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1 Back 2 be gay!
I am a 28 youth leader @ indonesia, i have been walking in progress to be out from gay tendency and all about pornografy since i received Jesus @ 18 yo, but know when i decided to learn about gay life n all about psycology @ my magister counseling class, i found my self fel in d same attraction n began...
2 masturbation
i watched porn and masturbated its is wnong i dont ever want to do it again
3 confession
I confess that for the last 5 years I have struggled with lust, porn, and masturbation. This is my first step in confession before I go to those in my life that I have to confess to.
4 gay pictures
im a christian in the last few days ive been attracted to gay porn young boys , even though i know im not gay myself this thing as gripped me please pray for me god help me i dont know what to do
5 Pornography
i am very embarrassed for watching porn and masturbating,Lord i am a sinner please i beg you give me strength to not look at things that make me aroused...forgive me...i also swear and get angry alot
6 being online
i go online after work to check on the news and my email once a week i do the horrible thing of looking at porn and masturbating ...lord forgive me..
7 My dark passenger
i have done something that im ashamed of. I dont know how do i got to watch that. I have watched child porn and im so ashamed of that.I have also masturbated while watching it. I believe that it is the worst mistake i have ever made in my life. I want to leave that kind of habit right know because i...
8 please read
i find myself ashamed after many times of masterbation and porn. i know it is wrong and i go for periods of time without either one but i do stray at times with both and feel absolutely horrible. i feel at times its an addiction with my body and the urges it has. i ask for forgiveness over and over and...
9 my renunciation
I am christian since I was a child, and I´ve been watching porn on and off since I was at high school. There were moments when I got completly desperated, and feeling really far from God, that hurt me a lot because He showed me his love deeply when I was a chid. When I was around 20 I took a firm decision...
10 time and time again
Dear Lord, I have said I will stop watching porn and masturbation over porn. Before porn was intriguing, now it actually disgusts me. I can live without it but sometimes lonliness, boredom and feelings of arousal lead me to do what I dont even want to do. Lord I pray you do forgive me and DELIVER me....
11 porn
I have sinned. I have watched porn, had unpure thoughts and masterbated.
12 the prison of myself
well my secret is this. I'm in a spot of leadership at a drug and alchohol regeneration program that is Christian based. i battle with lust,masterbation,and pornagraphy. i look at pornagraphy and try to lead in a godly way and my sins hold me down. i have not confessed to looking at porn to anyone....
13 I'm ashamed
I am a Pastor and I have struggled with pornagraphy most of my life. It started when I was In about the sixth grade. Some of my friends started talking about girls body parts and brought some pictures to school. One thing led to another. I received the Lord as my savoir in 1992 with a drastic conversion...
14 I am so ashamed
Please pray for me, I am having a difficult time as I war with pornography. I feel so dirty and ashamed, I need a clean heart.
15 Porn
I have been addicted to porn for some time now. I am a 21 year old married man. Although this problem started back when i was in middle school, it has now continued into my marriage. I started by finding a stack on porn in my dads room and started masturbation since. It went form there and into looking...
16 HELP
Somone please help me i cant help myself, i am 18 years old and pornography has ruind my life. when i was around 13 i found a porn dvd im my brothers room i started watching it an became hooked. as i grew older i turned to jesus and gave it up, but my past always played in mind and i had no-one to talk...
17 I have been wicked!
Pornography, lieing has been my undoing. I have let the Lord down and my family in a big way - i am a consumer and love to spend money - it is evil and i repent in Jesus name! Please pray for me that i would be free of this bondage!
18 sabbotage
I've already lost it all once because of sexual sin, internet porn being a huge problem. Now I'm heading down the wrong path again. It hasn't gone that far this time. Not yet anyway. But it could easily. Loosing control. Please pray for me. I'm a pastor.
19 masturbation
I am ashamed to say that I love God and I work for his glory in a great way but but but I have only a grave silly single fault only so simple to say but I am deeply hurt when I regret doing it! that is masturbation, I have 24 hrs available internet online, finding a porn site is so easy for me! I do...
20 A New Hope
I led a sorry life, but now I see things more clearly. What I experienced now makes me bow my head in shame. By the age of 12 I was addicted to pornography. By 14 I had began to masturbate. I had an addiction to several things: lust, pornography, and masturbation. When I was 13, I told my parents about...
21 Pornography/masterbation
I have an addiction to Pornography, I really hate myself for it, and i want to stop but i just can't. I'm sixteen and I started this when i was only twelve. I've been trying to stop for 2 years now, and i did stop for three months once, but i fell right back into it. please pray for me, that i may beat...
22 No big deal, until it was.
I had plenty of porn magazines, and of course, the ultimate one - the internet. I thought no big deal. I pitched them or gave them to somene else some time later, though I still would occasionally visit free sites on the net. I wish I hadn't, some things with it stuck in me, especially the bondage sex,...
23 porn
I am a Christian, a pastor's kid and i am so tired of watching porn and masturbating. i know it is an obstacle in my life and it keeps me away from a deeper relationship with Christ Jesus. I just want to stop having bad sexual thoughts and stop watching porn.
24 God loves me even though i watched porn
i have been exposed to pornography and masturbation initially in year 7 at my school. i always feel guilty at the end of masturbating and now i know why. The devil always says to me 'you are a disgrace you'll watch it again so whats the point of asking for forgiveness?' this is why i need prayer, to...
25 lies in accountability
I've been addicted to porn since middle school. 13 years. I've had accountability for the past 2 years..I know that it's the best way to stay pure.. yet I'm still addicted to pornography. I've lied to those closest to me, and they think I'm making progress, yet all along I've stayed at this same level...
26 ocd, bipolar, porn addict....u name it
I am an unkissed virgin with ocd, bipolar disorder. I also looke at porn alot to make ups for my social anxiety and im about to lose my job because ive had outbursts at work that make people afraid of me. I sure do wish things were different. but the things i like to do are video games and are isolating...
27 back to the alter
Now Im back again. In Feburary I really felt this overwhelming need to get clean with my addition with porn. I confessed to a friend of mine who is a pastor. For the most part of my life I live lazly. So I confessed then I went on this roalercoster ride of weeks of being clean then times of benging on...
28 Unescapable
I am almost 27 and have been addicted to pornography since I was 15. The most I have ever gone without looking at it has been about 6 months and that was years ago. I was a pastor for 5 years and even then I was using my work computer to look it up and could not seem to stop. I know that someday it is...
29 power within
i am...and forever will be, the king of awesome...i admit i sometimes forget to turn my awesome down...so that i may hear others talk, my awesome aura if left unchecked has the power to turn impossibilities into factoids. see that sentence normally wouldn't make sense, but because of my awesome aura...
30 molested by my brother
when i was 4 or 5 my older brother masterbated me. i remember it as clearly as last week, it is what i believe is the source of my homosexual attractions. yeah i am attracted to guys, im really hurt and disgusted by how i do this. i really dont know what to do, there were times that i have thought about...
31 I'm so sad- my husband is destroying us.
My husband confessed to me, he lies about EVERYTHING. He also steals from me, even when I was pregnant. I've stood by him- but I don't think I can continue. He doesn't want to be intimate- for almost 2 yrs. He's addicted to porn- he spends all of our $ on it. We get utilities shut off. We shouldn't....
32 books
i read constantly. it's my preferred form of escapism. i read mostly fiction. not such a bad thing, you say? well, i also read romance novels. some of those are pretty hardcore porn. they can be very graphic. when i was 23 i started to masterbate while reading those books. i can't stop. i've...
33 porn and masturbation
i am a christian but whenever i get hurt or angry or overwhelmed, i masturbate,,,now i watch porn and then i masturbate.. i need help pls pray for me.. this is evil and must stop i do not belong to the devil i belong to God.. i need help i need to be free.i have masturbated since i was 6 and now i have...
34 Leading a double life
I was first exposed to porn in the fourth grade at a friends house. In sixth grade i would think terrible thoughts about other girls in my grade. In high-school i could not wait to get home to indulge in my lust. I was open about it. I got saved and was ashamed because it had not stopped. I kept...
35 Need forgiveness and prayer
I watched porn again and masterbated. I feel terrible, which is good. Please pray that I be completely healed from this and all sexual sins, disobedience and rebellion.
36 Watch porn
I watched porn today even though I got an exam tomorrow. I told myself that it's just for relax. But after doing this I only found more guilty.
37 sexual sins
Sometimes, I think about being with other women. Having a 3 some or just me and another woman. I don't know why. I have no desire to be with a woman, but sometimes I do in my fantasies. Sometimes I can't get thoughts out of my head. I've never told anyone this. I used to watch porn a lot when I...
38 Porn addiction
I have been saved for several years now and have left behind so many of my old ways. I have turned to christ and he has renewed my heart and mind and given me new life. Satan still however has this incredible vice over me in the form of an addiction to all pornography. I have no self control at times...
39 what do i read?
i have several secrets... one i don't know how to speak to anyone about. i like to read. i read constantly. i read a lot of fiction books, including romance novels. for the last 15 years i've read these types of books - among others. i've found that there are many types of romance novels. they...
40 Enough is enough
I am a pastor for a recovery church in ohio. while i have overcome alcohol addiction I still struggle with the lure of pornographic images and content. As a result some of that content was left on my laptop and came incredibly close to destroying what God was doing in my life and others. I am confessing...
41 pornagraphy,masturabation,same sex issues, acting out
im in a battle for my soul, u name it ive done it, from porn, masturatbation,same sex issues, acting out....this is my coping mechinism when i feel rejection, and lonelyness....I know the Lord forgive my sin when i ask and confess, but i have a problem of forgiving my self and recieving His Love... So...
42 Battling The Beast!
My secret is that of sexual sin....I've been struggling with pornography (The Beast) since my early years and a couple of months ago, I got into a program that I've developed faith in. However, the struggle hasn't been easy and 4 days ago, I fell into watching it again.....I know that what I did was...
43 Messed Up
i have struggled with porn, masterbation and homosexuality for 20 years. I want to be free of these things and bring my focus back to God and my wife/family. It is very difficult to get rid of the desire for masterbation and viewing porn sites or sites featuring homosexual activity. I pray for stregnth...
44 My struggle with porn!
I feel I need to confess this!!.....I compare to eating some awfull food and I need to vomit it out!!!! I know that my addiction is bad and I confess it......The only thing that keeps me going if GOD! I have again fallen, BUT I'M GETTING UP STRONGER EVERY TIME, IN THE NAME OF JESUS!!! HE WILL...
45 Depression and Addiction
Am a final year med student suffering frm depression loneliness and hooked on internet porn.Please I need help
46 I Love God, love Kids, and love Porn
I work in Childrens Ministry and love the kids I minister to-in a Godly way. I love the Lord with all my being, but I have had an addiction to pornography since I was in second grade. My "head injury" occurred when I was even younger, as my friends, cousins, and neighbors would play the "you show me...
47 want forgiveness, purity, faith, hope, and love
I think women are an idol to me. I do not want to have them as an idol. I lust, covet, commit adultry with my heart and mind. I sometimes watch porn and masterbate. I have been in situations I should not have been in and have done some things I should not have done. God has always protected me from going...
48 Pastor Porn Addict
I have dealt with a failing struggle with porn since I was 13 yrs old. I am a Sr. Pastor now and go through very long periods of victory followed by severe binges followed by massive depression and self hate. I am scared. I preach the freedom that only Jesus can bring. I preach the power of the Holy...
49 ARREPENDIMENTO
Hi. I am a brazilian man. But the sims and the porn girls is in my life. I love Jesus and your word. Please i need help. I love my wife and my son. But i dont have force for resist this.
50 Secret Fantasies
Since a few years back I discovered porn and masturbation. It weirded me out and fascinated me. And now I rarely ever do it, but when I'm really stressed, I'll find the need to just release somehow and it ends up like this. It makes me feel nauseated to think that I can't stop myself. Not only this,...
51 hate this
I watch porn and know I shouldn't. I hate it and feel terrible while im doing it. If i dont stop now I feel I never will please pray for me.
52 For of all sad words of tongue or pen, the saddest are these: It might have been
I am addicted to pornography and I can't stop. I will never give up hope. I'm trying to find the power inside me, I've told people, trying to get help. I'm inconsistent, cowardly, lazy. It's hard for me to remember things like promises. These aren't excuses, I'm working on these flaws, and I look forward...
53 Porn.
I am a follower of Christ, but still, i struggle with porn and masturbation. Sometimes i can go for months without even thinking of porn, but then... it happens and i fall again and again and again. I don't want this, i hate having this secret, i want total transparency. I just feel horrible. Please......
54 Trapped
I'm a sixteen old girl from Romania and for a whole year I've been trapped by pornography and masturbation. it started with masturbation and few weeks later I started looking at pornography online. I tried so many times to unchain my life from that because I know that it stops me from growing in God's...
55 addictions
my brother recently told me he is addicted to pornograpy. my sister has turned to a life of alcoholism
56 Preoccupation with food and sex
My brother started abusing me (verbally, physically and sexually) when I was 13. Since then i've had a preoccupation with sex and have struggled on and off with masturbation and pornography. I also became preoccupied with food, I first stuffed myself then I became anorexic/bulimic and in the last few...
57 sex/lust/porn
I am excessively addicted to masturbation & online porn. I spend hours everyday when I'm home alone as a way to cope w/unemployment and financial struggles. If I don't look during the day, I look at night and stay up until 5-6am looking intently at all sites that are free and available. It is killing...
58 Secret shame of gay porn
I am addicted to masturbation and pornography. Really the latter has become a way to feed the former. I am addicted to sex outside of marriage, rebellion against my God, and am unable (unwilling?) to turn away. About every other night for the last year I have looked at pornography and masturbated, hiding...
59 Struggling with porn and rejection
porn and lust I go into binge and purgeing with this I will go days alright fighting then fall right back I know what I am doing is wrong and I do not want to do it any more! I need prayer
60 I need God back in my life
I was raised a Christian and certainly believe in God. I, however, indulge in pornography viewing a few times a week. I have had this addiction for years and have wanted and tried to stop so many times, but always go back to pornography. I want to have this burden off of my back, please pray for me....
61 Lusting/ Pornography Addiction
I have been struggling with an addiction to porn for almost a year now. It started when I was just sitting in my room alone with my new computer. I began looking at random websites and wandered right into the arms of the devil (porn). I seen people doing things and wondered how it felt to make them do...
62 The Lonely Road
I am a man who is very active in my church. I am enrolled in college, studying religion. When I was young one of my older sisters and I used to play the, "I'll show you mine if you show me yours game." This was the first exposure that I had to sexual sin. I also had an encounter with an older man...
63 Confuse on my sexuallity... and porn
Please pray for me, I am confuse about myself... I have seen gay porn, and I like it... I am not gay, and I dont want to be a gay! I am going to stop right now! Please pray for me!! I am going to try to stop it today!
64 Masturbation and porn (gay porn) :S
I am addicted masturbation... and sometimes to see gay porn. I am not gay, but I cant stop this!
65 forgiveness
i have looked at porn and masterbated and i hate myself now
66 Supposed Perfection!
I'm a Christian Teen who struggles with pornography. Every one around me supposes I'm the golden child, who never does wrong. I even want to go into Youth Ministry. However, this bondage to pornography is taking me away from a close relationships tonight. I'm sick of porn, I've always been, however when...
67 Giving Up
Sometimes I've wished for a message from God to tell me it's OK...but how I feel after porno and masterbation won't let me rest. I find when I'm stressed and get a chance to be alone it's what relieves some of the anxiety. And when I think I've completely gotten past it it comes back, leaving me discouraged...
68 porn
i'm a new church youth worker for a relatively large church, everything in the job is going really really great, but i am lonely and being recaptured by pornography. I need saving, graceful help
69 We Need Pastors Who Preach Against Sin w/Love
I have struggled with porn since discovering my grandfather's magazines when I was 8 years old. I am now a 46 year old father of three grown children. I have never paid for online stuff and God has been gracious enough to keep me from falling too deep. It has truly been his grace. The danger of course...
70 Internet Sins
I look at porn way too much- a lot of them have to do with homosexual acts.
71 Once an addiction, always an addict?
No, what a lie! I used to struggle with pornography, masturbation and homosexual issues. Through the grace of God, setting captives free (online ministry) and good accountability I can stand and say "Whom the Son sets free is free indeed!" I am free and others, I know, can experience this glorious...
72 Addiction to Transexual Porn
I am addicted to transexual porn. I work hard to keep from looking and then I go on a binge for a several days/nights. Then I will stop. I pray all the time for a cure to this. I have already lost my job (not due to this), I gave up my apartment as I am literally broke, I have filed bankruptcy and I...
73 Tired of Lies
I've been addicted to pornography and sex off and on for the past 7 years. I'm a full-time minister and I've struggled with continual shame, condemnation and self-hatred. I've lied to people I care about, telling them that I've been pure. Every single time that I look at these things, I feel sickened,...
74 horrible Im so ashamed I want to change. Forgive me Lord.
Lord, forgive me for my sins. I believe in your word, your gospel, I believe in you and love serving you. Mi sin is so shameful that I feel that if I confess it my church leaders will think awful of me and never let me serve. I know this is not the best way to confess, bur right now is all I have courage...
75 I know it's wrong and I cry to Jesus but how do I stop.
I was a cathlic all my life, but became true christian two months ago, November of 2009. I found myself reading the bible and found my self looking in the past at all the things that I've done wrong and actually for the first time cried with mournful tears and felt ashamed with so much guilt. I have...
76 Confession on my Dirt
I am a minster, and I struggle with Porn! I dont know why I can't shake this bondage. I have done it since I was 11 and I don't want this passed down to my children. I believe it was a gateway for my ex-wife to cheat on me with 9 men and marry a man that was close to me. I hate everything about it, the...
77 confession
I masturbate and look at porn regularly, even stuff that is very perverted and inappropriate. I have also let myself fantasize about other men, people I know (men and women), and other more inappropriate fantasies. I have also lied to my therapist who's helping me about how often I have done these things....
78 life of secret's
im 18, Male, and i cant stop looking at porn... i know its wrong, i know i can stop, but that burn... that lust that takes over my mind and heart...and i fall into satans hands. My "SPIRIT IS WILLING, BUT THE BODY IS WEAK." Pray for me, pray i turn to Jesus when i am "DRAGGED AWAY AND ENTICED" and he...
79 Youth Pastor with two lives
My addiction to internet pornography has been consistent for some time.. and now being 25, I look back at close to the majority of my life being controlled by my addiction. I am a youth pastor whose heart is to reach young people for Christ, but somehow over the years I have learned to compartmentalize...
80 No more
I'm tempted often to look at pornography. I am saying "not any more!" I'm taking back my family, my thoughts, and my actions.
81 Pray for me
I have been struggling with lust (porn, lustful heart, dirty thoughts). I love God, and I wish I had the power not to lust after women, but I do. I am constantly begging God for forgiveness, and it makes me feel like I am smearing God. Also, when I pray, I get sexual thoughts that flash by my mind....
82 pornography
I deliberately searched out and watched pornography video clips this morning when my wife left the house. I knew it was wrong and felt the conviction rising up; but I stiff-armed the Holy Spirit and did it anyway. It was rebellion; and now (again) I feel sick and filthy. I despise myself, actually, for...
83 Strike 3
I've committed masturbation and pornography these past two weeks.. this is the third. im tired.. i tried drawing the line after the second one. but it seems i succumbed. help.
84 The man I must become....
through all the years of my life since i was 12 I've had problems with porn,masturbation,hopelessness... it is hard for me to become the man that God sent me to be, when i so weak.. i feel lonely and for way from God. im so confused.. im living a lie and the people that i love most dont even know. i...
85 Pastor in Porn
I've been addicted to pornography for years, experiencing some long periods of victory but always going back . I am having a child in 2 months and I desperately do not want him to fall into the same sin that I have. I want to cleanse my home of the filth that I've brought into it. What's more is that...
86 Hypocrisy
Father God, you know how I have struggled with porn and immorality before marriage and now after marriage. I have not committed physical adultery, but have come too close. I have committed adultery in my heart and inner desires. I confess lust, immorality, lack of integrity, iniquity, procrastination,...
87 Porn addiction
I am addicted to porn. I saw it for the first time in 6th grade and it has unfortunately always been a part of me. I am to the point where I know it's damaging and I want to stop. I've told my wife and she is very supportive. . . but I still struggle, especially when I am alone. There are times...
88 Addicted to SL and pornography
I have tried to leave SL many times over the last 2 years, and have had about 20 avatars during this time. I get rid of one, and days later I have to get another avatar, going straight to the pornographic content I tried to forget after the last times. It is affecting my family, though they don't know...
89 confession
Please pray for me. I have been battling with porn and masturbation for more than 8 years. im married and im too ashamed to tell my wife.God please deliver me from this sin!
90 Right or Wrong
I am addicted to porn&masterbation for a number of yrs. now. I have found that it HAS interfiered with my past relationships. I have restarted my walk with Jesus, but find myself backslideing on a regular bases. I have read both here and other sites that it is normal and healthy to masterbate, as...
91 please pray for me
i have lusted on the internet by looking at porn and lusting..i masterbated and im looking for repentance and forgiveness...please pray for me and a change in my life...god bless
92 No More
I don't know how it happened but a few years ago I got addicted to pornagraphy and masturbation. Thinking it was something I could keep in control I continued to watch and do it. Without realizing, it became a strong hold. Even though for the past year I have only given into it a few times, I still struggle...
93 Does Porn Habit Die After Marriage?
Marriage is not your safe harbor against the desires to look at and masturbate to porn. Don't build up that false hope. The only hope you have is in trusting Jesus and keeping in His Word. Aka. dust off that Bible and read it daily. Don't do this as some religious obligation, but seek God in all things...
94 Secrect Side of Me
i have struggled with pornography, masturbation, lustful thoughts, sexual perversion since i was around 11-12. i am 17 now. i have never confessed this to anyone before. this is an area that is deadly to me. if i continue i will end up dead. i am a Christian, gave my life to HIM this year. but this area...
95 Small Group Facilitator
I am addicted to pornogophy. I have gone through several steps, including blocking my computer fro such web sites, but I am still addicted.....so it is a constant fight.
96 i need help
i belive in god and jesus i have even been baptized in water but i still fall to porn and self sexual pleasure. I need help and prayer. I pray to god for help but it still seems that i fall please help
97 Oriental Fetish
I have an infatuation and interest in Asian Women. So much that it consumes me to be scared of them because i think of them as sexual Beings. Now I love Asian Women and thinking about a relationship with one but i can't do that with this burden on me. Oriental Pornography also got as well. It seems like...
98 Too far
I watch porn and I hate it but cant stop. I started as a youngster and now i am middle aged. I quit sometimes but am lured back. Satan lets me go to church and sing and pray, but he knows he has me. i've gone too far. I felt the spirit ripped from me when I had sex for the first time after taking a...
99 All that i can take!
i'm 18 and lost. I cant stop looking at porn... I confess to you reader and to God. Lord, Help me! I want to be done with this forever, all i want to do Jesus is spend everyday with you.
100 addicted
im addicted to porn and i dont know who can i tell i tried GOD and im still praying for help
101 Forgive me Jesus
I had sex with my girlfriend and nobody knew about it,and she took some pills for not be pregnant, i feel sometimes that i want to watch pornography, but i ask God don't let me fall.. i' been lying. i just ask God forgive me i don't want to do this anymore i want to please Him.
102 addict to porn
I am an addict to porn and i would like to stop seeing it. i need to quit and i need to start working in other things
103 I'm addicted to pornography and masturbation
I've been watching porn and masturbating for three years. I've tried to stop many times but I simply cannot bring up the willpower to stop. It happens several times a day. I'm still glad that I've only watched "normal" porn (man-woman or woman-woman), which is still better than bestiality or anything....
104 Gay married alcoholic
In addition to being married and having gay encounters, I've also been addicted to alcohol which has helped me mask the guilt. It's been my false crutch of confidence and daring for gay encounters. Alcohol has clouded my judgement and messed up my relationship with my wife and kids. I love them too much...
105 married and gay
Been married (3 kids) many years now. I've dealt repeatedly with my desires for intimacy with men. I've watched porn on and off. Since 11 years I've had gay sex off and on with guys. My wife probably does not know, but these gay distractions have become obvious in our relationship. We've become less...
106 I am tired of this
secret, I have confess this codependency to porn and look for help, I know God will help me, but I am afraid of been catch while looking at porn and I do not know how to stop. I am 34 year old never been married women and I think this secret have kept me from having a relationship with a man.
107 porn
I struggle with porn. I have tried to quit & can't seem to get free. I love Jesus, but so often give in. I need deliverance. Please pray for me. J
108 The 3rd time
I am 15 years old. I am a model christian, representing Jesus in my high school that is practically Sin city, I am a role model to some and an inspiration to a few. I have a problem with pornography. I never thought it would b this difficult either. I loved it when I was in ignorance, because i didn't...
109 need prayer for masterbation/transexual porn
I keep falling into watching transexual porn.I feel so convicted and then repent.but then it catches up with me.i stopped 4 about 6 months and now am starting to fall back into it.i had a problem with masterbation since i was very young. i was touched when i was a child and ever since then struggled...
110 My secret
I am addicted to pornography. I use Proxy sites to get to it. I am so ashamed. Sometimes I really think about killing myself. I don't know what to do. I have filters, accountability partners... I just feel defeated.
111 im addicted
no matter how how much i don't wanna look at porn i still find my self doing it, i am addicted by definition and i need help
112 Two-Face
I'm sitting here at the computer with tears running down my face as I look across the room at our son. I've failed him and my wife by looking at internet pornography, I like so many others have had this "secret" for some time. At one moment I feel like I've been completely set free...then I fall back...
113 youth pastor
have been struggling with porn all my life and can not shake it. i know what and how to over come it but my sin controls my mind. wanting to get married but afraid my sin will enter to my married. please pray that God would move this sin from my life. i want to become a Godly leader and man,but this...
114 Double Life Addiction
I'm a married man seeking freedom from pornography. Porn has ruined the sexual relationship I have with my wife and its hurt me to a point I cannot describe. Please pray for me and I am going to tell my wife tonight my addition to pornography in hopes she will forgive me and that we can tackle this problem...
115 Masturbate
I have dealt with this problem for about 4 years now. I dont look at porn or have sex, but I still feel horrible about what I do. I recently listened to your series on baggage n I owned up to my problem and I confessed it to someone.I have not done it since, but however tonight I failed. I want to know...
116 My struggle
I struggle with pornography and masturbation. I have a foot fetish that is my biggest stumbling block. Everywhere I go there is temptation, because its so easy to see feet. I've went about a month without masturbating, and i did it today. I am hoping I don't go on a binge. I've only told one person...
117 Feeling two faced
Don't have the guts to share with my home friends but i know God tells us we need to take it out of the dark and into the light before it's put in the light and breaks your life. something on those lines. The internet, Porn, Sexual, temptation masterbation . I was exposed to porn so much as a child and...
118 Daily Strugle
I am 31 and have been dealing with sexual sin since I was 14. I am married and have three wonderful boys. I am an active elder in my church and love the Lord with all I have but I can not seem to turn away from sex. I look at porn atleast three times a week and flirt at work with more than one woman...
119 i ought to know better...
pornography masturbation lying to my wife pride that my sin does not really matter
120 Addict to Porn
I am a Christian and I cant stop looking at porn, on and off on and off. I am happily married and my wife loves me amazingly. Its like im two different ppl.
121 I masterbate
I am a christian but i can't stop.matserbating.Lord have mercy upon and by pray ic anstop
122 messed up
I just messed up about a few minutes ago with pornography, I was going well for about a month but then I messed up. Please pray that I would be totally free from this. Thanks, anonymous
123 Andrew
I'm 22 years old and I have been secretly addicted to porn for the past 7 years. I have spent my whole life in the church and my dad has been a deacon for a long time. I know what I'm doing is wrong and it makes me sick every time I think about how far compromises have made me fall. I know that I cannot...
124 MAsturbation isn't greater than God
I've been masturbating for a long time now, but im not the type of person that masturbates three times a day or so i masturbate maybe once in a week or two weeks and i dont do it looking at pornographic content...but i feel the need to stop doing this and I want to stop living this double life and lack...
125 Vomit
I am about to be engaged. I am actively involved in preaching, leading worship and youth goups, yet pornography continues to be a stumbling block in my life. It has damaged me. I imagine other men having sex with my girlfriend and find it hard to get it out of my head. I thank God that he can heal me...
126 Leader and Porn
I am a leader in my church and I have been masturbating on and off for years. I hate myself when I do it and this is my cry for help. Please pray for me and see my confession.
127 My Double Life
Let me start off by saying I am 16 years old. When i was 13 years old I was searching something random on the internet when it took me to something i was not seeking.. porn. I quickly turned it off, scared out of my mind wondering if my parents would find out. About a day or so later i remembered how...
128 Years of acting
I am A young man who is married with my first child, i have been given a amazing wife and ministry. looking back at life i was molested by an older cousin which killed me. later on in life i was exposed to freinds black box ( free cable with porn access) and thats where it all started this rollerocaster...
129 failure
I failed again God, I repent I'm tired of the cycle. I need help. Please don't leave me Lord. I confess I haven't beat this, pornography is destroying me. Please forgive me
130 i watch porn almost everyday
hi, im indonesian, sorry if my English is bad. since I'm 14, I've been watching/ reading porn. now I'm 27.. porn is easier to get and i watch it almost daily. last time I was very sure that i will stop doing it after i get married. (im getting married in 4 month) now i know i was wrong. im so scarred. - i...
131 Pornography
Dear God I am a sinner and I have lived a life of Sin...I am unworthy of your love although I know that you love me. You have never given up on me and for that I am so greatful. Words cannot describe my gratitude for your blessing over my life. I find it so difficult to fight the temptation of...
132 please pray for me
i am a christian and i am addicted to pornography.... please someone pray for me...it is addicting and its tearing my life apart...please help me....i dont want this....
133 Seeking peace and a pure mind.
I am about to be a senior in high school. I always want to be good and pure. I am always trying to be a better christian. I am addicted to pornography and masturbation. I even lust after men. I try to stop all of the time. It is so stressful on me. I pray all of the time for help and forgiveness. I haven't...
134 HELP
I have sinned. I am addicted to porn. the main thing that keeps me from giving it up is i do not hate it as i should. im enslaved in guilt by my knowlege that it is detestable in gods sight and i will be punished. I know its not unforgivable though. But im locked in by my lack of desire to give it up....
135 My Secret
I have looked at porn for a long time on and off, I was very young when I first saw it. When I was 16 or so I started to masterbate to porn, I'am now married and have a little girl and my wife is pregnant with another girl, I'm so sick of my sin, I will quit for months then get dragged back in and will...
136 temptation from anger
today i was angry because i had bad news and it caused me to want to look at porn and masterbate i stopped myself but still feel guilty and hurt please pray for me
137 My Secret
I've been struggling with watching late night softcore movies for a long time. I've been looking at craigslist to find women posting naked pictures of themselves. Please God forgive me help me let go of this poison. Im a pastor of a small church. I don't want to be another stat. Please pray for me...
138 Ready to be free
I am a 21 year old girl and I have struggled with pornography and masturbation since I was a little girl. I was first introduced to it by my father at a very young age. The images that I saw way back then are forever burned in my memory. Because of that exposure I became very confused as to what real...
139 porn adiction
I was an active christian musician in my church , until I starting to have problems in my marriage due to pornography , now is very hard for me to let it go, I don't feel god in my life anymore ,I don't have the desire to go back to church , i feel dirty, my life is mess ,I have lost everything my...
140 porn
God I've cried, fasted, confessed, shared, studied and even preached sincerely about my struggle to porn. I realize it's where I turn when I don't trust you or believe you're here. Fear, anxiety, loneliness and pain have been the agents used to invite me into the arms of Porn's deathening grip. But...
141 My name is Mark and I'm addicted
I am 21, and I am an addict to my feelings which in turn causes lust and finally sin through pornography and masturbation. I don't know what to do.. I feel like i've tried everything.. I will not give up but i am getting tired by the fighting.. Please pray for me..
142 Faithful Christ follower who can't kick masterbation.
I'm a college age student and devoted Christ follower. I have grown up in the church and wouldn't trade it for anything in the world. The devil however isn't seeing it that way. I have a secret. I am addicted to masturbation. None of my brothers and sisters in Christ knows this. In fact, No one knows...
143 im sinking fast
im christian,gay,porn here there,my mouth runs away with me,i go to church when i can if i want,pray for me people,i want to serve jesus,always,help
144 Addiction to lust, porn, and masterbation
I have been addicted to all of these for probably 3 years now. At intervals I will overcome these but then i fall back right into them. I need to fully give these up, Please pray for me.
145 forgive me
im a boy i hate masterbuation i hate porn sites i m leaving bad things for ever
146 Addicted to Porn
It seems as if every time I get a handle on this, it comes right back again. Please pray for me. I am addicted to porn and so badly wish to be free.
147 porn/masturbation
i cant stop looking at porn and masturbating, i do it at least once a week, im sorry Jesus
148 Living for God
I am a unmarried woman who struggle with internet porn particulary lesbian sites. After each view I feel sick to my stomach, maybe that's my guilt because I have quenched the desires of my flesh. However, I continue to watch it. It doesn't fuel my life but I tend to view these sites every once in...
149 "Have a Freedom Filled Day"
I got introduced to porn and masturbation at a very young age by a friend at a sleep over, since than I've looked at everything . . at 16 became sexually active and due to a very open minded girl and my curiosity I loved making my fantasies come true, I found Jesus and have been looking for freedom ever...
150 Pornography
I am addicted to pornography, and it is getting out of control. Please pray for me.
151 MARRIED WOMEN WITH A SEXUAL ADDICTION
hI, i LIKE TO WHIP, INFLICT PAIN, MASTERBATE, WATCH PORNO, JUST ME, NOT MY HUSBAND. i HAPPENS EVERY NOW AND THEN, YET I FEEL SO UNWORTHY TO MY CALLING, iM A MINISTER/PRAISE LEADER
152 Nude Women
One time I was chatting to a big belly woman and she made a video for me on youtube, I was shocked at first because shye was naked but I masterbaited of her video but she said she made that because she wanted me too. I then went into too much temptation and asked her to make a special video for me and...
153 Pictures
I have badly sinned from temptation. I have masterbaited over pregnant women. I know I shouldn't but I can't help it. Please help me
154 Addiction
I have been masterbaiting and looking at porn of different sized women (Aged 18 or over) for about 5 years I cannot help but feel the excitement like there was a women was there with me. I know I need to stop and I have lied to God so many times that I would but its not that easy, I need help and I told...
155 I have been watching lesbain porn since I was 10 or 11
I am now 14. I feel sick about it because I have to lie to my family and friends. I've tried to stop, but I can't. I sometimes masturbate to it, which makes me feel worse.
156 want to stop thinking about porn
i can't stop thinking about lesbian porn. it all started when i saw a sex scene in a movie my family was watching. it makes me feel sick and i want to stop!
157 my testimony
Hi i gave my life to Christ on March 29, 2009, but there are some things that I still need dealing with. Before i fully realized my salvation on that day I was struggling with porn and masturbation, but since then those two things are no longer a problem, but i do tend to lust in my mind from time to...
158 Sex Addiction
I have been battling a sex addition my whole life. It all started when I found my dad's porn videos when I was young. Then, It evolved into paysites on the internet. Now, it has escalated to strip clubs and seeing escorts. No one knows...My wife, mom, dad or sisters. I am truly sorry for my sins....
159 Knowing wrong
Please releats me from sin i did when I counsiously chose to look porn rather than wait for my wife a day or two. I was wrong. I knew I was wrong. Yet I did it. I could have said no. Or could have I not? I could have I think. Yet I didn't. So I beg for forgivness and aprooving of new life. Life in goodness...
160 Once in, Never out...
I'm 24. Single, and I live at home with my parents...Yeah! I'm a model of success. I've been addicted to porn for the last 12 years of my life. I am a virgin, however at this point in my life that seems like a mute point. I've never had sex with any of my girlfriends, and for that I am thankful...However...
161 Confession of a sex addict
I have been steeped in sexual sin for 15 years, that is more than half my life. I sit here now for the first time truly seeking change in my life because of a desire to know God better. Preciously it was to please someone else (i.e. parents, wife). It took my wife leaving for me to wake up. Although...
162 Masturbation and Pornography
I started masturbating in 1988 as a curious youth and I wish I has never started. It became and remains a problem for me as I am now married and a father. I selfishly masturbate to images of women other than my wife. I do it in privacy and need to stop closing the door. Please pray for me as I continue...
163 Addicted to gay porn
I am addicted to gay porn and masturbation. I cannot help myself, every other day or so I will watch porn until I masturbate. I always promise that each time will be my last but it isn't. I see it destroying my relationships but feel helpless to do anything. I have grown bitter against my friends, separated...
164 affair
I have been Married for almost 14 yrs, I thought of having an affair MANY times,I had a very slow sex life with my wife and kinda would "validate" my behavior. some days I would have had the affair if it would have just happened. I would masturbate often, online porn, checkin out every other girl id...
165 Broken relationships turned into sin
I allowed broken relationships of the past to hurt me. As far as I know they dictate how I go into other relationships. Because of this and pornography...I allowed a one night mistake with a married woman to be apart of my story. God please have mercy on my sould as I have ask forgiveness from her and...
166 Tired of the Cycle
I have a wonderful wife. I have a fulfilling job. But for whatever reason, when the opportunity presents itself, I find myself throwing my alone moments completely into porn. I feel so pathetic, immature, and deceptive. I've tried over and over to give it up, but even after a serious attempt to rid...
167 Luke warm
I'm 18, Male, and I have been looking at pornography for the past 3 or 4 years... I also have a problem with masturbation, I cant remember when I started doing that... no one in my family know my secret, so I want to confess to you. I am a Christian, and I actually run a ministry on MySpace, I have...
168 HELP
I'm a Christian, and I'm 18... I know the Word of God, and believe it with all my heart... but I have a problem with pornography. At first it was HBO and other TV shows, but now in the last year or so I have started to look at porn online... it has been a daily struggle, and sometimes I feel strong,...
169 shame.
i can't stop looking at porn and it makes me want to kill myself.
170 I am in shock
i can't believe that after sever months i went and looked at porn again then after i got sexually aroused i had to masturbate until i reached an orgasm. I hate myself so much. i have had problems for the past several days with giving inot fantasies but they never resulted in getting physical with myself....
171 Proverbs 28:13
I have had a problem with porn for along time I don't view "porn" websites anymore because of a filter I found out a few months ago about craigslist I went to it to check it out and started viewing the misc encounters section and wow! It brought back a flood of excitiment I confessed the sin to God then...
172 Prayer Needed
I am a married man who has always been struggeling with porn. I struggled before marriage and after. My wife knows that I struggle but she doesn't know that I am still trapped in the sin of porn. She is pregnant with our first child and I don't want to be the kind of father who has a porn addiction,...
173 Still watching pornography
i am a christian and i know that watching pornography is a sinful but i can't just help stop watching it. i want to stop it but i keep finding myself in the act. please i seriously need your prayers.
174 Cleansing My Soul
I have started to watch lots of pornography, especially the kind where women are degraded, spit on, raped, and have sex with several men at once. I am a Christian and I love God, but I was recently divorced and some how I feel guilty, because I I let God down. I was supposed to love my husband, yes,...
175 Masturbation
Lord, I have masterbated even when I was living in your name. I don't want to continue it lord. Even when I sit here looking at the secrets I get tempted to do it again. But I didn't because i know that I need to start living my life right father. I love you and when I masturbate I feel like I leave...
176 Turning to easy pleasures to relieve stress
I'm married. I'm a Christian and a leader in my church. I am involved in way too many activities, otherwise "good" things. When I get burnt out, tired, or anxious, I turn to porn/masturbation and sugar/sweets for pleasure, to relax. It feels so good. I've lied to my wife and friends, hiding my weaknesses....
177 Endless Cycle
I've been dealing with a porn and masturbation since I was eight years old. I've looked at so many different types of porn and have incredibly damaged my view of women. I even went as far as touching my sister when we were children - I am thankful that it didn't last nor turn into anything horrible....
178 porn
i became a christian in january 1992 before then masterbating with dirty mags or porn was nornal but eversince i found jesus i know its very wrong sometimes i fight it for months on end but then it just gets the better...
179 adultry
I cheated on my wife hired a prostitute did not have sex but asked her to leave but the thoughts are haunting me please Lord forgive me and renew my mind
180 I
As a child, as early as I can remember my sexual desire was awake and motivated. I learned to masturbate early and as a teen ager I began to regularly look at porn. When I married and had children I stayed away from it for years. Then I began to look at porn again. This time I moved into gay porn....
181 slave of the pornograpy
I,m pastor for teen years but I suffer with the pornograpy. how I do to be free about this? please, pray for me.
182 sin
I hate myself, i have done sin, porn and everything involved with it. I need prayer. pray for me.
183 I don
I'm married to a wonderful man. But for some reason I think about past boyfriends or lovers on a daily basis. I love my husband and even though our relationship could be better it's not bad. I don't want to cheat on him and I don't understand why I can't stop thinking about them. Also, I used to love...
184 Secret Sexual Fantasies
I have been married for a year now and I cheated on my husband before we were married. When I was young, my dad never had a relationship with me and I was molested by my older brother and a cousin and some of their friends. These experiences have caused a lot of sexual issues for me and I am constantly...
185 Behind the light
I confess to committing masturbation and looking into pornography. I know this is not God-glorifying. I choose to make a stand now, not to let the devil gain ground by letting Jesus deal with the root problems in my life.
186 its been years since i last confessed...
so here goes. i have lied so many times now, that i kie, and dont even now about it. i have masturbated almost every night since i was 13 (im 16) i flick off my parents behind their backs after they have yelled at me i have watched porn i have have let my dog lick my genitals i fantasize about...
187 Pornography addiction
I have been using internet porn for about 20 years now. I have tried so many times to stop but at best have only hit 2 weeks. With sites like youporn it is so tempting. I try to convicne myself that I am just looking at peices of flesh and it is not really interesting but still I come back. I am...
188 Repentance of fantasies :PS
After I wrote the post “Repentance of fantasies I couldn't finish as needed to leave & later when I thought how bad my sins were I felt even worse almost as if I was going to hell. I also really need to confess having looked at sadomasochism porn sites & also fantasying ect which could be...
189 Repentance of fantasies
I confess a porn addiction and having really perverted sex fantasies of which I repent.May the lord have mercy on me and please pray . I did write a long email which I deleted by mistake. Will repost that later as have to leave this computer now.
190 addicted to porn & impure thoughts
I look at porn on the internet, Ive been addicted since i was very young. I have impure thoughts of having sex with women. I am married & feel this is hampering my marriage, but most of all its killing my relationship with my Savior Jesus.
191 The pain I cause.
I have been addicted to pornography for years. I have been married for four years to a wonderful woman. We are now expecting our first child. During our first year, I was able to abstain from pornography, but as the years rolled on, I began looking at more and more porn and masturbating. Whenever,...
192 Trapped by Addiction
I have never publicly admitted this before but as I struggle to find the vision I have on my life, I feel the need to make drastic changes and free myself from the secrets that I keep buried. I am totally addicted to pornography. I have known this for many years now and yet I feel like I am not strong...
193 confession time
God, I am wounded. i have been dealing with masturbation and porn for as long as i can remember. I'm only 14 and this has taken over my life. I WANT IT TO STOP! my thoughts and life has been torn by this. I need you to heal me!! I am a fake to all the people who know me... i can go for a very long time...
194 confess
i wach porn today even i am married ..i am sorry...god gorgive me!
195 Sins of which i hate myself for
My life has been full of bad language mistemper and other things. I look at porn and it hurts me but i cant stop and i hope that in confessing my sins i will find the power to stop and restrain myself. I have hurt people lied masturbated, stole, commited the sin of gluttony and have constintly used...
196 Multiply Effect
Im 17, a good standing student, known in a good way around my school, and I play a sport but, when peoples backs are turned or im alone....Im a whole other person. The other side of me lies, cheats, steals, looks at porn, takes pills and drinks.
197 Back and forth
My life I have been a christian. I follow God and one day i was on the internet and no one was home. So i looked at porn. I didn't really know what it was or why i was doing it. The whole time i didn't want to but i did. So i was hooked for a while. Then i went to a youth conference and i stopped for...
198 cant escape
i have had an addiction to porn an masturbation since i was 9 years old. it has consumed me, it has twisted and disorted my mind. i am so imbarassed and ashemed, but just after my 20th birthday, i just suddenly started to struggle from same sex attraction, its like a switch just turned in on my mind,...
199 Pornography Addiction
I am a pornography addict. I am ashamed of it. I started masturbating when I was 14 years old. Over the years I started mixing in pornography with masterbation. I now look at pornography once a week. I've tried to go long periods of time, but once a week, the urge comes back and I can't resist....
200 I
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201 Touch Me Lord.
I have been addicted to pornography for a long time now and I plan to become a mercenary for your name. but My heart is wicked and unpure. How am I supposed to tell everyone about Your word if I am nothing but sickness and sin? Lord. Cleanse me. Please rid my heart of the devil and his ways. Please pray...
202 Jesus take the wheel
I'm turning 16 & recently I've given my life to Christ, but I have struggled with masturbation and porn in the past. Now that I've begun my walk with Christ, satan has hit me harder than before. I don't struggle with porn anymore, but masturbation still tempts me. Please pray for me! I can't be a part...
203 confession
i am have been addicted to porn and masturbation since i was in grade 7. i would fake sick so i could stay home and do it. I can go weeks and even months with out looking at it, but i was tend to go back. and it has effected ever relationship i have been in. i hate it. i can't stand the feelings of...
204 im a christian who hates to masturbate
im sining against my own body my body is gods temple i know im dE file ing it i dont like to dont to want but feel the need to do so i fuel my thoughts with porn to finish then feel empty and dirty and got to start from scratch like in a biulding 100 floors high fully adult christian being on top 1st...
205 THE struggle
I am an up and coming youth evangelist. God tells me every day how much he desires to use me in a mighty way. While I have wrestled with many sins, and been able to overcome many struggles, pornography has its hold on me. I desire to be free. Desperately.
206 A pastor's confession
I have watched porn for many years and I recently stopped for about five months but I fell again and watched it today.
207 I just can't stop.
It's the feeling, I have manic depression and the feeling of hitting that sexual high just makes me feel so happy. I am an atheist so I can't just think that it is a sin. I look at porn almost everyday. I am 14 Years old which is even worse. I started looking at porn when I was about 11. I already know...
208 I'm Sorry
I have an intense problem with porn. I live 2 different lives one I have bymself that no one knows about. I have tried to quit for a year and a half now but the devil keeps me ensnared I am still fighting the fight but have this intense problem please pray for me because i am sickened with myself and...
209 please pray for me
I looked, lusted, and masterbated while looking at porn on the internet and tv. I also lust when I look at the opposite sex. Please pray for my healing and forgiveness and that I live a righteous life through Christ.
210 What is my problem
I am an unhappily married woman of 10 yrs who masturbates frequently, look at porn sometimes and mostly look at the women. I'm not attracted to them, I just want to see their bodies, weird, I know. My husb doesn't know any of this. I'm not attracted to him, and not in love with him either. Seems like...
211 I want to be free
I have struggled with porn and masturbation for the past 6 years. it all started with a suggestion of a friend, now i cant stop. I feel like it has taken my life. I just want to be right with the Lord, He cant use me like this.
212 break me free of my life of evil
im a liar , im a sinful man , that allows myself to things i know that is wrong. but i do it anyways, i dont know way i do these things, but , its something i need let go, but i cant because of my life of sins, and now i let to creep in my life , i have adiction to porn and masterbation, , and been...
213 Forgive Me For My Sins
Dear God, Please forgive me for my sins! I am a 30 year old male with addictions to marijuanna, cigerettes, porn and sex .Please forgive me for acting out on temptations and for living in sin and lust! I want to become a better man and follow God's path...I'm truly sorry from the bottom of my heart and...
214 Can sin change the weather?
All day long they've been calling for 3-5" of snow in our area. My wife and daughter were ecstatic. My little one has never seen snow before. But it hasn't happened yet, and it may not. It's snowing all around us, but we haven't even seen a drop of rain at our house. And I blame myself. WHY? Because,...
215 Decade long porn addiction
Since 1999 I have been strongly involved in Internet pornography. It started with watching the scrambled porn channels on cable. Then it progressed to magazines and then a bout with a phone sex hotline where I ran up nearly a thousand dollar phone bill. Then once we got a subscription to the Internet...
216 Helpless Porn Addict
Please pray for me. I am a Christian and I have been addicted to pornography for the better part of a decade and I am sick of it. I am confessing it so as to get it into the light. I need prayer, so please pray for me!! I just cant seem to get free.
217 My Breaking Point
I got hooked into porn at age 10 by a friend who had it. I began to masterbate and look at porn on a regular basis. The internet came along and now I am in my early twenties and still hooked. The biggest problem is that I have just finished 2 years of bible school and am a missionary, and cannot beat...
218 Sexual orientation.
all my life i was raised that if your a girl you go with a boy..and vice versa..im recently discovering that i might like girls..i even watch porn sometimes..and i find that i egt more turned on by the girls then the guys..i'm only 15..and i fantasize about girls..im not sure if i'm curious or if im...
219 addicted to porn, objectifiction of women, and masturbation ...
I'm just starting to try and get to know God better, but I'm struggling with a homosexual act I had with my brother a few years ago, and with a porn/masturbation addiction... Pray for me, I don't really know where else to turn
220 live to masturbate
29 year old male i try to stop masturebating from porn on net but can't seam to break this dam habite.
221 Porn Addiction
I have been addicted to internet pornography for at least 6 years. I have masturbated since I can remember, but couldn't get hold of much porn or eye candy until the age of 15 with the internet, & then going to college & getting mags or whatever. I'm nearly 21, and I resolve to let the Holy Spirit guide...
222 UNFAITHFUL PORN
I am writing this to confess that I have been unfaithful to my wife. I hate this. Since I was about 13 years old I first saw pornography at a cousin's house. Never could quite shake it off and now at 43 years old, I have been unfaithful to my wife several times. Doing and acting out things she would...
223 free
Lord I come to you right now completely fed up and burnt out. I am a single 23 yr old female and for most of my life I have been I have been addicted to pornography and masturbation. I know that this has hindered my walk with you and gotten in the way of the the times that you have wanted to use me....
224 Sexual Deviant
I have been struggling with pornography ever since i was in high school...ever since then..it has escalated to extreme hardcore porn. I have watched so many fetish movies and am really interested in watching bondage, female domination, and foot worship. I really need help. I am also a voyeur and I masturbate...
225 Help Now
About once a year I get the urge to watch porn then it leads to masturbation then depression and guilt. I need help!
226 Pleading for prayer
I am a 44 year old man that has struggled with sexual addiction since I was about 10. I found some porn my father had and a friend of mine showed me his fathers stash of porn. At 14 I gave my life to Christ but still struggled with the desires of teen life. I love the Lord allot, but am ashamed to come...
227 webcam porn
i have looked at porn from a young age when a friend found his dad's porn mags.when i could got on the internet i started looking at pictures than stated to chatting to girls sexually.this continued to when i got a cam,i would expose myself to girls. i than found cam sites that I would talk to girls...
228 Ashamed and Guilty
I feel sick and ashamed of myself. I got involved in drugs, pornography and increased masturbation in college. Although the drugs stopped after college the porn continued on and off and led me to feelings of incest and acts of voyeurism with my mother. I have also struggled with deep feelings of insecurity,...
229 porn
I got addicted to porn when young looking at magazines at my aunts place. Then I got a computer and internet and spent so much parents money on porn once. I stopped spending on it but got addicted to free porn for years. I thought marriage would solve it but it only decreased its occurence. I though...
230 Lord forgive me for I have sinned
Lord please forgive me for I have sinned. I have been addicted to pornography and masturbation since the age of 15, I will turn 46 next week. The addiction started with me reading Playboy and Hustler magazines, that belonged to my dad, then progressed to watching porn videos. It has now progressed to...
231 Cheating Ex BF
I am 14 and my first boyfriend i ever had cheated on me and i feel lonely and sometimes i think that it is my fault..i know i shouldn't but its weird i just can't help it. I am a christian and i have been confirmed even though i have a good walk with The Lord i can't seem to stop watching porn and masterbating....
232 My Life Is a Fraud
Everyone likes me. I have lots of friends. I'm the life of every party. I attend a top 10 grad school. People always tell me how cute I am, but no one knows the real me. I like porn, like alot, as much as any man and masterbate several times a week. I've had not two abortions. The first one wasn't...
233 Frustrated man
I am a 39 yr happily married man and an associate pastor in the pentacostal church. I have been addicted to masterbation for years. It has grown since then and includes porn, of men, at times. I'm extremly ashamed and strongly desire for this to stop. I have told my wife about this struggle but not...
234 Stumbled
Today I stumbled again on the journey out of addiction to pornography. In moments of weakness I allowed myself to watch a few short video clips on the internet. The guilt was so overwhelming and I new it would be, yet I caved in. Afterwards, while praying for forgiveness, I felt God tell me that even...
235 lust
as i wright this ive just watched porn and masterbated im ashamed because i promised the lord i would not do it again but i have and i feel such gilt and i dont know what to do i love the lord and dont want to hurt ...
236 porn is driving me crazy
I started watching porn when I was 12 years old. It has only increased since then. I hate it and sadly can't get enough of it either. I want to stop but can't. I'm afraid because now it's not as exciting, and I'm craving more. Please pray for me, porn has such a strong hold on me. It's embarrassing and...
237 I need help and prayer.
I am a member of a religious organization. I have been a member for 15 years. My confession is I am addicted to TV and internet poro. I know it is wrong. But I find myself going back to porn constantly. I recently purchased some adult dvd's. But I made a decision to disgard them. I am trying to break...
238 Confession 1-24-09
I didn't love. I thought mean thoughts about people and didn't consider everyone to be beloved brothers and sisters in Christ. I was selfish and didn't show Matthew the love that he deserved. I was rude to him and I took him for granted. I gossiped about other people at work and got myself caught...
239 Porn and Masturbation Addiction
I must admit I;ve never thought I would be addicted to something like this, but like many others I am, I've tried and tried again to stop, but It seems like the more I put my foot forward to stop, the more I indulge in this unGodly behavior, I reaaly wished I've never layed eyes on porn of any kind,...
240 work at a church
I am a personal assistant at a church. I struggle with snooping, sex and anger. I struggle with porn whenever i am sad and hurting. My ex and I are still involved sexually. He has been behind my back sleeping and be involved with someone else. I am so paranoid about what he is still doing to me that...
241 HELP ME!!!!!!!!!!!!
I was first exposed to pornography at age 10 and i am currently 15. REcently i have been having bisexual tendecies. To make things worse my mother is an evangelist, and her sister is a prophetess and thier brother-in-law is the pastor at our church. I have become addiceted to homosexual pornography...
242 Can't quit porn
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243 Masturbation
I am aticted to masturbating and porn and need to stop but im so spiritualy confused right now i can't find the roght path please pray for me.
244 porn addiction
I am addicted to internet porn and the more I study the Bible, the harder it has become to stop. I know that God is doing something, but I can't stop the addiction even though I hate it and it is destroying my life. I am in my 30s, married, with 2 kids... when I was young, I had a friend sexually do...
245 Bonds Broken, Unwilling to Leave...
I am living alone right now, and have recently got into the habit of viewing soft porn on the internet. I want to get this into the open and stop it now, before it gets worse and affects others. I hate that I do it, but even though the spirit is willing to give it up, the flesh is weak. I need the Lord's...
246 Sinned, want forgiveness.
I recently got married to my love, my sweetheart. The woman that i love and that i am going to spend the rest of my life with. I am 20 years old, young for marriage, but my heart has been taken. I made a mistake, we had a very rough patch at the end of 2008 and i sinned. My Wife lost her father this...
247 praying that this is the road to freedom
I am addicted to internet pornography - hardcore stuff, gay, lesbian etc. I masturbate whilst watching. I am disgusted with myself, I feel shame, I feel guilt, I feel repulsed. But I cant stop it. I'm well and truly addicted. I am a christian - and above all I want my relationship with Christ to move...
248 Oh Lord, set me free from...
I am a single man serving the church as a youth pastor. Sometimes I struggle with porn. I look at porn a couple of times per year. Every time I view, it ruins my spiritual life. In addition, I have been struggling with masturbation for last two months. This is the first time I really get into it for...
249 Needing hope
I just recently realize that I am addicted to porn and masturbation. Its ruining my life with my wife and kids. I havn't been able to see them for two days and its tearing me apart. I've sinned against them and God in the worst way. I never physically cheated on her but I feel like I have mentally....
250 Lord Forgive me
Lord forgive me for i have sinned once again. I keep praying that I can overcome my addiction to masterbation and porn. I came by some sites accidently and it turned into my darkest secret. I feel that this is keeping me from you and i don't know what to do to stop. Everytime I try I find myself disappointing...
251 Cyclical sin
I have been brought up in a Christian home, and even went to bible college. However, I can't seem to shake sexual sin. If I seem to overcome pornography and masturbation, sinning with my girlfriend (now fincee) sexually seems to take it's place. If my fincee and I are doing well with purity, I seem...
252 Struggle with SSA and gay porn
Since I was young I struggled with same sex attraction. At some point as a little boy I stumbled upon nude photographs of men on the internet and that only solidified my attraction to men. Despite my SSA issue, I got married last year (2007). Being best friends with my wife for a few years prior...
253 Adult life wasted
I was born into a Christian home and accepted Christ at age 7. I loved my church friends and school friends. At about age 13, our church had a falling out and we quit going. At age 16, I started smoking, drinking and doing drugs. I am now 48 and have not had a period of sobriety longer than 6 months...
254 Truly feeling Romans 7:21-23(the msg)
I am a college student who is VERY active in my church. I grew up in the church and have been going ever since I was 5yr old. I attend EVERY Wednesday night & Sunday for Bible Study & Worship. I even help out on Sunday morning's with serving communion, greeting, usher, and even children's church. But...
255 Need to regain my honor.
I have let pornography and fornication be my god for over a decade while at the same time claiming to be a Christian. I am so ashamed and absolutely despise myself. I believe that integrity and honor are the most important aspects of a man's life and I have none. I desire to stand up for what is right...
256 Addicted to literary porn
Hello. I'm a 22yo male seminary student who is addicted to literary porn. I also struggle with masturbation sometimes. Please pray that God would break the bond that I have to these things so that I can become more focused on Him
257 My Dirt Little Secret
I have struggled with porn and masturbation since my childhood. I actually confessed to my wife and even got professional counseling, but now I have started all over again. I don't want to tell my wife because I don't want to drag her thru this again. Dear heavenly Father please heal me and help me...
258 my cheating heart
This past year has been a difficult one in my marriage. I have fallen away from my practice of my faith--I keep coming back, and then back sliding; I have a problem with porn--and I don't view it online--but I have my own pix; and have physically cheated on my spouse twice in a 10 month period. But,...
259 Pornography and Masterbation
I for the past couple of years have dealt with an addiction to pornography and masterbation. I used to use masterbation to relieve the stress from a long day, causing it become a normal part of my day. Since giving my life to God this temptation has been the one thing that I have felt separate me from...
260 Stop porn = start pray
Dear God. You know me so well. All my personal problems, and all my dreams about getting your name lifted high here in Denmark. You see that every time we are most close I fall and watch pornography on the internet... Plz.. Send people to pray for me and please God heal my mental injury... I'm despreate...
261 Back again
Lord forgive me for I have sinned again. I remember telling you that I was going to stop but I just can't. Lord I pray that you will have mercy on me. I need your help to fight this demon, to fight this temptation. I once again was watching porn and masterbating. Please God don't give up on me. Lord...
262 Good Girl
I am 18 years old. Everyone knows me as the "good girl" because of the involvement i pursue at my church.They look up to me and show thier love for me everyday. What they dont know is that i watch porn and masturbate at least 2-3 times a month. I have never talked to anyone about my secret because i...
263 my addiction
Hi, im 21 and an active church member and youth pastor in australia. I love life and know God has amazing plans for me but I have struggled with porn and masturbation, lust, for 8 or 9 years, and its the one thing I havn't let go of. Sometimes I feel like I dont know how to just let go, how to stay...
264 sneaky way to get to porn and masturbation
It has taken me a awhile to admit I have a problem with pornograpy and masturbation I was addicted to pornography from the age of 12-19 I got saved at 19 and did not watch porn for about three years but in the midst of those three years there still were images, and thoughts, and feelings. I watched...
265 I
I have been addicted to porn since I can remember now and I'm only 30 yrs old. It has been something that I have compartimentalized in my life. I have become the ones whom Paul is speaking of in the beginning of Romans. I say one thing in my public life but in my private secrete life I am living a...
266 Cheated with porn
I've indulged myself with pornography since i was 13 and i still have an addiction to it i know that it isn't healthy for me or my relationship, but i keep asking the father to help me and still i end up going right back to were i started i need a lot of prayer.
267 homosexuality and pornogrophy
i....i dunno, i have been dealing with homosexuality and pornogrohy for a really long time..i just want them both gone...
268 Masturbation Addiction
I have an addiction to live webcam pornography. I stop at times and then go on again. I keep watching pornography and still attend church and lead a small group. it sickens me and i feel less of a christian each time. I am making a stand today and have deleted the link to that website and closed my account....
269 Pornographic Binge
I feel so ashamed. I've been trying to stay away from pornography. It first started by looking at nudes for "drawings"' then I just got bored and lonely and started looking at hardcore pornography. My God forgive me. I feel so ashamed and tainted. I was doing so well with my relationship with Jesus....
270 Sexually broken...Please pray for me I BEG you
Ive had many bad experiences sexually from a young age,& abuse.It's ruined me sexually.I can hardly get aroused at all.It led me to become hypersexual during my teen years,to try to compensate, fill a void even though I was already saved.I was looking in all the wrong places.Now I am married to a God-loving...
271 Cannot seem to over come
I have been trying so hard to break my addiction to pornography, but today I found my self at a search page that brought up a pornographic video clip. In a moment of weakness I watched it, and then another. Now I feel guilty, like a failure, and back at square one.
272 struggling with my old ways
For about 5 years off and on, I have used pornography, I am a dedicated christian man who is pursuing a calling into the ministry but every now and again, I have urges and sometimes I go back to the old ways. Pray for me so once and for all I can break free of these chains.
273 my secret
I am female, since I was 13 I have been addicted to lesbian pornography. I am not homosexual and never want a relationship with a woman. I struggle to stop. I love Jesus but I keep failing. All I want is him but this sin pulls me back and stops me from getting closer to him. I thought I was the only...
274 I told my Husband no more porn
I just told my husband that I wasn't ok with his porn addiction and asked him to stop downloading pics, talking online and watching videos. He told me that he loves me more then that and that he will stop. I feel like it won't be that easy. He has been doing this for years. I love him and I know that...
275 Recovering pervert
I was in grade school when I was first exposed to sex. It started with magazines. Then it lead to my friend and I engaging in our first homosexual experience (pray for him please as he has not found Christ). Since then I was very sexually confused. Probably the worst thing I ever did was download...
276 temptation
I have not watch full on porn in since August but it seems as though it is trying to call me when I get bored, stressed, or simply have any sexual desire. Its like my ration shuts down at the proposition of sexual release. I desire to be a person of integrity and feel as though this things is going to...
277 I am Broken
I am a Father of 2 wonderful girls, with another child on the way. I have a wonderful wife, who has supported me through some difficult times in my life. I try to be a great example to my God and my Family. But when I was young and single I thought watching and reading porn was a better alternative than...
278 Bordem, focus, and lust,
Pray for me in the area of sexual stimulation I am a former pornograpy addict and God has given great grace in the area I need not frustrate the grace of God by returning to things I have been given power over. I pray for everyone whom has posted a confession my the grace of God teach, comfort, and...
279 end of it
hey im a worship leader and ive always was addicted to porn and masterbation and its always been a problem and everytime i tried to give it up to god it never worked and it sad know that i singing about a god that is real but is not real in this situation so i just given up as i write this the tears...
280 With all my heart
Lord, God I'm tired of this sin of perversion and lust. I wanna be free in JESUS name. Help me Lord not to cheat on my spouse in my heart with other women. I ask you LORD all mighty to break that curse of porn adiction. Lord God nail this generational curse to the cross, for me and all my fellow brothers...
281 Pray for me...
for the past few years i have been addicted to porn. It sucks because I feel like i cannot get rid of the addiction. I really don't want to be hooked to it, but no matter how many times i try to stop i slip after a week, month, few months and go back into it. One thing that i have come to realize that...
282 Lied and binging again
I had a filter on my computer a friend set up for me. I told him I took it off because it's been messing with my internet, which it did, but I haven't put it back on in about a month or more. I've been binging on porn since I took it off and played off not fixing it as I've been too busy with school....
283 tripping and stumbling
Ever since I was 10 I have dealt with this dirty little secret. I have had an addiction to porn. With the advent of the internet this became so easy and I didn't need to sneak the playboy channel when no one was looking. Seriously, it is terrible. I have gone for large periods where I have not looked...
284 many thing
i must confess i think i don know if its right becuse i hevnt done anything in chrch like my first comu. iv done many thing i feel i get bad luck because iv had mastubated befor i dont think this is right things havent gone well bacuse things come out wrong im a good person but sometime it make me feel...
285 I dont let anything work
I'm a worship leader at a local church and I've confessed that I'm addicted to porn to some church leaders and we've prayed together. I read books and watched videos that helped me, for a few months I thought I was free, but I fell right back in to watching porn. Now everyone thinks I'm ok but I'm falling...
286 Addicted to Pornography
I am * years old and have struggled with pornography since I was 12. I am on staff at a church, I am married, and have a 1 year old son. I have tried over and over again to turn away from this painful addiction. I have tried to justify it when my spouse does not want to have sex. I want desperately to...
287 The Porn Cycle
I have struggled with viewing porn for too many years. The advent of the internet just made it so much easier to access and as a result my addiction spiralled out of control. I have confessed to my pastor and have put my trust in Jesus to bring me to freedom. Everytime I feel like victory is close satan...
288 My Confession
When I was young, about five years old, I was molested by my cousin several times. After, that I was again molested by another older guy at the day care center I attended. Years later, after battling porn (gay and straight), webcamming (for men), masturbation, and also masturbating in front of a stranger,...
289 Dear Lord....
Forgive me! Im sorry! Help me! My heart and mind is hurt so much. I cant go on like this. I live for you on the outside, but you know the inside. I live for my plesures on the inside. Im addicted to pornography and overeating. I have looked at things that no man should ever look at. I have destroyed...
290 I want to leave this dirty lifestyle behind
I feel like im in this big hole of misery and climbing out seems so impossible. I visit these free porn websites almost daily and I immediatly delete the history on my laptop. Some times when my friends ask to me if they can see my laptop I give it to them, but I am really scared that I would be caught. Even...
291 my struggle with the adult industry
My struggle with porn started at an early age. When I was in the 5th grade, a group of older kids made a tree house, and one day a friend found some abandoned porno magazines and brought it up to the tree house for everyone to see. I was disgusted so I decided to leave and go home, i even told my mom. Soon...
292 porn
i am an associate pastor at a very large church. I have been involved in porn since i was 13. I am *. i view porn about 3 times a week and masturbate. people think i am amazing, but it's a lie. i cannot confess because i don't think the church will understand. thank you for having this site. i...
293 Victory in Jesus
When I was only around 10 an older friend started groping me on a regular basis. At first I didn't know what to do, so I didn't do anything. Eventually I looked forward to it. In seventh grade a boy put his hand down my pants while we were in class watching a movie. I didn't know what to do, I wanted...
294 Christian woman addicted to porn and mastrabation
I have been struggling with this issue for some time. I feel so alone. Who would think that a woman would be addicted to porn and other filth? I am ready to put it to rest by the grace of God. I am only * and have had this struggle for years. I am so unhealthy in life and in my walk with Jesus....
295 I am tired of my sins and I need prayer
I have been secretly dealing with homosexual lusts. I engaged in homosexual acts in college. I got drawn into it because of my low self esteem. I felt men had higher standards on looks than woman and when a man said I was hot and wanted me I thought that was great. I grew up in the church, but in college...
296 distortion
at the age of 11 i was exposed to pornography. my friend had a porn video. he was the first person who introduced me to it. as i started to get older i wanted to see more hardcore pornography, and it came to a point when girls were ot enough to look at, so i started watching gay pornography, and i have...
297 porn
I watches porn videos many tme and i oldn´t stop every time i want to. i also masturbated. please pray for me
298 Lifetime Porn Addiction
My name is *. Since the age of 13, I have struggled with pornography. I thought it would resolve when I married. Not true. Binge and purge, binge and purge. I confess. *This post has been edited for content
299 Help
I have been having a hard time this week with masterbating. I have done this off and on since I was 12. I do it when I am stressed. This week, especially, I have done it two times in one week. I need help. I know that God forgives me but I feel that He must have a limit. I need prayer. My husband knows...
300 porn
im i nthe 10th grade ive been watchin porn since 8th i confessed to my youth leade earlier this year and i still have problems but i know god will help me through this nd i know once i make it through this im gonna have a testimony and im gonna let the world know how god helped me through pray...
301 addicted looking for the right time
hi, im a young christian * and i have been in and out of porn addiction for about 7 years, i first saw porn when i was 11, i have been really convicted by both this site and the xxx church website, for any prayers out there please please pray that i find the right person to tell and begin healing. thanks! *This...
302 seeking forgiveness
I confess that I became addicted to pornography. And like any addiction I had to have more of it and the more I looked the more obscene it had to be. I had online sex with women and men. I used a webcam for mutual masturbation. I didn't realize the trap I had fallen into. I have turned away from my homosexual...
303 should i conffes?
I am *, and i am the worship leaer at my local church. Im a male, and i have been asturbating since i was 12 maybe. I used to look at gay pornography a lot. I havent looked at nay since about 1 year ago, probably. last time i slept with a male was abou three years ago, ivee been trying to change and...
304 Failed again
God has blessed me with so much. I have found peace in him alone, but the devil always finds a way to blot Jesus out of the picture. Masterbation and porn have taken over me once again. Please pray that I can find what I need to overcome this.
305 A torn pastor
I've known that I am bisexual for most of my life, and have come to what I thought was a healthy acceptance of who I am. Now I am married to a woman I truly love, I work as a youth pastor, and I'm more in love with the Jesus of the Bible than ever before. But, I also watch online porn, mostly gay...
306 Addiction to porn
I am a pastor and I struggle with pornography. Please pray for me.
307 porn addiction
i am addicted to porn i ask for forgiveness and then i become week and return to it again i want to stop i cant do it alone
308 porn
I´ve watched porn many times and i masturbated... I can´t stop this sin, and every time i try to stop, i fall again. Please pray for me
309 False Accountability
I have to confess, I used to be addicted severely to pornography and masturbation. Now, I have an accountability partner, that shares everything with me, but I don't do the same thing back.. He thinks i'm okay, but the truth is, I'm still severely addicted to pornography and masturbation. I can't...
310 on and off porn and masturbation
i have been having this secret for such a long time. i have been resisting now and then,told close friends about it.it seems that ia m too weak in thisarea.through computer,movies,half naked women.etc.im tired,and i want to move on with mylife and be the person God wants me to be.im actively involved...
311 I am in a battle,Pray for me
I live *.I just got to know about Craig...from xxx church...which i got to know from Maury show oneday I was taking my bath and as I was washing *,it becomes delightful, at a time I notice that i cannot stop suddingly * .From then on till today i have been battling with masturbation.Whenever am depressed...
312 DYING
I experienced pornographic material for the first time when I was 13. I will never forget it. Now I am 27 and happily married with 3 children. I haven't had an addiction that requires daily attention, yet I AM an addict, and my mind is dirty and in need of healing. I have a successful ministry and...
313 ive struggled with masturbation and porn for many years and hope to help others with confessing and by sharing things i have learned
i struggle with masturbation. i dont need porn to satisfy my addiction. i can simply close my eyes, pick which girl or fantasy i want to place my self in and then satisfy myself. there are times when it becomes far more disturbing then others, i have had times where thinking of girls is not enough i...
314 In Need of Help
I am the wife of a minister. I have beautiful children but I have a secret life. I am in secondlife, having an affair and living the life completely opposite of what those around know. I have found that this is feeding to other things like porn and so forth. I have failed the Lord, my husband and...
315 Porn and masterbation
I've been struggling with this since I was elementary school. I'm new in ministry and the Lord has blessed me to hold as bible study every tuesday here on campus. And I've shaken this before but it seems like since we have started this, porn has just been a real pain. I feel horrible because so many...
316 porn and preaching
i am a youth pastor stuggling with porn. my wife is out of town and i just binged. i'm not sure how to get out. i feel so ashamed but don't know how to stop.
317 Confession of a Minister
I am husband, father, and minister. I was introduced to sexual impurity when at a young age. I was molested once and my father's porn collection. For 15 years i have been addicted to pornography. My passion for Jesus Christ is failing and i have become lazy at work. I am ashamed very time i looked into...
318 Regret
I have been caught in the snare of the enemy. I was foolish with my money. I was sinning without even realizing it was sin. I was into pornography. I have been lazy, proud and arrogant. I have collected a bunch of stuff that I don't need which is now a burden. I can't believe how foolish I've been.I...
319 Pastors Kid
Am the son of a very successful church, since i was about * i began to explore "my self" even though i was warn by my parents and in church many times my curiosity was too much for me, for the last 4 or 5 year i keep it mostly under control but as my * birthday came i began to loss it but now i feel...
320 Homosexuality
I have been struggling, but have been keeping it on the down low. I need help and am ashamed. I am addicted to porn and need help.
321 Good Dad struggles with porn
I've been dabbling in porn for SO long. I quit for almost a year, but have now found it easier than ever to pleasure myself when things in the real world aren't going well. I'm burdened with bills I can barely pay, living paycheck to paycheck, and not being prepared for the future. My marriage is...
322 Masturbation
i confess that i masturbate and look at porn and lust over girls, and am truly trying to stop
323 HIding
I'm in full-time ministry...and have been addicted to sex since a kid. My wife is not much of a Christian and hates what I do with my life. Because of fear, I say nothing to her. I want free from these chains... Please pray for me.
324 Porn addiction escalated/got worse over time..
To be recent about my struggle/dealings with my porn addiction. I was mostly just going to a regular porn web site online. Then I wanted to start watching/looking at * porn,. Then after watching a tv show called * I got interested in trannys/transexual porn. So now i watch transexual porn almost...
325 2nd Coming
I have gone 1 year and 3 months without looking at porn. i had a few bumps in the road along the way but know i feel like i am being sucked into this again. and it's not the hardcore porn or even naked women that turn me on. It is the clothed women that most people wouldn't consider porn. the last week...
326 Addiction and Confusion
I look at gay porn more often than straight porn even tough I feel generally straight. I have these weird attractions towards boys and girls and I feel crappy almost all the time. Maybe it's just a teenager thing or maybe it's something else. There hasn't been a single day in almost a year where I...
327 Trust
I know my husband has a porn addiction and I have caught him in the act, but he denies it. I also know he steals and I can not confront him. It's tearing away my trust in him and our marriage.
328 GOD please help me!!!
I wanted to confess my lust and addiction to women and pornography. I need your prayers and Gods power for change in my life. I have masturbated to images on the internet. I'm a Christian, and I hate it. I already confess my sins at my church to my pastor, at many times, and actually I feel really free...
329 the freedom in confession
hey guys, im a * something and Im going to be straight out with it, im addicted to pornography and hook-up sites-and I hate it. I hate myself. I hate everything, I wonder sometimes how many times God can forgive something. sometimes I wonder if he knows im tryn!! Im ready to walk away but i just feel...
330 my husband is addicted to porn
i haven't been married for even a year yet and sometimes i have the feeling that i want to give up. two months into our marriage my husband told me that he was addicted to porn. i had seen all of the signs, found things on the computer, but always believed every lie that i was fed. i felt so betrayed...
331 pray
I have sinned and wish to stop. It has to do with the internet, lusting and pornography with masterbation. I know it is wrong, I wish I had a close relationship with God and faith in Christ. Please pray for me and my spiritual life. I need forgiveness from all my sins and I need healing.
332 Losing the Battle
I am a sex addict. I can't control the pornography and lust in my life. I have reached out to others for help, but I am in deep despair. Nothing stops me from my cravings of porn. NOTHING. My depression and anxiety causes me to seek refuge in something. I can't cope healthy so I turn to porn. I go to...
333 Shame and Disgust
I am addicted to porn. I have masturbated thousands of times over the last decade. I need help.
334 Pornography
I was exposed to porn at 12 and after several years have continued to look at it and masturbate. I've tried to have relationships, but they've all been sexually charged with very little substance apart from the physical. I'm a Christian and attend church regularly, but the amount of porn and masturbation...
335 The depth and height
The depth of my addiction to porn drove me to near suicide. I find the depth of my sin better helps me understand the height of christ's faithfulness to me and the depth of grace. forgiveness and acceptance of a wretch like me. 10,000 images burned into my mind, but that's forgiven. amazing grace...
336 Hooked - This is My Confession
This is my confession to whom ever reads this. I really don't know where to begin. I was exposed to porn at an early age. I want to say before I was *. I have an image of naked women I can bring up and I am sure I was very young. I had my first "sexual" experience was when I was *. I think of it...
337 Ashamed
I feel alone right now in my life. I am a youth pastor for a growing church. I don't feel like there is anyone that I can talk to. I have sinned off and on with "pornography"(lustful images; stories; thoughts). I was free from this addiction for a year and a half until I got engaged. the stress of our...
338 The secret killer
I was exposed to porn from the tender age * and I can remember those images.I remember it exited me soo much that I would hide and watch it.The people in my house watched it also but thats where it started.It stopped for a while until the age of about * and I was introduced to masturbation. I then became...
339 GETTING FREE FROM THE TRAP OF PORN
I HAVE BEEN HOCKED ON PORN FROM THE AGE OF * AND HAVE BEEN FOR OVER TWENTY YEARS AND KNOW I AM TAKING ACTION TO BE FREE FROM THIS TRAP, THE MESSAGE OF X-CHURCH BY YOUR PASTOR HAS HELPED ME ON THE STEPS TO FREEDOM. I AM A COMMITED CHRISTIAN AND WANT TO HONOR GOD. I CAN NOT DO ON MY OWN STRENGH AND KNOW...
340 lust
I feel trapped. When I was about *, me and my brother explored sexuality together. From then on, I always thought about sex. It has resulted in me being attracted to men, I have never had sex, but I view porn up to 5 times a day. I watch men online, and pretend to be a women so that they will...
341 Trying 2 give up Porn
I was exposed to porn by a family member when I was *years old. Since then, I am coming out or Homosexuality and have stopped all sexuality. the next battle is my porn habit. I also suffer from frequent depression and debilitating anxiety. I need some help, but do not want to judged. I am a Christian...
342 Suicidal over pornography
I've suffered from depression all my life. I am an alcoholic but haven't had a drink in over 13 years. I've fallen into the trap of online pornography and feel disgusted with myself. While I don't want to drink over it I do want to die. I'm tired of this world and the struggles it holds. I know I've...
343 Salvation at the End of Times? Am I too late?
I repent of my sins and ask God for strength not to repeat them. I have struggled with online pornography and adult chat sites where I've have online sex with women and men. I am male in my *. I renounce my homosexuality. I renounce my lust for perverted sex. I'm so sorry for giving into my desires and...
344 trying to stop
I love god, but can not contol my bad thoughts.
345 Mastrbation & Alcahol
I am onfessing sins o porn and masterbation, and alcahol. i am reaaly in need of deliverance. Please Lord Jesus save me.
346 dirty talk
back when i was gay, i liked this guy that would talk during sex and say things like, *... i need prayer to remove these old thoughts and old ways, i wasn't into viewing porn because it was like i lived it. 10 years later i'm free and still need deliverance from this, i stopped sex, porn and masturbation,...
347 Porn
I have been looking at porn for a few years now. I hate that i continually need to go back to it, even though i know how i'll feel after. I pray for forgiveness, but then sin the same way again and again. It is killing my relationship with god. Prayers please
348 Addicted to Porn
I have been exposed to pornography at the age of 11. Ever since, I have been surrounded with pornography. I used to sit on the internet throughout the night watching pornography, masturbate and then go to school the next day. I have never been able to hold a relationship and now at the age of *, I am...
349 pornography
I became exposed to porn in 6th grade. It was just anime at first, but it got down to the hardcore stuff. Now I'm in the 10th grade, still doing the stuff. I hate why I do, and that's why I'm confessing.
350 Porn hold
I go through times where I stop looking at porn and then every now and then go through phases where I go back to it again. It's so frustrating. And now I have a wife and baby girl.
351 Jesus is the only answer...
My secret is that I have a major problem with pornography. I was exposed to pornography when I was about 8 or 10 years of age, and this was a regular occurence right through into my adolescent and early adult years. i am * now, and although i am a committed Christian, I think I might have an addiction...
352 Need Freedom
For years I have been a binge user of porn I have called out to God for freedom and can't seem to find a way out. I pray and lean on god to set me free. I hold a position of leadership in church and I know that freedom is vital in this journey. I know that this is a struggle I face and am ashamed I am...
353 gay
I attend * youth group in *. i've been gay pretty much my whole life. i was molested by my cousin, a male, when i was a young child. which might have sparked something. i gave my life to christ and thought my problems were over. its been over a year since i've slept with a male or anyone for that matter....
354 Addicted to literary pornography
I'm a Christian, and a guy, and in seminary, and I can't stop reading literary pornography (stories about masturbation and mutual masturbation). I want to stop so bad but it's so hard! Please pray that God would free me from this addiction.
355 I failed the Lord and my family
I wanted to confess my lust and addiction to women and pornography.. I need your prayers and Gods power for change in my life.. I have masterbated to images on tv and the internet. Who ever looks at a woman with lust has already committed adultry with her in his heart, and I am guilty...
356 Please pray for me
I just watched and lusted after the people I watched on the internet. I masterbated while watching and coveting others than my spouse. Please pray for me and ask God to forgive and heal me from all my sins..
357 Please pray for me...
I am dealing with masturbation and pornography. Please pray for me. I don't want to feel dirty anymore. I want to have a heart and a life for God.
358 Porn
I am addicted to pornography. I hate it, I don't enjoy looking at it, its gross to me, and I don't look at it often and am fighting against it in every way I know how, but I still look ever so often. It gets very frustrating, I go so far in between that I think I am ok. I don't even know why I do look...
359 sexual
No since my deliverance from homosexuality, porn and masturbation. I can see something that I do that I shouldn't be doing. Looking at guys pants, the bulge in the front, you know? I can't say its extremely sexual. I just wonder how big is it size and length. This sounds sick and It is, I have done this...
360 sexual
Listen, I have done some of the stupidest things ever, and have fallen into a pit of despair. I was set free from homosexuality in 1999, i was with a big stud guy for 4 years, God called us out miraculously, long story, but I walked away from it and got involved in the things of God. Then last year,...
361 guilty of viewing porn
I am a volunteer at my church, I spend a lot of time teaching the Bible through out the week and attempting to be an example for the youth around me and I have very recently began viewing porn on the internet. I feel like a faud. A fake. And a failure. I know it is wrong, but I keep going back to it....
362 porn
I am a christian and i struggle with lust and masterbation. I try to stop and do really well for lengths of time, but i always eventually give in. Porn was a problem in the past but im fighting that very hard. I have looked at some nude pictures the last few nights and i know its leading me down the...
363 sins are explicit
In the past 1-2 years i've struggled with porn and sexual impurity. It started with magazines. Then progressed to internet, where it remains today. Only now i've moved onto homosexual porn which i never would have wanted and still don't want to do. I believe the homosexuality is a sin, but yet i find...
364 Back to Porn
I've been looking at porn for 10 years - I've stopped a hundred times, but never for more than a few months. Just when I think I'm completely healed, it lures me back with more intensity than the last time. I go from empowered to powerless in the blink of an eye, and the shame it produces is killing...
365 my hypocritical life
I am a pastor who has been involved with pornography. I am so ashamed, so guilty. I have blasphemed the name of God and sinned against my wife, children, and church. I'm wearied with living a double life, wearied of my abominable wickedness. Please pray for me.
366 Prayer for quitting
I am ashamed to say that I feel like I am living two lives. One that everyone can see is a great christian guy who's always happy and making people laugh while helping everyone. The other is behind closed doors were my addiction to porn and masturbation both people and animal, visual and written will...
367 I need your prayers...
I am a Christian Youth Worker student and I truly love Jesus with all my heart. I have a girlfriend who is my best friend and we have been together for 2 and a half years. Unfortunately for the past year I have started to watch porn. It started when I had my own computer and started with clicking...
368 I'm a Liar
I've been lying to my wife on a regular basis. I tell her I'm not struggling with masturbation or pornography and I am. The last time I told her she would tell me I cheated on her regularly. That killed me, Cause I know it was the truth the way it was said really hurt. I can't seem to get free from...
369 i want out
I confess I've been looking porn for some years now. I am so sick of it! I really don't want to look, but I often can't stand the temptation... Please pray for me
370 My Drug... Masterbation and porn
I was about 6th grade and I found my Dads Stash. Untill now Porn and Masterbation was something i would do often. I feel like my Girlfriends is pulling away form me becouse i have not given her enought attetion. I need prayers and i need stregth. I look at porn every alone chance i get and i masterbate...
371 Recovering... please pray.
I am * years old, and since I was as young as 4 years old, off and on until 5th grade, I have had a problem with masturbation, yes, that young. Around 5th grade, I started looking at pornography, including gay porn. It started with pictures, then progressed to videos. The problem with porn came and went,...
372 god help me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
my secret is that i masterbait daily and the same with porn and It is extremely hard to not do it daily. I first viewed porn when i was 13 and liked it but felt guilty. I guess i do it to escape reality and have fun.but i really need help i tired everything to overcome it but ended up failing.I'm a Christan...
373 I
I don't even know where to start there so much. I'm a leader at a church living in sin. I've been struggling with pornography and masturbation on a daily basis. I'm married to a beautiful women, have a baby girl on the way, and practically living a dream yet I'm can't seem to overcome this addiction....
374 My Porn Addiction...
I've been dabbling in porn for nearly 10 years now and have just recently taken up a ministry role at my local church and yet whenever I am home alone i find myself going on the internet and looking up porn. Its really hard to be connected with God and be addicted to porn as well as it makes me feel...
375 Porn and masturbation
I cant stop watching porn and whenever i wach it it leads to masrurbation. Its gone on for about 8 months and i need it to stop!
376 need victory over porn
I love the Lord with all mt heart, I had victory over drug addition PRAISE GOD! I'm having trouble leaving pron 100% behind. It's hard to go once a week w/o it. I need prayer for my victory. I know it's coming and so does Satan. Please pray that * can have certain victory over his porn problem - I look...
377 Inner conflict, pastor fighting homosexuality
I am a youth pastor. I love God and I will do anything to keep and protect my ministry. I was molested when I was a child for about 4 years every Saturday. From when I was in 7th grade til after I graduated High school, I lived a homosexual lifestyle. I have struggled with pornography since then....
378 Boylover
I dont know how this came about, but I have an attraction to little boys. I dont act on this attraction although I have had many thoughts about doing things with boys. I live a normal life, only a few know this about me, just those I knew I could trust. When I was 24 I was caught looking at pictures...
379 My Confession to a Group of Believers
I am beginning to realize the importance of confessing my sin to a group of believers. By doing so, I seek to find support from imperfect people who believe in Christ and strive to model living their lives like him. Over the past few years, I have struggled with lust. I think this is natural for every...
380 dirty little secrets
I'm * & been married for 13 years. I saw things at a young age I shouldn't have seen. I used to do sexual favors for bottles of alcohol when I was 19-20. I have put myself in bad situations knowing what might and has happened. I was raped by a "friend" in one of those situations. Somehow I feel I deserve...
381 an eternal warfare that Christ has won for us!!!!!!.....
I'm a guy and I'm *. And I like billions of others am a victim of sin pride and lust in this epidemic that Satan is throwing upon us. As I've grown in my faith and love for Christ more and more I am seeing that on our own we will never be free. "All have sinned and fallen short of the glory of God" But...
382 sometimes it has to be difficult
Hello world. I have a secret. I am sexually impure. I am horribly addicted to pornography and I have to stop. I have to find freedom. I have to. See I am working on being a pastor, I work at my church, and I work with the Youth of my church. I have told my self I WONT DO IT again but i always do. TODAY...
383 Drawn in
I have been looking at and masturbating over internet porn for some years, usually when my wife is in bed. The sickest thing is being drawn down the age range with the women I am searching for, starting with teens and getting intrigued by younger and younger models - not all the way down but getting...
384 Im out
I have regularly viewed pornogrophy and is something that has happened in my new life that occurred in my past life i was mently scarred. I have always thought that it would stop when i get married but that might not be the case because i have sustained a mental injury. It has carried on into my new...
385 help
I'm addicted to masturbation while watching gay porn but being a christian also.
386 Help
Im not sure how it started but i am only a teenage girl and i keep looking at porn, every night before i go to be i pray and ask God to help me stop but the next day it happens again. i dont know what to do. i feel helpess and im disgusted with myself. i cant believe i do it but i cant stop its just...
387 Again
confessing the same sin again. porn, masterbation....I am an idiot. I pray that God would give me a little more character. I pray that God would make me a man with a little more integrity. help me God.
388 Will I ever find purity?
I am deeply hurt. I just ruined a week worth of 100% purity on 45 seconds of "fun", which wasn't fun at all. After five days of staying pure and true to the Lord, I went and masturbated. I made a commitment to myself and God that I would give up porn and masturbation so that I could be closer to him....
389 sorry for everything bad i've done last year
i started masturbating again about one year ago. actually i already solved that problem. one year ago i even felt really healed and free. but somehow i got that habbit again and feel really bad about it. this time the problem is even bigger. i started to watch some sex scenes of real porn movies and...
390 My Struggle With Sexuality...
I am * years old and I have been heavily involved in the church for a long time. I was physically abused and molested by my brother. I've been physically disabled in different ways for a long time but Doctor's cannot find any solution. I think my physical pain is spiritualy based.During high school I...
391 I Hate Myself
I hate myself. My body, my face, my life. Everything. I cut myself. I look at porn. I do anything to take attention off real life. The truth is I want to die right now. I hate this.
392 I need healing. I need accountability
I was first injured sexually when I was 5; then by my brother at 10; then by teenage boys; then by abusive husband. I am now a 45 yr old single woman who is deeply in love with Jesus. I also masterbate on a regualar basis. I started looking at a porn site more than 2 yrs ago. I don't want to bring my...
393 I need help
I need Help....I have a very stressfull job, im single and stupid. Everytime im in a conflict or some stressfull time I find my self masturbating and some time looking a porn I have X3 on my computer but there are other devices like my Cell phone were I can look and its horrible sometimes i feel like...
394 Loneliness
I'm abroad studying,away from friends and family here for several months,I thought it'd be ok for a time,but i'm starting to feel really desperately alone.Making dinner,watching a film, walking home,you name it.I get glimmers of disdain from people on my course for my conservative views on morality,...
395 Self Hatred
I have failed in so many things. I'm addicted to porn and I lie all the time. I work nonstop, but am not successful in my eyes. I make over 200k a year but I feel like a total failure. I live beyond my means and am close to bankruptcy. I borrow money from my parents and feel horrible about myself....
396 Porn
I look at porn all the time and I'm dying inside. I always pray and tell God that I will never do it again, but I keep going back. I want to be free of this bondage.
397 just lost
When I was in grade * I was raped by a boyfriend. I was intending to save sex for marriage but after that I didn't feel like I needed to wait anymore, I was already screwed up. I continued to have sex and a boyfriend introduced me to porn and I became addicted. I'm still addicted now but am trying to...
398 clean mind
I want to clean my mind of porn.
399 its how the fire goes out
It happens to some tof the greatest leaders in the church. Even my pastor has his story of how he struggled with it. I have struggled on an off with internet porn for as long as I can remember. There have been times where I would go months without viewing anything. And I would be on fire for God... but...
400 Eating Me Inside
I was first exposed to porn at age 8 or younger and have been masturbating since I can remember. I'm a 32-yr-old man now and have been fighting with this for over 20 yrs, often masturbating 2x/day or more, even if I can't get to the porn itself. I need help and prayer but don't know any friends well...
401 Porn Masterbation Confession - Need Prayers Please
I frequently visit porn sites and often end up going to masterbate afterwards. I am ashamed, I was raised a Christian and I know better than this. Aftewards, I feel guilty and ask Jesus for forgiveness. Somtimes I have been able to go days without looking at porn or masterbating but then later I'll...
402 My father and my wife
I am 35,and I have been married for 10 years to my beautiful wife.She was a former cocktail waitress,and loves to show off herbeautiful body to other men.l.We have never gone to church and have been involved in the swing scene for eight years.One day we had my folks over ,and my wife said why don't we...
403 Struggling
I have confessed on here before... last time it seemed to help me. I went several weeks without porn and felt a real sense of freedom. But then I accidentaly discovered a new source of free porn at my fingertips... I have been binging on porn for several weeks now and feel worse than before. I need God's...
404 Quitting
i continue to fail at quitting masturbation and porn. God please forgive me. I just need to stop and I know its wrong.
405 fake
i look at porn. i masturbate. i've done both since i was *. i had an emotional affair with a pastor at *. i'm in christian leadership. i disgust myself. i am tired of this battle between my flesh and my spirit. i don't know who to turn to for accountability. *This post has been edited for content
406 i need help why wont this stop
ive been adicted to porn and for the past 4 to 5 years with looking at it almost all the time, but now im trying to get away form it when i was fist saved i didnt think about it for a month untill one night and it just happend, and since then ive had breaks form porn for 5 or 6 days and then i would...
407 I'm sorry God.
I've been suffering from porn addiction for a number of years. However, I've always known it was wrong. I became a Christian in my early teens but still struggled with the addiction. What first started with looking at magazines slowly progress to videos, internet sites, and sex. But I still feel...
408 Failed again
I fell, but God is so kind. He never let me feel down about myself, only my sin. He is changing me so much! Never be afraid to get up after you fail. You won't notice right away but you will be stronger the next time you face the temptation again if you get up right away.
409 addicted to porn at young age
I was * years old, i started watching soft porn on * and porn on *. everytime i would watch it, i felt ashamed. I go to church, and i try to be a real good Christian. But underneath, i watch porn, im * years old now, and i want to make a stand, i want to stop watching that, and do stuff for Jesus. Please...
410 Did it again
I watched porn and masterbated again. I am an idiot. I have been praying for holiness. Please pray for me.
411 Can
About two months ago all my porn fantises and lust came alive. I drove 20 miles to go to a spa, got a message and paid $50 for a *. Many would not classify this has sex but I do, I took something that was supposed to be sacred which God created and ruined it. I have been reading up on this stuff more...
412 my mistake
I looked at porn for the first time when i was 10 years old. I was simply curious, no harm intended. but it started an addiction I'm now * and still fighting this addiction. I try my hardest to stop but it seems that I still end up falling. i have times that i feel like i have defeated it only to fail...
413 I confess... please pray.
I just want to confess to the body of my brothers and sisters around the globe that I am a * year old male, and a Christain who is studying to become a pastor and I struggle with sexual sin. I have become addicted to internet pornography and I have become addicted to masturbation. I thank God for your...
414 Crippled
I can remember the first time my brother and I found porn at a very young age. I found myself saying that the urge for porn and masterbation would leave when I got married, then after that I thought it would leave when I left the Navy, then I thought it would leave when I started to attend Bible college....
415 Addicted to Men, Gay porn & Mastrabation (part 2)
I am * years old live in * and from my previous post I have said that i am addicted to gay porn & mastrabation. This has evolved me to fantasize about men, buy sex toys and download gay porn. The truly horrible thing is that I feel I live this double life where on the other side I am a Christian that...
416 Addicted to Men, Gay porn & Mastrabation (part 1)
I think it might have been triggered when I used to live in *, when an older man toke my hand and placed it over his penis at first I thought it was an accident and he was only trying to be friendly but later hearing him being aroused I got scared and ran to my parents I was only 8 years old and had...
417 a lifetime of porn
Since first seeing porn in 7th grade or younger, I've not been able to get it out of my mind. Once again, tonight, I deleted the porn off my computer...I've downloaded and deleted thousands of images and videos. It has taken DAYS - MONTHS of my life that I could have spent building a career, having...
418 Boy with a Goal
I'm * and a devout Catholic. I became addicted to masturbation and porn when I was 13. I slowly became more interested in gay porn. It got to the point where I was looking at it on a dialy basis. As I have become more involved in the church, I have realized how awful it is to do that. I very recently...
419 addiction to pornogrophy
i am addicted to pornogrophy and i cant stop looking at it
420 Struggle
I love my wife. I love my kids. I hate porn. I am good for a few weeks, but when I am left home alone, it get's unbearable to fight. Please pray for me. I just want to lead my family with the utmost integrity. Please pray for me.
421 Scab
Porn is like a scab for me I'm good I bounce my eyes I avoid the thoughts catch them coming on and then after I've been good for a while I fall. It is like a scab you know if you leave it alone your body will heal it but instead I pick it off to see whats underneath and it takes longer to heal. It is...
422 my first step
this is my first step - i am a pastor and i have been looking at porn on and off for the last 20 years. it made since when craig was speaking on my secret and it explained the fact that i am wounded by an experience i had when i was young and every since then i have not protected that wound. i am begining...
423 my life-porn chat
my life is a big mistake from the begining. what i have done with it? i am 28 years old now, a girl ,jobless,no work experience, no man in my life, no love in my life.After graduating from university,instead of working and achieve my goals, i choose porn chat work. it has been 6 years now i am wasting...
424 Unfaithful
I have been unfaithful to my wife many times. I have looked at porn, been to a strip club, and looked at other girls in lustful ways. The bibles says if you look at a woman lustfully then you have comitted adultrey. I have done that and I feel so dirty! God please forgive me. It has become so bad that...
425 Intern and addicted
I am the youth intern in my church and of course struggle with porn and masturbation. I have struggled for about 10 years and not a day goes by where i am not ashamed of this, yet for some reason at times i want to dive in, while at the same time i am sickened by my actions. I truly deeply need God's...
426 Weakness
I have struggled with the sin of pornography and masterbation for years. I have periods of 'victory' where I think that I have overcome the temptation but then I fail again. I feel weak and stupid. I feel like a hypocrite.
427 porn
i dont know why i keep looking at bad things and doing bad things lord please help me.. i want a man bad. i want to love someone. i love you know who but i can't love him. why am i such a bad person:?
428 Living 2 Lives - Internal shame is killing me - Please Help Me
Where do I start. Father that wasn't ready for kids and luckily a mother that gave her life to me. For 40yrs my father =petty criminal, liar and gambler. Mom = stood by him and accepted him back. Gone from a strong woman to a shell of a woman. Emotionally hurt both of us. Now me. Strong independant...
429 Youth Leader for two years
i have been leading youth ministry for about two years and would say that i have been a christian for about 4 years. I would say that in the past year or two i have become more addicted to porn than i ever thought possible, i have probably looked at it atleast 800 times. i am to the point right now...
430 i need this to end
this porn addiction has to end. I feel like im betraying God and myself, along with everyone else. Everyone thinks I am such a great Christian, and I feel like a hypocrite. This needs to end today.
431 porn
I can´t stop locking porn and masturbate. Please pray for me. It´s not the first time i ´am trying to stop... but every time i fall
432 I love my Jesus...
I am addicted to internet porn. How is it, that I can go to church and get a good spiritual meal, yet I keep eating from the garbage dump of the web? I love Jesus, but I'm afraid I love porn more. Not that I want that, it's Jesus I want. But my lower nature is quite healthy and my spirit is weak....
433 My struggle with pornography
I've struggled with pornography and masterbation for the past few years. I've confessed to friends before, but I feel I really need to do this again- I need healing and desire completion from God the Father, my renewer, and deliverer. I don't want this to be me anymore. I want to see God move and for...
434 Scared to leave my house....
I've done soo much wrong... I've viewed porn soo much, I don't want to leave my house because I'm afraid some one will see the real me... I'm terribly alone, & I don't think my gf will be understanding...
435 Addiction
I'm addicted to porn.
436 Addiction, compassion, distraction...
At the age of 5, I found my uncle's stash of playboys & every time that he moved them, I found them. I've been addicted to porn for about 22 years. Although the end result is masturbation, I don't feel guilty until that point of release. Not trying 2 justify myself, but I am interested in the minds...
437 Porn
I watched porn a lot. But I want it out of my life. I want to life for God and his son Jezus, not for the evil. Please pray for me to win the fight. Thank you brothers and sisters!
438 Free Me From Porn/Masterbation
When I was 13 yrs old I seen my first porn magazine and that was all it took for this addiction to porn,lust,masterbation to grab a hold of me. I was shy and had masterbation over power me to this day at 45 yrs old. I am free from going to strip clubs,looking at porn magazines,going to porn sites on...
439 porn
I cant believe it but seems every time I get online I end up looking at some kind of porn. I hate it and want to break this addiction in my life. I pray about it and ask God to forgive me and I always end up there. I get angry at myself and I promise myself that I won't go back but I end up there time...
440 my confession
I saw my first magazine when I was 6 and I've been hauted by porn ever since then. My list of wrongs is large. I've viewed so much porn, gone to clubs, adult bookstores, let myself get involved with other women and men for oral sex. I have felt and still do feel disgusting. I have been in ministry full...
441 what am i thinking?
Where to begin........I"m married with three amazing children. I view porn on the internet regularly while masterbating. I currently have a dirty magazine and a masterbation toy hidden in my closet, under my bed that my wife is sleeping on is yet again more magazines. I have frequented strip clubs...
442 Did porn again
Oh Please God. I am getting to the point where I just want to curl up and die. I hate myself everytime I do it. Where is your strength and enouragement oh Lord. I pray every day for release from this bondage, you don`t seem to answer. I`m trying to be a good Christian, I fail you at every turn. Don`t...
443 I'm a preacher with an addiction to porn and masturbation
I am a preacher that has an addiction to porn and masturbation I pray for deliverance but it seems to never come. I need your prayes that I will be totally delivered so God can use me for his Glory. Lord if you hear me. HELP!
444 Satan bite the dust
My issue started with 2 issues. I was young and it was with a girl when I was 6 with you show me yours and I show you mine. The second instance was when I found my dad's playboy. Listening to messages from Craig gives me new hope for defeating porn. Porn is definitely a hook and digs deep into the mind...
445 I keep doing it
Please pray for me. I can`t seem to break the chain that porn is having on me. I am a Christian and masturbate in front of porn. I try to stop and have success over two weeks or so and then I get a relapse and find myself unable to contain my urges and end up doing it four or five times in one week....
446 I'm sick of Porn
I am 27 years old and married. I've been addicted to pornography in one shape or another since I was 15 years old. Over the years, the addiction has become much more serious and I am now spending several hours per day secretly browsing the internet looking for photos or videos and keeping it all a secret...
447 Alone
I am addicted to pornography, I shared in a confession pornography has become a coping mechanism for me in the hard times. I struggle daily with where God is in all of this? I can't do it on my own. but I cannot seem to connect to God. How can I break free with God's help when he seems to be absent from...
448 Coping
I am a Youth Pastor. I have had total strangers and people I have known for years come up to me and reveal things that only God knows and say God is going to do great things with you. I was incredibly pure as a teenager, I made it a point to let nothing sexually arousing enter my eyes. Then one day when...
449 I am sorry
I am sorry my Lord and Saviour that I masturbated in front of porn this morning. I have gone a whole two weeks, trying to beat the cycle and everytime, I fail you. Following this confession to hundreds of people, I will promise to try harder and will join the community and confess my sin in the hope...
450 Humble enough to admit I am wounded
You're not going to get an introduction from me. I lead youth groups. I love hanging out at Church. I love to be intimate with the Lord. I am heading to bible college in September. I have been hiding a secret. When I was 12/13 I messed around with a girl. When I was 14 I began looking at pornography....
451 My Big Secret
I am addicted to gay pornography. My very first sexual experiences were with a male friend at the age of thirteen, it never went any further than mutual masturbation, but it stuck with me. I started working in ministry at the age of sixteen, and I stayed sexually pure, but I looked at pornography whenever...
452 please pray for my forgiveness and healing
please pray and forgive me for looking at women the way I do, and wanting to have a relationship with them..Thus committing adultry.. Also, I just watched porn on the computer and masterbated..Please forgive and heal me of sexual sin. I want to have Christs peace and joy so bad. please pray for my forgiveness...
453 Porn Addict
I am a U.S. Marine,25 years old. happily married, I love my wife go to church, used to teach the youth ministry but I've always had an addiction to porn. I can just lock myelf and a room and imagine images i have seen and masturbate, I don't need to go to a bookstore of videostore to get aroused. I...
454 Online Porn and Sex Addiction
I have struggled with porn and sex addiction since I was very young. I don't know how it started, but I have masturbated at work, in a public restroom, stayed up til morning looking at porn at the College Library, watched indecent movies, secretly watching young girls at public places, even getting turned...
455 My problem.
I am *, and I struggle with porn. I have been addicted to porn for a while, but now I have stopped. Please pray for me to be healed. *This post has been edited for content
456 IM NOT LESBIAN
HI,4 U PEOPLE IM * .....I HAVE BEEN WITH MY BOYFRIEND FOR 4 YEARS I LOVE HIM WITH ALL MY SOUL\ ....BUT I HAVE SO MANY FANTASIES AND IN ALL OF THEM IT INCLUDES A GIRL... WHEN I SEE PORN I ONLY GET EXCITED WHEN ITS LESBIAN PORN I JUST WISH THAT I CAN ONLY GET ONE OPPORTUNITY TO BE WITH A GIRL..JUST ONE...
457 This is how I Overcame
There are better ways Sometimes beginning aren't so simple. Same cycle of.. You could break your computer, you could make a promise for the 100th time or repent countless times, you could even fast and yet.. Friends please try to understand..the beat to way to break a habit its to Kill the Flesh (...
458 It's time to wake up
Last night I went out and drank way to much and ended up in bed with someone I didn't really know. We didn't have sex but I can't believed I did it. I was at this same persons house the night before last. Today during the One Prayer Message my heart was impacted to speak out and I know how I need...
459 porn
I have urges to masturbate at times, please help me find the strength to defeat my urges Lord . also sometimes i look at porn, please God i dont want to be this person any longer, i've stopped cutting myself but please God help me not let myself do it again. Thanks be to God
460 What Rebellion Has Lead Me Too
I have struggled with masturbation since I has 9 years old. This has been very difficult for me particularly because I am a 19 year female.I have never told anyone this. I am also a virgin who has committed myself to stay pure until marriage. I have never had any kind of sexual experience with anyone....
461 My ex boyfriend
When my then boyfriend and I broke up I was heartbroken and in pieces. After which met a wonderful man who later became my husband. He has helped me heal and deal with all the emotional problems of my past relationships. However my ex bf and I are very good friends now, although we don't see each...
462 8 Years
I first fell into pornography when I was 12 my parents just got satellite and I stumbled upon "late night TV" and not knowing what was going to happen I wanted to emulate that on myself it has been off and on now for 8 years. I have been addicted to both porn and masturabation, and it is only now im...
463 Victory over porn and alcohol! unable to let go of other addictions
I left a blog here some months ago confessing my porn addiction and happy to say PRAISE GOD! Thanks to this ministry and the prayers of those here, God has given me tremendous victory and Great Grace in resisting that bondage; anyone wanting to know more about it, feel free to write me at, *.Today I...
464 I want to fight this!
I am struggling with sexual sin, mostly pornography and masturbation. But my most severe problem is the struggle in my mind, where it all starts. I am beginning to understand that if I don't deal with the issues in my mind then it will always find a way to reflect itself in my actions. I am asking...
465 Fighting with Pornography/immorality
I have been struggling with pornography and immoral thoughts and actions for a while now even after I became a born again Christian. I believe it is making me moody, frustrated and really unpredictable and I have become less productive in many other areas.
466 falling apart
I'm 20 years old and I am addicted to porn and masturbation have been sense I was 13. I was born again at 14 ever sense I have fought battle after battle with my addictions, As a result my whole world is falling apart in just 3 months my life has been turned upside down i know that God has plans for...
467 No more pornography
I want to confess that I've been fitghting with pornography and masturbation even when I am christian. I have never confess this before becouse I was so ashamed and embarased. I do not want to do it anaymore.
468 Gay Christian
I feel terrible that I have been struggling with homosexuality for what seems like a lifetime. Ever since I turned 21, I chose to experiment once drawn by a long built lust .. I thought I was never going to do it again, but that was just the beginning of a downward hill... Lately, I feel like Ive...
469 wanting freedom from a sickness
I am a 45 year old male. When I was a 8 or 9 I was abused by my brother and cousin. They felt it was sexual experimentation, but for me it was attention, as my father worked alot. It was mainly me masturbating them, but it really messed me up. I became addicted to porn in my early teens, but as it was...
470 need prayer for deliverance from porn oppression
I have been opressed by perversion and porn for several years Lord and I need You Jesus to help me hold my hand and lead me out of this dark time of my soul desert time if you will. Lord I need You more than I can think of and I need to be free I want nothing more than to be free and feel Your liberty...
471 porn addition
I am very addicted to porn!please pray for me to quit. Lord Jesus, I repent of my sins. I ask You to come into my heart. I make YOu my Lord and Savior.Amen
472 Watching porn
Hey I'm 21 years old. When I was around ten I found some porn magazines laying around the house. I was hooked. From about eleven and up to nineteen I have masturbated and watched porn practically every day. Please pray for me dear brethren, I haven't the guts to confess this to anyone in a physical relationship....
473 torn
My secret is this. I have been viewing porn for a while now. I was saved about 3 years ago. And it seem that I find myself falling right into it maybe about once a week. I've find myself being full of guilt after doing it. I'm married. i love my wife very much but can't seem to stop. I could go...
474 Please pray
I would like to confess that women and sex are like a god (idol) to me.. pornography, masterbation, pursuing sexual pleasures..Please pray that God gives me a new heart and mind. Please pray that my wife and family are protected from all this evil and wickednes. Please pray that I walk in the Spirit....
475 struggle with porn
I am a leader in the church.I preach and teach.But I have problem of watching online porn occassional and a sometimes frequently.I pray that I'l not do it again but suddenly something triggers a passion that I end up watching porn material on the web.My concern is will I be totally set free? I have a...
476 Mental Injury
This in not my first time confessing my sexual sins. I am tired of struggling with this. I am a believer in Christ, and recently have confessed and seen 3 weeks of purity away from masturbation and porn. One day I messed up in the shower and it has been downhill from there. I have been bingeing now for...
477 Please pray for healing
I have rebelled, lusted, coveted, watched porn and masterbated. Please pray for me for healing as Gods word says confess your sins to one another so you may be healed..I have been having health issues too that have been of a concern.
478 masturbation
it´s not the first time i confess this sin. I don´t want to do it, but i can´t stop masturbation and watching porn. Please pray a lot for me...
479 Recovering Sex Addict
I have been in recovery from porn, masturbation, fantasy, and lust for 6 1/2 months now. I used to be two separate people. The public version of me who was ambitious, caring, supportive, and above all moral, and the private version of me who would stalk girls, look at internet porn for hours at a time,...
480 curious
im in a an amazing relationship with a guy who im engaged to and we have an amazing sex life but just for kicks and giggles i wanna know what its like to have sex with a female its just like im more turned on my woman on woman porn and like i think wow that looks kinda fun...
481 contemplating divorce
I'm not happy with a lot of things in my life, but especially my marriage. I went into this 2 yrs ago with an ideal version of her in my mind, and to accept who she really is means I can't stay here or I'll go insane with misery. . its not even just her body which resembles that of a75 yr old(I'm not...
482 porn & Masturbation part 2
I'm the one who wrote about the masturbation and porn and being exposed at 11, and my wife is currently deployed to iraq. I just want to thank the pastor of this church and XXX Church because I just told my wife this morning and contrary to what I thought, she forgave me. I FEEL SO FREE right now,...
483 I need a turning point
I been enjoying serving God since i was 12, but I struggle with pornograpy when i was 11, early exposure.. I quitted the addictive at age 14, However now a 20 year old, its been 8 months that I struggle with softcore porn, on-and-off asked for God's forgiveness yet still go back to youtube to search...
484 Porn & Masturbation
My story is too big to fit, so i'll shorten it. I'm a christian who was exposed to porn around 11 years old, I am now 24 going on 25 and married, and I love the lord and I love the church and my wife. sometimes i'm able to go for a month without watching porn and masturbating, but then I go on binges...
485 finally coming clean.
as a little kid i would lie a lot. deep horrible drawn out lies. i was in so much pain - i needed someone to help me, stop teasing/hurting me, ect... and when i lied, people listened. people loved. people cared. im a girl and i masturbate. i look at very hard core gross porn as a punishment to myself......
486 Masturbation and pornography...
It's hard for me to say but... I'm addicted to masturbation and pornography. God, I do know it is a bad thing! But I don't seem to be able to stop. I've had the worst of sexual imaginations and I've watched some really horryfying things on the internet. I even imagined about people I care for, relatives...
487 Lust, porn, and masturbation
I was stressed out by work and probably lustful thoughts. Watched porn last night and masturbated. Felt guilty. I'm VERY LONELY. no wife. Only 1 friend or so.
488 porn addition
I HATE LOOKING AT PORN And want to quit! PLEASE HELP ME!God I ask of you to forgive my sins, cleanse my heart, and renew my spirt. In Jesus name I pray Amen.Plz whoever read this please pray for me!
489 internet pornography
I am so tired of looking at the stuff. It makes me so empty inside but I keep looking at it! The longest I ever went without looking at it was about 2 months. It was the happiest two months of my life since discovering this crap! If you are like me, I pray that you'll be healed and made whole.
490 Please pray for me!
I am a * year-old addict to pornography. I NEVER thought it could be addictive, but it is! I hate breaking so many promises to God saying I'll stop, and then turn my back on Him and do it again. Please say at least a 10-second prayer for me, that I'll stop, and continue to grow in my relationship with...
491 I'm tired of it...
I've been addicted to porn for years now. I'm sick of it and the shame and worry is driving me nuts. I've even been known to look at child porn. It disgusts me to know i could be interested in something so sick, yet still be drawn to it. I've given my life to Christ recently and just want this sickness...
492 I have three monkeys on my back
King Jesus, I swear I love you. I have a problem involving myself. I have three demons chasing me everywhere, the first for porn (I live a christian life warning others of the danger of prongoraphy), the second that I cannot control mself when I begin drinking (which isn't that regularly) and the third...
493 Tired of this Life
I feel like I can never escape my sins. The more I try to stop looking at porn the more that it comes up. I know that I should guard my mind from thoughts about other women but I cant help myself. I know that God can deliver me from this addiction and I want him to do this in my life. I always get...
494 Porn
Today I failed a test. I need prayer.
495 Double Life
I've been living a double life... I love Christ and everything he's done for me, but I'm also strongly attracted to homosexuality. Ever since I was 10 years old I've struggled with masturbation and pornography. It started as curiosity and grew into a consuming abyss. I've tried so hard to break free...
496 messed up in the head
I am sexually attracted to the same sex. I am addicted to homosexual pornography. I have a foot fetish. I have an obsession with male feet. I masturbate several times a day. I cannot look at someone of the same sex without fantasizing about him. I have paid for many pornographic subscriptions. I rub...
497 porn addition
Dear God,please help me!As you already know I am addicted to porn. Countless times I try to quit, only to get back on it over again. I ask of you to please cleanse my heart right now and forgive me for my sins.And to please help me to quit this, because this is not the man I want to be who lust and like...
498 Too much of Lust
I've been dealing with the addiction of pornography and masturbation for 4 years now. Although I only browse around websites and masture every once in a while, I still feel like it's an addiction. Everytime temptattion comes up I can't denounce it. I can never say no or just continu on with what I am...
499 Sex Addict....
Jesus…The first thing I want to say is that I love my wife, my daughter and all of my friends and family. I have been struggling with sex addition that no one knows about. It started in high school when I stole my fathers and uncle’s pornography. I also, was molested by several of my friends when...
500 porn
i looked at porn and masturbated today and lusted after my girlfriend
501 I want to commit suicide...
Ive struggled so much with porn, i first saw regular porn and then after a stupid decision i started to watch gay porn, because i basically got so many bad thoughts when i was around women. I have been molested by a guy sexually one when i was a child... perhaps thats why i turned to fay porn?!? I dont...
502 My problem
My problem is pornography and virtual relationships and also lust and masturbation. I confess it as sins and i ask God to deliver and to clean me from that, i still virgin,so i want to be pure and have any problems with lust. Pray for me,i dont want to fall into temptations,i want to reflect Jesus with...
503 i have cheated to my wife...
i love my wife the most in the world but i have cheated her with a prostitute...i am so ashamed about this... and it is all because i am addicted to porn. the thing about porn is when u think u are strong and u have overcame the temptation,then u fall back more deep into sin... this is my case. i was...
504 confession 101
How's it s a secret ? I guess most people lead private lives, but when you are a public (famous) person, then you the gap between your private (internal) life and your external life can grow to grand canyon size in no time at all. Worse still like many blokes I'm often not that aware of what's going...
505 i didn´t want to do it again
i have a real problem with masturbation and watch porn... every time i want to stop, i struggle and fall again in this sin, please pray for me
506 Sometimes the flesh still becomes so pulling
Women were my god, then I thought God became my God. I went back to women being my god. I have and now still do sometimes covet, lust, idolize, pornography, fantasize, and masterbate sometimes when the desire gets so strong, even though I know how much my past sins and choices have already harmed me....
507 Penis
I have a penis and I am addicted to playing with it.
508 Porn
I am a 33 year old man with an addiction to porn, I watch online porn at least 4 times a week. I have a 15 year old daughter and a loving wife. I want to live with pure thoughts. After listening to the warrior series I want to become accountable and live a holy life devoted to God and my family. *This...
509 Depressed and lonely
I was an abused child by my parents. I was emotionaly and physicaly abused. As a result I remain deeply depressed and sad as a grown middle aged man with a family. I have been lonley all my life. I am in pain most of the time. I feel threatened and insecure most of the time. My loneliness is so deep...
510 Gross Sexual Sin
I have trouble with porn, and sometimes on rare occassion I look at, though pretty much just look or maybe a quick side glance, child or animal porn. It's very rare, and the child porn may not even be children, just young women maybe. But anyway, I'm addicted to regular porn. And at least once a week...
511 Sex
Im only * and had sex.i watch porn and masturbate to it. *This post has been edited for content
512 silly girl
sometimes, I just want to be used by as many men as I can get...I watch porn and want those women's bodies...I want to be a hairless sex machine ...I sometimes want violence done to my body...but I am not a sadist. I am so convinced that this is how all men think...that all men want is to use women and...
513 porn
I am a women's studies minor...and I consider myself intelligent enough to not care about the system, in every sense of the word...but I still watch porn...and it turns me on.
514 masterbation
for nearly two months ive managed not to be tempted with sexual thoughts that always leads to one thing watching porn and masterbating today i gave in i always feel sick afterwards and have to tell the holy spirit im sorry i offended...
515 Wow..successful but unknown
My (very business oriented) parents send me to a therapist when i was 15 after catching me watching porn on the computer once saying that i have a porn addiction.. They think is everything is fine but what they don't know is that I started my own online porn business while living at home and now i make...
516 Struggles
I was introduced to pornography and masturbation at the age of eleven. It obviously turned into more things. I've never been able to look at girls the same way. It has also turned into a terrible foot fetish.
517 God, please forgive me!
I am only fourteen and addicted to porn. Nobody knows, except God. I ask Him for forgiveness of this sin all the time, and promise Him I'll change, but yet I do it again. How can I stop? I have thought telling someone, but I don't want anyone to judge me ...
518 Im tired
im tired of dealing w/ porn. Lord, I need your help now. I cant do it myself anymore
519 Ahhhhhhhh
I am stuck. Lust has me by the throat, i cant stop looking at porn. i have read books i have an accountability partner, but i cant beat this. I have dug my self into a deep pit and the only one who can pul me out is God. but for some reason i keep on turning my back to him. angain and again and again....
520 I am NOT alone. I am not the only one.
My secret. A dark one or so I thought-i read other's posts an realized i am not alone. I struggle with masturbation. I hate doing it. I hate the fact that it ties in with veiwing porn. I am a girl, I am in college, I am 20. I learned about masturbation from my mom cause we were just talking and the subject...
521 sex
i have a non christian gf i look at porn i masturbated and i watched lesbian sex and i fantasize baout doing my gf
522 I need to break free!
I am a male teenager having a hard time at the moment. I live at a boarding school, so I have a lot of privacy here. It is this time I'm alone that is the problem. I often think of the opposite sex when I'm alone. I have watched a lot of porn and these things never get out of my head. I discovered this...
523 trapped
i've been addicted to porn since i was twelve. you wouldn't know it just by looking at me. i am involved in everything my youth group does, i am the coordinator for a summer program. on the the outside i look perfect. I HATE THAT. there is no one to get in my face and keep me accountable to God....
524 Secret Desires
I love women but sometimes i have a strong desire to give my body to another man and i find myself * for shemales porn movies. *This post has been edited for content
525 Happily married father of 2 addicted to porn
I have been addicted to porn since I was 16 years old. I always thought that I could stop but have never been able to. I have been a elder and a Deacon in 2 different churches. I have been at one time charged with possesion of child Porn. My wife by the grace of God has stuck with me through out...
526 I confess that I have sinned
I have sinned in thought and deed .... I am loyal to my partner, but I think and I enjoy watching movies male porn, I used drugs in large quantities lately and I want to be able to stop this *This post has been translated
527 Adiccted
Hi father i am adiccted at the porn since I was ten years old *This post has been translated
528 Can't find the strength to say NO...
Seems like I just can't find the strength to stop looking at shemale porn, I did the worst thing by having sex with a shemale one time. I need the spiritual strength to overcome my addiction and break free of my addiction before I give in to the temptation again. I think this addiction is blocking me...
529 I'm struggling
I'm struggling with finding my sexuality. I'm still deeply in love with my first girlfriend. I've struggled with homosexuality since I was little. I used to play around and make out with my best friend. Since then, I've always felt different around girls and can hang out with boys. I'm uncomfortable...
530 homosexuality
Truth is I am gay. I've had one girlfriend and am still deeply in love with her. I've told my friends I'm gay, but choosing to live a heterosexual lifestyle, but only for their acceptance. If I do, I'm scared I'll never be happy and these friends have continued to hurt me. My parents would never...
531 In Need of prayer
I am stepping out into the ministry and have a great desire to get closer to G-d but it seems that every time I start to get things straightened out I mess up again. I know that I have issues with lust. Please pray that G-d will help me overcome these lustful thoughts.
532 adicted
I'm 20 year old,im not marry but i have a daughter .fron that now i dont want any relationship so when I want sex,only going with a prostitute I prefer to pay to maintain a relationship ,i do this, three o four times a week .really i want to stop but i cant . hope my lord can help me .I pray to my god...
533 These are my confessions..
As I stand reluctantly ready to be confirmed this Sat along side my wife I confess my sins to god in the presence of other sinners who repent with me.I have commited adultery. (I accept that god has forgiven me and I let go of this sin)I have lied I have lusted I have stolenI have envyed (cant spell)I...
534 *Abused*
When I was about 6 or 7 a cousin of ours was living with us. He was older than me. He wanted to always watch porn but I never knew what that was. One time he went into my dad's room and took out some VHS and played them. I was so stunned to see that since it was something that I have never seen before....
535 molested then scared for life
since i was 8 i was molested by a trusted babysitter for about 3 years no body ever told me it was wrong but since then i ahve been addicted to sex no matter the age or the gender of the person i know its wrong but i still look at the pornography and have some homosexual tendencies but i believe...
536 teenager who sins
I'm a bisexual who is a big fan of all kinds of porn. I also take the Lord's name in vain about 10 times a day. I'm 14 and this is my first confession
537 pray for me
i masturbate quite often ..dont know yet whether its wrong or right.. quite addicted to porn also.. talk without respect with parents
538 I Am Who G-d Made Me
I am Bisexual, I am addicted to masturbation and porn, and I am selfish in a way that blocks me from loving. I no longer feel guilt about my bisexuality, upon gaining a deeper understanding of the texts I am convinced, as Paul was and as Jesus was that all things are permissible but not all things are...
539 Gay?
I have been struggling with my sexuality ever since I was little. I am addicted to online porn sites, which makes me sin even more. Please pray for me so that God can help me find my way out.
540 How did I get here?
Where do I begin?I remember at a very young age seeing my parents having sex.It seems that from that point on I have had sexual issues ranging from porn in the second grade to masterbation, several sexual partners, even of the same sex, prostitutes, strip clubs, magazines, and now internet pornography....
541 My Confession...
I have used the lord's name in vain on numerous occassions. I have treated my wife poorly, have fantasized about other women and masturbated to thoughts of these women. I have lied, cheated and taken money from family members and work. I have wished my abusive brother-in-law would die and leave my...
542 Another Porn Addiction secret...
Surprise surprise...not really. Something about Porn just grabs you and wont let go. Heck just this last sunday the pastor preached on this very subject, and I felt completely alive as he spoke. Simply because I know it was a subject matter directly for me. Yet I couldnt get through a week without looking...
543 Damaged mind
10 years ago I first had an indecent, sexual conversation online. That grew to seeing online porn, chatting and lots of foreplay with my bfriend. To this day I still battle with it and sometimes find myself masturbating, having illicit thoughts or even watching porn online. Minutes afterwards I realize...
544 lesbian porn
i like lesbian porn. i'm married, and i love my husband, and we have a decent sex life. i just get turned on by watching lesbian porn and i haven't told him.
545 Porn addiction
I am watching internet porngraphy about once a week and really want to be free from it I am married and no one but God and I knows about it.
546 Porn
I want to stop looking at porn, I know it hurts the people I love and it may cost me everything. Even worse, it keeps me from my walk with Christ. Everytime I try I seem to fall back into it.
547 My name is * and I am addicted to pornography
It started in 6th grade A friend and I found a dufflebag full of porn magazines A short time later I discovered masturbation and have not stopped since I have gone on the internet to look at porn, and have also had phone sex and cyber sex more times than I can count. I was dating a girl and the whole...
548 I love dogs too much
I have sex with dogs, view bestialtiy porn and love it. I try to be interested in women, but I don't ge excited by them, I only enjoy being around animals, dogs turn me on, make me happy, most guys stare at beautiful women, me at large dogs. I'm not proud of it but it is what I am, I need help...
549 blah
well, i've had a rough year. I've been looking at porn compulsively for years...which i hide from my wife, whom i love very much. I've also just kind of lost momentum...turnning thirty this year and i don't feel much hope for the future...i'm usually a resiliant person, but this seems to becoming replaced...
550 leader child victim
I am a leader of a church group who is working very hard to deal with this addcition. I relize today that I don't know when my life did not have pornagray in it. I was so young when it first was introduced I can't place when. I know at four I knew all there was to know, I say that loosely. My brother...
551 video game obsession
I have a problem stealing purplz from people in my guild. The cape *, the t4 gloves *, it doesnt matter. Its a horrible addiction, even moreso than watching porn. I lust after purple items in game to the point where I can no longer have premarital sex with my girlfriend. World of Warcraft is the...
552 25 Years of Playing with myself to escape feelings
I am now 40 have for the last 25 years used masturbation as a way to run and hide...to get emotional release so that I remain detached. It calms me and I cannot stop it. I will watch porn online for hours and then release myself...it is my way of running away from the world. It has ruined my life in...
553 porno
i'm underaged and addicted to porn. i hate myself, i hate porn, i hate sex but it's still consuming my life.
554 confessions of a 2 faced teenage drama queen
ok here goes: 1. i pretend to be an innocent prude but in reality i am obsessed with smut. 2. i pretend to be good when inside i may propably hate or just * about that person. 3. i miss my dad who left my mom 4. i sometimes feel that i cannot be under my moms protection anymore and i want to escape...
555 leader
I am a leader of youth yeah I know horible, I was molested by my brother and introduced to porn when I was very young. Truth be told I was so young I believe four or younger because I do not remember a time that I was unaware of porn and sex. I was replused by it, yet didn't understand the urge to go...
556 Forgive me
Lord I confess again that I look to pornographic movies and a I masturbate … I lie to my wife Owen. And today I lie to my boss… I am sorry...I am a monster…
557 I Betrayed My Wife and Children
I was married for many years to a very fine woman with whom I have children. She was a good wife, but our sex life was infrequent and very inhibited. We had different sex drives, mine was much stronger. I supressed it or engaged in pornography and masturbation. After 10 years of marriage I began...
558 spouse addiction
i live as though it doesn't exist to others & family but my common law husband does look at porn, pu prostitutes, etc.. i had a private detective check it out and confirmed it. This has been my secret that he doesn't know about. i want so badly for him to stop doing this we have kids and a good life,...
559 porn addition
I ask god to forgive my sinful practices of the past. I also ask him to make me forgive myself. I am a christian and I annouce him as my lord and savior jesus christ. Please come into my life right now Jesus. Make me the way you wnat me to be.Jesus name i pray amen.Also whoever reads this,please pray...
560 lustin my own sister
I am 19 yrs old and I started masturbating and watching porn 8yrs ago... I've played the drums for my church for 6 years, I have also given the priviledge to preach, but the whole time I've been addicted to masturbation and porn... I am also addicted to watching my sister as she comes out of the shower...
561 The Ugly Truth About Me
As an adolescent I struggled with the usual young male sins, lust, masturbation, etc. God radically changed my life when I was 15. I studied His word, grew in my faith and had the opportunity to influence many of my friends for Christ. Today, I am a minister, a seminary graduate, and due to my lack of...
562 Once Again...
I just looked at pornography on the internet. I have struggled with this all my life. I feel like I am good, overcoming this sin and then am in a situation where I get overwhelmed. I am a youth pastor and a husband. I am enslaved to this, to visual sexual stimulation and I need You - Jesus. I want...
563 Masturbation
I have been stuggling with porn, masturbation and lust for a while now. I am a 17 year old and i found christ last year. Ever since finding Christ i have wanted to get rid of this disease, but i can't do it alone. I am making steps to sobierty but i need help, prayer. I know prayer will change me and...
564 impure thoughts and actions
I have been doing better since I first posted my sins on here. I think the prayer has really helped. Thank-you. The problem is I have recently watched porn again, lusted, coveted and had fantasies and masturbated. I also have a fantasy that keeps coming back to me. It is something that my flesh wants....
565 porno
i looked at porn pray that i stop doing this, lusting and masturbating
566 Pray for me
I thank am bisexual i love looking at porn i have been hooked on it for over 10 years i frist started just looking at girls but no i dont care i will look at men or women the thing is i go to church every sunday and i just want out i have tryed everything from software to having my friends help. the...
567 Sexual secret
For the past few years i've struggled with pornography and with lustful actions and passion. i just want to confess these things to the Lord and to my brothers and sisters in Christ. i'm a lost and lonely sinner and greatful for the grace of the Lord Jesus Christ that covers me for all eternity.
568 a missionary with a strugge
I am a missionary overseas and I have struggled with pornography and masturbation since I was 17 tears old. I am now 25 years and it still is a struggle for me. I don't even have to look at porn to bring me to masturbate...All I have to do is picture it in my imagination and mind. I also have a girlfriend...
569 Porn addiction
Ok so I am here. I have had a problem with internet porn for about 2 years now. I never really thought of it as a problem until I started to go to church. I have started to block those websites and I have thrown away anything that makes me even think about it. Please God help me get past this.
570 I am pretend to other person
I am 19 years old, I knew 30 years old woman have problem with sex addict. she is single for 5 years. Few days ago, my friend know i am good talk with someone who have problem. My friend ask me be pretend like other person. I think it is bad idea. My friend i know i hate lie or fake. I was doing her...
571 sinner comes clean
I had an abortion, I like porn, and I only ever believed in God when it worked for me
572 porn in mind
I was hooked on internet porn, at first I though it was just a little falling on sin because I'm doing it not on a regular basis . But I realize that actually I was bound to it. Because actually I always think about it everytime.
573 Stuggle with Porn
I've been looking at porn since i was about 13 and now i'm 18. I can't seem to stop, I've tried to be accountable with someone, i got prayer at my church, I've tried so many things, but it all seems hopeless. I really want to stop this habit. I know it effects the way i view women and just my everyday...
574 I Give To You Lord!
I stuggle with drug(cocaine) and alcohol addiction. I also am addicted to porn.
575 Citizen of God Not of America
First of all I LOVE America. But here is my struggle. An addiction to coffee is celebrated but not to alcohol. Alcohol is legal but not marijuana. Lustful pursuit is part of life, pornography seems acceptable sometimes. What part of my life is Americas culture and what part should I deny to live only...
576 Today I destroyed My Porn DVDs
I first began looking at porn in my fathers Playboy collection; I was 9 years old at the time...I am 46 now. For several years I stopped but started back in 1987. then I stopped again in 1991. Over those years I had no thoughts about engaging in looking at pornography until I bought my first computer...
577 confessions of a youth pastor
I have been teaching off of your different series for awhile now and I have recently... been teaching on Secrets... my secret is that I am teaching on "pornography"... and occassionally have my "binges"... I am thankful as a teacher that I am still learning while teaching... but it is frustrating......
578 Pornography
I have a lot of anger towards my husband's addiction to porn. We never have relations and I know he masturbates, sneaks off to adult stores and uses inhalants while he masturbates. I honestly wouldn't care if he could/would have sex with me but he prefers his porn, so my confession is that I've been...
579 please pray for me
I´ve masturbated and watched porn, please pray that god will forgive me
580 porn addition
first of all-I want to ask 4 forgiveness to my lord and savior. I am sorry for the things I done that hurted u.Plz forgive me for my sins.Cleanse my body and soul. I renounce of my sinful practices of the past.pAnd plz have me to forgive myself.amen
581 lust, porn, doubts, please pray for healing
I have been unthankful and ungreatful. I have doubts and fears. I lust and covet. I watched porn and masterbated. Please pray for me so that I may be healed.
582 Sexual addiction
I have had a sexual addiction for a very long time. I have and still do struggle with masturbation and the use of pornography. It seems like an impulsive problem that needs healing. When I have had relationships sexual impulses governed those relationships. I very much want to be free from that so...
583 living a lie
I seriously thought that getting married would end my addiction to porn. It did at first, but a lukewarm sex life has really given Satan a huge foothold in my life. My wife and I might have sex 3-4 tea per month. I've tried to explain to her about how that makes my problem with pornography much harder...
584 In Preparation!
As much as I long for the future and as assured as God has made me about taking care of my future betrothed, I can’t break the habit. I dread the day I will have to confess my sin to her. I believe that porn originally started for me as a generational curse but since then has been broken, now I must...
585 porn addition
please pray 4 me-I want to quit porn starting today:Thanks!!!!
586 I cant bare to see the man iam...
Please please pray for me. I cant look myself in the mirror anymore, iam starting to hate myself.. simply because of my lust issues. Ive battled with pron and masturbation a long time... i just want strength from God to leave it. I know ive hurt God... I think one of the things that make me fall is that...
587 *ickCentric
At 53 years of age, my cumpulsion to watch teen lesbian porn whie huffing rush and masterbating has once again reared it's ugly head. My accountability partner knows but doesn't think its too big a deal; It is a big deal to me. Only once in my 40 year career have i had any relief; At age 39 i stayed...
588 Loving porn and masturbation
I am 40 yrs. old, happily married and have been in a monogamous relationship w/ my wife for 10 years now. Never cheated, but have DEFINITELY lusted! I have been watching porn since I first saw * when I was 16. I masturbate regularly, not always w/ porn. I have become obsessed with my own *- playing w/...
589 porn addition
please pray 4 me- I want to stop looking at porn!!!!!I want to quit
590 porn addition
please pray for me!!!!!!- I want to stop being addicted to porn thanks.God I am very sorrry for the things I did to hurt you. Please forgive me. An please make me fogive myself. I renouce all my sinful practices of the past. Cleanse my heart right now with your holy spirt. I AM VERY SORRY!I annouce you...
591 No more
Today, I confess my sin and ask for forgiveness. I am guilty of lust, masturbation, and the deception to hide it. I've made all of the little "deals" with God to make me stop but those never worked. Our society tells you it is ok, but it's not. It hurts you, hurts God, and hurts your family. God has...
592 porn
I WANT TO QUIT---- BECAUSE I KNOW ITS THE RIGHT THING TO DO.I AM CHRISTIAN FOREVER- i WANT TO BE SAVE. please whoever reads pray 4 me!please thanks
593 porn will haunt me to my grave
i wish that my sins would disappear! The memories of looking at porn always come back to haunt me. The images are burned in my head. Every time I'm on the internet I'm tempted. I'm so hurt, confused, angry and injured. I don't want the stuff, yet I struggle. I have a great time in prayer with God yet...
594 Dying Inside
I am a married man with children who has recently redidicated his life to Christ. I have struggled with addiction to sex and pornography. A few months after my wife and I were married 8 years ago I had sex with a co-worker on a business trip after too many drinks. I immediately felt guilty about it and...
595 porn addition
I am doing it again.I am very highly addicted to porn. Some time I try my best to stop for a while, only to get back only again. I know this is very WRONG and I am continuting hjurting myself. Please pray for me caz I want to stop being addicted to porn.I WANT TO QUIT. Dear God, please forgive me again....
596 sad life
In elemntary, I gave up my chance to tell the girl I like how I feel. My brother introduced me to porn, and now I can't give it up. Junior High, I liked another girl,I kept my mouth shut again. Seventh grade, I only got on the soccer team for a week, and got molested by my cousin. My dad IS in *, and...
597 I confess....
Ever since I can remember I have had gay tendencies. I've never been with another person from the same sex, but I've lusted in my heart after other men. I've also been hooked into internet porn. Today I confess this, I've never told anyone, and I'm asking the Lord to forgive me. I for so many years...
598 Gay Thoughts
All my life my father never loved or cared for me .. and im starting to feel attracted to guys. I want acceptance from guys ... I am very involved in church and still struggle with thoughts. I masturbate to gay porn, and have recently been involved in an internet relationship with a guy. I don't know...
599 p0rn addition
Im a christian. I really wnat to stop because I knoe in my heart that it is the thing to do. I know I am continuting hurting myself and my lord savior Jesus Christ. So I ask the lord to heal ne right now, to forgive me 4 my sins, and also make me forgive myself.I renouce to myself today that I QUIT.Countless...
600 I am a sinner
I sin. Lust. Pornography. Masturbation. Since I was 14. I don't like the person that I am. I offend God. I have prayed to God to take away my sex drive and libido. I feel I am not worthy of His love, grace and mercy. I repent. Ask for forgiveness. I ask for the Holy Spirit to strengthen me and help me...
601 Confessing and moving forward
I'm 24 i have been involved with Porn, masturbation, and sex since I was 12. I have been born again for about 5 years and I know I am sining against God and my body and I want to quit and not look back and to be set free in the name of Jesus.
602 I am not wise.
I work with the youth at my church. I have struggled with porn since i was 13. Now I'm 24 and half my days have been used to look at porn.I tell my kids at I struggle with porn and don't always win and that it is a real struggle, but I can't seem to go more than a week or so without messing up. I feel...
603 blah
I am a born again christian, I have been for about 3 years now. Pornography and masturbation were two generational sins that I am suseptable to because of past generations sinful acts. I have stumbled so many times since becoming a christian. Before then, I had nothing holding me back from watching pornography...
604 I confess
I wach porn and i lie to my wife i don't. I am sorry. I whant to stop now....Here me LORD and forgive me!!!!
605 A broken Man
This is my confession. I am 28 years old and have struggled with lust and addiction to pornography since I was 18. I have a great deal of guilt and shame associated with my sins. I have asked God’s forgiveness countless times but am unable to be free from it. I thought when I got married the desires...
606 Masturbation
I have been addicted to masturbation (to pornography, when i say pornography i dont mean completly naked women i mean women in hardly any clothing at all, but to me that is pornography though some people might say differently), i want to quit badly and i feel shame right after i do it. I enjoy it once...
607 Porn
I am addicted to porn. I started in seventh grade and now I'm 21. My addiction has caused many problems especially with my relationship with my fiancee. She has been gracious in giving me the chance to overcome it, but it hurts her none the less. She finally told me that she didn't think I could stop....
608 GAY LUST
For almost My whole life I have stayed faithfull to church ministered and struggled with gay thoughts. Internet chat rooms and porn has creeped into my life.
609 I am stuck in a hole!
When I was young, I became involved in practicing homosexuality! I was 15 or so when I started, and was bring other young people into this sin with me. Then, my friends parents found out and I quit homosexuality. I never told my parents and I still have gay thoughts and lusts. I am still heavily involved...
610 No Longer My Secret and Now My Confession
I am 22 years old and I have come to realize I am addicted to masturbation, pornography and lust. I have had this addiction since I was 12 years old. I have masturbated frequently for all 10 years while looking at porn and thinking of sexual images and thoughts here and there throughout that time. When...
611 guilt
I 've confessed my prank calls, fear, but i still feel v tensed. & sensitive. I also watched porn before out of curiousity . I also masturbated before without porn. The tension is making me crazy if i don't confess them. Worriesabout the stock mkt is also stressful. My mum i dislike bcosof her quarrelsome...
612 sexual sin
Please pray for me for my sin of watching pornography, idolizing, lusting. I would also like to confess and have you pray for me that I keep my wife and my wedding bed pure and do not think of non-propper things or talk to her in ways that are unpleasing to God. I sometimes speak to her about other men....
613 sex and lies
i am 19 yrs old and i had gay relations with almost 5 of my frnds.i knew it was wrong but it was pleasure for me. i was addicted to masturbation and watching pornography and then a turn came .i found a girl who was a very good frnd and who considetred me as her best frnd. i left all bad habits .i got...
614 Need your help
I've masturbated and watched porn, please pray that god will forgive me.
615 sex
I dont know what to do, I love the Lord so much and i feel horrible, but me and my boyfriend are sexually active and I cant stop. Ive looked at porn lately and I dont know why. I find it disgusting and sinfull. i need help. please forgive me.
616 I can't stop what I hate
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617 i want to quit!
God i need uyour help right now, because I want to quit caz I know its the right thing to do. But i need your help caz i Know you is the light of salavation and the answer to all my problems. Forgive me and cleanse my soul and heart for the past sins i have done. make me a person that does the right...
618 sexual pleasures
i masturbated and looked at porn and i always think of this one girl when i masturbate and think of having sex with her and i had some sensual time with my sister while she gave me a back massage and i always want her to give me one when we're home along pray for me that i may stop this sins, i hate...
619 Porn addiction/masterbation
I am born again christian and worship leader in my church, but i am the biggest hypocrite there is!!! I HATE PORN AND MASTERBATION AND ANYTHING THAT GOES ALONG WITH THIS SUBJECT.I preach against, i give advice on it and guess what?I face the very thing i hate, ive been trying for years to stop it, but...
620 Addicted to Gay Pornography (and feelings)
I am addicted to gay porn. I am a 22 year old male. I am a born again Christian. I was never in a gay relationship. I feel very lonely at times. I didn't have many friends growing up. I still find it hard to make and maintain friends. I thank God for one friend though, *, who I was able to confess to...
621 hypocrite
The thing I stand against; pornography and masturbation. Yet when I am alone, that is when the attack is at its greatest. I feel like I am conquered every time I succumb to masturbation. It feels like it controls me. I am thinking its a lust issue and I want to target and zero in on it. I become furious...
622 stop thinking and crying about him
i miss my first bf that i have ever had 3 years ago. It took me 5 mounths to get over him but now that i found him i feel like im back in my missery and i miss him to death. I need yalls prayers before i make another wrong choice in my life. Lord, im sorry for all that i have done in my life such as...
623 Porn addiction
I have been looking at porn, way more than I used to. I thought once I got married it would go away. But the stupid Devil has a stronghold, and he is holding on tight. I need Much help and pray to help my will beat out the Devils. I even listen to XXX Church, I think of how bad it is. I think of...
624 i am sorry
i watch porn once again even i am an merried man... I am so sorry and I whant to stop forever... please pray for my disgusting sin to go....
625 IT
Oh boy, this is awful! I'm addicted to pornography; and I truly believe I never committed adultery because I didn't have the chance, sometimes I think God has kept me from it. I don't want to justify myself, but I can relate to what Pastor Craig said; I was exposed to sex when I was 12 years old, and...
626 addict
i have a porn addiction please pray for me
627 porn addiction
i am 45 year old man.. i have been addicted to porn since i was 15... thats 30 years.. ...my mind has always been filled with lustfull images and its hard to get away from that when you have feed your mind with it for so long... but it is possilbe...one thing i have learned is you need somone that...
628 it ends today
i am sitting at home tonight. i will not look at porn. i love God and will not disappoint Him any more. it ends today.
629 Addicted to Mental/Secret Sins
I'm finally admitting it--I've struggled for years with pornography and its cascading effects. It has hurt more areas than I could have imagined despite being such a "personal" and "secret" thing. I need God's renewing help and power.
630 not me..
i work at a church but i still masturbate. there have been times when porn has been involved. i confess this as a sin and want God to forgive me. Why do i still feel dirty?
631 To bring it to an end
Hi, I have been addicted to masturbation since i was 12. I use to look at porn but I quit and I haven't for 3 yrs but still the urge to masturbate over takes me. The images left in my head from what I use to look at still bring lust into my heart and I'm trying to escape that. Please pray for me.
632 im still not 100%,but i want to quit
I want to quit, real bad. Evertime I get on the internet i feel worng and not saved. I Want to quit caz I believe its the right thing to do and not only that i believe in God Christ. I know I say I quit, only to get back on it sometime later.I really want to have a strong relationship with god , because...
633 need to quit
everytime i lust in porn i feel lost. i want 2 stop caz i don't want to be a lost soul forever!So please pray for me caz this is not a sin that i want to carry for the rest of my life!thanks
634 Endless lust
I gorged on porn last night and again this morning. I did not masturbate though i wanted to real bad. i'm so ashamed
635 I'LL WILL STOP PORN
SATAN you will not win this fight! GOD i am truly sorry for the sins i done. Please cleanse my heart and my soul in the name of Jesus. Cleanse my heart with your forgiveness and Mercy I believe in you and I know things will get more better!In the name of Jesus I pray Amen!
636 addiction to porn
please pray for me caz i quit!
637 when im home alone..
when im home alone i lock the doors and look up porn. all night. it makes me sad ebcause i want someone to do things like that to me.
638 satan...i may be weak in my dreams but im fighting back!!!!
Im weak...but I will not like this porn addiction control me. I dont want to do the wrong thing anymore because I LOVE GOD, THE PEOPLE I LOVE AROUND ME, AND I DONT WANT TO HURT MY FUTURE. I ASK GOD TO GUIDE ME TOWARD THE LIGHT AND PLEASE TO KEEP THESE FITHLY IMAGES AND DREAMS OUT OF MY HEAD!!!PLEASE...
639 Release From Porn
I have been addicted to porn since I first saw it when I was 7. I am now 25 and I am sick of what I have become. I was caught masturbating with a friend at the age of 9 and lied to my parents saying he made me do it. I have lied, stolen, cheated, lost friends and girlfriends, anything I could to get...
640 Being restored...I need your prayers...
Well I'm 18 years old and have had a problem with gay porn for the past few years. I am a leader and worship leader in the church. I know God has a calling for my life and I'm choosing that over everything else. With that said I talked to a leader of mine and told him everything i could. I instantly...
641 NO MORE!!! I IM FREE
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642 I AM DONE WITH PORN!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I WANT TO TAKE A STAND!!!!
I CANT TAKE THIS ANYMORE I QUIT!!!!!! I QUIT!!!! I QUIT!!!!! i will ask GOD to please forgive my sins and please forgive the future ones in case I get back on it. IM GOING TO FIGHT THIS BATTLE, BECAUSE I BELIEVE I CAN QUIT. PLEASE PRAY FOR ME!! SATAN I AM THOUGH PLAYING THESE NASTY BATTLES, I AM THROUGH!...
643 i want 2 quit..but can't
Many times I try to quit only to get back on it again. I FEEL SO CONFUSE, HATE MYSELFING FOR DOING THIS STUPID THING, AND FEEL SO LOST AFTERWARDS. Again I ask GOD for his forgiveness and mercy, BECASUE i WANT TO LIVE MY LIFE THE RIGHT WAY. PLEASE PRAY FOR ME,THANKS!
644 Addicted, Confused
Sexually abused as a child I grew up sexually promiscuous,paid for a girlfriends abortion, and later addicted to pornography. I've got two wonderful kids now and after being caught with porn by my wife I've been able to receive her forgivness and confess to my parents and siblings. My wife has fallen...
645 I can't stop lusting about my sister-in-law
I'm 35 with a beautiful wife and two kids. However, I can't stop lusting about my wife's sister. I also frequently fantasize about my wife having sex with other men. Occasionally, I masturbate to internet porn or while elaborating upon complex fanatasy storylines involving my wife, her sister, and...
646 please help me by praying for me!
I what to quit porn so bad, because I really hate it. bUT Sometimes I feel im so addicted to it cant help myself. I feel weak, ashamed, and really hate myself because of I want it is doing to me. I REALLY WANT TO QUIT, SO PLEASE PRAY FOR ME.
647 trying to quit
I want to quit:please pray for me because evertime I look at porn, I hate myself, because i really love someone.
648 Fending off lust
I am a 35 year-old man, great marriage, two kids. I have been saved for nearly seven years now and desire a strong walk with God. However, I can't stop lusting! I frequently lust after my wife's sister, whom we see often. My wife recently discovered this fact when she found a bible study I was doing...
649 I love God, and I want to quit porn for good
I want to quit porn. pray for thanks
650 I wANT ouT
I want to quit porn because I know it is very wrong, and I want to live my life God's way. Plus I know porn can just get me in trouble with my future life. PLease pray for me. Thank You Very Much!
651 I want to quit porn
Its like I have two sides have me. One wants to look at porn on the internet and the other WANTS TO QUIT SO BADLY, BUT FOR SOME REASON HE CANT. Evertime I think about it, I know its wrong. I feel so lost right now, because I think its impossible to quit. BUT I KNOW I CAN QUIT, AND BELIEVE I'LL QUIT.PLEASE...
652 addiction to porn
I try to stop looking at porn, but for some reason I still find myself STILL ADDICTED TO IT AND LOOKING AT IT. I confess mys sins to GOD and others to please help me fight this because I want to live my life the RIGHT WAY. PLEASE PRAY FOR ME! THANK YOU
653 im addicted to pron
I CONFESS: I looked at porn often, and I want to quit because I now it is the right thing to do. Sometimes I find myself in this dark hole that I know is eating me up. So again, I ask God to forgive me and others whose souls needs to be cleanse. So please I need your prayers very much!Thanks
654 Want to stop
I´am 19 years old. I have tried many times to stop watching porn and to masturbate. I really want to stop. Please pray for me.
655 im still addicted to porn and want to quit!
consently im still adddicted to porn, and i am trying real bad to stop because of a person I really love. I try to quit, only to find myself getting back on it in a month or two. Please help me stop porn for good, by praying for me. I really need your prayers thanks!
656 quited but still is addicted
just recently I quited porn, but sometimes i find myself still thinking about it and want to look at it. I want to stop this because I know it is very wrong! Please pray for me, Thanks!
657 I wish we could be completely free
I wish that I could be completely free of all the lust that plagues me I think I've got it I think I've won Then it happens Its just not fun The guilt enslaves The battle continues I put up walls I protect myself Then I look at porn again! Now, I will just run Run to God The grace that saves The pain...
658 I want to die
my life was ruined when i found out my husband was an alcoholic & misused all our money on porn & booze. i lost my house that was my family home & that i loved very much. i never believed that there were wounds that couldn't be healed until then. now everything that reminds me of my life before makes...
659 addiction to porn
Got to tell someone:I been addicted to porn for a long time and I want OUT.Constenly I found myself praying to God to forgive my sins, only to do it right back again in a week or so. I know it is WRONG, so please PRAY for me! Thanks
660 Addictions as a leader in the church
I have been addicted to porn and smoking for years now. I am only 24 years old. I recently got married thinking that it would go away after marriage. God has a calling on my life in worship but I keep smoking. I have thrown so many packs of cigarettes out the window just to go buy more after doing so....
661 Idolatry
I have fantasized about sexual relations with women, friends who are females. I promised the Lord, that i wouldn't watch porn and masterbate but I have failed time and time again. I've lusted. I have been envious of people and I've been lazy. And I'm awfully selfish. Forgive me Lord.
662 I love beautiful full figure ladies
Im not into porn,im a good christian man. My problem is I like to look at beautiful women of course dressed with class. As a man of God my love should be only for my wife, as men we will always respect othet women we should give thanks for our wifes. amen
663 i hate my self
i finished masturbating to porn and checked my myspace and saw the one i love i hate my self
664 An Endangered Calling b/c of porn
My heart breaks when I finish looking at porn. Sometimes, I can go for weeks without giving porn a thought. Other times, I look two and three times a day. It is sickening to think about and I want this temptation to be broken. I have a special calling on my life. God has been faithful and has blessed...
665 Lost heart...
I often masturbate letting my imagination wonder uncontrolled to some pretty sick things. Recently I have viewed porn in the categories of beastility and in large insertions; it was appalling and I don't understand what I'm doing. I want to serve God in my heart but am ignorant as to the direction...
666 God, forgive me!
For many, many months now I have been addicted to porn, people having sex on videos. And I masturbate as well. Everyone thinks I'm 'Miss Goody Good Christian'. They would NEVER suspect me doing this. And I do NOT want anyone to know. I have promised God so many times I would stop ... and have broken...
667 Confessions of a sinner
Dear God, I ask for forgiveness for committing the following sins: Looking at porn, lying, stealing, masturbation, the one time I had sex with a shemale, the times I looked at transexual porn and masturbated lusting for those creatures, thinking about committing sin, not being humble enough, not forgiving...
668 trapped in my mind.
I just watched the video about sexual sins. You mentioned this site and I felt drawn to it. I am a father, husband, son, and a Christian. When I was in my earily teens. i stumbled into porn which lead to different types of porn. In college in met a guy online and also messed around together. The...
669 prayer
I need prayer I'm begining to become addicted to porn and I don't want to get sucked into it and lose my relationship with God. God has been very faithful in my life to give me comfort and forgivness. Please Pray, my name is * *This post has been edited for content.
670 Need prayers.
I've been masturebating since I was little, only recently relizing what it was I was doing. I'm addicted. I'm addicted and I can't stop. I also look at porn. I feel like an idiot because I know God knows. Thats the part I can't get over. I need help. Oh, did I forget to mention i'm 13? Please...
671 Endless cycle
I am in this continuous cycle of looking at porn and masturbating to feeling guilty and staying away from the sin. I usually go a few days to maybe a couple of weeks without giving in to temptation, but inevitably, I fall into the painful hole of porn. Please pray for me. Pray that I can find the...
672 Need Help and Prayer
For almost 11 years, I have looked at a wide variety of porn online, but I am most addicted to transexuals and shemales. I even had sex with a shemale one time and I could not sleep or function from the guilt afterward for 2 days. I use the porn as a release for my shyness. At 41, I shy in love and strong...
673 Addictions
I watch porn about two or three times a year, when I go to Vegas. I gamble about the same amount of time. I quit smoking in 1991 When I was young I drank a lot of Whisky, Gin and Beer now I may drink a beer once a month, and go six months with out having a drink. Everyone with the so-called addictions...
674 My obsession :female body
Ever since I was 10 years old I have been exposed to girlie magazines and the desire to get the rush from an orgasm. It has truly been a deep dark secret which at times runs out of control. I think it may have cost me to miss out on opportunities and experiences. At times I can't get the curves of the...
675 my confession to god
hello god i sincerely confess my sins of pornography and masturbation to you so that i can get rid from them,please forgive me for my sins and please heal me. with your grace i will be mentally healthy again.
676 I never thought this could happen....
I was looking on the computer last night. We have a SpectorSoft on our computer and I just downloaded it again on the computer. But haven't told my husband because I thought he wasn't hiding anything. He is watching videos of gay men porn and saving the files on our computer. I don't know what to...
677 Porn and Lust
i struggle with looking at porn and masturbating to it. i never wanted to become this type of person in my life. but out of presure and temptation i did, i have been following God and turned away from it. but then i went right back to it again and again. and i hide it from family and my g/f and friends...
678 I shouldnt be looking, but I need to
Since I was 12, i have looked at porn. I am a girl, and to alot of people females shouldnt look at porn. I just like to, and I only masturbate when i feel like it. The masturbation and porn, i dont think is an addiction, its just a bad hobby. I've told my mom, and I said I would stop, just to make...
679 Masturbation/Lust
I've been battling the urge to go on online and masturbate to women on cams off and on for a few years, at my worst time I was unemployed and spent my whole day waiting for "friends" to log on cam so I could masturbate to them. It began to take over my life and I prayed to God to deliver me from it and...
680 God have mercy
I have become addicted to porn for almost 10 months now - I was involved with a good girl from my church but at some point we were almost having sex with our clothes on. This I believe led to the door to be opened to porn and now it seems that I cannot get free. I went to my pastor, and all he did is...
681 PoRn
I am a 25 yrs old. I have a problem with on-line porn. I fell so dirty on the inside. I have tried many time to stop abut fail. I know what this is my first step to healing. I live a double life I want to be real and change. I live one way that people see in the open and different when no on is seeing...
682 Drowning
I hate myself, I hate that Im so addicted to porn, sex and masturbation. Im a married man and have had 2 affairs and look for more. I began when I was 11 with my cousin and this addiction is relentless. I am so scared that i will be left behind for not being worthy to fo with God. I whole heartedly believe...
683 porn obsession
ive been a christian for more than ten years but ive found a struggle with porn and masterbation im a single man i love the lord and want love him more im free at the moment but i know the temptations will return the devil has been rubbing his hands ...
684 11 years of porn
I started looking at porn and masterbating when I was 14, now I am 25 and I haven't gone more than two weeks without it. It is slowly eating out my insides, I want to be a man with integrity but with a secret like porn I always have this nagging guilt that I am a fraud. After masterbating I always feel...
685 I'm scared
I've been struggling with porn addiction since I was 14. I was alone staying up late trying to find something to watch. As I was changing channels I fell onto an erotic film. At first, I found it pretty gross, but yet it was intriguing and exciting. I never wachted it for years, but couldn't stop thinking...
686 in the darkest hole
I'm the son of a pastor and the praise and worship leader, I'm addicted to alot of sexual stuff. I masturbate and look at porn. i've been doing this since i was a freshman in high school. I wanna quit but its so hard. Ive felt Jesus in my life, and Gods used me in so many ways but i keep on fallin into...
687 The sound man! For the church.. addicted to porn and sex
tell you the truth i was watching porn a second ago but i rembered my brother talking about this page and i really don't know why i'm doing this but i need help, i mess my life up and my girlfriend with this, i bring her into it to. She's a pastors daughter, yet we know we do wrong but its hard to let...
688 I am dealing with watching porn sometimes and masturbation
I masturbate too much and fell really guilty and I have looked at porn too but praise God cus I got rid of those bad channels
689 i can't get out from masturbating
i'm 25 years old , my biggest problem in my life is i can't get out from masturbating and porn from age 15... it's now 10 years i living in 2 different world.. other people see me as a worship leader and i do a lot of things in my church .. but in my room .. i browse adult content, enjoying masturbating...
690 addicted to porn
Im a 28 yr old male and Im addicted to porn. I was exposed to porn at around 13 and have been addicted since. I would watch the evening cable shows secretly when my parents were away. When we first got the internet, it made it so much easier. I come from a Christian family and I myself am a believer...
691 Secret Sins...
I have two bad addictions; 1) Sex which has resulted in numerous affairs. I'm at my wits end, numerous times I have repents and pray for freedom, but total freedom has eluded me. 2) My other addiction is to porn, which I know is an off shoot of my main addiction. I want freedom, I want to...
692 18, Struggling with homosexual thoughts and porn
I'm 18 yrs old, a freshman is college, and i'm struggling greatly with homosexual desires. I know that its totally wrong, and it actually disgusts me, but I can't seem to keep myself from gay porn and lusting after muscular guys. I'm so confused, don't know where to turn. My family are strong southern...
693 Struggling with porn addiction.
I had ruined my career in the Army and my 1st marriage because of my addiction to porn. Between my 1st and 2nd marriage I had many sexual encounters with people. I now regret this so much. God has since graced me with a wonderful loving wife (who is the closest thing to a saint I have have ever known)...
694 Need to get this off my chest
I have been keeping this horrible secret for many years now. I am absolutely disgusted with myself. When I was about 19 years old I did something sexual with a toddler girl. I was also really heavy in to lesbian porn. I don't know how or why I could ever do something so horrible. It was a one time thing...
695 Will it ever end?
I was never sheltered from movies with sex. When I reached 6th grade and began surfing the internet the pictures of naked women were ingraved in my head. I couldnt help myslef. No big deal right? wrong! It was a beginning to something that would consume my life. Even go so far that in 8th grade when...
696 Porn
I made my boyfriend stop watching porn because I was jealous. Yet I watch porn all the time by myself and enjoy it more than him. I guess I was just afraid that he liked porn more than me. But I get off easier to porn than him.
697 Innosence Lost
When i was in 8th grade i had sex with my girlfriend. I fell in love with this. I began wanting more and more sex. I turned to porn and master bastion to for fill my needs. It even came to a point where i would try to peek in on my girlfriend as she changed clothes or went tot the bathroom. We aren't...
698 Porn is consuming my life
I was exposed to porn at a very early age in the bathroom at a clothing store. IT was porn magazines on the floor. Even at the age of 10, I found the images of beautiful woman naked exciting. I live in a very religious family and I would be devistated if my secret was exposed. I am now 36 and porn...
699 I hate myself...
I hate myself b/c I have allowed myself to become addicted to porn. This addiction has been in place now for several years and I just can\'t seem to quit. I can remember as a young man walking in on my father while he was watching porn and masterbating. I was pissed at him and embarressed that he was...
700 No Regret, No Repentance, No Telling
I know I\'m not the only guy who has a problem with porn. I know others like me have conquered this sin. However, I can\'t help feeling, well, nothing. I used to feel a burning lust for porn, and then I felt like trash and tearfully confessed my sin to God and beg forgiveness - before I go back to...
701 Porn Addiction
I have been addicted to porn for about 6 years and have been trying to overcome this but I have had some trouble staying away from it haveing high speed internet at home and a lot have alone time too.
702 Classic
God has big plans for me. I mean BIG plans, but struggle with the most stupid stuff. I have anxeity issues, that often lead to self medication of pornography. It seems like everytime I give into lust, the pressure is relieved. When I fall it only gets worse. I'm learning to lean hard into God, but...
703 Porn the Evil
I have a problem with porn! I pray about it and when i think i have stopped it it gets me. I swear right now it ends! God will keep me from temptation and Jesus will guide me!
704 Sex With Animals
I like watching videos of porn of men and woman having sex with animals ... i have never done it but fanatsise about it almost everyday. It really turns me on, i think it is normally nasty but when i see it am attracted to it.
705 show
i love this life. but i sometimes i dont understand what i have to do to live right. as being a child i was dreaming about becoming a singer. so now i desided to realise this dream. but i dont know how.there are dificulties. trere is an opinion that actors are people who sold a soul to devil. but i dont...
706 I dont repent for it. Need an advice. Am I crazy or pschycho?
I have got involved in homosexuality - dont how how. I had slept with almost 25-26 men. Initially I used to feel like a slut after sex when I return home alone. But I am so much addicted to gay pornography and hot clips then I still find it difficult to get rid of it. Sometimes, I fear whether I should...
707 I Want To Be Free!
Since I was a young boy, I have been attracted to the male body, specifically the genitals. I go browsing the Net for pics or stories and I started fantasizing and masturbating. I shamefully admit fantasizing about my close friends, even friends from church and wanting to have a 'look' or a 'touch'....
708 Lust and Masturbation
Yesterday morning, I watched pornorgraphy & masturbated. I hate porn.
709 i love porn
i love porn it helped me stay with my wife. with out it i would have left a long time ago. i think it has kept my family together. a man needs change and it helps me with that. i don't feel bad this my life and my body i can do with it what i want i only share my life and body with my wife she doesn't...
710 money down the drain
today i spent 25 on internet porn. i don't know why. my wife can't get the problem and does not ask. i know that really it is my fault. i need help.
711 A Pastor who lives with Guilt
I am a Pastor by name only. I have had many affairs and have been married for twenty years. My last affair was just a couple of years ago. I was sexually abused as a boy by my father. I think this plays a role, but is NO excuse for my behavior. I am ALWAYS scared that my church will find out about...
712 i can't seem to stop
everywhere i go i lust about anyone and everyone. i don't why i keep doing this. i wish i could stop.
713 Still Stuck..trying..constantly..to REALLY give this over
I have been fighting and praying over addiction to porn for many years and I am asking all my brothres and sisters to continue to pray for me to truly 'Let go & let God' win this battle for me.
714 I need to tell someone.
Before marrieage my wife and I were not sexually pure. I thought marriage would fix it, it didn't. I am now a pastor with no one to talk to. I still dable in porn though I go for very long periods without using. I've been to strip clubs. I've gone to online sexually oriented dating sites. "The journey...
715 this is my secret
I have never told anyone this but i just watched craigs sermon and i was touched and i struggle with masterbation...i and ashamed of it...my mind needs repair and i also stuggle with pornography, little stuff but i still feel that it is a pressing matter i am going to tell my accounatbility parnter and...
716 struggling with gayporn problem
I have a problem, I am often weak to the temptation to look at gay images and masterbate. I want to be right and break the addicition.
717 BIG PROBLEMS IN MARRIAGE
I watch pornographic site an I feel so guilty an i also masturbating myself . The pain is big because I am married and i lie to my wife when she ask me if I do something bed like... adultery in my heart... In the past, in the time when we are just friends I was with another girl ...after 2 or...
718 porn
i lookde at porno and masturbated
719 Pornography
I am 38 y/o Man with a wonderful life and 2 daughters. I am having a hard time with this issue, it grabs me when I least expect it. I pray to our Lord and Savior everyday for release from this terrible sin. Please pray for me!!!
720 I am wholly sorry
Father, forgive me. I am sorry for my sins and will do them no more, and will turn away from the act of sins. Oh my Jesus, forgive me my sins. I have had sex with an "escort" in buffalo ny, and have gone to several "massage parlors" in buffalo ny. This was a sin against you and i am really sorry. I will...
721 young and screwed up
i go to a private school. im popular, and pretty. but ever since 5th grade ive looked at porn, smoked pot, and drank ahcohol.
722 LUST
When I was about 14 years old I started getting into things like masterbation and porn. I am now 18 years old and sometimes struggle with it. I have only told one person of this and am sick of hiding it!!!
723 porn
i looked at pornand masturbated andlusted
724 LESBIAN
My secret is dirty and dark. I am a 29 year old single female. To begin with, for my entire life I have struggled with same sex attraction. I have had relationships with women in person and online. I have an addiction to lesbian pornography and masturbation. I am asking God to show me a way out, not...
725 that sucks
i used to look at porn almost everyday. i still do sometimes. i feel i need to watch porn to releive myself. but i feel really bad and guilty afterward, i get paranoid that god will punish me. i am only 15. iwant to stop!
726 man!
i feel i need to look at porn to releive myself but i want to stop
727 Pornography and Phone Sex
I have recently been married and absolutely love and adore by wife. I have shared by past with porn with her and she has accepted me - yet I still watch porn and have even had some experiences with phone sex. Please Lord, forgive me for my sins and help guide my life to be a life filled with You.
728 porno
i looked at porn and masturbated today yesterdaya and for several days now. pray i can stop
729 Deep pain
Ever since I was in the second the second grade I have been masturbating.When I was 11 I was raped by my cousin I still cant stop. If any person has a method please tell me. P.S. I'm 12
730 I struggle with porn
I am a youth pastor and I struggle with porn. It's killing me inside and I don't feel like I can share this with anyone! I don't like it and I don't want it but it's true. It has been a struggle my entire life as long as I can remember. Please pray for me that I would be healed and delivered from...
731 I feel bad
I am young christian who doesn't have some one around, and new to the country . In the last couple of months I have watched adult movies, and afterwards I sometimes masterbute, I feel bad about myself. I hope my forgiving father will forgive me. Please forgive me God, and help me to stay clean and in...
732 porno
I have lloked at porn and masterbated even though god had given me peace today i nned to stop falling into this as i regret it, im almost there so please pray for me
733 Lost in my pain
I am 19 years old and have been masterbating for about 10 months now i had never done it before than and i feel i have created a beast i cant tame or destroy..I am writing this to find closer by stating and believing that it was my last time tonight..God is a forgiving God but he is also a just one and...
734 Strugeling with memeries
I have been married for some time now to a stunningly beautiful woman compared to any woman I have ever know she is much more attractive than any. But every time we have sex I can't stop thinking about the women I have had sex with or just know from my past. Please someone help me.
735 does god still forgive me???
i am a junior in highschool and i have already slept with 2 guys. and i feel so ashamed. i just dont know if god will forgive me anymore. ive said i wont do it anymore, but it keeps getting to me. i cant stop looking at pornography and masturbating. i cry myself to sleep thinking that what ive done...
736 porn
I viwed pornography and masturbated and had sex and had erotic play * against the butt of this one person special to me and had her massage my back for my own sexual pleasure as she sat on top of me and i moved up and down but she didnt no my true intentions as i ocntantly go back to her for this. i...
737 I want to get free
One year ago I started to look at nude pics on the internet. At first they were only nude pics and then they became hardcore pics. At first I just looked and after a while I also started to masturbate. I also started to watch porn movies once or twice. Little by little the border was shifted from what...
738 Puberty, touching my sister, girlfriends, wife
Puberty brought on so many sexual feelings that I didn't know how to control. When I was 12 years old I would touch my sister's chest while she was sleeping. When I was 15 I dated a girl who was 17 who pretty much showed me the ropes on the "everything, but" sexual experience. From here on I felt...
739 The fight for total purity in the midwest
I have been attracted to the male body for as long as I can remember. It started as a me being the fat (husky) kid qrowing up. I had a horrible self image that I continue to struggle with this day.I first began to acknowledge this in jr high reading popular male fitness magazines. It then escalated to...
740 Shameful
I am a Christian male and I need help. I masturbate, look at pornography, and have homosexual desires that I try to keep at bay. I hate these tendencies that make my life so much more complicated and I just wish to get a girl friend, get married and have a God-centered family. I just have to get over...
741 pornography masturbation
am born again 32 year old husband to a beautiful wife and father of two beautiful children, I have been watching to porn, having sexual fantasy and masturbating since my freshman year in high school I have tried stopping without success. There are times I stay away for months only to fall back into...
742 The womanizer
When I was 16 my girlfriend split up with me, and I became very bitter; I dedicated myself to ruining the lives of girls as mine had been ruined. As I flirted, and got with more and more girls I realized I could fulfill my sexual desires if I wanted, and therefore broke more and more boundaries - at...
743 OCD, Masturbation, and porn
I'm 21 years old and a seinor in college. I have been addicted to porn for several years now. I also am addicted to masturbating ever since I started the summer of my Freshman year in High School. I really want to stop masturbating and looking at porn but it is really hard for me because I have a...
744 confessions of a pastor
I am a broken pastor whom is need of strength to help with my addiction. But not only am I a pastor, I am a husband and a father of two beautiful and innocent children; but I am also addicted to impure thoughts and internet pornography. I wish so badly that I could stop, however I can't. I wish so...
745 Struggles
I have struggled with pornography. I try not to look at things but sometimes the temptaion is too great and I let my flesh win. I used to be very sexually active when I was younger and so I think that I have let it control me for too long. I am not married but I don't want to take this into a marriage....
746 Porn, Masturbation, and Adultery...
I'm 21, a senior in a Christian college, and I have been masturbating ever since I was a Freshman in high school. Within the past couple of years I have also found myself looking at porn more and more as time progresses. Every time I stop looking at porn for the night I tell myself that I'm not interested...
747 Lust for porn
I am feeling like I want to look at pornography. Give me strength Jesus to resist.
748 Untitled
There is a lot of things in my life I regret. I am like a pathological liar, have recently been watching impure things, feel like I'm becoming bisexual, hate my body. I wish I could just stop but I can't. I don't know whats wrong with me, and I just want God to lead me out.
749 I thought I had overcome this
Walking back from school my brother and I found a large box filled with porn magazines, we dragged it all the way home (too heavy to carry). My dad found it and got rid of it. We found porn videos at my uncles house and watched these secretly every time we were there. We had a school teacher who leant...
750 Addicted to masterbation and sexual things
I am an engaged 23yr old woman. I masterbate every chance I get-*. I search for porn sites everyday @work & after go to the ladies room to masturbate. I take all my clothes off then put them bk again.Everytime when Im finished I tell myself not to do it again. I enjoy looking @ women sites not men &...
751 addict porno
I watch pornos and masturbate often. It usually starts with a thought, a lonely thought. "Why am i so alone?" "Why is there nobody to relate to?" "Whats wrong with me?" then before i know it I turn to porn and masturbation. Trapped in a vicious self destructive cycle! I pray about it and talk with my...
752 addiction to porn
i have been addicted to porn for three or four years now and i can't break it. i just pray that God would give me the strength to overcome this addiction and by His power and for His glory i would overcome this "giants" in my life. thanks for listening and pray that i can overcome this. God bless
753 Lust, Pornography, Masturbation
I have had a problem w/ Masturbation since I was 14, I am now in my mid 30's. I have kept it secret even though I am a lay pastor. I thought I had conquered it and then thats when it came back stronger than ever. Yes I have impure thoughts about other women but have also done it as a stress reliever/....
754 Why?
I keep looking a porn. Why is this still going on after all of these years!!!!
755 I Can't Stop
I can't stop masterbating. I don't watch porn or anything...I just have a lot in my mind. I'm 17 and I've done a lot of bad stuff in my life that I can't get out of my head. I love the lord, Jesus with all my heart and I feel like such an idiot for not being able to stop...Just pray for me please. I'm...
756 I busted my husband
My husband has been the perfect Christian for the past 3 years that we have bneen married. Or so I thought. We have two small babies together so I'm stuck with him now. Just recently I found tonns of porn on his computer. He stopped wanting to have sex with me two years ago for various excuses like bieng...
757 Brian
For years now I have struggled against porn. It is rough. I first saw porn at the age of thirteen and ever since then it has followed me around. A few years after that I allowed a man to take advantage over me. I am not attracted to men nor have I ever been but something in me let it happen. I feel sick...
758 transform my life
I was molested by an older brother and then a cousin as a young boy. My mind has been injured for many years, and I have allowed the infection to fester. I have led a life of sexual immorality. I am ashamed of flirting with sin and binging with porn and masturbation. I want a renewed relationship with...
759 Pain
I am homosexual and addicted to pornography. I hate it. The years of viewing have screwed up my mind. I feel like I have committed sins too many times to be forgiven. I feel like I can't be forgiven because I am so angry at the people involved in causing my problems. I am so angry at my dad. Fathers,...
760 Still Struggling..BUT..I've found this site
I am still fighting the addiction to porn..but.. it now the dance two steps forward and one step back..AND I have found pryaer partners and hope in this website. Please, keep pryaing for me to win this battle as I turn it over daily to Christ, and I will keep all of you in my daily Prayers, too!
761 Caught in the sin of Porn and Homosexuality
I am 29 years old, married for 9 years, and have been addicited to porn and homosexuality all of my adult life. I can't stop masturbating, and hooking up with men for anonymous sexual encounters. I confess that not only have I comitted adultery, but fornication, idolarty, deception - all sorts of things....
762 Ministry & Porn Don't Mix!
I am an active leader in my church and meet with pastors and other leaders every week. Im also a full-time college student and have extra time and have been feeling tempted towards pornography and masturbation. Ill go for awhile and feel like Ive conquered it, but pride sets in and I fall! I know it...
763 Please Help
I am a addicted to Porn. I just started as the youth leader. This is my first full time job in ministry. I am afraid that my addiction is going to make it my last. I want God to be able to use me in a real big way but this addiction is killing me from the inside out. Not long ago my wife was pregnant...
764 HELP!! guilt
HOW DO I STOP LOOKING AND DOWNLOADING PORN IVE PRAYED TO GOD EVERYDAY FOR 5 YEARS NOW I FEEL SO DOWN I NEVER GO OUT ANYMORE (EXCEPT WORK)JUST LOOK AT PORN ALL DAY FOR HOURS PLEASE HELP GOD!!
765 god iv gone and done it agen..im really sorry..!!
iv sinned agen lord im sorry...i am trying and will fight this sickness with porn...please help me ...sorry lord..!help me CAST OUT THIES SICK DEMONS....
766 Cheating
I have been married for 2 1/2 years. I have been cheating on my wife with my computer. I need prayer. I am now fantasysing about female co-workers and I find myself looking for a reason to cheat. I know I already have in my heart, but I do not want to physically too. Please pray for me.
767 Prayer for forgiveness, mercy, patience, God's Protection as in Psa. 91!
I have been addicted to Porn off and on since aroudn 8-9 years old when Porn was left around the house by my father, who has since died many, many years ago and I cannot confront, nor, address this with him in this 'earhly' realm. BUT, I am coming once again to my Heavenly Father to ask for his forgiveness,...
768 Addicted
I've been a christian all of my life, and have been addicted to porn for what I believe is two whole years (I can't believe it's been that long). I'm 15 and I'm desperate to stop and have continuously tried and failed, tried and failed again. I know I should confess to someone, but I'm terrified especially...
769 Many Sins
I have hatred in my heart. I have lust in my heart. I need help to conquer the lure of porn. Lust is not something I am proud of, nor would I want my wife or daughter to know the sick extent of the porn I haved viewed. I want to be a better man than that. So much of my life has been wasted on porn,...
770 porn
when i was 12 yrs. old i found porn from my Christian father's closet. i was very confused how he could have such things but at the same time curious. after the first time masturbating i told myself i would never do it again. In the past i've been trying to get into relationships with some really good...
771 Unable to confess
I told my wife I would tell her whenever I struggled with masturbation. I haven't, becuase of how painful it is for us to go through. I stuggle with it occasionally. I need to confess, but I don't want to to her. But, I feel like I need to confess to somebody. I don't want to keep doing this. I'm so...
772 porn destroying faith
i feel like a prisoner to my lustfull thoughts and actions/sins. i just want Jesus to come and take away these urges to sin against Him in this way. i ask that you pray that i would not view pornography any longer and i would be dead to sin as Paul said in one of his letters. i confess my sin and i ask...
773 porn...no longer
i have struggled w/ pornography and masterbation for a few years now and i have allowed it to seperate me from God. we used to have an awesome, thriving, exciting relationship and now it's not what it used to be. but i feel God has delivered me from the temptation/sin and that He has granted me the strength...
774 Cant Quit Internet Porn
No matter what kind of fight I put up I cant seem to kick internet porn. It has a grip on me as tight as a vice. I know it is sinful and wrong. I also know Jesus loves me no matter what. Pray for me please. I am married and there are no problems in my home. But I know that wont always be the case if...
775 Where to from here??
I am strong believer in the Lord but I am currently struggling with my addiction to pornography and masterbation. For years and years I have been telling myself that it was the last time. I do manage to last for about a month before I dive straight back in. It all starts with the 'harmless' looking...
776 Torn up inside, while serving in South America.
When I was 15 years old, I felt God calling me into missions. At that time in my life, I was very close to God and things were going great. Only three short years later--on my 18th birthday, I experimented with pornography. I am now 20 years old, and volunteering at a missions planning organization....
777 Trapped
I have just been set in as the worship Pastor for a church of thousands, whose name you would know, yet I am addicted to hardcore internet pornography. I have tried everything to break free, but I can't. I have never told anyone about this sin in my life. I know that accountability is the only way...
778 porno
I looked at pornography today and masturbated. and i do it every time my mom and siblings leave the house. pray form e. this is it, this is the last time. im done. no more. pray for mo so ican stay clean.
779 Please Help Me ........
I just posted here a few days ago. There are things in my head that I still need to get out. My marrige which was blessed by God is failing. I also have a soon to be 4 year old. I love my family with everything I have. I have a problem with masterbating and pornography to the point my wife and I are...
780 Masturbation: I
I'm a slave to masturbation, porn, and to a lesser extent, food. I want to stop, but I don't want to stop bad enough evidently. Because I haven't. I know I can't keep going on like this, but I guess I haven't hit my rock bottom yet. I've called to find out about SA meetings, but can't bring myself...
781 Caught redhanded
I've been struggling with my addiction to porn for many years. It finally got the best of me...my wife found out. Not from a confession, but cause I finally got careless. This is something I've struggled with since the "injury" occured. Pray for me and my wife, that we can move through this together...
782 In trouble
I need to get this out. I have a problem with masterbation and porn. I am a strong believer in Christ. I have a wife and son and od not want this to break that. I tell myself everyday that I will stop but I need help. Please pray for me. I do almost everyday but find myself right back at it. I have bad...
783 Can
I am am 34 yo female and I am addicited to beastiality. Daily I enjoy smoking a joint and masturbating while looking at animal sites on the web. My orgasms while I do this are so extreme that I can't seem to want to stop this. My husband of 5 years who glances at a site every couple months has no...
784 Addicted since elementery school
I'm am an FCA (Fellowship of Christain Athlets) member and am not the president of the club. But I have always had a pornagraphy. I found a short clip of porn on my dad computer and have been addicted ever since. Just yesterday I found myself binging on porn. I want to heal this mental injury and have...
785 sex-just sex
When I was11 years old, I slept over at a friends house. I awoke in the night to find that he had his hands in my pants and was stroking my penis. I had nt ever masturbated in my life and the event ended with him masturbating me. I was confused by it all. I enjoyed it but also felt really dirty. I slept...
786 Gay Porn Addiction
Please forgive me for I have sinned. I am addicted to gay porn and can't stop. I confessed on this site last month that I spent three days looking a porn. I prayed to stopped looking, but that only lasted for a month. Last night it happened again. I spent the last two days looking at porn....
787 porn ruined my relationship w/ Jesus.
Jesus is my all in all and i love Him w/ all i am and i want to know Him better, but i have a problem. i am addicted to pornography and it continues to seperate me from Him. please pray that God will forgive me and that He will restore our relationship to what it once was. thanks. God bless.
788 I'm scared
My husband has had a long history w/ porn. His secret is becoming obvious to others, and there are consequences. I love him and have promised to stand by him come what may. But, I'm scared.
789 scars in my head
like every guy on this planet I tend to be visual and ever since i was 13 yrs of age i have seen porn the first time was unintentional but that hooked me and i feel lost and trapped inside of it i know i am doing wrong and I ask god to forgive me and give me the strength to act like it had never happend....
790 man will always fail you
My accountability partner has failed repeatedly to keep me accountable & our communication is a 1 way street. My heart is being changed by God's love, but my accountability partner isn't there when I'm going through thick and thin. I'm again fighting a battle alone. Man always fails one another, yet...
791 Porn Addiction
I am seeing myself sinking deeper into the pornography addiction. I want to completely stop myself before it destroys my life and my life with my future wife.
792 please pray
I did it ones again... i´ve tried to stop masterbation and watch porn, but i fall again..please pray, that jesus forgive me again
793 addicted to porn
i have been struggling w/ pornography and masterbation for a few years now and it has destroyed my relationship w/ God. i just want to stop so i can have an intimate relationship w/ Him again. i love the Lord w/ all i am and i ask that you pray to Him that He will forgive me and turn me from this life...
794 Addicted to porn and masturbation
I am a 24 years old and addicted to gay porn and masturbation i also masturbated with a friend, i am a Christian and i feel guilty by doing this bad things, and i want to stop, please pray form me.
795 HELP
I'm addicted to masterbating. I masterbate watching TV and watching Porn. I'm only 17 and I feel that i'm sinking so deep that no one can dive down to save me except for God. That is so hard though, because i can't see him or feel him. i need someone who i can talk to and who can listen to me without...
796 cry in my heart
I can't feel right. I feel like everything is just... coming to a crash. I'm becoming someone I hate... I feel myself digging a deeper pit... I like this girl a lot. She used to make me happy. But recently, she has been shutting me off. Or playing down our friendship. It might be just me overthinking,...
797 I'm not sure Iove my husband anymore
I have been married for 13 years we have 5 children...I am not even sure I love him anymore. He has an addiction to porn and it has hardened my heart so much that I can't feel love for him. I am so spiritually dead too. I can't pray with him...and I don't even bother to read the bible. Honestly, I...
798 incest, porn, masturbation
I was molested when I was five years old boy an older boy who performed oral sex on me. I refused to reciprocate. I learned to masturbate at five. I found porn at 12. I became a voyeur-watched by sister take showers. I talked her, my cousins into playing "truth or dare." One time when we were alone,...
799 hate it
i love my wife, but i find myself masturbating to myspcae pics about once a week. i hate that i do it.
800 Gay porn addict
I am addicted to gay porn. I hate it. I am in my twenties and I have struggled with this since I was in high school, though it has progressively gotten worse. It is the result of a porn addiction going back to the second grade. At that time it was just playboys in my Dad's bathroom, but as I grew...
801 Homosexual Thoughts
For several years now, I have had an attraction to other guys. I have fallen into, and recovered from, an addiction to pornography several times. I have never acted on these feelings otherwise. I have often tried to make myself feel better about it by telling myself that homosexuality isn't wrong, but...
802 Lust
I have had a problem with lust. I think I'm free from that, but the guilt of that is still with me. The person I am, is not the person I acted like. The guilt is there and it doesn't help to try and justify myself like I just did. Is it ok to keep this to myself and God?
803 I am the chief sinner (like 1 tim1:15)
lets get it all out i am 30 male i have been addicted to porn (all kinds gay, str8, hard, solf, all porn the sick stuff too) and masturbation in locked into that too...i could not tell you the first time i started it has been so long...i have masturbated about 1 a day for 15 yr and porn has played a...
804 Damaging Marriage with Porn
I've been viewing internet porn for a long time. It used to be just simple pictures and stories then it moved to more hardcore type stuff. I used to feel horrible afterwards, I still I get upset that I to this but its like I am numb to it. Awhile back my wife found out, we talked about it, I promised...
805 I love God
I watch porn. I have been since I was about 15 years old. I love it but I know that I am not supposed to do it. I have a beautiful wife and beautiful children but I dont know what to do. I need help
806 the Truth
I run a Christian-based group at school, but in reality, I don't think I should, since I'm struggling with homosexuality and an addiction to pornography. I just feel like I'm betraying everyone that I lead, and that I am obviously not ready to lead if I'm struggling with this kind of sin. I have not...
807 Addicted
I am 17 years old and have been addicted to pornography since the 7th grade. When I was in kindergarten, I was molested, I guess that was my "mental injury". I am also struggling with homosexuality, which I believe is rooted in the molestation as well. I feel like I'm a terrible person who does not...
808 ruined relationship w/ God
i have been addicted to pornography for a few years now and i really want it to stop. it has essentially ruined my relationship w/ God and i want to stop. i repent right now and i ask God to forgive me. i forever turn from it. because it has ruined my life. i just ask that you pray for me and pray that...
809 Sex
I used my sister for my sexual pleasures and ive been looking at pornography forever and masturbating too and lusting AND having sex with my hand. I want to stop NOW!
810 sexually stumbling..
I try to resist sexual temptation, but I'm usually unsuccessful. I frequently use pornography, and meet women through the internet to have sex with. It's non-stop, and something I feel as though I have no control over. I pray, but it seems as though before each time I pursue sex, I forsake every promise...
811 Shame
I have only had one girlfriend my whole life, like 20 years ago when I was young. Now all I ever do is look at porn. I feel so much guilt over looking at porn on the internet. Every day, 3 to 4 times a day, sometimes for hours. Last week I went 2 days without looking at porn, but could not stay stopped....
812 Porn
I have a problem with internett porn i have been on a brake in a week but then a fell :( and did it agen, i pray that Jesus will sett me free from this.
813 addicted to porn and sex
i have been addicted to porn for about 6 years and continue to masturbate whenever i get a chance. i am a strong believing Chrisitian and have been a leader in my youth group for many years! i have the best girlfriend in the world but we tend to take it to far and well no its unstopable its either sex...
814 Secretly Gay and Internet Porn
I have homosexual tendencies and am addicted to homosexual internet pornography. I'm a Christian and have been for years and years but this is one area of my life I am not able to get control of. I've never acted out on these feelings, I have just kept them to myself. But I can't break free from my...
815 No more guilt.
Hi. I've been consistently looking at porn and masturbating for about 2 to 3 years now. I'm 18 and going to college now. I used to feel really bad about it, but now not so much. I've pretty much desensitized myself. Would I like to stop? Sure. I've had a few runs of abstinance that lasted 3 to even...
816 unclean
23 years old, single, lives with my parents, and never been on a date. These are just a few things that I think about everyday. When I was 13 years old, I started masturbating to anything and everything I could. It was addicting, I needed more. That led to more, then more, then more. Life was repeating...
817 Pastor with a horrible problem
I really do love God with all my heart, but, I have for many years struggled with a sexual addiction that started when I was a very young adolescent. I began by looking at "girlie" magazines that I found, and I have progressed to levels that are unbelievable. With the internet, my addiction to porno...
818 Internet porn
I have been looking at porn sites just a bout every day a soon as my wife is off to work and I know Iam home alone I start goine to these sites. Cant seem to stop. I know that it is wrong to do. Too ashamed to tell anyone in my church Iam a leader in my church chior.
819 My Chains
I've been carrying this burden around since I was a middle schooler. I've been addicted to pornography and masturbation for the last 7-8 years and I'm ready to break free. Please pray for me. I'm tired or falling, and I'm ready to break free.
820 lord im sorry i have failed you agen..please forgive me.
god please forgive me i have fallin agen..but i am tryin very hard,porn has a grip on my but it only gets me when i had a few to drink and thats when i am weak..oh help me lord please..im sorry...!!
821 I am a Christian porn addict
My secret is internet porn. It is killing my faith as a Christian. In one of the churches I attended, I was the youth pastor. I did not have this problem then I quit porn. But after I left that church and now I am just a member I again have feel to porn. I don’t know what else to do I am a failure...