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1 Im torn
My life has been a mess since I was in preschool. My brother had friends over I only have vague memories of it but my brother had me on the bed my pants were down and they were exploring. Im an emo lesbian because of one day.
2 I am ASHAMED
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3 sexual sins
Sometimes, I think about being with other women. Having a 3 some or just me and another woman. I don't know why. I have no desire to be with a woman, but sometimes I do in my fantasies. Sometimes I can't get thoughts out of my head. I've never told anyone this. I used to watch porn a lot when I...
4 My confession
I have kept this to myself for five months no. When it got to tonight I could feel it in my heart that I could no longer keep this dark secret to myself. At first I was going to tell my parents but I imaagined all kinds of pessimestic results if i told them. So I decided to confess online. My secret...
5 dealing with my controlling mother
I've had it, once again. now it's the air conditioning. i don't want to live in this woman's house anymore. I pray to be qualified for a good job and where I lack, God will make up for it. I pray for grace to deal with her. I need my freedom and independence, I pray for forgiveness for lesbian tendencies,...
6 For such a time as this...
I am painting pictures of egypt. And leaving out what my lesbian and drug infested world lacked. I feel like I KNOW I am not this person, but I fear she has no where else to go. I just got out of the hospital for depression. They put me on a number of meds. I fear I will not be able to deal at all. I...
7 Is my husband enough?
I have been happily married for more than 10 years, but have in the past had a physical relationship with my best friend (same-sex). We are both Christ-followers, but when we are together I sometimes struggle with the desire to have more physical encounters. I don't know how to deal with these desires,...
8 Living for God
I am a unmarried woman who struggle with internet porn particulary lesbian sites. After each view I feel sick to my stomach, maybe that's my guilt because I have quenched the desires of my flesh. However, I continue to watch it. It doesn't fuel my life but I tend to view these sites every once in...
9 I have been watching lesbain porn since I was 10 or 11
I am now 14. I feel sick about it because I have to lie to my family and friends. I've tried to stop, but I can't. I sometimes masturbate to it, which makes me feel worse.
10 want to stop thinking about porn
i can't stop thinking about lesbian porn. it all started when i saw a sex scene in a movie my family was watching. it makes me feel sick and i want to stop!
11 yes
I'm a lesbian and I'm to shy to tell the world what I really feel
12 Secret Sexual Fantasies
I have been married for a year now and I cheated on my husband before we were married. When I was young, my dad never had a relationship with me and I was molested by my older brother and a cousin and some of their friends. These experiences have caused a lot of sexual issues for me and I am constantly...
13 In The Closet
I'm bisexual... I fell in love with a close friend of mine who is a lesbian. She broke my heart harder than any other ending relationship has. It's been 4 months and I still can't look at her or talk about her without feeling completely empty inside.
14 struggle with lesbianism
i am a Christian but struggle with lesbian tendencies. I think it's because I have a strong dominating mother and haven't had good experiences with men. and part of me wants to be protected and strong, and strong dykey women represent that to me and it turns me on, because I want to be that strong...
15 The weak way
i've been an alcoholic for awhile. i first drank 1 year ago when i was 14 with my best friend. we got really drunk and had sex. At first i just wanted to drink. then i just wanted to be with her and if drinking let me be then i would. i tried to tell her i was lesbian. but i couldn't. She went to god....
16 Lesbian Lust
My husband found comfort in another woman by choosing her coversation rather than mine. I felt horrible and he had little remorse. So I decided to get him back... the only person who cared enough to listen was another woman. In text messages, one day we somehow got on the idea of "liking" each other....
17 Confession
I guess I need to confess that I still harbor a resentment against my mother and need to be willing to forgive and stop ruminating on the injuries. it's like i am addicted to anger. also, I confess these lesbian tendencies even though I am a Christian. and I wonder if I am lazy and slothful, and...
18 praying that this is the road to freedom
I am addicted to internet pornography - hardcore stuff, gay, lesbian etc. I masturbate whilst watching. I am disgusted with myself, I feel shame, I feel guilt, I feel repulsed. But I cant stop it. I'm well and truly addicted. I am a christian - and above all I want my relationship with Christ to move...
19 Trapped
I feel so horrbile inside i am a lovely person but i have to many hang ups. I wanted to be married to a wonderful man who would except me. My husband verbally &physically abuses me. I want to leave he tells me he'll 302 me i am afraid and scaried. I am not in love i've lost respect dignity and trust...
20 my secret
I am female, since I was 13 I have been addicted to lesbian pornography. I am not homosexual and never want a relationship with a woman. I struggle to stop. I love Jesus but I keep failing. All I want is him but this sin pulls me back and stops me from getting closer to him. I thought I was the only...
21 Honesty
I feel the need to come clean this morning. Perhaps I didn't have the best study habits when it came to my homework, but now I am trying to follow directions. I am a Christian, yet still have lesbian crushes on a couple of women. I need to think anf be smart and stop living ina fog. I love playing...
22 bucketload of secrets.
I'm bi. I can't tell anyone because I am from a christian family. I also am a cutter and borderline ED suffer. I hate my family and would do almost anything to get away from them. They understand nothing. I feel guilty though because I know they try.
23 wired
I'm * almost * years old and i cant stop thinking about other girls. I'm not reala lesbian but i always think about sex with other girls. Sometimes i think to stop this but i cant. I dont wanna think this anymore i fell dirty i dont know why. I just wanna live like anybody els withouth dirty thinking. *This...
24 YES I AM LESBIAN
OK YES I AM LESBIAN AND I AM PLAYING A ROLE OF A STRAIGHT PERSON
25 Slumber Party
1'm *. Help! I went to my friend's slumber party last week. During the middle of the night she crawled into my sleeping bag and we started fooling around. We started rubbing our vaginas together and it felt so tingly and good I didn't want to stop. Does this mean I'm a lesbian? Confused... *This post...
26 secret lesbian
i've been gay since i was four! i've been a christian since i remember, it says in the bible its a perversion BUT how can a four year old know the difference and i just have always been attracted to females. i now have a girlfriend, we both go to the same church, NOBODY has any clue! we both are deeply...
27 the dam of sins is now released to flow away from me
My sexual compulsions, fantasies & my isolation from my family has led to a secret life.. a life of secret behaviors of masturbation while watching lesbians french kiss and fantasizing about sodomizing a faceless man and being sodomized too..this secret life is not something that was on my goal sheet...
28 IM NOT LESBIAN
HI,4 U PEOPLE IM * .....I HAVE BEEN WITH MY BOYFRIEND FOR 4 YEARS I LOVE HIM WITH ALL MY SOUL\ ....BUT I HAVE SO MANY FANTASIES AND IN ALL OF THEM IT INCLUDES A GIRL... WHEN I SEE PORN I ONLY GET EXCITED WHEN ITS LESBIAN PORN I JUST WISH THAT I CAN ONLY GET ONE OPPORTUNITY TO BE WITH A GIRL..JUST ONE...
29 I wish I was
I wish I was a drug addict, an abuse survivor, an alcoholic, an anorexic, a bulimic, a whore, a lesbian. Because at least then i'd have something to tell people.
30 sex
i have a non christian gf i look at porn i masturbated and i watched lesbian sex and i fantasize baout doing my gf
31 lesbian
I confess that I am a lesbian *This post has been translated
32 lesbian porn
i like lesbian porn. i'm married, and i love my husband, and we have a decent sex life. i just get turned on by watching lesbian porn and i haven't told him.
33 Is god punishing me
I am a twenty six year old lesbian but I love christ, I stuffed a hellish childhood growing up in foster care enduring sexual,mental and emotional abuse. I was eventually adopted and thought I was free from hell when a year later my older brother started molesting me it crushed my world. I know I am...
34 *ickCentric
At 53 years of age, my cumpulsion to watch teen lesbian porn whie huffing rush and masterbating has once again reared it's ugly head. My accountability partner knows but doesn't think its too big a deal; It is a big deal to me. Only once in my 40 year career have i had any relief; At age 39 i stayed...
35 Best Friend?
I'm a 19 year old girl, and I'm in love with my best friend. It just happens to be that my best friend is a girl. I can't tell her, but I long to kiss her, touch her, and feel her. What's wronge with me?
36 Sick Mind
Im an Ordinary christian girl and i cant help but fantasise about raping another girl. just holding her down ripping of her underwear and *. It Is stuck in my head the images and the power. I dont know if i can trust myself. A few days ago i was at my friends party and a girl was knocked out in the bathroom...
37 female missionary in love with a woman
I've always been straight. i'm 30 and a missionary in asia. i never had lesbian tendencies. But i became good friends with a local butch and very soon, we were in a relationship. from hugging, kissing to sex almost every day. i know it's wrong but she makes me feel like i've never felt with guys. Sex...
38 Hypocrisy
I am such a hypocrite. I ama Christian and I want to be a good, one, one who obeys and does what the Word says, but at the same time, give in to my lesbian tendencies by flirting with the girl at the music school when I go practice. Gaa! I can't have it both ways and the hypocrisy is sickening. Whatever...
39 Need to get this off my chest
I have been keeping this horrible secret for many years now. I am absolutely disgusted with myself. When I was about 19 years old I did something sexual with a toddler girl. I was also really heavy in to lesbian porn. I don't know how or why I could ever do something so horrible. It was a one time thing...
40 hypocrisy and moral dilemma
I am a Christian, and a lesbain and every day is a battle between wanting to obey the Lord, and liking this woman and wanting to be with her.
41 LESBIAN
My secret is dirty and dark. I am a 29 year old single female. To begin with, for my entire life I have struggled with same sex attraction. I have had relationships with women in person and online. I have an addiction to lesbian pornography and masturbation. I am asking God to show me a way out, not...
42 i had sex with my sister
i am a 30ish lesbian that had sex with my sister when we were kids. we are the same age and it was not a molestation thing. we were curious and experimented as most children do. however, once we were grown we had (consensual) sex again. i didn't want to stop and i'm ashamed that i masturbate sometimes...
43 I want to have sex with her
i want to have sex with my sister's sister.
44 Twice her age
i am not ashamed of the fact that i, a grown woman in my mid-thirties, had a relationship with a teenager for over a year and i wish i could have HER back. it was the only time in my life i was happy and felt alive. i was her first and i loved our sex, life together and i would have never given her...
45 lesbianism and sexual fantasies and temptation
okay, so I am a Christian, and was a devout one but have slipped and am not perfect. here's the thing: I have these lesbian tendencies and I saw someone who totally turned me on. I've been lfirting with this girl and now it's getting deep and I really odn't want to sin because I am at a point where...
46 I love her
I cant understand why i can love girls so much but everyone says its not really love. I adore her, i could have a home with her. But instead i must suffer for something deep inside me.
47 lesbian sex urge
Please help me to gain control of my urge to have sexual relations with another woman. The problem is that I have experienced it, and it was so exhilarating that I want to do it again. If I had never done it, perhaps it would be different. But since I know the feeling of it, I don't know if I can...
48 i was 9 and she was 7
ok i'm a 13.y.o. girl and when i was 9 i was over at my friends house and she was 7 she asked me if i would take a shower w/ her and i said yes we were getting dressed when she asked me if i would hav sex w/ her i said yes we were going to her room through the livingroom when we saw her grandma drunk...
49 Lying and Hypocrisy
I confess I lied to my mother and told her I had to work, but just didn't want to deal with my dysfuncitonal family and be subjected to put downs or stupid conversation. I confess I call myself a Christian, yet I judge and hate and gossip and resent and act like I am so superior. I confess I'll...
50 anger, lesbian, sadness
my secret is that i secretly am attracted to women adn i masturbate to that. I have tried to stop this i know it is wrong. I like men dont get me wrong, but i am so angry with them. They have all let me down and in huge ways. Please pray for me. I want to be holy. I wish a man beside Jesus could...
51 I feel like a failure
I have tried so hard just to be myself and i feel so lost because all the girls i grew up around are girly and skinny ab beautiful and though im not fat i always stand out to be the odd one. For so long i just desired to be close to girls and i finnaly have and it was with a close friend and for hte...
52 Want to Get on the Right Track
I confessed my lesbian tendencies in anothe rpost, but feel I need to get other stuff out. I want to go back to school, but am unsure of which school to attend, I want to move out of my mother's house, but have doubts aobut my competency to support myself again and I dont' appreciate my mother putting...
53 Lesbianism and Idolatry
i am a Christian, have been one for about 16 years. I was so hot for the church, involved in service, going to bible studies, all that. About 6 years ago I went into recovery to stop drinking and during that itme admitted I have lesbain tendencies. I haven't ever slept with another woman, but it's...
54 My Lesbianism
I am a young lesbian and I find that I couldn't be any happier. I have a girlfriend and I've never felt so alive until now. So at night when I say my prayers, I wonder if God will condemn me to hell because of who I love... I hope not... but that is His desicion, not mine. Please forgive me Lord for...
55 sexuality
dear my lord i am 20 yrs of age and have a 2 yr old daughter and i am worried about my sexuality towards women. my husband left me 4 another man my best friend from school. the fact of the matter is though is i wasnt bothered about him leaving i just feel sorry for my daughter because her dads gay and...
56 Sin?
I'm a 17 y.o. female. I'm a lesbian. This is a confession, but im not ashamed. I wonder why people would be ashamed of something like that also. (I'm a former racist also.) I think for people here confessing about being homosexual, that you shouldnt be ashamed. It's not a sin and the more you try to...
57 PORNORGRAPHY
I confess I went to a pornorgraphy site today to get myself aroused for masturbation for a need to biologically release. Much perversion: Lesbianism, female masturbating with vibrators, oral and anal sex etc. It was disgusting. Memory stays but God forgave me! will mourn for 3 days and 3 nights. I...
58 I confess...
I confess that I stoled over 20000 from a bank when I was younger working as a bank teller. I was caught for some of it but not all. I also totally confess that I was very sexually active when i was a teenager, I have been with over twenty men in my lifetime. I confess that I have told many lies in...
59 sexual impurity
For years i have struggled with sexual impurity,im a 26 year old woman and i find myself enjoying lesbian porn sometimes even desiring to have intercourse with animals.I have tried so many times to give up.I do get moments when i try to avoid watching porn or fornicating few months down the line i fall...
60 Falling prey to Lesbian desires
Once again I found myself giving into the temptation of the sexual sin of homosexuality desires on the internet by getting involved in ungodly conversations with others via the internet knowing that it was wrong but yet wanting to satisfy the unsatiable feeling of my fleshly desires. Creating...
61 No one knows this.so here it goes...I...
No one knows this.so here it goes...I belive that I am addicted to lesbian pornography, I understand that it is a sin and I must stop watching it...the worst part of it is that I was in a relationship, if you can call it that, with a guy who I knew had a girlfriend.I had sexual relations w/him which...
62 I was 15yrs and babysitting. During...
I was 15yrs and babysitting. During the night I attempted to take a childs temperature rectally while she was sleeping. She woke and I told her her mother wanted me to check her. I never did it again but I'm tormented by dreams and shame. When I try to tell counselors about it I see they are legally...
63 ive been in a relationship with...
ive been in a relationship with my boyfriend for over 3 years on and off when i first starting dating him i considered myself bisexual i started fooling around with girls at like age 13 i didnt think it would ever go any further than just fooling around but since then ive actually had a few girlfriends...
64 Dear Lord, Please forgive me for...
Dear Lord, Please forgive me for looking at porn and lesbian porn. I don't look or think about it all the time but when I start, it will last for a while then I will feel guilty and cheap. I have asked for forgiveness so many times and have asked for this desire to be taken from me and for me to change...
65 I'm a girl and I'm dating a girl....
I'm a girl and I'm dating a girl. I'm not a lesbian, or I dont think I am. But I've never found a guy yet! I'm 18 and I've never had a boyfriend. The only reason why I think I have a girlfriend is because she has no one else to be with either. But shes at least had her first kiss, with a guy that is....
66 oh God please help....I had a lesbian...
oh God please help....I had a lesbian thought today and it was so overwhelming that I masturbated. I know this is a sin. It is so strong that I can not resist it. I have never been lesbian before ever...but I accidentally stumbled onto a lesbian site and I cant get it out of my head. What is happening...
67 i was raped by my uncle when i...
i was raped by my uncle when i was six. he told me he loved me and then killed himself. i am now a lesbian.
68 anotherthing I want to confess...
anotherthing I want to confess is the lesbian tendencies and tha tI haven't really hooked up with a church here. I still love the Lord and accept Jesus christ as my Lord and Savior, but my spirituality changed. I have lustful thoughts....
69 I'm putting this under regret,...
I'm putting this under regret, because it's a few issues that I regret. I regret quitting school and not getting the masters degree and then flailing aorund for a couple years calling myself a freelance writer, when I was really just a lost and directionless and scared, frustrated artist. I came to...
70 My sister molested me when I was...
My sister molested me when I was eight. My mother is in denial over it. It has affected my ability to have healthy relationships. I fear that I am a lesbian because of this, I fear my whole life has been a lie, I fear I will never be happy, and constantly haunted by this horrible secret, I fear I...
71 I remember playing under the skirt...
I remember playing under the skirt of another girl when i was in the first grade. I liked doing it in secrecy but suddenly i told her that i didnt wan to do it anymore. within the last few years especially i tend to fanticize about women when i masturbate, despite the fact that i have a boyfriend. When...
72 I did some lesbian stuff with my...
I did some lesbian stuff with my friends and I layed on top of my boyfriend naked. I felt so slutty and worthless. I want God to forgive me. I'm afraid of not getting any affection but I am still a virgin and I hope to be one till marriage.
73 well it was seven years ago my...
well it was seven years ago my mom was traveling out of town, i was stuck in my dads room. he said i was old enough and should know the truth. he told me he was going to tell me how to please a woman. he told me different things, i was born in church i was very innocent, i didnt know things. i thought...
74 How horrible is this: I'm a youth...
How horrible is this: I'm a youth pastor. for the last three years, into ministry from corporate America. My first experience with pornography was as a young teen, perhaps 14 or so. I was on vacation with family. I stole an adult magazine from a truck stop, went to an abandoned house next to the house...
75 I'm pretty sure I'm a lesbian....
I'm pretty sure I'm a lesbian. I looks at other females on the internet and I think about them sexually all the time. I don't want to go to hell for feeling attracted to women.
76 For the past 10 years, my addiction...
For the past 10 years, my addiction to pornography has taken me from watching lesbians films, to Hermephrodites, to transexuals to bi-sexual and then to gay films. I have gone so far as to visit bath houses, book stores and theaters, to experiment with homosexuality and have had sex with men and transexuals....
77 My girlfriend broke up with me...
My girlfriend broke up with me after more than 1.5 years. She started dating another women (I'm a lesbian, or at least I thought I was). I told her I was over her and started dating a man. But I don't want to be with him.
78 Ever since I was young, I've been...
Ever since I was young, I've been addicted to sex. I've never actually had sex (praise God) but my mind is constantly thinking about it. THis led to watching pornography and masturbation when i was in middle school and high school. i've also been attracted to other women ever since i was young, but i...
79 I am surprised and somewhat relieved...
I am surprised and somewhat relieved that I am not the only woman in this category. I have been masturbating since I was 8 years old, since I was sexually abused as a child. I was sexually involved (not really intercourse, though) when I was 13 and 14, and full-blown sexually involved with guys throughout...
80 I am ashamed of myself and yet...
I am ashamed of myself and yet I kept doing what I am ashamed of over and over....I am a widow over 65 and I am sexually fascinated by masturbation and lesbians. I want so badly to enjoy pyhiscal love again but I want to share it with a woman. These feelings have led me to web sites that I would be horrified...
81 I had a short relationship with...
I had a short relationship with a woman she was a total Lesbian and I was curious.
82 i have known that i am bisexual...
i have known that i am bisexual since 5th grade and my parents have no idea. it kills me because they don't know. they let me spend the night over at my girlfriends house because they didn't see anything wrong with it... i can't tell them because i know they won't undersand, they disowned my aunt for...
83 I'm a maaried woman, but I've had...
I'm a maaried woman, but I've had many relationships with females before my husband and I were married. He knows about it, and it doesn't bother him. What he doesn't know is that I crave being sexually satisifed by a woman again and I think one day it may cause me to be unfaithful to my husband. My husband...
84 An addiction to a relationship...
An addiction to a relationship which is harmful enough in itself, but it has taken on a new life. Simply, I am a senior citizen who by accident developed a friendship with a Frenchman who was then 27 years old. I say by accident when really it was by deceit, on his part. I do not seek and have not sought...
85 i feel as though I am living a...
i feel as though I am living a double life. I was raised southrn baptist and I am a Christian and I believe in God, Jesus and that whole thing, but I am also a lesbian, or at least I call myself one. I think it's because I didn't have a good relationship with my mother growing up and there were...
86 I have been having a lesbian relationship...
I have been having a lesbian relationship for the past 5 years and I dont know if GOD will forgive me for my sins. I fell in love with her and I couldnt help it. I hope that GOD will find it in him to forgive my sin and to take me into his loving light.....I am just praying everyday that I will join...
87 I don't believe myself to be a...
I don't believe myself to be a lesbian but I love to watch lesbian pornography. I've heard other friends say it too and I guess it's because women are just more beautiful and sensual then men. When i see two women enjoying each other, i want to experience that myself but the one time I did attempt...
88 I'm a straight girl, but sometimes...
I'm a straight girl, but sometimes I masturbate to lesbian images in my mind or pornography. I don't like it, but when I am tempted I can't help but want to go through because of the feeling and satisfaction it brings. I feel so bad because sometimes I justify it with, "Oh God will forgive me" but afterward...
89 yAfter reading through many confessions,...
yAfter reading through many confessions, I chose this category, because my husband doesn't know anything about what I am about to write. We have been married for over 2 years, but our sex life is not satisfying to me. I've tried to tell him what I need, but it just upsets and hurts him. After one such...
90 I was sexually abused by my father...
I was sexually abused by my father at 8, who was a baptist minister. The shame drove me try to kill myself. When the pills did not work, I felt the shame. I started to hate church & everything it stood for. Looking at my father in front of the pulpit made me vomit! To protect my mother I told noone.After...
91 im a 14 year old who looks at lesbian...
im a 14 year old who looks at lesbian porn. i cant bring myself to drop it even tho i no God despises what i do. help me GOD ALMIGHTY
92 I messed around sexually with a...
I messed around sexually with a couple of same sex friends when I was a teenager.I am not a lesbian and did not feel comfortable doing it .I think that being molested (touched only)as a young girl made me unable to speak up and say NO I dont like this.
93 I'm a college student (female)...
I'm a college student (female) who has been attracted to men all of my life. That is, until I met this girl. I often daydream about what it would be like to have her, to be with her. She is indeed a lesbian and I lust for her. I have asked God to help me with this and all I can do is sit and wait, trying...
94 noone knows it but i think i am...
noone knows it but i think i am a lesbian. i have two children and i have even been engaged to a man. i have had sex with men but something inside keeps drawing me towards women.
95 I am female and was married 30...
I am female and was married 30 yrs ago, then divorced 25 yrs ago. Since then, I have lived with a best girl friend that I knew in college. We now own a nice home together. We have many friends that are lesbian, and we like having them over to our place often and going on vacations with them. I sing in...
96 i confess that i could write a...
i confess that i could write a paragraph for almost all of the catigories listed to the left, but my worst i believe is as follows... i'm a lesbian. not an active one in a normal hand-holding-kiss-on-the-cheak homosexual relationship with another girl. i fantasize about more than that with other...
97 I believe I was sexually abused...
I believe I was sexually abused more then once in my childhood by both males and females. I don't remember the exact situations or the people, but i have blocked out most of my childhood. The abuse happened before the age of 12. I remember being way to sexual my whole life with very confusing sexual...
98 i was molested by a male neighbor...
i was molested by a male neighbor for the age of 8 to the age of 12...when it fially ended i molested a female cousin...i was married for almost 20 years but i hated when he touched me..it brought me back to the molestation i divorced my husband and i now live a lesbian lifestyle....and my family has...
99 I am happily married to my husband...
I am happily married to my husband and would never ever cheat on him but a lot of the time when I'm masturbating I think of women even though I'm not a lesbian and would never want to be with a woman I can't seem to stop that and I feel very guilty and I feel like im lying to my husband.
100 I think i might be bisexual....
I think i might be bisexual. i have a gay older brother and a lesbian older sister. i do not know about the others. i wasn't abused, per say, but my mother was. it was her brother. he raped her when she was 13. he died this february, and i'm terrified he will defy the laws of physics and come back...
101 I have always been so sexually...
I have always been so sexually screwed. I was molested when I was young probably about six. I started masturbating and molested my younger brother and cousin just a couple years after at about 9. I feel horrible cause I still have masturbation problems and since I was molested by a girl I sometimes feel...
102 My secret is I was molested by...
My secret is I was molested by an older female friend (I was 8 years old at the time and she was 14) one incident happened IN CHURCH, we all grew up together and we all attended the same church, our parents were friends, anyway that one specific incident involved me, her and another girl who was even...
103 In the summer of my 12th year,...
In the summer of my 12th year, I was hanging out at the local swimming with two girls I thought were my friends, when the day took a bizarre turn. On the walk home, we began to talk to some boys we had met & played with at the pool, when they suggested hanging out in an abandoned building across...
104 I had lesbian relationships during...
I had lesbian relationships during college and for 3 years afterwards. I have now been married for 16 years and have 3 beautiful children. No one knows of my life before I got married. I have a wonderful husband. No one would ever believe this of me. I am president of my children's PTO. I still miss...
105 I am a 25 year old female. When...
I am a 25 year old female. When I was younger my sister used to make me kiss her and hump her. She said it was "practice" As she got older her vast majority of friends are gay. She recently got married to a man. But I've always thought she was a lesbian. This has never been talked about between us. I...
106 My parents think i'm an average...
My parents think i'm an average sixteen year old who maintains a 3.0 grade point average or higher, responsible, hetrosexual, respectful, organized, a really family oriented person, a good christian, and an honest person. Truth; I'm sixteen years old with a cocaine addiction, i'm a lesbian,I drink, I...
107 I am 24 and a born again Christian....
I am 24 and a born again Christian. I was sexually abused by someone at my church when I was five years old. When I told my pastor's wife about it she told me to stop making up stories. When I was 11 I was sexually abused again by a stranger. Me and my best friend would make our Barbies act out sexual...
108 Sexuality...pornography....what...
Sexuality...pornography....what category? A divorced woman with a fulltime job. I date men and I love having sex with them. But I lust after women. I have never acted on this in real life, but I adopted a nickname and I have sexual conversations at a lesbian website. I also daydream only about women,...
109 I'm a girl and addicted to lesbian...
I'm a girl and addicted to lesbian porn.
110 i really don't know where to start....
i really don't know where to start. when i was a kid, i lived to spread the word of God. somehow along the way, i backslid. now i am ashamed that God even loves me. i feel like an evil, dark, woman. i constantly try to manipulate people and hurt people i love emotionally. i have no one now. all i want...
111 I never really realized that I...
I never really realized that I was molested as a young child by my same sex cousin because she acted like it was normal to do and I was so young. I realize it was now. I'm ashamed because I, in turn, acted out on other girls because I thought it was normal. I am now married but I was so afraid that my...
112 I am in a lesbian relationship...
I am in a lesbian relationship and have been for quite some time. I have been in relationships with men, but have not been happy with my life while dating men. I am much happier with women. Nothing in my past has made me make this decision. I have heard conflicting views on going to heaven or being condemned...
113 I am thankful for the opportunity...
I am thankful for the opportunity to share this, I am embarressed.I have been married for over 4 years and sometimes deal with intense feelings that my wife might be cheating on me. She has NEVER given me any indication that she is doing so, and is always very loving and open with me. It's just that...
114 I masterbate often. Not every night...
I masterbate often. Not every night but, often. I don't know why. I just do it for the sake of doing it. I never really think about God when I do. I also talk to other people online and cyber with them, males and females.I just can't help it sometimes.I need help. I keep wanting to go back to being...
115 My secret...My sexuality was awakened...
My secret...My sexuality was awakened very early by some petting that occurred and that led to masturbation. The minute it all started its incredible that I knew it was wrong. I would watch porn until not too long ago and I had a lesbian experience with a family member when I was very young. I then was...
116 I grew up in church and God has...
I grew up in church and God has always been an important part of my life. Several years ago I became curious about being with a girl and I am a female myself. I acted on those curiosities and it has developed into an uncontrollable desire and temptation to be with a girl and is now a lifestyle that I...
117 I think that I am a lesbian....
I think that I am a lesbian. I still like to look at men but I like woman more, I just don't know what to do with myself becausde I know its wrong and I don't want to go to hell but I don't know how to change myself and still be true to myself and to God. HELP ME!
118 I am so messed up. I don't think...
I am so messed up. I don't think that there are many who aren't. I am spiteful, arrogant, lustful, dishonest. I want to be more than I am, but I fall so short everyday. I am married and having an affair with a good friend of mine and my husbands. I have had lesbian affairs in the past. I don't feel as...
119 I have a problem with pornography...
I have a problem with pornography online. I don't go to stores to buy it, but not because I don't want to, but because I'm afraid of who might see me there. I don't have a very close relationship with God because I feel so guilty about my addiction. It's not something that happens all of the time though..I...
120 I was in a fairly large traveling...
I was in a fairly large traveling ministry years ago and was on the road constantly for five years. 26 years ago, I toured with a very attractive Chinese/American girl my age (20) who several times physically came onto me, physically arousing me and led me on for the entire five month duration of the...
