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I'll be 19 in a month and every since I was 14 I started watching porn, and started masturbating, when I found out it was wrong the need for it when away and I stopped. Later on through middle school and high school, I would get depressed, I started eating a lot to make me feel better but after a while it stopped working, it doesn't help a lot anymore. My doctor recommended I masturbate whenever I felt depressed. Now I masturbate and watch porn to help me, whenever I feel sad or lonely, for the fantasy that maybe someone could love me and my ugly body, let's face it a girl can't be fat in this society. It helps for a while but after that the guilt kills me and I ask God for forgiveness. I hope he forgives me, becuz w/o him I would be wo

 

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Apr 30 2007
Keep it up pal..its perfectly natural and normal.
Relax and enjoy it...i'm sure Jesus pulled his pud on occasions too!
Apr 30 2007
You are NOT ugly. I promise you with my whole heart that Jesus thinks you are beautiful. Dont feel guilty, He has taken all your guilt on the cross but you need to pray to be free from masterbation, He alone is all you need when u feel sad or alone.
May 1 2007
I want to thank the person who said was not ugly, God bless u. For the other person don't insult our savior he died so you could live. Yeah it's natural but it's the nature of the world and i don't belong to the world, I belong to God.
May 9 2007
what is your problem man! get a clue, if it feels go it is good!. As long as your doing it in privacy and still working and functioning day to day your fine! whats not fine is feeling guilty because your self and body get counceling!
May 9 2007
this web site is great !reading the comments makes you realize how religion is destroying human minds keep it up guys! do good for everyone as this planet as done for you.its really simple believe in what you see not what you read!
May 10 2007
I'm sure you'll see hell, so then you'll believe that you did to much for this planet. Oh and you'll feel the gruesome pain too, have fun in hell.
May 31 2007
He will, u dnt want 2 do it but thats the Jesus shaped gap in our soul trying to be filled. "Lord jesus, I give u my sexual desires, please undo in me wat sin has done so I find freedom from this area & experience sexual desire as u intended. Amen"
May 31 2007
I believe that everytime i masturbated yeh it was good, but nothing could make me feel worse. but the guilt isnt meant to trap us 4eva, it makes us realise that we need him so much. then ask 4 forgiveness, especially forgiveness to those we hate

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