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1 I hate being married and I wish I had run the opposite direction
I hate being married. I like my husband (for the most part) as a person, but I regret marrying him. I have never been so depressed in my life. Before we were married I was going to college, I had a great job, I paid off my car, and then I got married and for 3 1/2 years I haven't accomplished one...
2 I insulted to the Lord
My secret is not secret to the world because i have betrayed and i have insulted people because my anger. I have took goods from people didnt belong to me and i have been rude in my thinking and my words. I dont deserve the mercy of the good Lord and of the Virgin Mary but i love them with all my heart....
3 deppression
i am a born again christian following christ reading my bible praying and serving in my local church, i also suffer from huge temtations from a rocky past what people see is real i just hide everything else, i'm infact very angry, sexually frustrated, always wanting to run i have huge issues with drugs...
4 I Think I Need Help
I am such a terrible person. I have cheated several times in my marriage, I ache for sex with strangers, I fantacise about having several partners at one time fighting over who getts to have sex with me, I am sick and I feel hopeless. I love sex of any kind! I was molested as a child and raped by...
5 My brother
He is the WORST. I can't stand him! He just eats and eats and won't stop and he eats everyone's food! RIGHT when i thought he was starting to turn out good... no.. that's not the case-_- Nothing is good about him. And he is a liar! He lies all the time too! He lied to our parents! And he only comes out...
6 virginity
I am going to lose my virginity to a stranger from craigslist.
7 We Need Pastors Who Preach Against Sin w/Love
I have struggled with porn since discovering my grandfather's magazines when I was 8 years old. I am now a 46 year old father of three grown children. I have never paid for online stuff and God has been gracious enough to keep me from falling too deep. It has truly been his grace. The danger of course...
8 A forlorn life
Hello, For the past 11 years I've lived a life of rejection. I've moved from foster home to foster home, from school to school, and I've never been able to call any one place home. This is attributed to my fear of making emotional connections with others. I've always let other people connect to me,...
9 Still Struggling
I have walked through a healing process for the last several years. I took the big step - confessed and repented for a physical relationship with another woman. But still today I struggle - not so much with the physical, but missing the relationship. And I don't know how to tell my accountability people...
10 Hypocrisy
Father God, you know how I have struggled with porn and immorality before marriage and now after marriage. I have not committed physical adultery, but have come too close. I have committed adultery in my heart and inner desires. I confess lust, immorality, lack of integrity, iniquity, procrastination,...
11 Sex molested, hurt by men, now sex business escort
I was molested as child and was very promiscuous growing up. I became a Christian and good girl and married. He divorced me and I felt so betrayed. Then more guys hurt and used me. After that, I felt I could not trust men again. I fell into escort biz, I am still active, that was 12 yrs ago. I liked...
12 gone
im in love with somebdoy who is 7 years older than me and we secretly shared love and now he dosent want me :( hes just left me in a pool of doubt
13 dealing with my controlling mother
I've had it, once again. now it's the air conditioning. i don't want to live in this woman's house anymore. I pray to be qualified for a good job and where I lack, God will make up for it. I pray for grace to deal with her. I need my freedom and independence, I pray for forgiveness for lesbian tendencies,...
14 i hate my mother
when i was 6 i was molested by my uncle and half sister. when i told my mother she didn't believe me.she walked in on my brother being forced to give oral sex to that same uncle. she made him stop but never reported it or got counseling for him.my brother went on to act out the abuse on me for many years.later...
15 when people let me down....
when i make plans with someone and they cancel on me, or even worse-just don't respond when it's time to get together, it infuriates me. i feel extremely angry, hurt, and disappointed to the point that it takes about 2-3 days of constant anger before i really start to get over it. i don't like that...
16 Anger problem
I am always angry, mostly at my mother who i am living with. She is helping me save money, buying me groceries and not charging me rent. I get to go to school, play the harp and work out, yet instead of being grateful, I grumble because of the invasion of privacy, which is the price I pay for living...
17 temptation from anger
today i was angry because i had bad news and it caused me to want to look at porn and masterbate i stopped myself but still feel guilty and hurt please pray for me
18 anger urges
when i get really angry, i think about killing some of the people near me. i actually see hands stabbing, choking, or punching them. i'm afraid that someday i'll actually crack and kill someone. because of that, i try to stay away from people. i don't want this fear any more!
19 ACHING HEART
THINK THIS IS THE FRIST TIME IM ACTUALLY IN LOVE AND I MESS IT UP. I REALLY AND TRULY CARE FOR THIS GUY AND MISS HIM LIKE CRAZY, BUT I GOT REALLY ANGRY ONE DAY AND BASICALLY TOLD HIM, HE CAN'T CAN PLEASE ME AND IT IS OVER. DID IT ON HIS VOICE MAIL. IT IS A LONG DISTANCE RELATIONSHIP AND FELT LIKE HE...
20 I wish I loved my dad
I never had a relationship with my dad and now I almost feel like I hate him, only worse. I really am just indifferent. If he died right now I wouldn't care. I could live the rest of my life without seeing him or talking to him and be just fine with it. I am so angry and bitter towards him for never...
21 Drinking seems to be my only cure
N public I'm very reserved, shy, boring. I hate it. That is not who I am. Only my family, and one friend knows this. I drown in loneliness so I give in to going out and partying on the weekend. It is the only way I can meet people. Why? That is when I get to drink. I recently met this guy who I really...
22 elderly mom and abuse!
My mom has als and my veteran brother takes care of her and he is slowly going insane.He doesn't want her in a nursing home so he has decided to do everything himself.My kids and I cannot be around him because he has turned into a complete jerk.The hospital is trying to get us help but it is definitly...
23 secretly craving for something to happen in my life.
I'm secretly cravng for something to happen in my life , I'm maried to a wonderfull guy because its easy , he has a nice and steady income we live in a great house , I have a'n important job ,..... I'ts all so boring , Behind his back I dream about a sexy encounter with a college or a perfect stranger...
24 My Life Is a Fraud
Everyone likes me. I have lots of friends. I'm the life of every party. I attend a top 10 grad school. People always tell me how cute I am, but no one knows the real me. I like porn, like alot, as much as any man and masterbate several times a week. I've had not two abortions. The first one wasn't...
25 Trying To Love More
I have not loved enough this week. I haven't shown enough love to my co-workers, to Matthew, to people at church, to friends, to strangers. I've been selfish and I've let anger, greed, selfishness, and pettiness control me. I haven't focused enough on God--or trusted God enough. I've believed...
26 Confession
I guess I need to confess that I still harbor a resentment against my mother and need to be willing to forgive and stop ruminating on the injuries. it's like i am addicted to anger. also, I confess these lesbian tendencies even though I am a Christian. and I wonder if I am lazy and slothful, and...
27 work at a church
I am a personal assistant at a church. I struggle with snooping, sex and anger. I struggle with porn whenever i am sad and hurting. My ex and I are still involved sexually. He has been behind my back sleeping and be involved with someone else. I am so paranoid about what he is still doing to me that...
28 Sick of Lust controlling my Life!
I have hurt myself, strangers, friends, my children and my wife thur my self centered belief that my sexual actions are my concern only. I have stumbled thru life and somehow have come across a woman (my wife Julie) that is a true example of Gods love for his people. I confess now that I can not heal...
29 Talking About Christmas
Pastor,I See Nothing Wrong With Christmas To Me,Christmas Is A Time ,Not Just To Give To Others,In A Way,To.But To Spend Time With Your Family,Relitives,Neibors,&,Friends.As Much So,As We Care For Others In A Way,In That Way,To.And If I Did Something,Really,Really,Wrong.I Would Go To Bed,MAD That Night.But...
30 NO Room for a BREAKDOWN
I have so much anger inside for my mother. I lost my home last year which was devistating to me. She encouraged me to move in with her and my father instead of getting an affordable apartment. After all the expense of moving and trying to get re-established in a poor ecomony, my mother has put me and...
31 need forgiveness, change and prayer
I am married but treat my wife badly. I commit adultly in my mind and in my heart, speak inappropriately to other woman and have even touched and kissed strangers. I watch inappropriate things on the tv and on the internet. My life is not what it should be. I have failed God and others in so many ways....
32 My Confession
When I was young, about five years old, I was molested by my cousin several times. After, that I was again molested by another older guy at the day care center I attended. Years later, after battling porn (gay and straight), webcamming (for men), masturbation, and also masturbating in front of a stranger,...
33 anger
I hurt some family cats and I get paraniod with my wife. I want forgiveness.
34 I am insecure
I am so insecure with myself that I hide behind being a smart mouth class clown. I shield my true feelings behind a false armor. I don't trust anyone because I am the queen of all liars. I am jealous of everyone and everything but I hide it by being overly nice to people. My true venomous feelings eat...
35 stepson
My stepson is suppose to take ADHD medicine everyday. He doesn't have ADHD, he has anger problems and it makes me mad that his father thinks he does. So every morning before I give him his medicine I empty out the pills. So, he takes two empty pills everyday, I feel bad about it, but I keep doing it....
36 The Secret Millionaire.
I have millions of dollars, sometimes I wish it would be robbed; its too much of a burden. I never touch it or look at it. I work at the local hypermarket for minimum wage because I love my job. Nobody knows about my money or my previous life. When I die, I have left my estate to somebody I found on...
37 Pornography
I was exposed to porn at 12 and after several years have continued to look at it and masturbate. I've tried to have relationships, but they've all been sexually charged with very little substance apart from the physical. I'm a Christian and attend church regularly, but the amount of porn and masturbation...
38 Please forgive me for these and all sins I have committed.
I am new to this for I am Catholic. My world turnedcompletely upside down! I am asking you God to forgive me for all the Alchol and drug use that I have done. Also forgive me for all the lies I have told, for cussing all the tim and saying your name in vain! I know this is wrong and will be trying to...
39 Ashamed
I feel alone right now in my life. I am a youth pastor for a growing church. I don't feel like there is anyone that I can talk to. I have sinned off and on with "pornography"(lustful images; stories; thoughts). I was free from this addiction for a year and a half until I got engaged. the stress of our...
40 I Can't quit!!!
God has given me so much. And through his power He has helped me conquer anger, an addiction to smoking, and a total change in attitude from the horrible and demeaning punk I used to be. I have walked with Christ for three years now and they have been the greatest years of my life. I desire with all...
41 Reformed webcam user
For four years while I was a teenager I would strip and masturbate on webcam for strangers on the internet of any age. I would give in to their fantasies, even if it hurt me. During this time my self-respect took a nose dive and I would injure myself on purpose. I thank God for bringing me to his arms...
42 My Father
Im a * year old male, who struggles with my father's rage. My father provides everything for my mother and I, but his personality and attitude needs "adjustment". My father has been diabetic for a couple of years, but his anger towards us has made me insensitive towards his well-being. Example: My father...
43 Sorority Initiation
During my freshman year at college, my dream was to part of the most popular sorority on college. During initiation week, the pledges were told that a sure fire way to get accepted was to perform a blowjob on a complete stranger on campus. You were supposed to go to the the campus library, proposition...
44 Compromise
I prayed to GOD and asked him to give me a fresh start, he did, but since I hadnt changed the fresh start was just a new place for people to hate me. I then asked GOD to find me a mate to love, he did and I betrayed her. I asked GOD to give me my daughter and he did, I then gave her up for a heart of...
45 Porn Masterbation Confession - Need Prayers Please
I frequently visit porn sites and often end up going to masterbate afterwards. I am ashamed, I was raised a Christian and I know better than this. Aftewards, I feel guilty and ask Jesus for forgiveness. Somtimes I have been able to go days without looking at porn or masterbating but then later I'll...
46 the end of the rope
i have followed God as faithfully as I know how since the age of 12. I have served in the church for almost as long. I have tried to live the way Jesus would have me to live. Yes, I have messed up along the way but I believe in God's grace and know that I am covered by the blood. But I confess...
47 Un-godly inlaws
I can't stand my wife's family and wish God would deal with them in his just anger. Her dad is a big time control freak who can't grasp the idea that his daughter is married and has a life of her own. Pray God will humble him and teach him that he is not God. Pray also for my wife's sister that God will...
48 I Lost the Love of my Life.
I try so hard to hide the feelings i have inside. I cut myself whenever i cant control my emotional pain or anger. I contemplate suicide daily, i want to die, i would rather die then burden those around me with my presence. No one knows whats going throuhg my head. I see things i shouldnt be seeing...
49 struggling with overeating
I've been struggling with overeating, for almost all my life. Now It seems worst than ever. I 'm not happy at my job, I feel lonely in my life and I have lots of thoughts of discouragement. Therefore I'm eating more than ever my "sadness", anger and despair. I'm fatter thant I've ever been, and it's...
50 Coping
I am a Youth Pastor. I have had total strangers and people I have known for years come up to me and reveal things that only God knows and say God is going to do great things with you. I was incredibly pure as a teenager, I made it a point to let nothing sexually arousing enter my eyes. Then one day when...
51 I'm scared
I want to see a shrink or a counsellor or just anyone who can tell me what's wrong. This can't be normal. I'm scared I have depression or something similar, I've got lots of the symptoms, but I don't want to talk about it to anyone I know because it's such an overused term and every little drama queen...
52 E.D
I feel guilty when I eat - if I eat one meal in a day, I feel disgusting and fat and try not to eat anything the next day to make up for it. I don't even think it's about my weight, because I don't mind my figure. It's just general self-loathing I guess. I want to get dangerously skinny and have people...
53 RACISM
I like all races but struggle with thoughts about white people. Slavery and slave trade killed more people than WW1, 2, and the Holocaust put together. Yet whites act like they are better and don't understand why black people suffer in life. Well, after destroying millions of ancestors and 400 years...
54 sex sex sex
i am 16 and lately i have been have sex dreams at least every other night and am having eurges to to have sex with strangers. a few of my friends have had sex with up to 10 different people and i think it's disgusting, yet i can't help but want it.
55 Just unsure really
I'm not sure where to begin... I'm a good kid, ALWAYS doing what my parents ask, I don't party or smoke or drink, I don't go out late and I always aim to please people... but now, I'm feeling Angry and Rebellious, only because I'm tired of taking others advice and not listening to myself, plus I know...
56 I can
I can't feel affection. Every time I do, something happens and I feel anger instead. Or numbness. Once upon a time I wanted to love everyone, but people showed me their ugly faces. I felt desperate, but thanks to God I overpassed it. But the problem remains. I can't love. I don't accept kisses, hugs,...
57 I have three monkeys on my back
King Jesus, I swear I love you. I have a problem involving myself. I have three demons chasing me everywhere, the first for porn (I live a christian life warning others of the danger of prongoraphy), the second that I cannot control mself when I begin drinking (which isn't that regularly) and the third...
58 Failure of a Husband
I met my current wife 10 years ago, while being married at the time (good start huh?) and fell in love. After my divorce, we married before building our freindship and relationaship to where it needed, since then I have done nothing but lie, decieve, and cover up any mistake I might have made in order...
59 Thoughts
I nearly killed a friend of mine after learning of an awful way in which betrayed me. I may have followed through if not for the grace of God protecting me.
60 I lied about my thoughts
My girl-friend asked me if during anger if I ever think about being with another woman. I lied and told her know. There's been times where my mind wanders and desire to be with a woman of the past. I catch my thoughts and bring them to the Lord. I feel so horrible for lieing. She also asked me if she's...
61 My life
I have caused alot of harm through my 26 years. I have also made it a point to ask forgiveness from all those that I have hurt including 2 ex husbands, many lovers, my parents and family even a teacher. Through this though I have also forgiven my self. I feel more at peace than I ever thought I should....
62 So angry with my husband
We're trying to have a baby. Or, at least, I'm trying. He can't get an erection during my fertile time. Any other time, and for years before this, no problem. But suddenly, when it's something that I want, he can't perform. I'm so angry and frustrated with him. I made him see a doctor, and there's...
63 insult to people
Today, my good friend ask me someone insult my good friend for no reason. my friend worry abt people are threat to my friend and his girlfriend. My friend show me his im abt threat. I read his message. My friend explain to me what happened. My friend is not good talk back. My friend need help me so I...
64 Pornography
I have a lot of anger towards my husband's addiction to porn. We never have relations and I know he masturbates, sneaks off to adult stores and uses inhalants while he masturbates. I honestly wouldn't care if he could/would have sex with me but he prefers his porn, so my confession is that I've been...
65 Christian MD that struggles with homosexuality
I'm a 28 yo single Christian male that struggles with homosexuality. I am also a physician. I know both the spiritual and health related consequences of such and still have placed myself at risk. My dad and I never connected when I was a child, my mother was overprotective. I sufferred at least two major...
66 I kick my dog
Sometimes when I'm really angry, I kick my dog. I know he doesn't deserve my wrath - he is only a dog - but my anger just over-flows.
67 Monster Mom
i am in a childrens home. wich is totally lame! and my house mom is nuts! she is crazy! im pretty sure she is lying to me. and she will argue with me about something. and i will win. and then she will change her story and say that SHE said that ALL along! at the place im in, they make us call our house...
68 Ashamed
For the first few years of my marriage I would go to bars and end up having sex with strangers. I always justified this by telling myself that it was not that bad because it did not mean anything. The last time it happened the guy left a mark on my neck and I had to burn myself with a curling iron...
69 guilt, anger, resentment
I have anger /resentment ovr the disrespect people give me. Sometimes, disrespecting me in public. I wasn't alert/witty enough to rebutt 'em in pulic. As a result, I make anonymous feedbacks (genuine) and nuisance calls. Becos when I have the anger when I remember these people, my bones can ache...
70 desire forgiveness and healing
I would like to confess to atleast one Christain so I may be healed. I am a sinner. I am self-centered, self-seeking, rude, argumentative, sexually immoral,rebellious, lustful, greedy, unthankful, unholy, have provoked my children to anger, unloving, unkind, unbelief, prideful, selfish ambition, lazy,...
71 hypocrite
The thing I stand against; pornography and masturbation. Yet when I am alone, that is when the attack is at its greatest. I feel like I am conquered every time I succumb to masturbation. It feels like it controls me. I am thinking its a lust issue and I want to target and zero in on it. I become furious...
72 depressed
I am extremely self conscious with good reason, but I put on such a strong act that few notice. I am short, fat, gay, and lonely. My parents don't care about me, and I'm never going to see my friends after this year. I don't know where my life is headed, and a stranger asked me today "whats wrong" and...
73 Occult Obession
I am a baptized believing follower of Jesus Christ. Since a very young age, I was spiritually sensitive. I accepted Jesus very young. I've also experienced evil. I've been drawn to the occult off and on for years. I have dabbled in about everything,except Satanism. I'm am aware of what God has...
74 anger
This morning at about 5 am, I made a nuisance call to *-somebody who laughed at me being a 'psychiatric case'. People distort the truth about me. I 've great hatred in me about people. God help and forgive me. I've not used your talents to produce more effectively. *This post has been edited for...
75 An Endangered Calling b/c of porn
My heart breaks when I finish looking at porn. Sometimes, I can go for weeks without giving porn a thought. Other times, I look two and three times a day. It is sickening to think about and I want this temptation to be broken. I have a special calling on my life. God has been faithful and has blessed...
76 anger
Whenever I does housework with my mum, becos of my hand injury , i'm oftening askiing her what to do. Becos she often asks me again and again as to what to do, I get angry. Or she would do the opposite. I'm real angry and it makes my bones ache and lose calcium. Oh God, help me!!! It's not my mum's...
77 Anger
My wife had an affair with a man she met on the internet, I've come to accept what happened but sometimes I get this uncontrollable rage inside of me and scream and yell at her in front of my son which I know is terrible but at the moment I don't care. I'm a Christian and try to stop doing this and sometimes...
78 anger
2 nights ago, I scolded my mother with lots of bad words. I also made another nuisannce call to my enemy. How do I get rid of the tensions in me??? My soul cries out!
79 anger
my ex boyfriend turned out to be a pedophile. he molested 4 children that we know of. he has slipped through the loopholes of the justice system and is free. i feel i turned him into a pedophile because i like to role play sexually and i brought the monster in him out. i hate myself. i used to be...
80 anger management
made anonymous complaint(letter) about a student who rented our room. Made prank call at 12.10 am to my enemy. This time felt GREAT! He knows it was me- probably. Made other anonymous feedbacks and pranks. God forgive my nature/character.
81 I Truely Cant Forgive.
I told you I fogive you for taking my children while I was out, but the trueth is my pain does not let me keep my word and my tiers still hate even when I say I love You too.
82 I was raped
When I was a teenager I was raped by my karate instructor (in his 40's). I took him to court and he didn't get convicted. I am in my mid 20's and still have a lot of anger towards him, especially since he's done it to other people. I know God will punish him more severely than I ever could when he dies....
83 Kids
I hit my son in anger after he ran away from me in a public place. I was very worried he was missing for a good 15 minutes. But then got mad when I found him and hit him in the neck and leg very hard, leaving a mark. I hope he can forgive me.
84 Love
Jesus I know you love me. I know I am saved and constantly worked on by you. I keep losing sight of the riches that come from knowing that I am loved by you, and responding with a thank you and a grateful heart. I find myself turning to sexual lust, bitterness towards women who have rejected me in the...
85 Hate
I hate a lot of people in my life due to the fact that I expected more from them and they disappointed me greatly. But as with all things, I guess that would happen. Now I'm learning to let go and move on
86 Cheating
I cheated and I loved it. I'd do it again in a second, and I wouldn't change a thing that happened. The thing is, even though he was taken, it felt so natural and real, even though he was supposed to celebrate his anniversary with his girlfriend the next day after our celebration together. Despite the...
87 Bitterness
I wouldn't say that this "secret" is one that many would consider worth confessing, but I know that this bitterness is a sin and I want God to cleanse it from me. I'm angry, bitter, and hurt. I want things to get better and to no longer ache as I enter the place that I called "home" for so long. There...
88 Many secrets.
I'd fallen away from Jesus about 5 or so years ago, and since then have become a slave to sexual sin, alcoholism, and an eating disorder. I've come out with those, but what I've never told anybody is that I'm a cutter. When I have nowhere else to turn, I cut myself to release my anger. I've stopped...
89 Burn-out
I was recovering from Burn-out but - on Tuesday, I succumbedto the temptation to work. I called somebody with a cocky spirit and that angered me. I still feel the anger and this affects the calcium in my already weak bones and may paralyse me. I'm afraid really. God release me of this anger. I'll...
90 Needed Jesus/forgiveness
I had no self-esteem when I was young. I was very angry all the time and then I meet someone who became my husband. He drank and so did I , but after we married, he turned from me and drank with his friends, then drugs and so on for 15 years. But my confession is that I turned to other men to make myself...
91 i'm not a stranger
i have been cutting since 4th grade, and i am going into 8th. first i knew i was depressed and needed help. then i became fun and in 6th grade i tried to slit my wrists, it didn't work. and i'm a dancer so i'd stop a few months before the recital so no one would see. then this april i developed an eating...
92 Addicted to masterbation and sexual things
I am an engaged 23yr old woman. I masterbate every chance I get-*. I search for porn sites everyday @work & after go to the ladies room to masturbate. I take all my clothes off then put them bk again.Everytime when Im finished I tell myself not to do it again. I enjoy looking @ women sites not men &...
93 anger
I've an anger problem. It stems out from much verbal bullying from many people for more than 20 years. I 'm not goood in politicking, so people tend to bullly me verballly and with a rude facial expression. -ve expereinces accumulate and thus my anger problem. esp'ly so when I'm reduciingmy tranquilizers...
94 living a lie
i have been a christian for a long time, since i was 9 infact. I have lied to get ahead, make people feel better, and to avoid the ugliness of truth for years. I am very involved in my church and feel as if i am living two lives. One with the false face of a person who live for christ, another who...
95 Lies and Sin..My World
I've noticed that a lot of people have sinned, done things they regret, able to be put into one category. But what if you feel like your entire life is built on lies, addictions, a feeling of no peace, a sense of financial hell? I am so alone and so down. I couldn't even begin tolname all of my lies...
96 Anger/Resentment/Lust etc
I'm an angry, resentful, and lustful man. I feel guilty too. There'r lots of tension stuck in my head. angry with many ppl bcos I nd to improve my rebutting ability. I've sexual fantasies with my ex-girlfriend. God, take these away from me. In Jesus name. I don''t want 'em. amen! Imaake nuisance...
97 Resentment
Last week and this morniing, I made 2 nuisance calls to my enemy named KES. My pancreas felt the stress and I feel more tensed. I'll stop this and focus on strengthening mysellf instead. Or I mght contract diabetes and not have a clear mind to think. Pastor of this site, do pray for me to be be...
98 I cant control my mouth.
When I am angry or frustrated, I yell and curse alot. I have children and I often curse at them. My husband hates my language. I am a christian and I feel that what I am doing is wrong but I just can't find a way to control it. It happens without thought. I have prayed about it but I havent yet found...
99 Anger
I'm basically an angry man. Due to verbal abuses when I was in high school, army, and in working life, and in church. My defence network aand verbal dfence is poor. God help me. Anger makes me tensed and always tired.
100 Good gf; Bad ex
I am trying to break up with my boyfriend of 4+ years cause I want to do naughty, naughty things to other men and women. He is great 96% of the time the other 4% of the time he is verbally abusive towards me and feels his anger is forgivable because he has been a prick since he was little. He makes...
101 anger & sadness
I feel angry with myself. I made /contributed to a mistake. That's ok. Why did I reveal it to my remisier whom I don't know well??? It makes me lose face & feel angry & sad. This will affect my already bad health. I've no wife to share with. God give me a good wife. I learnt someething. Cover...
102 Still Resentful
I have gone through recovery and worked the twelve steps, but everyday I struggle with being resentful with the situaiton I am in even though, i made my choices. I am angry with my mother for not letting me be free, I am angry for the manipulations and guilt trips and I am angry with myself that I just...
103 anger, lesbian, sadness
my secret is that i secretly am attracted to women adn i masturbate to that. I have tried to stop this i know it is wrong. I like men dont get me wrong, but i am so angry with them. They have all let me down and in huge ways. Please pray for me. I want to be holy. I wish a man beside Jesus could...
104 FULL of resentment
Anytime my husband needs money for something we spend it. I am tired of having things that need taking care of and they are ignored. My health will not allow me to work so I am stuck. I refuse to ask family for help. I just want to get out of this hole. The anger has taken over my life and I have tried...
105 Losing my temper
My wife and I are having problems in our marriage and are fighting a lot. We have fought and I have called her bad names and used cuss words while fighting in front of our 6 year old son. My son has shown the effects of our fighting and I feel like I have failed him and that he will be scarred forever....
106 Marriage
I am really angry with my wife and mother. Those two cannot and will not get along. They always put me between them. I am so tired of fighting and choosing. Some may say, "try this.. or choose your wife." Yes, that would be easy. But my this is feels like the plan seprate but united attacks on my life....
107 Anger
In the years I've been married my mother-in-law has caused me so much pain, and lately I've been obsessing over my hurt and anger. I was wisely told by friend that our recent series of e-mail arguments might be making me so upset because I felt guilty for being angry. This is more true than anyone can...
108 Addicted to confessing my sins
I have so little backbone that I need to confess my sins to strangers in the hope that someone will tell me what I want to hear. Rather than get off my backside and sort my life out, I just complain about it to strangers. I look through web sites like this looking for ideas as to what else may be wrong...
109 I was carried away by the sin of anger
Recently, I've been very angry at one of my close friends. She told a secret which she shouldn't have and I was very angry about it. I asked her but she didn't admit, and told me something else which was not true. One of my other friends told me what really went down and I know that she definitly is...
110 Sexual Addiction: Homosexuality and Porn
I need your prayers. I have a sexual addiction. I keep repenting and telling God that I am done with it, only to do it all over again a few days later. I am addicted to pornography. Especially homosexual porn with guys about 18-20 years old. I have had homosexual sex with a number of strangers (all...
111 I Was An Exhibitionist
From about 20 to age 50 I was an exhibitionist. I exposed my penis to strangers, mostly women on numerous occassions. Mostly it was while I was driving in my car. I loved to drive along side someone and when I saw a female in the passenger side I would first look for an exit coming up (for escape before...
112 Confession of a dark childhood
I was sexually abused since I can remember. I can recall the faces, the names and the times when men in my family or strangers had put their filthy hands on me. It's sick & I feel disgusting. I knew it was wrong, yet I never told my mother. I was 5 yrs old when this started. The 1st person to touch me...
113 Two Faced
Im a Pastor who for the past 15 years has been struggling with pornography. I go into binging episodes whenever there is a strong emotional pain or whenever I experience success. I have had an affair too. I have have also used physical violence against my wife at various times. I have issues with anger...
114 I am mentally and emotionally abusive to the people I love.
My secret is that I am mentally and emotionally abusive to the people I love the most, especially my boyfriend. I do not mean to be, it's almost like its something I cant control especially when I do not get my way or someone is hurting me. It feels like a knife down in my soul, the rejection and the...
115 Jealousy and Envy
My secret is that I suffer with a very bad case of jealousy envy anger guilt resentment and down right meanness sometimes...I know I am not a bad person I just wish all of this would go away..I have such a resentment and anger just towards my dealing with these issues. I actually attempted to take...
116 Abusive Husband, Drug addiction, Porn Fantasies
I am a 41 yr old man. I have had Drug addictions and internet porn addictions. I have lied and had sexual fantasies about straight and gay sex. I have Abused and hurt everyone. But the one I hurt thr most was my wife. I have anger problems and masturbation problems. I have not worked for a long time...
117 torment
I was molested when I was 7, not physical but mental and visualy by 2 brothers (1961)no one was ever told because I was ashamed. They showed me what to do to a porn magazine (masterbate). Ever since this time it has been a constant battle to stay away from porn. I find no gratafication and even board...
118 LIVING IN THE PAST
IVE KNOW ABOUT GOD ALL MY LIFE BUT DIDNT FOLLOW HIM... I TOLD MY DAD THAT I WA GOING OUT AND NEVER CAME BACK!! UNTIL NOW. I DID DRUGS LIKE CRAZY TRYING TO GET MY OWN ANGER OF GETTING RAPED. AND THE LOSS OF MY MY BOYFRIEND...A FEW YEARS BACK. I ENDED UP IN THE STREETS AND I HAVENT TOLD HIM THAT BECAUSE...
119 Tired of not being rid of this sin...
It bothers me that I havent been able to overcome masturbation.I have confessed to my accountability partner, I know the scriptures that speak against lust & sexual immorality, Ive watched the sermons on sex & constantly pray about it.Yet if the slightest thought on sex comes into my mind, it plays out...
120 I guess that you would call this...
I guess that you would call this leading a double life, but I do not know. I have some unresolved anger from sexual abuse that I experienced years ago. While I have been to counseling several times over the years, I still have anger that I will not let go. I am a very basic, loveable person, but I have...
121 I need to confess. I'm cheating...
I need to confess. I'm cheating on my one true love and I've been doing it all of my life. I cheated on him when I got high. I cheated on him when I had sex outside of my marriage. I cheated on him with impure thoughts and anger. I cheat on him daily because of my debt, my indifference.. .my cold...
122 I was physically and emotionally...
I was physically and emotionally abused for many years by my alcoholic husband.I had him arrested for physical abuse and it has now stopped after anger management classes and doing community services at the church helped alot.I am a christain and my husband hates that on a daily bases but I still live...
123 i have a few different addictions...
i have a few different addictions that no one knows about and the reason i keep it a secret is that i am a big role model in my old christian school that i go to and i dont want any one to look at me differently because i do these things. I am addicted to internet pornography and I have recently started...
124 6 wks ago my mother comitted suicide....
6 wks ago my mother comitted suicide. I feel so much guilt, anger and sadness. I feel that my past drove her to this. When she told me she would do this 4 months ago I didn't do enough to stop this. When my sister called in the middle of the night telling me that mom had called her telling her that...
125 I don't know how it happened again,...
I don't know how it happened again, it seems like a lifetime ago since I cut myself last. I am 31 now and remember as a teenager I would cut and put myself in dangerous situations that would end in injury. I have all the scars as reminders. To backtrack through my childhood seems pointless, but it was...
126 I confess that I am beginning to...
I confess that I am beginning to harbor anger and resentment towards my wife and her former b/f, as she was screwing around before we ever met. Her bitterness is a wedge between us and it becomes painful to be married to her at times. Her past is horrible, & I must deal with it & her damaged...
127 Lie, Lust, Porn, Anger, eating...
Lie, Lust, Porn, Anger, eating disorder, Self Harm:Lie: I got my first job by saying a lie. I know now i got revert back anything. I confess my sin of lying and I believe with the help of our Lord Jesus I will overcome this lying spirit.Lust: My eyes always run after girls, women and I love to watch...
128 Over the last 2 years, I've been...
Over the last 2 years, I've been bullied by a certain gang of children, both verbally and physically. Unfortunately, this has affected me badly, and I get continuous attacks of anxiety, and regret for not standing up for myself more. Now, I really want to fight the main gangleader, just to show myself...
129 I go into the schools everyday...
I go into the schools everyday and tell kids about the dangers of alcohol and drug addiction. I pretty much preach to them not to use.But I am an addict and use SOMETHING pretty much daily.I feel like such a hypocrite sometimes...
130 In my anger I do destructive things...
In my anger I do destructive things whether it be cursing, or yelling, or throwing things, or hurting people. I'm very sorry for hurting others, including myself. I feel ashamed for the pain I've caused. I'm not worthy...
131 I was about 10 years old. He was...
I was about 10 years old. He was 25. I looked up to him. he was a father figure. one day, when my back was to him, He physically beat me. He beat me unconsious. This pain is too big for me to face alone. I don't know what to do with it. I'm sad this happened. i'm mad this happened. I can feel at times...
132 please pray for me. i have an addiction...
please pray for me. i have an addiction to narcotics and have for many years. no one knows. i think some suspect, but thats because i have stolen drugs from them. they are my best friends. my family. some are strangers. i know i am betraying my family, my friends and most of all God. i used to be a strong...
133 1 years before my marriage, i had...
1 years before my marriage, i had a extra martial relation with a married women , who had to 2 kids (boy and girl) and before that couple of times with hookers (3 -4 years back) and we continued to have this , till one day i put a stop to it..Now iam married since 1 year and this my past thought makes...
134 I am addicted to independence,...
I am addicted to independence, blaming others,not forgiving,anger,frustration, depression and saddness.I am addicted to longing for God but not making the correct changes to draw on His power.To holding on to things that have made me feel powerful,to food,judging others and critisizing my family, comparing...
135 I am addicted to hate. I hate people...
I am addicted to hate. I hate people who are racist and take advantage of me in too many ways when for the most part, I mind my own business. But the way people operates is that when I leave them alone or is too nice or just nice to them, they take advantage of me. So I decided I am not going to be easy...
136 I like to get drunk. Everytime...
I like to get drunk. Everytime I have more than one drink, I find myself catching a buzz, then I am always very drunk by my third drink. I end up kissing strangers and being extremly suggestive. Then I wake up the next morning wondering why I act like a slut when I'm drunk. I'm NEVER like that sober,...
137 For the past 5 years or so I have...
For the past 5 years or so I have been looking at pornography. I look at young girls and videos. I feel disgusted by my self afterwards and a great fear while I am doing it. I fear that I will be caught and that becomes the rush itself. The danger of my actions adds to the rush and creates sensations...
138 Dear Lord forgive me for the abandonment...
Dear Lord forgive me for the abandonment of my wife and three children. For the past 20 years I deeply regret this, feel ashamed and depressed. Forgive me for holding on to anger and resentment I hold towards my ex-wife. Lord I pray that I forgive her, that I need to forgive myself. Lord I wasn't strong...
139 I have been married to a wonderful...
I have been married to a wonderful man for the past 5 years, I love him and want to spend the rest of my life with him.....he has three children from a previous marriage and I love them dearly as well. My problem lies in my relationship with the children's mother. I have tried and tried to make things...
140 My husband used to choke me and...
My husband used to choke me and throw me over furniture. He broke all of my valuables and gifts from friends and family... he has flipped my coffee table in a fit of anger. He is taking Anger Management, but now there is another kind of abuse... he ignores me and always puts his friends before me....
141 Im 19 and in college. the first...
Im 19 and in college. the first time i did, i was 14. it was in a wrestling magazine,where a woman in bikini took a shot at the beach, and that picture glued in my head forever. it was the first time i mastubated. i ran in the bathroom not understanding the short joy i felt, but the immense guilt that...
142 This might seem trivial but it...
This might seem trivial but it is not to me. We had a small family dog that was always nervous. I would have to be very careful and calm with her or she would start to urinate. The dog would also potty in different parts of the house. It drove me crazy because I wanted a clean house and that really...
143 I am a Christ follower, but i confess...
I am a Christ follower, but i confess that i have allowed my girlfriend and i to live together unmarried. We have been dating for two years. We were friends for a year before we started dating. She was not a believer at that time, and i was. I had given my life to Jesus Christ a couple years before...
144 well it was seven years ago my...
well it was seven years ago my mom was traveling out of town, i was stuck in my dads room. he said i was old enough and should know the truth. he told me he was going to tell me how to please a woman. he told me different things, i was born in church i was very innocent, i didnt know things. i thought...
145 Well I guess what I have to share...
Well I guess what I have to share could go under any number of the categories but I figure "addictions" was most appropriate and encompassed quite a bit. Its funny I have been looking for anonymous way to let this stuff out for weeks and everytime I tried to open a "Myspace" or something, something...
146 10 years ago, while I was married,...
10 years ago, while I was married, I began an online friendship with a married man, who was also married. He and I agreed to meet since we were only one town away. My husband found the e-mails and misinterpreted the content and he was led to think I was having and affair and violating our vows. He...
147 I have been struggling with pornography...
I have been struggling with pornography and sexual purversion for since I was very very young. Through out my life I kept pushing myself in my desires to explore and risk more. It has come to the point that now I look at gay porn more then straight. Currently, I am a married (2 years now). My wife...
148 I am a Christian, and I know masturbation...
I am a Christian, and I know masturbation is sinful. I am a freshman, and I started masturbating in seventh grade. I had been going on porn sites and looking at nudity since I was in third grade. I was raised Christian and knew the "Sunday School" answers: God loves me, I am forgiven, but my religion...
149 I'm married to a man I don't love....
I'm married to a man I don't love. I've made a commitment to God and therefore hate the idea of divorce. On the other hand, I'm not sure I can continue to live with him. He is a workaholic in order to 'be a good provider'. But when he's home (which is rarely these days) he is angry. He yells at the kids...
150 About 3 years ago, I was the victim...
About 3 years ago, I was the victim of voyeurism in my own home by the one person I trusted more than anyone on earth. I'm still pure, but it has stained my view of how I am perceived by men and it controls my attitude towards my fiancee. I'm scared to death about getting to our honeymoon. I'm afraid...
151 Dreams That Should Not Come True....
Dreams That Should Not Come True. I was 21 years old when I married my wife she to was 21 yrs. Things where perfect , At that age I really enjoyed going out to the clubs with my guy friend's for all the night life could give me. my wife on the other hand did not like the smoky clubs and the music was...
152 My husband and I have been married...
My husband and I have been married for about 6 years. About 4 years ago our sex life began dwindling til there was none. We haven't been intimate for over 2 1/2 years, because my husband has told me over and over that he had no desire or drive. We had tried everything including having him see doctors...
153 i feel like my husband and i are...
i feel like my husband and i are strangers. i dont know how long we can keep being like this.we both love each other i know but is that enough? he doesn't see me we fight all the time and we never have sex. we are Christians and we know God wants us together.we' ve been together 10 years and have been...
154 I'm a college student about to...
I'm a college student about to graduate with an associates, and I believe I am addicted to porn. I've never been addicted to any other drug, so I can't relate the "addiction" feeling I have to anything else. It consumes me, and I find myself yurning for it, sometimes b/c I have nothing better to do....
155 I had an affair with a man at work....
I had an affair with a man at work. It lasted about six months, that was 2 years ago. Now we are starting our affair again. I know it is wrong on every level and I really like his wife, but I really love him. I would never let him walk away from his family, that is what happen to me and my children....
156 I love my girlfriend and I hope...
I love my girlfriend and I hope that we will one day be married. It is the intention that we both have. We love God and we love each other. However, I used to have a pornography addiction. While I do not use pornography anymore, I still struggle with lust. Early in our relationship, it was commonplace...
157 I have been in many relationships...
I have been in many relationships but I always hold back a little piece of myself. It keeps me safe, I know I won't get hurt that way. I met a guy in college who changed all that. I fell completely in love with him and for the first time, I held nothing back. I was convinced he was the one. One day,...
158 I've hurt my family and my loved...
I've hurt my family and my loved ones so many times unintentionally. Sometimes I cannot control my anger and I jsut let this fury and anger inside me take over me. I've had sex with guys before and have still looked to do more. I repent myself I dont want to live like this anymore. I want to settle down...
159 I don't even know which category...
I don't even know which category to pick or where to begin. I have been lying for so many years I don't even know where to begin or which sins to specifically ask forgiveness for. I pray for forgiveness of all of my sins and lies. I love God and truly believe in the power of God but I feel so disconnected...
160 When I was a child my mother &...
When I was a child my mother & father were divorced. I was ten. She remarried a year later, my father got a girlfriend, but my mother was an hour away and I rarely saw her. I went into the Navy @ 17 and couldn't hack it, so I came home to a dissapointed father. He treated and looked at me as if I were...
161 to admit you have an addiction...
to admit you have an addiction is almost impossible for an addict.I HAVE AN AN ADDICTION!!I'm addicted to crystal meth. I'm not physicaly addicted,but rather I'm emotionaly addicted to it.I'm 14' and I still live with my mom.My mom isn't the greatest role model.She's a pill addict.I've put up with...
162 I lied to my boyfriend about how...
I lied to my boyfriend about how many people I had sex with and it haunts me everyday. I was date raped once and that led me to live a promiscuous lifestyle, I partied and had sex with a guy that I really didn't know. There were two other people that was consentual. I worry about stds and I don't...
163 i just turned 17 in july, and right...
i just turned 17 in july, and right after my 17th birthday, i had sex with a guy that i was "talking" to. after we had sex i knew in the back of my mind that i was pregnant, but didn't want to believe it. i found out for sure that i was pregnant 6 weeks later. i was scared, and not sure what to do, but...
164 I am successful and established...
I am successful and established now, business owner, mother...I talk so sweet, look so nice...everyone loves me...I'm perfect...so everyone thinks, everyone but my husband. I am so harsh to him whenever I think he even looks at another woman. I belittle and berate him verbally. I punish him, when the...
165 I was sexually abused by my older...
I was sexually abused by my older brother who is 6 years older than me. First time when I was around 7. I wanted to play with one of his toy trucks and he said that he would let me if he could lay on top of me and kiss me. I let him but when he tried to stick his tongue in my mouth i pushed him off....
166 I spanked my infant so hard it...
I spanked my infant so hard it caused brain damage. It can't be undone. Guilt and remorse are constant, fact is fact - I did it. The anger I have toward myself is constant and I lash out at those who love me. If they knew they wouldn't love me, they would hate me, so don't get too close to them. Guilt...
167 I have been attracted to my brother...
I have been attracted to my brother in law since I met him one night which led to a bike ride and no exchange of names. I met his brother four years later,not knowing it was his brother as I never saw him again. The lust that I feel towards him causes me to dream about making love to him. It is obvious...
168 I sm 27 years of age and have been...
I sm 27 years of age and have been married for 10 years now.For so long, I have been carrying a big load over my shoulders. At times like now, I look back at my life and wish my past were different. To start, at the age of 17 I was having an affair with a man who was my co-worker. I soon turned 18, and...
169 I am always sad and depressed,...
I am always sad and depressed, always thinking suicidal thoughts. I have two wonderful, beautiful children and I love them very much, but I don't think I'm a good enough mother to them because I yell at them a lot. I love their father, but am not in love with him. I pretend for the children and it makes...
170 I am in a serious relationship...
I am in a serious relationship with an amazing man. He has come into my life and literally swept me off my feet. But he has a really bad drinking problem and he has cut down alot, and ever since he cut down his drinking, he has shown more and more of his anger. Im afraid that one day he will eventually...
171 i have so many secrets that fall...
i have so many secrets that fall into so many categories. i'm starting with abuse.when i was three or four years old, i was sexually abused by a stranger. no penetration. just touching.when i was seven i was abused by a friend who was nine. others do not consider this abuse because of the age involved,...
172 I was unpopular and overweight...
I was unpopular and overweight all through elementary and junior high school. I was constantly teased and made fun of. I know now that lots of people went through this, but at the time it was devastating to me. I also had an alcoholic mother, so there was no safe place for me. Home nor School. I...
173 I have been having an affair with...
I have been having an affair with a very influentual man who is olmost 60 and Iam only 30. He is married and has a family. We've been ssing each other for over 2 years and I know he loves me but his culture wont allow him to divorce.He has given me everything my heart desires. A new car, home, pays all...
174 I am confessing harboring hurt...
I am confessing harboring hurt feeling anger for my exhusband. NH..during our marriage he was sexually active with my then 10 year old niece for 3 years. This has been over 18 yrs and I still carry this pain around with me. I have since forgave him but I can;t seem to let it go completely out of my life....
175 I regret most of my choices i have...
I regret most of my choices i have made in my life, i lost everything that meant anything to me, but i feel that i was dragged through life, it's not my own anymore, everyday i walk in a daze trying to find what is real. I feel that nobody really cares about me and if they seemed concerned-it's just...
176 I steal small amounts of money...
I steal small amounts of money from family and friends. Except once it was $700.+ from a stranger.
177 i don't know what category this...
i don't know what category this would go under... probably almost every category. anyway i'm probably one of the most messed up kids i know. i've done my share of drinking, i've done my share of smoking pot, i've smoked cocain, i've shoplifted a few times, i like to destroy public property, i like to...
178 I don't know what it feels like...
I don't know what it feels like to be loved. How can I feel God's love if I don't know what being loved feels like? My heart has put up this wall to shut out the one feeling I would give up everything I have to feel. I have never dated. No guy has ever shown much interest in me. (The one guy that I have...
179 For years I have worked to make...
For years I have worked to make sure I have asked forgivness of those I have harmed and given forginess to those who have harmed me. After a sermon on the topic, that used some 12 step rules. . .I took inventory of my heart. I made adjustments and asked for forgivness of many and also forgave. . .but...
180 I carry past humiliation of my...
I carry past humiliation of my husband's(at the time) domestic violence. My ribs broken, major abdominal muscles badly torn, and now found out a cracked hip from the past abuse.The problem is I condoned the abuse-that is, I wouldn't leave my husband, and often would beg him to come home when he left(which...
181 I have had numerous and I do mean...
I have had numerous and I do mean numerous sexual affairs with men over the past 8 yrs. I have gone to sex parties, I have had one night stands, I have used protection, I have sometimes not used protect. I lied about pregnancies. I know that I am not a very good person. I have lied to my husband...
182 I know my thoughts, actions &...
I know my thoughts, actions & words to my parents are not what God wants to hear. My parents are wealthy and have set up trust funds for educational purposes for their grandchildren. No one is entitled to an inheritance, I realize this but it has been told to me from the birth of my children that...
183 I do not remember it clearly, but...
I do not remember it clearly, but I was abused sexually when I was a little girl. It comes back to me in flashbacks and I know in my heart that it's true. I am addicted to porn, to masturbation, and I want to become a stripper or prostitute when I turn 18. I'm afraid of what is going to happen to me...
184 Well I always had a great childhood...
Well I always had a great childhood no bad memories there. When I turned 17 I moved in with my boy friend. I stayed in his sisters room so that I could watch his brother and sister at night while he and his mom worked. I was a vigin when I moved in with him. I had never even kissed a guy. Well after...
185 I have trouble expressing my emotions...
I have trouble expressing my emotions to everyone, including my family. I feel embarassed saying I love you or I hate you or anything. I have not hugged or anything like that to my parents since I was 16 and I am now 21. My parents recently went to another country and I couldn't even hug them, I couldn't...
186 I have completely lost myself....
I have completely lost myself. I have had more sexual partners in my 25 years than I could begin to count. I dont even remember some of their names, nor do I know if I ever even knew some of their last names. Sex with strangers, sex with friends, pretty much anyone who paid any attention to me or told...
187 As long as I can remember I have...
As long as I can remember I have self injured. Even as a little girl, I would bend my fingers back trying to break them and biting myself. I am now 31 yrs. old and the mother of a 12 yr old. I know he sees the cuts and scars on my arms. I've tried to stop. Yet I always turn to cutting or burning to deal...
188 I am a 31 year old female who was...
I am a 31 year old female who was abused by my Grandfather as a child from as early as I can remember to about age 7. Like so many of the other people that have posted messages on this site I have felt guilt and shame. I have blamed myself and my family,since he started by abusing his daughters. I have...
189 When i was in my 20's and i had...
When i was in my 20's and i had several affairs with married men. I had so much hurt and anger inside i wanted to make everyone hurt the way i did. I saw what i wanted and just took without any regard for but myself. I am not talking one or twice that i hooked up with married men. SIX TIMES! I have never...
190 It is difficult for me to choose...
It is difficult for me to choose a category, as so many of them apply to me. I am addicted to food. I often think that it would be nice to be bulemic or anorexic, but I am too weak-willed to pull it off. I despise men who are weak and seek out pornography, and yet, out of curiosity, I look...
191 I don't know how to even start....
I don't know how to even start. I feel like if I write it down, it becomes real. I can squash it and try to ignore my feelings if I don't admit it to anyone. If I don't admit it to others, then I don't have to admit it to myself.It seems that I've lived most of my adult life in shame. I don't know if...
192 My father abused my mother for...
My father abused my mother for 22 years and as soon as all four of her children turned three he started abusing us. I have scars everywhere on my body from things he did and every time I look at them it disgusts me because I want to be beautiful so that I can prove him wrong when he always told me that...
193 When I was 3 years old my stepgrandfather...
When I was 3 years old my stepgrandfather raped me at his home, my grandmother was in the house and afterwards found out.She choose to coverup what her husband had done, probably due to the shame and the times. It was the late fifties and no one ever talked about child abuse back then. She cleaned me...
194 It all started five years ago when...
It all started five years ago when I meet a man thru a personal ad,prior to meeting this man, that later on became my husband, I was having a hard time with relationships. Upon months of talking over the phone, and getting to know each other, we deceided to meet each other. We both had hidden agenda's...
195 I am addicted to sex... I have...
I am addicted to sex... I have come to find lately that I can not get enough of it. I find myself spending hrs on the internet, chatting, and looking for porn. It seems that I have lost my life inside my computer and as it passes each day, it makes me sad but its like inside the porn and chat i lose...
196 Everyday, I get called terrible...
Everyday, I get called terrible names in reference to my weight. But not by strangers, by my sisters just because they're thinner than me. At night, I cry, but throughout the day, I go on like it's nothing.
197 I found a girl i loved very much...
I found a girl i loved very much and she loved me and she was my best friends best friend and my best friend is a girl. She wanted a kid but i wasnt to thrilled with the idea because shes got so much to look forward to. One night i got drunk and she became pregnant i still loved her and wanted to be...
198 I have needed someone like you...
I have needed someone like you for such a long time, I feel like if I put it on paper so to speak that the hurt and anger will go away. I continuely lie to my husband and family about how I am paying the bills. I pay them, but just not like I should. I get overdrawn at the bank and have to lie about...
199 I never thought I would talk about...
I never thought I would talk about this. Today I was praying about my problems and I stumbled across this web site. So where to start........I guess at least I know that I am not the only female that struggles with lust. It seems silly that woman would struggle with lust because so much at church's is...
200 I don't know why my life is falling...
I don't know why my life is falling apart. I am angry, sad, lonely you name it. I feel like I am always here for everyone but noone is EVER here for me. Why is that I am a good person I work, take care of my children, my husband, parents, but yet noone seems to care about me. I can't tell you the last...
201 I married with three kids. When...
I married with three kids. When they are sleep or at school, I smoke pot. I feel aweful for what I do, yet I feel that I am rewarding myself. I know I am in the wrong for putting my family in danger by my use. Please forgive me.
202 I was sexually abused as a child...
I was sexually abused as a child by my father from when I was 5 until I left and moved in with my grandparents at 14. My grandfather then continued to abuse me until I ran away at 17. They raped me and broke me until I tried to kill myself over and over agin. My mother knew of it all and was even present...
203 I was sexually abused in my childhood...
I was sexually abused in my childhood by an older sibling.Thankfully there is a large age difference so I didnt have to deal with this after about age 9 or 10, I never spoke of it. I was so embarassed and dirty. Until here recently after fifteen or so years of no contact, this person and "HIS" family...
204 When I was 15 I started hurting...
When I was 15 I started hurting myself. I was hospilized a couple times for being suicidal and put on anti-depressants and anti-psychotics. A couple of months ago I stopped them. I've started remembering things about my childhood. (sexual and emotional abuse) I'm not sure I should believe it or not....
205 I just want to tell somebody. I'm...
I just want to tell somebody. I'm not christian but I want to get this off my chest. My father emotianlly abuses me. He used to send me into a deep depresion, but soon sadness turned into anger and I sometimes have murderous feelings toward him. We don't live together anymore, so I guess thats good....
206 I was picked on and beat up constantly...
I was picked on and beat up constantly for being sick while I was younger. The kids made up terrible rumors about my disease and me in general and life day in and day out in school was hell. Its over 10 years later now and still when I think of them and one person in particular I get overwhelmed with...
207 I got involved with someone who...
I got involved with someone who was a therapist. Our relationship went from professional to a bizarre relationship. Nothing sexual in nature. I became involved with some bizarre stuff through this person. I did not realize I was dealing with a liar, manipulator, and a possible psychopath. I have no friends...
208 ParentingLast night I was verbally...
ParentingLast night I was verbally abusive to my children. I took my anger, frustration and hurt feelings out on them. That was wrong. I made them both cry. I feel terrible about it. I had some wine and when I came home, they were not happy that I had been drinking and driving. That's all I needed...
209 I have been raped on many occasions...
I have been raped on many occasions one too many in fact and my recent boyfriend bugs me too much at times for sex and it bothers me that regardless of what I have wanted in the past I do not say anything I lay there stiff and ready to cry because I do not want to and I fill up with violent anger towards...
210 I have three boys. The oldest son...
I have three boys. The oldest son lives with his father and step mother and we have a very strained relationship.I remarried a military man after my first divorce and moved all over and ended becoming a stranger to my son. We don't even know each other.We live an hour apart and never see each other.I...
211 back when i was 8 years old and...
back when i was 8 years old and in first grade, i was so depressed. i was on prozac at the time and there was this one time where i tried to commit suicide by choking myself with a coat hanger. there was this one other time where i tried to commit suicide by wrapping a shirt around my neck and choke...
212 I am full of bitterness and rage...
I am full of bitterness and rage and anger. I have been lied to and betrayed by so many people and instead of taking something away from the experiences and learning from them, I hold on to it and it's eating me alive from the inside out. I have little or no trust in people or have the abilty to meet...
213 I have self harmed since I was...
I have self harmed since I was about 15 but I didn't even know there was a name for it until just a few yrs ago.. and I am now 22. For a long time the extent was punching walls or anything that I knew could hurt my hands. I would get so angry at the smallest things but I was taught never to show negative...
214 My wife gets no pleasure from sex....
My wife gets no pleasure from sex. I cant get enough of it. I would have sex 3 times a day if she would. We used to do that but now she just doesn't care. Since she's shut me out basically completely My mind and body went searching for something to fill that void and it resorted to pornography. Thank...
215 I was sexually molested from the...
I was sexually molested from the age of 11 until the age of 17 by my mother's boyfriend and close family friend. During this time of my growing into my adolescence, I became sexually promiscuous because I felt this to be the way to gain approval and attention from guys. I decided not to tell my mom until...
216 I have a hard time picking one...
I have a hard time picking one catagory. I picked self harm because when I do wrong it is harming myself. Almost like I want to punish myself. I was abused as a child.. First abducted by a stranger.. then molested by my grandfather, then raped by my step father.. My mother knew but did nothing. I lose...
217 I'm addicted to pot. I love to...
I'm addicted to pot. I love to smoke and wonder what God things about it. i think about it constantly. I use people for their pot in fact it's the only reason why i hang out with that person. I've had a drug and alcohol problem for as long as i can remember. By the age of 19 i had allready been in three...
218 Ever since I was a little girl,...
Ever since I was a little girl, I've always feared my father. He was verbally and emotionally abusive - his anger was out of sight. My older siblings told me he used to be worse when they were little and it makes me cringe. My mom and I have a great relationship, but sometimes it's strained because we...
219 My family is one of the most influential...
My family is one of the most influential in our town. My dad's a sucessful businessman, but he's an severe alcoholic and has a history of drug-abuse. He emotionally abuses my whole family but mostly me, calling me an ugly whore and tells me that I'm severely obese when the opposite is true. My mom tells...
220 I am a male in m y early 30's....
I am a male in m y early 30's. when i was a child i was intoduced to sex by brothers father he would have me go down on him it was our special time together. the one time that i rember the most was at thanksgiving he and i went to the store to get something and i remeber we pulled up in an empty parking...
221 I belonged to a co-op art gallery...
I belonged to a co-op art gallery and didn't get along with some of the people. One in particular was pretty awful to me and they told me that I was no longer welcome in the co-op and they broke their contract with me, kicking me out.I was humiliated, enraged, sickened, horribly sad and felt that there...
222 I was physically and emotionally...
I was physically and emotionally abused by my bipolar mother from the time I can remember. Outwardly, I am very normal-seeming and even optimistic and happy. Inside, I am full of anger, hatred, and insecurity. I am forever expecting my husband to abandon me, as my mother did, in effect. I doubt his love...
223 Hi;I'm 52 years old and have kept...
Hi;I'm 52 years old and have kept this to myself many years. I have allways wanted to tell my parents what they did to me while growing up was wrong and how it affected me and my life and my relationships! My father was a very abusive man small in stature and every day after he came home from work he...
224 My story starts from my childhood...
My story starts from my childhood and it escalated to adulthood. I love my mother,but, she never seemed to have loved me back in the way I needed, even from birth. You see my mother had me when she was 14 years old in 1973. My father was a man that was 19 and from Florida, that only came to Delaware...
225 I am only seventeen. Because of...
I am only seventeen. Because of my age there is no way I could be an alcoholic. That's what I tell myself. But alcohol controls me. I think about it constantly and will do anything to anyone to get some. I become a slut at parties, even with my amazing boyfriend, just so some one will buy me a drink....
226 My confession could easily fall...
My confession could easily fall under the categories of addiction, pornography, adultery, lying, regret, lust, and self harm. I am a 38 year old man. Since the mid-90s, I have had hundreds of sexual encounters, mostly one-time occurrances with strangers, and mostly other men. It started out with replying...
227 When I was a child (age 8-13)I...
When I was a child (age 8-13)I was sexually abused several times. I never told anyone for a long time, because I was afraid of what they would think. I felt guilt over not stopping it and not telling anyone sooner. It has effected me in my relationships with guys. For a while, I felt like I needed to...
228 I am ashamed of myself. I spend...
I am ashamed of myself. I spend my husbands money and we don't have any to spare. We are in danger of losing our car because I can't stop spending money. I also had a "necking" session with another man when my husband was away last year. Nothing happend and it ended almost as soon as it began. But it...
229 There has been so many things in...
There has been so many things in my life I have done things that I regret. Some of these things haunt me while I am sitting alone with just my thoughts. Sometimes I regret the every day actions I have inflicted on to my family. I have a son with ADHD/Behavioral problems who pushes me to my limits and...
230 At 42 I've never had a relationship...
At 42 I've never had a relationship with a man. I think there is something wrong with me and I hide behind a body of fat. Mentally I've had pornographic fantasies about men but never acted on them. I've always been closer to women and have felt myself sexually attracted to women more than men. I worked...
231 For years I have been hurt by someone....
For years I have been hurt by someone. They have been verbally abusive and have called me names. She talks about me behind my back all the time and has truned people against me. I have thought of killing myself atleast two hundred times in the last three years. I hold anger towards her and...
232 I am 24 and a born again Christian....
I am 24 and a born again Christian. I was sexually abused by someone at my church when I was five years old. When I told my pastor's wife about it she told me to stop making up stories. When I was 11 I was sexually abused again by a stranger. Me and my best friend would make our Barbies act out sexual...
233 I was in a very bad relationship...
I was in a very bad relationship about a year and a half ago.. The guy that i was dating was very mean to me and would call me things such as, "fat and ugly". He had cheated on me numerous of times. and i acted as if i forced myself to beleive it wasnt true, then i would forget all about it like it didnt...
234 My mother knew I was different...
My mother knew I was different even before I was born. I didn't keep the prenatal hours that most babies did, and after I was born I would scream and scream for hours straight for no reason at all. I was mad. That anger couldn't be explained until I was almost 15 years old. Anger, loneliness, and an...
235 The subject of sex has plagued...
The subject of sex has plagued my life since I was a child. My mother used to accuse me and my sisters of being dirty girls when adult men would hold our hand or have us sit on their lap when they would come to the house. These men were trusted men, from church and school. When growing up, my uncle...
236 It's so hard to pick a category..out...
It's so hard to pick a category..out of the 18 category's to choose from I could pick 16 that are relative to my life as it is now..When I was nine years old my father killed himself..soon after a male friend who was a few years older than I molested me.. introduced me to pornograpy and several other...
237 When I was in high school, my stepfather's...
When I was in high school, my stepfather's cheating and porography addiction was found out. My mom did the right thing and sent him packing, but the hurt and anger that he left in his wake still haunts me. She has moved on, my sister still doesn't know the truth and I've said I've forgiven him but some...
238 I was accused and convicted of...
I was accused and convicted of a criminal act that I did not do. I made a mistake in how I handled a situation and it cost me my job, but the humiliation didn't stop there. I was arrested, finger-printed, and phototgraphed. I was very faithful, believing that God wouldn't allow me to be convicted of...
239 As an 8 y.o. boy, I was raped by...
As an 8 y.o. boy, I was raped by a grown man. He was a stranger who tricked me into his apt. To this day it was the most discusting/demeaning experience I've had. After he released me, during my walk home I remember wondering to myself if it really happened. I was in a state of shock and disbelief and...
240 I have been in an abusive relationship...
I have been in an abusive relationship for 10 years now. my husband is physically and emotionally abusive.I know that my husband has no intentions of changing considering he places all the blame of his anger on me.I am at the end of my ropes. I can not take the abuse anymore.I know divorce is a sin so...
241 I am writing this today because...
I am writing this today because for the last three years I have done so many things wrong. The beginning of my problems was when I was raped at the age of 12 by a family member. And throughout high school I felt as if the only way that a man would love me was me giving him my body. And once it was over...
242 I am married to a woman who says...
I am married to a woman who says she loves me but not the way a wife should love a husband. She cares about me but not in an intimate way. I am just beside myself as to what to do. I love her dearly and want to be with her. She has completely cut me off intimately and seems to have built an emotional...
243 I broke up with my girlfriend of...
I broke up with my girlfriend of 3 years which has left me devasted and empty. I loved this girl with everything I had. Unfortunately, I made some crucial mistakes by not acting as God would have me to be. I have lost sleep and prayed endless to end this pain. I fear I pushed her away from Christianity...
244 I'm married to someone who loses...
I'm married to someone who loses control over his anger, when we were still dating, he used to abuse me verbally and physically, after marriage it got worst, I'm hiding it from my family not to break thier heart as they think I am happy, but this has to stop, I think I allowed it and that gave him power...
245 I have recently turned 17, but...
I have recently turned 17, but for the past year I have been having sexual relationships with other men. It all started when I happened upon a site for gay and bisexual men. On the site they can arrange to have sex with each other, otherwise known as "cruising". I've always felt attracted to guys,...
246 I act like I have it all together,...
I act like I have it all together, but it's all a lie. I am lonely most of the time. I drink until I black out and lust after total strangers. I do things when I have been drinking that I wouldn't do when I am sober. I want to feel loved, so I let them use me, but pretend I am using them.
247 All of the above...It's impossible...
All of the above...It's impossible for me to "select a category" for 'my secret' b/c in all actuality I have sinned in all areas of life. Therefore, I chose to list "Double Life" simply because I feel like the image that I'm putting out there for everyone is not how or who I am on the inside. I'll start...
248 I was married for over 17 years,...
I was married for over 17 years, My then husband had an affair. I tried to pray my way thru the pain and make the marriage work. I begged him and listen to him pretending to make same effort to work it out. He had moved on. He emailed me he was leaving me...nice huh? We divorced. He is getting married...
249 Once again I have fallen back into...
Once again I have fallen back into the grips of alcohol. I have had battles with it through out my life. I have been arrested for a DUI three times and convicted twice. I have conquered those battles before with the power of Christ, however I seem to have a self-destructive nature. Last year while...
250 I am ANGRY !!!!!! I have no reason...
I am ANGRY !!!!!! I have no reason to be. I hurt others around me with my anger. I have hurt one of my best friends...the one that God used to get me to come to Him. I get angry at the smallest things and blow them up HUGE ! Maybe I do it for the attention. If I do then I am really sick. I left my job...
251 Ever since I was a child I have...
Ever since I was a child I have had an anger problem and I never wanted kids because I knew I would be a horrible mother, I now have 3 beautiful children that I somedays despise. I yell at them constantly and have at times hurt them more than a spanking. My husband does not know any of this and my children...
252 I am so filled with anger over...
I am so filled with anger over my husband's first marriage it makes me a person I can't stand! I love all of our children... his and mine. Yet, somehow I end up holding grudges especially with his children. I think because I resent that he and I don't have children together. She was awful to him and...
253 My additctions are too many to...
My additctions are too many to mention. They include fear, anxiety, anger, sex, self-loathing, etc.
254 My secret is that I am ashamed...
My secret is that I am ashamed of the man I have become. I am in my early twenties, I have two children, I am divorced, and I REGRET most of my life. I am uneasy about myself and most usually hate myself. People don't know how I truly feel because I have a very powerfull mind, and can hide my aggressions...
255 It all started when I was about...
It all started when I was about 15. When I would get angry I would hurt myself by either banging my head up against the wall, hitting myself. I would just feel like I've gone completely insane. First I would feel all this rage like a ball of fire in my stomach then it would explode. After I would explode...
256 I am thankful for the opportunity...
I am thankful for the opportunity to share this, I am embarressed.I have been married for over 4 years and sometimes deal with intense feelings that my wife might be cheating on me. She has NEVER given me any indication that she is doing so, and is always very loving and open with me. It's just that...
257 My husband hit me a couple of years...
My husband hit me a couple of years ago giving me a fat lip & brused chin. I told myself if he ever hit me again I would leave. He hasn't hit me again but he has shoved me and thrown me across the room. I am afraid of him. Mostly he just yells a lot. He constantly belittles me and tells me how dumb...
258 I have a very difficult time forgiving...
I have a very difficult time forgiving my ex-husband for his "poor choices" before our divorce. I dont even think that i want to forgive him sometimes. I just find it easier to hate him and other Christian hypocrites. I had a very rough marriage and thought my husband didn't want me. I felt like such...
259 My mom died unexpectedly almost...
My mom died unexpectedly almost 3 years ago (I am now 27) but my grief and anger is probably stronger now than it has ever been. The first couple of years I was able to mostly run from my grief and keep myself occupied, trying my best not to dwell on it. But I have learned you can never run forever,...
260 At the age of 13 i started cutting...
At the age of 13 i started cutting myself! It got so bad that i was sent to three mental institutions. I grew up in the church and my behavior was completely unacceptable by family members. I knew that God loved me but I didn't understand how, and sometimes i still don't.My cutting got so bad and so...
261 In 2002 under the influence of...
In 2002 under the influence of meth, I was hanging around some big time drug dealers. The one I was sleeping with got really posessive and hallucinaginic and beat me up. This was an excuse for the other guys that didn't like him to go after him. I was with three other people and we all went to where...
262 I am not a religious person. I...
I am not a religious person. I believe in God, but my faith in the church has been crushed by years of repeated hypocricy, lies, betrayal, abuse, cover-ups, scams, and deceit.I have spent over an hour looking at this site. I saw the sign for it driving home earlier this week, and then on my way to work...
263 I didn't know which category to...
I didn't know which category to confess in... I hurt with a past situation and tried to just bury it and forget it. I was raped my freshman year of college, 4yrs ago, and feel it is partly my fault.I feel mixed emotions of shame, guilt, and anger. I said No over and over but I replay what happened like...
264 I have let my family down. A co-worker...
I have let my family down. A co-worker I thought I could help and an old friend smoke crack cocaine. Instead of helping them I fell into the addiction.My wife and I have been having trouble talking, she has always liked doing powder cocaine and thinks there is nothing wrong with it. She will open up...
265 I have asked God to forgive me,...
I have asked God to forgive me, but it continually comes back up. I don't know if it's the guilt of the sin, the guilt of not telling my husband, or just the constant reminder from Satan. I feel everytime that I am truly forgiven. It happened only once with a complete stranger in our 1st year of marriage....
266 when i was 16 i beat a man to death...
when i was 16 i beat a man to death in a bar. I was forced to join the military to avoid prison by the judge and my family . From there it got worse. I love the Corp and dont regret joining but they didnt help me with my violent nature they just made me more of a killer. Ive taken human lives...
267 I have tried feverishly to stop...
I have tried feverishly to stop looking at pronography and masturbating. I put pictures of my family and my certificate of baptism around my computer as a means of encouragement. I even changed my firewall settings to block "adult content" sites. But when the temptations are so strong that my vision...
268 I have anger issues. Mostly with...
I have anger issues. Mostly with my kids and husband. Everyone at my job thinks I have it all together, but at home I am a different person. I am trying to change and have seen improvement. I know with Gods help I will get where I need to be, I just feel really sorry for my family when I go into a rage....
269 While in front of people even church...
While in front of people even church my 9 year old son & I appear to have the perfect mother and son relationship, but when we are behind closed doors, I am easily made mad and I am always putting him down and making him cry. I know he loves me all the time, he is always happy to see me and runs...
270 My parents struggled with a methamphetimine...
My parents struggled with a methamphetimine addiction for several years while I had to be strong for them. My mother constantly dragged me into feeling helpless because she was living in her own personal hell that SHE created for herself, but made me feel guilty for all the torment she brought onto herself....
271 I'm a college student and am going...
I'm a college student and am going through a rough period. I had been in a serious relationship with a girl I loved very much for nearly two years. Throughout high school and college, before I met her, I had been very picky about the women I spent time with and dated. I always joked with my friends that...
272 First, thanks to Lifechurch for...
First, thanks to Lifechurch for giving us a place to share our struggles. It hurts so bad to hold this kind of shame and regret inside, sometimes for a lifetime, because our fellow brothers and sisters might not really accept us for the broken people that we all are. Christians are not supposed to lust,...
273 I live a double life. Alone I have...
I live a double life. Alone I have enganged in homosexual actiivites, but around family members and friends I play the perfect Christian. I've lied to my parents about my sexual struggles, to God about my commitment to get help, and to myself about how big of a problem this has become in my life. Recently...
274 My ex-husband was abusive both...
My ex-husband was abusive both physically and mentally. We divorced because of it. But now I worry about how I am disciplining my son. I use a rod and try to never discipline in anger. But just to spank him hurts me. I can't get over the fear that I am abusing him. I know the verse "Spare the rod, spoil...
275 After my father died when I was...
After my father died when I was 11, my mother lost it. She was very abusive. My older brothers were either in college or could drive. My mother was very unhappy. I was trapped, alone (in my own home) and was verbally abused. Frankly she hated me.(I can't believe how painful this is to type) In the end...
276 I hit my kids. I don't mean a spanking...
I hit my kids. I don't mean a spanking on the bottom, oh I do that too, but I mean really hit them sometimes. I get so angry, about nothing really, and it is like I cannot stop myself. I am in my head, yelling at myself to stop, and it is like I am not in control of my own actions. I was physically and...
277 I carry a great deal of anger and...
I carry a great deal of anger and hurt in my heart, specifically toward my husband, because of things he's done in the past.I know I should let it go, and give it to God- to forgive him, and to let the hurt heal. I know that I -need- to let it go so that God can do what He needs to do in my life,and...
278 I have a hard time dealing with...
I have a hard time dealing with anger and I have a lot of control issues. I get impatient with my 2 young children a lot. This isn't really a secret because people see the way I get with them. I feel that I am hurting my children mentally. I would never hurt them physically but sometimes I yell at them...
279 It starts off with my husband falling...
It starts off with my husband falling asleep at the wheel and getting into an accident. No other vehicles involved but he hurt himself enough to get transported for medical attention and processed for a D.U.I. Now we both enjoy drinking but it's usually casually with friends or at home by the pool. I...
280 I lie. I lie all the time. I lie...
I lie. I lie all the time. I lie for no reason at all. I lie to my family, my friends, my fiance, and even to complete strangers. I exaggerate stories just to make me sound better. I've been lying my entire life. I have only recently come back to God and do not wish to continue lying. I have been doing...
281 Revised:I was continually remined...
Revised:I was continually remined of what a disappointment and bad person I was from a very young age. It wasn't a big leap to start stealing for things I thought I wanted or needed. During adolescents, I would steal from school lockers and from faculty. This behavior subsided. Later I took a job with...
282 My husband had a wreck a couple...
My husband had a wreck a couple years ago while we were living together with our son. The wreck completely changed my life. I had to move back in with my mom and he had to live with his family. My car was totaled out and I still believe I am holding on to my anger. I believe he was drinking and smoking...
283 I really have trouble controlling...
I really have trouble controlling my anger at home. To others, I never get mad. I really try to not get so mad, but I feel so mad inside sometimes, not too often. I just yell and scream. I pray for self control.
284 I'm getting in deeper and deeper...
I'm getting in deeper and deeper trouble with my finances. I am living way outside of my means and I don't feel like I will ever be able to catch up. Everyone thinks I have it all together but the truth is I am going down a dangerous path and need helping turning around.
285 I struggled with pornography in...
I struggled with pornography in high school and college. Now I'm married and the images are still in my head. How do I get rid of the images? I want my relationship with my spouse to be everything God designed it to be but my mind wants to return to a dangerous place. The bible says to flee sexual sin,...
286 After an injury, i was prescribed...
After an injury, i was prescribed Lortab. I liked it so much, I came dangerously close to addiction.
