I could post something in all of...

I could post something in all of these categories i think. The most troubling part of my life though, is my husband. i don't love him anymore, i LOATHE him. Hes not a good dad or a caring husband. My daughter is disabled and it makes my life border line intollerable. HE would rather be anywhere but here, which hurts. My daughter looks up to him as if he were god, not seeing the flunkie that hes turned out to be, and my son (his step-son) well he see's my husband for what he is, and resents him for it. ALLLLL of this creates the daily turbulance that is my life. If i wasn't so stubborn, I may have committed suicide many years ago, but my son has already lost one parent, I can't take the other. It's all for my kids.. NOTHING for me ...