife and 3 kids, I feel bad God, but I love him. I'm ashamed because I know we'll never be together but when I'm with him, I feel like he's mine...I would never want my husband to do the same to me if I was married,...
567 I carry past humiliation of my...
I carry past humiliation of my husband's(at the time) domestic violence. My ribs broken, major abdominal muscles badly torn, and now found out a cracked hip from the past abuse.The problem is I condoned the abuse-that is, I wouldn't leave my husband, and often would beg him to come home when he left(which...
568 I had a terrible child hood, growing...
I had a terrible child hood, growing up with two alcoholic parent/step parent(s). I thank god for my grandmother who gave me my morals and taught me about god and such. However, during the course of my life, I have been lied too, had relatives steal from me, cheated on, broken promises, married to get...
569 I cheated on my husband of two...
I cheated on my husband of two years with my neighbor. This guilt is tearing me up inside. I love my husband. I don't know why I did this to myself, him, or God?! Please pray for me. Just writing this is helping.
570 My husband is bisexual! He just...
My husband is bisexual! He just told me this after 13 yrs of marriage. I would have never guessed. (although, now I can remember moments where I should have questioned, but never did imagined this). I did catch him looking at porn late at night, a few times. I am so confused by his confession that I...
571 My husbands been working out of...
My husbands been working out of state for four mouths now. And I've been thinking of cheating. I want to feel and smell a man. I'm very loney.
572 I am cheating on my husband. Sometimes...
I am cheating on my husband. Sometimes it is hard for me even to think about how it happened. He loves me, and I really love him. We are married for 6 years. And if someone would tell me that it would happen to me, lets say two years ago, I would tell them that they are crazy. But it happened, I was...
573 I am a minister and I am so ashamed...
I am a minister and I am so ashamed of my smoking habit. I try to hide it from my husband, children and church members/leaders. I know God is not pleased adn neither am I. PLease pray that I will stop this bad nad nasty habit.
574 my whole life is one big lie. Im...
my whole life is one big lie. Im not married.Im having an affair thats in ruins and i cant get over it.My husband has cheated. Im still hurting terribly from that. Everyone stabs me in the back at one point or another. I feel like dying but I'm scared to. Im so mad mad mad. I am not happy.so i walk around...
575 I have been with my husband for...
I have been with my husband for four years.I have looked at pornography a few times in my past but never reguarly. We had a active sex life until I noticed a huge decline. He tryed to convince me that this is just something that happens. I discovered that he was viewing porn. I was so hurt that i...
576 I have been having flashbacks from...
I have been having flashbacks from being sexually and physically tortured as a young 15 year old woman until I was 32 years of age. The flashbacks have turned physical and know I am walking in my sleep and acting out my flashbacks. I have huge welts all over my body from beating myself with a plastic...
577 I have had numerous and I do mean...
I have had numerous and I do mean numerous sexual affairs with men over the past 8 yrs. I have gone to sex parties, I have had one night stands, I have used protection, I have sometimes not used protect. I lied about pregnancies. I know that I am not a very good person. I have lied to my husband...
578 I'm a maaried woman, but I've had...
I'm a maaried woman, but I've had many relationships with females before my husband and I were married. He knows about it, and it doesn't bother him. What he doesn't know is that I crave being sexually satisifed by a woman again and I think one day it may cause me to be unfaithful to my husband. My husband...
579 I love my husband very much, but...
I love my husband very much, but I am so weak. I have had relations with a few other men during our marriage, and I know it is wrong. My husband doesnt know about any of my affairs, and he thinks both of our children are his, but I am not sure about one of them. The other possible father knows, and...
580 I'm living a double life I am a...
I'm living a double life I am a mother of three who contracted H.I.V from my husband and every day I want to kill him when we found out threw one of his girl friends and got tested he left the state. Now i'm in a relationship and scared to tell this person that i am hiv postive I've been in many relationships...
581 I was married young the first time,...
I was married young the first time, and I knew the day I walked down the isle is wasnt right. I had a lot of male friends and normally this was ok. I always told my husband where i was and who I was with. One day with one of my friends, I had sex. I didnt even feel bad for it. After that i had sex with...
582 Last year my husband was suddenly...
Last year my husband was suddenly fired from his job as a youth pastor, no explanation or reason, just that the new pastor was "going a new direction." We spent so much of our lives there and made many sacrifices just to do ministry there. The church was growing and healthy until the new senior pastor...
583 I have been married to my husband...
I have been married to my husband for 9 years, we have 2 beautiful children and I still consider him the love of my life. He had an affair a few years ago and it devastated me. Last year, I ran into an old friend and started having a sexual affair that has gone on ever since.I have tried so many times...
584 Our second child was planned by...
Our second child was planned by me alone. I knew my husband didn't want another child but I did. So I quit taking my pills and ended up pregnant the next month. I pretended I was devastated to my family and friends, and to my husband when I told him. Secretly I was happy to be pregnant again. I...
585 I hate my marriage and I hate my...
I hate my marriage and I hate my husband. I think that my life would be so much happier if he would just disappear. Please pray for that to happen.
586 I do not love my husband, and...
I do not love my husband, and have not for many years. Truth be told, I don't even love him, and often fnd him to be disgusting. Very often I find myself hating him. I fear the ramifications of divorce, and so I simply wish he were dead. I spent my youth steadfast in my desire never to get married....
587 AS A CHILD, I DON'T REMEMBER...
AS A CHILD, I DON'T REMEMBER MY MOTHER EVER SHOWING ME LOVE, ONLY IGNORING ME. AS I GREW OLDER, SHE REMAINED THE SAME, ONLY ACTED LIKE SHE HATED ME. I'M NOT BRAGGING, BUT I REALLY WAS A GOOD KID. NEVER GOT IN TROUBLE, ONLY WANTED LOVE. MY OLDER BROTHER STARTED SEXALLY ABUSING ME WHEN I WAS 6 YRS....
588 I have been in a hopeless loveless...
I have been in a hopeless loveless marriage for 27 years. My husband got the flu on our honeymoon and has been either physically or mentally ill ever since. No lie. He got sunburned on our honeymoon and used that as an excuse not to have sex. Then we came home from our honeymoon, moved in with his...
589 About five years ago my 20 year...
About five years ago my 20 year marriage ended by my husband having an affair and then wanting to end the marriage. Being a licensed preacher he didn't know how the "divorce thing" would work, so he came up with at least 2 different plans on how he would kill me. God watched out for me, and instead...
590 My husband sexually assulted me...
My husband sexually assulted me when he was drunk one night. I was not feeling well and declined his offer to have sex. He put a porno in and started watching it. When I refused again he assulted me. It is still so painful to this day I cannot tell it all. Something else I am ashamed of.....I am not...
591 My husband cheated on me twice....
My husband cheated on me twice. He has told me a 1000 times he is sorry. I have forgiven him 1000 times. It's just the forgetting of it. It is so hard to forget how devastated I was when he told me. It is hard to forget the pain I felt. It is hard to let it go once and for all. It seems so trivial compared...
592 God please help me, I am 17 have...
God please help me, I am 17 have a daughter and have a husband who verbally abuses me, compares me to his ex girlfriend and screams at our 2 month old baby. Please god help me and my new family, and forgive me if i have done anything wrong
593 Well I always had a great childhood...
Well I always had a great childhood no bad memories there. When I turned 17 I moved in with my boy friend. I stayed in his sisters room so that I could watch his brother and sister at night while he and his mom worked. I was a vigin when I moved in with him. I had never even kissed a guy. Well after...
594 I am not a member of the church....
I am not a member of the church. my husband is. I am an addict/alcoholic. I am in several 12 step groups and help other addicts and alcololics. I believe in god, and pray everyday. I feel that me and my husband are moving away from each other. We no longer see things the same way. I am very supportive...
595 This is something I've never told...
This is something I've never told anyone, because, it was so tramatic for me, and still is, that I am afraid to tell someone because, I don't want them to be hurt by it like I have been. It's a catch 22...I need to confess it,but I'm afraid to confess it would hurt someone like it has hurt me, and so...
596 Before I was married, I had 2 affairs...
Before I was married, I had 2 affairs with married men. One affair was discovered and the other was never discovered. Now that I'm married I have carried on the guilt of those sins to my own marriage. I feel like I'm not worthy of a good man's love and that eventually since I've hurt other people I'm...
597 I did a few porn movies during...
I did a few porn movies during the first part of my marriage, My husband knows about them though
598 I completely lied to my husband...
I completely lied to my husband about my entire life for the first few months of our marriage until my mom told him the truth
599 I've always cared for my sister...
I've always cared for my sister even after she got married. I've always dreamed about having sex with my sister during her marriage. Since her husband has died my feelings have gotten stronger. Even as a little kid I wanted to sleep with her. One vacation the family went to a beach for a convention...
600 i have been married now for a while...
i have been married now for a while and i have always since the begining of it...well, when i talk to guys that only i meet, i always say i am single. now i wouldn't ever do anything with them (i don't think) but i do majorly flirt and go on dates without my husband knowing. i will hug him, let him...
601 I often blame my husband (in my...
I often blame my husband (in my mind) for not having a better walk with Christ. We rarely go to church because he's always "too tired" and I don't want to go alone. As weird as this sounds, I'm afraid to join any kind of married couples group because I'm scared that if we get to close to other couples,...
602 First off I love my husband very...
First off I love my husband very much but life with him has been hard. Weve been together since we were teenagers and had a child when we were 17. He has been a real man and has stood up and taken on his reasponibility of being a father. The first time I did anything was the first time he went overseas....
603 I am/was addicted to movies. Not...
I am/was addicted to movies. Not bad movies, just usually movies about relationships---chick flicks, mainly. Movies about men loving women. I want that in my life because I often don't think my husband loves me. I imagine myself in the story, being loved. I will watch some scenes over and over again....
604 When I was a child, I lived with...
When I was a child, I lived with my grandmother. She would only let me eat the three normal meals a day. I was not allowed to have snacks, or anything with sugar...she always said I had to eat right to watch my weight. When I was 10 I moved back with my mom, and it was at this point that I started binging...
605 I have very bad relationships with...
I have very bad relationships with people. I really don't like being around them. I'm always questioning why people talk to me. Most people say that I very nice and pleasant to be around, but I don't see how. Every relationship I've had has fallen apart. My marriage ended in divorce after about five...
606 i was unfaithful to my husband...
i was unfaithful to my husband with his best friend. i don't know what caused me to do it, but i did. i confess to my husband and it's been hard ever since, i need prayer!! Please
607 yAfter reading through many confessions,...
yAfter reading through many confessions, I chose this category, because my husband doesn't know anything about what I am about to write. We have been married for over 2 years, but our sex life is not satisfying to me. I've tried to tell him what I need, but it just upsets and hurts him. After one such...
608 I regret ever marrying my ex-husband....
I regret ever marrying my ex-husband. He abused my son so badly that as an adult he is still dealing with his past hurts. I regret it took so long for me to leave him. I regret ever meeting him.
609 I love my husband; he is a wonderful...
I love my husband; he is a wonderful man, but now i am also in love with another married man. We have known eachother for almost 6 years now, a long distance relationship, we have never had physical sex, but have had phone sex many times, and are emotionally bonded. He came to meet me in person, and...
610 I have been married for over 15...
I have been married for over 15 years to a man who is much older. The age wasn't an issue in the beginning. Now, with his age and MANY health issues, our sex life has gone to zero. I have started having a sexual relationship with someone I was involved with before my marriage....and old feelings are...
611 I am writing because I havent really...
I am writing because I havent really been a good husband and father.I know i could be a better person.I worry too much about things.thinking of myself more than my family.I drive my wife crazy.Repeating things thatshouldone,and that is unessary.I spent more time locking myself and my thoughts to myself...
612 As far back as i can recall I had...
As far back as i can recall I had been sexualy abused by my stepbrother. I can recall it happening before my 4th birthday and happened untill I was about 13. He was about 5 years older then me. I now suspect it was happening to him by his bio.Father. We shared a room and sometimes a bed when I would...
613 I am attracted to my friend's husband....
I am attracted to my friend's husband. Although I would never do anything about it, because I love my friend too much, I am still jealous of what they have together.
614 When i was in my 20's and i had...
When i was in my 20's and i had several affairs with married men. I had so much hurt and anger inside i wanted to make everyone hurt the way i did. I saw what i wanted and just took without any regard for but myself. I am not talking one or twice that i hooked up with married men. SIX TIMES! I have never...
615 my husband always accused me of...
my husband always accused me of sleeping with evey Tom, Dick and Harry. He was verbally abusive and nothing I did was right. I tried to have an affair but couldn't. But then in 1987, i slept with a man that i loved for ever from a far. my brother in law. he loved me too. we still do but it will never...
616 Where do I begin. I am divorced.I...
Where do I begin. I am divorced.I am still in lovewith my ex-husband even though he is married toanother woman. Kind of ironic, isn't it. I now have become the "other woman" in the relationship.I don't think he still loves me, but I know hedoesn't love her......So here is my dilemma.I want to get back...
617 I know in my heart what i am doing...
I know in my heart what i am doing is wrong but i am in love with a married woman. she is everything i have ever wanted in life, we met on the internet and had an online affair for over a year. when we would meet in perosn we would never do anything. Finally one night it became too much for us and i...
618 I have been in an abusive marriage...
I have been in an abusive marriage for 8 years. My husband has beat me, called me very foul names, he forces me to do preverse things in bed, he has raped me, he has called my son names,he has promised and attempted to kill me on several times, I know one day he will kill me and there is nothing I can...
619 I confess that I am not in love...
I confess that I am not in love with my husband... I'm in love with my close friend.
620 I am overwhelmed most of the time.I...
I am overwhelmed most of the time.I am not sure how to get out of it. I had put myself in the situation I can't figure the way out. I have no family here, I am married to the man I despise who, in turn, absolutely hates me. We don't talk anymore. Mostly he yells and I say "enough".I don't want to even...
621 I have been married to my husband...
I have been married to my husband for only 6 months. I got pregnant with our son only a month into our relationship by accident. I had a friend that I like very much before I met my husband, but he went to Iraq and I never heard from him & ended up pregnant. When I got back in touch with my friend...
622 My husband and I have been married...
My husband and I have been married for 15 years. Everyone thinks our marriage is the perfect marriage, but there is one problem no one knows about. I don't love him and I never have. I love him but I'm not in love with him. I never wanted the relationship to go this far. He loves me so much that I truly...
623 I finally told my husband about...
I finally told my husband about my past. Early in my life, I was involved sexually with several women. Though I have not been involved for many, many, years....it has been difficult to leave it behind me. Though I have not acted on anything...I find myself often looking at women sexually. I have visited...
624 Even after i am married i still...
Even after i am married i still cannot stop thinking about my first love. i do still love him, but it was one of those relationships that no matter how much you love eachother it still wont work out. I regret the many times i had a chance to change the outcome of us. There were many bad choices i...
625 I used to look at pornos/magazines...
I used to look at pornos/magazines in college, and had a very sexual perverted mind. I think my past choices have affected my marriage sex life. My husband and I both had abortions with our girl.boyfriends at the time. I feel like God has totally forgiven me with much grace, but I hope He will now heal...
626 I have lied about many things and...
I have lied about many things and I really don't want to.. I have stole money and even things in stores and telling others I have bought it. The stores i have stole from no one would ever find out. I want to stop stealing I want to stop lying but, I have such a hard time finding it in me to stop.. It...
627 My heart aches over an abortion...
My heart aches over an abortion that I had 32 years ago. I was 20 at the time and my mother was the one that insisted I have an abortion. I had no place to go and no money, so I did what she wanted me to do. I have regretted that action everyday of my life. I wish I had had the courage to choose...
628 I have a sexual addiction that...
I have a sexual addiction that my husband don't know about.
629 It is difficult for me to choose...
It is difficult for me to choose a category, as so many of them apply to me. I am addicted to food. I often think that it would be nice to be bulemic or anorexic, but I am too weak-willed to pull it off. I despise men who are weak and seek out pornography, and yet, out of curiosity, I look...
630 Ive lied to my husband about how...
Ive lied to my husband about how many men I gone out with while our marriage was on the rocks. Ive lied about how many men Ive almost had sex with besides him. I lied about the secrets of my infidelity constantly. I love my husband, but I think I love another man too who is married.
631 A year ago I had a relationship...
A year ago I had a relationship goin on with a coworker who was 17years older than me. The problem: he was married and so was I. We stopped talkng to each other cause my husband found out. I secretly wish now that I could rekindle what we had togeher.
632 I'm a married with children woman...
I'm a married with children woman who has had feelings for a married with children man for several years now. He does not know I feel this way, nor does my husband. Sometimes I think he may have some feelings for me too but I know he would never tell me so. I can't stop thinking about him and what...
633 I am a female, and when I was a...
I am a female, and when I was a teenager I molested my female cousin who was around 7 or 8 at the time. I never told anyone about it, and I never even talked to her about it although she is a part of my life now. I pray that somehow the Lord blocked it from her mind. I think if she remembered, she...
634 I would love to sleep with my good...
I would love to sleep with my good friends husband. I am married.y
635 please help me... I am a single...
please help me... I am a single mother to three children. My husband and I are going through a seperation but I secretly could never let him go. WHile we were married I lied to him and fell inlove with another man. I still long for that other man but it was lust not love. i thought for the lonest time...
636 I have been married twice, the...
I have been married twice, the first ended in divorce. My first husband left because I cheated on him and became pregnant with another mans child. My second husband and I have had a rocky relationship from the beginning and things got progressively worse from there. To make a long story short he had...
637 I am not in love with my husband....
I am not in love with my husband. We have been married for 7 years and I know I only married him to have a family. I am still in love with the man I was involved with for 3 years before I met my husband. I still have a long distance relationship with him but it is only via email and occassional phone...
638 I am a married female. My husband...
I am a married female. My husband says I can not buy sex toys, but I but and use them without him knowing. I am afraid he is going to find out.
639 I am a married woman and I love...
I am a married woman and I love my husband more than anything!! But I can't help but think of being with other men. I would never act on these feelings, But I am scared that one day I just might. Please pray for me.
640 I was happilly married for 25 yrs...
I was happilly married for 25 yrs when my husband was confronted regarding his infidelity after numerous late nights coming home. I have distanced myself from family since I have been so depressed about my situation. They think I don't care. I have been raised Catholic and feel so sad and embarassed...
641 I was touched sexually by a girl...
I was touched sexually by a girl in my neighborhood when I was around 6 years old. I am now 27 and married to a man but I think the experience has messed with my mind. I love my husband very much but I sometimes have fantasies about being with a woman. I don't know if this means I am bisexual or curious...
642 I have cheated on every boyfriend...
I have cheated on every boyfriend I have had at least 3 times including my husband before we were married. I have had premarital sex with 3 men including my husband. I have lied to my husband about most of these events in fear of him not loving me anymore, hes the only person I have in my life...and...
643 About 1 year ago, I was raped by...
About 1 year ago, I was raped by an acquaintance. At that same time, I was in a committed relationship with my now husband. Nobody knows it happened. I feel ashamed because I didn't fight hard enough, I feel like I just let him do it. In my mind, I tried to make up excuses to justify what he did. The...
644 I've been a Christian since age...
I've been a Christian since age 16. Raised in a Christian home.Married 24 years..5 kids.In 1997 my whole world came apart. At the time my then-husband and I were small group leaders at a Vineyard church. Our daughter ran away from home. Turns out she was on drugs majorly and been sexually abused by her...
645 i slept with my best friends husband...
i slept with my best friends husband right after tehir one year anniversery. god forgive me.
646 SEVERAL YEARS AGO MY HUSBAND CHEATED...
SEVERAL YEARS AGO MY HUSBAND CHEATED WITH OUR BEST FRIENDS I THOUGHT I HAD FORGIVEN HIM, AND THAT HE HAD EARNED A SECOND CHANCE SO I TOOK HIM BACK. 10 YEARS LATER I HAD A BRIEF 1 NIGHT INTERLUDE WITH SOMEONE ELSE. I JUSTIFIED IT BY THINKING I WAS PAYING HIM BACK.I KNOW THAT THAT WASN'T JUST ALL THERE...
647 i am a cutter. have been for 17...
i am a cutter. have been for 17 years. i've kept it from my husband and kids, they see the scars and never ask. those bold enough to ask about the scars, i lie and make up some grandiose story of why they are there. i can't stop. the feel of my flesh being opened and blood pouring out is a release of...
648 When I was 3 years old my stepgrandfather...
When I was 3 years old my stepgrandfather raped me at his home, my grandmother was in the house and afterwards found out.She choose to coverup what her husband had done, probably due to the shame and the times. It was the late fifties and no one ever talked about child abuse back then. She cleaned me...
649 I hate myself and everything I...
I hate myself and everything I do, everything that comes out of my mouth. I'm nothing, I am not worthy of life or love. I am constantly trying to script the things I say or do but sometimes I slip up and I will beat my self up inside until I go crazy. After a while sometimes days, weeks etc...I will...
650 It all started five years ago when...
It all started five years ago when I meet a man thru a personal ad,prior to meeting this man, that later on became my husband, I was having a hard time with relationships. Upon months of talking over the phone, and getting to know each other, we deceided to meet each other. We both had hidden agenda's...
651 I had my son 6 months ago and sometimes...
I had my son 6 months ago and sometimes I wish that this was all just a dream and I'll wake up ... I'd be 18 again, not married, just entering college ... I'd do so many things differently. These thoughts make me sick to my stomach ... I love my husband and I love my son more than the world. Why do I...
652 I regret that I don't love my husband...
I regret that I don't love my husband like I should, I love him but I am not IN love with him, and that now I will never know the love I dream about. I regret wanting more knowing that I have all that I need.
653 I am married and love my husband....
I am married and love my husband. but i can't help but sometimes think about other men, especially an ex of mine. i dont think i would ever do anything. . .but the guilt of my thoughts plagues me.
654 My married sister does not know...
My married sister does not know that I know she is having an affair with her best friend's husband who is a Deacon at her church. I do not have faith in organized religion anymore and don't think there is anyway that I will trust or belive a word out of the mouth of any Preacher, Priest or even a Sunday...
655 When my husband and I had been...
When my husband and I had been married for about 7 years, we hit a very rough patch. I started having an affair and after a few months, I decided to end the affair and get back in a relationship with my husband. Not long after that, we found out I was pregnant. We decided to abort the child because I...
656 My husband mistakenly discharged...
My husband mistakenly discharged his weapon in our home.......some say I over reacted when I told him to leave....he left ... 18 months ago .I feel I let him and our marriage down ...It eats me up for not being more understanding...I love him and I have felt like I do not care to go on without him, however...
657 My first boyfriend cheated and...
My first boyfriend cheated and when i was drunk and passed out sold me to the highest bidder. My ex husband cheated after 5 years of dating and 4 years of marrige. The next guy cheated and left after 9 months. I was then cheated on by my now ex fiancee. I cant trust any men. I hate them all. all they...
658 I had not one, not two, but three...
I had not one, not two, but three abortions during college. I was lustful and irresponsible. I did not want to mess up my life with the responsibility of a baby. I always had this huge fear that when I grew up and married, God would punish me by not allowing me to have any children when I wanted them....
659 I was abused several years ago...
I was abused several years ago by my boss who was also a friend of my parents. I felt that if I told them they would never believe me because of their friendship. Now several years later and married, it still effects me. I have trouble when my husband is touching me. I try not to think about my abuser...
660 I am a Christian leader, a mom...
I am a Christian leader, a mom and wife.. Outside I look like the typical Evangelical Christian that is at the church every time the door opens... my pastor depends on my reliabilty, devotion and fait.... If he only knew that I meet men on the internet, lie to them,, make them fall in love with me......
661 You know i well should have a heading...
You know i well should have a heading with everyone of the titles i have done so many things wrong in my life i have cheated on a really great husband and father who did not diserve what i did to him now he is gone and everyday i wish i could turn back time. i have had 2 abortions because of my cheating...
662 i just got married a few months...
i just got married a few months ago and my husband and i have always talked about haveing children before we got married and now we never talk about it and when someone asks if we are going to have some he always says something different like sometimes he said yea just later on and then he says to someone...
663 I've been living a double life...
I've been living a double life almost all of my life. My adult life has been the worst. I am married, going through a divorce, I live with my boyfriend of 2 yrs and I've been married to my husband for 4. I have been a devoted wife and mother, and in my other life, I have been a devoted girlfriend and...
664 I hate to say this but I hate my...
I hate to say this but I hate my aunt. She has custidy of my cousin's boy and a little girl thats not even related. The kids have a secluded life. They all live with my grandmother. My grandmother treats the boy like a slave but treats the girl like a princess. my aunt took him out of school so he can...
665 I have needed someone like you...
I have needed someone like you for such a long time, I feel like if I put it on paper so to speak that the hurt and anger will go away. I continuely lie to my husband and family about how I am paying the bills. I pay them, but just not like I should. I get overdrawn at the bank and have to lie about...
666 18 years ago I lied to a boy that...
18 years ago I lied to a boy that i had sex with and told him that i was pregnant with his child but that I wanted an abortion and that i wanted him to help pay for half of the cost and that my aunt was going to take me to have the procedure. I was trying to get some cash from him and today i don't even...
667 For the longest time now I have...
For the longest time now I have been struggling with my marriage and my husband ever since our daughter passed away last year while she was 11 days old. I have doubted him in our relationship and his honesty to me he has seemed to disappear since we lost her and did a complete flip from who he was. Now...
668 I want to experience sex with another...
I want to experience sex with another partner besides my husband.
669 I am married and I lust after my...
I am married and I lust after my good friend Mike as well as many others including females. I can't help myself at times, I think that I would go home with just about anyone that will show me the attention that I so long for the sad thing is that I have a loving husband that would be will to do anything...
670 I was molested as a young girl...
I was molested as a young girl by my female babysitter--I am sure she was also being abused. For my whole life I have wondered if I am gay. When I was in fourth grade, my friends and I would make out with each other (all girls) and I liked it. I made my little cousin kiss me that way too...we were mostly...
671 This is a relief to me to find...
This is a relief to me to find a web site that you can let it all out..I have been hurting inside for many many years. I was very happy married to a man I loved, but he did not give me the attention that I needed or wanted. I met this guy who gave me attention and I was attracted to him. I started...
672 I carried on an affair before my...
I carried on an affair before my husband died, years ago, when my children were young. The reason for the affair? My husband went to a men's church camp and wrote to me a confession that he was addicted to internet porn. I thought I was getting even. The affair lasted several months. My relationship...
673 I am married and about 2 years...
I am married and about 2 years ago, I slept with another man who wasn't my husband. I did this because I was being neglected sexually and emotionally by my husband at the time. It was only a one time thing with this man, and I have felt so very guilty about it ever since. I never really felt anything...
674 I never thought I would talk about...
I never thought I would talk about this. Today I was praying about my problems and I stumbled across this web site. So where to start........I guess at least I know that I am not the only female that struggles with lust. It seems silly that woman would struggle with lust because so much at church's is...
675 I am addicted to cheating and thoughts...
I am addicted to cheating and thoughts of cheating on my husband with his friends, family, and co-workers. I love him dearly but I cannot stop.
676 When I was 15 I seduced my stepfather...
When I was 15 I seduced my stepfather into allowing me to give him oral sex. At first he resisted but after several attempts he gave in. I pleasured him orally in several occasions there after with little effort. I have always felt incredibly guilty for doing this with my mother's ex husband and also...
677 I pretended to have a boyfriend...
I pretended to have a boyfriend on the side to make my husband jealous. That seemed the only way to get his attention. Till one day my husband up and left.
678 I talk about other people all the...
I talk about other people all the time. I think terrible thoughts about people. I am prejudice against immigrants who take advantage of the american way. I am selfish. I thnk of my own needs before the needs of my husband. I care alot of my outward appearance. I act as though bad things have never happened...
679 i have had sex with one of my very...
i have had sex with one of my very good friend's husbands
680 I sometimes wish my husband would...
I sometimes wish my husband would die and I would get the insurance and can leave where we live now (the ghetto), and not struggle financially and begin another life where I can make better decisions about who I get involved with.I pray for God's strength in my situation but it get's hard having a husband...
681 I don't know why my life is falling...
I don't know why my life is falling apart. I am angry, sad, lonely you name it. I feel like I am always here for everyone but noone is EVER here for me. Why is that I am a good person I work, take care of my children, my husband, parents, but yet noone seems to care about me. I can't tell you the last...
682 My young husband is a severe heart...
My young husband is a severe heart paitent. He also has many other health issues besides just the heart. When we met he could go out and have a good time. Now all we do it sit around the house. I don't mind, but sometimes my heart aches for the active life we once had. My shame comes from my longing...
683 i dont know when i became addicted......
i dont know when i became addicted... i was sexually abused at a young age and have always had a skewed view of sex. always fantasized about it with many different men who have been in and out of my life. whether they were friends or authority figures or who ever. it didnt matter. i had sex before...
684 I lie to mu husband all the time...
I lie to mu husband all the time as to my where abouts. He doesnt like me to do anything or go anywhere where i might have fun, so I lie to him to prevent the fights.
685 I desire to know what it would...
I desire to know what it would feel like to have an intimate relationship with my husband's brother. He is so good looking and a sensitive soul. And he likes the kinky things my husband does not.
686 i dont love my husband like a wife...
i dont love my husband like a wife should ..he is a very good man but i just dont want him like a wife should..i stay because of my children they love him so much
687 I cheated on my husband countless...
I cheated on my husband countless times and have recently found out that he is sexually attracted to men and has most likely had some form of sex with men. KARMA!
688 I'm hurting inside. I feel very...
I'm hurting inside. I feel very lonely yet I have two kids and a husband who says he loves me and provides for us as much as I provide for us. I'm angry because I have a young child that I really don't care to care for, I guess I love this child because when he is ill or hurt-I hurt but at the same...
689 I HAD A 3YR AFFAIR WITH A SINGLE...
I HAD A 3YR AFFAIR WITH A SINGLE MAN ON MY JOB ANDI'M MARRIED. AS A RESULT OF THIS RELATIONSHIP I HAD A CHILD FROM HIM. MY LIFE AS I'VE KNOWN IT, HAS BEEN TURNED UPSIDE DOWN. MY HUSBAND LOVES OUR DAUGHTER WITH ALL OF HIS HEART, BUT HER BIOLOGICAL FATHER IS OBSOLETE FROM HER LIFE. BECAUSE OF THE OTHER...
690 i was molested by a male neighbor...
i was molested by a male neighbor for the age of 8 to the age of 12...when it fially ended i molested a female cousin...i was married for almost 20 years but i hated when he touched me..it brought me back to the molestation i divorced my husband and i now live a lesbian lifestyle....and my family has...
691 My husband cheated on me, and told...
My husband cheated on me, and told me about it. I don't want to tell anyone cause they will tell me to leave him and judge me, but I'm so depressed, that I think about suicide a lot.
692 I confess my husband is impotent...
I confess my husband is impotent and has been for years. I have never told anyone. My girlfriends all talk about sex with their husbands and I lie and act like we have sex too. I love my husband but not having sex for years is taking a tole on me. I feel like a big part of my life is missing. I am angry...
693 I have been with my husband for...
I have been with my husband for 8 years now, last year I contracted HIV and led him to believe it was due to an open relationship he had pushed for months before when in fact it was due to me cheating and having unprotected sex. My husband feels incredibly guilty and responsible since he believes that...
694 I have been unfaithful to my husband....
I have been unfaithful to my husband. He does know of 2 men but I have never told him the truth. There have been 11 different me nI was with while married to him. I will more than likely never tell him either. I have been faithful now for the past 2 years and it has been very hard. I just see an attractive...
695 I can not have children. How is...
I can not have children. How is this a lie?Well, I constantly tell people that I don't want kids...truth be told; I am unable to get pregnant. The doctors say both me and my husband are heatlthy. I live in shame of this. I will never come out and verbally say to anyone that after 15 years with my husband...
697 I am a woman in my late 50's. I'm...
I am a woman in my late 50's. I'm sure many stories that you get are similar to mine. I am ADDICTED to SEX.My husband and I just celebrated our 40th Wedding Anniversary. Everyone we know think we are the perfect married couple. And as far as I know my husband has never cheated on me. I wish I could say...
698 Regret marrying my husband because...
Regret marrying my husband because he is a complete lie. I knew something was not right from almost the start. I know he lies, I have too. But, it's the sneaky things he does,says or doesnt say. I know..I just do. Yet , I dont confront him. I guess I just dont care any longer. I try all things to avoid...
699 been married 5 years. cheated on...
been married 5 years. cheated on my husband 4 times. have adrinking problem. on meds that cause me to black out when i drink. but, i still drink. would rather not have sex with my husband. i kind of want to be divorced so i don't feel so trapped, don't want to have to answer to anyone. i hate my life,...
700 I slept with my Aunt's husband...
I slept with my Aunt's husband for money. It only happened once and it was awful. And even though my aunt is divorced from him for other reasons. I still can never fogive myself or feel so ashamed.
701 I lied to my husband about him...
I lied to my husband about him being the only person to ever perform oral sex on me. There was one other person, and I never told him. He knows everything else about me, including the fact that I was a virgin before we married, as was he. It's just my fear that he would see me telling him now that we're...
702 I have daydreamed that my husband...
I have daydreamed that my husband has died and that I could go back to my old boyfriend. Sadly, I know it's because I am still in love with my old boyfried. It's even sadder that I haven't seen my old boyfriend in over 10 years and I wish I had never left him. I just hope that my daydreams never come...
703 I was married twice before my current...
I was married twice before my current marriage, both "quickie" marriages that lasted less than 3 months each. My current husband thinks they were just boyfriends.
704 My husband's family hurts me more...
My husband's family hurts me more than they will ever know. I pretend not to care, but I cry all the time because of the things they do and say to/about me.
705 I guess I am not worried about...
I guess I am not worried about anyone I know reading this but ... well here goes.I live in Atlanta and I work as an escort. No one knows, not even my husband. I am ashamed because its strictly for the money. I lost my job making $67,000 a year and there was no way to pay the mortgage with the job I secured...
706 I've been cheating on my husband...
I've been cheating on my husband for a few months. I do not feel bad yet, I guess Im waiting on that to come. My husband makes me feel like a piece of crap and I guess I just got sick of it. I never should have married him
707 I have cheated various times on...
I have cheated various times on my husband all because I get no affection from him and when I do its like thats all. For that I should have kept on doing what I was doing. I really do love him but Im 23 yrs old I have needs that he isn't satisfying at all. I don't know if it is that he has someone else...
708 I hate my brother sometimes. His...
I hate my brother sometimes. His wife is a control freak and he's under her thumb. He used to be a real person with his own ideas and now he's her puppet. My husband and I are trying to move into a house that my brother and his wife used to live in, but haven't lived in for two months. Now, my brother's...
709 I no longer love my husband.
I no longer love my husband.
710 my husband would rather watch porn...
my husband would rather watch porn and jack off than have sex with me. what do i do???????????????
711 I found out that my husband of...
I found out that my husband of 15 years has been chatting online with other men. I know he has talked to them about getting together sexually. I don't think he has met any of them in real life, at least I hope not. I love him very much and do not want to lose him. On the other hand, I could not deal...
712 I'm 16. I was abused by my father...
I'm 16. I was abused by my father everyday until I was 9. He would come home from work he was a construction worker so he would be sun burnt. he would make me go to his room with him and tell everyone i was putting aloe on his back but he never made my brothers "put aloe on his back". i would cry everyday...
713 i dont know if my 2 kids are my...
i dont know if my 2 kids are my husbands. my son belongs to a highschool boy and my daughter to my husband's cousin.
714 I had a five year affair with a...
I had a five year affair with a married man, I am also married. His wife called me and i confessed to her, the man took a job all the way in AR. so we couldn't contact each other, I don't want to see him again as far as having sex. But I can't get him out of my mind. I miss talking with him, and the...
715 I have been lying to my husband...
I have been lying to my husband for years. I have lied about nearly everything since the day we met. I become furious when he lies to me about anything no matter how infrequent or small the lies are. He has no idea. I am truly ashamed.
716 I am happily married to my husband...
I am happily married to my husband and would never ever cheat on him but a lot of the time when I'm masturbating I think of women even though I'm not a lesbian and would never want to be with a woman I can't seem to stop that and I feel very guilty and I feel like im lying to my husband.
717 After my divorce I felt completley...
After my divorce I felt completley useless and ashamed because my husband had cheated on me with several different women. I bounced around from man to man for almost a year. I did start seriously daing someone. After dating for about 1 1/2 months he had to leave for a year long deployment to IRAQ. We...
718 I was married for almost 15 years,...
I was married for almost 15 years, had multiple affairs in my last year of marriage. I left my husband and I know that I hurt him very deeply. I carry the guilt and pain of the affairs and that I hurt someone who loved me so much. I have been divorced for 6 years now and I still feel horrible for what...
719 I feel I have a double life. I...
I feel I have a double life. I have been washed by the blood of Jesus and have dramaticlly changed my life for a year now. I was living with my sons father of 10 years he pretty much did his thing and i pretty much did mine. I found out he was cheating on me so I decided to do the same, but since he...
720 I sometimes wish I never married...
I sometimes wish I never married my husband. We were in love and we had premarital sex and I got pregnant. We got married a lot sooner than we would have if I weren't pregnant. There are just a lot of things that I wish I would have known before we got married. My husband's father was abusive to his...
721 I am a 44 yrs old woman who has...
I am a 44 yrs old woman who has been married for ONLY 3 yrs. My husband is a man who never wants to provide for me and I am handicapp and need meds , food, clothing. He fights with me about giving me money for those things.I hate being married to him and want to leave him in the worst way but his money...
722 I am a married woman and I have...
I am a married woman and I have been cheating on my husband for almost a year now, with a married man. My husband is mentally, emotionally, and physically abusive and even though he doesn't treat me right, I feel very ashamed of what I am doing. I am even more bothered because I was so in love with my...
723 when i was 13 my brother n law...
when i was 13 my brother n law made me have sex with him he would put things inside of me he would tell me to come babysitt for him take care of my nephew while he did yard work then he would come in and make me lay on the floor as he drew pictures on my private parts then he would finger me then he...
724 I am nine weeks pregnant. My husband...
I am nine weeks pregnant. My husband wants this baby so much more than I do and I am starting to resent it. I feel so guilty for feeling this way, but I wouldn't want this baby if he didn't want it so badly.
725 I am Bulimic. It started as a way...
I am Bulimic. It started as a way to lose weight, and now it is about control. The sad thing is that I don't even binge. I throw up Lean Cusines, and salads. I am now dealing with an internal struggle. I love Jesus will all my heart, but I don't love myself. I am about to get married and deal with daily...
726 I just found out that my husband...
I just found out that my husband has been having an affair with a friend. I have confronted him a number of times in the past and he always denied it but I finally got proof for myself. I filed for divorce but am so confused what to do because I still love him so much. Can I ever forgive him for being...
727 I'm a 26 year old divorcee. I've...
I'm a 26 year old divorcee. I've been divorced now for two and a half years. I'm currently dating someone I think I could marry, but he is very judgemental. We've been dating for almost a year and a half, and I've continually lied to him about my sexual history. I told him I've only been with 8 people,...
728 I have been married two times.....in...
I have been married two times.....in the first marriage I actually hated my husband....he was very cruel to me...cheated on me all the time and even gave me crabs one time right after I had my first baby. Then I met a new person in my life who gave me all the love I needed....and that is what started...
729 Where do I start? I could say some...
Where do I start? I could say some things about my addiction to porn and alcohol but I guess the main guilt I have is when I cheated on my wife. We were married almost 6 years and she was diagnosed with a life threatening disease 5 years into the marriage. She was already a depressed person but this...
730 I am newly 46 years old. I grew...
I am newly 46 years old. I grew up being sexually abused by my mother's best friends son and my cousin. I still feel to this day that she knew.My mother tried to kill herself several times over my childhood, finally dying when I was 18. My father was an alcoholic who could barely hold a job and my paretns...
731 I fell out of love with my husband...
I fell out of love with my husband and I don't know how to leave. I have tried to convince myself that I can try and it keeps going back to the same thing. I look at him with sadness and wonder, "where was I" when we were married. I know why I married him then but cannot seem to get passed the fact that...
732 I cheated on my husband.
I cheated on my husband.
733 I had dated this guy for 2 years...
I had dated this guy for 2 years and when I was 16 my mom found out that we were having sex, so she took me to the doctor. I soon found out that I had an STD called HPV. When I confronted this guy he finally admitted to me that he had been cheating on me for 6 months. We were through, but now my husband...
734 I lust over a best friend of mine...
I lust over a best friend of mine from school. I was emotionally abused since I was 6 for being overweight. I have no self esteem and no self worth at all. He was the only person who told me everyday, besides my parents, how beautiful I was. He would always tell me he loved me, and we would meet at a...
735 I have been married to my husband...
I have been married to my husband for 25 years. Our sex life has been satisfying except for one thing. He enjoys me doing oral sex on him every time we make love, but he refuses to perform oral sex on me ever. I can't seem to stop thinking about it and wanting it. Sometimes I get angry at him secretly...
736 I have three boys. The oldest son...
I have three boys. The oldest son lives with his father and step mother and we have a very strained relationship.I remarried a military man after my first divorce and moved all over and ended becoming a stranger to my son. We don't even know each other.We live an hour apart and never see each other.I...
737 Ok here it is I've been married...
Ok here it is I've been married to my husband for about 8 years and I love him dearly but after I had my oldest daughter 6 years ago the spark has gone and I have tried to capture it back and we've talked about it and he's told me he'll change his behavior but he just goes back to being distant and nasty....
738 Yesterday I went out with 2 friends,...
Yesterday I went out with 2 friends, they are married, we went to a club and the girl started touching me and I liked it, them she kisses me and her husband also kissed me. I loved the feeling I was having and I loved kissing then both, I was desiring them. They wanna to have sex the 3 of us, but I couldn't...
739 My husband of 22 years had a relationship...
My husband of 22 years had a relationship with a woman at work who is also married or at least was. Even though he says the realtionship was not physical he talked to her more in one month on his cell phone than he talked to me in years. When I found out about it I confronted him and her and they both...
740 When my husband was deployed to...
When my husband was deployed to Iraq in 2002, I had a miscarriage and never told him
741 I spent three years of my life...
I spent three years of my life cutting myself. After me and my husband made a promise together, I stopped. Two years later, here I am, happily married and constantly yearning for one more cut, one more scratch. It eats me up inside. I feel like I need it sometimes. Luckily I have only slipped twice....
742 When I was in college, I became...
When I was in college, I became pregnant with my long-term boyfriend's baby. I was terrified that he would want nothing to do with being a father or husband. I was also scared of losing the future that was nearly mine. So I had an abortion without telling him. We stayed togethter for a couple more years,...
743 I LOST MY EX ABOUT A YEAR AGO AND...
I LOST MY EX ABOUT A YEAR AGO AND EVER SINCE THEN I OFTEN THINK OF KILLING MY SELF I DONT UNDERSTAND WHY I FEEL THIS WAY I USALLY AM VERY CONTENT WITH MY LIFE EVEN THOU IT IS A COMPLETE LIE I TELL EVERYONE THAT IT WAS MY WIFE THAT PASSED AWAY WHEN IN FACT IT WAS MY HUSBAND AS I AM NOT OUT TO ANYONE I...
744 I cannot remember a time when I...
I cannot remember a time when I was not being molested by my uncle. Some of my earliest memories are of him sneaking into my room in the very early mornings and molesting me. When I was 8 my mother read my diary and found out. Her solution was "Don't tell you father. We just won't go visit your aunt...
745 My husband likes to come home from...
My husband likes to come home from work and go striaght to his room. He either watches tv, or plays video games until it's time to go to bed. We hardly spend time together. Even at dinner time, he grabs his plate and runs to the bedroom. He isn't helping with the house chores, errands, or the kids. Everything...
746 I have been having an affair for...
I have been having an affair for over a month now with my husband's best friend. I never thought i would do something like this, especially to my husband who is an excellent man, father, etc.... The worse thing is that i fell in love with the guy...we ended the sex but are trying to still be friends...I...
747 I cheated on my husband. Why did...
I cheated on my husband. Why did I do it?!?! A month into our first and only childs life he was shipped out overseas for ONE YEAR!!! He started to change...or was it me? Nothing but fighting, nothing but put downs! I prayed every night to God to please give me strength, please help me to get thru this,...
748 Ok I have been looking at different...
Ok I have been looking at different porn sites on occasion, I am no fenatic, but now and again i like to get excited....over the years I have been looking at gay porn, even though I am a woman. I feel shame over it, the weay society expects everyone to accept men watching 2 women have sex, but not women...
749 I have been cheating on my husband...
I have been cheating on my husband for almost a year. At first I told mylself it was because my husband was never there for me, that he didn't really care about me. But I know it is wrong, I feel bad about it all the time. The man I am cheating with is very emotional and will do anything for me. He wants...
750 i am 49 yrs old and only recently...
i am 49 yrs old and only recently after blocking this i started to remember my stepdad starting when i was around 8 yrs old touching my private area. one day my mother was at the store i had a bad pain in my rt.side. my stepdad said let me see. he asked me where it hurt i told him 2 times. he said take...
751 I have a long list of things from...
I have a long list of things from addiction to adultery, lying, hurting others, relationships,past humiliation, regret,shame, abuse,substance abuse, The first time that I remember I was 3 the first time I was raped it went on until I was 13 and when I turned 13 everyone in my life left my stepmom and...
752 When I was young, my childhood...
When I was young, my childhood was not a very stable one. I grew up in a family that did not respect nor like each other. I was molested by people who were supposed to be close to me. People who were supposed to protect me. The first time I was molested was by my god-sister, she was 16, I was about 51/2....
753 when i was younger i was abused...
when i was younger i was abused by my cousin.. it went on for about five years... i didnt know what to do... it was embarassing to tell anyone.. i didnt want to get yelled at for not sticking up for myself... it has affected the way i act sometimes because it is always sitting in the back of my mind......
754 Ok I have been looking at different...
Ok I have been looking at different porn sites on occasion, I am no fenatic, but now and again i like to get excited....over the years I have been looking at gay porn, even though I am a woman. I feel shame over it, the weay society expects everyone to accept men watching 2 women have sex, but not women...
755 I have a problem with chatting...
I have a problem with chatting on-line with married men. I am married to a wonderful hardworking man, but he works so many long hours that I get so lonely at night with no one to talk to so I end up looking for someone to chat with. I have been talking to 2 differnt men, one of which lives in the same...
756 My life is in a downhill spiral....
My life is in a downhill spiral. I have been separated from my husband for almost a year after being married for 9 months. During the entire time of our marriage/separation, I have had sex more than once with 2 old boyfriends. My husband never knew and I've never told him. He was away from home a lot...
757 25 years ago I finally got the...
25 years ago I finally got the courage to tell my parents why I tried committing suicide: because my uncle sexually abused me and so did my Grandfather on the otherside of the family. Within two days after I filled out a police report on my uncle, he shot himself. I had to go through the police coming...
758 my husband and i thought it would...
my husband and i thought it would spice things up to have sexual encounters with other couples and me with other females.. i have felt ashamed ever since and hated what it did to us..
759 I have been married for almost...
I have been married for almost 6 years. My husband is in the Navy and was depolyed within the first year of our marriage. Thats the first time I cheated on him. I continuted to cheat. I even had long term realtionships with other men. My husband and I had a child and I stopped for a while but when my...
760 I love my husband with all my heart...
I love my husband with all my heart and believe that God was watching over us when we got married. I have been completely and entirely faithful to my husband since we have gotten married. Although when I'm conscience I never think about cheating on him, I constantly dream about cheating on him with other...
761 i cheated on my husband several...
i cheated on my husband several times mostly mental cheating, but once i met a guy from the internet and as we sat in my car in the parking lot i felt ashamed but drawn into the attention i was getting and had a sexual encounter and have hated myself ever since.. I pray that God forgives me everyday,...
762 I have knowingly had sexual relationships...
I have knowingly had sexual relationships with married men and I feel very bad about what I've done. Years ago when I was married my husband cheated on me. He was my 1st love and I was so hurt that it almost killed me. His adultery broke my heart and I left him. We got divorced. After that I didn't care...
763 I'm in love with a man who is a...
I'm in love with a man who is a sex maniac. I know he has affairs behind my back (or at least he is having sex with other women). He chases me around the bedroom and constantly wants sex. I love my husband, but I feel insecure and not able to open up to him in an intimate way. I guess this is why he...
764 My husband has no idea that I have...
My husband has no idea that I have slept with at least 10 men since we got married five years ago. I slept with my college professor, a photographer that my husband hired to take pictures of me, two former fiances, an usher from our wedding, and at least five men I met on the internet. My husband has...
765 Sometimes I wish I would have never...
Sometimes I wish I would have never married my husband, and I often think about past relationships. I married an older man, 17.5 years older than myself, and our views are different on the ways we raise our children to friendships. I have had thoughts of cheating on him, but I have never actually done...
766 My secret is I was molested by...
My secret is I was molested by an older female friend (I was 8 years old at the time and she was 14) one incident happened IN CHURCH, we all grew up together and we all attended the same church, our parents were friends, anyway that one specific incident involved me, her and another girl who was even...
767 Twenty yrs. ago, I had a three-yr....
Twenty yrs. ago, I had a three-yr. affair with my manager at work. Although, my husband and I got back together and this married man lives 8 hrs. away, I think about him all the time. I still miss him and I still love him. I want to know that he is okay. I don't understand why I can't get him out of...
768 I could post something in all of...
I could post something in all of these categories i think. The most troubling part of my life though, is my husband. i don't love him anymore, i LOATHE him. Hes not a good dad or a caring husband. My daughter is disabled and it makes my life border line intollerable. HE would rather be anywhere but here,...
769 my father verbally and emotionally...
my father verbally and emotionally abused me as a child. my mother did nothing, said nothing and avoided me as much as possible therfore neglecting me. my brother was constantly trying to molest me and eventhough intercourse never took place, my sexual life has always been negative. I got married and...
770 This allows me to begin to let...
This allows me to begin to let go of a hurt I have been dealing with since I was about 8 years old. No one has heard this, including family or my husband of 13 years. When I was 6 my father and I moved to the United States from Germany after my mother left us. Here, he had a close network of friends...
771 I have been married going on 11...
I have been married going on 11 years now and 2 years ago I cheated on my husband and felt shameful about it but did it anyway. To make matters worse I got pregant and to hide the fact that I was pregant I had an abortion so I did not have to answer the questions of "is the child my husband's or my boyfriend's...
772 I was sexually abused by my brother...
I was sexually abused by my brother from ages 7-10. I have never told a single person, not even my husband.
773 I was raped by an ex-boyfriend...
I was raped by an ex-boyfriend nearly 11 years ago. Yes we were doing something we shoudn't have been doing but before we went too far I changed my mind and tried to push him away but he didn't stop. I have carried this with me all these years. I am happily married now and my husband knows about it but...
774 My ex-husband ended our 12 year...
My ex-husband ended our 12 year marriage in order to become a Catholic priest. We have been divorced for 6 years. Once our children turn 18 years old in 4 more years, my ex-husband can apply to seminary and then take holy orders. He is currently enrolled at a university studying for his master's degree...
775 This has been an ongoing battle...
This has been an ongoing battle for me ever since I was young. I struggle with sexual impurity all the time. Lust just fills my mind and sometimes it is hard for me to overcome it. Sometimes I look at pornographic images online or "dry hump", and I feel ashamed afterwards. I want to keep myself pure...
776 My marriage is going through a...
My marriage is going through a rough time. I caught my husband cheating on me again for the hundredth time with the same woman. I am devastated and my heart is in a million pieces. I want so bad to make him hurt like I hurt. I want to cheat on him and let him catch me so that he can feel the pain I feel....
777 My mom has lived with me and my...
My mom has lived with me and my husband for many years. Then she started falling and the one night fell bad. We took her to the er and they did x-rays because they thought she might have broken her hip. I secretly hoped she had broken her hip because I knew she wouldn't be able to live with us and take...
778 While I was single I slept with...
While I was single I slept with several married men. I had relationships with them. Now that I am married I feel horrible for having done so. I am always afraid my husband is going to cheat on me.
779 My husband hits me and screams...
My husband hits me and screams at me when he doesn't get what he wants in bed. I want to leave but I am scared to because of our 2 children. He really scares me and I am scared for my life.
780 This is not easy for me to do....
This is not easy for me to do. I carried this for almost 3 yrs. I was a married woman who had an affair with another man twice. I had confessed this to my husband. He forgave me. at the time I did this, my Husband was very ill at the time, and had passed away.I also confessed to God and had asked him...
781 I have this real problem. I am...
I have this real problem. I am a gay man and have always been. I have prayed over and over for God to stop the lust for men but he never has. I used to go to church, sing in the choir and do the usual christian thing. I got disgusted with the church one day and stopped going. After that, I had several...
782 I am married and happpily, but...
I am married and happpily, but i find my self lusting for other men and women in the chat room for bisexuals. I have to ask God to forgive me and stop from doing it when my husband is working or not home. pray for me, thanks
783 My husband used to watch pornography...
My husband used to watch pornography all the time for the first 2 years of our marriage. I would get so upset with him for sneeking at night and watching it and watching it when I was gone with the kids. So he has stopped watching it and for the last 2 years has not wanted anything to do with pornography....
784 I am a married female. Lately,...
I am a married female. Lately, I have had problems making love with my husband. In order to reach climax, I have to imagine he is a woman.
785 Although I love my husband for...
Although I love my husband for many of the qualities he possesses, after almost 9 years together, 2 children and living with qualities he possesses that are detrimental to my happines and piece of mind, I am no longer in love with him. I'm deeply in love with another man and have been for almost 2 years....
786 I lost my virginity when i was...
I lost my virginity when i was 17 to a married man in his own house, in his own bed. I saw pictures of his family all over and it tormented me, but he kept pushing it on me. Being a virgin i didn't know what I was missing so i didn't need sex. But it still happened. my best friend was in the room next...
787 I belonged to a co-op art gallery...
I belonged to a co-op art gallery and didn't get along with some of the people. One in particular was pretty awful to me and they told me that I was no longer welcome in the co-op and they broke their contract with me, kicking me out.I was humiliated, enraged, sickened, horribly sad and felt that there...
788 I think I may be addicted to sex....
I think I may be addicted to sex. Maybe not so much the act or feeling of sex but more the inner fellings when I have sex. I find myself wanting it when I have a bad day, when I am sad, when I am angry. It just seems like sex makes it all go away for a little while atleast. But lately I have not been...
789 I was physically and emotionally...
I was physically and emotionally abused by my bipolar mother from the time I can remember. Outwardly, I am very normal-seeming and even optimistic and happy. Inside, I am full of anger, hatred, and insecurity. I am forever expecting my husband to abandon me, as my mother did, in effect. I doubt his love...
790 I had sex before marriage and I...
I had sex before marriage and I feel absolutely horrible. I don't stop thinking about the sin or my future husband. It is consuming my life and I just want it to end. I wish I could take it back. I want to be pure and virtuous again.
791 For about a year now, a married...
For about a year now, a married woman has been pursuing me online, assuming that i am someone else. When i told her that i wasn't the person she thought i was, she didn't belive me, she insisted i am who she thinks i am. I don't know how to make her stop, i've tried playing along with "the game", but...
792 Im a married woman but I cheat...
Im a married woman but I cheat on my husband all the time and not only with one man. For the last 2 years we have been married and the last 4 years I have been with him I have cheated on him with at least 15 men. Some of them I barely knew some old boyfriends and the rest are close friends of mine or...
793 I am having an affair. This has...
I am having an affair. This has been going on for about a year. He was married in the beginning but his wife left due to other reasons. He thinks that I am leaving my husband, but the truth is I can't. I love my husband but I love the other man as well even though I know that I could never have a life...
794 My confession could really be in...
My confession could really be in several categories, such as, sexual abuse, self harm, eating disorders, and drug addiction. Here it goes...when i was 4 my dad died, shortly after that the guy that my mom was living with had a son that molested me. I told my mom about it and it stopped. But she never...
795 My husband cheated on me repeatedly....
My husband cheated on me repeatedly. I thought it was my fault, that I wasn't good enough. After he hired a bodyguard for me because of threats, my bodyguard and I became very close. He is much younger than I. Finally, we became lovers. I wonder what God thinks about my attitude that my vows were broken...
796 my mother married a minister when...
my mother married a minister when i was 14 years old. he systematically abused me in every way imaginable. my mother knew and did nothing to stop it. the people in his church and in the masonic lodge thought he ws great, but in reality he was an evil person. i left the house before the end of my senior...
797 I am married to a good man, but...
I am married to a good man, but my life at 50 years of age is not what I expected it to be by now. When things get difficult, I keep wishing I was still with my ex-husband, who divorced me 20 years ago. I don't obsess about him, but I can't help comparing my current husband with him. My ex was more refined...
798 It has been 3 years since I had...
It has been 3 years since I had a mid term abortion of my only child, the doctor's told me and my husband that he would be born with out kidneys and there was no way that he could survive without being in my body to sustain his life. We found about this when I was 20 weeks pregnant and I had never been...
799 I know I should forgive my husband...
I know I should forgive my husband for his lifelong sins against me during our marriage. But I entertain thoughts of divorcing him constantly...
800 I have been lying to my husband...
I have been lying to my husband since before we were married. I married him, knowing full well, he had kids. I told him no problem. But, in fact, there is a problem. I do not want anything to do with HIS kids, ages 14, 15 and 26 (all girls). The fifteen year old has lived with us, on and off for 2 years....
801 I have cheated on my husband many...
I have cheated on my husband many times. Some times even with other females.
802 I was sexually abused as a child...
I was sexually abused as a child by a family friend and then again by a neighbor after we moved to another state. I never told anyone about it and grew up thinking my whole life that I was not important. Practically my whole life as a result of this abuse I have had one destructive relationship after...
803 I am so unhappy. And scared. I...
I am so unhappy. And scared. I don't know how I can keep going, but I know I have to for my son. I can't stop drinking. If there is a pill to make this stop, I will take it. I just have to escape from my pain. I don't know why I hurt so much, I just know it never stops. I feel unloved, alone, and unworthy....
804 I had an affair with a married...
I had an affair with a married woman,and called her husband and told him that she was being unfaithful.They are divorced because of it,but I'm secrectly happy about it because now she's all mine.
805 Last year my husband of 13 years...
Last year my husband of 13 years began using our home computer to access porn web sites. I was 5 months pregnant and it was a TOUGH pregnancy. I had no idea what he was doing. Always an excuse why he spent hours, sometimes until 3 or 4 in the morning looking at these lust sites. He is a preachers son,...
806 I am divorced. Have been for almost...
I am divorced. Have been for almost 17 years. For 16 of those years I have loved a man who is married with 4 children. I know him through business and worked for him at that time for a period of 2-3 years. I ended up leaving that position because it became awkward. I thought if I were out of sight, out...
807 I had lesbian relationships during...
I had lesbian relationships during college and for 3 years afterwards. I have now been married for 16 years and have 3 beautiful children. No one knows of my life before I got married. I have a wonderful husband. No one would ever believe this of me. I am president of my children's PTO. I still miss...
808 About seven years ago I fell in...
About seven years ago I fell in love with a man after only meeting one time. I felt like he was my soul mate. The more I got to know him, the more I loved him. Only problem was that he was in a relationship with someone else with a baby on the way. So I pushed myself into a relationship with someone...
809 My secret shame is that I hate...
My secret shame is that I hate my husband's daughter. She is only a child but I hate her because I feel she is why our marriage is failing. He chooses to put her before me because she is his flesh and blood. I find myself wanting terrible things to happen to her or hoping that he will just decide that...
810 I used to be a high paid prostitute...
I used to be a high paid prostitute but now I am married. All the faces of my previous customer are still coming back in my mind I am an active Christian now but I am scared to tell anyone this secret of mine for 20 years and I need healing for this. I am married to the right guy and very loving and...
811 i guess i should start off by saying...
i guess i should start off by saying thanks to this website i can finally get it off my chest.well i been dateing a married woman for over 2 years and i just found out resently that shes married she lied to me and i never knew it shes separated from her husband and there not liveing together anymore.now...
812 I have been an escort for over...
I have been an escort for over 10 years now and probably seen and heard more than most do their entire lives... Its really hard for me at times knowing that I'm sleeping with other women's husbands and boyfriends and taking what money belongs to them and taking away from their families and I really genuinelyfeel...
813 My husband and I rarely have sex...
My husband and I rarely have sex anymore. I just don't think of sex as an important part of our lives anymore. But when I do think about being intimate, I always think of other women. I have no idea why, and I wish I could stop. I love my husband very much, and I don't know where these feelings are coming...
814 My husband and I have been together...
My husband and I have been together for a little over 6 years, married for 1. During the first year of our relationship I cheated on him with another man. To this day he still has no idea and it eats away at my heart and soul but I'm so afraid that he'll leave me if I tell him.
815 I don't trust my husband. I check...
I don't trust my husband. I check his phone calls, voice mails, text messages and email for signs of someone else. there's little things that could be something, but who knows, only him. I hate this.
816 I met my now husband when I was...
I met my now husband when I was 18 years old. At the time I had never been with anyone. Things started getting serious about 4 months in. When it came time for me to lose my virginity, it didn't happen with him. I did it with someone else first, while I was still dating my husband. That was 5 years ago....
817 I have stolen from three jobs I...
I have stolen from three jobs I worked at. From money to merchandise, I took it and now have to live with the torment of guilt. Please God, forgive me...I want to be a better person and live a good life!!! My husband has also had a problem with stealing from his jobs.
818 I regret not leaving my husband....
I regret not leaving my husband. When our daughter was twelve to fourteen my husband and I were having difficulties in our marriage.I found him in bed with his clothes on in the bed with our daughter. I did not leave him. From that day until on I never left my daughter alone with him. Plus, I talked...
819 I am 23 years old. female, married....
I am 23 years old. female, married. I only had sex with my spouse once, all my life I wanted to be a man, even though I am still attracted to men, I used to pee standing up, I dress up in mens cloth, the one time i had sex with my spouse he couldn't touch me, in my mind I was pretending to be a man too....
820 I'm sure we all have a "reason"...
I'm sure we all have a "reason" for our lies but a better word than "reason" would be "excuse" wouldn't it? When my husband is stressed about money his mood is horrible. He can't see that there is so much more to life than money. I could say I've hid our dire financial situation in order to spare him...
821 The first person I ever was with...
The first person I ever was with was my husband, but I have slept with 13 people in 6 years.. I feel horrible, I did confess about only one time.
822 I've had 3 men in my life, and...
I've had 3 men in my life, and all 3 relationships turned out disastrous. What is wrong with me that I am never the one to be picked or chosen? My husband cheated on me for years until I couldn't stand to be with him anymore. When I found out about all of the lies, I was devastated. My next relationship...
823 I am married (seperated) to a man...
I am married (seperated) to a man who has 7 children. He had 3 before I met him we had our son then he had a daughter with another woman we got married I had our daughter then he got another woman pregnant with a son. We are now seperated and I had sex with a man who knows I am seperated and he has a...
824 I cheated on my husband... I not...
I cheated on my husband... I not only had "relations" with this man but fell in love with him. He died at a young age a little over a year ago. My husband never found out about the affair... and i never told him. I loved the other man and was and still am in love with him ... and i know in my heart if...
825 I HAVE BEEN DRINKING AND SMOKING...
I HAVE BEEN DRINKING AND SMOKING POT FOR ABOUT 10 YEARS NOW. I LOVE GOD WITH ALL MY HEART BUT I CAN'T SEEM TO BE COMFORTABLE IN MY OWN SKIN UNLESS I AM HIGH OR BUZZED. IT HAS CAUSED RIFTS IN MY FAMILY EVEN THOUGH I AM A GOOD, LOVING AND GIVING PERSON. I HAVE DONE ANYTHING I CAN TO BE A GOOD MOM, WIFE,...
826 My father physically abused my...
My father physically abused my Mother, my sister, and me all his life. I am still dealing with finding a way to forgive him totally.Because of the past experience with him, I did not have any self esteem and therefore when I was 16 and the pastor of our church began sexually abusing me, I never told...
827 We had these two cats (brothers...
We had these two cats (brothers from the same litter). We loved them very much. Well, I daily look under the cars for cats...just in case...this particular day about 4 years ago… I didn't....I ran over the 16 year old cat. He was under the car and well...you get the rest. A complete accident. My...
828 have stolen from my mother, shop...
have stolen from my mother, shop lifted, lied without regard for consequence, practiced sexual promiscuity, cheated, blasphemed, defamed others for my own personal benefit, emotionally and physically abused my children, wallowed in self doubt and misery, given up when I should have persevered, took credit...
829 Im 28 and i lead 2 lives i have...
Im 28 and i lead 2 lives i have been going out partying and drinking and always it leads to more im married and have 3 kids and i love my kids a ton i also love my husbandbut he hasnt been fulfilling my sexual needs for a while ive talked shown him initiated all i can think of to get him more involved...
830 I cheated once on my husband several...
I cheated once on my husband several years ago. While I have told him, it still upsets me to no end. I prayed for years and I believe God has forgiven me. My husband and I are very close, but this secret tears me up inside. I don't know how to forgive myself.