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1 I want to return to the church, please help me..
I was sexuall, physically, verbally and mentally abused from the age of 4 to the age of 21. I am a 57 year old black man, and i'm 100% service connected Vietnam Vet. I suffer from PTSD - sexual trauma. I was baptised when i was either 10 or 11, and I finally excepted Jesus as my Lord and Savior in december...
2 Preoccupation with food and sex
My brother started abusing me (verbally, physically and sexually) when I was 13. Since then i've had a preoccupation with sex and have struggled on and off with masturbation and pornography. I also became preoccupied with food, I first stuffed myself then I became anorexic/bulimic and in the last few...
3 I hate my husband
Even though I promised to love and cherish him when we took our vows 2 years ago, over the time my feelings have eroded with his repeated verbal attacks. He refuses to go for help. He hid these behaviors from me while we were dating and after we were married they came out full force, beginning on our...
4 broken
I am not close with anyone in my family, and as far as I know, both my sister and I have contemplated suicide. My sister has been abused physically by people outside of our family and I've been abused verbally. My past is so emotionally dark and troubling that I never talk about it because of the shame...
5 Abusive sister
I have let myself be verbally abused, mentally blackmailed, spoken bad about to my friends, all in the name of religion and teachers. Oh God, Oh God help them relise what they made me do. WHat king of mental anguish I had to pass through. And it all for helping the victim. What kind of persons they are....
6 Trapped
I feel so horrbile inside i am a lovely person but i have to many hang ups. I wanted to be married to a wonderful man who would except me. My husband verbally &physically abuses me. I want to leave he tells me he'll 302 me i am afraid and scaried. I am not in love i've lost respect dignity and trust...
7 keeping fat keeps guys away
I grew up with the girls/ women should look great ,look sexy attitude to gets guy's and yes I did look great and I did look sexy and got hit on all through my teen years and 20's. But all I every wanted was a male to love me for me not my looks. I had a great childhood loving mother, no struggles all...
8 The many exes
I have many exes, and most have hurt me, the pathalogical liar, the emotionally detached, the sexually abusive, the physically abusive, the emotionally and verbally abusive. None are worse than then other...they all hurt.. I just wish that I could be normal enough now to find a guy that won't...
9 He is draining the life out of me..
Our relationship is a sham. I feel like we are lying to ourselves that everythings alright. Im 99% sure that deep down he feels the same, but he will never let go. In our 4 years together I have become his lover, mother, best friend and the hardest one of all - the receiver of his every verbalised thought....
10 lonely childhood
when i was young, my mom told me my dad had another woman but that he loved us. more than 10 years after, i have never confronted my dad, and i dont think i can ever forgive him for that.sometimes, i dont want to admit it to myself but i hate him for all the verbal abuse and brainwashing. for all the...
11 anger
I've an anger problem. It stems out from much verbal bullying from many people for more than 20 years. I 'm not goood in politicking, so people tend to bullly me verballly and with a rude facial expression. -ve expereinces accumulate and thus my anger problem. esp'ly so when I'm reduciingmy tranquilizers...
12 want my wife back
my wife has moved out of the house. our problem is easy to understand but hard to solve. nothing much then verbal fiting she is sturborn and so do i , this made us fight eaven on the firt day of our marrige. befor marrige we dated for 7 years and never expirience so many problem. please want her back...
13 Anger
I'm basically an angry man. Due to verbal abuses when I was in high school, army, and in working life, and in church. My defence network aand verbal dfence is poor. God help me. Anger makes me tensed and always tired.
14 Good gf; Bad ex
I am trying to break up with my boyfriend of 4+ years cause I want to do naughty, naughty things to other men and women. He is great 96% of the time the other 4% of the time he is verbally abusive towards me and feels his anger is forgivable because he has been a prick since he was little. He makes...
15 Fallen back into homosexual hook-ups
I'm a christian, I've accepted Jesus Christ. For the last 10 years I've been living two lives. One as a believer seeking Him. The other as a guy having homosexual hook-ups. I've gone to bath houses, cruised parks and gyms, and online sites. I've engaged in intercourse, orgies, bukkake, one night...
16 i'm disgusting.
i've tried to convince myself that i am in love with someone who is addicted to crack cocaine, but the truth is - i'm afraid 2 leave him for fear that he will hurt me more than he already has. i've disrespected and hit him thinking he will hit me back and then it will become clear 2 me 2 leave him. but...
17 i was sexually molested when i...
i was sexually molested when i was 5. i don't remember details. i was in an abusive relationship from the time i was 15 to 17. he never hit me, but he was very verbally abusive with me. i finally broke up with him january of my senior year when i went on deppresive medication and had a major revalation...
18 I have been married for 10 yrs...
I have been married for 10 yrs to a wonderful man that give me everything except love. He is a great provider but when it comes to spending time with me or just even saying I love you, it seems imposible. He treats his friends better than he treats me. We had a rough start, he was phisically and verbally...
19 Over the last 2 years, I've been...
Over the last 2 years, I've been bullied by a certain gang of children, both verbally and physically. Unfortunately, this has affected me badly, and I get continuous attacks of anxiety, and regret for not standing up for myself more. Now, I really want to fight the main gangleader, just to show myself...
20 I have been married to a wonderful...
I have been married to a wonderful man for the past 5 years, I love him and want to spend the rest of my life with him.....he has three children from a previous marriage and I love them dearly as well. My problem lies in my relationship with the children's mother. I have tried and tried to make things...
21 I feel so helpless. My teenage...
I feel so helpless. My teenage son is mentally abusing me daily. I stay in my room almost 24/7 don't talk to anyone hardly or go anywhere. I try to enforce the rules he gets mad and throws things at me or punches whole in the wall. He openly admits I hits walls or throws things so I don't hit my...
22 My husband doesn't treat me very...
My husband doesn't treat me very nicely. All looks good on the outside but behind closed doors he verbally abuses me, calls me stupid, lazy and makes fun of me. I feel stuck because I am disabled I cannot hold down a full time job and am financially dependent on him. I confess that I enjoy the time he...
23 I was abused sexually and verbally...
I was abused sexually and verbally and in turn abused others. I resent the ones that abused me, and I hate myself for doing it to my little brother and sister, and friends when i was younger
24 I am no longer in love with my...
I am no longer in love with my husband and I am afraid to tell him. We have a 2 yr old.... If I could just get past that...I'm afraid he will hurt me if I tell him. He is verbally, mentally and physcially abusive. I hope I get the courage soon.....I hope God helps me out with this one and helps me...
25 I don't believe in God. I want...
I don't believe in God. I want to believe in God though. I tell myself that it is all a big fairytale that people tell themselves to deal with the tragedy of life and the fact that they are going to be dead someday. I constantly do things wrong on purpose because I hate myself. I have to pop codeine...
26 I am successful and established...
I am successful and established now, business owner, mother...I talk so sweet, look so nice...everyone loves me...I'm perfect...so everyone thinks, everyone but my husband. I am so harsh to him whenever I think he even looks at another woman. I belittle and berate him verbally. I punish him, when the...
27 I am what I thought "On Fire for...
I am what I thought "On Fire for the Lord". My husband is not the church type and he feels if he lives a life that is pleasing to God- he is acting like an old man and he still wants to have fun. Anyway, we have a lot of issues with our marriage literally fist fighting in front of our kids, cursing,...
28 I was sexually abused several times...
I was sexually abused several times as a child by my moms 12 year old brother when I was 5 or 6. My Grandmother was home when it happened. How could she not know?? After that happened, I always felt sex was bad and dirty. To make my problems worse, I had a mean Step-Father from the age of 1 1/2 until...
29 I knew he was married when I first...
I knew he was married when I first saw him, but I was swept away -- animal magnatism? lust? who can say? And amazingly he seemed to feel the same way. We were careful, doing a slow dance. I didn't want to do this, to screw up my life; he was older and loved his child; I coulnd't bear to hurt her or even...
30 I sm 27 years of age and have been...
I sm 27 years of age and have been married for 10 years now.For so long, I have been carrying a big load over my shoulders. At times like now, I look back at my life and wish my past were different. To start, at the age of 17 I was having an affair with a man who was my co-worker. I soon turned 18, and...
31 well im 18 and 180 something pounds...
well im 18 and 180 something pounds just in may i was around 140 or 150 lbs. i gained a lot of my weight due to birth control and overeating. my boyfrined is verbaly abusive and i eat so much whenever he hurts me or makes me sad. he makes funs of me and so does my family. i gained my weight so quickly...
32 When I was 7 yrs old my older brother...
When I was 7 yrs old my older brother molested me. My family didn't believe me.When I was 12 yrs old an uncle and a neighbor both molested me. I couldn't tell anyone. This went on for two years. I didn't think anyone would believe me. I still cry when I think about those men and and what they did to...
33 i regret so much the conditions...
i regret so much the conditions of my first marriage/divorce, God. basically i left him because he had major surgery followed by a massive stroke. he was not the same person i had married. he was mean to our children and our special dogs on the weekends i brought him home from rehab hospital. i did what...
34 i have so many secrets that fall...
i have so many secrets that fall into so many categories. i'm starting with abuse.when i was three or four years old, i was sexually abused by a stranger. no penetration. just touching.when i was seven i was abused by a friend who was nine. others do not consider this abuse because of the age involved,...
35 I was sexually molested by my brother...
I was sexually molested by my brother for a summer when I was 7. I remember it like it was yesterday. I was also sexually molested when I was 10 by my best friends much older brother. I ran home and never told anyone.I was later sexually abused by my mothers old firend that came to stay with us on his...
36 My boyfriend of 10 years and I...
My boyfriend of 10 years and I have recently broken up.. There is so much history between us good but mostly bad, he cheated on me 4 years ago, he is verbally abusive and sometimes physically. I still love that man, how can I not after 10 years. i have recently started to see someone else, and he is...
37 When I was in high school I dated...
When I was in high school I dated a very abusive boy. My father at home, was very verbally abusive. My dating relationship was verbal and eventually became physical. I was afraid to end the relationship,but, finally I did. After ending the relationship, the boy asked me out to dinner on the basis of...
38 well you'v always heard it said"like...
well you'v always heard it said"like father like son" I was married 23yrs and my husband hated his father for treating his mom bad(verbal abuse,leaving for weeks at a time,lazy,mean, just hateful) and just guess who walked in his dad footsteps,yep you got it "my husband" I thought if I hung in there...
39 I carry past humiliation of my...
I carry past humiliation of my husband's(at the time) domestic violence. My ribs broken, major abdominal muscles badly torn, and now found out a cracked hip from the past abuse.The problem is I condoned the abuse-that is, I wouldn't leave my husband, and often would beg him to come home when he left(which...
40 I don't know if this would be and...
I don't know if this would be and addiciton or a relationship problem, but I broke up with my verbaly abusive boyfriend 9 months ago. But yet, I find that no matter what I do I cant get him out of my head. I have forgiven him for the way he treated me. But I am still angry. I go a month or so with out...
41 I was 5 years old when my Uncle...
I was 5 years old when my Uncle commited suicide. He is my Mom's youngest brother.. But ever since his death My mother has abused me. I know that the bible says to Love thy parents. But I cannot love my mom. I find it hard to have respect or love for someone who abused me and to this day still abuses...
42 God please help me, I am 17 have...
God please help me, I am 17 have a daughter and have a husband who verbally abuses me, compares me to his ex girlfriend and screams at our 2 month old baby. Please god help me and my new family, and forgive me if i have done anything wrong
43 I hate my mother. She has been...
I hate my mother. She has been physically and verbally abusive yo me my while life. She is crazy and controlling and I need to get away from her before I go mad and kill myself. It's either her way or no way. I am always wrong and I can't ever make mistakes or I am labled as worthless. I can't forgive...
44 my husband always accused me of...
my husband always accused me of sleeping with evey Tom, Dick and Harry. He was verbally abusive and nothing I did was right. I tried to have an affair but couldn't. But then in 1987, i slept with a man that i loved for ever from a far. my brother in law. he loved me too. we still do but it will never...
45 I grew up in a very abusive home...
I grew up in a very abusive home - verbally and physically. Both my olders sister's got pregnant very young on purpose to get out of the house. I was left alone. No-one to talk to. My Mom and Dad fought all the time, then after he would leave to meet his girlfriend she would take all of her rage on me.She...
46 I'm in love with my girlfriend,...
I'm in love with my girlfriend, whom I've been together with for five months. I get this feeling because I only think about her: her smile, her happiness, her everything. Yet, my past relationships have rendered me a broken shell. My last girlfriend started acting towards me differently after she and...
47 My heart aches over an abortion...
My heart aches over an abortion that I had 32 years ago. I was 20 at the time and my mother was the one that insisted I have an abortion. I had no place to go and no money, so I did what she wanted me to do. I have regretted that action everyday of my life. I wish I had had the courage to choose...
48 I don't really know where to start....
I don't really know where to start. Sometimes I feel so worthless that I don't know what to do with myself. I have always had self esteem and confidence issues since I was a young girl(I am 21 now). My curent fiance is addicted to porn. He has sworn it will never happen again and every part of me wants...
49 I chose abuse because I was...
I chose abuse because I was abused..'sexually, physically, verbally,and emtionally, first by Uncle, my stepfather, and my spouse". In pain I have retaliated abuse upon others in many ways and forms, and I have abused myself with first alcohol, drugs, and now food and prescription drugs.My adopted...
50 Growing up I was verbally abused...
Growing up I was verbally abused by my mother. It was confusing though, because she would tell me the worst things and then turn around and be sickeningly sweet and deny that she said anything wrong, especially in front of my friends. No one ever understood growing up why I didn't like my mother, and...
51 This is a relief to me to find...
This is a relief to me to find a web site that you can let it all out..I have been hurting inside for many many years. I was very happy married to a man I loved, but he did not give me the attention that I needed or wanted. I met this guy who gave me attention and I was attracted to him. I started...
52 I can not have children. How is...
I can not have children. How is this a lie?Well, I constantly tell people that I don't want kids...truth be told; I am unable to get pregnant. The doctors say both me and my husband are heatlthy. I live in shame of this. I will never come out and verbally say to anyone that after 15 years with my husband...
53 ParentingLast night I was verbally...
ParentingLast night I was verbally abusive to my children. I took my anger, frustration and hurt feelings out on them. That was wrong. I made them both cry. I feel terrible about it. I had some wine and when I came home, they were not happy that I had been drinking and driving. That's all I needed...
54 I sometimes wish I never married...
I sometimes wish I never married my husband. We were in love and we had premarital sex and I got pregnant. We got married a lot sooner than we would have if I weren't pregnant. There are just a lot of things that I wish I would have known before we got married. My husband's father was abusive to his...
55 I always was the kid that felt...
I always was the kid that felt left behind or different from other kids when i was born, a nurse told my folks poor me i was blind and i needed back surgery. both never happenned. At grade school i was labeled slow by the teachers retarded by the other kids, to escape the verbal assault my folks enrolled...
56 Where do I start? I could say some...
Where do I start? I could say some things about my addiction to porn and alcohol but I guess the main guilt I have is when I cheated on my wife. We were married almost 6 years and she was diagnosed with a life threatening disease 5 years into the marriage. She was already a depressed person but this...
57 I cheated on my husband. Why did...
I cheated on my husband. Why did I do it?!?! A month into our first and only childs life he was shipped out overseas for ONE YEAR!!! He started to change...or was it me? Nothing but fighting, nothing but put downs! I prayed every night to God to please give me strength, please help me to get thru this,...
58 I am ashamed of who I am. As a...
I am ashamed of who I am. As a child, I was phyiscially & verbally abused. Exposed to violence & pornography. That was so long ago. I'm 42. I've always hated myself...draw people in by being so pleasing & then push them away when they get too close. Attracted to those who abandon me. Addicted...
59 when i was younger i moved around...
when i was younger i moved around alot and didnthave many friends. i was adopted at 2 days oldand still have never met my real parents... myreal father doesnt even know that i was born. mybirth mother never told him that she was pregnant.well growing up i was diognosed with quite alot ofdifferent things...
60 my father verbally and emotionally...
my father verbally and emotionally abused me as a child. my mother did nothing, said nothing and avoided me as much as possible therfore neglecting me. my brother was constantly trying to molest me and eventhough intercourse never took place, my sexual life has always been negative. I got married and...
61 I am in a relationship with an...
I am in a relationship with an alcoholic who has hit me in the past and who got physically and verbally abusive with me today. He is relapsing bad now and I cannot find the strenght to leave- or is it abandoning him? Recently I saw my ex and cheated on my boyfrienc with him. I just don't seem to care....
62 My marriage is going through a...
My marriage is going through a rough time. I caught my husband cheating on me again for the hundredth time with the same woman. I am devastated and my heart is in a million pieces. I want so bad to make him hurt like I hurt. I want to cheat on him and let him catch me so that he can feel the pain I feel....
63 Ever since I was a little girl,...
Ever since I was a little girl, I've always feared my father. He was verbally and emotionally abusive - his anger was out of sight. My older siblings told me he used to be worse when they were little and it makes me cringe. My mom and I have a great relationship, but sometimes it's strained because we...
64 I lie about everything. I lie to...
I lie about everything. I lie to my boyfriend and my family. I know the only reason I do it is because I hate who I am. I was verbally and sometimes physically abused by my father as a child and it's followed me into adulthood as a result of that, I feel like I have to hide my real self. Internally,...
65 When I was younger my brother would...
When I was younger my brother would sexually abuse me. I never told anyone, even when my parents asked if he did anything to me because he also did the same thing to other relatives. I didn't tell them because I didn't want to break my family up, instead it eats me every day. I had two abusive relationships...
66 I've been divorced for 1 1/2 yrs....
I've been divorced for 1 1/2 yrs. My ex is an alcoholic. He was verbally, emotionally, and physically abusive to myself and my children. I have put it in the past, and met someone new. The problem is my ex refuses to pay child support. He lives in China, so I cannot legally make him pay. He is remarried,...
67 There has been so many things in...
There has been so many things in my life I have done things that I regret. Some of these things haunt me while I am sitting alone with just my thoughts. Sometimes I regret the every day actions I have inflicted on to my family. I have a son with ADHD/Behavioral problems who pushes me to my limits and...
68 For the last year and a half, i...
For the last year and a half, i have been getting joy out of harshly cutting my arms, hips, chest, and ankles. When i start i cant stop...i just cut and cut and cut until there isnt room for more. I was verbally abused for a long time, and my father commited suicide when i was young...and the pain of...
69 I am 35 going on 36 years old my...
I am 35 going on 36 years old my husband and I just celebrated our third wedding anniversary. I am so unhappy I do not believe he loves me, and I believe he cheated on me with a woman at his job. He denies it but I know he did. He is verbally abusive and hateful. I have tried everything to try to make...
70 For years I have been hurt by someone....
For years I have been hurt by someone. They have been verbally abusive and have called me names. She talks about me behind my back all the time and has truned people against me. I have thought of killing myself atleast two hundred times in the last three years. I hold anger towards her and...
71 i don't like my mother. it's not...
i don't like my mother. it's not a hate but somewhere between. i had a terrible childhood--mental, physical, verbal, emotional, spiritual abuse. i went to counselling as an adult. i decided to stop communications with her as a result. this lasted for two years. my husband asked me to reach out to her...
72 Please pray for my family. My husband...
Please pray for my family. My husband is verbally abusive to me. He has been this way for years. He will call me bad names and throw things if he is in his rage. He has never hit me, but the verbal abuse is just as bad as physical. Other times, he such a loving and wonderful partner, I can't imagine...
73 I really want to leave my husband...
I really want to leave my husband but probably won't because of money. He is very verbally abusive. I have 2 children from a prior relationship and 1 child with him. Although he says he loves them all he does treat my 2 children very different and they notice. He is very controlling and tries to control...
74 My mother knew I was different...
My mother knew I was different even before I was born. I didn't keep the prenatal hours that most babies did, and after I was born I would scream and scream for hours straight for no reason at all. I was mad. That anger couldn't be explained until I was almost 15 years old. Anger, loneliness, and an...
75 The subject of sex has plagued...
The subject of sex has plagued my life since I was a child. My mother used to accuse me and my sisters of being dirty girls when adult men would hold our hand or have us sit on their lap when they would come to the house. These men were trusted men, from church and school. When growing up, my uncle...
76 Never thought I'd write. Been to...
Never thought I'd write. Been to all the weekends. Tell others how cool this is. Thought I was free. I'm not!!! I'll try to be brief. Not sure this is the right category. My story seems to overlap others. Mother allowed me to look at her True Confessions and Confidential magazines, the ones where men...
77 It all started when I was younger,...
It all started when I was younger, probably about 8 or 9 years old and my older male cousin whom I trusted began touching me. He would take me into the other room in my basement (when our other cousins were in the adjoining room!) and he would make me lay down on the ground and he would touch me. It...
78 I was sexually, emotionally, physically...
I was sexually, emotionally, physically and verbally abused as a child, and up into my later teenage years by several different people that were all in and out of my life.After becoming a christian at 17, most of the hate and shame and fears have disappated, leaving only a few problems that I continue...
79 I'm married to someone who loses...
I'm married to someone who loses control over his anger, when we were still dating, he used to abuse me verbally and physically, after marriage it got worst, I'm hiding it from my family not to break thier heart as they think I am happy, but this has to stop, I think I allowed it and that gave him power...
80 this past sunday i saw the preview...
this past sunday i saw the preview that next week would be about shame. so i figured that i should probably confess now. i have been living this double life because i am ashamed of who i really am. i appear to be a normal working college student that attends life church. but under it lies a totally different...
81 My boyfriend pushes me and verbally...
My boyfriend pushes me and verbally and emotionally abuses me. I often feel like I bring it onto myself and it's destroying my heart. I know I'm stronger than that.
82 I am verbally abusive to my family....
I am verbally abusive to my family. Sometimes I will just yell for almost no reason. It is usually only lasts 2 or 3 seconds but it shocks everyone who sees including myself. Please pray for me.
83 I used to try and kill myself many...
I used to try and kill myself many times because I was being abused by my mom sexually, physically and mentally. I am 18 years old right now and I am trying not to think lowly of myself. My ex-boyfriend verbally abused me and I was so naive and vulnerable that I believed he was going to change and be...
84 I have verbally and physically...
I have verbally and physically abused my wife.
85 I am still hurt and angry over...
I am still hurt and angry over my son's biological father. When we met, he was a recovering alcoholic, but shortly after moving in together he was drinking all the time, verbally abusing me, breaking things in our apartment. I wasn't using birth control when I got pregnant, although I was so ashamed...
86 My whole life my dad has been verbally...
My whole life my dad has been verbally abusive to my mom, sister and I. He is an alcoholic and everytime he drinks the littlest thing will set him off and he will just go on yelling rampages. even though he has never physically abused us, I am still terrified that it will eventually happen. I have never...
87 I'm a young single mother that...
I'm a young single mother that goes out most every night to party. I leave my son with a babysitter to go out at night and drink, most of the time out of control. I do things I would never do sober. I sometimes get in physical or verbal fights with people. I have been arrested a couple times because...
88 Often while I'm driving down the...
Often while I'm driving down the road I will picture myself veering off and crashing my car into something solid. When I lift weights above my head I picture them falling down and crushing my face. vivid images. in color. with sound. Whenever I'm up high, I wonder what will happen if i jump. sometimes,...
89 i have been in a relationship for...
i have been in a relationship for several years with my boyfriend and we are not married, but have 2 beautiful boys together. my oldest is a daddy;s boy really bad and daddy loves his boys and he always swore that he would never be like his dad (absent). he is a great dad, however i'm abused by...
90 Im currently in a marriage that...
Im currently in a marriage that has slowly gone further and further down hill... 2 years ago my husband slept with another woman with me asleep in the same bed and continued to have an affair with her for at least a full week before he finally confessed to me what he had done, with the promise I would...
91 My wife of seven years is mentally...
My wife of seven years is mentally ill but undiagnosed. I'm 99% sure she has BPD but I can not get her to go to a psychiatrist to get the appropriate medication. While I know she had some emotional baggage I did not know she would be completely irrational.I go to bed every night and wake up everyday...
92 I am ashamed of what I did many...
I am ashamed of what I did many years ago. I was in a very bad relationship and had a child out of wedlock. I love my son, so much and I can't imagine my life with out him in it. But His father had abandoned us for drugs, friends and he physically and verbally abused us. He was gone and out of the picture....
93 I was drugged and raped almost...
I was drugged and raped almost four years ago by a guy i had just started seeing. I didn't tell anyone for several months, I felt like it had been my fault and thought that I somehow deserved it. I later realized that this wasn't the case but I found myself unable to open up to anyone or trust especially...
94 i am completely unable to forgive...
i am completely unable to forgive my father. he has hurt me and my family more times than i can name because he struggles with alcholism. He verbally and mentally abuses us and sometimes i hate him. i want nothing more than to forgive him and love him unconditionally, but my heart has shut down and blocked...
95 MY BEST FRIEND HAS A GUY BUDDY...
MY BEST FRIEND HAS A GUY BUDDY THAT HAS DISRESPECTED ME IN FRONT OF HIM SEVERAL TIMES BOTH VERBALLY AND PHYSICALLY. I'M HURT THAT MY FRIEND DID NOT PROTECT ME FROM HIM AND SEEMED TO CONDONE HIS BEHAVIOR. IT MAKES ME QUESTION OUR FRIENDSHIP FOR THE VERY FIRST TIME. I CAN USUALLY LET THINGS ROLL OFF MY...
96 I'm not sure what category these...
I'm not sure what category these secrets should go in because there is a range of things I want to confess. First of all, I want to say that I was raised in a Christian home with wonderful Christian parents and was in church every Sunday and at all the activities that were provided to the youth at church....
97 My secret is that I really don't...
My secret is that I really don't like my husband much. Six months after we married, he began verbally and physically abusing me. He stopped the physical abuse and yet the emotional abuse continues. Last year I walked in on him while he was viewing pornography-- (which is really embarrassing to me personally--I...
98 My parents divorced because my...
My parents divorced because my father used to beat my mom and my older siblings that she had from a previous marriage. He only became abusive after he found out my mother was pregnant with me. At one point my mom was admitted to the hospital from a beating. After they divorced, he remarried to a woman...
99 I have a serious addiction to pain...
I have a serious addiction to pain medication so much that I will steal it from family members or find it on the streets. Pain pills are like speed for me I feel like I can do everything from cleaning the whole house to exercising when I have them. When I cannot get them I feel like I cannot function...
100 After my father died when I was...
After my father died when I was 11, my mother lost it. She was very abusive. My older brothers were either in college or could drive. My mother was very unhappy. I was trapped, alone (in my own home) and was verbally abused. Frankly she hated me.(I can't believe how painful this is to type) In the end...
101 My Mom married my Step-Dad when...
My Mom married my Step-Dad when I was 3 years old. The sexual abuse started soon afterward, touching and cuddling. Then at the age of 11 he raped me. The sexual abuse continued until I was 18. I told my Mom and she did not believe me and when she told my Dad, he would make me look up words in the dictionary...
102 I've had 8 affairs. Some short...
I've had 8 affairs. Some short lived, some long. I've stopped and completely changed my life, but the guilt over knowing that my husband doesn't know what I've really done, kills me. I self-abate verbally and belittle myself continually, it has caused mal-functions in every other part of my life. God...
103 I'm a male college student. I accepted...
I'm a male college student. I accepted Christ at a young age and I'm really seeking after Him, but I feel really abnormal in terms of my sexuality. For years now I've been struggling with gay thoughts and feelings. However, I've NEVER been attracted to boys my age, it's always been relatively older men...
104 I am verbally abusive to my spouse...
I am verbally abusive to my spouse and children. I get so angry sometimes at them over the littlest of things. I am afraid I have done irreversible damage to our family. I need to become a better person and more of a role model for our family.
105 My marriage is sad. I do not love...
My marriage is sad. I do not love my husband. He is verbally abusive to me and our children. He has hit me and given me a black eye. Now my teenage sons are verbally abusive. I don't know what to do.
