I have tried in the past to kill...

I have tried in the past to kill myself. The first time was when I was 14 I had been raped weeks before and felt like i was nothing. I overdosed on 200 extra strength tylenol and had to get my stomach pumped. I hoped to put an end to the pain I was in... sometimes I think back to that day and think i would have been better off if i had taken 400.