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1 masturbation
i watched porn and masturbated its is wnong i dont ever want to do it again
2 confession
I confess that for the last 5 years I have struggled with lust, porn, and masturbation. This is my first step in confession before I go to those in my life that I have to confess to.
3 Pornography
i am very embarrassed for watching porn and masturbating,Lord i am a sinner please i beg you give me strength to not look at things that make me aroused...forgive me...i also swear and get angry alot
4 My dark passenger
i have done something that im ashamed of. I dont know how do i got to watch that. I have watched child porn and im so ashamed of that.I have also masturbated while watching it. I believe that it is the worst mistake i have ever made in my life. I want to leave that kind of habit right know because i...
5 Im Addicted to tattoos
I am covered in tattoos and like masturbation, and listening to heavy metal music. please pray for me
6 i need help
i masturbate too much please pray
7 time and time again
Dear Lord, I have said I will stop watching porn and masturbation over porn. Before porn was intriguing, now it actually disgusts me. I can live without it but sometimes lonliness, boredom and feelings of arousal lead me to do what I dont even want to do. Lord I pray you do forgive me and DELIVER me....
8 masturbation
this is beginning to be an excessive problem i cant stop this its butting into my life too much i feel guilty and should be i pray but i dont think thats enough prayer to help me please anyone please pray for me :(
9 PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PRAY FOR ME!!!
I CANT STOP MASTURBATING I NEED SOMEONE TO PRAY FOR ME I NEED TO STOP!
10 please help me
please pray for me i masturbate too much
11 masturbation
please forgive me lord..... i am masturbating excessively.. please forgive me for what i have done.... i need help...
12 Porn
I have been addicted to porn for some time now. I am a 21 year old married man. Although this problem started back when i was in middle school, it has now continued into my marriage. I started by finding a stack on porn in my dads room and started masturbation since. It went form there and into looking...
13 masturbation
I am ashamed to say that I love God and I work for his glory in a great way but but but I have only a grave silly single fault only so simple to say but I am deeply hurt when I regret doing it! that is masturbation, I have 24 hrs available internet online, finding a porn site is so easy for me! I do...
14 A New Hope
I led a sorry life, but now I see things more clearly. What I experienced now makes me bow my head in shame. By the age of 12 I was addicted to pornography. By 14 I had began to masturbate. I had an addiction to several things: lust, pornography, and masturbation. When I was 13, I told my parents about...
15 porn
I am a Christian, a pastor's kid and i am so tired of watching porn and masturbating. i know it is an obstacle in my life and it keeps me away from a deeper relationship with Christ Jesus. I just want to stop having bad sexual thoughts and stop watching porn.
16 God loves me even though i watched porn
i have been exposed to pornography and masturbation initially in year 7 at my school. i always feel guilty at the end of masturbating and now i know why. The devil always says to me 'you are a disgrace you'll watch it again so whats the point of asking for forgiveness?' this is why i need prayer, to...
17 lies in accountability
I've been addicted to porn since middle school. 13 years. I've had accountability for the past 2 years..I know that it's the best way to stay pure.. yet I'm still addicted to pornography. I've lied to those closest to me, and they think I'm making progress, yet all along I've stayed at this same level...
18 porn and masturbation
i am a christian but whenever i get hurt or angry or overwhelmed, i masturbate,,,now i watch porn and then i masturbate.. i need help pls pray for me.. this is evil and must stop i do not belong to the devil i belong to God.. i need help i need to be free.i have masturbated since i was 6 and now i have...
19 I Confess
I confess that I masturbate imagining I have sex with various women and never visualise my wife to be one of them. I feel sorry I have not been sexually satisfying her and taking care of her sexual needs and am satisfying myself, that too thinking about other women. I feel sorry for her!
20 I Love God, love Kids, and love Porn
I work in Childrens Ministry and love the kids I minister to-in a Godly way. I love the Lord with all my being, but I have had an addiction to pornography since I was in second grade. My "head injury" occurred when I was even younger, as my friends, cousins, and neighbors would play the "you show me...
21 Secret Fantasies
Since a few years back I discovered porn and masturbation. It weirded me out and fascinated me. And now I rarely ever do it, but when I'm really stressed, I'll find the need to just release somehow and it ends up like this. It makes me feel nauseated to think that I can't stop myself. Not only this,...
22 My sexual fantasy and transexual thoughts
For many years at least 17 I have had fantasies of being a woman for a day and experiencing sex as a woman. I have dressed up as a woman. There have been seasons when I have been free from it and then I get stuck into again. I have masturbated using this fantasy on countless occasions. But want true...
23 Too fat to love
My wife has become so fat that I can't stand to look at her. We no longer have sex because the idea of being sexual or romantic with a woman as fat as she is makes me ill. I masturbate now because I know I can never leave her. A marriage vow is forever. Don't condemn me for masturbation. I have no other...
24 Porn.
I am a follower of Christ, but still, i struggle with porn and masturbation. Sometimes i can go for months without even thinking of porn, but then... it happens and i fall again and again and again. I don't want this, i hate having this secret, i want total transparency. I just feel horrible. Please......
25 Trapped
I'm a sixteen old girl from Romania and for a whole year I've been trapped by pornography and masturbation. it started with masturbation and few weeks later I started looking at pornography online. I tried so many times to unchain my life from that because I know that it stops me from growing in God's...
26 Preoccupation with food and sex
My brother started abusing me (verbally, physically and sexually) when I was 13. Since then i've had a preoccupation with sex and have struggled on and off with masturbation and pornography. I also became preoccupied with food, I first stuffed myself then I became anorexic/bulimic and in the last few...
27 sex/lust/porn
I am excessively addicted to masturbation & online porn. I spend hours everyday when I'm home alone as a way to cope w/unemployment and financial struggles. If I don't look during the day, I look at night and stay up until 5-6am looking intently at all sites that are free and available. It is killing...
28 Secret shame of gay porn
I am addicted to masturbation and pornography. Really the latter has become a way to feed the former. I am addicted to sex outside of marriage, rebellion against my God, and am unable (unwilling?) to turn away. About every other night for the last year I have looked at pornography and masturbated, hiding...
29 The Lonely Road
I am a man who is very active in my church. I am enrolled in college, studying religion. When I was young one of my older sisters and I used to play the, "I'll show you mine if you show me yours game." This was the first exposure that I had to sexual sin. I also had an encounter with an older man...
30 my own lover
I masturbate almost on a daily basis. And I still don't think it's a sin. And hey, I'm a girl.
31 Confuse on my sexuallity... and porn
Please pray for me, I am confuse about myself... I have seen gay porn, and I like it... I am not gay, and I dont want to be a gay! I am going to stop right now! Please pray for me!! I am going to try to stop it today!
32 Masturbation and porn (gay porn) :S
I am addicted masturbation... and sometimes to see gay porn. I am not gay, but I cant stop this!
33 Once an addiction, always an addict?
No, what a lie! I used to struggle with pornography, masturbation and homosexual issues. Through the grace of God, setting captives free (online ministry) and good accountability I can stand and say "Whom the Son sets free is free indeed!" I am free and others, I know, can experience this glorious...
34 Tired of Lies
I've been addicted to pornography and sex off and on for the past 7 years. I'm a full-time minister and I've struggled with continual shame, condemnation and self-hatred. I've lied to people I care about, telling them that I've been pure. Every single time that I look at these things, I feel sickened,...
35 confession
I masturbate and look at porn regularly, even stuff that is very perverted and inappropriate. I have also let myself fantasize about other men, people I know (men and women), and other more inappropriate fantasies. I have also lied to my therapist who's helping me about how often I have done these things....
36 Strike 3
I've committed masturbation and pornography these past two weeks.. this is the third. im tired.. i tried drawing the line after the second one. but it seems i succumbed. help.
37 The man I must become....
through all the years of my life since i was 12 I've had problems with porn,masturbation,hopelessness... it is hard for me to become the man that God sent me to be, when i so weak.. i feel lonely and for way from God. im so confused.. im living a lie and the people that i love most dont even know. i...
38 confession
Please pray for me. I have been battling with porn and masturbation for more than 8 years. im married and im too ashamed to tell my wife.God please deliver me from this sin!
39 confesssion
i want people to pray for me because am dealing with lies and also living a lie. Also dealing with masturbation i thought i got free from it suddenly creep into my life again. please pray for me because am in a relationship with the girl i love so much because we trying to get marry i don't want this...
40 No More
I don't know how it happened but a few years ago I got addicted to pornagraphy and masturbation. Thinking it was something I could keep in control I continued to watch and do it. Without realizing, it became a strong hold. Even though for the past year I have only given into it a few times, I still struggle...
41 Secrect Side of Me
i have struggled with pornography, masturbation, lustful thoughts, sexual perversion since i was around 11-12. i am 17 now. i have never confessed this to anyone before. this is an area that is deadly to me. if i continue i will end up dead. i am a Christian, gave my life to HIM this year. but this area...
42 I'm addicted to pornography and masturbation
I've been watching porn and masturbating for three years. I've tried to stop many times but I simply cannot bring up the willpower to stop. It happens several times a day. I'm still glad that I've only watched "normal" porn (man-woman or woman-woman), which is still better than bestiality or anything....
43 masturbation
ive been on and off masturebating since i was 11 i wished i never started i found god for real but i still cant stop. im a girl and if my friends would ditch me for sure i jst need help so bad i hate myself wen i do it i just need god to come back to love me
44 My struggle
I struggle with pornography and masturbation. I have a foot fetish that is my biggest stumbling block. Everywhere I go there is temptation, because its so easy to see feet. I've went about a month without masturbating, and i did it today. I am hoping I don't go on a binge. I've only told one person...
45 i ought to know better...
pornography masturbation lying to my wife pride that my sin does not really matter
46 confession of sin, masturbation and forgiveness
i masturbated again last night and fell guilty event though I have asked for forgiveness and am sure God understands my sexuality. I also ask god to bless my finances even though I went out and bought a mocha frappuccino. I stole some lotion form the gym, but returned it. I want to get past limiting...
47 messed up
I just messed up about a few minutes ago with pornography, I was going well for about a month but then I messed up. Please pray that I would be totally free from this. Thanks, anonymous
48 sexual sin, masturbation
I try to live a godly life, but sometimes I succumb to masturbation and feel guilty afterward. I confess this sin and realize I am sinning with my body and I pray for forgiveness and cleansing from all unrighteousness and be purified and a vessel and channel for the Lord.
49 MAsturbation isn't greater than God
I've been masturbating for a long time now, but im not the type of person that masturbates three times a day or so i masturbate maybe once in a week or two weeks and i dont do it looking at pornographic content...but i feel the need to stop doing this and I want to stop living this double life and lack...
50 Leader and Porn
I am a leader in my church and I have been masturbating on and off for years. I hate myself when I do it and this is my cry for help. Please pray for me and see my confession.
51 i have a problem
i have alot of problems.....i am not depressed but i am addicted...not to drugs but to masturbation... i have a fetish...a foot fetish to be exact and i havent told anyone in my whole life other than one person who i may never meet again... i have many problems that i would like someone who cares to...
52 please pray for me
i am a christian and i am addicted to pornography.... please someone pray for me...it is addicting and its tearing my life apart...please help me....i dont want this....
53 please pray for me
i am not joking...i am addicted to masturbation...i have tried plenty of times to help my self but i have failed.....i even stayed away for the computer for a while but that makes me urge for more...please pray for me...it really damages my emotional, physical, and spiritual ways....when i do it...i...
54 Seeking peace and a pure mind.
I am about to be a senior in high school. I always want to be good and pure. I am always trying to be a better christian. I am addicted to pornography and masturbation. I even lust after men. I try to stop all of the time. It is so stressful on me. I pray all of the time for help and forgiveness. I haven't...
55 Bound to Sin
I struggle with masturbation, and it is destroying me on the inside. It has infected my relationship with my family, my friends, and most importantly, my God. Ive been addicted for over four years now, and I feel like I am slowly sinking in quicksand. I have once gone over 100 days straight, but have...
56 Ready to be free
I am a 21 year old girl and I have struggled with pornography and masturbation since I was a little girl. I was first introduced to it by my father at a very young age. The images that I saw way back then are forever burned in my memory. Because of that exposure I became very confused as to what real...
57 My name is Mark and I'm addicted
I am 21, and I am an addict to my feelings which in turn causes lust and finally sin through pornography and masturbation. I don't know what to do.. I feel like i've tried everything.. I will not give up but i am getting tired by the fighting.. Please pray for me..
58 Faithful Christ follower who can't kick masterbation.
I'm a college age student and devoted Christ follower. I have grown up in the church and wouldn't trade it for anything in the world. The devil however isn't seeing it that way. I have a secret. I am addicted to masturbation. None of my brothers and sisters in Christ knows this. In fact, No one knows...
59 Not fully pure
I fantasize about people I've dated, people I've found attractive, and in general. I make up ideas and scenarios in my head. Sometimes I act afterwards, and sometimes I don't. I sometimes act even though I know I'll hate myself for it, and sometimes I forget and still do it anyway. Sometimes I'll binge,...
60 porn/masturbation
i cant stop looking at porn and masturbating, i do it at least once a week, im sorry Jesus
61 Can't stop masturbating
I am a Catholic who loves everything about my religion but I cannot stop masturbating and justifying it and I have such sick fantasies when I masturbate. It's keeping me away from Mass because I can't bring myself to confess it because I feel like such a hypocrite. I am so ashamed and I feel completely...
62 "Have a Freedom Filled Day"
I got introduced to porn and masturbation at a very young age by a friend at a sleep over, since than I've looked at everything . . at 16 became sexually active and due to a very open minded girl and my curiosity I loved making my fantasies come true, I found Jesus and have been looking for freedom ever...
63 my testimony
Hi i gave my life to Christ on March 29, 2009, but there are some things that I still need dealing with. Before i fully realized my salvation on that day I was struggling with porn and masturbation, but since then those two things are no longer a problem, but i do tend to lust in my mind from time to...
64 Confession of a sex addict
I have been steeped in sexual sin for 15 years, that is more than half my life. I sit here now for the first time truly seeking change in my life because of a desire to know God better. Preciously it was to please someone else (i.e. parents, wife). It took my wife leaving for me to wake up. Although...
65 Masturbation and Pornography
I started masturbating in 1988 as a curious youth and I wish I has never started. It became and remains a problem for me as I am now married and a father. I selfishly masturbate to images of women other than my wife. I do it in privacy and need to stop closing the door. Please pray for me as I continue...
66 Addicted to gay porn
I am addicted to gay porn and masturbation. I cannot help myself, every other day or so I will watch porn until I masturbate. I always promise that each time will be my last but it isn't. I see it destroying my relationships but feel helpless to do anything. I have grown bitter against my friends, separated...
67 Luke warm
I'm 18, Male, and I have been looking at pornography for the past 3 or 4 years... I also have a problem with masturbation, I cant remember when I started doing that... no one in my family know my secret, so I want to confess to you. I am a Christian, and I actually run a ministry on MySpace, I have...
68 Masturbation
Lord, I have masterbated even when I was living in your name. I don't want to continue it lord. Even when I sit here looking at the secrets I get tempted to do it again. But I didn't because i know that I need to start living my life right father. I love you and when I masturbate I feel like I leave...
69 Turning to easy pleasures to relieve stress
I'm married. I'm a Christian and a leader in my church. I am involved in way too many activities, otherwise "good" things. When I get burnt out, tired, or anxious, I turn to porn/masturbation and sugar/sweets for pleasure, to relax. It feels so good. I've lied to my wife and friends, hiding my weaknesses....
70 Endless Cycle
I've been dealing with a porn and masturbation since I was eight years old. I've looked at so many different types of porn and have incredibly damaged my view of women. I even went as far as touching my sister when we were children - I am thankful that it didn't last nor turn into anything horrible....
71 Masterbating and confessing.......
im a catholic and have been since day 1, ive had my encounter with god about 5 yrs ago and still trying to get out of the vicious cycle of masterbating..... recently i have found it easy to just masterbate and go confess saturday evenings, but i know that this is also a sin, i dont want to keep doing...
72 Behind the light
I confess to committing masturbation and looking into pornography. I know this is not God-glorifying. I choose to make a stand now, not to let the devil gain ground by letting Jesus deal with the root problems in my life.
73 confession time
God, I am wounded. i have been dealing with masturbation and porn for as long as i can remember. I'm only 14 and this has taken over my life. I WANT IT TO STOP! my thoughts and life has been torn by this. I need you to heal me!! I am a fake to all the people who know me... i can go for a very long time...
74 cant escape
i have had an addiction to porn an masturbation since i was 9 years old. it has consumed me, it has twisted and disorted my mind. i am so imbarassed and ashemed, but just after my 20th birthday, i just suddenly started to struggle from same sex attraction, its like a switch just turned in on my mind,...
75 Jesus take the wheel
I'm turning 16 & recently I've given my life to Christ, but I have struggled with masturbation and porn in the past. Now that I've begun my walk with Christ, satan has hit me harder than before. I don't struggle with porn anymore, but masturbation still tempts me. Please pray for me! I can't be a part...
76 confession
i am have been addicted to porn and masturbation since i was in grade 7. i would fake sick so i could stay home and do it. I can go weeks and even months with out looking at it, but i was tend to go back. and it has effected ever relationship i have been in. i hate it. i can't stand the feelings of...
77 What is my problem
I am an unhappily married woman of 10 yrs who masturbates frequently, look at porn sometimes and mostly look at the women. I'm not attracted to them, I just want to see their bodies, weird, I know. My husb doesn't know any of this. I'm not attracted to him, and not in love with him either. Seems like...
78 I want to be free
I have struggled with porn and masturbation for the past 6 years. it all started with a suggestion of a friend, now i cant stop. I feel like it has taken my life. I just want to be right with the Lord, He cant use me like this.
79 addicted to porn, objectifiction of women, and masturbation ...
I'm just starting to try and get to know God better, but I'm struggling with a homosexual act I had with my brother a few years ago, and with a porn/masturbation addiction... Pray for me, I don't really know where else to turn
80 free
Lord I come to you right now completely fed up and burnt out. I am a single 23 yr old female and for most of my life I have been I have been addicted to pornography and masturbation. I know that this has hindered my walk with you and gotten in the way of the the times that you have wanted to use me....
81 Sexual Deviant
I have been struggling with pornography ever since i was in high school...ever since then..it has escalated to extreme hardcore porn. I have watched so many fetish movies and am really interested in watching bondage, female domination, and foot worship. I really need help. I am also a voyeur and I masturbate...
82 Help Now
About once a year I get the urge to watch porn then it leads to masturbation then depression and guilt. I need help!
83 Ashamed and Guilty
I feel sick and ashamed of myself. I got involved in drugs, pornography and increased masturbation in college. Although the drugs stopped after college the porn continued on and off and led me to feelings of incest and acts of voyeurism with my mother. I have also struggled with deep feelings of insecurity,...
84 Hypocrite
I am in my 20s and I work in youth ministry. The youth students are ages 12-18, and I confess some of the girls are objects of lust to me. It has frequently led to masturbation while fantasizing about them. This kills me inside because I'm such a hypocrite. I feel guilty when I'm teaching God's word...
85 Lord forgive me for I have sinned
Lord please forgive me for I have sinned. I have been addicted to pornography and masturbation since the age of 15, I will turn 46 next week. The addiction started with me reading Playboy and Hustler magazines, that belonged to my dad, then progressed to watching porn videos. It has now progressed to...
86 Confession 1-24-09
I didn't love. I thought mean thoughts about people and didn't consider everyone to be beloved brothers and sisters in Christ. I was selfish and didn't show Matthew the love that he deserved. I was rude to him and I took him for granted. I gossiped about other people at work and got myself caught...
87 Porn and Masturbation Addiction
I must admit I;ve never thought I would be addicted to something like this, but like many others I am, I've tried and tried again to stop, but It seems like the more I put my foot forward to stop, the more I indulge in this unGodly behavior, I reaaly wished I've never layed eyes on porn of any kind,...
88 HELP ME!!
Im 30 yrs old and i have a major problem with lust and masturbation. I have been doing this for so long. I WANT TO STOP and a part of me does not want to. I love my sin and when it's tempting me I cannot resist it. Help me PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE
89 Masturbation
I am aticted to masturbating and porn and need to stop but im so spiritualy confused right now i can't find the roght path please pray for me.
90 porn addiction
I am addicted to internet porn and the more I study the Bible, the harder it has become to stop. I know that God is doing something, but I can't stop the addiction even though I hate it and it is destroying my life. I am in my 30s, married, with 2 kids... when I was young, I had a friend sexually do...
91 praying that this is the road to freedom
I am addicted to internet pornography - hardcore stuff, gay, lesbian etc. I masturbate whilst watching. I am disgusted with myself, I feel shame, I feel guilt, I feel repulsed. But I cant stop it. I'm well and truly addicted. I am a christian - and above all I want my relationship with Christ to move...
92 Oh Lord, set me free from...
I am a single man serving the church as a youth pastor. Sometimes I struggle with porn. I look at porn a couple of times per year. Every time I view, it ruins my spiritual life. In addition, I have been struggling with masturbation for last two months. This is the first time I really get into it for...
93 sorry, again, forgive me
I fell in masturbation and I feell dirty, forgive me please Jesus
94 Masturbation
I'm suffering from Masturbation since 8 years, and I'm trying so much to stop it, but then I do it again. Before I do it, it feels good, then I do it, it feels good, but then I've done it, and than it feels very bad, I feel very depressedn and like a sinner. This is really terrible.
95 Needing hope
I just recently realize that I am addicted to porn and masturbation. Its ruining my life with my wife and kids. I havn't been able to see them for two days and its tearing me apart. I've sinned against them and God in the worst way. I never physically cheated on her but I feel like I have mentally....
96 Cyclical sin
I have been brought up in a Christian home, and even went to bible college. However, I can't seem to shake sexual sin. If I seem to overcome pornography and masturbation, sinning with my girlfriend (now fincee) sexually seems to take it's place. If my fincee and I are doing well with purity, I seem...
97 why i masturbate
it all started wen i was 13 at a friends house. he always was interested in masturbating and even wanted all of us too also. so we did. that night i returned home and did so but this time i finished. nut i didnt know i would be starting an addiction that i could have until i'm 80 years old. i'm 18 and...
98 HYPOCRISY
I am a liar, cheat, an adulterer, gossip, slanderer, I act hypocritically. I have committed fornication and now adultery with a ten year old girl. I beg you Lord to forgive me. I cannot face the congregation with this shame. I steal. Yet I am born again. I am bedeviled by masturbation and lust. Dear...
99 Truly feeling Romans 7:21-23(the msg)
I am a college student who is VERY active in my church. I grew up in the church and have been going ever since I was 5yr old. I attend EVERY Wednesday night & Sunday for Bible Study & Worship. I even help out on Sunday morning's with serving communion, greeting, usher, and even children's church. But...
100 Addicted to literary porn
Hello. I'm a 22yo male seminary student who is addicted to literary porn. I also struggle with masturbation sometimes. Please pray that God would break the bond that I have to these things so that I can become more focused on Him
101 My Dirt Little Secret
I have struggled with porn and masturbation since my childhood. I actually confessed to my wife and even got professional counseling, but now I have started all over again. I don't want to tell my wife because I don't want to drag her thru this again. Dear heavenly Father please heal me and help me...
102 my addiction
Hi, im 21 and an active church member and youth pastor in australia. I love life and know God has amazing plans for me but I have struggled with porn and masturbation, lust, for 8 or 9 years, and its the one thing I havn't let go of. Sometimes I feel like I dont know how to just let go, how to stay...
103 sneaky way to get to porn and masturbation
It has taken me a awhile to admit I have a problem with pornograpy and masturbation I was addicted to pornography from the age of 12-19 I got saved at 19 and did not watch porn for about three years but in the midst of those three years there still were images, and thoughts, and feelings. I watched...
104 Masturbation Addiction
I have an addiction to live webcam pornography. I stop at times and then go on again. I keep watching pornography and still attend church and lead a small group. it sickens me and i feel less of a christian each time. I am making a stand today and have deleted the link to that website and closed my account....
105 Addicted to Pornography
I am * years old and have struggled with pornography since I was 12. I am on staff at a church, I am married, and have a 1 year old son. I have tried over and over again to turn away from this painful addiction. I have tried to justify it when my spouse does not want to have sex. I want desperately to...
106 My Confession
When I was young, about five years old, I was molested by my cousin several times. After, that I was again molested by another older guy at the day care center I attended. Years later, after battling porn (gay and straight), webcamming (for men), masturbation, and also masturbating in front of a stranger,...
107 seeking forgiveness
I confess that I became addicted to pornography. And like any addiction I had to have more of it and the more I looked the more obscene it had to be. I had online sex with women and men. I used a webcam for mutual masturbation. I didn't realize the trap I had fallen into. I have turned away from my homosexual...
108 False Accountability
I have to confess, I used to be addicted severely to pornography and masturbation. Now, I have an accountability partner, that shares everything with me, but I don't do the same thing back.. He thinks i'm okay, but the truth is, I'm still severely addicted to pornography and masturbation. I can't...
109 on and off porn and masturbation
i have been having this secret for such a long time. i have been resisting now and then,told close friends about it.it seems that ia m too weak in thisarea.through computer,movies,half naked women.etc.im tired,and i want to move on with mylife and be the person God wants me to be.im actively involved...
110 I am in a battle,Pray for me
I live *.I just got to know about Craig...from xxx church...which i got to know from Maury show oneday I was taking my bath and as I was washing *,it becomes delightful, at a time I notice that i cannot stop suddingly * .From then on till today i have been battling with masturbation.Whenever am depressed...
111 going to hell for cert.
I am 15 and i have a real problem. I am a christian and i am struggling to break my addiction to masturbation but tonight i failed. I know for certain now i am going to hell because God said to me in a dream that "while you masturbate, you are a child of the devil." I am terrified now, but i could...
112 ive struggled with masturbation and porn for many years and hope to help others with confessing and by sharing things i have learned
i struggle with masturbation. i dont need porn to satisfy my addiction. i can simply close my eyes, pick which girl or fantasy i want to place my self in and then satisfy myself. there are times when it becomes far more disturbing then others, i have had times where thinking of girls is not enough i...
113 Dog did it.
I'm feeling so horny lately. I'm * and I masturbate everyday after school. Last week, our dog was in the room when I was doing it. He got all excited and started sniffing around. He got an erection and I let him stick it in my vagina. I am soooo embarassed!
114 Masturbation
i confess that i masturbate and look at porn and lust over girls, and am truly trying to stop
115 Shame and Disgust
I am addicted to porn. I have masturbated thousands of times over the last decade. I need help.
116 Pornography
I was exposed to porn at 12 and after several years have continued to look at it and masturbate. I've tried to have relationships, but they've all been sexually charged with very little substance apart from the physical. I'm a Christian and attend church regularly, but the amount of porn and masturbation...
117 Masturbation, sick thoughts
I masturbate. A lot. I love my wife. We've been married three years, but I can't stop thinking about other women. I do it when I'm stressed, I do it when I'm angry, I do it when I'm happy, I can't stop myself. I also keep pushing my wife away. I think I'm scared of losing her, I don't know. But...
118 The secret killer
I was exposed to porn from the tender age * and I can remember those images.I remember it exited me soo much that I would hide and watch it.The people in my house watched it also but thats where it started.It stopped for a while until the age of about * and I was introduced to masturbation. I then became...
119 dirty talk
back when i was gay, i liked this guy that would talk during sex and say things like, *... i need prayer to remove these old thoughts and old ways, i wasn't into viewing porn because it was like i lived it. 10 years later i'm free and still need deliverance from this, i stopped sex, porn and masturbation,...
120 Porn
I have been looking at porn for a few years now. I hate that i continually need to go back to it, even though i know how i'll feel after. I pray for forgiveness, but then sin the same way again and again. It is killing my relationship with god. Prayers please
121 Addicted to Porn
I have been exposed to pornography at the age of 11. Ever since, I have been surrounded with pornography. I used to sit on the internet throughout the night watching pornography, masturbate and then go to school the next day. I have never been able to hold a relationship and now at the age of *, I am...
122 Masturbation
I have been addicted to masturbation for several years now. About a year ago, I confessed it to God and agreed to change and stop rebelling. I am glad that I did and I feel much better now. I am gradually recovering but I am still struggling with the occasional act of masturbation. I despise maturbation...
123 pray 4 me i want to stop and conquer the masterbation
i want to stop this sinfull activty... when i feel lonely i masterbate and do it again..i want the Lord to be proud of us not to dissappoint Him.. bec he love us that much that he gave His only son for our sin..but we always dis obey His order.. pls Lord 4 gave our sins cleanse us with your holy blood...
124 Addicted to literary pornography
I'm a Christian, and a guy, and in seminary, and I can't stop reading literary pornography (stories about masturbation and mutual masturbation). I want to stop so bad but it's so hard! Please pray that God would free me from this addiction.
125 Please pray for me...
I am dealing with masturbation and pornography. Please pray for me. I don't want to feel dirty anymore. I want to have a heart and a life for God.
126 sexual
No since my deliverance from homosexuality, porn and masturbation. I can see something that I do that I shouldn't be doing. Looking at guys pants, the bulge in the front, you know? I can't say its extremely sexual. I just wonder how big is it size and length. This sounds sick and It is, I have done this...
127 Prayer for quitting
I am ashamed to say that I feel like I am living two lives. One that everyone can see is a great christian guy who's always happy and making people laugh while helping everyone. The other is behind closed doors were my addiction to porn and masturbation both people and animal, visual and written will...
128 I'm a Liar
I've been lying to my wife on a regular basis. I tell her I'm not struggling with masturbation or pornography and I am. The last time I told her she would tell me I cheated on her regularly. That killed me, Cause I know it was the truth the way it was said really hurt. I can't seem to get free from...
129 Recovering... please pray.
I am * years old, and since I was as young as 4 years old, off and on until 5th grade, I have had a problem with masturbation, yes, that young. Around 5th grade, I started looking at pornography, including gay porn. It started with pictures, then progressed to videos. The problem with porn came and went,...
130 I
I don't even know where to start there so much. I'm a leader at a church living in sin. I've been struggling with pornography and masturbation on a daily basis. I'm married to a beautiful women, have a baby girl on the way, and practically living a dream yet I'm can't seem to overcome this addiction....
131 Porn and masturbation
I cant stop watching porn and whenever i wach it it leads to masrurbation. Its gone on for about 8 months and i need it to stop!
132 Lusting and masturbating
I am a * year old christian, and believe me I have nothing but the up most respect and love for Jesus Christ more than anything and anybody. However I do have a monkey on my back and a very bad habit, and that is lusting towards women and masturbation. I had that habit for years ever since I was 10....
133 help
I'm addicted to masturbation while watching gay porn but being a christian also.
134 Will I ever find purity?
I am deeply hurt. I just ruined a week worth of 100% purity on 45 seconds of "fun", which wasn't fun at all. After five days of staying pure and true to the Lord, I went and masturbated. I made a commitment to myself and God that I would give up porn and masturbation so that I could be closer to him....
135 sorry for everything bad i've done last year
i started masturbating again about one year ago. actually i already solved that problem. one year ago i even felt really healed and free. but somehow i got that habbit again and feel really bad about it. this time the problem is even bigger. i started to watch some sex scenes of real porn movies and...
136 I need help
I need Help....I have a very stressfull job, im single and stupid. Everytime im in a conflict or some stressfull time I find my self masturbating and some time looking a porn I have X3 on my computer but there are other devices like my Cell phone were I can look and its horrible sometimes i feel like...
137 Eating Me Inside
I was first exposed to porn at age 8 or younger and have been masturbating since I can remember. I'm a 32-yr-old man now and have been fighting with this for over 20 yrs, often masturbating 2x/day or more, even if I can't get to the porn itself. I need help and prayer but don't know any friends well...
138 Masturbation
I'm an * year old girl with a very embarassing confession. Ever since I was *, I have masturbated several times a week. What is even more embarassing is that I do it in front of a mirror so I can watch myself. I spread my legs out super wide and use my hairbrush. I'm blushing just writing this! I can't...
139 Quitting
i continue to fail at quitting masturbation and porn. God please forgive me. I just need to stop and I know its wrong.
140 fake
i look at porn. i masturbate. i've done both since i was *. i had an emotional affair with a pastor at *. i'm in christian leadership. i disgust myself. i am tired of this battle between my flesh and my spirit. i don't know who to turn to for accountability. *This post has been edited for content
141 I confess... please pray.
I just want to confess to the body of my brothers and sisters around the globe that I am a * year old male, and a Christain who is studying to become a pastor and I struggle with sexual sin. I have become addicted to internet pornography and I have become addicted to masturbation. I thank God for your...
142 Boy with a Goal
I'm * and a devout Catholic. I became addicted to masturbation and porn when I was 13. I slowly became more interested in gay porn. It got to the point where I was looking at it on a dialy basis. As I have become more involved in the church, I have realized how awful it is to do that. I very recently...
143 sorry i
sorry, I always say to God that I will not do more and I fall, I masturbate, and I still failing to god, despite the promise that god will not do more, I ask forgiveness to god and ask help in this addiction
144 Intern and addicted
I am the youth intern in my church and of course struggle with porn and masturbation. I have struggled for about 10 years and not a day goes by where i am not ashamed of this, yet for some reason at times i want to dive in, while at the same time i am sickened by my actions. I truly deeply need God's...
145 Addiction, compassion, distraction...
At the age of 5, I found my uncle's stash of playboys & every time that he moved them, I found them. I've been addicted to porn for about 22 years. Although the end result is masturbation, I don't feel guilty until that point of release. Not trying 2 justify myself, but I am interested in the minds...
146 PLEASE PRAY FOR ME!
I've promised so many times to stop!, does he still listen to my prayers when I ask for help and forgiveness? I am getting baptised in a few weeks, will it be a mistake if I do?
147 I'm a preacher with an addiction to porn and masturbation
I am a preacher that has an addiction to porn and masturbation I pray for deliverance but it seems to never come. I need your prayes that I will be totally delivered so God can use me for his Glory. Lord if you hear me. HELP!
148 the dam of sins is now released to flow away from me
My sexual compulsions, fantasies & my isolation from my family has led to a secret life.. a life of secret behaviors of masturbation while watching lesbians french kiss and fantasizing about sodomizing a faceless man and being sodomized too..this secret life is not something that was on my goal sheet...
149 Alone
I am addicted to pornography, I shared in a confession pornography has become a coping mechanism for me in the hard times. I struggle daily with where God is in all of this? I can't do it on my own. but I cannot seem to connect to God. How can I break free with God's help when he seems to be absent from...
150 I am sorry
I am sorry my Lord and Saviour that I masturbated in front of porn this morning. I have gone a whole two weeks, trying to beat the cycle and everytime, I fail you. Following this confession to hundreds of people, I will promise to try harder and will join the community and confess my sin in the hope...
151 need prayer
I do believe in the power of prayer and I am defintely in need of it now. I am strugglingwith masturbation. I want to break free of this sin once and for all. I'm tired of the power it holds over me.
152 My Big Secret
I am addicted to gay pornography. My very first sexual experiences were with a male friend at the age of thirteen, it never went any further than mutual masturbation, but it stuck with me. I started working in ministry at the age of sixteen, and I stayed sexually pure, but I looked at pornography whenever...
153 Online Porn and Sex Addiction
I have struggled with porn and sex addiction since I was very young. I don't know how it started, but I have masturbated at work, in a public restroom, stayed up til morning looking at porn at the College Library, watched indecent movies, secretly watching young girls at public places, even getting turned...
154 angry
i have so many secrets that leaves me heavy with regret, i was abused as a child and raped by my uncle. these acts lead to many other acts that i would do and ways i would punish myself. lead to many destructive behaviors on into my adult life, i have committed sexual sins and have tried to stop but...
155 Here I go again
I wrote here once before hoping that it would stop..my masturbation. I remember when I had a good spiritual life I would urge others not to do it and here I am a hypocrite...addicted to the same sin that I told others to stay away from. I'm so sick of myself. It all started with me being depressed. I...
156 masturbation
i am german and i must masturbate but i hate it too
157 Masturbation
Masturbated and looked at some unsuitable stuff today. I curse all the time in my head. Pray for me. Forgive me, God. Also thought of another person doing bad stuff with me.
158 What Rebellion Has Lead Me Too
I have struggled with masturbation since I has 9 years old. This has been very difficult for me particularly because I am a 19 year female.I have never told anyone this. I am also a virgin who has committed myself to stay pure until marriage. I have never had any kind of sexual experience with anyone....
159 8 Years
I first fell into pornography when I was 12 my parents just got satellite and I stumbled upon "late night TV" and not knowing what was going to happen I wanted to emulate that on myself it has been off and on now for 8 years. I have been addicted to both porn and masturabation, and it is only now im...
160 Masturbation
I often masturbate while having dirty fantasies.
161 Masturbation
Did it again. Sinful imagination.
162 Masturbation, cursing
Can't seem to be able to beat the devil of masturbation. Also swear a lot. God help me.
163 I want to fight this!
I am struggling with sexual sin, mostly pornography and masturbation. But my most severe problem is the struggle in my mind, where it all starts. I am beginning to understand that if I don't deal with the issues in my mind then it will always find a way to reflect itself in my actions. I am asking...
164 falling apart
I'm 20 years old and I am addicted to porn and masturbation have been sense I was 13. I was born again at 14 ever sense I have fought battle after battle with my addictions, As a result my whole world is falling apart in just 3 months my life has been turned upside down i know that God has plans for...
165 Masturbation
Masturbated while fantasizing about another christian girl today. Please help me and forgive me, oh God.
166 No more pornography
I want to confess that I've been fitghting with pornography and masturbation even when I am christian. I have never confess this before becouse I was so ashamed and embarased. I do not want to do it anaymore.
167 Gay Christian
I feel terrible that I have been struggling with homosexuality for what seems like a lifetime. Ever since I turned 21, I chose to experiment once drawn by a long built lust .. I thought I was never going to do it again, but that was just the beginning of a downward hill... Lately, I feel like Ive...
168 i have a secret
I am a WANKER...help!!
169 Mental Injury
This in not my first time confessing my sexual sins. I am tired of struggling with this. I am a believer in Christ, and recently have confessed and seen 3 weeks of purity away from masturbation and porn. One day I messed up in the shower and it has been downhill from there. I have been bingeing now for...
170 masturbation
it´s not the first time i confess this sin. I don´t want to do it, but i can´t stop masturbation and watching porn. Please pray a lot for me...
171 Recovering Sex Addict
I have been in recovery from porn, masturbation, fantasy, and lust for 6 1/2 months now. I used to be two separate people. The public version of me who was ambitious, caring, supportive, and above all moral, and the private version of me who would stalk girls, look at internet porn for hours at a time,...
172 porn & Masturbation part 2
I'm the one who wrote about the masturbation and porn and being exposed at 11, and my wife is currently deployed to iraq. I just want to thank the pastor of this church and XXX Church because I just told my wife this morning and contrary to what I thought, she forgave me. I FEEL SO FREE right now,...
173 Porn & Masturbation
My story is too big to fit, so i'll shorten it. I'm a christian who was exposed to porn around 11 years old, I am now 24 going on 25 and married, and I love the lord and I love the church and my wife. sometimes i'm able to go for a month without watching porn and masturbating, but then I go on binges...
174 finally coming clean.
as a little kid i would lie a lot. deep horrible drawn out lies. i was in so much pain - i needed someone to help me, stop teasing/hurting me, ect... and when i lied, people listened. people loved. people cared. im a girl and i masturbate. i look at very hard core gross porn as a punishment to myself......
175 Masturbation and pornography...
It's hard for me to say but... I'm addicted to masturbation and pornography. God, I do know it is a bad thing! But I don't seem to be able to stop. I've had the worst of sexual imaginations and I've watched some really horryfying things on the internet. I even imagined about people I care for, relatives...
176 Lust, porn, and masturbation
I was stressed out by work and probably lustful thoughts. Watched porn last night and masturbated. Felt guilty. I'm VERY LONELY. no wife. Only 1 friend or so.
177 I don't feel like a leader
Two years ago or so, LifeChurch addressed sexual sin. Two years later, I still struggle. This is the hardest thing I have ever encountered in my life. It seems that anytime I try to find and seek help, I become distracted. I masturbate on a near regular basis and don't feel like I have a male friend...
178 ACCOUNTABILITY
To all of us on here struggling with sexual addictions. Believe it or not the best thing to do is to confess it to a live person. The bible says we need to confess one to another. And just like we can now have a direct relationship with God through Jesus Christ. We need to have direct human contact...
179 Tired of this Life
I feel like I can never escape my sins. The more I try to stop looking at porn the more that it comes up. I know that I should guard my mind from thoughts about other women but I cant help myself. I know that God can deliver me from this addiction and I want him to do this in my life. I always get...
180 Double Life
I've been living a double life... I love Christ and everything he's done for me, but I'm also strongly attracted to homosexuality. Ever since I was 10 years old I've struggled with masturbation and pornography. It started as curiosity and grew into a consuming abyss. I've tried so hard to break free...
181 messed up in the head
I am sexually attracted to the same sex. I am addicted to homosexual pornography. I have a foot fetish. I have an obsession with male feet. I masturbate several times a day. I cannot look at someone of the same sex without fantasizing about him. I have paid for many pornographic subscriptions. I rub...
182 Too much of Lust
I've been dealing with the addiction of pornography and masturbation for 4 years now. Although I only browse around websites and masture every once in a while, I still feel like it's an addiction. Everytime temptattion comes up I can't denounce it. I can never say no or just continu on with what I am...
183 I want to commit suicide...
Ive struggled so much with porn, i first saw regular porn and then after a stupid decision i started to watch gay porn, because i basically got so many bad thoughts when i was around women. I have been molested by a guy sexually one when i was a child... perhaps thats why i turned to fay porn?!? I dont...
184 My problem
My problem is pornography and virtual relationships and also lust and masturbation. I confess it as sins and i ask God to deliver and to clean me from that, i still virgin,so i want to be pure and have any problems with lust. Pray for me,i dont want to fall into temptations,i want to reflect Jesus with...
185 i didn´t want to do it again
i have a real problem with masturbation and watch porn... every time i want to stop, i struggle and fall again in this sin, please pray for me
186 Masterbation
I struggle with lust and masturbation on a daily basis. I dont think I realize how much it consumes and dictates my life, but I'm working on this and just ask for your prayers.
187 Struggles
I was introduced to pornography and masturbation at the age of eleven. It obviously turned into more things. I've never been able to look at girls the same way. It has also turned into a terrible foot fetish.
188 I am NOT alone. I am not the only one.
My secret. A dark one or so I thought-i read other's posts an realized i am not alone. I struggle with masturbation. I hate doing it. I hate the fact that it ties in with veiwing porn. I am a girl, I am in college, I am 20. I learned about masturbation from my mom cause we were just talking and the subject...
189 I need to break free!
I am a male teenager having a hard time at the moment. I live at a boarding school, so I have a lot of privacy here. It is this time I'm alone that is the problem. I often think of the opposite sex when I'm alone. I have watched a lot of porn and these things never get out of my head. I discovered this...
190 I dream about licking a *
Sometimes at night, after prayers, I start fantasizing in bed. While I'm asleep I keep having these reoccurring dreams of my piano teacher pulling down her pants and showing me her * . She begins to moan rhythmically, when my mother enters the the room. I try to stand up: to hide or to run away ashamed,...
191 I Am Who G-d Made Me
I am Bisexual, I am addicted to masturbation and porn, and I am selfish in a way that blocks me from loving. I no longer feel guilt about my bisexuality, upon gaining a deeper understanding of the texts I am convinced, as Paul was and as Jesus was that all things are permissible but not all things are...
192 My name is * and I am addicted to pornography
It started in 6th grade A friend and I found a dufflebag full of porn magazines A short time later I discovered masturbation and have not stopped since I have gone on the internet to look at porn, and have also had phone sex and cyber sex more times than I can count. I was dating a girl and the whole...
193 25 Years of Playing with myself to escape feelings
I am now 40 have for the last 25 years used masturbation as a way to run and hide...to get emotional release so that I remain detached. It calms me and I cannot stop it. I will watch porn online for hours and then release myself...it is my way of running away from the world. It has ruined my life in...
194 why do I want to have sex so bad...
I am a 24 year old woman and it's no surprise I am not a virgin since I became a christian later in life. The only thing is I think about having sex on a daily basis and find ways to please this need without getting other people involved. Looking at things that I shouldn't look at and pleasing myself...
195 I am filled with lust
I am a 33 year old male, who has never been abused and grew up in a loving nurturing family. Strangely, I experienced my first "wet dream" as a teenager to a dream of being intimate with my mother. It was a very vivid dream, one that I can recall now if I try. Since then, I have led a normal life,...
196 fighting lust
when i was 14 my cousin made me rub him i saw al my sisters naked cos they just used to walk around the house this way at fifteen i started to masterbate, it was good but when i was 34 i found jesus and now im ashamed i still masterbate but ...
197 How I lost my virginity
I started masturbating * at a very young age and I deflowered myself * at 12. *This post has been edited for content
198 I Betrayed My Wife and Children
I was married for many years to a very fine woman with whom I have children. She was a good wife, but our sex life was infrequent and very inhibited. We had different sex drives, mine was much stronger. I supressed it or engaged in pornography and masturbation. After 10 years of marriage I began...
199 lustin my own sister
I am 19 yrs old and I started masturbating and watching porn 8yrs ago... I've played the drums for my church for 6 years, I have also given the priviledge to preach, but the whole time I've been addicted to masturbation and porn... I am also addicted to watching my sister as she comes out of the shower...
200 The Ugly Truth About Me
As an adolescent I struggled with the usual young male sins, lust, masturbation, etc. God radically changed my life when I was 15. I studied His word, grew in my faith and had the opportunity to influence many of my friends for Christ. Today, I am a minister, a seminary graduate, and due to my lack of...
201 Masturbation
I have been stuggling with porn, masturbation and lust for a while now. I am a 17 year old and i found christ last year. Ever since finding Christ i have wanted to get rid of this disease, but i can't do it alone. I am making steps to sobierty but i need help, prayer. I know prayer will change me and...
202 a missionary with a strugge
I am a missionary overseas and I have struggled with pornography and masturbation since I was 17 tears old. I am now 25 years and it still is a struggle for me. I don't even have to look at porn to bring me to masturbate...All I have to do is picture it in my imagination and mind. I also have a girlfriend...
203 I am not alone
I was molested at 5 by an uncle. It felt good but I knew it was wrong. There was never any penetration involved just touching and rubbing. Unfortuantely because I was not along a few cousins and myself began to engage in sexual games. They were all forms of masturbation. I am in my late twenties now...
204 Masturbation
I am a happily married man who masturbates on a regular basis even though my sexual relationship is healthy with my wife. It is a pattern that started before I was married and continued since I have been married. My wife knows about it when I tell her but most of the time it is while I am alone, in the...
205 Sexual addiction
I have had a sexual addiction for a very long time. I have and still do struggle with masturbation and the use of pornography. It seems like an impulsive problem that needs healing. When I have had relationships sexual impulses governed those relationships. I very much want to be free from that so...
206 I cant bare to see the man iam...
Please please pray for me. I cant look myself in the mirror anymore, iam starting to hate myself.. simply because of my lust issues. Ive battled with pron and masturbation a long time... i just want strength from God to leave it. I know ive hurt God... I think one of the things that make me fall is that...
207 Loving porn and masturbation
I am 40 yrs. old, happily married and have been in a monogamous relationship w/ my wife for 10 years now. Never cheated, but have DEFINITELY lusted! I have been watching porn since I first saw * when I was 16. I masturbate regularly, not always w/ porn. I have become obsessed with my own *- playing w/...
208 No more
Today, I confess my sin and ask for forgiveness. I am guilty of lust, masturbation, and the deception to hide it. I've made all of the little "deals" with God to make me stop but those never worked. Our society tells you it is ok, but it's not. It hurts you, hurts God, and hurts your family. God has...
209 porn will haunt me to my grave
i wish that my sins would disappear! The memories of looking at porn always come back to haunt me. The images are burned in my head. Every time I'm on the internet I'm tempted. I'm so hurt, confused, angry and injured. I don't want the stuff, yet I struggle. I have a great time in prayer with God yet...
210 I am a sinner
I sin. Lust. Pornography. Masturbation. Since I was 14. I don't like the person that I am. I offend God. I have prayed to God to take away my sex drive and libido. I feel I am not worthy of His love, grace and mercy. I repent. Ask for forgiveness. I ask for the Holy Spirit to strengthen me and help me...
211 Confessing and moving forward
I'm 24 i have been involved with Porn, masturbation, and sex since I was 12. I have been born again for about 5 years and I know I am sining against God and my body and I want to quit and not look back and to be set free in the name of Jesus.
212 I'm gay
gay and masturbation
213 blah
I am a born again christian, I have been for about 3 years now. Pornography and masturbation were two generational sins that I am suseptable to because of past generations sinful acts. I have stumbled so many times since becoming a christian. Before then, I had nothing holding me back from watching pornography...
214 Masturbation
I have been addicted to masturbation (to pornography, when i say pornography i dont mean completly naked women i mean women in hardly any clothing at all, but to me that is pornography though some people might say differently), i want to quit badly and i feel shame right after i do it. I enjoy it once...
215 I am stuck in a hole!
When I was young, I became involved in practicing homosexuality! I was 15 or so when I started, and was bring other young people into this sin with me. Then, my friends parents found out and I quit homosexuality. I never told my parents and I still have gay thoughts and lusts. I am still heavily involved...
216 No Longer My Secret and Now My Confession
I am 22 years old and I have come to realize I am addicted to masturbation, pornography and lust. I have had this addiction since I was 12 years old. I have masturbated frequently for all 10 years while looking at porn and thinking of sexual images and thoughts here and there throughout that time. When...
217 sex and lies
i am 19 yrs old and i had gay relations with almost 5 of my frnds.i knew it was wrong but it was pleasure for me. i was addicted to masturbation and watching pornography and then a turn came .i found a girl who was a very good frnd and who considetred me as her best frnd. i left all bad habits .i got...
218 Battled, but War is not over
I became sexually active at 16. I have had sex with over 15 women, and I am totally ashamed. The worse part is I have an STD, and ,although I have asked for forgiveness and received it, I have a hard time moving on. At one time it was so hard I me I started cutting myself. I have stopped, but feel...
219 Maybe later...
We need each other, period. That's how God made it. We need to be real with our brothers and sisters in Christ. That's how it is. I didn't grasp onto this fact until I fell back into the pit of lust, again. I was struggling with looking for things to masturbate to. I sought God's forgiveness,...
220 please help me to quit
I posted my secret 10 months ago. Nevertheless, since then, I have sinned many times. I wanna quit. Please pray for me so that I can avoid the situation when I confront. I thought I was obsessed with masturbation. I kept finding movies about sex, while I'm doing, I seem like another person myself. I...
221 hypocrite
The thing I stand against; pornography and masturbation. Yet when I am alone, that is when the attack is at its greatest. I feel like I am conquered every time I succumb to masturbation. It feels like it controls me. I am thinking its a lust issue and I want to target and zero in on it. I become furious...
222 To bring it to an end
Hi, I have been addicted to masturbation since i was 12. I use to look at porn but I quit and I haven't for 3 yrs but still the urge to masturbate over takes me. The images left in my head from what I use to look at still bring lust into my heart and I'm trying to escape that. Please pray for me.
223 Release From Porn
I have been addicted to porn since I first saw it when I was 7. I am now 25 and I am sick of what I have become. I was caught masturbating with a friend at the age of 9 and lied to my parents saying he made me do it. I have lied, stolen, cheated, lost friends and girlfriends, anything I could to get...
224 Fending off lust
I am a 35 year-old man, great marriage, two kids. I have been saved for nearly seven years now and desire a strong walk with God. However, I can't stop lusting! I frequently lust after my wife's sister, whom we see often. My wife recently discovered this fact when she found a bible study I was doing...
225 Lost heart...
I often masturbate letting my imagination wonder uncontrolled to some pretty sick things. Recently I have viewed porn in the categories of beastility and in large insertions; it was appalling and I don't understand what I'm doing. I want to serve God in my heart but am ignorant as to the direction...
226 Lust
Please pray for me. I am locked in a cycle of lust. I lust after my girlfriend and masturbate. I love her and I know it is not right. I desperately need prayer. I am so tired of hurting God. I'm hurting.
227 God, forgive me!
For many, many months now I have been addicted to porn, people having sex on videos. And I masturbate as well. Everyone thinks I'm 'Miss Goody Good Christian'. They would NEVER suspect me doing this. And I do NOT want anyone to know. I have promised God so many times I would stop ... and have broken...
228 Confessions of a sinner
Dear God, I ask for forgiveness for committing the following sins: Looking at porn, lying, stealing, masturbation, the one time I had sex with a shemale, the times I looked at transexual porn and masturbated lusting for those creatures, thinking about committing sin, not being humble enough, not forgiving...
229 Need prayers.
I've been masturebating since I was little, only recently relizing what it was I was doing. I'm addicted. I'm addicted and I can't stop. I also look at porn. I feel like an idiot because I know God knows. Thats the part I can't get over. I need help. Oh, did I forget to mention i'm 13? Please...
230 Endless cycle
I am in this continuous cycle of looking at porn and masturbating to feeling guilty and staying away from the sin. I usually go a few days to maybe a couple of weeks without giving in to temptation, but inevitably, I fall into the painful hole of porn. Please pray for me. Pray that I can find the...
231 My obsession :female body
Ever since I was 10 years old I have been exposed to girlie magazines and the desire to get the rush from an orgasm. It has truly been a deep dark secret which at times runs out of control. I think it may have cost me to miss out on opportunities and experiences. At times I can't get the curves of the...
232 Sick and Tired
For years now I have masturbated almost every day. Sometimes twice or three times. I even did it five times in one day. I become sick when I think about it This isn't even the worst part. All my sexual fantasies have been homosexual. My heart is torn in two because of this. Countless times I 've cried...
233 my confession to god
hello god i sincerely confess my sins of pornography and masturbation to you so that i can get rid from them,please forgive me for my sins and please heal me. with your grace i will be mentally healthy again.
234 I shouldnt be looking, but I need to
Since I was 12, i have looked at porn. I am a girl, and to alot of people females shouldnt look at porn. I just like to, and I only masturbate when i feel like it. The masturbation and porn, i dont think is an addiction, its just a bad hobby. I've told my mom, and I said I would stop, just to make...
235 Masturbation
I have masturbated on and off since I was about 12 and now a married mother of 2, I find myself masturbating especially when my husband and I have just had a row. I know this is a sin and terribly want to stop doing it but don't know how.
236 Masturbation/Lust
I've been battling the urge to go on online and masturbate to women on cams off and on for a few years, at my worst time I was unemployed and spent my whole day waiting for "friends" to log on cam so I could masturbate to them. It began to take over my life and I prayed to God to deliver me from it and...
237 How do you confess this?
I am a 17 year old Christian. I work in the kids class on Sun. am and sing on Wed. pm. But for years Ive had a masturbation addiction. It started before I got saved and never went away. Id get the urge after watching a movie with an intimate scene. So many times I thought I gave it up. I confessed 2...
238 Drowning
I hate myself, I hate that Im so addicted to porn, sex and masturbation. Im a married man and have had 2 affairs and look for more. I began when I was 11 with my cousin and this addiction is relentless. I am so scared that i will be left behind for not being worthy to fo with God. I whole heartedly believe...
239 sex and masturbation
For months now I've been trying really hard to straighten out my life and REALLY live the way the Lord wants me to live, but I am still struggling with sex and masturbation. I am not married but have a serious relationship,... this still doesn't make my actions right, and i know it! i just need to overcome...
240 in the darkest hole
I'm the son of a pastor and the praise and worship leader, I'm addicted to alot of sexual stuff. I masturbate and look at porn. i've been doing this since i was a freshman in high school. I wanna quit but its so hard. Ive felt Jesus in my life, and Gods used me in so many ways but i keep on fallin into...
241 I am dealing with watching porn sometimes and masturbation
I masturbate too much and fell really guilty and I have looked at porn too but praise God cus I got rid of those bad channels
242 Struggling with porn addiction.
I had ruined my career in the Army and my 1st marriage because of my addiction to porn. Between my 1st and 2nd marriage I had many sexual encounters with people. I now regret this so much. God has since graced me with a wonderful loving wife (who is the closest thing to a saint I have have ever known)...
243 Have I gone too far?
I'm engaged to a Christian whos n the army.I trust him, I dont need to worry about him.I know hes in God's hands.We r both virgins.After we got engaged he left,& he asked me if Id ever masturbated.He told me that he did, for self pleasure.I dont know if I need to worry about this, but he asked me if...
244 i want to be loved
I have a problem with sexual sin... one day I wish to start a family and be happily married, I don't want this hanging over my head! I just want to be free and be able to feel God's love for me agian. I thought my relationship with Him was good and on the up and up, but then I stared having these problems...
245 Lust and Masturbation
Yesterday morning, I watched pornorgraphy & masturbated. I hate porn.
246 LESBIAN
My secret is dirty and dark. I am a 29 year old single female. To begin with, for my entire life I have struggled with same sex attraction. I have had relationships with women in person and online. I have an addiction to lesbian pornography and masturbation. I am asking God to show me a way out, not...
247 porno
I have lloked at porn and masterbated even though god had given me peace today i nned to stop falling into this as i regret it, im almost there so please pray for me
248 I want to get free
One year ago I started to look at nude pics on the internet. At first they were only nude pics and then they became hardcore pics. At first I just looked and after a while I also started to masturbate. I also started to watch porn movies once or twice. Little by little the border was shifted from what...
249 Puberty, touching my sister, girlfriends, wife
Puberty brought on so many sexual feelings that I didn't know how to control. When I was 12 years old I would touch my sister's chest while she was sleeping. When I was 15 I dated a girl who was 17 who pretty much showed me the ropes on the "everything, but" sexual experience. From here on I felt...
250 Shameful
I am a Christian male and I need help. I masturbate, look at pornography, and have homosexual desires that I try to keep at bay. I hate these tendencies that make my life so much more complicated and I just wish to get a girl friend, get married and have a God-centered family. I just have to get over...
251 pornography masturbation
am born again 32 year old husband to a beautiful wife and father of two beautiful children, I have been watching to porn, having sexual fantasy and masturbating since my freshman year in high school I have tried stopping without success. There are times I stay away for months only to fall back into...
252 The womanizer
When I was 16 my girlfriend split up with me, and I became very bitter; I dedicated myself to ruining the lives of girls as mine had been ruined. As I flirted, and got with more and more girls I realized I could fulfill my sexual desires if I wanted, and therefore broke more and more boundaries - at...
253 Donald Has a Problem
yea this will sound so weird but i guess i cant stop masturbation tis weird im with god and dont need it its just temtation...its weird..like whenever i get...uhh..."happy"./..theres a need and i dont know why just the fact that i cant stop to think that this isnt right..and god dosent like this i really...
254 OCD, Masturbation, and porn
I'm 21 years old and a seinor in college. I have been addicted to porn for several years now. I also am addicted to masturbating ever since I started the summer of my Freshman year in High School. I really want to stop masturbating and looking at porn but it is really hard for me because I have a...
255 Porn, Masturbation, and Adultery...
I'm 21, a senior in a Christian college, and I have been masturbating ever since I was a Freshman in high school. Within the past couple of years I have also found myself looking at porn more and more as time progresses. Every time I stop looking at porn for the night I tell myself that I'm not interested...
256 addict porno
I watch pornos and masturbate often. It usually starts with a thought, a lonely thought. "Why am i so alone?" "Why is there nobody to relate to?" "Whats wrong with me?" then before i know it I turn to porn and masturbation. Trapped in a vicious self destructive cycle! I pray about it and talk with my...
257 Lust, Pornography, Masturbation
I have had a problem w/ Masturbation since I was 14, I am now in my mid 30's. I have kept it secret even though I am a lay pastor. I thought I had conquered it and then thats when it came back stronger than ever. Yes I have impure thoughts about other women but have also done it as a stress reliever/....
258 i am addicted to masturbation
ever since i was 12 i have been masturbating almost daily and sometimes up to five times in one day. I want to stop but it is so hard and i feel guilty and dirty alot. i need you to pray for me so that i can stop. i dont want this to control me anymore and i want to live a clean and as guilt free as...
259 transform my life
I was molested by an older brother and then a cousin as a young boy. My mind has been injured for many years, and I have allowed the infection to fester. I have led a life of sexual immorality. I am ashamed of flirting with sin and binging with porn and masturbation. I want a renewed relationship with...
260 my secret...
I have fallen into the sin of sexual immorality. I've been struggling with fantasies and masturbation for the past two years. I wanted to get out of it and tried to stop myself, but i continue to give into the temptation. what should i do. whoever reads this, please pray for me. i think it's not something...
261 Ministry & Porn Don't Mix!
I am an active leader in my church and meet with pastors and other leaders every week. Im also a full-time college student and have extra time and have been feeling tempted towards pornography and masturbation. Ill go for awhile and feel like Ive conquered it, but pride sets in and I fall! I know it...
262 masturbation
hey, i love masturbating, but sometimes it was to much. I masturbate 6-7 times on days. Please pray for me...
263 masturbation
I thought i would never do it again, but i was falling again. I hate it, but iám not strong enough. please pray for me
264 SEX AND MASTUREBATION AND BIRTH CONTROL
MY SECRET IS THAT ME AND MY BOYFRIEND HAVE BEEN DATING FOR A YEAR AND 2 MONTHS . OUT OF THAT YEAR AND TWO MONTHS 9 OF THOSE MONTHS WE HAVE BEEN HAVING SEX NOT EVERY DAY BUT LIKE EVERY NOW AND THEN LIKE EVERY 2 OR THREE WEEKS. AND I HAVE RECONNETED WITH MY FAITH BECAUSE OF MY FRIEND DYING AND I DONT WANT...
265 Lust and Masturbation
On Wednesday night, I masturbated after imaagining doing 'it' with my ex-girlfriend. Solution: Stop Imagining. And I pray God give me a suitable wife despite my many medical problems including groin fungus. God cure me! God forgive me! Know my challenges! Amen!
266 Unable to confess
I told my wife I would tell her whenever I struggled with masturbation. I haven't, becuase of how painful it is for us to go through. I stuggle with it occasionally. I need to confess, but I don't want to to her. But, I feel like I need to confess to somebody. I don't want to keep doing this. I'm so...
267 Masturbation: I
I'm a slave to masturbation, porn, and to a lesser extent, food. I want to stop, but I don't want to stop bad enough evidently. Because I haven't. I know I can't keep going on like this, but I guess I haven't hit my rock bottom yet. I've called to find out about SA meetings, but can't bring myself...
268 Can
I'm 27 years old, soon to be 28, and I have two compulsions. Masturbation is the one that I feel is most detrimental to my life. The second is eating, but I seem to have better control oer it. I would like to take back control of my life. I'm doing alright on the outside, but I know that I'm a slave...
269 man will always fail you
My accountability partner has failed repeatedly to keep me accountable & our communication is a 1 way street. My heart is being changed by God's love, but my accountability partner isn't there when I'm going through thick and thin. I'm again fighting a battle alone. Man always fails one another, yet...
270 Addicted to porn and masturbation
I am a 24 years old and addicted to gay porn and masturbation i also masturbated with a friend, i am a Christian and i feel guilty by doing this bad things, and i want to stop, please pray form me.
271 incest, porn, masturbation
I was molested when I was five years old boy an older boy who performed oral sex on me. I refused to reciprocate. I learned to masturbate at five. I found porn at 12. I became a voyeur-watched by sister take showers. I talked her, my cousins into playing "truth or dare." One time when we were alone,...
272 I am the chief sinner (like 1 tim1:15)
lets get it all out i am 30 male i have been addicted to porn (all kinds gay, str8, hard, solf, all porn the sick stuff too) and masturbation in locked into that too...i could not tell you the first time i started it has been so long...i have masturbated about 1 a day for 15 yr and porn has played a...
273 the Truth
I run a Christian-based group at school, but in reality, I don't think I should, since I'm struggling with homosexuality and an addiction to pornography. I just feel like I'm betraying everyone that I lead, and that I am obviously not ready to lead if I'm struggling with this kind of sin. I have not...
274 No more guilt.
Hi. I've been consistently looking at porn and masturbating for about 2 to 3 years now. I'm 18 and going to college now. I used to feel really bad about it, but now not so much. I've pretty much desensitized myself. Would I like to stop? Sure. I've had a few runs of abstinance that lasted 3 to even...
275 I am sick and tired of being sick and tired!!
I love the Lord and it makes me sick that I masturbate. I've prayed and asked the Lord many times to deliver me from this filthy sin but several days later I find myself right back where I started again. Sometimes I feel that I'm fighting a losing battle; that I'll never be delivered. I've conducted...
276 My Chains
I've been carrying this burden around since I was a middle schooler. I've been addicted to pornography and masturbation for the last 7-8 years and I'm ready to break free. Please pray for me. I'm tired or falling, and I'm ready to break free.
277 masturbation
I masturbate everyday. It feels good. I don't feel guilty at all even though I am in sin. I don't know what to do to feel guilty and stop these daily activities.
278 MY desire
My ex-boyfriend has a big hold on me and recently I gave him oral sex..the thing about it is: I like to do it..I mean i really like the way it feels and the way that it makes him feel. These feelings are great for marriage of course but they persecute and tempt me all the time..I'm always horny..I repented...
279 self abuse/masurbation
i've been addicted to masturbation since i was like 11. I'm uncircumsised and so this has led to the literal scarring of my foreskin from lack of using lubricant. I'm so hard to this and it touches every area of my life and my heart. I cant even feel the pain any more, and so the abuse contiunes. I've...
280 Masturbating for 27 years
I started masturbating at around 13 years of age and have continually done so at age 40. I have never been with a women outside of marriage, even though the opportunities have been there. I have often commited adultery numerous times however in my mind. I do not watch porn but can fantisize my desires...
281 Beastiality
I'm addicted to masturbation and beastiality. I haven't participated in beastiality, but it's most likely because I've never had the opportunity to rather than a choice. Beastiality is dirty...and sick...and it turns me on. I don't want it to but it's almost like I don't have a choice in the matter....
282 Why Can't I Stop?????
I have been addicted to sexually oriented things for a while. I try to control my addiction, and I feel ashamed when I slip up. I keep promising God that I am going to stop, and then I can't. then I get discouraged because I think that God is going to give up on me, and be angry with me, because I promise...
283 Lust
I've been addicted to lust, rather than enjoying the beauty of earth in a Godly way. Your prayers would be extremely appreciated so that I can break free from lust's grip on my heart. May God bless you.
284 Masturbation and Porn
I looked at porn and masturbatewd for an hour and have been strugglin g with porn masturbation, sex with my hand, lust, boredom turning towards sex and many other things. pray it all be gone as this is the kasgt time iwant to do all of ythe ABove!.
285 Abortion, Masturbation, Fornication
I have tried every which way I know to have a successful relationship & have always turned up alone, hurting and broken. I have had two abortions (just so he wouldn't leave me), I have fornicated & pulled the usual desparate moves. Now, I thank God I am free, healed, delivered and restored. I am writing...
286 confess
I have never done it but I sometimes thought of molesting young girl and have fantasy of having sex with other person than my spouse. but I always pray to God to keep me away .These things are in my mind only and I am trying to do away with these.I beg God to help me.I have such a guilt of doing masturbation(...
287 Everybody knows me/my past...
Well not everyone, you may not, so let me tell you. I often found comfort in food and video games as a kid. I started with porn at 11, tried through a suicide plan I was saved at saved at 13 -still addicted till 15, it hurt everytime, porn, conviction, tears, vomit ,confession, 3 hour later- samething....
288 masturbation...
I cannot stop to masturbate. I really want to stop because it is a sin but i can't. i've read that when i confess it and say it to others it is easyer to stop it.
289 masturbation
i masturbated and viewed pornpography and had multi[ple orgasms
290 In need of Prayer
i masturbated and viewed pornography today and keep saying ill stop and havent and have posted here plenty of times. please pray for me, that god would remove these spirits and desires, i want to be sick of them, help me please. Ive told no one that i have been struggling with this.
291 MAsturbation
I have been masturbaTING OFF AND ON NOW FOR A WHILE AND HAVE CONTATNLY confessed at this site. i need to confess to everyone that i havent stopped and i am in need of prayer so pray that the spirits of sex, lust, immorality, masturbation, addiction, and pornography would leave my being. i want to stop...
292 Addicted to Masturbation
I'm 19 years old and I've been masturbating for around 4 years now and I am sick of it. The entire time that I have been doing it I have felt extremely guilty. I have always known that it is a sin against God but for some reason I always come back to it, the temptation has been too great for me to...
293 Masturbation While Watching TV Show
I grew up watching Saved By The Bell during the early 1990s. I was discovering my body at the time and experiencing puberty. I used to masturbate every Saturday morning while watching the show. I don't consider myself gay, but for some reason the nerdy Screech character on the show really turned me...
294 Masturbation
After 31 years of wonderful, happy marriage, filled with awesome sex, we now often choose sleep over sex. We attempt to have "planned" sex on our day off, but home and family come first, so that doesn't happen. So during the week when I have a day off, in between laundry and vacuuming I retreat to...
295 God help me so
I am single , christian who is blessed by God but I sometimes masturbating and I always decide not to do so but I did it after some time. I am praying God will forgive me and help me to live the life that he designed me to live, pray for me. God bless you
296 Drinking Beer
I am addicted to Beer. It is the most wonderful thing in the world, everything about it is great. It tastes so god makes you drunk and all seems right with the world...hell, it even gives me confidence to talk to girls and get a root rather than stay at home pulling my pud! God bless Beer
297 i struggle with masturbation
Jesus, I have struggled with masturbation since high school. I know it is sin, yet i continue to do it and fail when I'm tempted. I now am married and have two beautiful girls. I play in my church's worship team. My wife caught me one time and I told her I wouldn't do it again, but I have also failed...
298 Aiming For Change
I'll be 19 in a month and every since I was 14 I started watching porn, and started masturbating, when I found out it was wrong the need for it when away and I stopped. Later on through middle school and high school, I would get depressed, I started eating a lot to make me feel better but after a while...
299 I wanna be free!
Im addicted to pornography and masturbation comes with it of course. It comes every now and then, i really hate it and wish i could be free. It's crazy, i hate it, but still when the temptation grows strong I choose it. Why? i wish there was someone i could talk with, although im so scared of telling,...
300 need help god
i hate masterbaitng but i keep doing it and i always pray to god to forgive me afterwards and i hope god does and to help me to stop it
301 My struggle
I struggle with masturbation and porn...I am treasurer for the youth group at my church...what kind of example am I???
302 hypocrite
I struggle against sin constantly. My past was full of drugs and lies and pain. I was teased as a young person and to this day have trouble fitting in socially. My greatest fear is that I will not be able to heal from the past. I am very alone and want to have a close friend and even more find a woman...
303 Caught Masturbating
When I was about 14 I was sitting naked on the toilet masturbating. I forgot to lock the door and my younger sister who was 12 suddenly walked in on me. I was so close to ejaculation that I couldn't stop masturbating and ejaculated right in front of her. She was shocked to say the least! She hadn't seen...
304 I Was An Exhibitionist
From about 20 to age 50 I was an exhibitionist. I exposed my penis to strangers, mostly women on numerous occassions. Mostly it was while I was driving in my car. I loved to drive along side someone and when I saw a female in the passenger side I would first look for an exit coming up (for escape before...
305 i gave in
I was in the shower today, and i got the urge to masturbate. I went over it in my head over and over and finally gave in. God, I am so sorry. please pray for me...I NEED deliverance. Isn't that terrible that people tell you your whole life that masturbating is healthy... but they don't tell...
306 A Rut
Ive done it again. I tried to resist but Icant. I looked at porn again, right with my sister and brother in the room with me. I also masturbated. I dont know what to do, on the out side I seem like a strong faithed young man who attends church whenever he can, but i keep falling in my lust. SOMEONE,...
307 Looking for help from you God!!
For the past 8 years i have been dealing with a inner demon. ITs called masturbation. I am overall a good individual i dont do drugs,or anything its just this probelm that stay's to torment me. I try to stop for weeks,months, and when i think i have finally beat it. It show's its ugly head again, I then...
308 pray for me
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309 I did it again today, pls pray for me.
I did masturbation again today, I hate that doing that. But i couldn't stop it. I really wanna stop it. i wanna be free. i really feel bad that i ask Jesus to forgive me with the same sin everytime. Just please pray for me to win this struggle.
310 trapped
i'm a married youth pastor with 2 young children. I was openly gay before I accepted Christ. I initially worked very hard to erase that sin from my life. But through years of just living it has crept back in. I'm addicted to masturbation and exhibitionism via webcams again. My marriage is failing. My...
311 My Girly Secret
I am an attractive 15 year old girl, with a boyfriend. I watch porn and masturbate about twice a day.
312 I wanna cut this addict out.
I started masturbation few years ago and I couldn't stop it. Today I did it again since the last masturbation few month ago. I'm tired of confessing to God. I think it's becomig a kind of habits now. Even though it's not that many times (once a few months) but I can't do anything after masturbating and...
313 He will change me, when I decide to
I've been sexually active since I was 3yo. It start w/ a female cousin making me perform oral sex on her. This went on 4 a while. Then my mommy said all the sins of the bible. I being stupid went in search 4 these things and have since had sex with 13 men - 9 of whom was unprotected and have had sex...
314 Abusive Husband, Drug addiction, Porn Fantasies
I am a 41 yr old man. I have had Drug addictions and internet porn addictions. I have lied and had sexual fantasies about straight and gay sex. I have Abused and hurt everyone. But the one I hurt thr most was my wife. I have anger problems and masturbation problems. I have not worked for a long time...
315 Pray
Pray for me, right now i confess that i have been allowing lust, masturbation, pornography, sex, and all sorts of these things to enter my heart. now i want them to go. i confess this and i want to stop. pray for me as i am going on a missions trip and now that i have confessed these i want to stop...
316 The Thorn In My Side
I confess that I have been masturbating and looking at porn. I am very active in my church and should have the power to overcome it but I can never find it when Im tempted. Thinking lustful thoughts about girls, having a secret foot fetish, and even thinking about girls from my youth group while masturbating...
317 Struggling and Will Be for Life
I've been so lost. I love Jesus my Savior and I trust in him but I can't seem to stop my lustful ways and wanting sex. I just turned 16 years old and I am bisexual. I know that I should repend of my ways after all that my Lord and Savior ahs done from me but I can't seem to find the strength or will...
318 My dirty little secret
i masturbate, and its not regular for me to do it, I cant keep this locked up anymore, its terrible, and i feel terrible after i do it, and its not fair that im the way i am
319 I had premarital sex.
Well recently my girlfriend had to move away and we rarely get to see each other, but before she did we wanted to make a commitment to each other. We had sex and we were both virgins, this has scared me since then, I have guilt but not as much about that we did it but that I knew it was wrong and allowed...
320 Struggling for Purity
I am a college graduate and ever since I can remember, I have been addicted to masturbation and sexual thoughts that spring from pornography. I have recently joined LIFECHURCH and am desperatly trying to be a fully devoted follower of Christ. However, my biggest struggle has been my impure thoughts...
321 PORNORGRAPHY
I confess I went to a pornorgraphy site today to get myself aroused for masturbation for a need to biologically release. Much perversion: Lesbianism, female masturbating with vibrators, oral and anal sex etc. It was disgusting. Memory stays but God forgave me! will mourn for 3 days and 3 nights. I...
322 The common Addiction
I struggle with Porn, and masturbation. It is like eating breakfast, it almost comes natural to me. That is what scares me. I have tried, cried, prayed. I hope this confession is beginning to healing.
323 Tired of not being rid of this sin...
It bothers me that I havent been able to overcome masturbation.I have confessed to my accountability partner, I know the scriptures that speak against lust & sexual immorality, Ive watched the sermons on sex & constantly pray about it.Yet if the slightest thought on sex comes into my mind, it plays out...
324 masturbation
I confess that I have had a problem with masturbation since i was a child...i still masturbate, just not as much...
325 Masturbation
I kept on everyday trying to fight it and most of the times loosing it. I was doing good today till i saw an email which got me on a porn rage. I know its bad and that i need to stop. So, pray for me. And i know i need to ask for forgiviness still.
326 Addicted to Porn
God, you know my heart. I am learning how much you love me, yet during this time, my lust overtakes me, making me think I am worthless. What must I do in these situations where I am constantly seeking porn and masturbation? Why do I turn to these? Lord, your freedom is already there. Forgive my sins,...
327 please pray for me
I struggled with masturbation and soft porn. I´ve tried to stop, but after a time i fall again. I believe in god, and i know, that only he could help
328 lord i am addicted to masturbation
lord I am addicted to masturbation. So much so that it has affected me in a way that I cannot reach climax when I have sex with my beloved fiancee. Lord please guide me through the this tunnel and out the other side. I want children one day and am very afraid this will cause problems with that. Please...
329 Masturbation
I masturbate, to stuff in my head, or to porn, and i can't stop. I am a Christian, and hear about freedom from sin. but I am not free..
330 Third or fourth confession..
What is SURRENDER? I don't know if I'm trying to do something that I dont know how to do. What is it.... If I'm not so focused on the sin but focused on Jesus, what must I do to stop the movement to watching porn and masturbating? I am so frustrated... Last night I stumbled. I confessed and then I stumbled...
331 Addicted to Porn
I am very addicted to Porn and masturbation....Jesus please take me away from this addiction, remove the temptation, make my mind stronger!
332 I want to stop, no I AM going to stop in Jesus name!
I'm a 26 year old male that is saved, a minister in my church and I struggle with lust, porn and masturbation. I have tried for years to quit, but it's like there is something in me that wont let me, it draws me back to it. Sin feels great, if it didn't we wouldn't want to do it, and this makes it...
333 I have been addicted to masturbation...
I have been addicted to masturbation for a long time now. When I was younger, my brothers used to make me touch them and make out with them. I never told anyone that, not even my mom. I haven't masturbated for about a week now, but I've been doing it since I was around 6 or 7, young I know. I didn't...
334 I am a 41 yr old Christian woman...
I am a 41 yr old Christian woman whom got saved7/28/86 & have been in and out of the church but have been faithfully in church the last 7 yrs but I go through periods of times where I get lonely & depressed & have a low self esteem & I have sexual desires that come & some times I am able to pray with...
335 I'm 20 years old, I've been struggling...
I'm 20 years old, I've been struggling with sexual impurity for a long time. First it started with "innocent" masturbation and then it led into pornography. Recently it has led into transsexual sex. I'm so ashamed of myself. Whenever this happens it's like I completely lose control of my body. Only...
336 I'm 29. I was addicted to porno...
I'm 29. I was addicted to porno and masturbation. I couldn't stop doing it. First, when I was 15, I found playboyz in my father's closet. I shouln't open father's closet. There were lots of playboy magazines and porno videos. after that, whenever I was home alone, I saw it and masturbated. soon after,...
337 I am a 51 year old female. I struggle...
I am a 51 year old female. I struggle daily with addiction to internet porn and masturbation. I was sexually abused from age 5-10 by an uncle. It happened almost on a daily basis and no one had ever had the good touch/bad touch talk with me so when he lovingly started touching me I didn't know it was...
338 I have struggled for years with...
I have struggled for years with pornography, masturbation, and unpure thoughts. I have found myself looking at homosexual things which I find repulsive. I struggle with lust and need to be free!!! Please pray for me and hear my confession so I may be healed.
339 i met a guy more than one year...
i met a guy more than one year ago. we became close friends and one day he confessed he masturbated. I tried to help him and without noticing it i started to desire masturbation. one day we were talking on the phone and he confessed he was doing it. He asked me to do it with him, and i did it. We repeated...
340 i looked at porn tonight. i've...
i looked at porn tonight. i've been struggling with masturbation for seven years. i spend too much time on the internet and am constantly bored. i lead worship and work with youth.
341 I am a married man and I have an...
I am a married man and I have an addiciton to masturbation. Sometimes I cannot help myself and at work I will go to the bathroom stall and masturbate. I always say I will not do this anymore, but these urges are so powerful and I have to get it out. I feel so relieved when I am done. But then a little...
342 I have an addiction to porn. I...
I have an addiction to porn. I have been subject to it since I was 6 years ord and I'm 17 now. I was into it from the ages of 10 to 14 and finally God showed me a way out. I stopped for 2 years and just recently I have found myself infront of the computer looking at porn. 5 Months ago I started a...
343 I 23 years old and a worship leader...
I 23 years old and a worship leader for my collegiate ministry. I have been struggling with my sexual orientation since as long as I can remember and have been addicted to gay pornography and masturbation since high school. I finally followed through on my convictions to confess this to my best friend...
344 i'm an 18 year old virgin and I'm...
i'm an 18 year old virgin and I'm addicted to masturbation. I'm a female and I always thought that these things dont affect my gender - but i was wrong. I see how this can lead to pornography addiction, and I like to think that I have control over it, but if I did, why would I regret my decisions. My...
345 I hate being weak, as i am a Christian(it...
I hate being weak, as i am a Christian(it doesnt really matter what your God`s name is) and i am against all forms of pornography. But, not long ago, i entered puberty by being injected with hormones, as i have a certain hormonal disorder. And since then, i`ve been strugling to keep myself from watching...
346 I've be lustful since preschool....
I've be lustful since preschool. It began with JC penny bra and panty ads. Then I move on to Late night tv show on Cable and playboys. Now in my 24th year on God's beautiful earth, I've come to terms with the fact that I have a serious problem with Porn. There has been times where I could spend up to...
347 I am a 16 year old girl who struggles...
I am a 16 year old girl who struggles continuosly with a lot of the problems listed here. When I was much younger, I was molested by my older brother. From that point on, I fought with lying, cheating, masterbation, lust, depression, and self-harm. My daily rituals consisted of cutting my wrists and...
348 I am a female and I struggle with...
I am a female and I struggle with masterbation. :( I first began masterbating when I was in junior high. That means I was 13. If there are any parents out there that don't think this issue is something their child struggles with, they do. I encourage you to talk about it with your child. I tried...
349 I have struggled with pornography...
I have struggled with pornography all through my christian life. In fact it just isn't really a struggle any more because i just dont fight it. Now I have a few fetishes and they have become a problem for me. The thing is though I dont even think it's pornography that is the problem it is more the...
350 I'm a high school student going...
I'm a high school student going into college. And when I was younger, maybe 11-14, I got sexually involved with other guy friends. These thoughts still haunt me to this day and I've never told anyone. I pray for God's mercy and grace on me. I know he has forgiven me but I still feel guilty about it....
351 I struggle with pornography and...
I struggle with pornography and masturbation on a day to day basis. I'm only 16 and one day I can overcome the temptations, and the next I can't help but give in. I know that Satan is tempting me. I try soooo hard to get all sexual thoughts out of my mind, but have trouble. Please pray for my healing...
352 I'm 70 years old. Church-goer all...
I'm 70 years old. Church-goer all my life, but finally asked Jesus to be my Lord and Savior in 1983 at age 45. I started masturbating when I was just past puberty (14-15 byrs old.)It was my only sexual activity until I got married in 1967. It has continued to rule in my life. My sex life with my...
353 I struggle with lust, pornography...
I struggle with lust, pornography and masturbation. Please pray for me, that god will forgive me. I belive it!
354 After reading all these confessions,...
After reading all these confessions, it brings tears to my eyes. I pray for all those who are sad, depressed, having problems and are addicted in anyway. Please all pray for me. I am addicted to masturbation. Although i do it once a day. I watch pornography so i can masterbate. I feel like a pathetic...
355 Im a 22 year old soldier in the...
Im a 22 year old soldier in the army, and I have been struggiling with pornography and masturbation for quite sometime now. This started with discovering a friend of mines dad's stash of porn one weekend when i was 11 years old, and has grown out of control. Its gotten to the point where I do it to relieve...
356 I have a masturbation addiction....
I have a masturbation addiction. I have tried many times to stop, but nothing works. I havn't looked at porn for a while now, but I am constently thinking about it and having perverted thoughts. I want more than anything to stop. I always feel depressed, weak, and worthless afterwords. I feel embarressed...
357 Hi. I'm a pastors son and grew...
Hi. I'm a pastors son and grew up in christian home. Since high school i been masterbate and this lead to porn. I'm need help... i need your prayers.... i dont wanna do it put then i find myself doing it... its a bit hard coz im working with computers... Lord i need ya help... I'm weak without ya...i...
358 I have a problem with lust and...
I have a problem with lust and masturbation. Ive had this problem for more years than I can count. I try to stop and just fall right back into sin. I can't believe that I have been struggling with this problem for so long now. I feel bad when I am around my family because I hide if from them as well...
359 I am a saved christian.But I am...
I am a saved christian.But I am not able to keep myself away from watching porns,sexual thoughts and masturbation.I started watching porns and masturbation at the age of 14 and I have had some mild sexual experiences with my aunt and with my maid for almost an year. But i have never did intercourse in...
360 I have this addiction to masterbating....
I have this addiction to masterbating. Just the other day when I was in the shower (WHICH IS WERE I MASTERBATE) I said to myself that I was not going to do it. But I ended up doing it. Even though I want to stop I can't. Once I get started I just can't stop. It just feels to good. I was never sexually...
361 I am sooo ashamed to even be on...
I am sooo ashamed to even be on here and confessing this, but I'm at my lowest point, and I need HELP NOW!!! For the past yr, I guess, I've been involved addicted to gay porn, and masturbation. I've been involved in church my whole life, and I just don't understand why i'm havin a problem with this!...
362 I've been a christian for 10 years,...
I've been a christian for 10 years, and last night I saw a message about sexual secrets in Itunes. I need to confess because pornogaphy and masturbation is damaging my life, I need lots of prayers please!!! I need to be free right now, because I know I've been injured and I want to have an intimate relationship...
363 I have been strugling with masturbation...The...
I have been strugling with masturbation...The Lord has been using me mightily in ministry...I am faithful in all I do
364 When I was a young teenager,...
When I was a young teenager, I discovered one night the pleasure of masturbation. This pleausure over time became a habit, and also made me feel guilty about my sexuality. Even though I know it was wrong, I still did it. Once I begain dating, I felt guilty touching, or getting sexually close to girls...
365 I've kept this secret for too many...
I've kept this secret for too many years. Since I was 14 (I'm now 50) I have given in to pornography and masturbation. I have to tell someone, I am asking God to heal my mind and by His strength I will overcome this addiction.I am committing myself today to guarding my mind. No more websites, no more...
366 I've been hiding this secret for...
I've been hiding this secret for awhile now while at the same time fighting the addiction. I'm a woman, 23, but I'm addicted to pornography and masturbation. I've been able to curb my behavior sometimes, but other times I don't care to fight it. I hate what has happened to me. What's worse is that I'm...
367 one i first got saved i had confessed...
one i first got saved i had confessed to my then girlfriend that i has been going to strip bars and cheated on her. i repented from that along with masturbation for a few months. then it came back again. this time it deeply affected my relationship with my New girlfriend who also knows the Lord personally....
368 I have a terrible time with lust...
I have a terrible time with lust and masturbation. I work in Youth Ministry and try to set the best example but lately have been falling way short. Its effecting my work and my relationship with the lord. Everyday I think Im losing a piece of my soul. I dont even think Im good enough to date a christian...
369 I'm the worst person alive. Had...
I'm the worst person alive. Had feelings of being gay since I was 6. I was never touched growing up unless it was abusive. Slept with men. Prostituted once but nothing happened. I threw the money away. In school I touched a kid I was babysitting (nothing happened, just confused). My folks found out and...
370 I am a recovering sex addict. ...
I am a recovering sex addict. I was exposed to pornography as a 11 year old boy. I was later molested by my best friend. From that point forward, I have struggled with pornography and masturbation. Over the years, I have had periods of sobriety but never have been able to conquer this addiction.After...
371 I am addicted to masturbation and...
I am addicted to masturbation and pornography. I have had these addictions for at leaste six years. It tears me apart inside. I recently stopped for 13 days, but then I gave into temptation again. It is really discouraging. And I usually veiw Gay porn, then bi-porn, and then straight porn. I don't...
372 I'm 28, struggle with masturbation...
I'm 28, struggle with masturbation since 13, WAS been saved aged 18.the Lord has been moving mountains in my life, but this ant hill has remained..I have gone periods of up to 6 months without, finding myself falling again. Jesus went to the cross for all our sins past & future.visions & dreams...
373 I have a major issue with masturbation....
I have a major issue with masturbation. My wife has called me out before about this, but sometimes I feel like I just can't stop. Then when completed, I feel terrible. I know better but yet I continue to screw up. I am going home tonight, very soon actually, to discuss this with her. I have been replaying...
374 I don't understand what's so bad...
I don't understand what's so bad about masturbation. Everybody does it. Read through these confessions, and you'll see that everyone masturbates. Why is this bad? You're not hurting anyone. Also, having sexual fantasies is NOT bad. Thoughts don't hurt anyone either. It's absolutely natural to fantasize...
375 I am 40 years old and I have never...
I am 40 years old and I have never been married. I do have a secret sin that is very hard to stop! I know that God can and will Deliver me from Viewing pornography. I am a Born-Again believer and this has so much guilt attached to it. Along with Pornography Comes masturbation. This sin is really affecting...
376 I was addicted to masturbation...
I was addicted to masturbation and pornography and have decided I want to stop.
377 I realized my first mental injury...
I realized my first mental injury was as a kid when my friend showed me a porn magazine he found. I can still remember at least one of the pictures. As a teenager, I masturbated frequently to escape from a rough upbring. The Lord delievered me from that until about a year after I was married. I found...
378 I am watching internet porn and...
I am watching internet porn and masturbation for as long as I can remember. I have never told anyone and it is eating me. Please pray for me so that I can find the strength to talk with someone about it.
379 I am good Christian boy who goes...
I am good Christian boy who goes to church every Sunday loves God but I feel so empty and lonely and have fallen to gay porn and masturbation. I want intimacy but am looking for it in all the wrong places. I even have had sexual encounters with people I barely know. I need God to heal, I know what I...
380 Well let's see, I guess it all...
Well let's see, I guess it all starts as a young child, I was sexually molested by my cousin. I blacked all this out and know only because now as young adults she has confessed it to me. I think it lends to explain some of the behaviors I've exhibited over my life, but I except full responsibility.When...
381 I have been addicted to porn in...
I have been addicted to porn in all it's various forms since I was 10 years old. Since I was 17 I've made some sort of effort to quit. However, I'm now 22 and although I've been doing well for a while [God's grace, not just my effort], I just fell big time back into porn/masturbation. I know only the...
382 I'm 37, married and have 2 boys....
I'm 37, married and have 2 boys. Introduced to porn at the age of 5, I've struggled with it ever since. I'm anointed and called for music and worship.I was sexually molested at an early age and began acting out with men in college. I've had hundreds of anonymous encounters and even dabbled in alcohol...
383 I'm struggling with the habit of...
I'm struggling with the habit of masturbation and watching soft porn on the internet. Once i do this i have this sick feeling and i regret my action to the extent of kneeling and crying to God for help. I stay away for a while but then, i fall again. Now, my heart is getting callous with the tho't it's...
384 like so many others, I look at...
like so many others, I look at porn on the internet. There is so much of it for free. I started masturbating when i was about 12 or 13. My dad had "mens magazines" I discovered hidden in a drawer. So the horse was out of the gate after that. He's in his late 70's and still has porn stahed around. It's...
385 On the verge of a new, exciting,...
On the verge of a new, exciting, challenging career that my LORD has led me into. A loving, caring, CHRIST centerd wife who volunteers her time at church, and this awful, self-centered, disgusting sin known as porn and masturbation. The combination of my sin and the beauty, grace and giving nature of...
386 please dont to see my english,...
please dont to see my english, cuz im mexican guy... Im single, 23 years, studing and Im working at church, but have so much work in the school and job so I have no a devotional time... and may be its the cause i fall in this kind of sin and masturbation... I really want to live in freedom but I can...
387 Sorry, Bad English. I'm a married...
Sorry, Bad English. I'm a married man, I love my wife and my little daugther with all my heart. I have had homosexual toughts since I was 13. When I was 12 I like women a lot, I was very courious.One day I discovered a porn tape and I watched so many times and masturbate so hard that I finally turn...
388 I have been addicted to porn &...
I have been addicted to porn & masturbation for many years. At least 16 years. I am a youth pastor of a church and a husband and it is something that I feel constantly guilty about. It has drastically affected the sex life of my wife & I and I can't seem to stop for more than a few days. I constantly...
389 Well I guess what I have to share...
Well I guess what I have to share could go under any number of the categories but I figure "addictions" was most appropriate and encompassed quite a bit. Its funny I have been looking for anonymous way to let this stuff out for weeks and everytime I tried to open a "Myspace" or something, something...
390 I have been i guess addicted to...
I have been i guess addicted to porn like things and masturbation for more then i can remeber and, it is really hard and i guess i didn't even realize it untill i was about 13 and other then that i just thought it was normall. whenever i am done with it i get guilty but not guilty enough to stop me from...
391 I am a Christian, and I know masturbation...
I am a Christian, and I know masturbation is sinful. I am a freshman, and I started masturbating in seventh grade. I had been going on porn sites and looking at nudity since I was in third grade. I was raised Christian and knew the "Sunday School" answers: God loves me, I am forgiven, but my religion...
392 It's interesting how many times...
It's interesting how many times I have tried to "come clean." How many times I have confessed in one way or another the awful sins of masturbation and pornography. I have been dealing with these demons for ten years now. I'm an educated adult in secular and spriritual areas. I know the physical, psychological,...
393 I did it again today. Wasted time...
I did it again today. Wasted time I could have been doing God's will. The grip that pornography and masturbation have on my life is such a waste. Once again I am asking God to forgive me and give me strength to resist temptation.
394 I have an addiction to masturbation....
I have an addiction to masturbation. I masturbate 4, sometimes 5 times a day while either looking at porn on the internet or reading erotic stories on there as well. Please God, help me rid myself of these thoughts.
395 I have an addiction to pornography...
I have an addiction to pornography and masturbation, and I constantly delude myself into thinking that I can master it myself, when I continually relapse after weeks or sometimes days. It really hurts my relationships with other people, especially women, and I am scared that someday someone will see...
396 Since i was about 10 i struggled...
Since i was about 10 i struggled with soft-core porn/ masturbation which progressed into all out internet pornography. i am now 18 and i have never confessed or let it go, but honestly never really wanted to I liked what i saw and it was pleasing to me. But like all things that are sinful it only lasts...
397 I struggle with pornography and...
I struggle with pornography and masturbation and often with lustful thoughts
398 My wife and I have been married...
My wife and I have been married for over 30 years, but we haven't had sex for the last ten. I was a virgin when we got married and I'm pretty sure she was too, except for some abuse by one of her family members. We used to have good sex (not great) at least a couple times a month, but I never felt...
399 I've been addicted to pornography...
I've been addicted to pornography and masturbation for about 17 years and I am only 23 years old. I was expose to it real young and haven't been able to get over it since. When i close my eyes whether to go to sleep or even pray i still see images. I could go 1,2, 6 months without doing it but slowly...
400 I have not had sex with a man for...
I have not had sex with a man for almost 5 years and as a result I have masturbated a lot and in the last year I got involved with porn on the internet. I am so disgusted with myself it makes me sick, so I quit for a while a few months or so then I go back to it. I have had about 3 episodes of porn,...
401 I have been increasingly more and...
I have been increasingly more and more addicted to pornography since i was young. I am not just addicted to common forms of pornography, but really more the pursuit of a sexual rush and the comfort that masturbation brings. Even as a married man I have pursued phone sex, voyeurism, etc to get the rush....
402 Several years ago my wife said...
Several years ago my wife said that she did not want to have sex anymore. Since then we have had sex infrequently for a few years with the instances getting fewer and further between. Now I believe that we have not had sex in over a year. I have turned to masturbation but I am quilty about it and...
403 Im additcted to pornography and...
Im additcted to pornography and masturbation. Its controlling my life and i want it to stop. ive tried to quit but the images wont leave my brain. i keep coming back and looking at explicit pictures. i know i need to stop but im fust not strong enough by myself. now ive decided to go to God and ask for...
404 I am 22 years old. I was first...
I am 22 years old. I was first exposed to pornography as a child. When I was 18 the Lord delivered me from pornography and masturbation, right before I left home for bible College. While there I remained pure for a year and a half. I was 19 at this point. Now I am 22 and have an up and down battle...
405 i am a single christian mother.i...
i am a single christian mother.i watch porn on tv and the internet. at first it ws out of curiosity then masturbation now i watch increasingly more perverted content. i have stopped but i think about it alot i havent fornicated in deed but i have thought about it. plese pray for me to be delivered...
406 I have confessed already before...
I have confessed already before on this issue. But, now I need to again. I have had a sexual addiction for years. I'm a 26y/o single mother of 2 girls, the youngest who is just over 1 year. I had not been with anyone since right before she was born, until today. I had decided I wasn't going to, until...
407 I'm a youth pastor who struggles...
I'm a youth pastor who struggles with pornography. I was around the age of 9-10 when I first had sex and it was with a older guy. I started having sex with girls when I was 13. Now I struggle with masturbation while viewing porn sites. I don't know what to do I almost feel as if there is no hope, but...
408 I have struggled with pornography...
I have struggled with pornography and masturbation since I was in junior high and have always had a tendency towards homosexual images. I know in my heart and life that this is wrong and it's not who I am. I've quit pornography for long periods of time before but the masturbation keeps bringing it back...
409 I am a christian woman and had...
I am a christian woman and had been celibate for a while, however I did use masturbation from time to time to compensate this. However I meet this guy that I thought was going to be good for me because he confessed to be a christian also, however he just wanted sex and more sex. After a month of giving...
410 I have been a very sexual being...
I have been a very sexual being since I was 5 or 6 years old. I used to get my "boyfriends" over to my house and mess around with them. I started masturbating around then too. I got into the 6th grade and when wrestling around with one of my friends, I realized that I was very attracted to girls as well...
411 Ever since I was young, I've been...
Ever since I was young, I've been addicted to sex. I've never actually had sex (praise God) but my mind is constantly thinking about it. THis led to watching pornography and masturbation when i was in middle school and high school. i've also been attracted to other women ever since i was young, but i...
412 Hello brothers and sisters in Christ...
Hello brothers and sisters in Christ Jesus,I dont know how to begin this and this is really hard for me to do. I have a huge problem with lust. I can remember it starting back when i was a kid from both finding my father's pornographic videos and once when a baby sitter allowed me and another boy to...
413 i am 19 years old. I did sexually...
i am 19 years old. I did sexually unclean things with my ex-boyfriend so i dont even know if im still a virgin. i lied to my parents and sisters for months about him and told them i wasnt dating him because theyd disapprove because he wasnt a christian. my parents found out and were very hurt. i lied...
414 when i was in 4th grad i fell in...
when i was in 4th grad i fell in love with porn. i never wanted to have sex before marriage so i started heavy masturbating. today im totally addicted to masturbation.i`ll do 6 to 7 seven times a day
415 I have an addiction to pornography...
I have an addiction to pornography and masturbation. I feel so dirty and ashamed every time I do it, but I still can't stop. I want to tell someone in my life, but I don't know who to trust anymore. I am afraid that God is growing weary of me stuggling with the same sin for so many years. I pray for...
416 I'm a single guy who works in ministry....
I'm a single guy who works in ministry. I've seen so much victory in overcoming pornography, sexual encounters, etc. A lot of it is just changing behaviors, though. No, I don't look at pornography, but I look at sexy pictures on myspace. No, I don't have physical relationships with women, but I have...
417 I am ashamed of myself and yet...
I am ashamed of myself and yet I kept doing what I am ashamed of over and over....I am a widow over 65 and I am sexually fascinated by masturbation and lesbians. I want so badly to enjoy pyhiscal love again but I want to share it with a woman. These feelings have led me to web sites that I would be horrified...
418 I am writing because I have an...
I am writing because I have an addiction with porno and masturbation. I also am having pre maritial sex with my girlfriend. I love god and I go to church but I dont even feel guilty about all these things. I have been a jock and a football stud all my life and that is just the "normanl" life style...
419 i am addicted to sex...that is...
i am addicted to sex...that is masturbation. I can't seem to stop and i know it's wrong and it weighs heavy on me all of the time.
420 I am a male that for yeaars has...
I am a male that for yeaars has struggled with masturbation and pornography. As a early teenager, I fell into some sexual sin - mainly due to nievety. Since then my innocense was gone, and many of my deviations have stemmed from that. It is not something I am proud of, but it is in my past. I have...
421 I'm stuggling with how readily...
I'm stuggling with how readily available pornography is on the Internet. I get upset and want someone to be held responsible. Then I realize that I am the one responsible. For me, pornography leads to lustful thoughts and masturbation. This is my secret. Having confessed, now I know that I have...
422 Im a guy. I have to confess that...
Im a guy. I have to confess that a couple of yrs ago, was so into masturbation, that I started lusting for my girl cousins. I masturbated a lot thinking about them. I've tried so hard to stop this dirty thing I'm doing but I see them everyday. I never had I girl friend so they are the girls around me...
423 I've been strugglin with Pornography...
I've been strugglin with Pornography masturbation since I got hormones. I started masturbating everday since I was 13 yrs old. Started loving the feeling, I didn't even know it was a sin until I turn 18. When I was that young no one really talked about it.I didn't really like to go to Church. But at...
424 I do not remember it clearly, but...
I do not remember it clearly, but I was abused sexually when I was a little girl. It comes back to me in flashbacks and I know in my heart that it's true. I am addicted to porn, to masturbation, and I want to become a stripper or prostitute when I turn 18. I'm afraid of what is going to happen to me...
425 I've been addicted to masturbation...
I've been addicted to masturbation and pornography for many years. Despite many attempts to stop I haven't been able to. During Bible studies I have attended the leaders would use the example of women looking at porn because they claimed it was so far fetched they knew it wouldn't offend anybody. Secretly...
426 I am also addicted to pornopraphy...
I am also addicted to pornopraphy and masturbation.It began in highschool when I saw an adult magazine. I was captivated by the images I saw. Since then I have wasted so much money on videos and magazines. It's been almost fifteen years since I've seen my first adult film, and it's gotten worse....
427 Hi, I found this website from my...
Hi, I found this website from my AOL browser when I signed onto the computer to look up some porn for the purpose of masturbation. I told my wife about my Pornography addiction back in December of last year. She was speackless and still has not addressed this topic to overcome it. We are still working...
428 ALL MY LIFE I HAVE HAD AN ADDICTION...
ALL MY LIFE I HAVE HAD AN ADDICTION TO PORNOGRAPHY. I AM STILL NOT SURE THAT MASTURBATION IS A SIN. I DON'T KNOW IF LOOKING AT PICTURES OR MASTURBATING IS A SIN, BUT I KNOW THAT WHAT I DID WAS WRONG. I USED TO HAVE SEX WITH ANIMALS. I THINK THERE IS SOMEHTHING IN THE BIBLE ABOUT IT BEING WRONG, BUT AM...
429 I never thought I would talk about...
I never thought I would talk about this. Today I was praying about my problems and I stumbled across this web site. So where to start........I guess at least I know that I am not the only female that struggles with lust. It seems silly that woman would struggle with lust because so much at church's is...
430 I am a man that has sexual thoughts...
I am a man that has sexual thoughts about other men. This has been going on since I was in the 7th grade. Nobody around me was capable of listenin to my feelings so I reserved to gay porn and masturbation. I would easily find myself taking naked pictures and putting them on the internet. It would only...
431 No matter how much i've prayed...
No matter how much i've prayed about it, and asked God for help, i still have a problem with masturbation, and sexual thoughts.
432 I have been vowing to save my virginity...
I have been vowing to save my virginity until marriage all my life. Then 2 weeks after my 20th birthday, I had sex with one of my best friends. He said that he was in love with me and wanted to start a relationship. 4 days later, I went to a party, got drunk, and had sex with one of my friends... not...
433 I am addicted to masturbation....
I am addicted to masturbation. I'm very young and started at the age of 4. I didn't know what exactly i was doing until the age of 7. I have done it in school during class and at close family members homes. There were points where i did it so much i would bleed. It's not something i'm proud of. I don't...
434 I have struggled with porn for...
I have struggled with porn for a logn tiem i am 17 and have been addicted to porno for a few years, thsi leads to masturbation wich i enjoy, awhile ago when looking at porn i was masterbating and one of my female friend caught me she revealed to me she shared the same adiction, and we managed to kick...
435 I have committed the sin of masturbation...
I have committed the sin of masturbation and I don't know why, but for many years, I've fantisied about having sex with my dad. I don't ever recall being molested by him or anything but he did always have a "thing" for little girls and when I started developing, he'd often just open up the door to my...
436 I have always been so sexually...
I have always been so sexually screwed. I was molested when I was young probably about six. I started masturbating and molested my younger brother and cousin just a couple years after at about 9. I feel horrible cause I still have masturbation problems and since I was molested by a girl I sometimes feel...
437 Dear God, I am addicted to prescription...
Dear God, I am addicted to prescription medication (tranquilizers) . I have a very nervous and anxious personality and was put on these pills by my Doctor. I do not abuse them I take the amount prescribed by my doc, although I admit that I was abusing them for a while. I am trying to get off them gradually...
438 I am ashamed of who I am. As a...
I am ashamed of who I am. As a child, I was phyiscially & verbally abused. Exposed to violence & pornography. That was so long ago. I'm 42. I've always hated myself...draw people in by being so pleasing & then push them away when they get too close. Attracted to those who abandon me. Addicted...
439 i struggle with masturbation. someone...
i struggle with masturbation. someone told me that it wasnt a sin, and i believed it, so i kept doing it. but now i just cant help it.
440 I have had very few relationships,...
I have had very few relationships, due to the fact it is easier to have a self fulfilling sexual relationship with myself through chronic masturbation and addiction to pornography. God have mercy on me.
441 this might be in the wrong catagory...
this might be in the wrong catagory but it is still an addiction...I am addicted to masturbation....its not that I want to keep doing it or that it feels too good anymore its just that...I have to do it or else I get too sexualy active...if I dont I start acting strange and letting my sexual side drive...
442 I had struggled with pornography...
I had struggled with pornography and masturbation for several years, but have since stopped entirely, but still struggle with masturbation. However, I cannot help but get images from time to time repeatedly, and create expectations too high for woman. Pray for me.
443 I have been addicted to Women since...
I have been addicted to Women since I can remeberWhenever I see a beautiful woman the first thing that comes to mind is what a nice butt she has and how big her breasts are. I always envision myself sleeping with her. The funny thing is that I have never had sex but I have played around and touched women...
444 abortionpornmasturbationlyingstealinglazinesspoor...
abortionpornmasturbationlyingstealinglazinesspoor steward of my moneypride
445 I have been involved in homosexuality...
I have been involved in homosexuality for approximately 60 years, also alcohol for approximately 58 years, and masturbation since around 14 years of age. My age now is 78 years old and I am sick and tired of it all and have promised myself to repent beginning Sept 1, 2006 but I know it's going to be...
446 I have fought with pornography...
I have fought with pornography and masturbation since I was 12. I have always wanted to stop but never had enough will power. I know that it detracts from my relationship with God and I am scared of what my fiance would think. Pray for me.
447 I am 24 and a born again Christian....
I am 24 and a born again Christian. I was sexually abused by someone at my church when I was five years old. When I told my pastor's wife about it she told me to stop making up stories. When I was 11 I was sexually abused again by a stranger. Me and my best friend would make our Barbies act out sexual...
448 I don't even know where to start....
I don't even know where to start. I think I might be gay or bisexual. I have a boyfriend, and sometimes when I'm with him I think about girls. Sometimes I think about doing nasty things to him sexually, as if I were a homosexual male. I have to hold my tongue because I want to call him my ex-boyfriend's...
449 I've been struggling with porn...
I've been struggling with porn and masturbation since I was in the 5th grade. I found a porn video of my dad's and didn't recognize the cover since it was blacked out, I was home alone so I put it on to see what the tape was- from then on I was hooked. I'm 27 now, married, have three kids, and I'm a...
450 I struggle with pornography and...
I struggle with pornography and masturbation. I am male, and continually have problems within my environment and with my realtionships. The pornography I justify to say that it is a temporary cure for loneliness, sadness, and depression. My bitterness is a result of these things. I am bitter to my employer...
451 I enjoy masturbation and watching...
I enjoy masturbation and watching naked women a lot. I dont even feel i do anything wrong. But reading all these confessions i have to think whether it is a sin or not. I like to show meself naked in my windows as well, specielly if my neigboor watch.
452 I'm a single, Christian woman in...
I'm a single, Christian woman in my mid-30's who struggles with sexual thoughts and masturbation. As a teenager and into my mid-twenties, I dated a few guys rather seriously, and became involved in physical relationships with them. Somehow, in my mind, I convinced myself that it was ok, as long as we...
453 I've felt led to post my story...
I've felt led to post my story especially before the final experience for a long time, but never got around to it. Before I regret it let me tell yous a story of hurt, lust, and even redemption. When I was approximately 10 years old I found my Dad's stash of pornographic magazines in an attic. It was...
454 I am 19 and have had a problem...
I am 19 and have had a problem with pornography and masturbation for some time now. I am using this website as an attempt to wipe the slate clean.I pray to God that he will help me overcome this sin and will give me the strength to refrain from viewing porn or from masturbating.Please pray for me.
455 Ive been looking at pornography...
Ive been looking at pornography since I was about 13. I am now 20 and I still deal with it. Ive tried so many times to stop but no matter what it seems like I try to do I cant do it. Throughout the years it progressed into me watching my neighbor through her bathroom window. And even though I got caught...
456 I have stuggled from pornography...
I have stuggled from pornography and masturbation since I was in about third grade. I am now in college and it feels like if I don't do it every now and then that I will have withdrawls. I have had to resort to looking at some pretty extreme pornography to please myself because I feel more and more desensitized...
457 It was real young when I was exposed...
It was real young when I was exposed to sex.I had thoughts about sex real young and even had had inappropriate homosexual contact by a friend when i was young that happened one time (but it has haunted me since).When my dad ran out on our family for the second time..i felt like he really didnt want me....
458 I am 21 years old and for the majority...
I am 21 years old and for the majority of my life I have been addicted to masturbation. It has been my escape from lonliness, rejection, stress, you name it. Only now have I seen it for what it is, and that is an addiction. I have been stupid and naive for thinking I can undo something on my own that...
459 I have a problem with masturbation....
I have a problem with masturbation. I don't look at porn or anything like that, but its like you said, all I've got to do is close my eyes. I've tried to quit before but I'm just not strong enough. I asked for God's help and he has always given me a way out, but I just wasn't strong enough. So, now I'm...
460 Im not addicted to masturbation,...
Im not addicted to masturbation, although I used to do it more than I do now(before I lived for God) because I didn't think it was wrong. I have a lot of hurt and rejection inside and i have been praying everyday that God will heal me from my past. But sometimes I can't help but do something to make...
461 Sometimes I struggle with masturbation....
Sometimes I struggle with masturbation. i know it's wrong and i feel like i can't anymore. i feel like i can't help it and i feel dirty to even pray to God because its not the first time and i know its wrong but...it's like that.
462 I was born and raised in a Christian...
I was born and raised in a Christian family. I am saved, sanctified, and filled with the Holy Ghost. I've dedicated my life to serving God.But I have a dark secret. I am addicted to pornography and masturbation. I am so ashamed of myself and sometimes I want to just run away or die because of the shame...
463 I have problem with masturbation...
I have problem with masturbation and when I do it I usually daydream of having homosexual sex. I usually daydream of having sex with men that I know. Sometimes I daydream of having sex with my best friend. From time to time I watch gay porn as well. I have a fiancée but I can’t tell her that what...
464 I'm confessing here because I don't...
I'm confessing here because I don't know who to confess to. My main issue is that I struggle with impure thoughts, pornography, and masturbation. I thought writing this would be so much easier since no one knows who I am, but this is actually incredibily hard to do, but at this point I don't know what...
465 Lust consumes me. Every time I...
Lust consumes me. Every time I see a pretty woman all I can think about is her naked, or having sex with her, or anything in between. It's awful. I try to "bounce my eyes" but even if they bounce I still have the mental picture in my head and I might as well be looking at her. When I get a mental picture...
466 For years and years I have struggled...
For years and years I have struggled with lust. I think that it kicked off in my formative years as a child- somehow, beyond my comprehension, I would do sexually related things that a child should no nothing of. I was not molested as a child or anything of the like. It was "just there". So in the last...
467 After hearing Craig's message this...
After hearing Craig's message this weekend I just lost it. I can vividly remember the day that I was "injured". I was in the 6th grade and over at a friends house, we were watching that movie Pleasantville, the one where the people turn into color once they have found their liberation. Well, the scene...
468 When I was 6 years old my uncle...
When I was 6 years old my uncle sexually molested me. When I was 8 I found my other uncles playboys. When I was 11 years old I looked at my first porn site and masturbated for the first time. Since then my masturbation has grown to be more and more, sometimes more than 5 times a day. I do not want this...
469 When I was younger I sustained...
When I was younger I sustained two devastating sexual injuries. The first was in the form of a homosexual relationship with a friend. I have since lost touch with that person. The second injury came in the form of sexual experimentation with my sister. Since that time both my sister and I have become...
470 I am 17 now and I have spent the...
I am 17 now and I have spent the past 5 years of my life struggling with sexual immoralityand pornography. It has led me to more than just masturbation, I have pushed all of my girlfriends to do the things I see on the internet. But my girlfriend and I have made a vow to remain totally and completely...
471 I'm not sure what category to put...
I'm not sure what category to put this in. Part of my problem is pornography, but it also goes into lust, masturbation, and sexual addiction. Satan has used all of them to poison my mind.I began masturbating when I was very young, before I even knew what I was doing, just that it "felt good". As I grew...
472 i have a problem with masturbation....
i have a problem with masturbation. i believed the lie that it's no big deal. it feels good when i'm doing it. but before and after i feel so sick. when there's porn on t.v i also will watch it. it's not often but it always leads me down hill. i feel so sick about it and ashamed.
473 I am addicted to masturbation....
I am addicted to masturbation. This has been going on in my life for as long as I can remember. I have always thought that it will only affect me and no one else. Now I am in a serious relationship with a girl I may end up marrying. Her and I struggle with purity. My addiction to masturbation has most...
474 I struggle with lust and masturbation....
I struggle with lust and masturbation. I have confessed to my accoutablity partner but i am still struggling with it.God please help me!!
475 I've struggled with sexual thoughts...
I've struggled with sexual thoughts and temptations since middle school. Pornography and masturbation have been a major part of my adolescent life, and still haunt me today. But the biggest issue that torments me is the fact that I am a virgin who has done "everything but". I made a commitment to myself...
476 I struggle with masturbation daily....
I struggle with masturbation daily. I have a problem with this early in the morning or late at night when im in bed and tired. I can resist during the day. But I often awake touching myself and continue because of the way it feels.Sometimes, I do it so I can go to sleep. I feel like dirt afterwards...
477 I cant stop ... I look and I Look...
I cant stop ... I look and I Look and it eats away at me. I can be having a good day... Good thoughts and then i see someone. Someone I cant seem to stop looking at. She may be wearing items to tight.. too small... that reveal too much. My mind then dives into lusting fantasy. I think wrong thoughts...
478 I stuggle with masturbation and...
I stuggle with masturbation and pornography. I know that these sins make it hard for me to have true intimacy with my wife. pray for me
479 No one would ever guess. I am a...
No one would ever guess. I am a strong believer and follower of Christ. I lead the youth with my husband at our church. I counsel peers and friends on a non-professional level almost daily. I love God with all of my heart and my real true self desires to be Holy and like Him. I appear happy and free...
480 I'm a 23 year old man with a strong...
I'm a 23 year old man with a strong addiction to porn. I look at it almost everyday on the internet and it has consumed my life for the last 7 years. I want to stop but the images keeping coming to my brain and I give in and sin again. Everytime I dive back in it causes me to sin even more with masturbation...
481 For 6 or 7 years now I have been...
For 6 or 7 years now I have been struggling with masturbation and lust and pornography. Some have been struggling with it longer but when you start at 10 or 11 it really screws up your life. I have been through many stages of fighting it. In the beginning I didnt know it was bad. A year ago I thought...
482 I struggle with pronography and...
I struggle with pronography and it is a constant addiction of mine. I pray for my future husband and I realize that my addiction to pronography and masturbation will hurt my marriage, but I feel like I can't stop. It often takes me a long time to forgive myself as well as accept forgiveness from my Lord...
483 My addiction is masturbation. I...
My addiction is masturbation. I have struggled to stop for the last 20 years of my male life. I started out looking at mom's porn collection. That got me into admiring men and their bodies. A fascination with them. Over the years have always had a desire to be with a men but never followed through. The...
484 I want to confess my addiction...
I want to confess my addiction to the occassional pornography and masturbation, my impure thoughts and wandering eyes.
485 I began looking at pornography...
I began looking at pornography in middle school. Many people who are addicted to pornography, myself included, haven't always known why pornography is so destructive. We live in a society that pretty much encourages such behavior--if it feels good, do it. I have come to realize over the last couple years...
486 I first found porn (a stack of...
I first found porn (a stack of playboys) while taking a short cut through a neighbor's yard in 3rd grade. Although I was a virgin untilmy senior year, the images had planted a lust for girls bodies without even knowing what sex was. I was raised in a very Christian homeand sex wasn't discussed. When...
487 I have a real issue with lust....
I have a real issue with lust. Its not that I look at a guy and want his body, its that I want the pleasure he can give me. This has lead me to a problem with masturbation. It is so hard to deal with because its not something that women just confess to. And I know that its wrong and selfish, and I have...
488 I find myself falling into alot...
I find myself falling into alot of these catagories. I thought all this time that it was me and I was all alone here. The addiction of porn, masturbation, lust, lying, are all a part of me. As alot of people in here say "no matter how I try I keep falling". I have cheated on my wife on the internet and...
489 i'm addicted to masturbation and...
i'm addicted to masturbation and lustful thoughts
490 I have tried feverishly to stop...
I have tried feverishly to stop looking at pronography and masturbating. I put pictures of my family and my certificate of baptism around my computer as a means of encouragement. I even changed my firewall settings to block "adult content" sites. But when the temptations are so strong that my vision...
491 I am a Roman Catholic who does...
I am a Roman Catholic who does not go to confession regularly. I have not cheated on my wife but I have pushed her further away from me to the point where she says she does not want to be married to me anymore. I have engaged in Masturbation, sometimes up to 10 times a month. Looked at pronography, fantisized...
492 Where shall I start. I am addicted...
Where shall I start. I am addicted to a number of things. First of all, marijuana. I have smoked it since high school and I'm almost 30 years old now. I know it is the main cause of my slothfulness but always justify its use.Secondly, I am addicted to Pornography and Masturbation. Always looking for...
493 I have struggled with pornograghy...
I have struggled with pornograghy and masturbation for five or six years now. I hate it. If I keep myself occupied with other things so I don't do it. When I am bored I do it. When even the smallest thought of it crosses my mind I do it again. It is shameful. It is one of my greatest downfalls and...
494 In middle school we started studying...
In middle school we started studying reproduction in school. Then a buddy invited me over to his house and we looked at his uncle’s pornographic material. We were studying this in school, so what was the harm. Seeing the naked women in those magazines made me feel something exciting. But I was hooked,...
495 I am a Christian since I was kid....
I am a Christian since I was kid. I was raised in a good and Christian family. I am having long distance relationship with my girlfriend. I have failed 3 times in my previous dating relationship. I've been faithfully ministering in church for about 18 years. From outside, I am a "nice" guy, no drug,...
496 My secret...My sexuality was awakened...
My secret...My sexuality was awakened very early by some petting that occurred and that led to masturbation. The minute it all started its incredible that I knew it was wrong. I would watch porn until not too long ago and I had a lesbian experience with a family member when I was very young. I then was...
497 I am a happily married man with...
I am a happily married man with 2 beautiful children and 2 on the way. I have a relationship with Christ, but not completely. I have been fortunate to witness Christ in ordinary and extraordinary situations. I feel that I can relate to almost anyone and I have many good friends. However, on the inside...
498 I have had an addiction to pornography...
I have had an addiction to pornography and masturbation since I was about 7 years old. It haunts me daily I have removed all of it from my house, but I still struggle with the images and urges. I know with God's help I can overcome it. The only thing that scares me is it has been a demon in my life for...
499 I believe I'm addicted to masturbation....
I believe I'm addicted to masturbation. I do good for awhile but I keep falling back. I can't seem to stop, not even to save my life (literally). PLEASE someone pray for me!!!!! I need it.
500 I knew this day was coming for...
I knew this day was coming for a while now. When I first heard of this series during the "at the movies" series I knew that a day of reckoning was approaching. Porn entered my life at a very young age. The earliest I can remember was being with my older cousins (they were around 13 when I was around...
501 I have been under the boulder of...
I have been under the boulder of porn and masturbation for over 20 years. As a kid it felt good to touch myself then I found out there were videos of naked women out there and pictures. It was over after that. I had a huge problem with porn and the distorted view it gave me of sex and relationships....
502 I never have thought it was wrong...
I never have thought it was wrong to masturbate...as long as it is in moderation. Well recently my relationship ended and the masturbating became more of a temptation and I felt that it was something that was beginning to control me, not to mention cause me to lust and have impure thoughts. This might...
503 I'm attracted to young teens -...
I'm attracted to young teens - boys and girls. I've seen a counselor and haven't overcome. I'm addicted to masturbation and fantasize about inappropriate things. I've NEVER acted out sexually with anyone because of my relationship with Christ. I am a virgin and will stay that way until I marry (yes,...
504 I masturbate a great deal. Almost...
I masturbate a great deal. Almost on a nightly basis. I get to the point sometimes where I can't fall asleep without masturbating. Masturbation also isn't half as satisfying unless I'm on the phone with the person I've been with for quite some time. Meaning we have what you can call...phone sex.Now I...
505 what a great way to release these...
what a great way to release these anonymously. my heart goes out to each and everyone struggling. my personal battle is with premarital sex and masturbation. i've had more than a few sexual relations to the point it turned into a game. i have controlled that some, but masturbation, that has become a...
506 As a child, I was sheltered a lot....
As a child, I was sheltered a lot. Curiosity led me to look up the image of a naked woman on the computer. It first started out as searching for images online, and soon enough turned into a shameful habit of masturbation. I was caught once, while just looking, by my parents. They put filters on the computer,...
507 WHEN I WAS IN 8TH GRADE I STARTED...
WHEN I WAS IN 8TH GRADE I STARTED HAVING SEX. I CONTINUED UNTIL THE END OF MY JUNIOR YEAR IN HIGH SCHOOL. THAT'S WHEN I HEARD JESUS AT MY DOOR. :) BUT DON'T THINK I'M FREE OF SEXUAL SIN...BECAUSE I'M NOT. EVEN THOUGH I DON'T HAVE SEX, I STILL STRUGGLE WITH THIS SIN. MY BOYFRIEND AND I ALWAYS END UP MAKING...
508 I video taped my little sister...
I video taped my little sister undressing. Thank God she caught me the very first time, and I got into huge trouble for it, otherwise I could be down a very bad path right now.I've turned from it. I hate myself. I feel like I ruined my whole families lives. She hates me, my family hates me, everyone...
509 My secret is the sin of Pornography,...
My secret is the sin of Pornography, Masturbation, and Lust all encompassing. It has been a problem for me since I was probably 8. It makes me sick with guilt, and it is ruining my life. I hate myself because of it, I have no self esteem or self worth, I'm lonely, and cannot see why anyone else would...
510 I have struggled with porn and...
I have struggled with porn and masturbation for all my adult life. First with magazines then with videos and then through the internet, every new development from the sex industry has made it easier for me to get my 'fix'. I am addicted!I have taken the on-line courses and followed the prescribed routes...
511 I have a problem with masturbation....
I have a problem with masturbation. I need God's help to stop. I can't seem to overcome this need I have to do this. I am asking for the Lord's help to stop.
512 I struggle with lust and masturbation....
I struggle with lust and masturbation. I have tried over and over to stop. I am married to an awesome woman who loves me unconditionally. She does not know about this. I feel I need to tell her to betgin the process of healing, but I am afraid.
513 I want to first thank all those...
I want to first thank all those that have already posted. It helps to know that other christians struggle with the same things and it gave me the courage I needed to do this. I have had a problem with masturbation for many years. I know it is wrong, but I continue to do it. Sometimes I even get defensive...
514 Before I was saved last fall, I...
Before I was saved last fall, I had an addiction: an addiction to sex. I used to go on only three or four hours of sleep a night because I would stay up all night getting "my fix". The men I slept with I was not in relationships with, not in the traditional sense anyway. I have been hurt many times and...
515 My addiction is with pornography...
My addiction is with pornography and masturbation. I have been trying to avoid all opportunities for this to get ahold of me. My daily prayer is that God will lift this burden from me and protect me from its allure. I struggle with it daily
516 I am a single woman addicted to...
I am a single woman addicted to maturbation. Just typing that is humiliating. I can't seem to tell anyone because I am a woman and it always seems like masturbation is a "man's" sin. Women just don't ever talk about it. I had an accountablitiy partner once, but she moved away and I can't bring myself...
517 I've had a deep compulsion toward...
I've had a deep compulsion toward masturbation since I was rather young. For years I've tried to shake this addiction but then at random times I just give in to it. I don't know why I do it and I don't want to do it any more. It has happened a lot less so far this year but I'm always afraid it will overcome...
518 I have a problem with masturbation...
I have a problem with masturbation and sex addiction. No matter what I do or how long I stay away, it always comes back.The problem has been much worse in the past and caused me to have sexual encounters with other woman besides my wife. This is my worst weakness and I need to change this pattern before...
519 I am 20 years old and had a relationship...
I am 20 years old and had a relationship over the internet with a married man from India who is 41 years my senior. I haven't had contact with him in 5 months, but this relationship opened up the world of lust and masturbation for me. I wish I wasn't still in love with him.
520 Where do I begin...I started looking...
Where do I begin...I started looking at pornography when I was at least 10 years old. Ever since then, as all the others have stated, it has been a rollercoaster. From masturbation to swinging with married couples to threesomes with other women (I am a man). I have just about done it all when it comes...
521 I guess this is probably the best...
I guess this is probably the best category to put this in, but it can fall under a few. I've had a problem for a few years now, even after I turned my life over to God. I don't know why, and I don't want it. I can't get rid of it. I've had an addiction to sex. Masturbation, porn, sexual partners, etc....
522 I was raised in a Christian home...
I was raised in a Christian home by very Christ obedient parents. I live a life of two very different sides. One is a very responsible and Jesus fearing life. The other, which I use lies to cover up is full of partying and sexual activities that would never give the impression that I was a Christian....
523 I am addicted to pornography and...
I am addicted to pornography and masturbation. I know that repeatedly committing this sin is like slapping God in the face. I feel so horrible after I give in to temptation. I am so sick of turning my back on God but I seem to be able to rationalize my way through anything. The worst part is that after...
524 I do not believe in sex before...
I do not believe in sex before marriage. I believe that God has a plan. I have had sex before marriage, but made a vow that I would not do it anymore about a year ago. Since then, I have taken up masturbation, which I never did before. I also started dating someone and then slept with him, even though...
525 I CONSTANTLY struggle with sins...
I CONSTANTLY struggle with sins of the flesh. I want to be a Godly man, but I fall SO short. There is so much to say, where to start? I have always been an admirer of the female form. I watch girls and lust after them. I even do it at church! Having recently become a regular attendee of LifeChurch,...
526 I CONSTANTLY struggle with sins...
I CONSTANTLY struggle with sins of the flesh. I want to be a Godly man, but I fall SO short. There is so much to say, where to start? I have always been an admirer of the female form. I watch girls and lust after them. I even do it at church! Having recently become a regular attendee of LifeChurch,...
527 I confess that I was abused by...
I confess that I was abused by a friend who was sexually abused when I was 5. She abused me in a sexual way and she got me involved in premarital sexual activities. When I was 6 years old, I started kissing and making out with boys my age. I also ended up masturbating at age six. Since childhood, I have...
528 It has been over a month since...
It has been over a month since I have looked at or read anything pornographic online. I felt like such an overcomer when I gave this habit to God and allowed Him to break the chain. But I only gave 66% of my secret. I still use masturbation as a release mechanism frequently and when I do, those images...
529 I have been struggling with lust...
I have been struggling with lust and masturbation. impure thoughts.I also have not been walking in love with people like I know I shouldI have been envious with others calling gifting other peoples lives, things, and relationships...
531 I was exposed to mild pornography...
I was exposed to mild pornography as a child and became addicted in the 6th grade. I was addicted for 12 years. I put hundreds of dollars on my credit card buying sexual related items and sometimes spent the entire day watching every kind of internet pornography. I have accountability now for these problems...
532 One page turn into a magazine was...
One page turn into a magazine was all it took in middle school for me to become addicted to pornography. Since then I've not been able to stop lusting after these images. Now I'm in graduate school and having the same troubles with internet pornography and masturbation. Some weeks I will be strong and...
533 I like to masturbate. I would never...
I like to masturbate. I would never cheat on my wife physically. When I masturbate I still think of her. She hates sex and I hate masturbation. God help me.
